look at my piercing eyes in the last one

For anyone going through a hard time right now:

Music has the power to help, or so I believe, it picks you up in ways that people sometimes can’t. I recently made a playlist of songs, and if people want I can make it into a Spotify playlist. But here is the songs:

THE LINK FOR THIS FIRST PLAYLIST: [X]

Therapy//All Time Low
Never Too Late//Three Days Grace
Hospital For Souls//Bring Me the Horizon
Friend, Please//Twenty One Pilots
Crash//You Me At Six
Missing You//All Time Low
Never Give In//Black Veil Brides
Hold On Til May// Pierce The Veil
Astronaught//Simple Plan
Kitchen Sink//Twenty One Pilots
Saviour//Black Veil Brides
If I have too, then I have too (Acoustic)//One Last Look.
The Light Behind Your Eyes//My Chemical Romance
Goner//Twenty One Pilots
No One Does It Better// You Me At Six
Satellites// Sleeping With Sirens
Hearts and Flowers// Say We Can Fly
Nothern Downpour// Panic! At The Disco
What a Catch Donnie//Fall Out Boy
I’m A Mess// Ed Sheeran.

Here’s a few other things:

Good Songs that help calm you down or fall asleep:
Behind the Sea (Live in Chicago version) //Panic! At The Disco
Therapy// All Time Low
Fireworks//You Me At Six
Hey There Delilah//Plain White T’s
Oh Ms Believer// TØP
Never Seen Anything (Quite Like You)//The Script
Kiss me//Ed Sheeran


If You Have Lost Someone:
If You Could See Me Now//The Script
Match Into Water// Pierce The Veil
Cancer//My Chemical Romance
Lullabies//All Time Low
Wake Me Up When September Ends// Green Day
This Isn’t The End// Owl City
All Done For You// Black Veil Brides

Remember When/ Dissappear//Issues

When You’re Feeling Misunderstood:
I’m Not Okay//My Chemical Romance.
King For A Day// Pierce The Veil ft Kellin Quinn
Kids In The Dark// All Time Low
Wretched And Divine// Black Veil Brides
Boulevard Of Broken Dreams// Green Day


In a Really Bad Mood? Start A Riot: [X]
Misery Buisiness//Paramore

Bite My Tongue// You Me At Six ft Oli Sykes

You Make Me Sick//Of Mice And Men
Wolf In Sheep’s Clothing//Set It Off
Antivist//Bring Me The Horizon
Save It For The Bedroom//You Me At Six
Heroes// All Time Low
Desolation Row//My Chemical Romance
Juarez//Gerard Way
Fuck You//Sleeping With Sirens (Cee Lo Green Cover)

Ignorance//Paramore

Compromising Me//William Beckett

Gives You Hell// The All-American Rejects


Some cool extras:
Princeton Ave// Issues (Abuse)
Never Lose Your Flames//Issues (Homophobia/Rejection because of Sexuality)
Mama//My Chemical Romance (Gender Identity)
99% Soul//Matty Mullins (Christian music?)(most of his album is Christian music so if you’re looking for good Christian pop I would recommend Matty Mullins or Owl City :))
Migraine//TØP (Schizophrenia)
That Green Gentleman (Things Have Changed For Me)//Panic! At The Disco (For people going through major changes)
Sleepwalking//Bring Me The Horizon (Depression)
A Trophy Father’s, Trophy Son (Broken Family/Home)


That’s all for now but that’s all for now, I might update more? I was just looking at all these cool songs with cool messages so…

Samples. [Hank McCoy Oneshot.]

Originally posted by markinganx

Yo! Based off my lovely little imagine from last night :) Thanks. Enjoy.

Title: Samples.
Pairing: Hank McCoy x Reader.
Words: 604.
Rating: T(Mentions of sex)

“Just one vial of blood,” Hank offered in a soft voice, looking down at you with piercing blue eyes. The intensity of his eyes made you shudder slightly when you caught his gaze, but you stood firm and shook your head. “It won’t hurt… And if it does, then… Then I’ll kiss it better.” His voice was gentle to your ears, as he didn’t need to speak that loudly for you were standing only a foot away from him. Though, by the way Hank gave you a half tilted grin, fiddling with his fingers bashfully, you could feel the heat and shyness radiating off of him as if he was pressed right against you, bluntly stating that he was flirting with you. It was an interesting notion- knowing that you two were going steady, and yet, Hank couldn’t find it in himself to be anything other than nervous and shy when talking to you at times.

You were still hesitant, despite knowing that he was joking around, and he could see it clearly written on your face, “I don’t like needles, Hank.”

Letting a small puff of air escape his pink lips, he nodded. “I know,” He told you, “I know.” Pushing his glasses up with his pointer and middle finger. “I won’t push you into it, but consider. It’s for research, after all.”

“I don’t think you’ll find the mutation for absolute beauty,” You grinned cheekily at him, subsequently catching him off guard for he wasn’t expecting such a flirtatious response. “That’s got to do more with my parents.”

He pushed his bottom lip out and made a ‘you’re right’ face, accompanied with a small nod of his head. Hank nibbled at the inside of his cheek. “I’d ask, but I think it’d be weird of me to ask your dad about the night he had se-”

“Woah!” You gasped, reaching up and pressing a hand to his mouth. He looked down at you, a bit surprised by how fast you had moved and how close you had gotten. “I don’t need that visual inside my mind.” You whined playfully, peeling your hand away from his mouth and cupping the side of his cheek, “It’s gross.”

“But, it’s human nature.” He retaliated with a small chuckle of his own, subconciously tilting his head towards your hand.

“I guess,” your nose scrunched, “But, it’s still gross to think about when it’s your parents.”

Hank tood still for a moment, thinking. His eyebrows furrowed slightly, building a crease between them, “Oh my god, you’re right.”

You gestured with your other hand in a ‘I know I am!’ sort of fashion, brushing back some of his dark caramel colored hair. “Try getting that thought out of your head now. You won’t be able to, and it’s going to haunt you.”

Hank pursed his mouth, resting his hands on your shoulders and rubbed. You could almost feel the smoothness of his fingertips, even if you were wearing a sleeved shirt. It was a simple touch, but it still made your heart flutter. Looking up, you locked eyes with himand felt the burning sensation inside of your mind. Going steady had yet to include the one thing that you wanted most. A kiss. And the tension filling the air at the moment, because of the lack of affection, was swallowing you. Dropping your hand, you cleared your throat, tugged on his crisp, white lab coat and murmured, “Now would be a good time to poke me with a needle.”

“Why’s that?” Hank asked, slightly dazed as he watched you carefully.

“‘Cause I really want one of those kisses.”

“BOLD WHAT’S TRUE” THING (is this the actual title i have no clue)

Tagged by @jackismyson (YES THANKYOU AND ALSO SRSLY I CAN’T BELIEVE YOU PUNCHED SOMEONE IN THE LAST WEEK HAHAHAHHAHAHAHAHAHAHHAHAHA LOVE IT)

APPEARANCE:

I am 5′7″ or taller
I wear glasses
I have at least one tattoo
I have at least one piercing
I have blonde hair
I have brown eyes
I have short hair
My abs are at least somewhat defined
I have or have had braces
There is something i would change about the way I look

PERSONALITY:

My Hogwarts house is: Gryffindor Hufflepuff Ravenclaw Slytherin
I am an introvert
I like meeting new people
People tell me that I’m funny
Helping others with their problems is a big priority for me
I enjoy physical challenges
I enjoy mental challenges
I’m playfully rude with people I know well
I started saying something ironically and now I can’t stop saying it
There is something I would change about my personality

ABILITY:

I can sing well (well apparently i can lol)
I can play an instrument
I can do over 30 pushups without stopping (i can’t even do 1 lol)
I’m a fast runner
I can draw well
I have a good memory
I’m good at doing math in my head
I can hold my breath underwater for over a minute
I have beaten at least 2 people in arm wrestling
I know how to cook at least 3 meals from scratch (i mean probably)
I know how to throw a proper punch

HOBBIES:

I enjoy playing sports
I’m on a sports team at my school or somewhere else
I’m in a orchestra or choir at my school or somewhere else
I have learned a new song in the past week
I work out at least once a week
I’ve gone for runs at least once a week in the warmer months
I have drawn something in the past month
I enjoy writing
Fandoms are my #1 passion
I do or have done martial arts

EXPERIENCES:

I have had my first kiss
I have had alcohol
I have scored the winning goal in a sports game
I have watched an entire season of a TV show in one sitting
I have been at an overnight event
I have been in a taxi
I have been in the hospital or ER in the past year
I have beaten a video game in one day
I have visited another country
I have been to one of my favourite band’s concerts

RELATIONSHIP:

I’m in a relationship
I have a celebrity crush
I have a crush on someone I know
I have been in at least 3 relationships
I have never been in a relationship
I have asked someone out or admitted my feelings to them
I get crushes easily
I have had a crush on someone for over a year
I have been in a relationship for at least a year
I have had feelings for a friend

MY LIFE:

I have at least one person I consider a “best friend”
I live close to my school
My parents are still together
I have at least one sibling
I live in the United States
There is snow right now where I live
I have hung out with a friend outside of school in the past month
I have a smartphone
I have at least 15 CDs
I share my room with someone

RANDOM SHIT:

I have breakdanced
I know a person named Jamie
I have had a teacher with a last name that’s hard to pronounce
I have dyed my hair
I’m listening to one song on repeat right now
I have punched someone in the past week
I know someone who has gone to jail
I have broken a bone
I have eaten a waffle today
I know what I want to do with my life
I speak at least 2 languages fluently
I have made a new friend in the past year

Well this was fun but also made me feel a tag bit unaccomplished. To all the lovely ppl i tag, i wan’t to find out random stuff about you so please do it (but don’t force yourself heh)

Tagging: @minmin-ah @s-tarlight–world @bbidwnby @hoseokmyhearteu @ilovesuga @notjhope @taetamsjimjams @cappukkino @jungchook

Vampire!Jungkook

And last but certainly not least is our maknae, the half cheetah half bunny, Jeon Jungkook aka Kookie aka can I just take a moment to talk about his eyes bc oh my god I love eyes, eyes are probably my favorite facial feature on people bc they can tell so much about the person and I once wrote like an entire series based off of Jungkook’s eyes tbh like they’re just so !! one of my favorite things about the way he dances is the look he gets in his eyes bc it just pierces your soul and it’s so intense but not intimidating like its a perfect balance and I just I love his eyes

  • While Tae and Hobi are pretty similar, Kookie and Yoongi are also similar  
  • Jungkook can be a shy lil bun
  • While he’s definitely broken out of his shell a lot since No More Dream, he can still have his moments of shyness
  • Like anything that involves girls is just nope no n o
  • It’s actually really cute though??
  • Bc he literally goes from :) to o.o within 0.1 seconds whenever he sees someone of the other gender
  • Like in that idols athletic thing that I can never remember the full name of, he was just walking minding his own business
  • Then he sees some girls and just swerves out of the way like nope not today
  • Like I’m sure one day he’ll be more comfortable around them but he's been in bts for quite some time now
  • And he had to train as well so it’s probably been a few years since he’s had a lot of interaction with them  
  • So it’s understandable that he’s still a bit whoa around girls  
  • But he’s a bit more versatile
  • He doesn’t really mind having company but he also doesn’t mind being alone
  • He’s a bit more open to the others coming along with him
  • But the chances of him offering are most often pretty rare
  • Every now and then he’ll invite Jin or Jimin along with him
  • The other boys tend to just help themselves and join him like hey btw I’m gonna crash on your couch for like a couple months, maybe a decade or so idk yet
  • He does however love the night
  • I just see kook as such a night person he just seems like one I sense a night owl
  • He is a born vampire
  • He wasn’t born too long ago, in the early 1900s
  • Fun fact Taehyung is the youngest vampire wise
  • His parents were very open and honest about being a vampire like hey kid it can suck (haha) sometimes but we’ll help you through it
  • Okay but can we talk about kook could totally pull off a vampire look
  • Like Danger is literally just vampire!kook
  • But also lowkey WOH is too
  • Basically black hair kookie is just vampire!kookie
  • BUT ALSO
  • The Halloween video
  • Ik he wasn’t really a vampire in it but the whole makeup look was close enough
  • It was just so amazing and it fit him like he looks s o good in black I need it
  • Why does no one talk about how he had a fucking whip in that is that just something we’re gonna brush under the rug
  • You two meet in modern day
  • You first meet Tae and you two are quick to become friends bc its tae he moves quickly
  • It takes him like a year to introduce you to kook though
  • He wants to make sure you’re as compatible with kookie as he think you’d be
  • Like he puts you through these lowkey tests
  • Like how do you handle being around someone who’s a bit shier
  • Do you guys meet each other’s required qualities in a partner??
  • One of the other things he does is play you the music kookie recommends to him
  • Like just hey I found this new song what do you think of it
  • You tend to like them a lot and he’s just so happy
  • He’s got this huge plan of how he wants you to meet
  • He wants kookie to “accidentally” bump into you right and then kookie would hear the song he recommended to tae playing through your earphones and it’s just an instant connection and Tae would be able to brag about how he got you two together
  • The first meeting doesn’t really go according to plan though
  • He does get kookie to bump into you by lowkey pushing him but all you two do is apologize to each other and keep on walking after you say hello to tae
  • He takes a minute to realize his plan didn’t work
  • He’s just standing there like wait what just happened and kooks like a few steps ahead before he sees tae’s still frozen and everyone’s just confused
  • Plan B comes into play next
  • Plan B is for tae to tell both of you to check out the same book for him when he’s “not feeling well enough to get it myself but I really need it for an upcoming essay”
  • He sends you in there before he sends kook but neither of you have any idea about the other
  • Once again his plan fails though bc someone else had already checked the book
  • He finally goes to his final plan which is just the good old-fashioned introducing you to each other
  • “So I actually have a story to tell you guys about this whole thing but that’s for later, for now, this is Jungkook, the guy I was telling you about”
  • That plan actually does work though
  • You two just instantly click and he’s so so sweet and charming
  • He gets a bit shy around you for the first few months bc shy lil maknae but you actually find it endearing??
  • Like he spends most of your second date staring at your hands and wondering if you’d mind if he held yours?? like is that too far is it too soon do you wanna hold his hand??
  • He ends up grabbing your hand when you get up and you just smile at him and squeeze his fingers and he melts right then and there he’s gone
  • He takes the longest to tell you he’s a vampire
  • Here’s the thing I think kook would take a minute to fall in love
  • He would wait a bit longer bc he just ends up worrying that you’ll leave him if you find out and it’s his first love so it’s really !!!
  • He eventually gets brave enough after getting several pep talks from the boys
  • He tells you the night of your second anniversary and he’s holding his breath the entire time and he’s v v carefully watching your face to see your reaction
  • You’re honestly just intrigued by it
  • “What’s it like? Do you need to drink blood like it says in the books? Does sunlight burn you”
  • He’s s o relieved and he answers all of your questions honestly like he doesn’t shy away from any of the answers bc he wants you to know everything and it just feels really great to have that weight off of his shoulders
  • Okay but I have a head canon here
  • Jungkook and you get married right
  • It doesn’t happen for a few decades after he turns you but it does happen
  • During his speech, Tae finally tells you guys about Plan A and B 
  • Everyone just starts laughing and the boys are all tearing up bc they remember hearing the stories of when you two first started dating
  • Even though he tries to hide it, kook’s lowkey crying (out of happiness of course) and you just kiss his lil cheek and hold his hand all tight
  • And you can feel his ring against your finger and you know he can feel yours and it’s just all beautiful

Ashton looking up at you like this as you quickly sat up from the bed, breathing heavily as tears stung your eyes. You were having a bad dream, one where Ashton got killed right before your eyes. The last thing you saw in your dream were piercing green eyes peeking out from underneath their hoodie. The look alone was terrifying.

“Y/N?” Ashton would uncertainly question, furrowing his eyebrows as he reached over and pulled your shaky body to his warm chest. “What happened?”

“You died in my dream. The killer’s face was terrifying, Ash,” you choked out, bursting into tears again. The dream felt so damn real, and for a second you thought he had actually died.

“Aww, baby,” he hummed, running his fingers through your hair and kissing the top of your head. “You’re alright now, I hope…”

You slowly nodded, feeling your breathing level out as you laid against his bare torso. The weight of exhaustion pushed your shoulders down as you felt yourself drift off back to sleep.

“I love you,” you murmured, yawning before you felt your eyes slip close and the feeling of his hands in your hair fading away.

Before you fell asleep, however, you heard him reply, “I love you way much more than you think, Y/N.”

Creepypasta #484: My Son’s Eyes

I’ve always been told my son has my eyes. Thank God it’s only my eyes; the rest of his looks comes from his mother. It was something that I took pride in, something that made me feel like I was a part of him.

I remember the day I first saw my son. When the doctor placed him in my arms I knew that my life would never be the same. I loved him. I loved him more than I’ve ever loved anything or anyone before. I vowed to take care of him and keep him from harm. “I love you my son” I whispered to him as I rocked him back and forth. He looked at up at me with those piercing blue eyes, and I smiled down at him. “Awww… He has your eyes,” said one of the nurses. It was the first but it wasn’t the last time I’d have someone tell me that. His eyes were so vibrant; his eyes were full of life.

As he grew up, I could count on his eyes to reveal how he was feeling. “Like father like son” my wife would always say. His eyes were the windows to his soul. Whenever he was happy, his eyes would sparkle and squint ever so slightly, when he was sad his eyes would droop and glimmer with tears, and when he was scared his pupils would dilate bigger than any other person I’d ever known. I loved those beautiful blue eyes.

Freshman year of high school, I began to see a different look in my son’s eyes. His eyes narrowed, bags began to form from lack of sleep, and the vibrancy was gone. The eyes that I always counted on told me something was wrong. The eyes that once promised so much joy only showed pain. I noticed one day he came home from school with a busted lip, then the next day a swollen cheek, then the following day a cut up jaw. Each day I would ask what happened and he would always say, “Nothing.” I didn’t need hear the truth from him though; I saw it in his eyes.

I made a vow to my son that I would keep him from harm and I intended on keeping it. I went to his school to notify them of the bullying that was happening to him, and that they need to find the kids who did this. The school eventually found the kids who were harming him and fortunately had them expelled. I expected him to be happy. I expected to see joy in his eyes again, but I only saw anger. “I don’t need you to fight my battles. You only make things worse.” I couldn’t believe what I was hearing. The son that once looked up to me, the son who I vowed to protect wanted nothing to do with me. His eyes glared at me with resentment.

Junior year of high school his eyes were hollow. It has been years since someone’s last told me that he has my eyes. To be honest, I couldn’t see the resemblance anymore myself. He continued to be bullied. No matter how hard I tried, no matter how many times I had him switch schools, the bullying continued. His only friend was the needle that he stuck into his arm every day. He didn’t have to tell me what he was doing cause I knew; I saw it in his rheumy, bloodshot eyes. What happened to my son?

Tonight, I had enough. I wanted to see my son happy again. I wanted to see his eyes sparkle with joy. I’m tired of seeing eyes that only show pain. My wife and I decided to get him some help. So I went to his room and knocked- no answer. Knocked again- no answer. I slightly open the door and see him lying asleep in bed. I make my way over to him and sit down on the bed. I had to let him know just how much I loved him. I gently rest my hand on his shoulder and say, “Son, from the moment you were born, all I’ve ever wanted is to see you happy. I’ve done the best I can as a father to make you happy. I know you don’t want me to help you with the bullies, I get that, but doing drugs is not acceptable. It won’t help you escape the pain. I love you so much son. I made a promise to keep you safe, and whether you like it or not, I intend on keeping that promise.”

As I leaned over to give my son a hug, I looked into his eyes. The eyes that connected me to my son, the eyes that were once so full of life were lifeless. I pull back the covers to find a needle in his arm, and an ice-cold body. Tonight was the first time in a long time I feel like we share the same eyes. Like my son, I am lifeless. I failed to keep my son safe. I have failed as a father.

Credits to: BloodshotEYZ

His eyes pierced me as I struggled to make one last attempt to memorize every inch of his body. Sometimes I’d get lucky and see his old self. These moments disappeared soon after but it was enough to keep me there. But this was the last time. I could tell by the way he looked; his eyes looking at me but it was like they were seeing through me, his arms hanging slack at his sides. He was gone and my heart was too. I guess that’s what happens when you fight for love, you always end up alone.
—  Excerpt from a book I will never write #455