look at me posting stuff im not dead

Heart like a fist in your pocket.
Heart like swelling and swelling
and was the fight really worth it?
Heart like yeah, I know it looks bad,
but you should see the other guy.
Heart like sometimes there is no
other guy.
Just yourself on the wrong side of the
jail cell.
On the wrong side of everything.
I meant to call you earlier about this,
but the line was dead.
I think my hands are shrinking.
I think my palms are forgetting to pray
and I think my skin is falling off its bones.
If I write to you,
it will only be in thank you notes and apologies.

Dear whoever lives in that house now,
thank you for not painting over the ghosts in the walls.
Thank you for letting them breathe.
Thank you for not undoing the burials,
for not digging up the past.
I know how dirty the cement was, and I’m.
sorry about it all.
Sorry about the cellar.
Sorry that the echoes won’t
ever carry your voice the right way.
Sorry about the rats and the heart I left in a jar.
Sorry if it’s rotting.
Please send it back when you find the time.
I’m sorry if it stains your hands, too.

—  Y.Z, the childhood home I never really left
Looking for AC blogs to follow!

And also friends to play with :)

So, after wondering why my dash is so dead, I realized I’m only following ~20 people… That’s pretty sad, don’t you think? 

I’m looking for blogs that post 70%-100% animal crossing. Please reblog this, and I’ll check you out and likely follow you :)

As for friends, shoot me an IM and maybe we can exchange discord or Skype contacts or something! Or we can just chat here, that’s fine too :) This place gets kinda lonely sometimes, no? 

NEED MORE BLOGS TO FOLLOW!!!

i finally decided to make a post calling upon more blogs to follow since my dash is just really dead all the time. im a kpop blog so i’d really like it if you could follow me or reblog this post so i can follow you back and also spread the message. this is also so i can fix my blog up a bit with some new stuff. im looking for blogs that post stuff for:

  • got7 **** (i am super biased for got7 so pls reblog is u do post stuff for them)
  • seventeen
  • b.a.p
  • exo
  • super junior
  • shinee
  • b2st/beast
  • sistar
  • f(x)
  • bts 
  • infinite
  • fashion
  • architecture

thanks and i’ll make sure to check all your blogs out! :)

mountainkinq’s follow spree !! 

    recently i went and unfollowed a toon of inactive blogs and now my dash is p dead so i’m looking for some blogs 2 follow! please reblog if u are into the following: 

  • tolkien 
  • vikings
  • game of thrones
  • tv shows/movies/marvel/harry potter
  • aesthetics/architecture/b&w
  • literature/mythology
  • music/photography/nature

you must have a tagging system, and i will check out every blog that reblogs this post (: you do not have to make ur own stuff but that is a added bonus!! like are counted as bookmarks and im not gonna look at those who do- i would appreciate if my mutuals could reblog and help me spread the word!! 

My dash is dying

Im only following 366 people and my dash is pretty dead because of it. I’m just looking to follow a few more people and maybe make some mutual friendships who knows?? Possibilities are endless.

Reblog if you post any of the following and I’ll check out your blog!

•Star Trek
• Doctor Who
• DC’s Legends of Super Flarrow
• Marvel
• anything having to do with Chris Pine tbh
• Rise of the Guardians
• legit if you’ve got stuff that you’ve seen on my dash, slam that reblog button

anyway when i was 13-14 i had this plan in my head that i would never make it past 18 bcos i was sure i would finally man up and kill myself, i never planned for anything past 16 really because i didnt see myself living to that point, i didnt see a life ahead of me

but today i turned 19 and im not sure how i got here but i did. i’ve gone through a lot of stuff and looking back im not sure how i even got through half of those things.. but i did. im 19 today and 6 years ago i was certain i’d be dead by this point. but im not, im alive, i made it

idk what the point of this post is. im alive, i made it through, im not sure what life is going to throw at me next but whatever happens happens

im alive, at least. its nice to be alive when i never thought i’d make it to this point

heyheyhey! 

my dash is looking pretty dead and i need good blogs to follow, so like/reblog is ya post this:

  • Haikyuu!!
  • Tokyo Ghoul
  • gekkan shoujo nozaki-kun!
  • memes…
  • Anime, in general
  • NOT SNK
  • really good looking aesthetic pictures
  • like those nice ones that make u go MMMMM
  • Fashion stuffs

if ya post any of these, i’ll check your blog out and maybe follow!!!

dash is dead! i need new blogs!

hi people of tumblr, my dash is reeeally dead so im looking for new blogs!
if you post or reblog any of the things below, just reblog or like this post and i will check out your blog! those who follow me first are also first on my list of course!

 

artists like:

- 5sos
- one direction
- twenty one pilots
- halsey
- melanie martinez
- panic! at the disco
- the 1975

youtubers like:

- mikey murphy
- superfruit
- troye sivan
- pewdiepie
- dan & phil

tv shows like:

- shameless
- the vampire diaries
- teen wolf
- game of thrones
- american horror story

and other stuff like:

- all caps poetry
- lyrics
- art
- disney
- dylan o'brien

love you guys!