Summary: It all
started from that night when you and Jay were both too drunk to remember
anything. You resigned from your job and left Seoul with a secret. Now you’re
back and ready to tell Jay about them, but doing so means sharing their lives and
putting his career and love life on the line.
“It’s my resignation letter. I’m leaving,” you replied, looking at the folded paper in Jay’s hands.
Wrinkles formed on Jay’s forehead as he looked at you. Since you entered his office, he noticed that you had been avoiding his eyes. Sighing, he placed the paper on his table and leaned on his chair, clasping his hands in front of him. “Is this about what happened two weeks ago?”
“No, of course not!”
Jay chuckled and you cringed inwardly. By way of your quick denial, and rather strong tone, one could easily infer that you were lying.
tbh I know they can only reveal so much in a trailer but..I wish they’d shown more of the other ninjas’ personalities bc I want to draw them in character but I don’t always want to be drawing Zane like :D
Your smile faded as a
nuclear bomb exploded inside you.
“Is that true? You and
Jai Courtney are just friends.” The reporter asked as she pushed the microphone
in your face. Your smile returned strained. You could feel your cheeks quiver
from trying to keep the smile on your face.
“Yes….we are just
friends.” You confirmed as your heart fell to your feet. Your boyfriend of the
past five months had just denied your relationship in front of millions of
people on live television.
“Well you could have
fooled us. You two look sensational together.”
“Thank you.” Jai said
into the microphone before putting his hand on the small of your back, gently
pushing as a signal to move on. How
could he do this to you? You started to tremble a little as the next reporter
stopped you and Jai. Please don’t ask if
we are a couple. You prayed to yourself, as you knew you could not go
through the humiliation again. You forced yourself to look up at Jai adoringly
as the reporter quickly interviewed him. He was stunning in his tailored made tuxedo
by a designer whose name you could not pronounce. He was clean-shaven for a new role he just
started a few days ago and even though you loved his beard, you loved him clean-shaven
as well. Either look suited his handsome face but it was nice to have a break
from the sometimes itchiness of his beard especially between your legs. You sighed with relief, as the reporter did
not ask who you were and Jai ushered you to the next interview. Your relief was
short lived as the next few reporters asked who you were and Jai continued to
state that you were his friend.
About the time, you two
took your seats at the 88thannual Academy Awards you were radiating
with anger and to add insult to injury Jai seem to not even notice the change
in your emotions. Half way through the ceremony, you could not take it anymore
and decided you needed to get away from him.
“I’m going to the restroom.”
You told him during a commercial break as other guest and celebrities got up to
As you walked up the
aisle to the exit, you pulled out your phone and tapped the Uber app. You
needed to get home you could not hold back the tears that were threatening to
spill down your face any longer. You
rushed outside before the tears could fall and your makeup would be ruined at
“Where you heading beautiful?”
a voice called to you. You looked in the direction of the voice and smiled when
you saw Jared Leto standing a few feet away smoking a cigarette. You thought he had quit. Seeing your
questionable look at his cigarette he told you nights like tonight made him
“I only smoke one.” He said
dropping the cigarette to the ground and stubbing it out with his shoe. “You
not staying to see if your man wins best supporting actor?”
“According to him we
are just friends. That is what he told every media outlet who asked who I was
tonight.” You frowned a little trying not to show Jared how much you were hurt.
“Well he is a fool.” Jared pulled you into a tight hug. “Don’t let
it upset you too much. Sometimes pretending to be single is part of the
business. Just know you go home to him every night.”
“Thanks Jared.” You
gave him a small smile as you pulled from his embrace. “I’m going to head home.
If you see him let him know I went home.”
“Alright. I better get
back in.” Jared said as he heard the orchestra start up signally they were
You bypassed all the
fans and photographers and walked a few blocks to meet your Uber ride. You were
half way home when your text alert sound.
You pulled your phone out your purse and looked at Jai’s text. He just
now was texting you after twenty minutes. Your blood started to boil.
Where are you? His text read.
On my way home. You quickly replied. You saw that he had read your
text but it took a full five minutes for him to reply.
Home? Are you sick? Why didn’t you tell me?
You rolled your eyes at
his ignorance. You debated whether to even respond and
after a few moments decided not to.
You sighed as you
kicked off your heels once you got home. It was actually Jai’s home but you semi-officially
moved in a month ago. Turning on the TV to the awards show you started to
undress just as your phone started to ring. It was Jai. You hit the ignore
button and continued to undress. Face
washed of all makeup, hair pulled into a bun and in your comfy lounge pants and
tank top you sat on the couch with a big goblet of red wine to finish watching
the show. At each commercial break Jai
blew up your phone with texts and calls and you continued to ignore all his
calls and texts. You had a good buzz going when the announcement for Best
Supporting Actor was announced and you smiled at how handsome Jai looked when
the camera zoomed in on him. He was announced as the winner and despite how
pissed you were at him at the moment you stood up and did a happy dance. You
knew he deserved the Oscar as he worked really hard on the role. You sat back
down as he gave his speech. He thanked his colleagues, the director, his family
and finally said “Lastly I want to thank the person who has been by my side
since the beginning of this project and has been there through the ups and
downs. I want her to know I appreciate her and I don’t know what my life
would be like if she were not by my side.” Jai smiled his handsome smile into
the camera and the music started to signal the end of his time on stage.
Was that part supposed to be
about you? That could have been about anyone. His assistant, his lawyer…hell even his housekeeper.
“Fuck you Jai!” you
yelled at the TV screen wanting to hurl your half full wine glass at the TV but
that would be alcohol abuse. You
slouched into the couch and guzzled the rest of your wine.
“Fuck you Jai.” You said
again before grabbing the remote and cutting off the TV.
and Jai sit in a restaurant at a huge table with your friends,
talking, eating and drinking. Jai’s hand is on your thigh and he rubs
up and down, while you try to concentrate on your friends. “Are you
okay, (Y/N)? you look a bit tensed up?” Jai whispers into your ear,
Jai.” You give him a warning look and take his hand off your thigh,
but he just puts it back. You don’t want to cause a scene so you let
it be for now. But then he his hand wanders down to your inner thigh
and squeezes your skin softly.
seriously.” You give him yet another warning look as you laugh
awkwardly to play it off. Jai leans over to you and puts your hair to
know you want it.” He whispers into your ear and kisses your
everything alright between you?” A friend of yours asks.
(Y/N) just has an headache.” Jai smiles and looks at you. “Isn’t
that right, princess?”
right.” You smile and then put your hand on Jai’s thigh before
leaning over. “We both know that you want it more than me.” You
whisper into his ear and start to rub up and down, just like he did
to you. Then you slightly stroke his penis over his pants and he
takes a deep breath. Jai chuckles quietly and puts his hand between
your legs, slowly rubbing over your clit. You swallow all saliva in
your mouth and hold onto his hand, stopping his movements.
be right back.” You say and get up. Jai takes his hand away and
walk away to the restroom, feeling Jai’s eyes on you. Arrived at the
restroom, you take your phone out and lock yourself in a stall. You
pull your shirt down and take a picture before sending it to Jai and
going back to the table. When you’re approaching the table, you see
that Jai is looking at his phone. You sit back down as he puts his
phone away. Jai’s face is red and hands are sweaty.
you okay, love?” You ask your boyfriend, smiling. Jai takes a deep
breath and leans over to you.
I’m going to wait for you at the woman’s restroom and you’re going to
say that you lost an earring and come after me. Understood?” He
groans into your ear. You nod and then he stands up. “great.” he
gets up and leaves the table.
is he going?” A friend of your asks. You just shrug and touch your
ear, as if you lost something.
think I lost my earring in the restroom. I’ll be right back.” You
say, stand up and go back to the restroom where Jai is already
waiting. He pulls you in and locks the door, before pushing you
You moan as he lifts one of your legs.
got to be quiet of they’ll catch us.” He mumbles before kissing
your neck. You pull his pants down to his knees as he pulls your
shirt up to your boobs. Jai pulls down your jeans and panties as you
pull down his boxers. He then puts his hand over your mouth and
pusses his dick into your already wet wall.
you mumble. That foreplay at the table already made both of you super
horny and you both know that neither of you is going to last very
Jai smirks, attaching his lips to yours. You start to make out, as he
thrusts in and out you. Jai keeps one of his hands on your waist,
pressing you against the door, while his other hand goes down to your
baby… tell me who made you so wet.” He demands whispering as he
starts to speed up.
did, Jai. You made me so wet.” You moan. Jai chuckles and kisses
your neck, leaving wet kisses.
don’t have a lot of time.” Jai groans and starts to rub your clit.
You tilt your head back, taking deep breaths as he starts to rub in
circles. He starts to speed up and hit your g-spot.
baby, I’m so close.” He groans as he starts to fuck you fast.
You’re breathing heavily and your heart is racing as Jai makes you
cuming.” you moan and he fucks you through your orgasms. Seconds
later Jai cums in you and his thrusts get sloppy. When he pulls out,
he rests his forehead on yours.
should get back or else it gets suspicious.” He whispers into your
ear and kisses your neck.
should.” You take a deep breath, trying to calm yourself down. Jai
pulls away from you and gets dressed while you do the same.
wait until we get home and I’ll fuck you hard.” Jai chuckles,
kisses your cheek and then leaves. You go to the sink, splash your
face with water and then follow him out.
you find it?” Your friend asks.
what?” You ask back as you sit back down next to Jai.
earring.” Your friend makes clear.
yeah right. I found it.” You say blushing.
just chuckles. “I love you.” he whispers and kisses your temple.
There he was, waiting for me backstage with a bottle of water and a big smile.
“You killed it!” He pulled me in kissing me deeply.
“Really? You think it went okay?” I asked, downing half the water bottle.
“More than that.” A few of my dancers came up then, lifting me in the air whooping. I laughed, always enjoying this celebratory moment after each performance. I could see the stoic look on Jay’s face. I patted their backs and held my hand out to Jay to lead us back to our seats. He pulled me by the hand and pulled me in, a possessive arm draped around my shoulders.
“You know that was nothing back there right?”
“I’m fine.” He said, trying to convince me.
“Really? You got awful quiet.” I looked over at him. “You know that’s nothing right? Just a team celebrating.”
“Yeah, Y/N I know. I just-”
“This kind of thing comes and goes, but I love you Jay. Not because of all of this but in spite of it.”
“I love you too Y/N.” He noticeably relaxed and I knew that that was all he needed to hear. For the rest of the night, Justin always kept one part of his body on mine, whispering into my ear, playing with my fingers. It would’ve been mortifying if it weren’t so cute. “Wait until I get you home.” We still had a whole hour to wait. We raced to the car.
“Step on it please.” I ordered. Jay had barely slammed the door closed with his foot before his deft fingers had found my zipper. As soon as he heard the sound of the door, he pulled the dress down until it was around my waist, his hand down the front , of panties, desperation in both of us.I fumbled with his belt buckle as he kicked his shoes off. “Bed?” I moaned.
“Too far.” He grunted. I was so wet I was aching for him. Lifting me up by the hips, slamming in to me. I grasped at his hair, leaving love bites on his neck. “Fuck Y/N. You feel so good.” He cried out. His thrusts came faster and faster, sweaty. My back hitting the wall over and over, the pain mixing with the pleasure.
“Oh Jay-I’m so close baby! I’m going to cum.”
“Hold on Y/N, I’m close too babygirl.” He thrusted in and out, his thumb rubbing circles into my clit. Enough to send me over the edge. I came around him, his release coming fast. We collapsed in a heap on our pile of clothes. Panting.
You were in the bathroom drying your hair from your shower when you heard Jay shuffling about in the living room. “Babe where are you?” he called out, sounding a little too excited.
Turning off the blow drier you ran your hand through your hair before going into your bedroom. “In here~” you chimed. You watched him hurry into your bedroom, with a big smile on his face. He was wearing a cap, beaming brightly at you. He mentioned going to the hair salon today, but didn’t say what he was getting done. You raised a brow. “You didn’t cut your hair right?”
“Nope” he removed his hat before shaking out his newly dyed hair.
You opened your mouth, but then closed it again; Struggling for the right words. Were there right words? On one hand he still looked hot, but it was Jay. He was always hot. On the other you may have gone into shock.
“Cut!” you called out as Jensen and one of the female guest stars finished their kissing scene. You gave the woman a smile, “good job, we’ll start over in 5, alright?” you told her.
You knew she was super nervous about being on the show and about having a pretty steamy scene with your boyfriend, which is why you agreed to only direct the first half of the scene to try and make it a little less awkward on both the guest star and Jensen.
You and Jensen both headed off to get some coffee when you noticed the slightly distracted look across his face. “You alright Jay?” you asked, linking your hand with his and stopping him just before you reached the refreshment tent.
He nodded, “yeah, I just- It’s always pretty awkward doing these scenes, you know?” he admitted, running a hand across the back of his neck.
You gave him a small smile. “I know. It’s pretty awkward directing them sometimes too,” you chuckled. “But, it is your last scene of the day. How about afterwards we go straight home, order some take out, and maybe recreate our own sexy scene, without the cameras?” you gave him a suggestive look.
His eyes widened a little before a smile grew across his face. “God, I love you Y/N/N,” he murmured, before pressing a kiss to your lips.