look at how just done they are


Hey everyone, so I have seen a lot of talk about people feeling left out or unloved or favorites being played or people saying they’ll never be noticed or meet Taylor. Just overall a whole load of negativity and it has been bothering me a lot - not only because I know you how you feel, but also because I know we’re wrong and there isn’t enough support and positivity going around on this website. 

So I have decided to type out a giant text post regarding the way I feel about all of this, and I think some of you may find it really helpful or comforting, and some of you may brush it off.. and that’s fine as well. I just have a lot of thoughts right now, so I’m putting them into words.

1 - I’m going to start with a blanket statement that I’m sure a lot of you that are feeling upset or left out are tired of hearing but i promise this statement is true: Taylor Swift loves each and every one of us who love and support her. She does. End of story.

2 - I feel like giving up all the time, she’ll never notice me or want to meet me because I don’t post that many selfies and I don’t talk about my everyday life as often as some do, I am too insecure to post funny videos or to do a live stream on instagram. But when my anxiety settles and I take a look around - that is not what Taylor is looking for. Does it attract her attention sometimes? Yep, of course it does. But so do posts about her music, posts about how much we love her, stories of what she’s done for us, dad jokes related to her or just general freak outs when she releases a new single, a new video or even just an AT&T commercial that’s 30 seconds long.

3 - It is so easy to feel small and feel like she will never notice you because there are just too many of us - and while the fact that there are a ton of us is true, it doesn’t mean she won’t ever find you and it does not mean that it’s never going to be your time, there are people I know - mutuals, that had never been noticed by Taylor and had been here for years and randomly one day Taylor started liking all their stuff, all the time. I realize that I don’t know Taylor personally but if I know anything about the women that I have spent over the last decade dedicated to - it’s that she truly loves us and goes out of her way to find us and make sure we all feel special and loved, and she tries on a daily basis to find new blogs that have been out there rooting for her - so please just be patient - it is NOT because she hates the stuff you post or thinks your weird or doesn’t like you or just ignores you, it’s not! We’re all funny, we’re all witty, we’re all beautiful, we’re all fangirls and we all love Taylor - we all post a million things every day that she would like if she saw it. So just be patient, she’ll see it one day.

4. Meeting Taylor may seem impossible now, and I am going in and out of feeling that way myself. So your feelings are completely valid and absolutely one hundred and ten percent understandable and normal to feel. BUT, please try and keep an open mind and stay positive about it. I obviously can’t sit here and say every single last one of her hardcore and casual fans will meet Taylor, because there are MILLIONS upon MILLIONS of people that like Taylor Swift. But I CAN say that those of us out here going the extra mile, those of us who have been here for long haul, those of us out here with blogs dedicated to her and living the swift lifestyle will get our day. And I swear to you - I know it in my gut - Taylor is out there trying to figure out how she’s going to make it happen. Also, Taylor isn’t going anywhere anytime soon - there is time, be patient. 

5. Seeing people meet Taylor can be hard, because jealousy is a real and perfectly normal emotion especially when it comes to something you’ve dreamed of for so long and seeing so many other people get this can make you feel so small. And then you start to feel selfish and it’s an endless battle because you don’t want to be jealous. So start with this thought process: Those fans have wanted to meet Taylor just as much as you do, and they too at one point said to themselves “she’ll never notice me, she’ll never want to meet me” but look at them now! So try to be happy for them, because they have lived out one of their dreams by getting to meet her, and that is such a beautiful thing to happen to anyone, it really is! Even though it makes me a little jealous and sad - honestly, I LOVE seeing my mutuals and even people i’ve never spoken to meet Taylor, because of first of all you have photographic evidence of people meeting the one person they’ve always wanted to meet - the person that saved their lives or made them chase their dreams or feel brave enough to fal in love, and everyone deserves the chance to hug and thank Taylor for all those beautiful things. I think about how happy I would be if that were me, and then I realize THAT’S how happy those fans are, and that is such an amazing thing to see people so happy. Just try to embrace it, try to be happy for them even if its hard sometimes. But also, realize that it is okay to have moments of sadness and doubt, but don’t let it consume you because your time will come. 

6 - Think about it this way - the more people that get to go to sessions and meet Taylor and get noticed or whatever it may be, the more room there is for you to get your chance! So be excited that people are meeting her! It means you’re one step closer to having your moment with Taylor. Seeing that she’s out there actively trying to meet as many people as possible, even if it isnt you right that moment, means that she is doing her best and WANTS to meet us. ALL OF US. 

7 - Remember to be thankful - remember that Taylor does not have to do any of this. Sometimes I think this fandom as a whole, myself included at times, gets spoiled with the fact that Taylor does all of these things for us - packages, over the top tours, ticket programs so we don’t lose tickets to scalpers, meet and greets before and after her concert, welcome us into her home, joining live streams, reblogging and commenting and liking tumblr posts, following us on social media… no other celebrity does that, because they do not have to. Taylor literally owes us nothing and yet she gives us everything. So try to stay humble and remember that… try to remember that this fandom as a whole is so blessed to begin with that Taylor is so good to us… that even if you don’t get noticed anytime soon or don’t get invited to meet her.. we still have been given so much by Taylor and she does the best that she can. 

8 - I can’t speak for Taylor but I feel like it hurts her when she sees negative posts about her not liking us or not noticing us or never going to want to meet us because we aren’t good enough. She loves all of us and you know better. You know she doesn’t want to make any of us feel left out or hurt or isolated or not good enough… she’d include every single of us if she could at one time. We just have to wait for our time. Patience is key.

I don’t know if anything I said helped, or made sense or if anyone even read this far (hi, thank you if you did) but I just really wanted to get that out there… incase anyone needed to see it. 


Buried Hope: Coda 13x2

A not 100% angsty coda to last night’s episode. You can also read it on Ao3 Here.

Dean practically crawled out of that room. It was too much, the sight of Jack, what he did. And Dean knew he’d screwed things up again. When he had the Mark, he did something like what Jack did. He remembered the many ways he’d tried to end himself. Seeing Jack like that froze him up. He said the wrong things. Jack was just a child, if Sam was to be believed. It was what Dean had wanted to hear though, when he was in the same state.

It could have helped Jack. Dean knew though that it didn’t, that he was wrong, that he should go back and say anything. He sucked at this sort of thing, grieving, losing, living. He was maybe entirely broken now if he was letting a kid go through that. And all he could offer him was death as comfort. Dean pressed his head to the wall and let the tears fall. He was alone in his room. No one needed to know what all of this was doing to him.

If Cas were here he’d fix this, things might make sense. “How am I supposed to do this?” He was tapping the wall with his forehead now. The motion repeating, faster and more frustrated. Dean realized he was praying to Cas, and that the prayer would never reach him. More tears came.

He didn’t know what was right anymore. There seemed to be no point, no light at the end of the darkness, no reward or even peace. “I don’t have any love left in me. You took it with you, you goddamn sonofabitch.” Dean was losing it more and more. His face was a mess of tears now. His breathing came in rough gaps.

“Dean,” Jack said as he walked slowly into the room.

“Leave,” Dean said, quietly but with an edge that held a threat in it.

Clearly not seeing the situation for what it was, Jack took another step and said, “I’m sorry. I didn’t mean to cause his death or my mother’s death. I don’t know how to fix that. I’m sorry I hurt you. I don’t know how to fix that either.”

“You can’t fix shit, Jack.” Dean hazarded a look at him past eyes that were swollen now from the crying he’d needed to do. Jack moved toward him, raising a hand. “Don’t.”

Jack ignored him and set his hand on Dean’s shoulder anyway. “I can show you what he showed me.”

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stardustandseas  asked:

(private or public, up to you!) hello mollyhall! i just saw your post about your carmen sandiego jetsetting job and was hoping you could talk a little about how you got it/got into that field? i'm close to graduating college and one of the options i'm looking at is working with nonprofits since i've done a lot of that in college but i honestly have no idea how to even get started looking.

hello, my lil pomme de terre! sure. so, i have kind of always vaguely known i wanted to work in the nonprofit sector (assuming i didn’t Make It as a famous singer or pulitzer prize-winning author, which: spoiler alert!!!! i did not) so that was always what all my internships were in, in college (not, to be honest, that that really matters). i flirted with staying in academia and tried publishing for a while after i left school, and also did some freelance journalism stuff, but ultimately i really hated being at jobs where i didn’t feel like i was making some kind of concrete difference in the world.

please understand that i am not saying that any jobs that aren’t nonprofit are useless or stupid jobs. (or even that all nonprofit jobs are created equal; there are, like, a lot of useless and even harmful nonprofits out there. good intentions do not good outcomes make.) only that the specific jobs that i had did not make me feel like i was contributing anything to the world. they were also just a little too repetitive, for me, because i’m an easily distracted bird that needs lots of shiny things to look at.

the things that were really important for me when i went back to looking at nonprofit jobs (including the one i now have) were:

  1. does the mission of this nonprofit line up with my political & ethical beliefs?
  2. do the programs of this nonprofit actually achieve what they’re trying to, and can they prove it?
  3. does the job available to me have room for me to grow professionally?

my actual title is project coordinator, which basically means that i’m a jack of all trades, and that works for me because i’m rarely doing the same thing twice. it’s very difficult to put on a resume but in day-to-day life it’s great. i like being the person with the clipboard at events that people are constantly approaching with their problems. (one time at a conference i was running someone literally asked me to sort out their phone bill. i was like, “uh. that’s … really …. not my ………. you know what, it’s fine, hand me your phone.”)

my recommendations when you’re looking for jobs is not to worry too much about what you’re QUALIFIED for and more what interests you. know that you’re not going to find your dream job as your first job out of college. or even probably your second. i started this job as an admin and moved up, so, you know. get in where you can.

i hope that’s helpful!! 

A New Addition To The Family - A Lapidot Fanfic

Chapter Three – When You Wish Upon a Star

“P-peri…dot… I can’t…”


“Lapis!  Lapis, don’t try to speak!  Just… breathe…”


Peridot was pacing frantically at the foot of the bed as Lapis’ labour pains intensified.  She was gripping her tablet in one hand, after unsuccessfully using it to call Steven. She desperately needed help, but no-one would answer.  Her mind was a whirl – she had felt so well-prepared to help her girlfriend through the birth, and yet…


Lapis cried out in pain and Peridot ran to her side.  She took the Ocean Gem’s hand in her own, trying to keep a lid on the pure panic that was now bubbling up inside her.  Peridot’s eyes widened in horror as a sickening crack filled the air around her…


“LAPIS!” she yelled, “What was that?!”


Lapis groaned as she turned to face Peridot.  The green technician could now see her own look of abject horror reflected perfectly in the partner’s eyes, which had become a pair of lifeless mirrors – Lapis’ Gem had broken under the pressure.


“No no no no no no… please…” Peridot whimpered as she frantically tried to redial Steven’s number on her tablet, “Please… help…”




Another crack filled the air as Lapis’ form disappeared in a fierce explosion of blue smoke and pixels.  Peridot’s anguished screams rang out through the barn as she watched the blue tear-drop Gem, now split clean in half, fall onto the bed…

Peridot awoke with a start and tumbled off the edge of the bed, entangled in the blankets that she had been sleeping under.  Hands shaking violently, she lifted her visor in order to wipe away the tears that were now soaking her face.  She let out a hoarse sigh of relief as she realised…

“It was a nightmare… just a nightmare…  it’s OK…”

She gingerly pulled herself to her feet and looked around the room for Lapis and Pumpkin.  It was now extremely dark inside the barn as night had fallen.

“Lapis…?” Peridot called out. No answer.

“LAPIS?!” she cried a second time, panic beginning to set in.  When her yell was again met with silence, Peridot yanked her limb enhancers on and ran out of the barn as fast as she could.  When she got outside, called her partner’s name into the night air.

“Up here, Peridot!” a reply came from the truck that was embedded in the side of the barn.  Peridot looked up to see Lapis peering down at her from over the edge of the vehicle.

“Oh, thank the stars!” the technician exclaimed.  She immediately lifted an arm over her head and activated the limb enhancers’ helicopter mode in order to join her girlfriend.

The TV inside the truck was blaring out Camp Pining Hearts.  Pumpkin was sleeping soundly in front of the screen. For once, Peridot wasn’t even remotely interested in shooing the little veggie out of the way so that she could watch her favourite show.  Instead, she went and sat next to her partner, who was now giving her a very concerned look.

“Are you OK, Peridot?” Lapis enquired.

“Yeah… yeah, I’m fine,” Peridot replied, but Lapis wasn’t convinced.  The Ocean Gem watched as the technician stared at the floating fingers of her limb enhancers, which were anxiously intertwining with each other.

“Are you sure?  I mean…”

“Lapis, how did you even get up here?” Peridot abruptly asked, quickly changing the subject, “Isn’t it a little dangerous for you to be flying in your condition? You shouldn’t risk putting strain on yourself like that…”

Lapis smiled.  “It’s fine, Peri!  I’m not putting myself in any danger.  Is that what this is all about?”

Peridot didn’t answer.  Instead, she diverted her attention to the TV set. Her thoughts were chasing each other around inside her head, the intensity of the doubts that her nightmare had instilled in her growing more and more as each second passed.  After a few more moments of awkward silence, she nervously looked at Lapis.

“Lapis…” she began.


“I…” Peridot hesitated, struggling to find the right words, “I don’t feel like I’m prepared for this… this whole parenting thing!”

Lapis looked puzzled.  “What makes you say that?”

“It’s just that… well…” Peridot sighed, “I’m at expert in the field of Kindergartening.  My job on Homeworld involved me being there when new Gems popped out of the ground.  But… a Gem popping out of another Gem… that’s not the same thing!”

“But, we looked into all this, Peridot,” Lapis tried to reassure her frantic partner, “We did all of the research, right?”

“We did, but… what if something goes wrong?!”

Lapis snorted, a slightly wicked grin forming across her face, “Well, it’s a bit too late to be thinking about that, now that I’m already pregnant!”

The Ocean Gem’s cynical humour was completely lost on Peridot for once, who looked mildly horrified.

“Lapis, I’m being serious! Maybe… maybe we should ask for some help?”

“That seems sensible,” Lapis replied, “Why don’t we take Greg up on his offer to help?   He is a bit of an expert, after all.”

“Yeah, we should do that,” Peridot agreed, a little more upbeat now, “Didn’t Steven also say that Connie’s mother is a doctor?  Maybe he can ask her to come and check you over, Lapis…”

The green Gem looked at her partner and smiled weakly, a sense of relief finally beginning to flood over her.

“At least you’re smiling again now,” Lapis said softly as she shuffled to sit right next to Peridot, resting her head on the small Gem’s shoulder.  Peridot tenderly put an arm around her girlfriend.  She couldn’t stop her gaze from meeting Lapis’ stomach – which didn’t go unnoticed by the blue Gem.  Lapis carefully pulled the limb enhancer from Peridot’s free arm and took hold of her small green hand, placing it gently onto her baby bump.  

“It’ll be fine, Peridot” Lapis murmured, “We’re going to have our own little family… just me, you, Pumpkin and the Gemling…”

Peridot smiled contentedly.  She looked up at the sky, which was full of stars. Steven had once taught her the human tradition of “wishing upon a star”…  It’s something that she and Lapis had done on many occasions in the past, and Peridot felt like she wanted – or, rather, needed – to do so again now.  She silently looked around and found the brightest star in the sky, focusing her full attention on it.

Please let this all work out for us,” she thought to herself as she subconsciously tightened her arm’s grip around Lapis, “I wish for us to be a happy family, forever…”

She had no idea how long the pair of them were sat inside the truck, just silently relaxing together under the moonlight, watching the night sky.  Merely being in each other’s presence like this was pure bliss for the pair of them. They were inseparable, bound together by an intense and pure love that they wouldn’t give up for the world.

The technician was suddenly brought back to reality by a rather loud rumbling noise coming from her shoulder; Lapis had fallen asleep and, as per usual, had begun snoring.  

Peridot chuckled to herself. She very slowly got to her feet and gently lifted her girlfriend into her arms.

“C’mon, Laz,” she whispered lovingly, “Let’s get you to bed.”


(howd they remember my idle stance is literally just this!!! hipshake! HOW???)) omg its so smol and perfect))
*HHHhhhh this is ABSOLUTE perfection!!! I cannot thank them enough for this lovely art!! If you remember the GREAT NOODLE JAPE game i showed on my channel they are the artist for that GLORIOUSNESS!!!! please give thier blog a Look-see and give then some love! They need it! ALL OF IT!!!

so on point i love it! Thank you so much!!! EEEEEEE!!!!

okay but can we talk about how embarrassed oswald seems when sofia touches his leg?

he‘s not used to this much physical contact at all and i love that they actually show it. needless to say he would have reacted the EXACT same way or probably even more intensely if ed had done this to him. i’m just glad they keep these little parts in because this vulnerable side of him is so interesting to look at. i mean he barely ever shows it. there are only a few people who ever got to see him like this, including ed and his mom. sofia is directly aiming for oswald’s trauma regarding his mother and since she‘s kind of good at what she does she’s able to turn him into this shy bird—even if it’s just for now. and. honestly? that‘s about it. sofiaxoswald is obviously Not endgame like i just can‘t imagine they‘d actually go all the way through with it my guys. i’m just going to chill about this whole thing until we‘ve seen this season‘s final episodes.

anonymous asked:

Modern AU where instead of creating cartoon, Joey Drew studios is actually a paranormal show. And Alice, Bendy, and Boris are ghosts they summoned to make their show look more real. Sammy and Joey are the ones that lay in the pentagram and hope they get screwed by Satan, Susie is done with this shit, Norman is the camera man, wally is done with this shit with iconic lines, Henry has all the lines that become memes (Henry: Hey demons it's ya boy)

No one even knows why Susie is there. She just kind of keeps showing up to point out how stupid this is.

“Just want to make sure there are no high expectations..”

Dude if you lower expectations for this meeting any further I’m going to question if you even exist, let alone if you will turn up. I’m not planning a wedding here. I have in fact done internet dating before and I promise my highest expectations involve things like ‘kinda looks like his photo, has showered in the past 24 hours, is pleasant company for the duration of a cup of coffee.’

I hate this competition about who cares less/is less invested. If you’re going to sound like you’re not interested, why are we meeting up at all? (At this point I’m only going because we agreed to meet at a meetup I was already intending to go to anyway, so I’ll meet a bunch of new people no matter what)

all the white women of hollywood blend together to me like I legit cant tell them apart anymore. I got my issue of vogue today and I thought it was margot robbie but apparently it’s daisy ridley ??????? when all is said and done they all look the same. and theyre all given that same image. every season there’s new white girl ‘to watch out for’ and theyre always styled in that same soft or wannabe edgy way in every editorial. the most tired thing is how hollywood pretends not to be over saturated with these white women . as if they don’t exclusively fawn over them every award show season. as if any of them wear or do anything groundbreaking . as if they are different from one another just bc one has shorter hair or one is British or a ‘feminist’ or ‘a tomboy who can pull off couture’ like I’m begging hollywood to pls spare me the mediocrity, the sameness, the sparse eyebrows , and stop acting like these women bring anything to the table other than the fact that they fit the beauty ideal

snowfox24imcompletetrash  asked:

Ok. So I have this old pickup truck that I'm going to have gone over right? But the thing is I want it to look like the 90's threw up all over it.(the truck itself is actually from the 90's) and now I've started calling it The ninetiesmobile and I have this Furby from the 90's that I'm gonna keep on the dash and it's gonna be great. How would Fresh react to his S/O doing this to their truck and keeping it covered until it was finished only to post a picture of their masterpiece once it was done?


Freshy boi:

-loud dramatic gasping-!!!!! He’s speechless as he looks at it, his eyesockets wide as he looks at you and back to the truck many times, thats when he goes back to you with tears in his eyes, a soft “god i love you..” follows just before he hugs you tightly with a bright smile on his face, snuggling against you before asking sheepishly if he could ride it with you(hesnotgoodatdriving). If you say yes, he’s in the truck in a matter of seconds, honking the horn with s straight face while holding back laughter. “Cmon then!! lets go sweetie!!”

48. Part 2

Originally posted by be-holder-com

I am on cloud nine right now, this cannot be real life. I am literally sat with Vera Wang and she is designing my dress “I am just a little sad that I am pregnant, I really didn’t want to wear a ball gown type but how you deigned it. It looks beautiful and it does hide the bump” she is so amazing “well I think it’s the best way to not expose too much stomach, I think the only thing I am concerned about is the crystals, having to hand stitch them. I think I will get this done but it will be so last minute, Chris is a darling though. He said I can come to the wedding but I need to shoot off, I am leaving you in good hands though. My team will be working with you every step of the way, they are taking the designs with them and will call you if they need anything” her team is big, I am so happy and excited to see my dress “I can’t thank you enough, I am so excited!” Maria held my arm “this is so beautiful Rylee, I cannot wait to see my best friend in the dress” I smiled at her “I am just happy you are here, this is such a blessing” I can’t wait to see Chris and thank him again.

Waving Vera Wang off as the car drove off with her team, I guess they have a lot to do now “I am so shook! Vera Wang bitch! Like, you have a picture with her too” Tamia spat, looking down at my phone “I still think I am in a dream right now, I can’t even deal” captioning the picture ‘When your man gives you a birthday surprise and has Vera Wang make your wedding dress, no other woman will have a dress like mine. I am so thankful, my birthday has already been great! Love you baby’ posting the picture, I have to show off what my man has done for me, why should I hide such a thing “you about to burst Maria, are you sure you’re ok here? What about your man?” I know she is ready to have this baby “oh, I have a few weeks left but he couldn’t get time off work but I do, so here I am” hugging Maria again “I am so glad you all are here” we can have fun now.

Kicking my feet in the water “does that thing kick yet?” EJ asked as he swam over to me “he’s not you know, I can at times feel him move but it seems like a very calm baby. Maybe the calm before the storm?” this makes me nervous “oh trust me Rylee, they will kick eventually. He thinks he is playing soccer, I will show you one time” Maria said as she sat down next to me “your bump is so cute! Where are the marks!? I ain’t showing you mine” I can tell, she is covering hers “the fact y’all vaginas are about to be destroyed by this” EJ pulled a face saying “who says mine ain’t already been destroyed” I retorted, EJ gasped as they all screamed out “we been done seen his dick print so I am not shocked, bitch he destroys you till this day?” EJ is so nosey “of course he does” Maria glared at me “I don’t know how you don’t get back pains? Wow” she said, EJ pointed at Maria “you saw his dick print too?” EJ asked, Maria’ cheeks turned red “you can say it” I said in case she thinks I will get mad “well, I mean it was there. I did look, sorry Rylee. I was on Instagram and it came up on my feed, it was those fans circling it” shaking my head laughing “it’s ok, I have not got back pains at all so it’s ok” giggling a little “it’s the man himself and the man that made the man” turning around seeing Chris and his dad.

Pulling the robe around my body “come here you” picking Royalty up and placing her on my hip “birthday to you!” she kissed my cheek “aww thank you” walking over to Chris’ dad, Chris never said he was bringing his family at all “hi Mr Brown” do I call him that, I am not even sure “you can call me Clinton” shaking his hand, he kissed my cheek “happy birthday to you, Chris has told me a lot about this wedding” letting his hand go “I hope it was all good things” smiling at Chris “nothing but praises” seeing Tootie behind his dad “oh my gosh, how are you?” opening my arm to hug her “how is you Rylee?” Chris should have said something “you are glowing girl!” Tootie said in my ear “you think?” moving back from the hug “you are” looking over at Chris’ nephew “hello” smiling at him “Royalty, you be making Rylee hold you. You shouldn’t be holding her” Tootie took Royalty from me “no, I want Lee!” Royalty wiggled herself out of her grip “but you can’t let her pick you girl” Royalty held my hand “I wonder who else Chris has got here” I am wondering now “oh god, Mijo” covering my face with my hand “this place is so dope Rylee!” Mijo is busy looking around the place.

Pulling the Balmain mini dress down, I am wondering if Chris chose this because it’s so beautiful. It is a little figure hugging but it’s nice “what do you think Royalty?” tiptoeing out of the bathroom, she always tells me the truth “you think daddy did good baby?” looking at myself in the mirror “I think daddy did good” Chris said out of nowhere, I jumped a little “Jesus, learn to knock but I want to know. Did you pick this!?” I questioned, he didn’t speak a word to me. Chris bit his bottom lip walking over to me “what is wrong?” he is being mad weird, Chris walked into me wrapping his arms around me. Placing his hands on my butt, feeling him squeeze my butt walking me back into the bathroom “Chris!” I yelped, he looked at Royalty “one minute! Just wait there” he spat, eyeballing Chris in shock. He kicked the door shut “I really want to have sex, you look so fucking sexy in this Rylee. Your thighs have got me, oh my god” he’s such a dog “stop rubbing yourself against me” I giggled saying, I gasped as Chris started kissing on my neck “daddy!” Royalty hit the door “I am trying to bust a nut, go away!” he spat “fuck Rylee, what are you wearing? You smell so good” he groaned out “you know you going to have to wait until tonight” he rested his head on my shoulder “I know” he mumbled, he sounds so sad “I am sorry baby” he is so adorable, an adorable freak.

Closing the bathroom door behind me “let’s go and get you dressed now” Chris got himself hard so he can get himself out of it, he need to masturbate himself now “Lee look” looking down at Royalty “lipstick gone?” she touched her lips “who lips?” she pointed at me “my lips?” touching my lips “oh, yeah. Thank you for letting me know, blame your dad” he never keeps anything on my face, I feel a mess now because of him. Hearing a slight knock on the bedroom door “yes?” I said, I wonder who it is “just me” EJ walked in “oh wow, you look so good” he rushed over “the sheer mesh panels, gold-tone studded detailing and figure-hugging silhouette. This is so beautiful, you are one beautiful pregnant woman” my cheeks feel all red now “stop it” waving him off “Rylee! You want me to put the cum in the glass!?” Chris half shouted, EJ’ mouth fell open “y’all are disgusting, I am out” EJ soon ran off “yes!” I ain’t saying no to it.

I am really happy Chris’ dad is here, Royalty will stay with him luckily. Sitting down on top of the toilet seat after closing it “how come you are back?” Chris said while pushing the shower glass back “do no splash me” I pointed at him, Chris continued to soap his chest “I won’t, you looking too beautiful baby” he complimented me, seeing the glass on the side “I actually came for this” picking up the glass “you came a lot this time, looks nice and thick” Chris chuckled “this ain’t no wine tasting babe” examining the cum in the glass, looking over at Chris. He has turned around under the water “look at your little butt and stick legs” I can’t help but tease those legs, I don’t think the cum is going to have the same taste as it would when it’s warm but here it goes.

Originally posted by chris-symphonic-love

Pushing Rylee’ seat in “look at you, gentleman” is EJ trying to be funny “I am so glad that those two are on the end on their own” he pointed “why is that?” sitting down “oh, I shall not repeat such nastiness but anyways. Doesn’t Rylee look so good!” I don’t even know what he is on about “my daughter looks so beautiful who got you the dress?” Rose said, placing my arm behind Rylee on the chair “Chris, I am not sure if he actually picked it out, did you?” Rylee looked at me “I did, I am friends with the designer so yeah” Rylee grinned at me, I kind of wanted to sit with my dad and Rylee’ dad. They look like they are having such a dope conversation, I guess I have to sit with the women because of my girl. She smells so nice though, I don’t know what it is.

Kicking EJ’ leg and looking away “I know you ain’t looking away like you didn’t just kick my leg” looking at EJ all confused “sorry?” furrowing my eyebrows “fuck you” he spat, busting out laughing “take a picture of Chris and I please” Rylee gave EJ her phone “you are shaving for the wedding yes?” Rylee asked me as she shuffled closer to me “yeah, I am just waiting it out and then I will shave it off” wrapping my arm around Rylee “do not make me look fat either” licking my lips smiling “I wish I could take a picture and look so perfect, I swear I hate you” EJ turned the phone to Rylee, looking at the picture “you look beautiful baby, you don’t look fat” staring at her phone as she posted the picture “I haven’t even updated my page in a while, I ain’t even been feeling it” being in Barbados has been wack so that is why.

Reading the menu, I don’t think I am even hungry. I just really want sex, I am feigning so bad “what do you want to eat?” Rylee sat back asking me “pussy” I openly said “seriously, stop it. Do you want to eat what I get? The same thing?” nodding my head placing the menu on the table, turning my head to the side seeing someone recording me on their phone. Smiling at the girl turning my head away “daddy, look” Royalty yelped holding my dad’ phone, picking her up and placing Royalty on my lap “I see you took grandad phone huh, what are you doing on this?” it don’t matter now, she switched it off “dad! You look lost?” I half shouted, he looked over at me “I was looking for Royalty, there she is” shaking my head, look at him losing my daughter “EJ take a picture for me, come here Rylee” passing my phone to EJ “y’all need to get a personal photographer” taking my dad’ phone from Roro “look over there baby, smile” I pointed, placing my arm around Rylee as he took the picture.

I actually love this picture, captioning the picture ‘My family, Happy Birthday beautiful. Thank you for being the best wife, step mother and mother. You inspire me to do better and is always there to catch me when I am falling #BrownFamily’ pressing send, Rylee got up from the her seat “Chris, come with me. I will be back” she announced “what is it?” Rose asked her, getting up from the chair with Royalty “give Royalty to your dad” I wonder what is up, I hope it ain’t her grandma, I don’t want to see that woman. Giving Royalty to my dad “mom, don’t worry. I will be back” Rylee grabbed hold of my hand, what is she up too.

Rylee is rushing and I don’t know why “what are you doing?” I said in a whisper, Rylee pulled me into the women’s bathroom “Rylee?” is she crazy, she pulled me into the cubicle and closed the door locking it “I want you, I want you right now” she said breathlessly, I grinned and felt a sudden rush of adrenaline “what changed your mind?” I whispered “I just looked at your face and I just wanted you inside of me, I saw your bulge and I just want you” Rylee announced, pride and lust in her eyes. Rylee caught my lips in a rough kiss, her tongue brushed over my lower lip and along the roof of my mouth. She moved back from the kiss “just do not ruin my dress” she rubbed my crotch.

Rylee turned around, I grabbed her butt and hoisted her up so we were level. I positioned myself and slowly fit my length into her “yes” I moaned out closing my eyes, I wanted to be inside of Rylee since I saw her in this dress. We eventually got a rhythm going, biting back my moans. She is so tight and I don’t know why “ah god” picking up my pace. The stall door rocked slightly back and forth, I squeezed her ass and she moaned loudly “yes Chris” I am dying to grab Rylee’ hair but I won’t, she will truly kill me.

Pulling my zip up stepping out of the bathroom stall “why is your dick so good, god I hate you” smiling at Rylee through the mirror, walking over to Rylee slowly “if you weren’t pregnant already I would be getting you pregnant again” pressing myself against Rylee “stop, we need to go back. This is so bad” hearing the bathroom door open, stepping away from Rylee rubbing my head. This random lady gasped “yeah, I will be outside” let me get out of here “I am coming” Rylee grabbed the back of my top giggling “oh my gosh” pulling open the door “I look ok don’t I?” looking behind me “you like beautiful babe” she always does “where y’all been?” I jumped seeing Blake coming out of the men’s bathroom, I froze staring at him “I went out for a smoke and then came to see Rylee” I lied, Blake stared at me all crazy “you got lipstick all on your face nigga, wipe it” Blake walked off, eyeballing Rylee because she never said anything to me.

I am sitting with my dad finally, I switched places with Kyrie but Rylee and I keep on staring at each other smirking. I want her again already “you have a good son right there Clinton, you raised him right” my dad put his hands up “honestly, I can’t take it all, his mother did most of it but I am very proud of him. He has messed up, he has called me and said dad I messed up plenty of times. When he called me about Rylee he said dad I got something to tell you, I was scared. He told me about Rylee but it is the way he said it, I goes boy, you are whipped. He goes I have met her parents, I am doing it the right way. She is just regular girl and I want to marry her, woah son. Just get to know her but I couldn’t have asked for a better daughter in law, she has been a blessing my son needed” it’s good to hear my dad say he is proud of me “I was the same, Rylee told me and I was like who? I don’t bother with the celebrity thing but people start talking, I did question Chris and he was so open. Not going to lie my friends at home keep on saying what it is like to have a famous son in law, I don’t see the difference” Harvey said “you keep praising Chris his head about to get huge” Blake nudged me saying, he right on that.

Harvey, Nathan and Blake all got up to go to Rylee, my dad shuffled over a seat to sit next to me “I do mean every word Chris, I am very proud of you” I sometimes need to hear this from him “Royalty, come here now” my dad waved Royalty over “has Royalty not mentioned Nia at all?” shaking my head “no, she has never mentioned the word at all. I don’t know why, she is just not missed I guess” I shrugged “she said something that took me back, when you both was sat down there. I am not sure if she has ever said it to you both, Royalty said mommy Lee” staring at my dad in shock “mommy Lee?” I repeated, my dad nodded his head “she said it, no lie” I have never heard Royalty say this to Rylee at all, this is crazy talk.

Holding Royalty swaying as we sang Happy Birthday to Rylee “Happy Birthday Rylee! Happy Birthday to you!” Royalty clapped her hands “yay!” she yelped, stepping away from the family not wanting Royalty to say the word mommy, I don’t know how Rylee will feel about that at all. I just don’t know what to say either “Daddy” Royalty pointed behind me “mommy Lee, mommy. I help mommy” I blinked at Royalty several times, where did this even come from “Roro” I said her name, I don’t know what to say and I am so glad nobody heard that.

omgkatsudonplease  asked:

Your merperson AU is seriously the most adorable thing! I'm in love with your designs and stuff (especially Minami but I may be biased because I love seals a lot) and I'm looking forward to seeing more!

Oh gosh, thank you so much! This totally made my night  ❤ ❤ ❤

I plan to draw a mini comic thing about how Yuuri and Minami met after I’m done with The Banquet pages, so there’ll be plenty more of Minami for you to enjoy in the future. uwu


I’m sure someone has talked about this

But I’m reading the Daredevil 2011 comics and I want to draw attention to the paneling and visual queues used in this scene:

Aka: the scene where Matt decides to spend his last few bucks on an apology.

I actually (oddly) have a small background in studying and analizing comics as a medium for visual story telling and let me tell you WHY I love this issue in particular (Issue 22) and specifically the build up to these two panels.

1) at the very start we are given an in-detail look at how Matt deals with money and the difficulties he has to overcome using it. This is specifically done so that we know this last $20 Matt has? It’s important. It’s not just ‘empty bank account’ important (which is also established) but it’s ‘increased level of difficulty’ important. These first panels are used to tell us, what even Matt is going to be spending that $20 on, it’s going to be big.

2) this is the convention we get right before we get Matt going to get the apology. This is very important because we are meant to associate this conversation with the apology mentioned in the next few pages. We are meant to have Kirsten at the front of our mind, meant to have Matt’s conflict with Kirsten at the front of our minds, when we get to this panel about buying an apology.

This is also VERY heavily implied art-wise by having Matt walking by a florist as he 'says it’ and that, THAT, is the beautiful visual story telling in TWO PANELS that I ADORE for this issue because this is what the comic sets up:

Matt is having money problems/money is just always a problem because Matt is blind and it’s difficult. But this last $20? It’s important.

Matt can’t get Kristen to answer his calls and they are having a 'thing’ that Spider-Man* gets dragged into.

Matt tells us (the reader) that he needs to buy an apology right after reminding us of this fight and conflict right as he is walking in front of a flower shop.

Subconsciously we are meant to think he’s going to buy flowers.

Subconsciously we and meant to think he is going to get flowers to apologize to Kristen (that women we see in the panel is a very conscious choice by the artists to put it mildly)

Subconsciously we are meant to think that this is going to be the issue signifying a change in Matt and Kristen’s relationship, highlighting her importance to him.

Subconsciously we are expecting the next panel to be Matt holding out a buque of roses.

But what do we get instead? We get a cut panel and we get Matt walking into the store next door.

(That little pink bit in the other panel? I obviously can’t say for sure but it seems very intentional. It is meant to give us a spacial awareness of where Matt is and the stores around him and to show us how significant Matt going to the bakery is. It shows us that the bakery is next to the flower shop and Matt isn’t even pause to 1) think about getting maybe more then one apology or 2) that that option didn’t even cross his mind even though he was just talking about/thinking about the other person he owes an apology to)

It’s beautiful. It is absolutely gorgeous. It uses a readers 'I know where this is going’ senses, feeds those senses/ideas and-

Gives us Foggy instead.

And this, this also shows us just how important Foggy is to Matt. That they would set all of this up. Draw all of this out. Make us think it’s going to be a romantic ending story.

And then give us this instead

I can tell you that this decision does a few things to set up for the next few issues but the most important thing that it sets up?

Foggy is VERY important to Matt.

VERY important.

And we are meant to remember that. Meant to understand just how important Foggy is, Foggy still is for the issues to come.

(I could Honestly probably dissect the crap out of this issue alone since there is A LOT going on with it in regards to Matt and Foggy’s relationship. Stilt-man (pfff) being another component but just…these TWO PANELS got me. It was beautiful)

•BTS Reaction: Their female S/O having a pixie cut•

My requests are always open :))♡♡♡ also I’ll make this as you just came home after getting it done if that’s ok :))

Rap Monster

He would be shook but he’d be shook in a good way. He thinks it makes you look more beautiful than you already were.

Originally posted by rapmini


When you came home with your pixie cut, he’d see you and start with his stupid dad/mom jokes. Joking around saying that your ‘ears grew’ or something cheesy.

Originally posted by bwiseoks


To me Yoongi is the horniest member so if you came home with a pixie cut he’d make a sexual joke about how he can’t pull your hair anymore but this would actually turn him on a lot idk.

Originally posted by imonaworldtour


He’d be so obsessed with your hair the whole day he wouldn’t take his eyes off of it. You’d ask him repeatedly why he’s staring at you but he’d always reply with ‘your beautiful-ness’

Originally posted by jaayhope


He’d try and be all serious about how much he likes it but he’d give up and go full on mochi like a huge ball of giggles that won’t stop adoring your hair.

Originally posted by senpai-sisters


Like Jimin but just the big ball of giggles part like he wouldn’t stop giggling at how cute you looked with your pixie cut.

Originally posted by mvssmedia


Literally Jungshook in this case like you’d come home and he’d be in awe at this almost new person that’s appeared in the house.

Originally posted by heliogabalusroses

I’m ugly crying I love BTS

Originally posted by jjkook

anonymous asked:

Hey Rock!! I don’t want to sound like a bother but?? What do you normally do for texture in your art? You’re such an inspiration and I wanna learn but I don’t know where else to turn!

ah hi!! 

i, uhhhhhh dont really do much to texture my art at all ;; the most i do is use a soft brush to shade and a couple various specialty brushes to do stuff like clouds or freckles or stars

i get a lot of my brushes just from looking only and picking the ones i like, lol

but for texturing a whole picture i usually add an effect in SAI once the whole thing is done

just to add a bit of break-up and make it more interesting to look at (its easier to see if you zoom in depending on how harsh you make it and how big the scale is)

YGOTOBER Day 17: Leaf Pile

Short and sweet! YAY!! I am trying to catch up, I really am!

 Yugi smiled big, he had just finished raking the leaves that his grandpa had asked him to. “All done!” He said proudly.

“Done with what?” Yami, the spirit of the puzzle, asked as he appeared next to Yugi.

“I just finished raking the backyard.” Yugi smiled at the spirit.

Yami looked around at the two piles in the middle of the yard. “Good job! It looks great.” He gave Yugi a big smile. “What do you do with the piles now?”

Yugi tilted his head at the question. Trying to figure out how to word it. “Well there is a lot of things you could do. Most people burn them, which I love that smell. Some take them and put in a trash bag or a bag that has a face on it to make it a decoration.” He smirked as the last idea came to his. “And other’s well, they jump in it.”

Yami was taken back by the last answer. “Jump in it? Wouldn’t that just cause the leaves to spread all over the ground again?” Yugi nodded. “Then why jump in it?”

“Cause it’s fun, Mou Hitori no Boku.” Yugi’s grin grew wider using the nickname he used for Yami.

Yami cocked an eyebrow. “Fun? How so?” He asked as he crossed his arms in front of his chest.

Yugi began to laugh. “You shouldn’t have asked.” He threw the rake down on the ground and ran towards the pile and just as he jumped into the air, he switched places with the spirit, allowing him to be the one falling into the leaves.

Yami landed into the pile of leaves and shook his head as he felt the leaves fall on him. “Aibou! That was dirty!” He looked over to the boy who was standing next to him, laughing. His face changed from frustration to laughter as he watched Yugi laugh. “Okay, that was a little fun.” He admitted and Yugi’s smile got big and he jumped into the pile as well.

anonymous asked:

No offence but gorgeous is not better than red?? How is "you're so gorgeous look at your face" lyrically better??? I love Taylor a lot and will always support her but the last 3 songs she dropped I honestly don't like

This is just one song, I wouldn’t say it’s more lyrically complex but I would say it’s more emotionally complex, it’s really different from Red and anything she’s ever done before but I really do think it’s the best album she’s done yet!

fuck im looking at my next project and just like. i dont know how to fucking do half the stuff i want to do. but damn im going to learn i guess. i need to ask my parents for money to renew my adobe suite once im ready to start working. i suppose theres still quite a bit to do before that point. i need to write a schedule for this thing. i have to plan at least a month just to learn a new program but at least i can have all the art done before then if i plan this right. MMMMMM IM DIE MY DUDE

anonymous asked:

So, your logic is that it probably is/has to be Calvin’s fault that Taylor would think about cheating? That she was attracted to someone else? Maybe she was the one checking out of the relationship? Maybe Calvin was too boring for her or a workaholic? She wasn’t happy but maybe Taylor was tempted because anyone can be tempted to cheat?? Why does it have to be someone else’s fault? It’s what makes her human. I just don’t know why some want to make Calvin a bad person to justify Tay’s thinking.

yeah it is his fault lol if he would’ve done something to keep her she wouldn’t have felt like someone else could offer her something more than he could and the thought wouldn’t have even crossed her mind. look, y'all know how much i would’ve loved it if tayvin worked out but there were obviously problems in their relationship and him being in the club doing she doesn’t even know what was one of them.

Am sitting here thinking about Kaltain Rompier and how Celaena hated her, and how they just fought and despised one another all the time. But Celaena was kind, and gave her a cloak, and that one act of kindness, that one act of friendship between two women, literally saves the world? Because Kaltain goes on to remember Celaena and that act of kindness and she thinks about it while she’s in Morath. And then Kaltain decides to do similar kindness, and burns part of Morath, stopping the breeding program and allowing Elide to escape. She does her part for the war. She gives Elide the Wyrd key because of the warm cloak in a cold dungeon. And Elide takes the key and delivers it to Aelin. And with the key, Aelin will be able to save the world. One act of kindness, between two women who hated one another, can save the world. It’s a beautiful plot line. 

And it ties in so nicely with Marion’s sacrifice. Marion’s sacrifice, which saved Aelin, made possible the entire plot of throne of glass. it ensured that Aelin lived. That there was someone for Elide to give the Wyrd key to. That there was someone to give Kaltain a warm cloak. 

Just. female friendship man. kindness from women. It gets me every time. *wipes away tear*