longing for love

I really am pathetic, no one has ever loved me deeply enough for it to be considered intimate and I’m feeling sorry for myself because of that. Fuck I’m just so sick of this; I eat alone, I sleep alone, I cry alone. What the hell is wrong with me, why can’t I just get over stuff and not give a fuck. I keep saying I don’t care but I do. Fucking hell, I do. I keep saying I don’t give a damn but I do. Whatever diety that existed knows I really do. I’m still human. I still feel. I still hurt and all that crap and I know it’s selfish but I really wish you could see that.
—  Me (JNH). Once again I’m alone with my thoughts and they’re as beastly as ever.


Reblog to enter

Please do not follow and then unfollow me right after the raffle (breaks my heart T-T)

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The winners are random

Followers only.

Deadline: October the 1st

1st Prize:

An art of choice(Headshots, ships, chibi’s etc.)

2nd prize (choose 2 of the following):

Chibi art


Lineless art


Ship art

Flat colored art

3rd prize(Choose one of the following):

Lineless art

Clean Sketch

Chibi art

Gore art

Flat colored art

(If this hits 100 notes)

4th and 5th prizes (Choose one of the following)

Chibi art

Clean Sketch

Flat Colored art

Some Examples:

Chibi art:


Clean Sketch:

Flat colors:


Lineless art:

Good luck!!!  ━゚+.ヽ(≧▽≦)ノ.+゚━