long distant relationship

I came home today and my room smelt like you, how this happened I didn’t know for you have never even been inside. I reach out to touch you, but our fingers may never meet for all I feel is the cold screen between us. I close my eyes and pretend that you are here with me, but when I open them you’re gone again. Everyday I wish I was kissing you instead of missing you; it kills me to have you so far away.
—  4am
Mi ha salvato.
Per l'ennesima volta mi ha salvato.
Ha fatto scomparire i miei demoni, mi ha tenuto la mano e ha impedito che ricadessi nel buco nero.
Quanto cazzo lo amo.

“Distance never separates two hearts that truly care, for our memories span the miles and in seconds we are there. But whenever I start feeling sad, because I’m missing you, I remind myself how lucky I am to have someone so special miss.” Tayler, Happy 20th birthday!! I am so lucky to have found someone I fit so well with. I just wish I lived a lot closer so I could celebrate today with you, but for now I’ll wait. I love you. taylermiller1


I miss my angel.

“Fuck,” she said, “I’m going to miss you. I wish you didn’t have to go. We have everything here, and I love you, I never imagined I’d say that in the same sentence as goodbye.”

She said, “it feels like life is always messing with our heads. Distance is taking everything away. I will love you no matter where you are, but it’s killing me, the thought of reaching and reaching and feeling nothing but empty space.”

—  S.Z. // Excerpt from a book I’ll never write #173 // Distance
I really can’t imagine what I would do if you left my life. When this all started, I never thought I would fall so in love with you, really. Now we’re to the point where I am convinced you might never leave. God only knows what I would do if that happened. We planned so much together, y’know, and I’m counting on this to work out, because if it doesn’t, I have no idea where to go from there. You’ve become such a huge part of my life and it feels like this is supposed to happen. I don’t want you to just be another lesson in life because honestly you taught me so much more that I never thought I could know; I just really don’t want to lose you. Ever.
—  3:12pm and I thought of you (please stay forever)
Went to sleep missing you, woke up this morning missing you, going about my day missing you. I’m always missing you.
—  Nari, This distance is making me miss you more than I can even comprehend.