long distant relationship

I came home today and my room smelt like you, how this happened I didn’t know for you have never even been inside. I reach out to touch you, but our fingers may never meet for all I feel is the cold screen between us. I close my eyes and pretend that you are here with me, but when I open them you’re gone again. Everyday I wish I was kissing you instead of missing you; it kills me to have you so far away.
—  4am
Mi ha salvato.
Per l'ennesima volta mi ha salvato.
Ha fatto scomparire i miei demoni, mi ha tenuto la mano e ha impedito che ricadessi nel buco nero.
Quanto cazzo lo amo.
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“Distance never separates two hearts that truly care, for our memories span the miles and in seconds we are there. But whenever I start feeling sad, because I’m missing you, I remind myself how lucky I am to have someone so special miss.” Tayler, Happy 20th birthday!! I am so lucky to have found someone I fit so well with. I just wish I lived a lot closer so I could celebrate today with you, but for now I’ll wait. I love you. taylermiller1

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I miss my angel.

“Fuck,” she said, “I’m going to miss you. I wish you didn’t have to go. We have everything here, and I love you, I never imagined I’d say that in the same sentence as goodbye.”

She said, “it feels like life is always messing with our heads. Distance is taking everything away. I will love you no matter where you are, but it’s killing me, the thought of reaching and reaching and feeling nothing but empty space.”

—  S.Z. // Excerpt from a book I’ll never write #173 // Distance
I really can’t imagine what I would do if you left my life. When this all started, I never thought I would fall so in love with you, really. Now we’re to the point where I am convinced you might never leave. God only knows what I would do if that happened. We planned so much together, y’know, and I’m counting on this to work out, because if it doesn’t, I have no idea where to go from there. You’ve become such a huge part of my life and it feels like this is supposed to happen. I don’t want you to just be another lesson in life because honestly you taught me so much more that I never thought I could know; I just really don’t want to lose you. Ever.
—  3:12pm and I thought of you (please stay forever)
Went to sleep missing you, woke up this morning missing you, going about my day missing you. I’m always missing you.
—  Nari, This distance is making me miss you more than I can even comprehend.