long distance gf


and this is the wonder that’s keeping the stars apart

We are indeed still far away from eachother, but you are still my favourite human in the whole world.
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I was stressing as I fell asleep the other night… Saying what if you don’t love me once i transition? What if it changes how I smell and you don’t like that change? What if my body is weird? What if you hate my voice? I fell asleep and woke up to these messages from my girl. Her support means more than words can say, she gives me strength. 💕

You know what really just pisses me off?
When he doesn’t reply to my text messages.
I know I sound crazy right now and I know it shouldn’t piss me off.
But it’d be nice if he was busy or not in the mood to talk, to just tell me so rather than ignoring me.
And when he doesn’t reply to me (after replying to me constantly for an hour or so) I get this stupid insecure feeling that someone else is holding his attention, some other girl.
Why am I so insecure?
Why do I get this stupid feeling, every time he doesn’t reply to me, that he’s going to leave me?
Fuck. This.

in my feminism class my professor always gives us a question and we all answer it and todays was “whats your most treasured memory” and since i just spent the weekend with The Gf i was like “i just saw my long distance gf for the first time and it was amazing. and disclaimer i didnt finish my essay because i was too gay” and then everyone laughed and i guess i forgot that ppl don’t just say that they’re too gay irl and my professor was like “did you just say you were too gay” i was like yeah and she thought that was a valid excuse for not doing my essay so. art school is great sometimes

Thank you for loving me when I wasn’t very loveable.
Thank you for accepting me, even though the world I grew up in was different from yours.
Thank you for guarding my heart, sometimes without me knowing and even in the darkest of times.
Thank you for giving me a chance because I know I wasn’t your ideal girl in the beginning and thank you for giving me second chances when I messed up and failed you.
Thank you for protecting me and making me feel safe , when my experiences with guys my age have been anything but that.
Thank you for taking on the baggage the world has loaded me with but slowly helping me get rid of it.
Thank you for just being there, to hold me and show me the light when all I saw was pitch black.
Thank you for saving me.
—  Things I should be telling him, the love of my life

anonymous asked:

Could be setting myself up but I'm still sailing. Sam said he needs day to day yet we know he has a big break & we see him hang out w/ Graham + whoever else in LA than be w/ his long distance gf? Who would appreciate her bf there for all the wedding stuff like rehearsal dinner & last minute things? Especially when it's before he flies across the world god knows how long until they see each other again. Maybe I have high expectations for a BF but that doesn't sound like a relationship to me.

idk anything about anything but I do know who Sam absolutely lights up around and gazes at like a lovesick puppy and pushes himself up against on red carpets and it ain’t any blonde chick from North Carolina. so I think everyone needs to chill and wait and see what happens next bc something always does. :)