@swoopyswish i was totally just remembering sitting on your bed last year, holding hands, and literally screaming when we stumbled upon that tab trailer from the sydney morning herald that no one seemed to know existed.

guess i need to remember to just randomly google s4 trailer from time to time and see if another one pops up this go round. maybe we need to be together for that magic to work again though. care to come down for a visit? lol. it’s for the good of the fandom…


London 24.9 - The whole Night Changes failure

Monday 8:27am
I woke up with you on my mind.
You called me babe last night —
my heart is still pounding.

Tuesday 10:53pm
Today I realized we won’t work.
What we are is hurting her.
And I think she matters more to me than you do.

Wednesday 11:52pm
I broke things off with you today.
She barely said a word.
I’ve never regretted anything more than this.

Thursday 4:03pm
I shouldn’t have sent that message.
You shouldn’t have been so okay with receiving it.

Friday 9:57pm
I almost messaged you today.
I didn’t.

Saturday 8:49pm
I’m walking around town in search of alcohol.
They say that liquor numbs the pain of having a broken heart.
I want to put that to the test.

Sunday 2:32am
I heard you texted a girl you’ve never spoken to before.
I wonder if it’s because you’re trying to replace me.
I can’t help but wish you weren’t.
I thought I was irreplaceable.

—  a week with you on my mind, c.j.n.