anonymous asked:

So how are things looking now that we know that Sam originally planned to climb for WCC yet had to "settle" for a trip to see the "gf" in NC? I mean, that's the kind of thing you plan and make time for, not insert as a substitute.

Well, I believe the word used in the PSA was actually “female companion”, anon, and not “girlfriend”, and as Sam seems to have skipped out on Thanksgiving dinner with his “female companion’s” family to go with Cait to a fancy do in London on the Friday night it would seem that Sam would certainly make time for a girlfriend, or a wife, or even for “just a friend” if we are to believe what the press interviews tell us. But, alas, it seems a “female companion” must just make do with whatever time is left over between when all the fun weekend stuff with the wife is done and she heads back to work in Glasgow for the week, until it’s time for Sam to come home on the Friday for that December 2nd thing they have planned…

So, yes, anon, things are looking pretty good!!

Monday 8:27am
I woke up with you on my mind.
You called me babe last night —
my heart is still pounding.

Tuesday 10:53pm
Today I realized we won’t work.
What we are is hurting her.
And I think she matters more to me than you do.

Wednesday 11:52pm
I broke things off with you today.
She barely said a word.
I’ve never regretted anything more than this.

Thursday 4:03pm
I shouldn’t have sent that message.
You shouldn’t have been so okay with receiving it.

Friday 9:57pm
I almost messaged you today.
I didn’t.

Saturday 8:49pm
I’m walking around town in search of alcohol.
They say that liquor numbs the pain of having a broken heart.
I want to put that to the test.

Sunday 2:32am
I heard you texted a girl you’ve never spoken to before.
I wonder if it’s because you’re trying to replace me.
I can’t help but wish you weren’t.
I thought I was irreplaceable.

—  a week with you on my mind, c.j.n.

London 24.9 - The whole Night Changes failure