This is hard. I feel emptier without you but I don’t want to be treated poorly any more. I don’t deserve it. I know I’m strong and beautiful but I want to be with someone who knows that too. AND who treats me that way. I don’t want to be under appreciated and I don’t want to be with someone who is intimidated by my good grammar or smart ass remarks.
I just feel so sad without him. I feel a little lost. Like I don’t know who to talk to about my day. I don’t know what to look forward too. It feels like there’s no one waiting to see me or no one who looks out for me. The saddest part is I sometimes felt that way with you anyways. Like you didn’t care about my day cuz you always just stared at your phone and nodded along until I was quiet. I guess what I really need is to think about what’s best for me, for once.