lol would that suffice

When a shrink needs a shrink, she turns to a drink.

Cami hadn’t left her apartment in days. It was still too stunned by it.  One day she was laughing with Davina, making jokes about the lovebirds to tease Josh and the next they were burying him.  She knew she should have joined the wake, said her respects but there was no part of her that felt as if she could move. In many ways, she blamed herself even if she knew there was nothing that she could have done.  Cami was only human and she’d been deluding herself for a long time thinking that she could make a difference but these things were only getting harder and harder.  Just when she felt as if the universe couldn’t take anything else from her, it grabbed something else. Josh had been a friend. He’d been her gay little brother that she’d never even known that she wanted and now he was gone.  Another person taken too soon and for what? Power? A plot?  Maybe if she’d spoke, she wouldn’t still see his blood on her hands. No matter how many times she scrubbed them the red wouldn’t seem to fade from her memory.

The fact that her phone kept buzzing incessantly was something that she could not be bothered with. She knew what was wanted.  It felt as though people only ever called upon her these days to play mediator, to talk to the enemy and get them to see the other side.  She was also supposed to help keep Klaus calm but he seemed to have a pretty good grip on himself now that Hope was back.   There would be more blood split because of this though. This wasn’t the sort of thing that could just be remedied with talk. She didn’t want to try and talk anyone off a cliff, especially not the person who had actually harmed her friend. She didn’t give a damn about the wolves.  Sure, she cared about Hayley but at the moment, she didn’t want to talk to any of them. She didn’t want to help Marcel and his vampires either.  

She just wanted to be alone. Okay, maybe not alone but alone with a bottle of bourbon would suffice.

anonymous asked:

I can provide you with plenty of reasons to hate Mukuro. She lied for YEARS about her gender. That immediately shows bad character. She stole Hieis necklace. She basically MOLESTED HIM. How? She unclothed herself in front of him when he was unable to consent to it. If that's not problematic, I don't know waht is.

Oh wow. I’m honestly not sure if this is meant to be serious or not. 

Mukuro presumably passed herself off as male to be took more serious. Though that’s up for speculation as it’s obvious in the YYH universe sex doesn’t determine power. My own personal theory is that she was traumatized by her childhood that she figured if she presented herself as a man she wouldn’t have to relive those horrors again in the future. 

She did not steal Hiei’s necklace. If memory serves me right he lost his necklace in a fight long before he even met Mukuro.

Mukuro did NOT molest Hiei?!?! 
I’m almost certain the thought of committing rape has never even crossed her mind. Mukuro is a VICTIM of molestation. The reason she stood naked before him was to show him her true form. Hiei obviously did not mind this. If he did, he would not have stuck around and would have probably lashed out at her the moment he recovered. 

Honestly. Come back with a legitimate reason to hate her next time. Simply saying you do not like her character just because you just don’t would have sufficed lol.


T H E  W E E K E N D


  • Since I decided to eat clean, I would always ask my mom to purchase fresh fruits at the market because it became my ‘junk food’ from then on. The whole afternoon, I ended up watching FRIENDS (Season 7) while I binge on a large bowl of fruits. 
  • Received an SMS from my father that he will be catching Edge of Tomorrow later that night. I wanted to see that movie on the big screen ever since I watched its trailer because the concept is flawless and Emma Blunt is just perfection. I asked my brother if we could catch the last full show, and he said yes!! He ran some errands at La Salle first, then fetched me by 6PM. We were just in time since the traffic was light.
  • The movie was surprisingly amusing!! Of course, the action and thrill was already given, but I had no expectations that it would be really funny, too!! It was crazy when Cage and Rita were having a (sweet) moment, my brother whispered to me, “Woah, this is sweeter than The Fault.” We shared a laugh then got back on the movie, lol. 


  • My cousins and I had lunch at Grandma’s house before they leave for Europe next week. So much feels for my dream trip, huhu. 
  • On the afternoon, we went to the cemetery to light a candle and to pray for Tatay Fred. It’s been a year, but I still miss him so bad.
  • Stopped by at Imus Bayan to eat merienda at the Plaza Canteen. Grandma told us that it has been there since the 70’s. My grandmother and her friends, during their elementary years, used to celebrate their birthdays there, and surprisingly, one peso would be enough for everyone to have a full meal. I mean, how cool is that right? The place looks old (vintage would not suffice, lol) and it was never rendered… Maybe that is why it is still being patrionized at the moment.
  • Plaza Canteen serves the best toast bread and mami, swear! 


  • It was a holiday in Silang yesterday, so Jal did not have any classes. We were planning to hohol somewhere, but mom asked us if we would want go to Duty Free. Since, Jal has been wanting to shop for a new bag and shoes for school, we said yes.
  • We also had a shot of flu vaccine at mom’s office. And I just had to video Jal because he was so funny!! 
  • Chilled at Ben & Jerry’s after going around Duty Free. Gad, it was really tiring. Too bad, it is just a small branch that only sells pints, though I do not think there is really a B&J store in the PH that offers a wide variety of desserts, but at least there are chairs and it looks cute!! 
  • Cleaned the house when we got home because our helper left last Friday. For dinner, we ended up heating leftovers and using disposable plates. Yay, to independent kids.

My weekend turned out to be as spontaneous, productive and fun as it can be. How’s yours? :)