lol what the cuss am i doing

anonymous asked:

You have a mostly adult fan base. Why do you keep everything so G rated? You don't cuss, talk about sex, your love life or anything. Do you think we can't handle it?

Yup! That’s what I think!

Lol no!! I do talk about my love life to an extent, only to the point I, myself, am feeling up to talking to you all about it. And as much as you may think I have a mostly adult audience, I do have lots of kids who follow me, and it is a great opportunity to keep my videos accessible to them, while also discussing things that may not get to be talked about a lot in school (Black History, women’s rights, gender identity, body positivity, etc.). Future topics will cover other things like sexuality, gender identities, possibly even safe practices, but my channel is still relatively new. And it’s not just kids, a lot of people of all ages would prefer not to watch something with expletives or sexual content. It’s not that they can’t handle it, but that they would prefer not to have it, or that they would like to watch something while there are kids around. I’m not even a big curser myself, although I’m never offended if anyone were to curse around me. I’m just a big believer in keeping my videos accessible to all!

gandoilfo  asked:

Okay i might have seen your post about Russians cussing and i might have a high need to ask for some exemples X)

HAHAHA OKAY I AM ALWAYS READY TO TELL PEOPLE ABOUT RUSSIAN CUSSES! It’s actually quite interesting from the linguistics side!

I did a very quick research and here’s what I found: 

Russian cusses are pretty much countless, but most of them spring from some basic roots (there are many more roots though, but this post is long enough already). The numbers are different, I’m just gonna choose the most widespread ones, thus the four officially forbidden by Russian government to be used by mass media. 

!Almost all of these are HIGHLY OFFENSIVE, many of them much more offensive than a simple “fuck” and to be used only with very familiar people who are okay with that! Russian teenagers cuss a lot, like, A WHOLE LOT, but more or less decent ones try to not do it in front of the adults. Adults cuss as well, but usually not at work (or at least so that no one would hear them). But if you commute a lot, then during the day you’re bound to hear people cussing quite often. I’m a high school senior, and children in primary school started cussing much more recently, those little fucktards. Like I said, there words are used only when the people that allowed to hear it and okay with it are around; on the street passerby won’t pay as much attention, but it’s really not recommended (although everyone’s just used to it that much I guess). 

Words marked like this* are subject to change depending on the sentence structure (even though in Russian you can insert cuss words almost everywhere, you should still be aware of what you’re doing lol).

1) Хуй (hUi) — male reproductive organ. Expressions (more examples here): 

• хуй тебе/соси хуй (hUi tebe/sosI hUi) — fuck no;
• иди/пошел* нахуй (idi/pashOl nAhui) — fuck you;
• хуй с тобой (hUi s tabOi) — couldn’t fucking care less;
• нихуя себе (nihuYA sebE) — holy fucking shit;
• нахуя? (nahuYA?) — why the fuck (asking for a reason)?
• с хуя ли? (s huYA li?) — why the fuck is that (objection);
• хуйня (huinYA) — fucking shit (a noun that can mean literally anything you want it to mean — something easy, something bad, something strange);
• что за хуйня?/какого хуя? (shto za huinYA?/kakOva hUya?) — what the fuck?
• охуевший* (ohuiEfshii) — a fucktard who’s too bold;
• охуенно/охуительно (ohuiEnno/ohuEEtel’no) — fucking awesome;
• дохуя/хуева туча (dohuYA/hUyeva tOOcha) — a whole fucking lot/a shit ton;
• нет нихуя (net nihuYA) — there’s fucking nothing;
• хуеплет (huyeplYOt) — liar;
• хуесос (huyesOs) — a very bad person;
• хуета/хуетень (huyetA/huyetEn’) — nonsense, rubbish;
• нехуй (nEhui) — don’t fucking dare;
• похуй (pOhui) — doesn’t fucking matter (there’s a noun pohuIzm — a state when you just don’t care, and it’s lighter version, which isn’t a cuss: pofigIzm);
• and then a whole lot of verbs, I’m only gonna mention a few: выхуярить (vIhuyarit’) — make someone crack, shake something out; вхуярить(ся) (vhuYAritsa) — to hit, to insert, to get into trouble; дохуярить (dohuYArit’) — to finish something; дохуяриваться (dohuYArivatsa) — to annoy, to bug; захуярить (zahuYArit’) — to punch, to make; нахуярить (nahuYArit’) — to make a lot of something; отхуярить (othuYArit’) — to beat up badly; прихуярить (prihuYArit’) — to attach; расхуярить (rashuYArit’) — to destroy.

2) Пизда (pizdA) — female reproductive organ. Examples (more examples here):

• пиздец (pizdEts) — everything’s bad and over/something really cool, very commonly used;
• пиздёж (pizdYOsh) — lies/twaddle;
• пиздобол/пиздун (pizdabOl/pizdUn) — liar;
• дать пиздюлей (dat’ pizdul’Ei) — give an earful; comeuppance;
• пиздюк* (pizdYUk) — literally anything you want it to mean it means, but has a slightly lighter undertone, so not usually used to describe really bad people;
• пиздеть* (pizdet’) — once again, whatever you want it to mean, but often to lie or to talk mindlessly;
• распиздяй (raspizdYAi) — frivolous, unreliable person;
• пиздато (pizdAto) — fucking awesome, and adjective from this is пиздатый (pizdAtii);
• once again, a shit ton of verbs: впиздить (fpIzdit’) — to beat up; допиздеться (dopizdEtsa) — to talk yourself into something bad; пиздануться (pizdanUtsa) — to fall/get hit, to go nuts; пиздеть (pizdEt’) — to lie; пиздить (pIzdit’) — to beat up; спиздить (spIzdit’) — to steal.

3) Ебать(ся) (yebAt’(sa)) — predominantly about having a coitus. Examples (more here):

• ебать* (yebAt’) — a shit ton of various meanings, usually to annoy, to fuck, to beat up;
• ебать! (yebAt’) — holy fucking shit!
• ёбнуть (YObnut’) — to hit;
• ёбнутый* (YObnutyi) — a crazy person;
• ебальник/ебало/ебло* (yebAl’nik/yebAlo/yeblO) — a face;
• ёбнуться* (YObnutsa) — to fall, to get hit;
• выёбываться* (viYObyvatsa) — to show off;
• долбоёб* (dolboYOp) — an annoying someone (could be knocking a lot, like a neighbor);
• заебись (zayebIs’) — fucking awesome;
• заебать/доебать* (zayebAt’/doyebAt’) — to make someone really annoyed after doing something for a long while;
• наебать* (nayebAt’) — to deceive;
• подъебать* (podyebAt’) — to make fun of;
• уёбище* (uYObische) — someone really ugly, a loser;
• съёбывать* (sYObyvat’) — go away;
• еблан/уёбок* (yeblAn/uYObok) — a really bad person;
• ебучий* (yebUchii) — really annoying;
• проебать* (proyebAt’) — to miss/lose something, a thing or an opportunity.
• there are so many verbs with this one I’m not even gonna try listing them, I’ve already used the most common ones.

4) Блядь (blYAt’) — usually meant a whore, bitch, slut. Examples with this one are more limited, cause it’s not subject to change that much. However it is used VERy often, especially its original form, and can be inserted almost anywhere in speech. 

• блядь! (blYAt’!) — can be used to describe literally any state of being (or just a person): distress, disappointment, frustration, surprise, shock, cheer, happiness and so on.
• блядский* (blYAtskii) — an adjective from the first one, that can also be used in almost any meaning you can come up with (although preferable a negative one in this case).

If you have any more questions/want to know something else — feel free to ask! :D i spent over an hour on this what am i doing with my life my browser history is a mess

anonymous asked:

Since Partheno came out can you do krioff, taux, and Partheno reaction when someone injury mc? Take as much time needed, no rush

thanks love! I just finished his main story and oh my what a story it was lol.
 I AM ACCEPTING REQUESTS!


Partheno:
He was absolutely furious, and he let it show not holding back. he demanded answers not wanting her to leave any part out of what happened. Being a demon before turning into a God didn’t take away his terrible faults of what he could do to someone, being a punishment God didn’t help in this situation. He searches the rest of her body and makes sure he looks everywhere. He holds her tight cussing to himself thinking how he should have been there to protect her, but she knew it couldn’t be helped when they both have to work. But he will make this guy pay, smirking to himself thinking of the worse punishment he could come up with for someone hurting her or even laying a finger on her. No one touches his woman but him and he will make it known to the heavens and earth if that’s what it took. Even though he cant say that no one should never mess with a demon anymore, he is now a very powerful God of the Department of Punishments and you never mess with a strong God.


Krioff:
He would just held her close so he could comfort her and would make sure nothing else hurts or bothers her, he would ask about what the guy looks like but not to much of what happened because he was already pretty pissed someone even touched her but he was trying not to let him being mad show. But in the back of his mind he knew he would make this guy pay for the damage he has done to the one he loves. You are everything to him so even seeing a tiny mark on your body and knowing someone else had touched you doesn’t sit right with him and he would take care of it right away. This guy will get back everything he deserves and truthfully Krioff couldn’t wait to get his hands dirty against someone who harmed her. 



Tauxolouve:
He tried staying calm as usual, but inside he was pissed. How dare someone harm someone so important to him? He would ask her for every single little detail, calmly  where it took place and a full description on this guy. He would find him of course, kind at first but make sure this guy begs for mercy. Even a calm laid back God would lose his cool for hurting someone he loves, he would also feel bad because he wasn’t there to protect her but at the end of the day he would protect the one he loves by getting sweet revenge and he didn’t take it lightly when someone was out to harm her, he wasn’t so laid back when it comes to her.

full in recovery

I have decided I’m going full in with my recovery.

My mom doesn’t want me to do neurofeedback because my shit dr said it doesn’t work. I’ve looked up scientific research and it does seem to work. I’m going to fight for this and get neurofeedback. Monday when I see miller I am going to ask her about it and see when we can set up an appointment with that doctor. If insurance doesn’t cover it, which i don’t think it does, I don’t know what I’m going to do. I haven’t thought that far. Maybe I will look into ECT. Idk.

I’m also throwing out the blade I found. I haven’t used it but I’ve kept it, which is bad.

I’m going to cut out people in my life who are bad for me. This means blocking the ex (he unblocked me), his girlfriend, and probably other people. I also need to delete his number.

I need to work on being more honest with my parents. I lied to my mom last night. She asked if I was cutting again and I said no. Which is partly true because I haven’t in a looonnnnggg time. But then I accidentally cut last night.
I also need to tell them when I am feeling suicidal which will be very hard.

I feel like I’m doing okay with miller. She’s my main support and I am forever grateful for her. I’m sure there are things I need to work on with her but I can’t think of anything with her.

Now for anxiety:
I’ve created a schedule and miller has helped me with that.
I need better coping skills for my anxiety. I also need to tell miller that guided meditation is triggering.

Idk what else.

I’m not very determined to recover but I’m working towards that goal. I am sooo tired of being depressed and I think that is where my determination is. I got this.