lol still getting used to new tumblr


shades of byun baekhyun

➳ 2 / ; all shades of pink i could find for @my-bobohu


June 21 2017

Happy Summer! I have now been out of school and happily at home for one whole week! 

This summer I will not be taking classes, so forgive me for a lack of studyblr content on this blog until I decide to start self-studying something, revising, or just go back to school lol. BUT DO NOT WORRY, MY ASK IS OPEN and I will continue to answer questions; I basically live on Tumblr lol. 

Instead I will just be taking some time for myself. I’m going to get into the things I used to do with my free time before I spent my days studying so much chemistry in college, such as tennis, drawing (some rusty portraits pictured here, still trying to warm up to it…), cooking, and embroidery. Tbh it’s only been a week and I’ve been bored a lot already (it’s really weird going from intense studying to having no responsibilities at all) so I will probs try to find new hobbies lol

Hope everyone else is having a wonderful summer so far! Stay cool out there and do something you lOvE love love.

Btw, should I get a new macbook? Mine is from 2011 lol it still has the DVD/CD slot and it weighs more than babies


HAPPY THANKSGIVING my dear! How is the universe treating YOU?... I'm sitting here right now trying to figure out how I'm going to make the new Denzel, "Roman J. Israel Esq." movie by 3:00pm and still get nana Bea Bea to my parents house in time for dinner. I have CLEARLY missed the 12:00pm feature; f*ckn around on tumblr. My mother says we are expecting 13 people this year -- though I told her to subtract pop pop from that list. Every year that man says he is coming to eat with us and every year he pays it. LOL! That's just honestly how he is and probably where I get some of my desire for isolation from. But overall, I am ever so grateful to be celebrating another holiday where by Gods grace, everyone in our immediate family is still alive. 2017 has been very good to your Xemmy. I am still debt free and have officially begun the HOME BUYING PROCESS. Yep. So, I most likely will be moving into a new house sometime in 2018. I was also able to treat myself to a brand new car this year; my first in over a decade. Im not bragging, but have been able to successfully turn financial ruin into the level of stability needed in order to continue taking care of myself. I also plan to get my damn body back into REAL shape again. I've chosen Friday, December 1st as the official start date. I'm off from work. I'm actually off every Friday during the month of December and then my last day for the year is Thursday, December 21st until Tuesday, January 2nd. Anyways, my doctor weighed me last Friday & said that I am now 168 pounds -- which would be ideal if this were 168 pounds of lean muscle, as opposed to a bunch of unnecessary body fat. The problem HONESTLY is that I have dedicated so much of my professional life to serving my 35 clients, that I no longer focus as much time on exercise and relaxation. I still eat pretty healthy, but nowhere as clean as I did during those years when I was in the gym every single morning from 5:30am to 7:30am. I've made my schedule for December so that I only see client's 14 days out of the 31. So, getting back into the gym, avoiding all cheat meals and taking better care of MY MENTAL SELF should go into full swing before the start of our new year. I am overall in a good space right now and am praying the same is true for you! I have not forgotten the Thanksgiving or Christmas mornings where I did not at all want to get out of bed or be bothered with anyone's faces or foods. Trust me...I know how difficult it can be to endure the holidays when you aren't "where you want to be" in life, or you're unhappy with your financial, romantic, professional and overall personal circumstances. All I can tell you is that being around family (biological or otherwise) is often the best pick-me-up that one can present to themselves. No one who truly truly loves you, is judging any aspect of your everyday life. I use to most often force myself to still participate in the family dinner, even if I were wearing sweatpants and a thermal/long john shirt. Just going and being at the table with everyone ALWAYS made me feel better by the end of the night. JUST TRY IT...

Xem VanAdams

November 23, 2017

to the 90s kids who still remember me HEYA i’m back i got locked outta my tumblr for literally a month and i’ve only just managed to get back in LOL but this is just a quick message to say i’m not gonna be in this fandom anymore. it’s kinda sad but i’ve completely lost interest in dnp it’s nothing personal ofc their new content just …….really isn’t for me 

BUT !!!! i will still be writing regularly and posting my fics here. i’m doing a degree in creative writing and i’m gonna use this platform to my advantage so ya gal’s still gonna be popping up here and there with some stuff every now and then and also because i MISS u guys you’re literally the loveliest bunch of followers i’ve ever had the fortune of accumulating i love u all so so much and the last thing i wanna do with this blog is just abandon it completely

can i do that ???? can i like …. not be in a fandom but still write for them ??? idk seems weird to me but ima try it anyway i guess


pls read 💕✨

okay so this is gonna sound dumb as fuck (i honestly have no idea why i did this in the first place lol) but basically -

when i started this blog i already had another tumblr from way before which i had had for 7 ish years (it’s deleted now but still) where i left the fandom i was in and tbh there were a lot of people who i guess i was friends with who weren’t nice people to me or anyone tbh and i didn’t want them to find me or my new blog. so i was like, i really want to have a new tumblr with all the things i really love but i don’t want them to ruin it and find me so when i joined i was like okay fake name, becca, which is technically still a name of mine caus it’s my middle name (rebecca) and i have used it before when attempting to get out of things lol.

anyways this blog was legit never meant to be about making friends and stuff, it was meant to be about making edits and i was literally never going to talk to anyone because of all the shit that i got into last time. but yall are so nice and funny and kind and you’ve drawn me all in, so now i feel like i have to come clean and just be honest. this is honestly the dumbest confession ever lmao because in reality i could’ve just put my name and never had to worrry, but i’m so anxious i was like i need a fake name. but anyways i feel like i owe it to all the ppl who have been so nice to me lol and i hope u take it as a compliment because you’ve all been so like welcoming and nice to me as a fandom and i feel comfortable enough to be me without having to worry anymore. if the assholes find me then i’m just gonna block them and continue enjoy myself.

anyways, i hope u all can forgive me (i mean it’s not much to forgive but i still lied so :/) and i think ur all awesome 😘

love always

jazz ✨💕


[ I guess I should put this up here since I’m gonna be inactive for a little while until I get a new tablet! This blog isn’t dead, not so soon :0c. All asks will be put on hold until I’m ready to answer them. uwu I will, however, still respond to any messages via tumblr messenger. **For any friends of mine that noticed I may not be answering messages as fluently as I used to, it’s because I’m carried away with school work lmao. ]

anonymous asked:

How do yoy keep track of everyone whos asked to be tagged? Do you have a document with them all or a post saved as a draft? Is there a way to have it so they automatically tag peiple or do you have to go through and manually hit enter for each one too?

Hey! So I used to just copy and paste but then I think folk weren’t getting the notification for it even though they were tagged? So now what I do is, I copy the tag list from the latest part to a word doc, get rid of the links, then copy and paste that back into the new part. Then I put the cursor in each username and (usually- sometimes tumblr still messes up or maybe their settings are unintentionally untaggable idk) their blog pops up for me to tag. Hope I’m making sense lol! 

2 Days Till Move Day....

packing is all done… except those last little things that we are still using. Those will all get thrown into a box tomorrow.

Originally posted by nickelodeon

will pack up computers tomorrow,and got my queue filled till my cable is turned on at the new house,so I still have a bit of time left on here to stalk all my favorite Tumblr blogs.

Originally posted by altern84m

updated business card! old one here

looking at it from a smaller scale i realized i need to make the font bigger orz and ive just been grinding away drawings. drawing gets enjoyable when im in the zone so i probably never ever say stuff. oh i’ve also noticed that not a lot of people use tumblr as a journal or blog but they just passively post pictures? (maybe it’s just me i’m still very new at this lol) ah how i miss the old times.

HAPPY NEW YEAR MY FOLLOWERS AND FRIENDS WHO ARE PIECES OF SHIT I hope your new year comes with happiness, prosperity, confidence, miracles, and self love. I wanted to thank the following people who have made my last couple of months on tumblr a second home.  

just wanted to shout out to these guys for being with me throughout the years because they knew me before I deactivated and we’re still friends to this day. I love you guys a lot and I’m sorry for constantly snapchatting but yah get used to it lol (and i swear over the past couple days, i came off as high but im really not lmfao. i just love puns and dumb questions) @miniheartfeels @kago-make-dean-some-pie @the-creepy-unicorn (you guys shes taking art requests on her art blog @drawing-unicorns and shes like phenomenal so go request) @idek-valentine @nikiforov-yuuri @kilin-trash @yer-a-fairytailwizard-natsu

My new mates that I made in like the first couple of months upon reactivation. You guys are like the Tumblr soulmates and I’m so thankful for you guys Punmasters: @erzawesome (bruh I keep on wanting to say your URL is aleena XD) @doctorwhodunit @cant-bokutouch-this WHY ARE ALL YALL DAMN NAME PUNS IM SICK OF YALL

 Tagging people by whatever category lol 

 The Floridians. What’s it like being closer to hell and how do y'all deal with hurricanes: @fucking-dragneel @fairytailsgemini 

 Some part of the USA that’s not close to me obvi: @gruviaforlife @idek-valentine @thecrowalchemist @thatartcorner @thatcrazyfangir1 @miss-zei @cosmicloveoftheages @melichamaa (i think youre from murica. i honestly dont know but just know i love you lol) @daydreamingburrito@lucyheartfiliaxxnatsudragneel @queenheiwa@neato-ft @thespace-dragon @blade-of-hope 

 The shade room: @googler49 @lillitu @madamevil

The Bi Bean Lancaster Machine: @black-cats-bring-good-luck (I really suck at holding convos so I apologize for you wanting to be my friend and I suck at trying to be lol) 

 The gif master: @anime-an-cats 

 The VIP/ Hall of Fame Follower: @khamillahsstrive 

 The “idek how we started but we just clicked”: and did you start drama -__- @senseichoptitties 

 Got damn Europeans like why y'all had to be born there: @rain-on-me @thevampgirl19 (she is my lil sister and ill gladly fight if you steal her away from me) @conyane (youre so precious. i know its legit only been like a couple of days since we started talking but youre honestly adorable and i hope you get out of your shy zone because people will love you just like how i do) @lucyheartfiliavevo @toomusiccheesecake @kasumifates (my response time is horrible so im sorry BUT  I DONT LIKE HOW YOU CAME TO ME SWEET AS EVER and you just lowkey a bish on some real shit like fight me) @pennytf @m-hamartithia 

My fellow Spanish people who plans to help my fluency although idk how so GOOD LUCK BUT I LOVE YALL THOUGH: @ginamontier (the love of the language has brought us together and our constant snapchatting brings us even closer. expect more coming your way cause you are stuck with me mwahahahahaha) @shinywings1 (AGAIN ALL I CAN DO IS APOLOGIZE. IVE BEEN ON AND OFF ON HERE but omg thank you so much like thank you for teaching me about the language as well as your culture as well. youre really fun to talk to like i was so hype when you said you were into fairy tail cause i thought we would only talk when it came to spanish lol) @nymphnayade (i owe you a lot cause youre too sweet and again i suck at responding) 

My fellow lovelies of Asia with time zones that make me wanna kms: @juviarainworld @asrainoyume @baerandish 

 Aye aye matey with a crickey crocodile(do you even say crikey): @meadowofstars 

 The marriage squad: @oneofthewolfchildren @nikiforov-yuuri @gay-trash-cats 

 And all these other lovely people! @be-a-super-human (im sorry for not responding a lot but thank you for the laughs and you just better be apart of a big magazine corporation when you get older) @wendychuu (dude your juvia is fine lol like you dont need to make a ‘better’ one like you wanted to. i reallly appreaciate it because it wasnt expected) @omgsniarf @aerithneko @thedragneellucy @janatscake @smashley-03 @mrsallsunday @liviona @watchmist1412 @awkwardyunyoo22 @leashykitty-chan @rigolotekitten @yvvri @ratcopters @erwiinsmith @wildest-dreams-at-midnight @phantompierce-okamoto @lucyheartfiliathecelestialmage @sanguine-fairy @endragoneel @tsunderegirl13 @tea-lief @jiyu-koya @buberryz @empowerlucy @unashamed-shipper @im-natsu-sure-about-this @imfabulous69 @indayiashow @impracticaldemon @envinxx @celestialgoddesslucy @illustraice @atrailof-whispers @roar-of-the-fire-dragon @roxychild94 @celestialmagelucy @celestiallucyheartfilia @blue-rika @hannahstokesy @zukosfangirl(how many damn blogs do you have lol cause i see them) @swagsorcist @celestialyukino77 @terironi @celestialheartmage  @aerithneko@lumenfairytail @lucy-heartflawless @phantompierce-okamoto @air-of-fire @nalumage @nalu-natic @tardisesandtitans @krystal-tsuki @lord-rogue @faelise @seilahtheshipper @natsu-dragmeme @natsu–firedragon @mangiepieft @avnai @seulil @alwaysnarichtsu @miraclealchemist @minammi @moonlustelara @fangirlingatmidnight @phantompierce-okamoto @passionmangas-mb @sagventurous @saradauchiha @akamethereaper @iceskatinghoe @heavenlybodiedjellal @icequeen009 @dreamsofria @stardresss @startgj @selenba @indayiashow @flip-a-dip-me-off @shadowhawthorne @starburstskies@llamabeansforllamas @doginshoe @christinelucka @dragneelmedown@lilawinters112299 @eesaflo @raprap-kun @tendous-satoris @pokenuzleaf @skyfairhurst @the-mystifiying-walnut @larakurdi28 @faesass @pityamnesia @fairiesinthemeadow @theshelbylee @infinitefangirlsquared @endragoniru @elieglory3173  @schizo-baby @gruviiaaa @msmanga14 @hymad@sunflower–sasuke @acilegna8 @juviin @pessimistic-neon-narwhales 

 My hands hurt now lol #mobilelife

My lovely romanian lettuce is taking requests @drawing-unicorns so mmmhmm go do that right now. go follow. go request and yes i know i did this twice

okay im done but thank you guys for everything!

we got a new desktop computer!! my laptop was running horribly slow with windows 10 even with disabling Cortana, I seriously never should have upgraded from Windows 7, and my husband didn’t have a computer from his new job yet so it was just a Very Bad Situation. BUT I was able to get us a really good deal at Best Buy (it’s like my computing degree PAYS FOR ITSELF #justkidding i’m still drowning in debt from it lol) on a desktop that works fine for his work but will also be perfect for if/when I’m ever able to do 3D graphics in my free time again. 

so anyways this means i’ll be able to escape tumblr mobile more often. i’ll still be on mobile most of the time, but this new desktop keyboard is a lot of fun to type on so I’m more willing to sit upright at the desk instead of laying on the couch. 

anonymous asked:

heyy cj <3 what have u been up to lately? any new hobbies? i feel like u've been less active on here.. but maybe it's just me lol hope everything is well with u~

Hey, I haven’t really been doing anything but cleaning and stressing. I haven’t really been online that much for a while but the last 2 days I’ve been pretty active… with tumblrs newest update, it’s discouraged me to come online even more and getting to use my laptop has been a rare activity haha. I still haven’t even gotten Sims pets :(
Im okay. I was trying to keep my blog kinda positive or at least neutral, but I failed today lol so I guess that’s a reason for inactivity. No new hobbies either… Just practicing Korean but I still suck ass lol

I’m always a slut for inukag

degected-deactivated20150328  asked:

What are you talking about?

lmao let’s take a refresher course

you sent me “suck my dick you whore”

i sent you this back

you said something about fuck you

i told you i was going to report you

you changed your url

too bad your new one is still right here

here’s some lame ass anons you send for attention

here’s the anon you sent my friend at the same time you tried sending me hate a few days ago

here’s us talking today about how you’re still around

still around

still desperate for attention

get off the fucking internet and get real help

i’m sick of seeing you try to treat me and my friends like shit just so you can get a little more attention in life.

stop sending me and my friends hate messages, stop harassing us for attention because you can’t deal with your own problems.

Golden Time
Golden Time

Golden Time - “Golden Time” (Opening 1 / TV Size) cover by me (Lilium).

Okay. lol. First off, if you are going to listen to this TURN IT DOWN because it was a normal volume on other things but on here. o_o This is my first time recording songs with my new camera so I still have to get used to the quality / where to stand / settings, etc. lol. This was like my 15th recording so I got tired of caring if you could hear me clear my throat, I just wanted to get one done before everyone got home. This is my first one directly uploaded on Tumblr, though. There are mistakes but as I said… no time to fix now. lol.

I also just cut it off after the first verse because there was no time to complete the whole thing - let’s pretend it’s TV Size.


Thursday in the Park

I’m going to try and keep a New York Fashion Week diary and keep y’all updated with what I’m doing, where I’m eating and sights I’m seeing. Yesterday I arrived and it was an EXHAUSTING day. My flight left at 6am and my day ended at 3am. I went to a Tumblr NYFW event and saw my favorite Tumblrers (lol I think I just made that word up) thestylingbook, kmitt, ryan etc. Before the event I walked around Central Park just to soak in the city and get used to taking public transportation again. I took the subway in the wrong direction twice and I’m kicking myself for it. I don’t have time to keep making those mistakes hahaha! Although I consider myself a city girl, and no matter how well you know New York, I feel like people still mess up so I can’t be too hard on myself for getting lost. 

While I was walking around Central Park I got amazing news that I will be shooting backstage and runway at Prabal Gurung! I was so happy I was twirling my umbrella around like a mad woman. Going to NYFW is intimidating enough, but flying in with relativity no confirmations is even scarier. Sometimes brands don’t get back to you until the day before the show! I’m so happy to even have the opportunity to travel here and experience what we all love so much in person. Cheers to NYFW, Tumblr and FASHION!