lol sometimes idk what im doing

I’ve seen posts about the paladins making up their own memes while in space, but I don’t think I’ve seen anything in regards to them referencing Earth memes and confusing the shit out of poor Allura and Coran. 

Ex: 

*everyone hears about Hunk’s cooking at the space mall* *proceed to throw Gordon Ramsey jokes everywhere*

Pidge, running in circles: “WHERE IS THE LAMB SAUCE???”

Keith, holding Lance’s face between two pieces of bread: “What are you?”

Lance: “An idiot sandwich”

Shiro, squinting at a plate of food goo: “This goo is so green, it could be coming out of your nose.”

Allura and Coran: ??????

..

Lance, to Keith after an argument: “Catch me outside, how bou dat???”

Allura: “We’re in space please do not exit the castle????”

..

*Lance slips and falls on something*

Pidge: “I can’t believe Lance is fucking dead.”

Coran, befuddled: “He’s perfectly fine all of his suits functions show-”

..

*loses Keith in a crowd* *Lance climbs onto a chair*

Lance: “LANCE IS A USELESS, SEVENTH WHEEL”

Keith: “WHAT DID YOU FUCKING SAY”

Lance: “There he is”

Allura, to Hunk: “Do humans often scream self deprecating sentences over crowds of strangers?”

..

Allura, in the middle of a fight: “WE WILL NEVER GIVE UP”

*cue paladins singing “Never Gonna Give You Up” by Rick Astley*

Allura: “We are in BATTLE”

..

Coran, discussing infiltration plans for Galra base: “And then Shiro and Keith will enter in through the main doors.”

Shiro: “One does not simply walk into a Galra base.”

Coran: “That’s…that’s what I just said. Were you not listening?”

anonymous asked:

2, 4, 28, 26, and 24 for Mitch AND Jonas. Plz and thnk

24. In their own words, how would your character describe what their lover is like?

(answered #2 for jonas here!)

02. What is one of your character’s biggest insecurities? Are they able to hide it easily or can others easily exploit this weakness?

mitch actually has really low self-esteem when it comes to his appearance and also doesn’t eat around other ppl. …he also forces himself to throw up a lot jkldjgsd sighs

04. What are their favorite traits about their lover? (one psychological and one physical)

MM jonas likes to act like he hates when mitch is overprotective of him (sidney does the same thing sometimes) BUT he appreciates it. esp at school, or at home when his foster dad is being a jerk. it’s not that he can’t stand up for himself, just that ppl tend to not take him seriously…… and physical uh he thinks mitch is cute in a. weird sorta way. n he has nice arms and big hands (thumbs up)

and shit mitch loves like everything about joey honestly (wow gay) but favorite psychological thing prob how he turns into such a smartass when he’s mad! he’s like a little sass machine and mitch  thinks its the funniest thing. physical UH he likes how jonas is soft n squish and also all his spotty spots

28. If your character became a celebrity, what would they be famous for?

JEEZ I DUNNO if not for jonas’s wacky superpowers then i guess either skateboarding or drumming? i doubt a life of fame is really his Thing though

mitch is much more likely to be infamous with his telekinesis i think lol. i cant imagine him being a celebrity omg how about a reality show following him around and his stupid fucked up life yeah id watch that

26. What is their lover like sexually? How do they feel about their lover’s quirks, needs, etc?

(since this one is n/sfw im puttin it under read-more HAHA SWEATS…)

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Blackpink Reaction to Their S/O Having Weird Sleeping Habits

So first of all yay! First request! Honestly it took shorter than I thought it would hah okay anyway

Jisoo

Jisoo would find it totally adorable and internally fangirl over how cute you are before hugging you so tightly you’d probably suffocate and wake up. However, she’d complain about you cuddling with stuffed animals and not her (I don’t care what you say Jisoo is the jealous type okay)

Originally posted by ygblackpink

Rosé

Chaeyoung would find it a little weird at first, but after a bit she’d be comfortable with it, and I totally think she’d like keep a journal and write down the stuff you say and try to make out what you’re dreaming (this is what I do with my brother sometimes when im bored and cant sleep lol) (also idk what the gif has to do with it it’s just cute ok)

Originally posted by jjennies

Jennie

omg this cutie okay so I feel like both jennie and lisa have weird sleeping habits too, and jennie would 100% fangirl over you like jisoo but like ten times harder. She’d be the type to take videos of you snoring and save them to her computer to watch when she’s bored and for blackmail

Originally posted by 9477

Lisa

Lisa would be really happy that you also like stuffed animals bc she totally has a collection don’t fight me on this and she’d be like “Y/N omg I’ll trade you this lion for that hippo” and you two would probably fall asleep with a mountain of stuffed animals stuffed in between you two aww this is so cute wow (in the gif you’re rosé)

Originally posted by now-burnbabyburn

anonymous asked:

i think most of us (hjfgd me included im 18) are either older or lgbt because weve been around longer and notice the signs of genuine attraction quicker? and like idk! i started shipping it because of subtle reasons..... i feel like that goes for most of us? and that kinda stuff takes a certain level of.. experience to notice? theres just... little nuances in how they interact that tips me off for them being real and thats sometimes hard to notice, esp in a gay couple? idk if im making sense lol

you’re making sense, and i agree!! i think it’s one of those things that a lot of shippers are able to see smaller moments, and i don’t think it’s directly reflected by age, but i think that it does have something to do with it, maybe. idk. but i get what you mean!

bleusarcelle  asked:

OOOOH NOW I GET IT. Lmao, I'm sorry. I just didn't know what was all the music topic about, like, even after I followed u I was like... Idk what happening but they sound cool so kay. But then a mutual of mine was like 'listen to this' and it was the Moana Cover Vld Edtion, which amazing btw, amazing voice, and I was like OH OKAY I GET IT OK THIS MAKES SENSE. IM sorry its so random, I just thought i might share that I think you are amazing and pretty chill. I like u.

HEY THERE! ahha don’t worry about it omg. this made me laugh lol. i think my blog can be confusing sometimes tho bc i do suddenly get swept into things very passionately then suddenly it’s something else and i profusely apologise bc it’s probably like “god….. wtf is sunny yelling about this time” hahaha.

i also made the vld epic trailer music thing a few months ago which was good fun if you ever saw that 8). fandom projects are always good fun! omMMM i actually found you through a really positive post you wrote about being a good space for people and bringing ppl together not tolerating hate ect and i too think you’re v chilled and awesome. being chill is cool. i like seeing you on my dash bc you’re super friendly and welcoming! 

that is really kind of you to say about the music thank you for taking a moment to tell me. that makes me happy ahhh. i put a lot of work and passion into the projects i do around here - so feedback is really nice to hear!!! 

spoiler: i like u too 

I think i just feel somewhat nervous talking to other young people who come from china in mandarin and idk why, maybe cause of how my accent sometimes wavers due to the variety of dialects I grew up with or because idk some conversational slang/interjections (?) cause my knowledge of mandarin is 95% my formal education and 5% what my older relatives say…. regardless i want to learn more cause while reasonably fluent I’m not good enough yet and i do see myself as more chinese than hong kong-ese so im looking forward to assimilating and becoming Full Chinese

anonymous asked:

Um this is kinda unrelated but I have friends who are very conservative/right-wing/pro-trump.. they're pretty racist/sexist/etc. and i disagree with them on a lot of politics stuff.. but they're good friends to me they're just ignorant so idk.. when i try to educate them bout stuff they ridicule me for being a "sjw" "feminist" whatever idk what to do lol is it okay to be friends with them

hhhhhh my daily debate

bc on one end, that kind of negativity is also personally harmful in addition to generally harmful in allowing their racism/sexism/etc… but on the other hand sometimes it’s like you have no choice.

my friends (back home, not at college) and family are all sexist and homophobic and some of my friends are kinda racist. im introverted and have social anxiety already so like… im not exactly loaded on friends. they’ll say problematic shit all the time and its really stressful; family especially. like when i argue with friends its awkward and we eventually move past it. but with family? god the fights are so anxiety inducing. listening to another lecture on how horrible homosexuality is and how bisexuality is disgusting while having to keep my lips tight knowing that if i fight ill just ruin my week and have to deal with the reminder that i can never come out to my family….. horrible. but i cant just tell them to fuck off

i know lots of people say like “fuck your problematic friends, fuck your problematic family” but it isn’t that easy. my parents are definitely problematic… but they also give so much money to charity, they volunteer all the time, and are always kind to others, and i would never claim that they’re truly bad people. idk. its very very difficult. that very drastic way of thinking, the “you aren’t truly dedicated to the effort if you still associate with problematic people” is too idealistic and generally comes from someone who has had an easy time saying goodbye to the problematic people in their lives. 

if i said goodbye to all the problematic people in my life i’d be completely alone. probably k*ll myself if im being honest because my mom is like the most important person in my life, regardless of the fact that she’d reject me for my sexuality.

one thing you learn from life and growing up, and i may not be old but i’ve been through a lot, is that not everything is black and white. the young, self righteous way of thinking doesn’t work. you should understand the black and white, always acknowledge right from wrong, but a society in which problematic and so called “non-problematic” people never interact or couldn’t be civil with each other cannot possibly work.

and on top of that, people change. my parents have definitely grown much more mild in their politics since i started to voice my own. things change. you have to function in the world and interact with and even love people who are by some definitions of the word, bad people. and thats life. a series of compromises. so dont feel bad for having friends like that. try and educate them, call them out for being problematic, but it is not your duty to some kind of higher power to alienate everyone who violates your moral compass. its not possible. no one can live like that, and if you truly think you can you need to reassess your definition of problematic bc you are likely overlooking issues for your own comfort.

and so that’s my opinion on the matter. grit your teach, stand up for your beliefs, but it is not your duty to cut people out of your life permanently

aaallmmaa  asked:

so im into a girl in my soccer club, she is from a different city so i dont see her very much. she has never said that she likes girls and she talks about boys so idk. we sometimes talk but with people and id like to talk with her alone. what do u think i should do? i think i should first make her know im lesbian lol but what if she isnt or she doesn't accept me?

If she doesn’t accept you then it’s her loss! I know that’s hard to hear sometimes but she’ll either like you back and all will be good or she won’t accept you, and in that case you have to ask yourself if you really want to be harbouring a secret love for someone who doesn’t understand you. the way I see it, you should let her know, you’ll regret it if you don’t. Good luck!

tag 9 people you’d like to know better

tagged by @rosegoldxglow <3 

Name: Sam

Average Hours of Sleep: my sleep schedule is seriously messed up.. i often have a hard time falling asleep so 4-5 hours is usual for me sometimes more if im extremely exhausted

Lucky Number: 9

Last Thing I Googled: how many dimes in a roll lol 

Favorite Fictional Character: hmmmmm idk i have many faves :/

What are you wearing right now?: a comfy grey sweater that has a big hood that i pretty much live in at home and sleep pants that have snowflakes 

Do I run any more blogs?: pls i dont have time 

Do I get a lot of asks?: not rly but when i get them they are usually nice <3 i enjoy the ones that end in banter just as much tho 


i tag @dimpole @ozten @parkjimin1 @rebelbaze @milhousevanhurten @poppyoongi @fleetwoodharry @teamsolome and @harrysayingnympho even tho i know everything about that hoe 

so i was tagged by @ohmelisandre thanks bby!

rules: answer 28 questions and tag 20 blogs you would like to get to know better

  1. nicknames: em, emy
  2. gender: female
  3. star sign: cancer
  4. height: 1.60m
  5. time: 21:21 omg
  6. birthday: 20th july
  7. favorite bands: florence + the machine, fleetwood mac, maroon 5
  8. favorite solo artists: lana del rey, halsey, marina and the diamonds
  9. song stuck in my head: into you - ariana grande
  10. last movie i watched: the man from u.n.c.l.e.
  11. last show i watched: rick and morty
  12. when did i create my blog: 2012
  13. last thing i googled: “convert youtube to mp3″ lol im always downloading songs illegally
  14. do i have any other blogs: nope
  15. do i get asks: sometimes
  16. why i chose my url: because cersei lannister is my life basically
  17. following: 1k+ i think
  18. followers: 5
  19. average hours of sleep: 6 hours
  20. lucky number: idk anymore at this point omg
  21. instruments: /
  22. what am i wearing: long sleeved shirt and pjs pants
  23. dream job: historian, writer
  24. dream trip: egypt / greece
  25. favorite food: pizza
  26. nationality: italian
  27. favorite song right now: i love to love - tina charles

i’m tagging: @hufflehugg @alicehoffmans @lucreziaborgia @jeyne @mytholgy @whyjaime @huremsultan @labellafarnese @cerseilainnister @bb8er @bpdanakn @elizabennets + anyone who wants to do it!

fagtthew  asked:

6, 17, 42, 55

Thank U 😭 Ur a sweetheart

6) Do you sleep with or without clothes on?
Umm usually with but if im hot i’ll sleep naked sometimes

17) What was the last lie you told?
um i told my crush i was sleepy but im wide awake because i literally just dont know how to sleep at appropriate times smh

42) Do you like the smell of gasoline?
this is so weird LMAO i usually dont like unnatural smells but I sort of do like the smell????? its weird but i just do lol idk why

55) Love or lust?
oh this is easy. Love

Im the same anon as before~

Ok story time yay!

I have 3 (well, 4) stories to tell, going in chronological order. Im going to preface this by saying that i have dark skin, big lips, a wide nose, and short 4c hair. Im also tall and scrawny lol. My friend who i will be talking about is biracial, light skin freckles, long hair, you know the deal. Ill also say that i don’t listen to kpop really that much. All the people
Mentioned in my story are pretty attractive too. Sorry for the walls of text, im on mobile. Also sorry for any grammar mistakes

My first ambw encounter happened in my freshman year of high school. I had multiple classes with this one particular boy who was Korean. I never really showed any interest in him all throughout the year, but i did notice that he was hilarious. Towards the middle of the year i start to become more attracted to him, and my friend (not the one mentioned above-this one is Chinese) did as well. She would point out his biceps and his tan and idk that made me really find him attractive (he was well built for a freshman, what can i say?).

One day she made it very obvious to him that i found him attractive, and from then i started to notice him acting strangely towards me. He would stare at me, then pretend to look away when I caught him. He would also completely act as if I were invisible when we worked as a group, which made me really confused.

Fast forward to near the end of the year. We were both in Japanese class, learning how to say 欲しいand ~たい sentences (“i want” and “i want to do…”) and i noticed him looking at me really weirdly, like really weird. as an excessive. We played a game called fruits basket. To spare the word count i won’t describe the game but it has a pretty simple concept which involves saying a sentence out loud to a group. We each had four pre-written sentences to use but! He ran out of sentences (looking back on it it probably was intentional) so he had to make up a sentence on the spot. Well, he kind of stood there for awhile, paced around kinda nervously, then stood directly in front of me, like less than a foot away even though he had more that enough space to stand anywhere else. He looks me straight in the eyes and says 彼女は欲しいです. Everyone in my class is just like… “What” because we haven’t learned that vocab before and basically we all suck at Japanese. Im looking back at him straight in the eyeballs cause… Idk I didn’t know where else to look haha his gaze was so intense. I didn’t understand what he said either.

A few awkward moments pass, then my Japanese teacher translates it for us. He said “i want a girlfriend” directly to me! In a class full of people!! I didn’t know what to do because i was so overwhelmed lol. I just looked down (im still mad at myself for doing that) and pretended to not realize, which must have been so embarrassing for him fml

2nd story:

occurs during junior year. My friend (whom i described above) and this Chinese guy hit it off, but really nothing comes of it. Idk why im sharing this, but everyone agreed they would be a cute couple.

3rd story:

also junior year. The Korean guy mentioned above is again in my classes. He still looks at me and stares sometimes, and even his brother (who graduated the year before) would look at me with a weird knowing look lol. I told my friend about my attraction to him (the biracial friend) and she decides to tell the Chinese guy because him and the Korean guy were friends. They talk for a moment, then the Chinese guy yells at me “im sorry! You’re an amazing person!!” Im like, “WTF” cause im all the way down the hallway. my friend comes back and tells me the Korean guy had been in a relationship for over 1.5 years. Im like, okay. I didn’t want to be a homewrecker so i kinda backed off. I learn way later that he was not in a relationship and the dude blatantly lied to me. Im not sure why honestly. Whatever im over it.

Ok last and most important story tbh.

Sophomore year (ok i lied im not going in chronogical order) i meet this junior who draws really well (im an artist myself btw) and he takes notice of my artistic abilities (hes Chinese, but not the same guy as the other stories, ill call him bob). Bob comes up to me one day and goes “wtf you’re a really good artist, teach me your ways” so im like, aight. I really wasnt attracted to bob at the time.

Time goes by and we become pretty good friends. I start taking an interest in bob because of his talent and amazing personality, but he really didnt show any interest in me so i kinda kept it on the down low. Near the end of junior year, though, i find it harder to mask my feelings, so i tell him how I feel. To my surprise, he felt the same way! He asked me to prom, but i couldn’t go, whatever though.

Two weeks later we officially become a couple! It truly is a dream come true yall. I didn’t want to get all mushy but here i am lol. He told me he had a crush on me almost since we first started being friends (he hid his interest really well but looking back on it i do notice a few hints i didn’t notice before) but was afraid of what i would say so he kept it hidden. For all yall girls out there, whatever race you may be and whatever race your love interest may be, tell them you like them! You never know what can happen :)

Alajade// the best for last lol.. I know way more than you think I do & idk how you haven’t caught on to that yet the way I put pressure on a problem especially if its old.. I was waiting for the truth & I still didnt get it from you lol. but its okay bc I already know & so did everyone else .. you told me it was my fault you did what you did last month , im not taking that I refuse bc thats what you said about the first timw bc you were hurt.. but when you hurt me I always kept it between us maybe fb post sometimes & tumblr but I never involved another person bc I was hurt lol.. you told me so many stories that you forget you tell me the truth amd then lie again lol I always catch that. you said “ I lie to you bc I love you & I tell these niggas the truth bc I dont care about them” .. all I asked for this whole relationship was honesty bc I trusted you with my life before everything turned sour.. & I think thats what fucks with me the most that someone could literally tell me its raining outside but if you said it wasn’t then im strolling out the house with no umbrella without a second thought.. I kept craving the gf I had in November-December 15’ . & I was never really mad about the parties it was just that 1. I hate alcohol & I hate when you drink bc you said it yourself you do stupid shit..& idk how you still want to drink so heavily anyway. 2. I was never invited & I guess the reason was bc you were “free” at parties lol but if shaking your ass is being free then so be it bc that’s the only problem I had and on top of that you’re drunk grinding on other drunk boys lol .. & then you talked about how you wanted to dance with one slowly or whatever you said you know what post im talking about .. I hate it I hate it.. watching people’s snaps of you grinding on dykes and niggas and bitches lol.. when you told me you only danced with your friends lol .. you broke my heart multiple times little do you know & you always say I make you feel bad about it.. you keep saying im ungrateful lol you keep saying you gave me a arm and leg to repay me for what happend when all I truly wanted was for you not to drink so much thats all & sometimes miss a party or two.. thats all I wanted from that bc it all revolves around you being intoxicated .. I thought you helped me with being homeless and shit bc I was your gf & you loved me not bc you felt bad for what you did. im so sorry for the things that happened after and me calling you out your name for it. you were my whole world , you were all I had & then you told me you couldn’t be that anymore bc it wasn’t healthy but who was I supposed to find ? Myself ? how ? Too much was going through my head and I NEEDED someone. you got tired jada let’s face it you didn’t wanna deal with my problems no more because they started to become problems for you . I noticed & I offered for you to leave before they got worse but you said you would stay but you slowly started to slip from my finget tips.. there was no more light in your eyes when you seen me . I was so angry jada I was so fucking angry. You make me seem like I used to beat you you make me look terrible now like a monster & im not lol I fucking not , I just didn’t want you to leave.. “I’ve been abusing you” lol it was ALWAYS mutual , you hit me , I hit you .. I curse you out , you curse me out. I always play innocent lol I know im a angry girl who wont stop talking to her ex bc I’ve been wanting to die and I crave someone like myself to help me through it.. so im sorry if that pisses you off but its the truth. It didn’t mean I thought she was prettier than you , funnier, cooler NOOOOO it meant maybe I could save a life and I wouldn’t feel so worthless . I fucking loved you with ever inch of my body after my gma passed all I wanted was you but you didn’t talk to me much lol.. the week I didnt talk to you I was homeless I was sleeping in project building staircases & I craved your bedsheets so bad.. but that was my fault bc I let my anger drive you away . I stood in train staions begging for money but this society is cruel to the homeless we’re disgusting and we only done it to ourselves in their eyes. but I knew you didn’t see me like that but i was so angry bc I thought you would leave I had nothing I couldn’t & still barely can get you something to eat. I was feeding of you and I drained you.. & you had your own mental problems to handle at the same time & never asked if you were okay so you seeked help in others. I didnt do my part I disnt speak up & I should have . I wanted to marry you I wanted to wake up next you every morning I wanted to see your face everyday. theres so much more I have to say but there isnt enough time in the world .. so much more to explain but this is it .. hopefully the truth comes out somehow.. just know I love you & take care of yourself bc ill be watching.

-taty the tough guy

Grace puts a lot more thought into her videos then I feel like we give her credit for. And if you told her that she’d probably say “lol its all a lie” or something like that (oorrrr maybe she’d say “yeah…I do, thanks"…..who knows?? I don’t know her that well) but sometimes I’m watching her videos and Im like woah that was funny and then I remember that she had to think of that concept by herself, and then I remember the amount of videos she’s done. And its like dude, she’s funny and like really good at staying on brand, and that is impressive as fuck. I applaud bc girl has got success wrapped around her finger, and she’s kinda really good at what she does

Idk….just something I was thinking about after today’s video.

hello all, please forgive me if this makes completely no sense in the beginning, it slowly will become clear to you all.. soon.

how do i even begin this holy shit, okay. i’ll probably end up in tears by the end of this, i don’t know how long this will be, i don’t even know where im going with this. okay.. okay.
hello. It’s nearly been 3 years of me having this blog, and it’s been about 3 and a half years since i’ve known Luke & then 5sos formed yada yada whatever we get the idea.. Words cannot express how proud i am of these 4 boys. from knowing them just starting out being young west sydney rebel’s who never did what their mother’s told them, to now these beautiful guys who have been amazingly lovely to me over these past few years. i honestly don’t know what i would do without them.. but.. people change. people grow up and people get over things. this is a post i never thought in my wildest dreams that i ever thought that i would have to write, but. im just over it. 
i literally love every single one of you, old fan, new fan, no matter who you are, i love you.. it’s really simple, like.. i just love you all so much. and it’s that love that’s gotten me in trouble and where im sitting here like, what the fuck do i do. 
it’s become clear to me over the past month or so that i’m not inlove with these boys anymore. they just don’t appeal to me anymore like i don’t even know how to explain it. they’re becoming everything they’re not. they’re not a boy band, they’re not only known as 1D’s support act. but hell, that’s all they will ever be known as now and i’ve stuck around for so damn long that maybe.. just maybe.. it’s been too long. maybe i’ve over stayed my welcome, well that’s how i feel anyway. Out of the 300 ‘small’ fanbase that they had in 2011, about 20 of them have actually stuck around. and about 4 of them still have blogs for them, sad huh. im so happy and privledged to be apart of that 20, but most of them left after the hot chelle rae tour in 2012. they were just starting to get too famous and they weren’t that 'small local band’ anymore. it became clear to me that fans were leaving ever so quickly and i didn’t know what to do. should i go with them? should i stay and continue with my blog? should i just stick it out and support these boys? what would have happened if i left with all those girls? would the fandom be okay without us? would there even be a fandom without the old fans? how were we supposed to share our stories with the new fans if there was no new fans left? i don’t think you understand how happy we were to be getting new fans.. new people to share our love with 5sos.. we weren’t bragging that we spoke to the boys or what we were friends with them.. we wanted you to know them exactly how we did, we gave you that opportunity but we basically got shut down all the time and hated on for 'bragging’ so we just never said anything anymore. us old fans have been so damn welcoming to new fans. ever since 2011 we have always been welcoming and loving to every single person that has taken an interest in 5sos. and it get frustrating when people come into your little family and try and take over and some-what 'rule’ the family like no. we are all so equal, just some of us have been here longer than others. i guess what im trying to say is there is no little family anymore. it’s over. they’re probably going to become the new one direction and that’s everything they were against and if they keep being one direction’s support act, that’s all they are ever going to be known as. and it’s probably one of their worst decission’s they have ever made. and i know alot of 1D fans follow me and believe me, i have nothing against one direction or their fans.. it’s just.. they’re not 1D. they don’t even sing music like them and they were the support act to show people that they’re not the australian one direction, to have them side by side and say, this is us, this is them. we’re nothing alike. well now.. they are. and that’s pretty much everything they were against and now it’s a reality. 
it’s probably one of my biggest pet hate when people say they were here from the beginning.. when they weren’t. i know you can’t help that you didn’t find them earlier but please don’t try and act like you know where im coming from because you really fucking don’t. She looks so perfect was not the beginning. they were a band 2 years before that. they had a fandom before that. i miss the old family. i miss my old 5sos friends. i miss the old 5sos. yes. the old 5sos. this isn’t them, i don’t even know who the fuck they are anymore because they’re not the people i used to know, that’s one thing for certain.

im not going to tell you why i don’t love them so much anymore because its really not something to talk about at all, & i don’t want any of this to influence your decisions or choices, like please keep supporting 5sos, please do it. they’re going to need it. it’s my personal choice and decision and i just.. i just don’t know what to do. im stuck between the choice of, do i keep lying to myself by keeping this blog and saying that i still love them and always talking them up and defending them holy shit, i can’t do it anymore. i can’t defend them anymore. im not a one direction fangirl and i literally refuse to be apart of this anymore i honestly can’t do it anymore i can’t be apart of this family that’s literally 90% of it is 1D fangirls, 8% 'band’ fandom & 2% old fandom. im sick of being the 2%. i really am. im torn between, what do i do.
I’ve made so many beautiful friends with this blog, with knowing this band, for supporting them. you guys have literally been the only thing keeping this blog alive for the past month, honestly. 
i don’t know what to do. do i keep this blog. do i change it to another theme but still blog 5sos sometimes. do i completely change the blog to something totally different, do i keep lying to myself and pretending that im happy and keep this a full 5sos blog. or do i just delete it and pretend i never even knew the name, 5 seconds of summer. im literally torn i honestly have no idea what im going to do, your opinions would mean the world to me, so send me a message on what you think i should do because i literally just.. i don’t know. okay thanks for reading this, can’t wait for the hate :))))))) lol idk man im just done, and im sorry to everyone i’ve probably disappointed.. with this post, it came to a shock to most people i’ve spoken to, but i can’t hide it anymore, i can’t lie to you guys. you’re my second family. i share everything with you guys and this is one of those things that i just needed to get out and want advice on. okay thanks i literally love you all please dont hate me, thank you for this amazing opportunity to run this blog, but all good things must come to an end.. maybe this is the end.. i’m literally probably leaving the future of this blog in your hands,  xxxxx