lol idk but this came to my mind when i saw these pictures :(

31 Days - Part 1

Table of Contents: Part 1 | Part 2 | Part 3

Pairing: Kim Taehyung x Reader

Genre: angst, fluff

Word Count: 2.8k

Summary: You come to Korea to visit your family after you graduate from college. Soon, you find yourself falling for a guy you meet online. There’s only one problem—you’re only in the country for thirty-one days.

You weren’t sure what you expected when you landed in South Korea. You’d been here once, years ago, when you were young. You didn’t remember much, other than the fact that you went over the summer and that it was really hot and that you hated kimchi.

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Laucy Thoughts - start to finish

Knowing Lauren and Lucy has dated and now no longer does is like watching a great movie with a sad ending. It’s like being satisfied knowing how great it was, how special it was, even if it didn’t end as much as you hope for - because you know it happens to people. Some couples don’t last, but that doesn’t mean what they have wasn’t real.

It was real, romantic even. But It has ended. It’s tragically beautiful.

(rant - a long ass post)

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The Phantom

One Two Three Four End

vampire!au taehyung x reader

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1,723 words

anon nymph wished – hello :) can i request a vampire taehyung scenario? he doesn’t know you personally, but he is attracted to you yet in order to keep you safe he tries to stay away, you don’t know he is a vampire but you’re attracted to him as well, his mysterious look draws you in, idk how they’ll end up together (probablt tae resisting until the end) but you can include some steamy hot feeding scene /\ thanks :)

hello love! You are my first request on this blog and I thank you! So- I have a question for you?! I got carried away with this ask >.> as you can see, this drabble is quite long.. do you mind the fact that I will have to make this into a series type? I hope not >.> Because lets be honest, vampire!au’s, ohhhh boy lol! Please let me know if you like the idea, and if not, I’ll make the second part as short as possible okay love?

-Pasithea

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I See The Light

Prompt:  Imagine your OTP recreating the lantern scene from Tangled.

Request:  Prompt 24 for tom holland please? Idk otherwise free range :))

24. “Just because.”

Peter Parker x Reader

AN: I don’t actually know if there’s like a good lake near NYC because I’ve never been but let’s pretend there is one lol also i know that they announced that Peter is 15 but i’m making him around 17 in this one

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Originally posted by peterparkerdaily

Originally posted by powerpaffgerl

And at last I see the light
And it’s like the fog has lifted
And at last I see the light
And it’s like the sky is new 

“I love this scene. It’s so romantic.” I told my boyfriend, Peter. 

We were having movie night and I somehow convinced him to watch Tangled with me. Peter had his arm around me and I had my head on his chest as we cuddled on his bed. 

“I’ve always wanted to try flying those lanterns.” I said. Peter hugged me tighter and rubbed my arm. 

“Really?” He asked, looking down to glance at me. I looked up to meet his eyes.

“Yeah, it seems fun and it looks really pretty.” I smiled.

You’re really pretty.” He told me. I rolled my eyes and giggled. My cheeks felt warm as he complimented me. 

“And you’re really cheesy.” 

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Come Back Home

Originally posted by seungcheofine

Genre: not angst but like sad? (ex. break up), fluff

Featuring: Seungcheol

A/N: so going back and watching episodes of seventeen tv and seeing pre-debut seungcheol had me feeling some type of way, and it inspired me to write this

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Uncut

I wrote this when Phil made his ‘My Secret Files’ video and totally forgot about it until I was moving stuff over from my old hard drive and figured posting it is better than just having it exist but not be anywhere so I hope you enjoy lmao

Summary: Phil is sorting out his old computer and he finds an accidental sex tape of his and Dan’s. 



Warnings: idk slight sexy times(ahaha I cant write smut lol) sad break up times and a little bit fluffy



Word count: 3489 



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okay, so I started this little singledad!michael series where you are the kindergarten teacher. I know where I want to take this so hopefully the execution will go smoothly lol. I think I am going to have each part switch from your pov to michaels. idk if I’m loving this first part, but here goes nothing.

This was your least favorite aspect of your job. Having to tell a parent that their child was struggling was never fun and usually didn’t end well. You could recall many occasions where meetings had ended with a parent screaming at you then storming out of your classroom. You didn’t become a kindergarten teacher because you liked adults, you did it because you loved children. The idea that you were helping shape the minds of future generations made your heart swell with pride. So you dealt with the parents, but that didn’t stop you from hating parent teacher conferences.

“Ms. (Y/L/N)!” The voice of a little girl pulled you out of your thoughts. Shifting your eyes up from the lesson plan you had been working on you saw one of your little students standing in the doorway. You couldn’t help, but let a smile stretch across your face. Cadence was such a precious little girl, always so excited and kind to everyone she met. Your gaze shifted to the man next to her whose hand she was gripping on to. Making your way over to them you noted his appearance. He was tall, towering over his little girl, but the resemblance between the two was uncanny. Their fair complexion was almost exactly the same, although Cadence had an assortment of little freckles that danced across her nose and cheeks. They shared the same forest green eyes that both were sparkling at you as you approached. Cadence had beautiful red ringlets that flowed almost all the way down her back, while her dad was sporting a quite short hairdo dyed blue that seemed to be faded a bit. You were intrigued by the man’s appearance, from the pierced eyebrow to the band t shirt to the ripped black skinny jeans all the way down to his scuffed up combat boots. He was very attractive, beautiful even, but you tried to erase that thought from your brain. No gazing longingly at your student’s parents, that was a line you really didn’t want to cross. But he didn’t look anything like the usual parents that came into your classroom. Already, you admired him for that.

“Ms.(Y/L/N)! This is my Daddy!” Cadence said when you stopped in front of them. She was bouncing from one foot to the other in excitement, “Daddy! This is Ms.(Y/L/N)!” You smiled at the man in front of you, thinking he looked quite young to be a father.

“Michael,” He said outstretching his free hand. “It’s great to finally meet you, Ms.(Y/L/N). I’ve heard so much about you, I feel like I already know you.”

“Wow, that’s really great to hear, but please call me (Y/N),” You replied. It thrilled you that you made such an impact on your students days that they went home and shared it all with their families.

“Hey, Cadence,” You said bending down so you were face to face with the little girl, “I’m going to talk with your Daddy for a little bit. It’s gonna be boring adult stuff so why don’t you go over to the arts and crafts center and draw a picture for, okay?”

“Okay!” She said quickly skipping away with enthusiasm.

“You know where all the markers and papers are?” You questioned.

“Yes! Thank you, Ms.(Y/L/N),” She said not making any glances back at you and Michael, her sole focus was getting to those markers.

You turned back to Michael, “Here we can sit at my desk and talk.” You turned and led him to your desk, taking a seat on your side. You folded your hands and placed them neatly on top the papers that took refuge on your desk doing so to prevent yourself from clicking your pen nervously.

“Man, I feel like I’m twelve again and have just been brought into the principal’s office to be reprimanded,” Michael said with a nervous chuckle, rubbing the back of his neck.

“Oh, no no! You’re not in any trouble, neither is Cadence. She is such a doll, truly. She’s so sweet to everyone and is always the first one to volunteer to help me. This meeting isn’t about her behavior. I haven’t had any issues with her,” You said hurriedly, hoping to cause some of his nerves.

“Oh, okay. Well, that’s good to hear,” He said and you could see him visibly relax.

“Yeah, I just needed to talk to you about her progress. As I am sure you’ve noticed loves anything where she can be artistic. She excels in drawing and shines whenever we are lucky enough to have music class. She is quite creative when it comes to making stories when we write, but what she is struggling with is reading. She is quite behind the level of reading she should be at,” You stated, bracing yourself for him to start yelling that you didn’t know what you were talking about or were incompetent at your job. You were shocked and relieved when he leaned forward and said.

“Okay. So what are we going to do to bring her to the level she needs to be at?”

“Well, she has been turning in her weekly homework packets which is fantastic. So you want to continue that. I’m not sure if you read with her before bed every night, but you may want to start doing that. Just whenever you get the chance encourage her to try and read. Whether it be a menu at a restaurant or road signs as your drive home,” You said.

“Alright. Should I hire a tutor? I don’t want her to move on next year and already be struggling,” He replied.

“Well, you could, but I don’t think she is at that point yet where she needs one,” You said.

“Okay, but I really want her to get all the help she needs. Wouldn’t a tutor be best for that? I know she’s only in kindergarten. You probably think I’m crazy for wanting to hire a tutor, but I was never good in school. I always struggled and I hated it. I don’t want her to go through what I did.”

“No, I don’t think you are crazy at all. You’re a concerned father who wants to do everything he can for his daughter. That’s admiring. It shows me how much you love her,” You said as you reached across your desk to grab a sticky note to write down some tutoring information down for him.

“I do, I really do love her,” He said glancing over to the other side of the classroom where Cadence was drawing vigorously, oblivious to everything but the pen and paper in her hands.

“I’m going to give you some information of friends and colleagues of mine who are great with kids and tutor-”

“Oh! Um, I kinda thought you could do it?” Michael asked cutting you off. Your head snapped up looking at him with wide eyes.

“I, uh,-”

“I didn’t mean to put you on the spot. I just..She is already so comfortable with you. She takes a bit to warm up to new people and I just don’t want to waste any time,” He was looking at you with pleading eyes and there was no way you could say no to this beautiful man who loved his daughter so much.

“Okay, we will have to set up times and days that are best for you and her, but I will do it,” You said with a smile.

“Thank you,” He said grabbing your hands and squeezing. A little jolt of electricity ran through your body at the contact.

***

You were heading out to the parking lot ten minutes later with a new number in your phone, a new schedule on your calendar, and a new piece of artwork up on your classrooms wall. You were so ready to get home, put your pajamas on, and curl up in your bed. There was one more day until the weekend and you couldn’t wait to just have a relaxing few days to yourself. You jumped in your car, put the keys into the ignition and were met with a sputtering noise till it quit.

“You’ve got to be kidding me!” You tried to start your car three more times before you accepted that it wasn’t going to start. Your head fell down to rest against the top of your steering wheel. What the hell were you supposed to do now? No one was at the school because you’d stayed late for your meeting. There was no one you could call. You started to pound your head on the steering wheel, muttering the word shit between every thud of your forehead. A knock at your car window made you jump in fright.

“Holy shit!” You turned to see Michael standing with a sheepish smile on his face. You opened your door and got out.

“I’m sorry, I didn’t mean to scare you. We were about to leave and I just saw you over here looking like you needed some help,” He said.

“No, it’s fine. Yeah, my um car seems to not be starting,” You stated the obvious, motioning at your currently useless vehicle.

“Do you want a ride somewhere? We’re in no rush to get home. I really can’t let myself leave without knowing you got somewhere safe,” He said with a kind smile. Man oh man where had he been all your life. He was beautiful, cared about children, and was kind. You quickly shook those thoughts out of your head, he was one of your students parents for god’s sake!

“Also, Cadence will never forgive me if I leave her favorite teacher out here in what looks like is about to be a rainstorm,” with his comment you looked up to the sky, taking notice of the big storm clouds that had begun to form over your heads. Rain, of course there had to be rain. You looked back at him and nodded your head.

“Let me just grab my bag,” You reached back into your car, grabbing your purse and school bag then followed Michael to his four door car occupied by a smiling little Cadence.

“Ms.(Y/L/N)! Are you going to come to dinner with us!?” She said when you’d gotten yourself into his vehicle.

“We are only gonna take Ms.(Y/L/N) home, Cay,” Michael said turning the car on and beginning to drive out of the parking lot.

“But, but Daddy! It’s milkshake night! She has to join us for milkshake night!” She said in a desperate tone.

“She is right. It is milkshake night,” He said with a sly glance at you. “You aren’t in any hurry to get home are you? Is your boyfriend going to be concerned?”

“HA,” You let out a laugh at the mention of a boyfriend. That definitely was not a problem you had been dealing with. “No, no. No one waiting for me.” You thought to yourself, damn after your car breaking down you sure as hell deserved a milk shake.

“You know what, Cadence,” You said turning your head to look at the little girl boosted up in her car seat, “I would love to join you for milkshake night.”

“WOOO!!” Her little cheer elicited giggles to come from her Dad. Looking at this man with all his tough exterior giggling at something his little girl just did made your heart skip a beat. You were intrigued by him, even more curious to get to know him better in these upcoming months.


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Cherrywave? Cherryswave?

I’ve been thinking about starting something, where anyone can express themselves, like tell me about their bad day, tell me about their battle with themselves, or a place where they can share that. Idk if it would be a movement , idk if I will just let this go, but I really do want people to realize that they are not alone in what they are going through. I was thinking back to when I used to cry everyday because I didn’t look/act like a certain girl in my school. I would cry because I never had the desire to become something “normal” when it came to my career. I never saw my self as a nurse, teacher, or sitting in an office , I have always pictured my self in the arts, whether that was me reading poetry on a stage or dancing or acting. And last year before I graduated high school I felt so left out of my friends goals because I could never talk to them about me wanting to do something in entertainment. Idk I feel like a lot people feel this way and thats why I want to bring all those people together, idk how, i just want to name it something and the word ‘wave’ has been on my mind heavy. 'Cherryswave’ or cherrywave idk , I had a dream about me riding a wave and it turn into cherries lol. But I like it, it could mean that im on this journey with cherry, im not alone there are other people with the same struggles as me on the same wave. Idk if anyone will read this but these are my midnight thoughts.

To let y'all know Jackson was here for the SWIRL

Okay so let tell you how these guys look exactly like they do on screen in 1080p! Like I was amazed at how good they looked in real life!! (Still not over it)

Okay experience wise it was a 20/10 like that was money well spent. They made me laugh and I was just here for it all.

So on to the good stuff. As you can see from the video they came through the crowd and you were high-fiving ppl. So Mark kinda went right but doubled back around but Jackson came down and my hand was up and he looked at me and as soon as he saw the girl next to he like hurried up to go over and say hi and I was like DAMNN. So the girl next to me wasn’t really fan she just came with her younger sister and they are both super pretty she’s also darker than me! To let y'all know he was here for the SWIRL. He came and she kind of video taped it that’s where my cam gets shaky cause I was trying to get in it last minute but sidenote: after all that sweating and stuff can you believe Jackson still smelled good! Idk if he sprayed cologne or what but I was like waiiittt you aren’t supposed to be smelling like fresh laundry what is happening here?!?

Anyways I was trying to recover from the shade of Jackson ignoring me but Yugyeom saw me looked in my eye smiled and high fives me and I wasn’t a stan before but I am now like omg he was fine up close! AND TALL AS HELL! we were standing kinda on a leveled area and he was eye level on the flat grown so if I was flat he’d tower over me!

Later in Mark kinda came over and also high fived me but I was trying to do it properly and it kinda didn’t show up in the vid lol

So the HI-TOUCH!

Mind you I’m thinking Jr gonna be last and he’s my ult so I’m like i am just gonna chill and say hey when I get to him at the end. GIRL HE WAS FRONT AND CENTER when the door opened and I couldn’t handle it. He smiled at me and I just didn’t know what to do like I literally went blank lol I think mark was after but I remember he did like a head nod thing and I did the hi touch. Then I think was bam bam and he actually said hey like in a friendly way (he was supper energetic the whole show) so that’s when I snapped back in time for JB to kill me with his smile and I smiled and hi touched cause I didn’t know what words were. Mind you they were all like leaning over the table which I don’t know if it was a normal thing but they were.

Then was Yugyeom he been killing me all night and he was sitting on the actual table and he just gave me a big ol smile and I smiled back and hi touched. Then poor YJ looked soooo tired he literally just was there for a sec then he put his hand out (not leaving over the table) and I grabbed it and said I love you and his eyes got wide and he was blinking a lot LOL i think I woke him up. So then a staff member decides she was gonna try like I’m some jit and put her hand on my back to push me forward so I stopped to look at her like who do you think you are? then she just looked away. I was so mad I almost forgot to hi touch Jackson. I was getting ready to walk off and he like REACHED over the table and put his hand out and I was oh yeah and just tapped it and stomped off lol. Mind you I had the girl next to me he was dying over go in front of me so I could see and that lady made me turn around and miss EVERYTHING. I was so mad lol she said he just hi fived her but she kinda was rushing cause when I turned around she was already heading out. And we were the first ppl to go through like I WAS LEGIT THE THIRD PERSON TO HI TOUCH LOL

But I just wanna say everyone in ATL was super friendly. I met some cool people and the girls were decked out! The outfits were great like we came to SLAYYY!!

Oh and JB was sooooo extraaa! That bias wrecking thing! He was feeling the crap out If you do the body rolls were crazy!!

what i wore lol :

Someone on Twitter got us right as Jackson was comin up I was not imagining things because she was like he was so here for her!! LOL:

LOL...so there's this bitchhh

There’s a girl that was in Allens class that we both came to the conclusion in the middle of the year that she had a crush on him. Mind you, she’s black too. Fine. I actually found it flattering honestly lol Pretty much the masters program Allen was in started Jan 9 and it was an 11 month program and they all chose their groups and she was part of Allens group with three other Chinese students. Long story short she ended up failing out of the course that they were in half way through the year lol I never met her but during Allens graduation she came as a guest for one of the girls that she used to be in the group with.

I meet the rest of Allens classmates and they were all super nice but this GIRL…said “hi” and acted like I didn’t exist DESPITE standing next to Allen..holding his hand. I don’t know how many times that girl hugged him and took pictures with him and FIINNEE but she literally acted like I didn’t even exist.

Then she came again last night to the graduation dinner n she was all “hii allleenn” and shit. Honestly I don’t think she even said hi to me now that I think about it! Anyways me and Allen were together the whole night and when we were all eating dinner Allen realized that time was about to expire on the meter so he ran outside to go take care of that. I look up like a minute later and the girl is gone too. And something in my mind told me she went to follow Allen but then they put food in front of me and I totally just…Idk. Then we were leaving and she was all hugging him and what not and didn’t even say a WORD to me!

We get home and I was saying how much I couldn’t stand her and we were laughing about the whole thing then Allen goes “oh! You know she was outside when I came back from paying the meter?” And I was like “I FUCKING KNEW IT!!” And he was like “yea, when I came back she standing there looking at her phone and she goes ‘where did you go?’“ And I’m like…the fuck?! And Allens like "yea, I was just like I went to go add money to the meter and she was like oh ok, take a picture with me!’ So I was like okkk? and she put it on her snapchat and then I came back inside.” I was just like…..that bitch.

BUT THAT WASNT ALL. Then Allen goes “While we were leaving and I bent over to give her a hug and say bye she goes ‘call me’ and I was so shocked when she said I didn’t realize til I got up and I just looked back like 'what?’” At that point I was like THIS SNEAKY ASS BITCH!!! Like I saw Allen looking back while we were leaving like ❓❓ but It was crowded and I wasn’t paying much attention but I was ready to drive back, find her and pop OFF ON THE BITCH! Look, I have no problem if a girl has a crush on Allen…but to blatantly act like I don’t exist in front of me and then have the AUDACITYYY to be sneaky like that??? Nooo bitch nooo!! If I ever see her again…And she’s ugly?!? Like if Allen was going to do something with another girl it for sure as hell wouldn’t be HER. Has anyone else have this happen to them??

All mi kno seh she betta nuh mek me catch she inna di street. Kmt 😠 bring out the Jamaican in me. Bitch better watch out lol

Hacked into Love

Hacking was your life. It was all that you could ever think about. Coding came as easy to you as 1+1. You never meant to do it, but your fingers had a mind of its own. They would find their way into back channels of secure networks and you could find anything that you wanted. There was never a system you couldn’t crack.

You never meant to hack into Namjoon’s personal laptop but with all his teasing on Twitter of all the new songs he was working on, you couldn’t resist. You only had intended on taking a peak at what these songs were. You were never the one to leak information, you just didn’t like secrets.

The day you broke into Namjoon’s laptop was like any other normal day. You found yourself, plastered to your desk tracking the IP address of his last Twitter update. It took you less than four minutes before you were in. When searching through his files you saw that Namjoon currently had a file running. Being the nosey person that you were, you activated his webcam so you could see what he was doing.


In one of the several studios in Bighit, Namjoon found himself working on the beat for an upcoming track on the new album. No matter how hard he tried, something just didn’t flow right with the lyrics he had imagined. Three consecutive days working morning to night on this one beat and there was still no progress. What was he going to tell Bang PD when he asked how the new title track was coming along? Out of frustration, Namjoon slammed his hands down on the keyboard aggressively. Not knowing what else to do, Namjoon let out a big sigh and buried his face in his hands. When He looked up he couldn’t believe his eyes, someone, somewhere was typing to him on his computer.


“It sounds good, don’t give up.”

What were you doing? This was going against every rule you had ever set for yourself. You were to never let anyone know you were there. But how could you sit back and watch him beat himself up over something that sounded so amazing? Like always, your hands took control and started typing away before you could even process what you had done.

“It sounds great, just some minor tweaks and I think this will be my favorite song yet.”


Namjoon couldn’t believe his eyes, he had to be dreaming. He obviously had spent to many sleepless days in the studio where he was imagining that someone was talking to him through his laptop. No matter how hard he tried to wake himself up, the text was still clear as day on his screen. He decided that either way he might as well go for it and get this outsiders opinion.

“Oh really, and what needs to be changed?” He typed without expecting anything in return.

“Well if I were you, I’d slow down the tempo just a smidge and in the chorus it sounds a little choppy right now, I’d add a few more beats.”

Namjoon couldn’t believe he was actually taking in consideration from a mysterious person, but he thought he had no other ideas so he gave it a try. When he did he could hear the song flow closer to what he had imagined it to be. It wasn’t perfect yet, but it was definitely in the direction he wanted to be in. It sparked so many ideas in him, he instantly started scribbling down notes.

“Hey thanks, that really helped! I think I know what I want to do with this song now.”

“Haha no problem, glad to be of service. I won’t bother you anymore, I’ll leave you to it.”

“No wait, who are you, how am I even talking to you?”

“Oh um, I’m just a fan who is kinda, maybe, sorta really good at hacking lol.”

“You..you hacked me, how?”

“Well it wasn’t that hard really, all your posts on Twitter made it really easy to trace your IP address and that made everything else a piece of cake.”

“Why did you do it?”

“Because you kept teasing about upcoming songs, and I hate secrets with a passion. I couldn’t resist, I’m sorry!”

“You’re not going to like give me a virus or something or leak the song are you?”

“Nah that’s not my cup of tea lol, I was thinking I’d just download it for myself and enjoy the music. Oh by the way the pictures of you and Rap Mon you have saved on your computer are too adorable, they’re definitely my new wallpaper.”

“Wait you’re looking at everything! Hold on, can’t you just stick to the music! I mean yes you helped me, but a man needs his privacy.”

“Chill, I won’t go through everything, but you have to look at it from my point of view. It’s like a kid in a candy store, everything is so tempting to look at!”


Conversations like that went on for days. You spent at least a hour everyday talking to Namjoon. You two had some how gotten pretty close. Two months had gone by and it felt like you knew everything about him. For Namjoon on the other hand, all he knew about you was that you were indeed a girl and you finally told him your name after a month of begging. He wanted to know so much more about you but how could he ask? You just mysteriously appeared on his computer one day, but there wasn’t anything he didn’t trust you with. Whenever a problem occurred in his life he went in search of you. He decided that he couldn’t take not knowing you any longer, so he decided he had to make a move.

“Are you there?”

“Yeah I’m here, what’s up?”

“Well I have a question for you?”

“Ask away then.”

“Umm..well, we’ve been talking for quite a while now and idk I was wondering instead of this hacking business, you’d want to, idk text? I mean I’d still show you all my new material and everything but it would be a lot easier if I could talk to you on the phone.”

A question hanging in the air, Namjoon waited for your reply. He wished more than anything that you would agree. If you could agree to that, he was sure he could convince you into sending a picture of yourself to him. He had spent days trying to imagine what you looked like, but nothing he could think of ever felt quite right. He needed to know more about you, you were all he could think about lately.

When you finally replied Namjoon literally jumped out of his chair, completely forgetting the fact that you were watching him through his webcam. Once he remembered, he sat back down awkwardly blushing so many shades of red. The first thing he did was shut down his laptop, he wanted it to be a surprise of what he was doing.

Before long you heard the sound of your phone go off, you had a new text message from a number not yet in your phone. When you opened the text, you were greeted with a picture of Namjoon smiling ear to ear. You swore you could get lost in his dimples alone. Once again, without realizing what you were doing you took a picture of yourself and sent it back to him replying hey there.

When Namjoon looked down at his phone he forgot to breathe for a moment. You were more beautiful than he could have ever imagined. How did he get so lucky to be able to talk to someone as smart and beautiful as you. He instantly saved your picture to his phone so he could look back at it later. Without hesitation he messaged you back.

“Wow, hello beautiful.”

You didn’t think you’d ever smiled so much in your life, did Namjoon really just call you beautiful? This had to be a dream. Your bias of your all time favorite group just called you beautiful. You couldn’t stop smiling no matter how hard you tried. You hated to admit it, but you had really fallen for him. Not in the way that most fans love their biases, but you actually did love him.

You loved the way he ran his hands through his hair when he was thinking too hard, or the way he’d smirk when he thought he was being funny. You loved the way he’d lose himself in the music and yet he would still be aware that you were there. You loved how he valued your opinion, there hasn’t been a song that he didn’t run by you first before the members even. You loved the way he said your name, it sounded so foreign yet so familiar all the same. You loved him for him and not the Rap Monster everyone else knew him as.

You were afraid to tell him though. Yes you considered yourself his friend, but how could he ever love a fan? You felt as if you were just another fan in his eyes. Little did you know that Namjoon was just as afraid as you were. How could you ever truly love him more than just an idol? He’d be gone all the time and when he was home he’d be stuck in the studio preparing for the next comeback. You deserved someone who could spend every moment with you, not someone who you could only talk to via electronics. No matter how much he loved you, he couldn’t tell you.

Texting turned into phone calls and phone calls turned into face timing. There wasn’t a day where you two didn’t talk. You’d sacrifice hours of sleep just to talk to him a little longer. Namjoon and you had gotten so close that he even told the other members about you. You had spent just as much time talking to them as you had Namjoon recently. You could really see how close they really were.

One day in particular you decided to hack back into Namjoon’s laptop for old times sake, maybe find some new pictures of Namjoon and Rap Mon on there. Out of habit you activated the webcam and you saw Namjoon and Hoseok sitting in the studio.

“So have you and ______ talked yet today?” Hoseok asked mischievously.

“No not yet, probably will soon though.”

“You know, I’m surprised you two aren’t together yet. You guys act like you’re a couple anyways. Have you ever even gone a day without talking to her.”

“Um I mean once I wasn’t able to talk to her until after midnight, does that count?”

“No it doesn’t, so you literally talk every day then. Why not just ask her out then. Since I’ve known you I haven’t seen you talk to anyone as much as her. Heck I don’t think you talk to me as much as you do her.”

Just ask Namjoon was about to respond out of the corner of his eye he saw the green light of his webcam on. He instantly knew you were watching. He slammed the lid of his laptop shut and started yelling at Hoseok.

“Shit, what have I done?”

You were panicking, was that something you weren’t suppose to hear? Did Namjoon like you? You thought about the conversation you just overheard and you reassured yourself it couldn’t be true. He never said he liked you, Hoseok must have been jumping to conclusions. You guys were just friends right?

You grabbed your phone and waited for Namjoon to call you. After being caught you expected him to call you almost instantly. Instead you waited and waited and he never called. You wanted to talk to him, but maybe he was upset at you hacking him again. You went to bed wondering why he didn’t call you.

For the first time in over six months Namjoon and you didn’t talk to eachother. A day turned into a week and there was still no response from him. Was he really that mad at you? Each day you sent him a text in the morning and a text before you fell asleep and each day he didn’t text you back. You started to think that your whole friendship was a sham, that he just thought you were some creepy fan and indulged your fantasy for some shits and giggles. That he had finally grown sick of you and didn’t want to talk to you anymore.

A week was too much, you couldn’t take it anymore. You decided you were going to send him one last text and than you’d be done with him. Screw him if he wanted to throw away six months of friendship over one overheard conversation. You had enough of him ignoring you and you were going to give him a piece of your mind.

“Look here Kim Namjoon. I don’t care how famous you are or how busy your life is, you still have enough time in your day to at least send me one simple text to tell me your busy. But no, I get nothing, nada, for a whole fucking week! Are you really upset that I overheard your conversation? It’s not like it’s the first time I’ve heard you talk with your other members. If you don’t want to talk to me anymore than that fine, but let me at least know. If you want me out of your life just let me know, I delete every conversation I’ve ever had with you and I promise you, I’ll never hack into your laptop again. I thought we were friends but I was wrong. Whatever Namjoon, if you’re going to ignore me then I’m done, good fucking bye..”


Namjoon looked down at his phone and he couldn’t believe that you had just sent him this text. Not talking to you for a week had been living hell for him, but he thought it’d be better for you not to like him. But seeing you wanting to throw away what you two had was eating him alive. Could he really live without having you in his life? Was he being selfish for wanting you to be apart of his life? All Namjoon knew was that he wasn’t willing to lose you. Without hesitation, he called you.

“Look you don’t have to say anything and by the end of what I have to say, you still want nothing to do with me then just hang up. I know I made a mistake by ignoring you a full week, but I didn’t know what else to do. You heard a conversation that I hadn’t even figured out myself yet. Look, I have been in love with you for four months now, but how could I tell you that? I’m an idol, everything I do is in the limelight. I’m constantly awake and I never have any free time. I want to be with you more than anything, but you deserve someone who can spend every moment with you. I can’t give you that, so I thought it’d be best if I made you not want anything to do with me. But the thought of losing you is killing me. I know what I did wasn’t right but please, please don’t give up on me. If you can forgive me, will you please do me the honor and be my girlfriend?”

He spent a whole week ignoring you so you’d move on, because he wanted what was best for you. How stupid could he be. You had loved him for just as long if not longer and yet he thought you deserved someone better, but to you no one could even compare to Namjoon. Your bias, your friend, actually loves you, you couldn’t believe it you didn’t know what to say, but you knew you had to say something before he thinks you hung up.

“How dare you decide what’s best for me. Did you ever think of asking me what is best for me? You can be so stupid at times! I love you too and yet you think I should be with someone else, how dumb does that sound? Of course I’ll be your girlfriend, we’ll make it work. You need to stop worrying about the ifs and focus on what’s actually in front of you.”

And just like that Namjoon and you were dating. It came to no surprise to the rest of the boys when Namjoon told them the news. Jungkook actually won twenty dollars off of Jimin because Jimin was sure he wouldn’t ask you out until a year had past. You went from being a fan who couldn’t take the teasing, to a hacker who gave some pretty good advice, to be Namjoon’s girlfriend. You had never been so thankful for your hacking skills before.


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A/N


Hey guys, sorry it’s been so long since I’ve updated on here. The majority of my summer classes will be over this week though. I’m going to have a lot more time to update. I promise by the weekend I will have a new chapter up of Life Changing as well.

As always please let me know what you think!

-Admin K

marxismtaketwo  asked:

WAIT YOU TOOK SHOTS WITH BRENDON?!?! How? Where? Why? Take me with you!

Sorry it took my so long to answer this but my mom was in town this weekend and we were quite busy. Here’s the whole story:

Pandora was sponsoring a free concert on Thursday, December 10th in NYC. Panic! at the Disco and Fall Out Boy were headlining the show and several other artists were playing as well. I reserved tickets, though they didn’t guarantee admission, and I was debating wether or not to go. The venue was really far, doors were at 6 + PATD wasn’t even on until 9:30 & the venue might be at capacity by then, I had homework, et cetera. Ultimately I ended up not going, and while I was disappointed I’ve seen both groups in the past so it wasn’t the end of the world.

My roommates and I go to the same craft beer bar every Thursday. I almost didn’t go out because my mom was coming into the city early Friday morning and my roommate Olivia was sick, but we ended up going anyway. Best! Decision! Ever! We’d been sitting there for about half an hour, talking about idk what, when Olivia looks over at the door and says “Holy fuck that’s Brendon Urie,” and I was like “No way, you’re fucking with me.” But that’s when I saw him- Brendon frickin’ Urie. We immediately start freaking out. He was with a big group of people but I didn’t recognize any of them. His group is seated at the table right behind ours.

I get super nervous when presented with people I admire, especially famous people. God bless Olivia because she doesn’t get starstruck. Before Brendon even sat down, she tapped him on the shoulder and said “You’re Brendon Urie!” He was incredibly nice. He smiled and said “Yes I am!” We introduced ourselves and I told him how I had been a fan for ten years. (Keep in mind the other three people in our group were also impressed, but Olivia and I have been huge Panic! fans forever.) He asked if we were at the show, Olivia said no but I lied and said I had been. I also complimented him on the concert lol sorry Brendon!! But in my defense I have seen him multiple times and it’s always amazing. He asked if we wanted a picture, and of course I said YES, and he put his arms around both of us while my suitemate Rebecca snapped the picture. I know it’s hard to believe but he’s even better-looking in person. He was also shorter than I expected haha. He wished us a good night and went back to his table, which was set up in such a way that his back and my back were right next to each other. I could hear his conversations. It was insane.

We couldn’t believe our luck. The venue was no where near this bar, and how many bars are there in Manhattan? Olivia and I decided we needed to buy him a shot. There was a moment of panic(!) where we were debating what kind of liquor to get, if he would reject it, et cetera. We ended up ordering 3 shots of whiskey. Probably 20 or so minutes after our last conversation, Olivia taps Brendon on the shoulder again. She says “It’s been my dream for forever to take a shot with you. Do you mind?” And of course this sweet, beautiful angel agreed. He came over to our table again and he says “I’m way too old for this, I never do shots anymore.” I handed him the glass and Olivia asked him what his favorite Panic song is. He said it’s a new track off the new album, I think he said the titular song. We say cheers to Panic and he’s like “No no no, cheers to you guys!” I seriously hate taking shots but this was the easiest shot I’ve ever had. My friends were taking videos thank God. He thanked us for the shot and went back to his table.

At this point all of my life’s dreams have been realized. Olivia and I ascended to a higher plane of being not accessible to mere mortals. Olivia immediately pockets Brendon’s shot glass. Then Joe from Fall Out Boy walks in! I’m so embarrassed, because one of us (we can’t remember who) called him Andy a few times before he was like “I’m actually Joe.” Oops. I felt bad and he didn’t really seem like he wanted to chat which is totally fine, but we did get a picture with him as well which was nice. 

It was getting late at this point but there was no way we would leave this bar as long as Brendon was there. We sat at our table sneaking glances at him every once in a while but doing our best not to gawk. Our friends were talking about something else, I have no idea what. We were completely distracted. Around 2am we decided it was time to head out, but before that we wanted to get an autograph. Olivia ripped one of the paper menus in half and found a pen. Just as we were gathering our stuff to leave, Brendon also happens to be gearing up to go. As he stands up Olivia asks if we can bother him one last time. This time when he comes over Rebecca asks what they were doing at this bar. Brendon explained their hotel was 3 blocks away and this was the closest bar. I told him it’s our favorite bar, and he smiles SO big and goes “Yeah I’m glad we came here, because I got to meet you guys!” I cannot stress how nice he was. He signed Olivia’s menu, then mine. I told him he was my first concert back in 2007 and he goes “Oh, for A Fever You Can’t Sweat Out! Great tour.” When he signed my menu, he asked if I spelled Sarah with an h. I said yes and he said “That’s the only way to spell it, the right way to spell it.” Awwwww. Then we each got a hug, he thanked us for the shot, wished us goodnight one last time, and he was out the door. 

I’m still in awe, I can’t believe this happened.

Fan report OTRA Gothenburg, Sweden 23/6

ok wow…. I just got back from the concert and i’m gonna try to give a good view over the whole thing. Just now as a walked past a mirror I realised I’ve got a somewhat shocked expression on my face, haha… might need a few days to come down.

(This might come out a little rushed, but the concert ended literally less than an hour ago and i’m on my ipad, so. Note - this got really long. Heh.)

I’ll start of quickly with the stuff leading up to the night, just for my own fancy of remembering it all. we all heard some horror stories from like Brussels of what the organisation can be like, but I guess we’re really lucky in Sweden, because it worked flawlessly (up to a certain point, lol) and lucky for me even while queuing for several hours I didn’t really get tired as I usually do. loads of nerves and anticipation, I’d say. hella long queue, though, and a little too much standing all pressed together - because when the queue started moving, finally, all chaos broke lose and people started running, ending up in a big lump on the other side of the stadium for too long instead. Anyway, onwards.

The stadium was awesome. I think the capacity is around 65,000, don’t think we’ll break the record but close maybe, 50 - 60,000 at least. Definitely biggest I’ve ever been to, so cool experience. From my point of of view it seemed really full too, literally up the walls, and the walls are so high… So hah take that, ‘struggling’ ticket sales rates! lol.

Audience; hella good. Many balloons. Very nice atmosphere, no bad incidents really and the mood was really good. Partly thanks to the rad Mcbusted - awesome openers and really good at warming up the audience. Fun, jokey boys with nice catchy music, even for me who hasn’t listened at all to them.

Leading up to the actual main act tho, I was really looking forward to doing the Macarena and Single ladies dance among thousands of other people, but unfortunately those didn’t come on… heeey I liked that tradition. ( even though it’s my first 1D gig, lol.)

Enter the boys… I'mma start on Harry. Because, yeah, I sort of have Harry-tunnel vision, though I think I managed pretty well to divide my attention between all of them.

Wow, he seemed really happy and was very smiley. Wearing: No need to mention; usual tight jeans (tiny, I want call them, lol, and then a white tee, so breaking the pattern of matching with Louis today - on the other hand it looked suspiciously like the famous 'boyfriend tee’. Maybe, maybe not.

Harry wasn’t maybe as 'wild’ as he’s been some of the dates this tour, but he held up a really good mood all the time and literally kept me laughing so much. Say hi to the return of 'I have a son, his name is Ismail….!’ and loads of Köttbullar!!!, and a pregnant ballon belly… He also made a really nice impersonisation/accent when he was trying to get the audience stomping and clapping, apparently someone said 'No, not possible!!’ and he had to express his view on that. Vocally, his voice sounded somewhat rough but he also did reaaally well. Such as the Ready to run high note, loved that. His part in Don’t Forget Where You Belong… *heart eyes*. Only wish I’d enjoyed his voice a little more in the moment, but there’s literally so much that takes up your mind.

Also the first random thing that hit me really was that Harry looks so much like his younger self in real life! Apparently that’s something that hasn’t gotten through to me via pictures etc.

Now, Louis! I really enjoyed his t-shirt, 'The future is now’, looking really good in mainly black, + white. (Wonder where that might fall in his habit of communicating through t-shirts…) No clothes-change though which was surprising, (Edit: okay he swiched tees in the end but no one else did.) but I guess it depends on the weather. At first, his general smiley-ness from the last shows didn’t really show, I think, but believe me, that came. A bit in he was so very bouncy, playful, loving all the balloons and he blew up so many! Especially during Little things where he also seemingly tried to hit Harry with them repeatedly when they were flying away which was really cute. Later on he apparently got lucky to find some water pistols, which then took up much of the rest of the concert because hey, apparently you can’t have too much of waterfights. He also picked up one of those disposable cameras and proceeded to take pictures… I would kill to see one those pics, aha, if the camera worked.

On the larry-interaction front I have nothing special to add really, except the previous mentioned balloon thing. The 'usual’ (lol, love that) turning to Harry during 18 and Night Changes happens a few times from Louis, but then he also sings about equally much to the others. Harry did the Little things-thing again, of singing 'I’m in love with…’ without finishing the line and then really obviously turned around, to look at, well /someone./

Liam, oh Liam, was so cute and wonderful to see in right front of me. He put so much silly stuff on his head (party hat, huge glasses, flower tiara, the list goes on..) and seemed to have so much fun. There was the repeated praise of the audience, which well, is very nice, and for once it sounded really genuine. I really enjoyed his voice and there was a nice note change in a Little White Lies (unless he usually does that? idk) which I then can tick off on my OTRA-bingo, lol. He did loads of beat boxing between some songs as well.

Niall was his usual brilliant self, but I honest sort of want to see more of him now in hindsight. I’m not sure if it was because he didn’t spent much time at my part of the stage, but I feel like I didn’t see him enough. Even if only to check out his guitarplaying more, cause as a guitarist myself i’m very interested. He did shake his butt loads in Girl Almighty though, that’s always the best way to enjoy that song, haha.

One thing that hit me as I was walking home, even though I haven’t really noticed this before in videos, is that I sort of really missed Zayn…. Not only his lovely high notes, though very much that as well, but like a little bit of his presence… ah well.

Now, RAINBOWS. I saw Rainbow Bondage Bear and his 'baby’ there as his usual amazeballs self on the pink throne he deserves. I think he was sporting full black leather with a matching cap to top it off, not much news but niiice.

Took a while till I spotted some rainbow signs/RD participants - almost thought I was on my own for a moment, but then there was a lovely rainbow “You make us strong” rainbow sign in front of me, as well as “Harry you are my rainbow”. Aw. Also, saw a “Harry is my queen” - hah, cute. which yeah… I agree. That was only my section though so there might have been loads around/behind me… On the screens later though there seeming was rainbows here, there and everywhere.  which yeah, brings me to…

The sign-reading part. Which had an…. interesting incident. I filmed this part closely because reasons like the last concert, haha, so I’ll upload tomorrow probably. Basically the first sign that came up on screen said something like “If God hates gays then why do Louis and Harry look cute together” complete with rainbows. And oh my god it stayed on the screen for so long while Liam was talking a bit, the whole audience started reacting like 'omg’ and wow, so much screaming. Basically, that reaction really surprised me, I hadn’t really seen anyone I could identify as a Larrie around me, but in that moment it was everyone, it was so enormous, and I’d also say very positive. Also - got awkward as hell because it literally stayed on screen for what felt like ages (well hello there camera person…), you could wonder why… because Liam wasn’t reading it, obviously, tried talking away, so they just tried to wait for other signs and then Harry reacted with doing his old “oggy oggy oggy!” very suddenly, which to me felt a lil stressed lol. I don’t even remember the rest of the signs now, got so intense there a moment. (Oh right, there was one the said “Sorry I didn’t bring my dad, Harry!” LMAO.)

Ah. I probably missed loads but that’s about it, now. The only complaint I have is that it was over way to quickly, like really… went so fast, and also that Louis wasn’t loud enough! (because he sounded REALLY good in all the songs, it just got a little drowned out from the crowd.) His mic should be turned up to eleven for maximum No Control appreciation.

All in all they seemed to love and appreciate it very much, best show in the EU tour hmm? Love that my country is so awesome to them 😘

(I have loads of pics and video too, will probably spam some of that tomorrow unless I find something especially good on my phone right now.)

let’s go with a preshow selfie too..

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I can’t believe I’m actually writing my own Loft ‘89 experience. AHHHH!! Okay here we go! So when we were waiting outside before doors opened, Kevin from Taylor Nation (now I understand why he’s so loved online, he’s the sweetest) asked if he could take a picture of us for the TN home page and we were like yeah!! Then as soon as the doors opened we went straight to the TN booth and they had the TV screen with tweets and fan pictures and ours was there! But it was one that I had posted the night before in my room and I have no idea how they even found it?! It had barely gotten any notes on Tumblr or Twitter so idk I thought that was crazy! Then Kevin took our pic again at the booth and he was also there after the show with all the loft 89 people. This may have nothing to do with why we were picked, or everything. I’ll never know. So our seats were in Section 119, Row 13, Seats 11 and 12. From the time the concert started, we were dancing and jumping and singing and having the time of our lives!! We had our posters with “mad love” lit up and our pink lit up fairy wings (which apparently were visible even from the higher up sections!) Obviously I had thought about the possibility of getting loft before the concert, but when we sat in our seats, I noticed that they were really in the middle, and I didn’t think anyone would navigate their way in there to get to us. Idk, but once the show started, loft was not in my mind at all. Me and my sister were just so entranced by the whole show. Nothing else mattered except that we were finally being serenaded by Taylor and we were going to enjoy every second! During the All You Had To Do Was Stay Speech, I kind of saw shuffling next to me but I was so focused on Taylor that I didn’t even turn. Then I see my sister turn her head, and her mouth fall open. I turn and Andrea Swift is right there. I like gasped her name and I started bawling as I gave her the biggest hug! She was like, “I have one question for you: have you ever met Taylor?” And through tears I was like nooo! And she’s like “do you promise me?” And I was like “I promise” through my sobs. And so she said that we were gonna meet her and she put on my loft bracelet and my sister’s and gave us the golden ticket and I couldn’t stop bawling. She also gave loft to these two girls almost directly in front of us who totally deserved it! I said thank you so many times and eventually stopped crying. Throughout the concert I would just look at our pass because I could not believe this was real life. After the concert, we were meeting in my section so we stayed there and tried to make ourselves a little more presentable after that emotional roller coaster that is a 1989 concert. They eventually walked the 25 of us over to loft 89! Jamie Foxx was standing right in front of the entrance btw!!! He didn’t say anything to us and we didn’t say anything to him, though. Lol. We took pictures inside and I had a cookie, and Scott was chilling passing out guitar picks. I didn’t get one or to interact with him at all, though. Sadness. Then we were told to stop taking pics because tAyLoR was coming. She didn’t come until like 15 minutes later, though! Before she came in, we were told to get our energies up for Taylor and we all started cheering. Then Austin came in! He talked to people and then she finally came in!!! She was like “hi guys!” And started going around. Austin asked us if we were some special kind of fairies and I explained our poster and then introduced myself and then we shook hands. I told him that his sister was pretty great and he was like she is, isn’t she. Then we were talking to Andrea again and she was explaining how she picks people and how she had to walk so many stairs to get to the top people. She said something like how to us, it may seem crazy why we get picked out of all people, but to them, it’s clear who deserves it. I thought that was really beautiful. I didn’t get a picture with her, though, cause it was our turn with Taylor!! She finally got to us, and she was like “ELLO!” British accent. My sister hugged her then I was like Taaaylor and I hugged her and she gives the best hugs. She said we looked so cute and I told her we were wearing the wings because of our poster so I showed it to her her. I was like we actually didn’t fly here, though, we took the metro! So we got some funny looks and she was like “oh no!” I was like but it’s ok, I owned it! When we got off I even waved to the people on the train and she was like yes! Then she asked where we were from. My sister asked how she felt getting the banner from Kobe Bryant and she talked about how she wasn’t expecting it and how she couldn’t comprehend that it was a permanent thing that would be there like forever..or at least until someone else breaks the record. I was like oh, you’re gonna keep coming back and the record will still be yours. She said yeah that’s what we intend to do or something like that. Then she asked if we wanted our poster or crown or what signed and my sister had her sign our loft pass to her and I gave her a poster and said to address it to my brother who didn’t come but loves her just as much as we do. Then I told her how I just found out today that I was gonna go to the VMAs in the pit & she said that’s awesome. I told her how excited I was to cheer her on there and how I voted for Bad Blood and stuff. She said she was excited that we were gonna be there but I told her I was the only one going since my sister isn’t 18 and she was like aww but I said she’d be there in spirit. She said that stuff always happens in those shows, and that she’s nervous. “But I feel better knowing you’re gonna be there” ASHDDHFKDLDL. At that point I realized I never told her my name cause she didn’t sign anything for me so I was like oh I’m Crystal by the way and she was like oh do you want me to sign anything for you? And I didn’t think I was getting anything signed because they’d said one item per person but she signed my 1989 cd cover thing and I almost cried. Then I told her how I actually saw her last year at the VMAs and how I was just watching her dance the whole time instead of the actual performances and she said she was glad! We hugged her again before she left us and she told us be careful and don’t talk to anyone and if we were gonna be ok, if we had someone to take us back. We told her that our parents were picking us up and she was like okay good! HOW SWEET. Also, at one point I told her how I didn’t know how I still had a voice and she was like yeah I’m gonna sound weird tomorrow and I remember thinking “oh stop, you’re gonna sound flawless as ever.” When she finished the last group, she started leaving, but she turned around and waved to all of us and said bye and that she loves us. WHAT IS MY LIFE. I just want to say how thankful I am to Andrea and the whole Taylor Nation team. Never in my whole life have I been so happy! I can’t express enough how easy Taylor is to talk to!! I feel like we were one of the groups who were with her for the longest, but it wasn’t even us blabbing on to her, she kept the conversation going as well and was in no rush to just finish and leave despite the fact that it was already almost 1am! She made eye contact with me like the whole time and she had the biggest smile on her face! She’s so tall and skinny and beautiful and I feel blessed to have been able to look into her blue eyes for so long! Meeting her was more than I could’ve ever dreamed!! I still can’t believe it happened. I keep looking at our picture and it makes me cry because I love her so much and she actually knows that and she loves me too bye.
loft89experience

An Unexpected Evening

Author: Assbutt

Character: Sam

Reader gender: female

Warnings: smut, fluff, cussing

You sit down on your bed and pop open your laptop for another hour of research. Sam was in the library and Dean was either eating or taking a nap, maybe both knowing him. Your phone buzzed next to you and the name ‘Sam’ lit up on the screen. You unlocked your phone and opened the message to see a picture of him hard. The only thing was, he wasn’t wearing anything over it. You gasped sharply and threw your phone at the foot of the bed. The image was burned into your mind, you shook your head and tried to blink it away, but nothing helped. You slowly got up and hesitantly picked up your phone, the picture still bright on your screen. You stared at it for what you knew was too long and then closed it. Sam hadn’t sent any words with it, so maybe he accidentally sent it to you. You type 'Uh, wrong person?’

The gray bubble pops up on the left of your screen, dots circulating. The words that came after were 'Actually, you are exactly the right person. :)’

Shit. Sam… He- what? You went and sat on your bed again, still thinking about the picture. This turned you on. Sam turned you on. You had never-

A light moan fell from your lips as your phone vibrated between your legs. Why did you set it there?

'How’s my baby?’ You read the message at least five times before replying 'Since when am I your baby?’ with a smug look.

'Since you stared at that picture as long as you did.’

What the fuck?! Did he have cameras in your room?! Jedi mind tricks?! You felt your face get hot and red.

'I gotta admit, that was pretty nice. ;)’ you quickly text back.

'There’s more where that came from.’ You could just imagine the look on his face right now.

Damn, this really did turn you on. Sam had never, ever since you’ve known him, been like this. Especially with you. 'I have a little something for you too.’ You snapped a picture of your cleavage and sent that.

'Oh, you don’t want to tease
me. 😈’ Sam quickly texted back.

'I think I do.’ You sent a picture of your thighs that time.

Sam shot back a picture that started with his belly button, to him tugging at the waistband of his jeans. You bit your lip at how you wish that could be your hand. You sent back the same sort of picture, tugging at the waist band on your shorts.

'Damn, you’re gorgeous.’ He replied.

'And you, are sexy as hell. 😏’ you laughed at yourself and the fact that this was actually happening.

'Glad to know I can live up to Crowley. 😋’ he texted.

'Lol, so Sam… What’s with the sudden burst of feelings for me?’ You gulp as you hesitantly press send.

Nothing. Then you see him type for a minute. It stops. Your heart is pounding hard against your rib cage and it feels like a hummingbird, begging to get out. Typing. Nothing. Typing for a couple minutes. Then a message pops up. 'Well, I was reading about how these creatures mate… And how similar it is to humans. They spend a lot of time together, then one day they develop feelings and just get together. I don’t know… But I thought of you and how much time we spend together. And I got a little excited…’

'Yeah Sam. I saw.’ You snickered and hoped he heard it through text.

'Would you like a live show?… We ask for volunteers. 😉’ you thought you almost heard him giggle all the way from the library.

'Oh idk… I’m kind of enjoying this Sam. 😆’

He sends another picture just like the first. You groaned and bit your lip at the picture, staring even longer this time.

'Don’t taunt me Sam. Plus, we’re sexting, not snapchatting. 🙊’

'What’s behind those hands (y/n)?’

'😳’ you clear your throat. Maybe there was a reason you and him had never done this before. You waited a solid five minutes, still no more messages. 'Sam, you know I was joking right?’ You pace the room nervously.

'Come to the library.’

'Gladly. 😊’ you look yourself over, fixing your clothes (although they would probably be in a pile on the floor in five minutes), and combing through your hair with your fingers. You walked out into the hall and out to the library. You skipped to the library excitedly, hoping today was your day to finally get laid by a Winchester. Your phone buzzed in your pocket. 'Come find me. 😋’

'The library is huge! How am I supposed to do that?’ You quickly typed.

'Look down each aisle of shelves. If I’m not there, remove an article of clothing. Then move to the next aisle. 😏’

'Shit, Sam. Once I get a hold of you… I swear…’

'😂’ Sam texted before your other message hardly got out.

'Can I get a hint or something?’ You ask.

'Start on the left shelves. Hurry, I’m growing impatient. 😈’

'You aren’t the only one.’ You snarked.

You walked to the left, the first aisle… Empty. You remove your shirt and continue. Aisle two, also empty. You remove your tank top. Next aisle vacant… Buh bye jeans. Doesn’t he want to take off ANY of your clothes himself? Guess not. The next aisle empty. You throw your bra down and that leaves you in your underwear. Now this is just pissing you off. Your brow begins to furrow in frustration until you see Sam in the next aisle. He was fully dressed. “What the hell? Why did I have to get undressed but you didn’t?”

“I thought you might like to undress me.”

“You thought right.” You smiled. You walked over to him beginning to remove his jacket and then his shirt. He pulled you in close, grabbing your ass. You moan into each other’s mouths as he grinds himself against you, giving the friction you both crave. You pull away from him to pull his pants down and throw them at the books in one swift move. He wraps his arms around your waist, pulls your feet off the ground and shoves you into the shelf. There would be bruises tomorrow, but not from the books. “Fuck, you’re so hot. And so wet for me.” He grunted and moved a hand down to your panties. You moaned as he stuck his fingers in them and pulled them down. He let you down to the floor, still pushing you against the books, kissing you violently. “Saaam-” you moan. “I need you. Now Sam.” You gripped his shoulders as he pushed into you slowly, letting you adjust. He then got up to speed, his hips slapping against yours. You could hardly hear the flesh on flesh over the ridiculous moaning from the both of you. “SAM!!!” You screamed into his neck and you went over the edge. He started trembling and he went over his edge in seconds. Once you were both done you got down to the floor, panting next to each other. You laid on top of him and he whispered sweet nothings into your ear as you stroked his hair. In this moment you felt bliss, and comfort. You would never leave his side as long as you lived.

My LKFF Experience

Sooo! I was requested to do a post/fanaccount thingie from my point of view. I will add some extra things (but they are just for myself since I want to write them down). Here we go!

I arrived on Wednesday evening and just went straight to my hotel. The room was extremely modern and clean, but I found out my wifi was really bad. Every third message I sent just disappeared, and I got sooo frustrated! I couldn’t even update the page.

Suddenly a friend of mine (ELF meet up organizer) posted a photo on FB that she met Donghae. I went crazy since I couldn’t just walk out of my hotel and go after them x_x I was squealing and I felt even more excited than before. He was in the same city as I was ;__;

I still couldn’t believe I was travelling alone to a foreign country though. I spent my evening talking to other ELFs (just barely), and luckily managed to sleep although I didn’t want to. The next morning I woke up, did my things and decided to check out Leicester Square first.

When seeing the theatre itself I was like ‘omg, it’s gonna happen here’. I had never attended a kpop concert or an event like this before. I wasn’t even sure what to expect. I just went around, taking photos and killing time.

When I got bored, I went to use Burger King’s wifi and ended up meeting a friend ahead of scheduled time. We chatted for a while until even more ELFs appeared. When it was time to separate, me and my friend dragged ourselves to a restaurant called New China (where the ELF meet up lunch was going to happen).

The lunch was a success! It was fun talking to the others and finally actually USE English. The staff was also REALLY friendly. The waitress even took photos of us with my camera ^^ When that was over, our whole group went back to Leicester Sq and met others in front of M&M’s World. We just hung around after that, talked and got to know each other. We visited a few kpop shops (Seoul Bakery included) until it started getting dark.

Back at Odeon I went to see the friends who had my ticket, and got it. Banners were also being given out at that point. I got it too and decided to once again snap a few photos of the exterior.

Soon it was already nearing 6pm, so we decided to visit a cafe nearby and have a toilet break. When we came back, it didn’t take long until I got my D&E lightstick too. Then we were all let inside.

I could NOT believe it. I knew I we had front row seats, but actually seeing it and sitting on the seat.. It made me so happy ;; I don’t think I can ever explain the joy I get when I have front row.. The venue was nice since we got to move around and didn’t have to queue or fight to keep our places. We blew our balloons and switched our lightsticks on.

At that time a cameraman came and asked if he could interview us. He said 'this is going to be sent to SM’ and I was like omfg interview me, me me me, pls! In the end I even got to hold the mic. My hands started trembling because of the excitement XD We answered questions like where are we from and who are our favourites, and are we here just so see the boys.. It went well and now I’m just wondering if that clip is ever going to be aired somewhere? (or put on a dvd? documentary? idk!)

When we had calmed down a bit, the mini concert started. The venue turned blue, screams filled the air and we all looked to the back where the boys came from. I could not believe it was happening. They were real people, just like us, looking exactly the same and as beautiful in real life as they do in the pictures. I concentrated on their walking, since it was NORMAL walking and they were still behind the fans. Just like seeing ordinary people in a crowd, exept they had their hair and makeup done, and they were wearing their performance clothing.. They didn’t stand out that much until they were on the stage, on a higher platform than us. (i know this doesn’t make any sense but that’s what i was thinking. and forgive me, i have not seen them before ;_;). It’s really like.. seeing a character from a painting come to life. Just like that, they were there.

The first song was Motorcycle. I don’t know if it’s just me, but that song tends to sound somehow different when performed live. The beat sounds different, just like the tone Donghae’s 'rrock, rrock..’ part. I can’t explain that either, but I heard the difference and it made me soooo happy. I like live versions of Motorcycle more than the studio one.. somehow..

I can’t even remember the order of the songs. Like I had already said - I had to concentrate on so many things at the same time. Firstly waving the lightstick, then trying to hold the balloon, then raising the banner during Still You and at the same time taking photos and videos.. And I wanted to watch the concert with my own eyes, not through the camera lens. I just kept shooting something, hoping that I could get at least a few good shots.

It didn’t get any better when the boys came towards us. I was like one meter away from both of them. In a concert, that’s the best part. I had my camera focused further back, so it was difficult to just suddenly change it while holding a lightstick.. Here are a few examples XD

I bet someone is laughing at my photograpy skills right now, but seriously that’s was how it was like.. That’s normal-people-photography-reality at a concert. (the good ones are inhuman ok?) It was always the same; at first they were far away, until suddenly I go from ’YES, HE IS RUNNING TOWARDS US’ to ’OH FUCK HE IS HERE ALREADY’ with an aftermath of 'OMG HIS CROTCH WAS RIGHT THERE!’.

Like really, Mister Lee Donghae, control your bulge and thighs PLS

All of the songs were over too quickly.. ;_; At first I was confused when they performed 1+1=Love since it’s a new song and I couldn’t recognize it XD Oh No was a blessing, just like Still You. Hearing those songs they usually don’t perform.. Ahh, I want to go back.. T_T During Oppa Oppa we were allowed to stand up, and so we did, and that allowed me to get even closer.. Then Donghae decided it’s a good idea to do this:

I WAS LIKE OMG DID HE SERIOUSLY JUST DO THAT? AND HOW DID MY CAMERA EVEN SUCCEED IN CAPTURING THAT? WHAT IS AIR AND HOW DO YOU INHALE IT? WHY IS THIS FISH SO HANDSOME AND CUTE AT THE SAME TIME? @___@

When the concert was over, it was MOVIE TIME!! BEWARE OF BADASS!HAE!!!

It was the best movie experience I’ve had, lol. We all reacted at the same time. We squealed and 'WOHOO'ed when Donghae’s face was first shown. He looked so handsome in that school uniform. (The smoking scene was HOT!! I secretly took a video of it..) There was also a scene when Donghae cried, and everyone went 'awwwww’.

The movie itself consisted of four different stories, made by different directors(?). It had lots of swearing, smoking and fighting. When someone in the movie got hit really badly, we all went 'OUUUCH’.. If there was a major plot twist, everyone went 'oooh’ XD And when someone pulled Hae’s hair and beat him down, we were like 'nooooo T^T’. It was so funny even though the movie was dark and a bit confusing at some points.

At the end credits we all screamed and clapped when we saw Donghae’s name ^^

There it is, somewhere in the top four names. (obviously my camera had decided to turn itself to manual focusing and made the picture blurry ..) After that it was time for the Q&A!

I don’t have much to say about that, except Donghae’s adorable shyness.. After fans screamed, he always got shy ;_; He looked like a brave kid trying to do something alone (without Hyuk lmaooo).. And he was so, so, SO gorgeous in his suit T_T While I was taking pictures, I was thinking 'HOW CAN SOMEONE BE SO PHOTOGENIC’. That mofo looks perfect of every angle and his smile was just as handsome as his blank expression XD

When Hyukjae came onstage, fans went crazy about the lap sitting moment. It was the cutest everrrrrr! Hyuk put his hand behind Donghae’s back and looked at him sweetly..

In the end they stood together on stage and just talked for a bit. They mentioned their new album too. Not sure if the word 'DNA’ has something to do with it. (like holy shit my mind is only taking that with a dirty meaning..). After a while the official photographers appeared, taking a picture of the boys and fans. Donghae decided to take out his phone too, and that’s when we all just ran to the front. I’m not sure if someone signaled us to do it or gave permission, but somehow we just did and I had my hands full of stuff. My camera was with me and apparently I took a photo of them (can’t remember that happening LOL) while Hae was getting ready to take his picture.

And oh my god, I managed to get myself in it. Here it is, once more. Credits to the owner (BLESS HIM)

I’m the one with the Swing snapback. That is probably my new favourite photo of all time ;___; It’s a proof that I was there, so close to the people I cherish.. (you can see the camera in my hands lolllllll)

Then it was over. I was exhausted, but I didn’t feel like crying. I was so happy of all the things that happened! I just slowly made my way out of the theatre and talked to the fans I had met earlier. We were all too hyped to leave.

When I finally went back to my hotel, I just stayed in my bed, going through all the photos over and over again.

And that was my LKFF experience! Next up is SS6 ^^

One Direction Preference:You Find Him Cheating on You

Louis: “how could you! “You scream after you walk in on your beloved boyfriend who was balls deep in his ex-girlfriend Eleanor Calder. “Y/n I….I didn’t know you would be home so soon-” “What the fuck do you mean soon Louis! IT’S ONLY BEEN A FUCKIN HOUR! WHAT THE FUCK DID YOU HAVE HER DO? WAIT OUTSIDE?” You were screaming on the top of your lungs. You could have sworn that everyone and their mother heard you. You had just came back from work when this was happening and let’s say, you weren’t having the best day to begin with so this was the icing on the cake. You scan the room looking for something, anything at this point….then BAM it hits you like a ton of bricks. You run to the living room coffee table. You reach for the creamed colored glass lamp to aim it at the twat that was rushing out the door at this point. You aim for her head but then you feel a familiar arm snake around you pulling you to face the opposite direction.

“Y/N NOO BABY STOP!!! ELEANOR GET THE FUCK OUT!!!” he screams out struggling to control you in his arms.

He knew that he was in deep shit when he saw your face. It wasn’t full of hurt or betray….but anger….he never saw you like this. You were a lot of things but anger was one of the few. It was as if he was staring at a completely different person.

“I’ll find you bitch! ILL FUCKING FIND YOU AND KILL YOU WITH MY BARE HANDS!” you scream tears full of anger, disappointment and a bit of pity were falling down your face.

Not because you were sad but because the anger that you were feeling inside was something new to your body and mind. You weren’t just angry….you were numbed with pain.

Y/n, Y/n baby relax!!!” “DONT YOU FUCKIN TELL ME TO RELAX! YOU FUCKING CHEATED ON ME! IN OUR HOUSE!!! IN OUR ROOM!! IN OUR BED, THE SAME BED THAT YOU WOULD HOLD ME IN AT NIGHT, THE SAME BED THAT YOU WOULD MAKE LOVE TO ME DAY IN AND DAY OUT! THE SAME FUCKING BED THAT I WOULD WAIT FOR YOU IN WHILE YOU WERE ON TOUR FUCKIN SOME OTHER SLUT AND DOING GOD KNOW WHAT ELSE!! I FUCKIN LOVED YOU AND GAVE YOU ALL OF ME AND THIS IS WHAT YOU DO!?”You began pushing him…flailing your arms at him.

He doesn’t do anything because it didn’t hurt his toned body. He just stood there taking every slap, every punch, every blow you were landing in the torso, he took. When you were finally done you fell to your knees quickly learning that this didn’t have an effect on him. It only left his bare tatted chest a deep crimson red. You take your hands covering your face trying to muffle your own tears. He reaches for your arm but you let out a piercing scream not only to make him back away but to let out the anger that was bubbling inside you. Scratching and clawing its way out of you like a caged beast. He quickly regains his balance and claws toward you engulfing you into his arms. You didn’t reject him…not because you forgave him but because you didn’t have the energy or the anger that was once fueling your inner beast anymore. All you had was tears…and Louis….but at this point you didn’t want either. Taking his free hand he runs it through your hair trying to calm you down. Rocking you back and forth in the middle of your now torn up living room he whispers in your ear, “We’ll get through this babe…we always get through it. Please don’t leave me…please” he begins to rock harder, sobbing in your hair, kissing the top of your head with every tear that slides off his cheek and into your lap.

“We’ll make it? Right baby?” He said, his voice shaking like a scared child in the middle of the night. But you didn’t answer for the silence was louder than your words.

Zayn“Hey love, I’m stuck at the studio, don’t wait up. I’ll try to get home a.s.a.p. Love you.” You took a deep breath and sighed. This was the third time this week that he was“stuck” in the studio. Rumor has it that his bitch of an ex Perrie Edwards was in town and you had the worst feeling in the pit of your stomach that would grow each day your lovely boyfriend was “late”. So you decided to text Liam.

“Hey what’s up at the studio?” “What are you taking about love?” “No it’s  …its just that for the last 3 days, you guys have been getting out late…I get lonely lol” “Lol idk what you’re talking about love everything’s fine at the studio. Sorry babe :/” “What do you mean, is Zayn still at the office?” “Yea he said he has something’s to take care of why?” “Thanks Liam. Talk to you later, bye.”

The pit in your stomach was on fire right now.

“That STUIPD little cunt” you mumbled to yourself as you begin to bring your hair into a tight ponytail.

You throw on some yoga pants and a baggy pullover that he brought you from tour last year. “Yup…gotta burn this shit now” you said to yourself as you walked out the front door of your shared flat.

You haul your ass over to the studio, pulling the door with all you might; you rush to the recording room. As you got closer you could hear moaning, it was getting louder and louder with every step you took.

“Oh perrie, oh. My. God Perrie…fuck yea baby faster.” You inhale sharply “What in the actual fuck.”You tried to whisper but it came out as a shout. “No one can give you head like me baby…tell me you’ll never go back to that STUPID whore.” She says while yanking up and down on his shaft. “I’ll *pause* never *pause* leave baby.” Zayn says throwing his head back on the black leather couch. You go to reach for the door handle but you’ve got a better idea. Why not beat the shit out of her now then later. You begin to search the hallways for something but you didn’t know what at this point. You past a janitor’s closet full of mops and brooms and other cleaning supplies that you didn’t give two shits about. You reach for the mop and chuckle a little, thinking of a corny clean up joke. “Oh this is gonna be fun.” You thought to yourself before returning to the door.

You open the door to a half-naked Perrie with her legs up in the air and Zany’s pants halfway across his legs fucking her brutally. Your face drains of all its color. You tried to prepare yourself for what you were about to see but that wasn’t what you pictured. Yeah you expected to be hurt, but the pain that you were feeling wasn’t pity for yourself, but what you were about to do next. She flashes a smile toward you seeing that she completed her goal. “What the fuck are you doing here y/n?” He screams trying to sound angry but his amber eyes were full of fear. “I could ask you the same thing but looks like I found my answer…” They both begin to get dressed. You rush toward her swinging the mop ferociously but Zayn had other ideas. He goes to grab you but misses and grabs the mop. So now it was time for plan B.

Go bat shit crazy, plain and simple.

The sudden confident and adrenaline were an added bonus to your anger. You launch yourself toward her letting your hatred for her speak for you instead of your mind. You launch yourself at her pinning her to the floor and grabbing her hair, dragging it all around the charcoal carpet making her eat the floor. You began smashing her head into the floor but then you feel an arm pull you off but immediately yank yourself off. “You’ll fucking kill her! “He shouts. For a minute you completely forgot you had an audience.

Fuck *punch* that *punch*” you grunt.

“BABE STOP!” he shouts trying to pull you off.

You anchor yourself to her body with only a fistful of her hair. He finally gets you off her. You grunt and try to push yourself off him just to get the few last punches. He was using all the strength he had to calm you down. She finally gets up and you decide you admire your latest work.

”that’s a good look on you; I’m surprised you don’t look like that more often.” You smirk and Zayn chuckles.

Her lip was busted open and her forehead was imprinted with the carpets geometric pattern. As for her make up, it was smeared all over the floor and her face.

“God damn….” Zayn mumbles to himself.

“How could you let her do this to me? TO US ZAYN, WHAT HAPPENED TO US? SHE’S THE REASON WHY YOU LEFT ME! WHY OUR RELATIONSHIP WENT TO HELL! “She begins to cry.

He let’s go of you and walks over to her.

”I’d never let her do anything…she’s not the reason why we broke up Perrie. You were. Yeah we had good times. actually let me rephrase that , WE HAD GOOD SEX , but as for times we would either argue or not speak at all I-” she shoves him and you take a step up getting ready for another round but he grabs your waist, holding you near him.

“FUCK IT. I hope you and that thing are happy. “She storms out flipping the bird and whatever hair you didn’t yank out.

“I can’t believe she-” *smack* “What the fuck?” He asks holding his cheek. “Did you forget why I’m here or did you actually think me-” he cut you off with a kiss sucking you back into why you love him.

It felt like home when his and your lips met. All the memories of you two flash though your head bring tears to your eyes.

”why did you do this…was I not enough for you? Did I do something wrong because if I did then I need to know now…?” You say grabbing his hands that were now cupping your cheeks.

”No baby you didn’t…I did. “He took a deep breath. Holding your face tighter he looked into your eyes. “But if you think I’m going to let you walk out of my life like this, babe you’re sadly mistaken. “He says pulling you in for another kiss.

Liam: You had just come home early from visiting family. So you decide why not surprise him. You pull up to your shared flat and noticed that a limo was parkedoutside. So you get out the car walking towards the driver side of the limo. You look but no one was there. You noticed that it was swaying…the longer you staredthe faster it was swaying in the cool summer wind.

”what the hell?” You thought to yourself. You begin to head towards your flat when you notice a familiar muscular back.

“OH god Liam” a female voice yells.  ‘That’s right baby tell daddy how good he makes you feel “he whispers in her ears.

You do a double take not believing what your eyes were seeing “WHAT THE FUCK ARE YOU DOING!” You thought. Liam stops thrusting and pulls the girl away, you thought you said it in your head but you clearly didn’t when they both looked up at you in surprise

“Are you fuckin shiting me right now Payne! “Annoyance and anger washing all over your face. You hit the window but nothing happened.”

"She thought she could break the window what a dumbass…” The girl says mocking you.

You knew that voice that was the same voice that made the idea of throwing yourself off a bridge sound fun. That voice gave you chills behind your back and pissed you off even more than before. You look for a rock, no not JUST a rock a fucking bolder so you could shove it up that stupid hoes ass. You find one and began to hit the window.

ARE YOU *hit* FUCKIN SERIOUS *hit*YOU WENT *hit* BACK *hit*TO HER *hit* OUT OF ALL THE PEOPLE IN THE FUCKING WORLD *hit*SOPHIA *hit* PLASTIC BITCH SMITH!*hit*”you crack the window.

Y/n stop you’re going to break it.” He yells though the cracked glass.

"THEN GROW A PAIR AND COME OUT CUNT!” You fume with rage. The smoke from your ears clearly visible.

"Fine just don’t hit me.” he begins to redress and so does Sophia giving you dirty looks that makes you want to drag her ass out that damn seat and beat her senseless.

"Can we talk inside…let me explain baby please. “He calmly spoke giving you a pleading look. “Don’t give me that baby please shit…I don’t give a fuck what you have to say “you yell shoving him away. “No please I-it’s obvious she doesn’t want you babe…so why not just come back to my place so me can *wets lips* finish what we started. “Sophia says pulling her shorts up. You lost it.

You jump inside the limo and began to ram your fist with her face.

YOU *punch* THOUGHT *punch* THAT *punch*YOU*punch*WOULD LEAVE*punch*WITHOUT *punch* A MARK BITCH?” You shout at her. She starts to dig her nails into you.

She was trying her best to fight you off but you weren’t having it. Liam pulls you off of her and out the car.

What the fuck Liam? “You scared that I’ll wreck your pretty little whores face?” Yell loud enough for her to hear you. She gets out the car coming straight toward you but instead of smacking you Liam takes the blow. He lets you go grabbing his cheek. He looks at you in disbelief. "It was going to happened sooner or later ”you sarcastically say. His face was fuming with anger. You knew he wasn’t going to hit you or Sophia but the fear in her eyes were priceless.

”Baby I’m so sorry I didn’t mean to it was to that STUIPD bitch that made me-“”GET THE FUCK OUT NOW. DONT CALL ME, DONT TEXT ME AND DONT YOU DARE CALL HER A BITCH.” He shouts pointing at you.

But I-what did I say? “He cut her off. “Now Sophia.” He says taking a deep breath pointing at the gate if your home.

As she walks away sobbing you yell “BYE BITCH!!!! Hamah!!”He shakes him head laughing.

”Really y/n you’re a bitch.”You turn to face your cheating boyfriend.

”I want you shit out but Monday…”you say strutting toward the door to your flat.

” But baby I can’t live without you-” “you weren’t thinking about me when you were balls deep in Sophia were you?” He looks down.

”that’s what I thought…”walking away you start to think about your life without him. The morning. The late nights. The tickles fight. The chocolates he would get your whenever you had your period. The way he would say I love you. Everything starts to flash to your mind like a perfect movie. You turn around looking a Liam.

”Wait….if I let you back in….how do I know you won’t hurt me again. I shouldn’t have to worry about walking in on my boyfriend balls deep in other girl. I love you but I can’t and should worry about-“he runs over to you picking you up and spinning you around planting a passionate kiss on your lips.

”I’ll do anything all I need is another chance y/n” You hesitate for a minute before letting go of him.

”If you want this you have to show me not tell me…”.he smirks” I can show you right now it you like?”

“Liam you’re not fucking no one till you wash yourself….with bleach and burn the clothes…OHHH god I’m going to get STD just by touching you. ” You sarcastically say causing him to laugh.

”shut upppppp and love meeee”he tells you dragging out the “up” and “me”.

He carries you towards your flat holding you tightly in his arms. Never letting you go.

Niall: you were just getting up from a wild night with you girlfriends when you stumble on Niall and your “best friend” talking….being a nosey bee you decide to listen in.

”Come on Niall no one’s up….you know I can do better than y/n…let me show you.” She begins to unbuckle his jeans.

”y/f/n stop I don’t want this, I’m not into this shit.” He pulls her away.

She walks over to him, pulling him into a deep kiss. As if she was forcing her love upon him.

”what the fuck is going on?” You pop out.

Her face was confused but she quickly played it off.

”It was Niall y/n I swear. I told him it was wrong but”“what in the actual fuck? That a fuckin lay y/n!” He shouts his thick Irish accent was full of disbelief.

”Baby I would never do that…you have to believe me.Please tells me you believe me?“His baby blue eyes looking into you.

”Get out y/f/n now…I have half a mind to beat the living shit out of you. Best leave while you can? “You give her a sarcastic smile and nod towards the door, your chin guiding her.” I heard everything slut…so don’t try to play it off. “You tell her as she walks toward to door. As you spoke your words she turns around.

Her face reeks of anger, embarrassment, and denial. “You know…its funny how I always thought I’d love you and are there for you….but it turns out none of it was real just like your pathetic relationship. He going to realized that one day you’re simply not going to be worth all the trouble that you cause him and his career. “She says the words leaving a hole in your heart.

You never thought that your best friend would be the one to say that. You always expected a fan or management to say it but from her the pain of the words magnified. Tears begin to fall off your face. Niall looks at you and see the tears…his was pissed actually beyond pissed.He was ready to rip her throat out.

”Get the hell out now.twat.”He growled at her.

You know that would actually be a turn on *slap*if you didn’t call me a twat.”y/f/n says, if looks could kill Niall would be dead.

Niall grips his cheek roughly. His face was burning red as you could see y/f/n hand engraved into his cheek. You know how Niall gets when he pissed but from the looks of it‘your’ Niall was long gone. He pushes her towards the wall.

”Niall DON’T!” You shout…closing your eyes at the sound loud bang.

”Fuck….”he say breathlessly slowly backing away from evil, conniving bitch.

”Niall what the fuck did you do? Did you hit her….”you throw 100 questions at him.

”y/n stop…I didn’t do shit, I hit the wall….I’ll talk to you in the room…”he say pecking your lips. He was speaking as if he just finish running a mile. His baby blue eyes looking less alive. He was phased out as he let you go and walked inside the room closing the door to your shared room.

How could you be with someone like that? Are you that desperate to be wanted that you’re with a wife beater?”Y/f/n says as she slides down the broken wall.

”You brought this upon yourself. You shouldn’t go around kissing other peoples boyfriend. So before I beat the shit out of you for hitting my boyfriend let me politely ask you “GET THE FUCK.OUT.MY.HOUSE!”You shout in her face. Opening the door she walks out flipping the bird at you.

”Yea shove that up your ass.” You say as you slam the door wishing you could have jammed her face in first. You walk toward you bedroom door, your body was scared but your mind wasn’t. You knew Niall wouldn’t hit you or any girl that is but damn does he know how to scare the living shit out of someone. Your body was cautious, slowly opening the door. You step inside a close the door you feel an arm snake around you bringing you into a tight hug.

”I love you, you have to know that.” He takes a deep breath spin you around to face him. “That kiss meant nothing to me…the only one that could ever get me like this are you…OHHH and by the way you look so sexy when you’re mad. God damn the way you yelled at her was such a turn on I mean damn look at my little enforcer. “He says poking you with his semi hard member.

”Niall stop I’m not really in the mood now. “You say pushing him away. He throws himself on the bed grabbing your hips pulling him down with you.”Niall I don’t really want toooooo-I know baby but just cuddle with me.”He says pulling you into a tight hug.

You both fell asleep in each other arms just like every other night. From then on you and he did everything humanly possible for it to stay just like this. Enjoying each other to the fullest.

Harry: It happened again. The fourth time this week. The same thing over and over. He stumble into your shared flat, reaches over to the fridge grabs ice coldbottle water then goes straight to the shower. Taking about 30 to 40 minutes, as all the evidence washes down the drain. He carefully positions himself against your body as if he been there the hold night but you and him both know that’s wasn’t true. With each passing day it got worst. He would come later and later, the faint scent of perfume leaving a putrid smell in your nose. You knew what was happening but you need proof, you need to catch him in the act. So you set up a video camera before you left for “work” telling him that you might have to work a late shift this giving you more time catch him and that slut in the act. You gave him a quick peck and left for the nearest coffee shop. You stood in your car just on case you need a double time it back home you open your lap top and begin to watch. You fell asleep for 20 minutes before you heard moans. You jump up slamming your arm against the wheel. There she was….Taylor Swift. Her beach blonde hair bouncing to the typo of Harry’s thrust.

“Oh god Taylor….that’s it baby. Ride me “He coos throwing his head back.

“You like that baby, ohhhh I know you love it when I ride you. Can she do this to you, can she make you feel this good. “Growls making him lose it.

He throws her on the couch pounding into her. Theirs moan fill the room. You slam the laptop screen throwing it into the car seat next to you.

“Asshole…”you whisper to yourself tears flooding your eyes blurring your vision, at first it was the pity that took over then disappoint then the anger….all the memories of himpromising that he would always protect you and never leave your side. Him saying that you were his only girl. All sacrifices you made for his career are down the drain all because of that STUIPD buck tooth country singer. You start the car and began to drive like a mad women to your flat eating every red light, you were surprised you didn’t get stopped. You arrive at your flat storming thought the door giving him no time to cover him or his slut.

“IM FUCKING HOME!!” You shout your face screaming with rage.

Shit was all he could say as the embarrassment washes over his face.

”OHHH don’t let me stop you…I already have it recorded.“ You say as you walk towards the camera that was carefully placed behind the plant. “I could watch this over and over again. But if I really wanted to be a bitch….this could go all over twitter hell maybe even YouTube or you know what how about the paps get it….it will ruin both your careers. “The sudden confident and power you had over both their lives was amazing, There lives were literally dangling in your hands. And all they could do was plead for your forgiveness. You weren’t going to post it but how were you going to pass an opportunity to fuck them over like they did to you.

"Taylor gets out…now” He says pulling his boxers and jeans up giving you the evil eyes.

She rushes out the door half dressed. “Bye” Was all you could manger to say to her before the door slammed. “What do you want?” He asks “For you to get the fuck out of my house” you demand “No that’s not an option” “What the fuck do you mean it’s not an option? YOU FUCKIN CHEATED ON ME AND FOR YOU NOT TO LEAVE ISNT A OPTION? Bullshit…”you shout taking steps towards him. “You love me way too much for you to leave me and you know It.” he says smirking. *slap* “Get out…now “you point to the door the anger on his face was clear. First you video tape him cheating on you and then you hit him. Harry wasn’t the one to take embarrassment lightly. He looks up at you, scanning your body up and down; his face was beaming with rage. He grabs you pining you to the wall by your wrist.

What the fuck that hurt “he shouts “Get off me Harry now” you demand “So what you could leave me? YOU’RE NOT LEAVING! IM NOT LETTING YOU, I DONT CARE IF I HAVE LOCK YOU AWAY, YOUR MINE AND THAT’S NEVER GOING TO CHANGE” “FUCK YOU….YOU DONT OWN ME IM NOT YOUR PERSONAL BITCH.THAT YOU COULD CHEAT ON WHEN EVER YOU WANT. “You shout back fight your way out of his strong hold. “I won’t let you….”your voice breaks. Your anger finally ran out as the tears roll down your cheeks. He lets you go only to let you slide down the wall and kick your legs in between his crotch area. “I give up…I don’t know what to do…I love you and I can’t and shouldn’t let you do this…you win…you can do whatever you want but this time don’t expect me to care….”you says fighting the tears trying to keep your emotions under control but it failed when he grabbed you carrying you towards the bed. Your tears falling down your cheeks and onto his tatted chest, lays you down, taking your shoes off he pulls you close to his chest… And whisper “Even if it takes millions of years for you to love me again…I’ll wait…because your love is something that I can’t get enough of…”

 

 

I GOT TO MEET NATASHA TODAY!!!! IT WAS SOOO AWESOME! She is even more gorgeous in person and so sweet. I love her!! But there was a point where I almost didn’t get to meet her so here’s the story.

The screening for Carmilla had just ended at Buffer Fest and my friend and I were hoping that we would be able to catch them after so that I could give them a box of donuts and a letter I had written. We walked out of the theatre but didn’t see any sign of them so we assumed they went to the green room or something. So, we decided to walk around the floor to see where they could have gone (i know i little stalkerish). Anyways, 10 minutes passed and we still didn’t see them so we went to ask one of the Buffer Fest volunteers if there was anyway we or she could give them the box and letter. She was so sweet and nice and did everything she could to help us including texting the volunteer that was with the cast and then going to see for herself because they hadn’t responded. A few minutes later, she came out with the other volunteer who informed us that the cast had already left and that she was really sorry :( The first volunteer saw that I was kinda bummed and suggested that we walk along Front st. in hopes that we might bump into them. So we said that we would do just that and thanked both of them and we were on our way. We went up the escalators and just as we were getting off, I looked up from staring at the ground and made the most inhuman scream in the world lol there she was, in all her glory, Natasha Negovanlis. She was about 2 feet in front of me when I screamed which made my friend double over in laughter and attracted a bit of attention. Saying that I was a little starstruck is an understatement. My whole world just did a 180. She was there in front of me, casually having a conversation, and this was my opportunity. Another creampuff saw how much I was freaking out and told me that I could do it and understood my reaction lol. (Tbh I almost didn’t approach her) Natasha saw me through the two people she was with and gave me a small wave and i did the same back. Soon after, she started heading towards the end of the building with a friend so I sort of ran after her. She turned around because she was telling her friend that she was going to do something (idk really know that part but I’m pretty sure it’s because she wanted to take pictures and talk to the fans that came out to the screening) and i kinda held out my arm to give her the box and the letter. She said hi and i said hi back then she asked me what it was and i told her that it was for her, elise, sharon, kaitlyn, aaron, and annie and that i meant to give it to them after but i didnt see them. She said thank you and gave me a hug and i asked if she would mind taking a picture with me and she said that she would love to. So my friend took the photo all while i was having an internal freak out session because i was taking a photo and was in the presence of NATASHA FREAKIN NEGOVANLIS 🙊🙉🙈😊😍 I said thank you and she went to go talk with some other fans behind me while i went to face the wall and process everything that just happened. We left just as she left as well. The end.

Long story short: i was awkward and shy and she was gorgeous and sweet and so nice. And today was just FANTASTIC