ok can we just talk about girls for a minute I mean come on
•lips ??? so soft and kissable ???¿?
•girls in general bc damn all of them are absolute goddesses ??
and people wonder why I’m so gay ??
my 21st birthday is on thursday and i literally just realized
man i fucking hate birthdays because they’re like, the biggest annual reminder that I have no fucking friends and am so alone and don’t have my shit together at all and i’m just another year down the road and have accomplished nothing
like for my 18th birthday, i sat on a bench outside a grocery store and cried because my friend (whose birthday was only a few days after mine) had died a couple days prior.
for my 19th birthday, i sat alone in my dorm room and tried to pretend it wasn’t happening. i made a stupid snapchat story.
for my 20th birthday, i pretended it didn’t happen and didn’t acknowledge it publicly at all because it was even more obvious to me that i was alone, and i had work to do… so i tabled for a pride club event literally all day while people were either fucking rude and homophobic, or kindly pretended i wasn’t there.
now for my 21st, people are gonna be like “oh i bet you have big plans for that!” and i either have to fucking lie or be embarrassed about the fact that i have no one (which of course is my fault because i’m an isolated loser and there’s no reason for anyone to give a shit about me because i’m a completely insignificant part of their lives).
hi!! you write that ace!kara fic, right?? i really like it!!
8. favorite trope to write.
listen, i’m pretty sure all my fics have at least one gross domestic scene in bed. i can’t not write some losers cuddling it up. i love.
18. what’s your revision or rewriting process like?
ah. i’ll rewrite a scene as i’m looking over it for typos and reread it every time i’m passing through to write more scenes. so just constant overlooking. still have typos though half the time ha
41. how many stories do you work on at one time?
usually a few. i like being able to jump around. right now i have six
48.favorite genre to write in?
probably just general, like found family or platonic stuff, or fluffy romance. i’m Soft
Jr: park jinyoung the actor Jb: sleep deprived chic leader Mark: is he even there? Youngjae: once asleep everything’s over Jackson: does he shut up? Bambam: manly man of Got7 Yugyeom: stuck with these losers