lol i wanna listen to the audio now

Do you ever start thinking about your favorite celebrity and even though you know you don’t actually know them, you feel so close to them? Like you feel like they’re your best friend and you feel like you know all of their secrets and how they feel about things?

I catch myself doing this all the time with Matthew Gray Gubler and I know it’s not healthy but I can’t help it. Like he’s not even Matthew Gray Gubler to me anymore, he’s just Matthew. I refer to him on a first name basis and I talk about him like we’re best friends. My coworker refers to him as “your Matthew” like I’m always thinking about him and I have like theories and very strong opinions on how I think he feels about himself and how his hair feels and how he smells and I feel weird and ridiculous and that’s why I’m making this post because I want to know that I’m not alone.

Okay honestly idek what this post is. It’s midnight and I’ve been up since 7 am, been on a road trip since 1:30 to go to a wedding so I’ve been on the road for 8 hours today and at a wedding for 2 and I’m really tired and I’ve been listening to audio posts of Matthew for like 3 hours (which is really nothing new) and my sleepiness added on top of my constant Matthew feels has made me write this very long, rambly post.

I’m gonna shut up now but like message me or reblog this with your opinions on this. I really wanna know that I’m not alone lol