March 3, 2017
wow that dream.
broOoOoOoO i’m disappointed in myself. i accidentally ate meat UGH jahn pls.
i went through my email and deleted a lot to make room in my phone. i mean, i still have a lot, but i don’t like that fact that i used more than half already.
picked up the sib and laila. when aren’t my dad and tito marlou together?
i’m surprised i was actually motivated to do work lol. i finished reading and now i just have to do chem and stat work online.
rough night, but at least i had sushi. when am i not craving japanese food? fricking love ramen and sushi.
watched bob’s burgers when i really should’ve done chem hw but oh whale.
talked to omaid and he talked about how char and i are nothing alike. he called me “the super nice angel sibling” LOL
it’s hard to fall asleep since i use youtube to help me, but i gave it up for lent.
favorite soda: n/a favorite candy: i love kit-kat. any kind really favorite pizza: Blaze Pizza / all except the ones w/ pinapple cause i hate pinapple favorite salad dressing: lol favorite meal: anything that doen’t have the things i hate
best memory: when i visited a cousin of mine back when she lived in Marina. we both told our parents that we were going to walk around town and they were okay with it. older brother tagged along. we just … walked and enjoyed each other’s company. then we decided to go to the beach. had to go across the freeway tho and my dumbass self was walking slow on the freeway on purpose. once we got to the beach we just played around in the water and didn’t go back to the apartments till the evening. best friend: My sister (even tho we fight a lot) & my irl friend named Kei. For those online well … I like to consider these three people i’ve known for 3-5 years close to me: @kiraahachi (even if we havent spoken in a while), @regen-frau, @imperattore, & @jsdro . along with @euphorithe, @yokiina & @windflew best relative: some of my uncles & aunts best pet: My lavender budgie named Excalibur + my 19 nieces & nephews / grand nieces & grand nephews (along with new members. idk how many chicks there are atm) best celebrity: lololol
one random fact about you: i cry easily over things. you can put on The Prince of Egypt and i’ll start crying while watching. one random fact about your day: my mom instantly forgot about bringing me with her to a store in another town so she didn’t leave the car keys and i was dying from the heat™ one random fact about your job/school: Cute girls everywhere i look. one random fact about your favorite tv show: i dont really watch tv so … one random fact you wish was a fact but it isn’t: im not afraid to speak in front of an audience.
ok so I have too much hw to do to spend more than a minute on that update but:
I’m like 90% sure that this attic vs. roaches thing is foreshadowing a captain conflict. first of all, holster and ransom being on the opposite sides of an argument is completely unheard of, and I can’t imagine that it has nothing to do with the fact that they’re (theoretically) competing for a position next year. secondly, holster made sure to call ransom ‘mature and leader-y,’ which should be a compliment but actually made him look… really sad? he said ‘dude quit,’ which could just be him being humble, but he looked too upset for that to be his reasoning. with that in mind, I’m pretty sure that either
a: holster has a fantasy scenario where both he and ransom are captains, but ransom doesn’t want to be captain. ransom is REALLY busy and hockey doesn’t seem to be quite as much of a priority as his education; it wouldn’t surprise me to see him prioritize his already massive educational responsibilities. meanwhile, holster’s always praised rans so much that I can’t imagine he’d see rans as being unqualified/unable to handle the business
or b: holster wants just rans to be captain, and rans doesn’t want to be captain. I think holster would ENJOY being captain, and I think he probably secretly wants to be captain no matter what, but I wouldn’t be surprised if behind all holster’s bravado he’s actually unsure of himself and doesn’t believe he could be captain.
in either case, this could be a really touching narrative arc where hols/rans have some honest conversations and begin to understand the ways that their lives/life goals are different. this would be an excellent set-up for a senior year where they have to face the reality of living lives apart from each other. personally, though, I prefer the second option, just because I’d love for holster to get some serious individual character work
either way, I’m sure playoffs will be emotionally devastating… again