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hi im bee and i spent about five minutes wishing my bathroom had better lighting and then realizing i could turn on the light

On the topic of radfems

Lemme tell ya, I’ve seen some wild shit in the past couple days and I’ve gotta say
Radfems are REALLY making it hard to really enjoy feminism. They’re making all feminists look bad and THATS why you’re getting problems with ‘meninists’.
Because radfems are all “all men are pigs trans women are gross ew, come little confused girl let me tell you about your internalized misogyny boys face no problems ever did you know?”

And all this “genderists” and “trans cult” bullshit? Just fan-fucking-tastic

Monday 8:27am
I woke up with you on my mind.
You called me babe last night —
my heart is still pounding.

Tuesday 10:53pm
Today I realized we won’t work.
What we are is hurting her.
And I think she matters more to me than you do.

Wednesday 11:52pm
I broke things off with you today.
She barely said a word.
I’ve never regretted anything more than this.

Thursday 4:03pm
I shouldn’t have sent that message.
You shouldn’t have been so okay with receiving it.

Friday 9:57pm
I almost messaged you today.
I didn’t.

Saturday 8:49pm
I’m walking around town in search of alcohol.
They say that liquor numbs the pain of having a broken heart.
I want to put that to the test.

Sunday 2:32am
I heard you texted a girl you’ve never spoken to before.
I wonder if it’s because you’re trying to replace me.
I can’t help but wish you weren’t.
I thought I was irreplaceable.

—  a week with you on my mind, c.j.n.
Looking back, I can’t remember the truth. I blew everything out of proportion so I could feel the hurt and betrayal and write about it in vivid detail. It was my own method of torture. My own undoing; and I enjoyed every second of it.
—  c.j.n.