lol crying for the rest of my life

hunnieharry-deactivated20171206  asked:

CAN YOU WRITE #5 ON THE DRABBLE LIST?! 😱😱😱 I love your writing!!

#5: “How come you’ve never wrote a song about me?”

“Does it ever bother you knowing Harry’s been with other girls during your breakup?” your sister asked as she was flipping through a magazine while laying down on your bed. You paused as you stared at her from the reflection of the mirror you were finishing your makeup at. Your eyebrows furrowed in confusion before you went back to brushing the mascara wand over your lashes. “What do you mean?”

Your sister looked up before she sat up. “Obviously you dated guys while you guys were broken up.” You nodded your head, beckoning her to go on. “And obviously he’s dated other people as well. But…he’s practically telling everyone about it in his albums. I mean, come on. Listen to this song.” Your sister stated as Carolina was softly playing in the background.

When you and Harry broke up, there were a lot of tears and shouting exchanged. It wasn’t something the two of you wanted. It just…happened. Just like you, Harry was dating other people. However, being with other people just made the two of you realize how stupid it was to break up in the first place. The breakup was torturous and a waste of time to not be together. The two of you rekindled your love around the same time Dunkirk was premiering.

Your lips pursed into a straight line, the thought of Harry being intimate with someone else made you sick to your stomach. Your sister continued, “Do you know if he’s ever written a song about you? Are any of the songs on his album about you?”

You tucked a strand of hair behind your ear. To be honest with yourself, when it was first announced Harry was coming up with an album, you were scared of having a song written about you. You were scared that he would still resent your breakup and write something awful about you (You were quick to get rid of those thoughts for you knew Harry would never do anything so vicious). You were scared that he would write about the relationship, making your love for each other known to the world. So when his album finally did release, you listened to each song carefully. You listened to each song carefully. You would listen to one song, thinking the next song playing might be about you. But when you finished the whole album, you realized there were no songs about you. You didn’t know how to feel about it that day.

“Oh! Is Sweet Creature about you? Oh wait, no. That’s about Gemma. What about-?”

“No. There are no songs abut me on the album.” You quietly said as you got up from your vanity. Your sister watched you with guilt in her eyes. “I’m sorry Y/N. I don’t mean to intrude-”

“Don’t be. You were just curious.”

Harry plopped down on the couch next to you before he grabbed the remote. “What do you think, petal? Should we re-watch something or shall we watch something new?” Harry asked as he wrapped his arm around your waist, pulling your body closer to his. When he received no response, he looked over to you with a look on his face, a look he knew all to well. He placed the remote down and turned to look at your properly. He grabbed your hand gently, causing you to look up at him. “Penny for your thoughts?”

You shook your head as you pulled your hand away from Harry’s hold. “It’s nothing. Let’s watch “Me before You” again.” Harry’s eyes stared into yours that were trying to look everywhere else but him. He sighed, “Love, I know something’s going on in that beautiful mind of yours. Let me hear it.” Your eyes slowly looked into Harry’s. He gave you a small smile, trying to give you the reassurance you needed.

You sighed ad your eyes fell to your fidgeting fingers on your lap. “How come you’ve never wrote a song about me?”

Harry’s eyebrows furrowed. He opened his mouth to speak but you were quick to interrupt him. “On your album…you just wrote about so many other people. And I realize I sound so silly, I truly do. But maybe those people you wrote about impacted your lift more than I have. And if that’s the case then maybe-”

Harry pressed his lips onto yours, a habit he’s always done when you were rambling. You were quick to pull away. Your head hung low, tears brimming your eyes as you thought about not being as important in Harry’s life as he was to yours. “Wait here.” Hare whispered before he disappeared into to his room.

It was less than a minute before Harry returned with a journal in his hands. He took his seat back next to you before he placed the journal on your lap. You looked up at him, “What’s this?”

Harry’s head nodded to the journal. “Open it.” You bit your bottom lip before you opened the cover of the journal. On the top of the first page was your name written in Harry’s handwriting. Underneath that were lyrics. Lyrics about how he felt when he first met you. You turned the page to see another song, this time the lyrics professing Harry’s love for you. Each page held a different song, different lyrics about your relationship. By the time you were done reading the last song lyrics, tears were running down your cheek.

You looked at Harry to see him nervously staring at you. “Oh, Harry” you whispered before you wrapped your arms around his. Harry was quick to return your hug, rubbing your back to soothe your crying. “I’ve written so many songs about you, love. You’re very much an impact in my life. Please don’t think otherwise. I would write a million songs for you if you ever wanted me to.”

You chuckled softly as you wiped away your tears. “I love you, H.”

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anonymous asked:

Harry sounded stunning when he was singing landslide, holy shit. he is definitely living his best life right now, this is amazing. I literally can't stop crying lol

apparently he was crying too, i’m crying, we’re all fucking sobbing alone in our rooms right now over this. they sounded amazing together. i am so happy for him. he’s going to remember this night for the rest of his life. imagine like… him looking back over his career and remembering that stevie nicks thought so highly of him that she came to one of his very first shows and sang with him? that he got to perform landslide with her at the start of this new part of his life? like… oh my god. i think my heart might burst?

You guys!!! I made it to ONE-derland! That is a one right there in front of those numbers 😳I can’t even, it’s been nearly 10 years since I’ve been under 200. I don’t know whether to cry or throw a party lol All I know is I’m not stopping here, I’ve still got goals to smash. 1 year and 86 lbs gone, 45 lbs and the rest of my life as a stronger, healthier, & happier me to go. ♥️

  • it honestly amazes me how well akaashi knows bokuto. besides the whole list of weaknesses + solutions to combat them, he really knows how to read bokuto’s body language and mood well. he tries his best to understand bokuto through his ups and downs and that just screams how much akaashi cares about him. but seriously, i think it’s cute how they hang out outside practice too bc it shows how akaashi thinks of bokuto more than just the “ace/teammate.”
  • maybe… when bokuto started getting frustrated that his cross-spikes were getting blocked, maybe that’s when all the endless spiking practices started and akaashi agreed to practice w/ him because a happy bokuto is a happy akaashi. he’ll help bokuto jump over any hurdle they meet.
  • akaashi knows bokuto is capable of reaching his full potential (and beyond) on his own. in ch.244 when akaashi says he can only draw out bokuto’s top condition for a short time, i’d like to think that akaashi knows that bokuto just needs a little push from time to time, but the rest is all bokuto. akaashi believes in bokuto.
  • several months ago, i said how bokuto has complete trust in akaashi and i’m screaming bc of they think so fondly of each other and i’m just :’))) please get together. the day akaashi directly compliments bokuto, i will cry. will it happen at some point during spring interhigh?? bokuto’s graduation?? /cries
  • sometimes i wonder how far fukurodani will make it in nationals (i’m on the empty boat that thinks fukurodani’s gonna win, mainly bc my heart is gonna shatter if they don’t) but i really can’t decide. 100% sure nekoma v. karasuno will happen soon, but WHEN lol… i’ll just let the manga unfold itself c:

I just want to say that this man right here is really the love of my life. He deserves the world, everything. He has taught me so much that i view myself way different in the best way & that i feel different as a person. He’s been the best supporter, lover, backbone i have ever had in my 21 years living on this earth & being in a serious relationship. His outlook on life is mind blowing and the talent he has is amazing. The meaning behind his songs lyrics are so breathtaking. Ugh man it’s one of the best things i’ve experienced. I just wanted to take the time out and point him out to yall since i’m always talking about my pop. There’s so much i want to say but i shall say the rest in person lol. Well i love you D, you’ll probably see this maybe idk but just know i love you so much and i want the best for you.


Hey guys this is my first time writing a fanfiction.Hope you guys like it. Do comment, it would mean a lot to me. (It is also on AO3 but i somehow am not able to link it.It is under the same name.) Love-A


Summary: As per freaking usual something tragic happens in Jughead Jones’s life. …………………………………………………………………………………………..

Guys you will not believe what happened……“ Archie started but stopped when he saw his friends faces.

"Why are you guys so depressed?"He asked.

"Oh I’m not,he is."Betty said,pointing towards Jughead.

"And why is that?"Archie inquired. Betty simply rolled her eyes.

"Seriously guys,I need to know what is going on here”.Archie said getting a bit frustrated

“Okay,then”,Jug said “My life has had a tragic twist. It will never be the same again.My life as i know it has ended”.

“Stop being such a drama queen and tell us what happened."Betty said in an agitated tone.

Jughead sighed."Do you guys really want to know?”. They nodded their heads. He began “Well as you guys know, I haven’t been coming to school for a week.I told you both that I had gone to visit my grandparents but in reality i was in the hospital”

“WHAT?WHY?” Betty asked, concerned. “You finally got approved for a brain transplant?” Archie joked, and then chuckled slightly at his own joke.

“What is wrong with you?” Betty genuinely asked Archie.

“Well moving past Archie’s complete lack of compassion for anybody” Jughead continued.“I was in the hospital getting tested.” “For what?”

“ I’m getting there."Jughead replied.” I had a bad fever,rashes all over my body,had trouble breathing and was very uncomfortable. I had to be admitted to the hospital and was put on the drip too. Apparently the problem was serious. The doctors ran a few tests but did not get any results. My mom and dad were out of their minds with worry.

“Oh god!” Said Betty. Even Archie looked worried. “On the second day” Jughead continued,“The doctors ran a few more tests.Nothing was clear and the doctors had no clue what was wrong with me. Then finally on the third day something came up on one of my tests. The doctors weren’t sure if that was the problem or not but they still wanted to check. When they told me about it I went straight into denial. That just couldn’t be it. The doctors told me it wasn’t that bad, but i didn’t listen. That was the scariest thing that i had ever heard. the doctors ran some more tests and told me i would get the results soon.

"I was so scared,I couldn’t stop shaking. I was sweating all over and there were tears in my eyes. I had been waiting for only an hour but it seemed like days. ” Jughead took a deep breath and looked at his friends they were worried.

“Finally” He continued “The door opened. I looked up at the doctor, my eyes big. He looked at me and said I’m sorry but the test was positive. I looked at my parents and burst into tears.”

Betty’s eyes were watering, she looked as if she was about to cry. Archie asked,in a hollow voice “Do you only have a month to live?”

“NO! Its worse than that!” Jug said, hysterically.

“What is it?” Betty inquired, anxious and scared.

Jughead sighed and said “ I’m allergic to wheat. No more burgers for the rest of my life.”

Betty looked thunderstruck for a second and then she slapped Jughead as hard as she could. Archie burst out laughing

                                               THE END

anonymous asked:

Top 5 Jin pics (can be selcas too) 😇

you asked the wrong person haha, I can’t pick 5 eek. so take 10 instead!(disclaimer: these are in no order because each picture that exists of jin is the best)

1. okay, i lied, i think this is the best picture of jin. he looks so handsome and pretty and i just cry.

(rest underneath keep reading, cos i’m gonna be a while lol) 

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anonymous asked:

"The tiny hyung of my life" who says that? I can't get over that sentence! It sounds like he wanted to say the love of my life instead lol no but seriously it sounds so sweet like u can feel how much he cares about the person he's talking about & that person is jimin like who else is crying?

LOL. The first time I heard him say that I was also like wtf jeon don’t you have an irl biological hyung WHAT ABOUT HIM 

Still, it ‘s adorable that he sees Jimin that way, as someone who will be beside him for the rest of his life ;)

Things that I need to do:

1. Re-watch all of Yuri on Ice

2. Re-watch all of Yuri on Ice again

3. and again

4. and again

5. and again

6. maybe take a break.

7. Re-watch it again: re experience my feelings, and proceed to cry even more.

8. Watch season 2

why we need EXO in Hello Baby (ノಠ益ಠ)ノ彡

i originally wanted to post bout Kai and a cute baby boy that looks so much like him but feels took over so guess who’s doing EXO members baby lookalike. boys+kids = ultimate killer combo ,esp its ur bias, u ready? (ಥ⌣ಥ)

so recently fans found that there’s a super adorable baby boy that resembles Kai a lot. He’s Ricky Kim’s son (a celebrity) , his dad is Korean-American and his wife is Korean. The baby’s name is Teo/ Asher , he’s in the show called Oh my baby and unfortunately no one sub it TuT and istg he’s so freaking cute. 


and the cute thing is that fans tweet Ricky Kim and he RT-ed several pics of his son and Kai. he even said they look alike omfg feels pls

next is Xiumin baby lookalike (。・ω・。)

Minseok pls come pick up ur daughter, how is this possible she’s freaking adorableeeeeeeeee, her names is Yujin and she appeared in the same show as Teo. watch her feed Jongin baby lookalike then cry with me

Sehun baby lookalike ʕ•͡ɛ•͡ʼʼʔ his name is Lei Haowen, chinese child actor

Luhan baby lookalike ʕ•ᴥ•ʔ his name is Chris, chinese ulzzhang boy fml an ulzzhang at this age what am i doing w my life 

Baekhyun baby look alike ~(‾▿‾~)  except for the 1st 3 pics, the rest are baby Jesper (it isnt the same baby for all the pics lol)

and holla here we have Baek taking pic w another baby that looks like him haha

Chanyeol baby lookalike o(^^o) i only know he’s half Korean lol

Suho baby lookalike (* >ω<) he’s Chinese~

Kyungsoo lookalike, she isnt a baby lol Kim Hyang Ki, Korean child actress,highly recommend watching her drama The Queen’s Classroom btw. i was mind fuqed when i watched it cuz she looks like his long lost sister,literally lol

and holla again, Kyungsoo took a pic w her hehe hope to see them act together in the future <3

couldnt find the baby lookalike for the rest of the members so have some cute /less seen/ baby photos of themselves instead ;)

and on the side note, Korean actor Park Geun-hyeong’s grandson’s name is Luhan awww can we have EXO Hello Baby pls i need to relieve the feels,these babies are way too cute /sobs

and for the laugh, im fucking dying at this Tao lookalike in a Chinese drama AHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA

The AMAZING @kallielef drew my Liliaen and Frodo chilling in the Shire and it’s the most gorgeous thing ever and I will stare at it in awe for the rest of my life and I will also cry a bit because it’s so gorgeous.

So first of all if you’re not already following Kallie then what the heck are you doing with your life go follow her right now and secondly yeah just to let you know I’ll be crying about this for the rest of the day :)

Power Outage

Request: Hey, could you write a imagine were there is a thunderstorm and the power goes out and you get scared but Justin comforts you and makes it fun?!

Excuse my long period of being gone for like 500 years, lol! Sorry for whoever requested this that I am now writing it, but whoever you are I hope you enjoy and I am truly sorry again. 


“Oh my gosh! We should watch Texas Chainsaw, Jay.” I looked from Justin’s chest as his arm wrapped around my waist tighter. 

A deep chuckle comes from his soft plumb lips, his hand giving my butt a little squeeze. “You know you’ll have nightmares for the rest of your life and I can’t have you crying every night. I hate to see you cry.” He whispers. 

“Come on.” I whine, sitting up from my comfortable position. “I’ll repay you later if you put it on.” 

I watch as he licks his lips before getting up from the couch and putting the movie in quickly. He comes back over to his spot pulling me into his side. “You better remember to repay me.” His lips hover over my right ear sending shivers down my spine. 

Justin’s POV: 

“Baby girl, its only been twenty minutes into the movie and you already have your eyes closed. I am turning it off now.” Just as I am about to get up off the couch she pulls me back down, almost ripping my arm off my body. 

“Don’t! I am fine besides it should be over in an hour or two, just sit and cuddle with me.” She demands and I kindly obey, sitting back down with her. 

A loud thunder sound comes from outside making y/n jump and let out a little scream. Another one comes which is louder and it causes the power to go out, that time y/n screams louder her head digging deeper into my chest. I feel her shaking, little sniffles coming from her making me forget how she was terrified of the dark. 

“H-he’s going to ge-get u-us.” She stutters holding a tight grip onto my sweatshirt. 

“Who baby girl?” I ask. 

“Leather Face.” 

I laugh quietly hoping she didn’t hear me. “It’ll be fine, I’m going to protect you and I will always protect you.” 

I feel her nod her head and soon her crying stopped. “Now, how were you going to repay me? I mean, I did put the movie on for you.” 

“I’ll show you.” Her lips tickle my neck as a giggle escapes from her. 


Oh my god! I was so rusty, crusty and dusty at writing this, so sorry babes! Anyways send in some more requests and I’ll keep writing them. 

p.s. I should be able to respond faster than before since I have been on summer break for quiet some time. :)))