lol a girl can dream right

Today I struggled through one of those rough days. Like I’ve made no progress at all. One of those ‘not enough’ days. It’s hard to feel like you’re not doing enough; like you’re just not enough. But I put these pics side by side and compared the difference a year makes.

-the girl on the left wouldn’t dream of running a mile. the girl on the right can run obstacle runs and 10k’s.
-the girl on the left was quick to take a rest day while the girl on the right doesn’t know what to do with herself if she doesn’t make it to the gym.
-the girl on the right is confident. AND has quads!
-the girl on the left never dreamed she would be the amazingly strong and capable woman on the right. 💜


Exo Cup Fanmeeting in Japan 170514

Wow were we blessed today

Japan has now become my second favorite place for CB moments~ 



They were the same team (the blue team) and look at how our royal couple absolutely wrecked the other two threesomes wowowowowoowowowow we always knew they had great chemistry :D they just work well together


WOw. Such a lovely view of their backsides :,)

Mmm yes Park Chanyeol demonstrate some more please (Lol I’m that girl having a seizure in the right corner)

If y’all already don’t know, this is the ballon popping game they are demonstrating (y’all can already smell the fan service can’t you?)

Lol. Me being the evil fangirl grumbling “Seriously? The ballon is such a cockblock”

(Chants: “kiss kiss kiss kiss”)

Lol I love that the ballon is a heart. It really accurately represents what’s about to happen. 

Now…let the games…begin

Bless. I love how Baekhyun is just low-key hugging the man’s Park Chanyeol (I KNOW IT’S FOR THE GAME BUT LET ME DREAM. THIS IS THE BEST MOMENT OF MY LIFE OTHER THAN OTHER CB MOMENTS)

Now a backside view. The games haven’t even started and Baekhyun is already putting his arm around Chanyeol’s waist ahhhhhhhhh

MM they look like they’re on a honey moon

Lol even closer please

Baekhyun’s so ready for this

And here’s a closer view

“Ah yes we are Korea’s number one coup- I mean pair ahahaha.”

Awww Baek looks so fond I can’t

Ah yes Height difference


What an aesthetic couple

Aw Chan looks like a kid XD Showing off his prize

Baek: “We may have won this trophy but we already won each other’s heart”

Oh look at that eye contact. Wowowowow did you see how Baekhyun leaned in slightly looking straight at Chanyeol? Hmmm why did Chanyeol look so startled. I wonder what he thought Baekhyun was doing. What if he thought it was…a kiss? AHH LET ME DREAMMMM. But honestly that eye contact and the way Baekhyun kinda just instinctively leaned in. I mean yeah Chanyeol could’ve been surprised that Baekhyun was staring at him but really I feel (or it looks) like there is some tension. Sexual tension maybe? Just the way Baekhyun is looking at him like that really gets me slightly suspicious

Lol I wonder. Isn’t it uncomfortable for Baekhyun to lean on Chanyeol like that since Chan is taller? XD

That looks so awkward XD

And ending with some creepy synchronization XD



110317 JAT 2017 Yoyogi

all accounts below by: fodfran

Key’s shoelaces came undone during MTTM so Onew kneeled down to tie them for him.

During YN Onew: will you eat with me? Later in the ment Taemin said that he wants to have a meal with Onew

Key originally didn’t like/dislike do me right but fell for the live. Said it’s his personality to be honest
Taemin: yes, your personality 😏

Taemin revealed that Minho gets oil all over his face when he eats chicken so Minho quickly covered Taemin’s mouth to shut him up

Minho: we’re at yoyogi so is anyone here named Yoyogi?
*no one*
Minho: Yoyogi-chan ogenki desu ka?!!! (Famous movie line)

Q&A Onew: yoyogi is closing for remodeling and will be used for the Olympics. Who here will compete in them?
1 Jshawol: swimming

Onew got the lyrics wrong during DTB but key panicked because he though he was at fault. He was relieved when Onew claimed the fault lol. Taemin made Onew feel better about his mistake by praising his baby blue adlib and did so again in the next ment

Onew cutely dropped his dream girl mic 5 sec before the end of the song and then went on to give us all goosebumps with his baby blue solo

all translations below by fantaemsie

Key: For me when Minho eats things like curry or something with a strong color to it I can tell right away when looking at his face.. If he eats curry it all turns yellow in here
Taemin:When Minho eats chicken his lips become oily..
Key: You and I maybe we should just eat..
cr: majingi525

(after Onew’s let’s eat together tomorrow line in your number)
Taemin: I wanna eat together with Onew too
Key:You just ate together yesterday!
Taemin: However lately, not that much… ㅠㅠ
cr: majingi525

all translations below by mredwardsanders

Minho:This place is Yoyogi so Yoyogi-san
Jinki: Your question is hilarious!
But there was no one named Yoyogi-san
Minho: Yoyogi-saaaaaan! Are you doing weellllllll!
Jinki:Please contact us~
Jinki:Please (contact) SMJAPAN
cr: 268242356

And!!! During the last MC!!!! When Taemin was talking, Jjong!!! was sending winks to Onew one after another the whole time!!! Onew too was going like “You got me~~”
cr: r_kkk88kkk

When Minho and Key forced their lightsticks on Taemin and tried to make him put them away, generous Onew took the lightsticks for him. Taem-chan said as he glared at Minkey:
Taemin: Just you wait and see (prepare yourself) at the dressing room!!!
Minkey: wwwwww (lol)
cr: aionee_51

During the MC, Onew told jjong that jjong had something in his eyes. Jjong got it out of his eyes &wiped his finger on Onew’s jacket. Onew accepted it without changing a single expression.
cr: halu_taem

During the beginning of YN, on the stairs, Taemin closed in on Onew’s face just slightly, and used his fingers to push up Onew’s glasses
cr: wkyonn

all translations below by SWEETGRAVITY

Jinki:Winter is ending soon right?
Key: But it’s still cold.
Jinki:Then everyone please take care in the cold.

Onew’s last line in YN
Why don’t we eat [together] tomorrow?

Dirty Laundry Pt.4

So sorry for the wait, but rest assured we’re coming to a close soon! Then on to the next twisted storyline I get from a dream lol. This is inspired from a dream I had last night that Happy was my baby daddy. *sigh* a girl can - literally - dream. Hope you enjoy!! Comments/feedback welcome!!


For the last few days, Happy Lowman couldn’t understand what was wrong with him. Truthfully he thought he was getting sick at first, the way everything in his body felt like something wasn’t right a tell-all to impending illness, until he realized he was symptomless. Sure, he couldn’t sleep. Never had been able to get a moment of resolute peace, but now it was worse. He paced and tried to ignore the gnawing feeling in his gut that told him something wasn’t right, tried to ignore the dull throb in his chest that made him feel like all the air was being sucked out if his lungs.

Heartache. He missed Y/N.

He never thought he’d be the type of man to cheat. Honestly the only reason he’d even considered it was that he felt he was lacking care at home. He’d been trying to get Y/N pregnant, and after that proved a struggle for the couple, all their actions were more mechanical than emotional. Vanessa had chased him, said what he needed to hear, and next thing he knew the bitch was hanging off his arm at the club every chance she got. And he wanted to stop it. But Y/N had been avoiding him. And he had needs.

Little did he know all that alone time was simply her dealing with morning sickness and trying to come up with a good way to let him know they’d finally done it. He was going to be a father. He wondered if she’d even give him a chance at this point.

He scrubbed a hand over his face before rubbing at his sternum, trying to take the edge off the throbbing in his heart. He looked to the open clubhouse door and groaned when he saw Vanessa come through.

“Not up for it today bitch,” he grunted, looking down before she turned to face him.

“ I just need to get my shit from your room,” she stated quietly. Her words sounded slurred, and when he looked up at her he audibly gasped.

Someone had broken her nose. Badly. There were dark bruises covering her eyes and her lip was stitched up on one side. Looked like it had been a huge gash. He fought back a smile.

Y/N had done this. He had taught her well. Maybe a little too well. He walked her back to his room, opening the door and gesturing her to clear her stuff out. She scurried quickly, keeping as much distance between them as possible. He then walked her back to the clubhouse door.

To his dismay, it opened right as they reached it, and Y/N stepped in. God, she looked gorgeous. Tight fitting top, short shorts and a scuffed pair of combat boots.

“I was just getting my stuff, I swear,” Vanessa squeaked, hesitantly making eye contact. Y/N glanced at her briefly and nodded.

“Good. It’s a shame what happened to your face. Gonna make it hard to find work for a while, huh?” Y/N smiled cheerfully, a hint of amusement in her voice. Vanessa scurried out behind her, leaving her and Hap alone.

“You crazy bitch,” he couldn’t help but murmur, grinning. “You’re the one that did that to her.”

Y/N sniffed disdainfully in his direction. “Yeah. I did. Sorry if it ruined getting your dick sucked or whatever you had planned today. Bitch had it coming.” She flicked a black card at his feet. “There’s her number though. For when she heals up.”

“Y/N please. Just give me a cha-”

“Not your turn to talk. My turn. So shut the fuck up and pull up a seat,” she grated out, hopping up on the pool table. He moved to a barstool and perched, giving her his full attention.

“Alright. I’m listening.”

“I’ve been thinking. About everything that’s happened. I’ve got to say I was completely surprised. Despite all the hours you’ve been logging here I never woulda guessed that meant you were cheating. I guess the jokes on me, but after what your dad put your mom through I never would’ve pegged you for a cheating bastard. People change though. I thought you wanted to settle down with me. Have a few kids. Get married. Do right by each other. I just hope it was worth it.

"I’m sorry you felt like you had to stray. I was trying to spend time with you, but you just kept pushing further and further away. The night I caught you I had planned a dinner. To give you this,” she paused, pulling out a picture. A sonogram.

“I wanted to wait until I had physical proof. That I was pregnant, that I wouldn’t miscarry. So I could show you instead of just telling. And instead I get home, start the laundry and find little miss Vanessa’s calling card. I’m guessing you didn’t realize she slipped it in there.

"But that’s over and done. You made your bed and you can lie in it,” she paused to wipe a stray tear, the only indicator of her pain as her expression remained stoic.

“ I won’t keep you from your child. My baby will never have the chance to say that mommy was the bad one. The balls in your court when it comes to that. But I ask that you give me some time before you come around again. So I can get my head on straight. I think you owe me that much, Hap.”

The throbbing in his chest turned into a burning, white hot flame. It felt as if his heart strings were snapping one by one. She’d let him be a father, but she was done. He took a deep breath but nodded his assent.

“I can do that for you. But I’ll always love you. And I’m hoping one day you might give me another chance to really prove it,” he rasped, throat thick with emotion. She let a few tears fall and nodded. Then she hopped up, gave him a long kiss, and walked to the doors.

“See you around, Hap,” she whispered, sending him a watery smile. Then she was gone, running across the parking lot and into her car. It was only then that she broke down and let herself cry. Long, heaving sobs overtook her as she buried her face in her hands.

Inside, Happy put his head in his hands and did the same.

C: I recently went on a trip and I saw this super fine milk chocolate brother at my hotel who was all tall, with a sleeve of tattoos (My weakness lol), nice hair with a clean tape up, and the perfect amount of facial hair. And to add the icing on the cake y'all he was so polite, had manners and a sexy voice, and a beautiful smile and ooo chile 😍😍😍

Anyway my fam tried to tell me he was interested in me because he kept looking at me and they said that light guys love dark girls like me but I really didn’t believe it cuz chile everytime I saw him I was not looking my best. I also didn’t want to get my hopes up because I tend to do that a lot.

Anyway long story short I was hoping I would grow some balls and ask for his number or that he would grow some and ask for mine but it never happened *sigh* now I’m back home and I’m forced to think about what could have happened for the next 400 years lol. Who knows? Maybe we will meet again. A girl can dream, right? 😊

Ok so I had the weirdest dream last night…

Get this, in my dream I was long term dating Elise Bauman. Now this came as a shock in my subconscious, because I always consciously thought that I was more into Natasha Negovanlis (absolutely no offense to Elise, she’s amazing and I love her). I don’t know why, but I was always like omfg I love Natasha I would marry her in an instant, which is still true, however I think subconsciously I want to be with Elise! And to be honest, after this dream, I know for sure that I would prefer to ship myself with Elise. I feel like it could be because I find Natasha really relatable (not that I’m as amazing and perfect as she is), but I relate to her personality a lot. Maybe it’s because I see parts of me in Natasha, which is why I would want to fall in love with Elise. Back to the dream, I had been dating Elise for like 4 years and she walked in through my window doors, knocked as she entered and said “hey baby, sorry I’m a little late”. She was 5 minutes late, and it really wasn’t a big deal. I was mid putting in my second earring (I think we were getting ready to go to a dinner, we were dressing fancy). I said “oh my god, gorgeous you are so beautiful, I don’t deserve you”, she grabbed my waist and pulled me in, gave me a quick kiss and said “well let’s go! Get ready!!”. Her smile was literally the light of my life. Sooo yeah that was my dream, I woke up this morning and was like WHAT WHO WAS I DATING IN MY DREAM? And then I remembered it was Elise Bauman and here I am writing this before I forget it. Literally no one is going to read this hahah and it’s pretty stupid regardless LOL but a gay girl can dream, am I right (Rose Ellen Dix vibes). Haha ok I’m done now. UNTIL NEXT TIME!!

Reveling in Richonne

#96: The “Somebody Important to You” (7x16)

So in one half-season we saw both what Michonne would look like if she lost Rick and what Rick would look like if he lost Michonne. 😥

Now TWD, imma need this to be a sign that we are never going to have to actually see them lose each other and that’s why we saw these reactions since we’ll never have to see them again, okay? 😬 (Lol, a girl can dream.)

But for real this whole scene was gut wrenching. 

Negan has Carl kneeling and Jadis has brought Rick over to kneel right next to him. Here is our main character and his son surrounded by a psycho and his men, in the same physical position they were in at the start of the season. It’s a horrible predicament to say the least.

It’s interesting cuz, no joke, before I even knew about the deleted scene I was like dang I wish we could have seen Carl and Rick talk earlier in this episode just to see where they were at or what their thought process on all this had been before the fight broke loose.

Now knowing about the interaction in the deleted scene this moment becomes even more devastating. Cuz Carl was low key ready for this. 😭

And as Negan does his signature thing of speaking every thought that comes to his mind, Carl’s savage side make him bold enough to tell Negan just how he feels. 

I for one was here for it cuz Carl is so through with Negan and I respect that even in this vulnerable position he’s not afraid to let Negan know he doesn’t faze him. And I just appreciate that Carl’s not giving up all hope yet. 👏🏽 

(Side note: It’s cute the way Rick looks up at Negan and then at Carl like he’s taking in how his son is one fearless kid)

So Negan tells Carl it’s over and to look out and see just how much they have lost this fight. And as Rick and Carl look around they see, in real time, them “lose” their invaluable family member as they believe they’ve just seen and heard Michonne fall from a balcony.

And y’all, this is how you know you’re a good actor. When the whole audience can know for certain that the woman who fell was not Michonne and yet when we see your reaction we get emotional and allow ourselves to at least imagine that it could’ve been her just because of the expression on your face. The man is a revelation I tell you. 🙌🏾💯

Rick’s reaction was so heartbreaking to watch. The fact that Rick physically folds when he thinks he’s just seen Michonne fall. 😥 It’s almost like he was falling with her.

Originally posted by matthew-the-neko-boy

Just the sincere pain in that look. Like in one fall he just lost his source of everything. Throughout these posts I’ve described Michonne as being Rick’s source of strength, peace, stability, positivity, security, and sanity. And he just lost all of that. 😥

It’s also interesting how much this moment parallels the moment in “Say Yes”. Like both fell from a high up place and just like Michonne in 7x12, you see the fight briefly leave Rick’s body.

The fact that Rick’s reaction is so telling that even Negan could tell he just lost somebody really important to him. It’s too much. 😭

We all know how Rick looks at Michonne different than anyone else and so of course Negan could tell from Rick’s look that whoever just fell is someone that Rick deeply cares about.

I feel like for Negan to notice and verbally address how Rick’s reaction was clearly in regards to someone special is such a confirmation that R&M’s love is extremely deep and visible, even to outsiders.

Again it makes me wonder how much Negan has put together about just the idea that Rick might have a significant other. Like by phrasing it that way did he think it was a woman Rick has a relationship with or just some important friend? Idk. All I know is Negan saying Rick just lost “somebody important to you” is an understatement lol.

Carl’s reaction is sad too cuz he just doesn’t want it to be real. Like as fearless as Carl is, you see him lose some of that fight too.

I think about how drawn to Michonne Carl was when he was young and how she really did become his closest friend and now he thinks he’s lost the person who seemed to get him most of all.

I feel like to have this moment where Rick and Carl see her fall really cements how much she is their matriarch. Like it felt like they were watching an immediate family member fall. 

She was the one speaking life into them earlier that day and now they think they’ve seen her life be taken so it’s like their hope has been taken as well.

And it’s interesting that despite everything else going on, it’s this moment of thinking they’ve lost her that seems to be when Rick and Carl both really feel dejected and it hits them just how bleak things might be. 

Rick and Carl have been through so much with Michonne right by their side and she’s a huge reason why they’re even alive. She’s become such a central piece to their family and she also means so much to Rick and Carl individually, so you can visibly see how losing her has devastated them and made the situation that much more dire to them. 

It’s interesting cuz you can tell Negan is not Rick’s initial focus after the fall. 

Originally posted by mr-mad-observer

Like Negan is all in his face, taunting him, and you can see that his words aren’t even registering at first, as Rick is preoccupied with trying to even wrap his mind around the fact that his wife might have just been killed.

That’s how you know what R&M have is powerful stuff cuz even Negan being in his face isn’t enough to pull him out of this shaken state at first.

And then as Rick’s forced to focus back on Negan you can see him also mustering the strength to be in that moment rather than freeze like he’d want to.

Like think about if Alexandria were to lose Rick, they would probably feel pretty disoriented and lost and hopeless cuz they lost their leader. Rick feels all of these things because he thinks he’s just lost his own leader.

I think Rick’s talk with Michonne in 7x12 really has a role in this moment. Cuz I think he absolutely felt the same light turn off for him as it did for her. Like you can see him briefly be just as dazed and lost as she was.

But because of their van talk he was reminded to put his words into action and try and make it “not about us anymore”.

You can just tell that this was not the route he imagined things going. Again, I really think when he told Michonne “I can lose you”, he meant it as in “We can both not make it or I could not make it.” But a scenario where she goes and he doesn’t? He doesn’t look like he was ready for that.

And then the tear. 😥 I cannot with the tear, y'all. 

Originally posted by thewdead

Like Rick thinks he’s just lost the love of his life and now Negan is all blabbing in his face and you see those tears welling in his eye and then, as Negan says what he plans to do next, that single tear falls and I’m telling you I cannot. 😭😭 

This is really the face of a man who thinks he’s about to lose everything he holds dear and the two people who have the hugest parts of his heart (apart from Judith) in a matter of minutes.😥

So already looking like a shell of who he was, something triggers in him and he’s able to tap into the emergency bank of strength he needs to let Negan know he’s still got the wrong one. 👏🏽

Like you can visibly see the shift when Rick becomes hardened and it’s like you get a glimpse of the empty bloodthirsty person he’d become if he had lost Carl and Michonne in this moment.

Originally posted by the-walking-dead-art

It was interesting that Rick says, “You can do it right in front of me”, Which I assume meant kill Carl? And at first I was like…

But then I realized as far as Rick knows this is it. He literally can’t do anything to stop Negan from taking Carl in this moment and so to him it’s inevitable that he’s about to lose his son rn. And I think he says this line for two reasons. 

One; to not give Negan the satisfaction of begging cuz he knows how that goes from the last time Negan had him kneeling. If he begged and pleaded and wept it would all be in vain cuz nothing was going to change Negan’s mind. But there’s also another element to this that I thought about.

Two; If this is going to be that last thing Carl sees I think Rick knows Carl wouldn’t want his final moment to be watching his dad fall apart and beg and plead. 

Like Carl has always been this little G that sometimes wanted his dad to be more of a G like him. Even in this moment Carl is quite composed and I think he would prefer seeing his dad dishing out some signature OG Rick Grimes one last time than to see him just be broken down and begging to stop something he couldn’t stop.

And if Rick can’t stop it from happening then he at least wants Negan to know that once he goes through with this, Negan’s fate is even more sealed than before. Like it becomes signed, sealed and delivered that Rick will kill Negan cuz he has less to lose now. And Homeboy has a great track record of keeping his promises. 

Losing Michonne and Carl are what would kill Rick more so than actually literally killing him and so if Rick’s a dead man walking he’ll just commit his life to making sure Negan doesn’t live another day.

I think once again that use of “can” made Rick’s line about Carl sound different than it’s intention. Cuz Rick is so obviosuly not saying “Go ahead. You can do it and I’ll be fine.” He’s just acknowledging that Negan is going to do this right in front of him. Like it’s going to happen. And because Negan literally can do it right in front of him since nothing is stopping him, Rick wants it to be clear, not that Negan has permission to do it, but that the minute he does it Rick will make personally sure he’s the one to cut Negan’s life short.

Rick’s whole speech to Negan and telling him nothing is going to stop him cuz “You’re all already dead” was so perfectly delivered. 👏🏽 You just felt the intensity, seriousness, and certainty of his words.

It’s literally painful as you see Carl try and stay strong as he just waits for the hit and seeing Rick brace for the fact that he’s seconds away from losing his son, the one who has been driving him since day one. 

And then, just when all seems lost, you know how that common popular old saying goes; “Saved by the tiger.” Hallelu! 👏🏽😋

Originally posted by soopke

lordhyderon-deactivated20170208  asked:

I love this AU ideas and that anon can fucking choke, Nina. My request: Notting Hill AU + HydeJackie :)

LOOOL, that’s the spirit. Aaaand, god choice! (mom’s actual favorite movie, man). But I’m not going to follow the movie as it was lol…

Actress Jackie Burkhart has found a successful career on her 20s, happily becoming Hollywood’s most loved face and every person who likes females’ dream girl. She has everything she ever wanted, right? So having a week off, she decides to visit her terrible mother in the little town of Point Place, Wisconsin.

Pam’s welcome is far from warm or even motherly, and the bad taste of it encourages Jackie to go out and explore the little town by her own. If someone recognizes her, at least it won’t be a big fuss like in bigger cities.

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Kingdom- Chapter Two

Gajeel has had the dream about dying for the blue haired girl for as long as he can remember. Which is weird, since he’s never met anyone with blue hair in his life.

Levy has always loved myths and legends. So much so, in fact, that she was currently getting her master’s in mythological studies.

What neither of them realized was that they were living a legend all their own.

AKA the one with a knight, a princess, and a curse that keeps bringing them together just to pull them apart.

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An update from my “Birthday Dinner” story time. I was suppose to send this sooner, but I was back and forward on if I was going to make a story time video or write it out, but then when I made up my mind and made a video story time, my camera decided to be a hot mess! I’m saving for a new one asap! I kept trying to make it but was having audio problems while editing! I was so excited to make the video too smh, but thankfully right after the party I wrote everything down on my phone, so I copied and pasted what happened! so I wouldn’t forget NOT one detail! sorry for any errors and screaming in caps! I was excited! here it goes (reminder this is RIGHT after the Birthday party, so I was very excited and in a rush, so sorry for the curse words and caps lol! I felt like i was writing in my diary, so it got personal) :

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“you can join the team
or you can bitch and moan
you can live the dream
or you can die alone” RIGHT

“your ass is off the team
go on and bitch and moan
you don’t deserve to dream
you’re gonna die alone”


“why now are you pulling on my dick”

anonymous asked:


I think his left hand is on her lower back. (a girl can dream right? lol)


Okay so a lot of people are talking about how they met Dan and Phil and I thought I’d share my story too.

It was Saturday morning and I wore this Sharknado shirt and a red blazer just for the ironic YOLO and so Dan and Phil would laugh because they were in that youtubers react episode. And I met up with my online friend and we were three hours in advance and about 40 people from the front of the line. Keep in mind this was a four hour meetup so we knew we were guaranteed in. All of a sudden the security guards started telling that there was a fire hazard and everyone had to evacuate the building. I didn’t want to lose my place in line so me and my friend went and hid in the bathroom. We came out 5 minutes later and the security had formed a barricade around a group of girls that were to meet Dan and Phil and no one was allowed in. I was extremely upset because they were the main reason I went and I had just been waiting two hours all to be literally shoved by huge guards out of line! I was crushed and everything seemed hopeless. I knew Dan and Phil didn’t walk around because of the mobs of fans and I wasn’t staying in their hotel so I couldn’t even try to catch them in the lobby. I tried three different things on Saturday and nothing worked. I truly believed I would never get to see my heroes. Then on Sunday night, by means I am not allowed to say ;P I got into the hotel lobby that was all top secret! I was talking to another of my favorite youtubers, craigtdillon, when I spotted dan and Phil’s figures. I quickly said goodby to Craig (I had met him 3 time already) ad rushed towards dan and phil as they walked out the door. Then it happened. I heard phil say “where are cat an Joey?? We are supposed to be meeting them for dinner’

I tapped on Dan’s back and said rather quietly "dan?”
He turned around quickly in surprise and looked at me. I was suddenly very embarrassed because I was not looking my best but he then broke out into a huge grin. “Hi! He replied and without me asking pulled me straight into a hug. I was so happy that I just started saying things. After Dan hugged me I went straight to Phil and got a hug from him. Then I said "I’m so glad I met you guys! I lost hope after the security thing happened.” I assumed they had already heard about how crazy it all was but oddly enough both of them looked confused. Dan came closer and urged me to to go on and Phil half confused and half angry said ‘what security thing?’ I explained to them what happened but then a huge crowd of girls found us. Even thought they were all screaming phil still looked me in the eye and dan was giving me his full attention even as girls were brandishing phones and sharpies. After I finished phil said “oh that’s awful! I’m so sorry! I’m so glad we met you!” *btw I had already taken the group selfie*then the other girls pushed me aside and started taking pictures with phil and he kept looking over like he was sorry so when I asked for a picture with him he went straight to me and hugged me. Then I noticed Dan kept looking back and I asked for a selfie really quick and he came over to me too. And before I lost my courage I asked Dan for a hug because I had to go because the girls were crowding me against the wall and security was coming. And then Dan looked surprised that I would actually want a hug from him on my terms and then he blushed and giggled I REPEAT DAN HOWELL GIGGLED and said 'well of course you can!!!’ And then he bent down and gave me an extra long hug and it was the best hug I have ever had.

Dan smelled so good. Most youtubers didn’t really smell like anything but Dan smelled like angels and chocolate not going to lie. And they weren’t as huge as I imagined. I was surprised Dan was so shy and cutesy while phil was confident and mature. (Lol a girl can dream that Dan was acting nervous because he thought I was cute, right? ;P) an Phil is so like attractive and so honest and down to earth and ahhhh.anyways they are so down to earth and loving and kind to all of their fans and they made everything better. It was great meeting them and even though they probably don’t remember me I’ll remember them forever.

PS their hair and eyes are even better in person

amazingphil danisnotonfire

anonymous asked:

I'm so done with Scott in fics, I just can't anymore. I roll my eyes everytime I read of his 'puppy dog eyes' and what a good friend he is. I wished, writers would begin and forget him in fics. Just never mentions him anymore. Or make him how he really is. Not a good friend, thinks only of himself, Take credit for good things others did, blames other for bad things he did and so on. At least in newer fics. *sigh* A girl (who sadly can not self write a fic) can dream.

I actually knew that it was going to take a while after the show ended to like Scott again, and his stans don’t help the cause.  I’ve basically kept him absent or at least really held him accountable for this actions.  He’s in this latest one and I find it takes so much energy to get him right that I just don’t care that much, lol.  The fandom relationship with Scott is going to be interesting moving forward. 


LOL so this is basically how I design my Oc’s/ Characters. :) This is my concepting process. <3 I am currently in stage #3 of compiling and creating my Shingeki no Kyojin OC Whinnifrie.  

(UGH. Forgot my pencils when I went to visit my dad. I could only find a ball point pen so was not able to erase mistakes >< so BLAH yeah big heads, messy hair, random shit lines and far apart eyes lol)

I have always dreamed (ever since I was a wee lil’ girl!) about becoming a concept artist!!! (I know, wierd right? most kids dream about becoming firefighters, cops and doctors! NOT ME lawl) 

I first begin with 3 simple questions: Who are they? Where did they come from? How did they get here? Then build from there their pieces of the puzzle and bring the story together and ultimately the character themselves to life.

The process is often sometimes very long - and I put a lot of thought, detail and hard work into my characters. (as you can see here, each design and concept of Whinnie is dissected to find just the right traits.

anyway, just thought I would share :P

anonymous asked:

Yes! I understand kurt didn't see his good looks. I know he met Naomi Campbell. She talked about sneaking into a nirvana concert and going backstage lol.. well, I've always wondered if he'd be like David Bowie if he had dated a black woman lmaooooo! A girl can dream, right?

and why not? who knows what would have happened?


I love your blog *o* can I request a text scenario where you’re trying to shop for [member]’s Christmas gift, but you don’t know what they would want and start dropping subtle (or blunt lol) hints on asking them what they might want?

req by: anonymous 

jimin’s is like my own personal fantasy lololfalisfhhlsdhlisfd a girl can dream right ahahahah