locked it in my room

hello lovelies, just wanted to say that even though I haven’t been posting too often lately, I’m still alive~ I’ve had quite a lot to deal with + I had to delete the tumblr app from my phone (too little space…. such tragedy) BUT I’m still here and my love for hmc is still growing strong! :D

💣 Before, when Damian was new to the Manor, Bruce’s bedroom door was always locked. Damian told himself he did not care. He could get in other ways. 

He didn’t know why he checked the lock every day. 

anonymous asked:

I can tell you've been through a bad breakup, what did your ex do for you to leave him? I've been following you for years and you're always so positive so I hate to see you down..

Our last encounter he locked me in a room for two hours and verbally abused me, damaged my shit, threw my phone and fucked it up so badly I had to get another one, at the same time he hit me and head butted me, and only left when I threatened to call my mum. I had a bruise on my head for over 10 days. He texted my mum abusive shit claiming I’m a hoe because I reblogged a guys picture on tumblr and even tried to turn my friends against me by telling them all the “bad things” about me. Which didn’t work - it just made him look foolish. I called a uber to take me to london to fix my phone and it happened to be a guy I went to school with. He stayed with me for 4hours and didn’t charge me. He brought me food, reassured my mum I was okay and even calmed down some of my male friends. An hour after my ex left, his mum then sent me abusive messages calling me “the angel of death” because I wouldn’t take her son back. The manipulative emotional shit he/ they did during the entire relationship only resonated recently. It was literally a nightmare disguised as love. If I ever see him with another woman I will warn her too and so will my friends regardless if they’re with me or not. I recently spoke to one of his old ex’s and she confirmed that that was the reason why she left too. So I’m glad I walked when I did. I felt stuck and knew shit would get worse. He apologised via email a few weeks later and then 2 weeks ago sent another email blaming me for everything lol. He’s still playing victim online too. It’s hilarious but scary at the same time. He was much older than me, so there’s really no excuse for his behaviour/ his reluctancy to change and seek help either.
I have 5 brothers and the only reason why I didn’t involve them, is because I know what they are capable of and they’re all in a good place now. Plus he really isn’t worth it. I informed the police and they have reassured me that if anything happens, they will take full force. My God brother is a police officer.

I’m good now though. Heartbreaks are hard, heartbreaks after dealing with narcissistic/ abusive people is even worse. I’m over it, and I’m in a really happy place. There are some amazing men out there 👀 and I’ll be damned if I let this fuckery prevent me from experiencing love in its truest form.

Emotional and physical abuse is very real and if you find yourself in that situation, put yourself first and run.

Eskild: I’m at the store, anyone need anything?

Noora: There’s not any toilet paper left.

Eskild: Do you need anything, Isak?

Isak: Maybe a Fanta

Linn: I’ve also had my heart broken Isak. And it was awful. I locked myself inside my room and slept all day.

Noora: So you’re still heartbroken?

Linn: No?

First you’re just depressed*, sad and hurt. But then the hate kicks in

Isak: I’ll never hate Even

Linn: Just wait, it’s coming

Hate is a good thing. It means you’re starting to get over him.

And when you’re done with hate, you become icompletely indifferent and then you can fall in love with someone new

Then you’ll look back at the two of you as a nice experience and that’s it.

Eskild: Linn has never been so active in the chat before.

Noora: IK*. I think Isak hit a soft spot with the fanta.

(*I do not condone the use og the word “depressed” in this instance, but it’s what she wrote

IK =i know)

It is seriously amazing Asami didn’t have more trust issues, she’s had blow after blow in Book 1, first with her father and then with Mako. The thing is, other characters in her position would have taken this as a reason to jump into the dark side, it would be a flimsy reason and one more fueled by hurt and spite, and LBH that’s the catalyst for a some of ‘friends to enemy’ stories, but not Asami. 

It just speaks to her moral strength that she didn’t allow herself to consider joining her father and that at the end of the day she was willing to let Mako go, forgive him, and still remain his friend. 

about 20 minutes, ago i heard torbhjorn shout EGGNOG WATER BALOON FIGHT from the living room ihavent left my room since & i havre LOCKED my door i am; Terrified

Translation: The Flat Chat (Kollektivet) - 04.12

Eskild: I’m shopping for groceries, anyone need anything?

Noora: There’s no more toilet paper.

Eskild: Isak, do you need anything?

Isak: Maybe a Fanta.

Linn: I’ve had heartache before, Isak. It was fucking awful. Locked myself in my room and slept all day.

Noora: So you still have heartache? 

Linn: No? At first you just feel down, sad and hurt. But then comes the hate.

Isak: I will never hate Even.

Linn: Just you wait. It will come. Hate is a good thing. It means that you’ll start getting over him. And when you’re done hating you become completely indifferent and then you’ll be able to fall in love with someone new. Then you’ll look back and see the two of you as an experience and that’s it.

Eskild: Linn has never been so active in the chat before.

Noora: Ik. I think Isak hit a soft spot with the Fanta.




Ik = I know.

Fanta = the soft drink

And Linn, you seriously need to chill the fuck down. Now is NOT the time.

Please help.

Hi I know its not really likely anyone can help me but is there anyone in the northern california area (around san francisco) that would be willing to take in a 16 year old genderfluid kid with undiagnosed bpd, stpd, a system, and diagnosed adhd and anxiety? im in a really bad situation in my home and am borderline not allowed to show emotion. i only have any privacy due to me repeatedly breaking rules to the point where my parents got fed up with telling me not to (for example, i am not supposed to lock my door or take my phone/electronics into my room, but i do anyway), and my stepmom would get angry at me whenever i cried when i was younger, as it was “childish”. i know that i dont really deserve this, and my situation isnt nearly as bad as others, but i really could use the help…

Tbh he was hanging around the house hoping to see a teary eyed Zero lingering around so he could act like he doesn’t notice him.. but Fenix kicked him out just in time.

New Year's Eve
  • Normal People: at a party or hanging out with people who are important to them while having the time of their lives
  • Me: locked away in my room with only my cat and phone, rewatching yuri on ice for the hundredth time and crying every time something gay happens
  • 2017 I'm welcoming you with open arms
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“One thing I’ve had to work on is being really tough on myself. My mom says that when I was a kid she always felt bad punishing me because I always punished myself the worst when I made mistakes, locking myself in my room and feeling so bad I did something wrong or hurt someone. But when I’m writing, I can’t second-guess myself. You have to be confident enough to have ideas.”

i had a nightmare last night that lazytown was originally an extremely long horror book series. there was a locked, forbidden room in my school library containing every dusty, dense lazytown tome. the series was later adapted into a live action series in japan faithful to its roots of psychological horror masked beneath colorful visuals. the series was heavily edited for the english dub localization and became the kid friendly version we are familiar with. sportacus was played by will smith. he looked so tired. so decrepit and old.

  • me: i feel like being productive today, i'll finish all that stuff that I need to get done and i'll also keep on my language studies and then i'll go home and clean the whole house and also if you need me i can help you with anything you need, okay?
  • otp: lol remember that we exist
  • friend, removing one earbud: sorry, what did you say?
  • me: uuhh, nothing, i said that i'll go home and lock myself in my room and that nobody should bother me, okay?
  • BTS: *watches ep.18 of hwarang*
  • BTS:
  • V: *walks in the dorm*
  • BTS: *tackles V in a hug* ARE YOU ALIVE?? IS YOUR HAND OKAY? DO YOU NEED MEDICINE??
  • Jin: *takes V's hand and places bandages over it* LET MAMA CARE FOR YOU
  • RM: YOU ARE AN ACTUAL GENIUS! SO SMART!! SO PRECIOUS
  • Suga: I'LL BUY YOU 1000+ SWEETS!! 2000+ PUPPIES AND 50000+ KITTENS!!
  • Jungkook: *picks up V* I'LL MANHANDLE YOU ANYWHERE AND ANYTIME!
  • J-hope: *ugly sobbing while clutching onto V* I LOVE U
  • Jimin: *pushes everyone out the way, grabs V and runs into room, locking door* precious ;-; mY precious