after months of trying to make sense out of this damn apartment i finally sat down and did the math (or like. i didn’t do math at all, which is why the proportions are all wrong. sorry about that lol). i think this is pretty accurate? possibly? man i’ve looked at every single angle i can find of all these rooms now and this is like. the only way for the whole thing to make sense? i think?
the only thing i can’t map out is where the door ins ep7 is (where isak opens the door for even and they make out). i have two guesses, which is why there are these vague (front door?) things in blue. lmao. i’m pretty sure where the blue door where the boys leave is tho (the one that just says front door).
but! let me know if you can find any mistakes or have any new thoughts!!
request: hiiiii love the blog!! could I possibly request some angst? peter cancels their plans to study or something together, and she goes out at night to get some snacks and ends up being followed and eventually killed? if its too much for u u don’t have to do it :’)
a/n: I don’t even know why I wrote such a long thing for this request,, its so sad. I was just gonna make it happy but since I’m tired af I just went with your request. please send in some happy requests so i can make up for writing this lmao. read at ur own risk,..
peter remembers the first time he saw y/n. it was the second day of 3rd grade, and flash had been harassing peter over his lunchbox. he said it was lame while flaunting his captain America backpack, looking down peter in disgust when suddenly it had been torn out of his hands and thrown into the gutter.
flash had immediately started crying while y/n grabbed peters hand and pulled him along to get out of sight. she had smiled at him, still holding his hand as she gave him his lunchbox she must’ve taken when flash was distracted.
“here. I think it’s cool,” she said. peter remembers the way his heart had raced so incredibly fast he was afraid it’d give out. “flash is stupid. want to be friends?”
fast forward to years later, peter has been harboring a crush on y/n for almost a decade. ned knows of course after finding out one night when peter had spilled his guts to him over a star wars movie, nearly crying when ned had laughed.
now, they’re a lot older. teenagers. they’re in high school, learning how to drive, slaving over homework and tests.
speaking of tests, ned, peter and y/n are in the library studying for an upcoming Chemistry quiz when y/n pushes her books away with a loud groan.
peter shakes his head in amusement, doing the same only quieter. “break time?”
“yes, god.” y/n rubs her eyes, looking momentarily dazed when she turns to peter and he bites his to lip stop himself from blushing if he isn’t already.
“I hate my life,” ned cries, breaking their eye contact to turn and pity him. “I would rather eat a can of worms than take this test.”
“I’d eat two.”
“yeah, well, I’d run naked through the halls if that would earn me an A, because there is no way I’m passing this.”
“dude, no!” peter has to cover his mouth from bursting out laughing, y/n doing the same thing as she ducks her head, her shoulders shaking. now he’ll never get the image out of his head.
“what? I suck at Chemistry, peter. desperate times calls for desperate measures. don’t tell me you wouldn’t do it too if it’d earn you an A.”
peter rolls his eyes. “of course I wouldn’t.”
“liar!” ned punches peters arm and he lets out a whine, which is followed by a wave of shushes all around the room.
“quiet guys, or you’ll get us kicked out.”
peter goes back to his notes, but he can’t help but sneak a glance at y/n. she does too at the same time, giving him a small wave. he grins, pulling out a piece of scratch paper and writes at the top would you really eat two cans of worms to get an A on the test?
he passes the paper towards her and she looks at him with raised eyebrows. she writes back only if you’d do it too.
peter returns the look she had given him. you’d have to give me something first.
what, a kiss?
a laugh escapes from y/n’s lips as she sees how peter reacts to what she had written. he’s sure he’s having a minor stroke because he can’t seem to do anything but stare at the paper in shock. he’s so sure y/n is joking, but he rereads her words over and over until she leans closer.
“you okay there, pete?” she sounds so smug as she speaks, one end of her lips pulling upward in a smirk. peter regrets facing her because now he can’t stop staring at her lips, which is exactly what y/n had wanted, he realizes. “see something you like, huh?”
peter snaps out of it, startling ned when he sits up too fast and shakes the table.
“I am trying to study-” ned cuts himself off, eyeing both of them suspiciously. “what just happened?”
“what? nothing happened. everything’s normal,” peter answers too quickly and ned points at him.
“you’re redder than elmo, peter. and y/n, you’ve scooted your chair closer to him. something definitely happened.”
“okay there, nancy drew.” y/n flicks a wad of paper at ned, who smacks it away and hits peter instead. “oops.”
“yeah, oops.” peter takes the ball, scanning the room until he finds a suitable target. flash. one of the only times they have ever seen him in the library, and peter isn’t about to pass up this opportunity. “the second I throw this paper, pretend like nothing happened, okay?”
ned and y/n nod, both giggling quietly as peter takes aim. he sucks in a breath and throws it, immediately leaning his chin onto his palm and tries to appear like he’s emerged in his book.
flash shrieks and they all nearly lose it.
“who threw this!” flash shouts, picking up the paper angrily. peter doesn’t move, but flash spots him and points to him. “penis parker! I know it was you!”
“maybe it was Spider-Man.” y/n shouts back, which is enough to make the others in the library laugh. flash opens his mouth to reply, but the librarian grabs him by the arm and drags him out.
“that was the best thing in my entire life.” ned wheezes out while he wipes his cheeks.
the bell rings, signaling that lunch is over. they all pack up their things and peter quickly slips the piece of paper he and y/n had been writing on into his binder when she wasn’t looking. he’d make sure to frame this when he gets home, which is totally not weird. at all.
“so I’ll see you guys at peters later?” y/n asks as she throws her backpack over her shoulder.
peter freezes while picking up his notebook. oh, right. they were going to meet up at his place later to continue studying. he had completely forgotten. he was planning on staying out later than usual today on patrol, which would be way more fun than sitting around crying over Chem.
“actually, I’m kind of busy..” peter trails off. he feels guilty when ned throws his hand into the air, but feels even worse when y/n’s smile falters. “I’m sorry, really. it’s just I already said I’d stay late at Stark internship and-”
“don’t worry about it, peter,” y/n says. she hides her disappointment by adjusting her backpack straps and peters stomach squeezes.
he can always stay out later tomorrow, he thinks. “how about I call in sick? then we can study until dawn.”
“no, it’s okay. I know how much the internship means to you.”
peter almost says that she means more to him than any internship, but ned clears his throat awkwardly.
“we’d better get to class, guys. peters already on thin ice with the teacher and we don’t want him stuck in detention for another month.”
“I’ll see you tomorrow, okay?” y/n smiles at peter and he almost doesn’t reply until ned nudges him in the ribs.
“yeah! yeah. see you tomorrow, y/n.” peter watches her until she’s gone, which earns another blow to the ribs from ned. “dude, stop. what are you doing?”
“what are you doing? why’d you blow her- us, off? I really do need to keep studying for this test.”
peter pushes ned slightly as the walk to their class. they only have classes with y/n before lunch, none after, which means they don’t see her until till school ends in almost 3 hours from now. except, they’re not going to hang out today and peter will more than likely be gone by the time y/n exits the building, so chances are that he won’t see her till tomorrow.
his last periods drag on so slowly, but when the bell rings, peters already out of his seat and flying through the halls.
he changes in the same alley, pulling on his suit in a record time and is soaring through the air within the minuet. he stops another bike thief not even an hour into his patrol, leaving a sign on it like all the others. he’s got to start carrying around a marker and paper or something, because it’s starting to get annoying asking around.
it’s about 9pm when peter feels his phone buzz in his suit. he lands on his building to pull it out, the screen showing that y/n is calling. he hesitantly declines, still feeling slightly guilty for earlier. he knows that he shouldn’t of blown her off like ned said, but he what he’s doing is important. he’s saving innocent lives.. and stopping people from stealing bikes.
peter almost tucks his phone away when y/n’s name pops up again. he frowns, but hits decline again and switches it off. even if he answered y/n’s phone call now, it’d be too late for them to study together. may she just wanted to call to see how he’s doing?
he shakes his head as he climbs up his apartment. no, he’ll see her tomorrow. he should just stop worry about it.
peter wakes up late. he had forgotten to turn his phone back on when he had gotten home, which didn’t set off his alarm, so he’s forced to go as Spider-Man to school until he’s a few blocks away. he changes into his regular clothes, nearly losing a shoe to a huge rat that had appeared out of a trash can.
he runs the rest of the way, not stopping once and makes it just as the bell rings. he climbs up the steps when he notices that people are staring at him weird. he runs a hand through his hair, smoothing it out with confusion. there’s nothing wrong with him, unless flash had started some obscene rumor because of what he had done in the library.
still, he can’t shake the feeling that something terrible is about to happen as he breezes into first period. it’s oddly silent, and peter finds that y/n’s seat is empty. he sets his bag down on the floor and jumps when ned plops down next to him.
“you okay, dude?”
“yeah, yeah. I guess I’m a bit anxious.” peter takes out his notebook, unable to tear his eyes away from y/n’s chair. something isn’t right. “hey, have you heard from y/n today? she’s not here.”
ned shrugs. “nope. why, are your spidey senses tingling?”
peter pulls out his phone and presses the power button. it takes a minuet for it to start up, but when it does, his stomach drops as he finds that y/n had called him 10 times and left him a few voicemails.
his throat tightens as he presses the first voicemail and holds his phone up to his ear.
“peter?” y/n’s voice is shaking. peter feels like he’s about to throw up. “I-I, um. just wanted to call you because.. I don’t know. maybe I’m just being paranoid, but I feel like I’m being followed? please call me back.”
he doesn’t even realizes he’s standing until ned tugs on his sleeve. the voicemail ends and peter hurries to click on the next one, ignoring ned as he pulls him down.
“I know you’re busy with the stark internship, but..” y/n sniffles. peter doesn’t hear anything but her voice. “I just wanted to get some chips from that 7-11 a couple blocks away. you know the one we go to all the time? it’s really dark and I can hear their footsteps behind me, peter. maybe it’s just a coincidence though? call me.”
“they’re walking faster now,” the next voicemail plays even though peter hasn’t moved. “I-I’m really scared, peter. I’m going to call the police after this. I’m sorry for bothering you, but I’d really wish you’d call me back.”
the next voicemail starts off with heavy breathing. like she’s running. “I called the police but-I.. I don’t think they’re going to get to me in time, peter. I don’t know what to do except run, and-and now they’re running too.”
peter pulls the phone away from his face slowly. he feels like his lungs are collapsing. his head is pounding as he gets to his feet, facing his teacher and the students staring back at him.
he doesn’t even say anything as he sprints out of the room, barely being able to hear the teacher telling him to stop. he has to get to y/n’s house. he has to get there as fast as he can, because she has to be okay. the police must’ve gotten there just in time. her phone was probably just lost, that’s all.
peter doesn’t even bother to change out of his clothes. he just slips on the mask and web shooters before taking off to y/n’s apartment. the whole time, he feels like he can’t breath. the mask is too tight and it’s suffocating him.
what takes a 20 minuet train ride takes peter 5 minuets to get there. he lands in the alley without grace, tumbling and scraping up his elbows and ripping his jeans. he doesn’t care as he stumbles to his feet, scrambling up the stairs and knocks on y/n’s door.
it opened slowly by y/n’s mother, who looks like she’s been crying all night. peter breaks at the sight of her.
he remembers the last time he saw y/n. it wasn’t even 24 hours ago. she was smiling and laughing in the library because peter had thrown a paper ball at flashes head.
he doesn’t feel the arms wrapping around his shoulders as he lowers himself to the floor, or the hands on his cheeks.
he had let y/n down. it was all his fault. if only he would’ve said yes to studying, then he could’ve walked y/n home and she wouldn’t of been followed. he could’ve prevented this is he wouldn’t of put Spider-Man first. and now he’d never forgive himself.
yall I just wanna say, if you haven’t studied very far into economics, you shouldn’t really lmao be saying much about it like as a field … because everything they teach you in the beginning of economics is … mostly if not completely discounted later on.
They teach you basic algebra pretty much in the first steps of economics … and from there you can build on it. But like …. everything you learn in the first parts of economics, even into like junior year economics in undergrad is still fucking decimated once you learn more advanced mathematics.
And some universities like literally don’t even require enough math in your undergrad econ degree for you to do masters in econ at other schools, like if you wanna talk economics, you aren’t going to get very far without at least knowing multi-variable calc, linear algebra, and differential equations, which are like ~sophomore~ ish level math classes for a math major usually.
But like all the professors I had for econ were math majors in undergrad because you literally can’t do most economics without a pretty decent understanding of mathematics. I’ve even seen straight up topology used in econ works.
just whipping out things like “lol heres supply meeting demand” no one fucking uses that, it’s not realistic, it’s not even like … appropriate math you’d use for econ lmao, it’s just bad.
And there are so many different fields of economics that you can’t and shouldn’t make blanket statements about it except fuck george mason’s econ department, it’s total shit. you can make that blanket statement lmao. but that’s about it.
I honestly, to my core, don’t know why they teach some of this shit in the first place. I guess for ~pure theory~ but honestly it’s a goddamn tragedy getting all these edgelords out of their 200 level econ classes thinking they know how the world works.
he’s nonverbal. in G1, he’s shown to be almost exclusively nonverbal or reserved with his speech but then laugh and talk with Megatron, a person he’s comfortable with – autistic people (such as myself) can be quite talkative when around people we’re comfortable with.
he’s “socially awkward” - autism literally impedes people in social ability.
doesn’t understand most forms of verbal humor. we autistic people have a hard time detecting sarcasm from literal truth, metaphors, and other forms of humor. this is shown lots when the bots/cons make jokes and he’s entirely unresponsive or deadpan. LITERALLY HE ONLY LAUGHS TWICE IN THE ENTIRE G1 SERIES. Humor needs to be obvious and straight to the point for Soundwave. He laughs at more physical and obvious forms of humor such as when Starscream shoots at the “robotic plant” and his null ray beam bounces back to hit him and make him fall on his ass. Or when he’s kicking Blaster’s ass. Actually those two sources of evidence are the same video just at different times but yeah those are the only two times I can honestly remember that Soundwave’s laughed in canon despite the MANY jokes both the bots and cons have made around him.
he has motor skill difficulty. couldn’t find videos for this one so bear with me here. Soundwave in G1 has shown many times to have difficulty in motor skills. you can argue that it was just bad animation but shut up let us have this. If you watch G1, whenever the cons are making an escape, pay attention to how Soundwave runs in the bg. He’s clumsy and he almost trips a lot. He runs into things that he could easily jump over. HELL HE EVEN TRANSFORMS AT RANDOM SOMETIMES DURING ESCAPES LIKE WHY YOU DO THAT??
He’s monotone. Yeah yeah this is just a “soundwave trait” but lmao listen. Autistic people are terrible with our sense of voice inflections. We’re either too loud or too monotone and “emotionless” with our voices. Do I even have to source “evidence” for this bullshit?
he has huge empathy and emotion issues. autism effects people’s perception of emotions and empathy to the point where an autistic person can be blunt and have little to no sense of empathy or emotions (like Soundwave). it’s where one of the ableist myths that “autistic people are emotionless robots” comes from. (on the contrary, however, people with autism can also be hyper-emotional or hyper-empathetic and feel things to a huge extent - which IDW Soundwave also has going on whenever he lets his empath abilities loose).
he’s nonverbal. like do we even need to debate this one. all soundwave’s are nonverbal and rarely speak.
he’s “socially awkward” - autism literally impedes people in social ability.
SPECIAL INTERESTS!!!!! TFP Soundwave is KNOWN to be a genius with anything tech related. You could easily argue that this is a special interest regarding tech things. (Special Interests (SI for short) are more than just having an intense interest in something. SI’s are specific to autism and mean that an autistic person is hyperfixating on something that interests them. This can lead to an autistic person knowing pretty much everything about a single subject (such as Soundwave with tech stuff) )
you could say that he visually stims with the lights on his visor. maybe people think he’s working but really he’s just stimmy. in case you didn’t know, stimming is a repetitive motion or behavior that autistic people (and ADHD people) do in order to relieve stress, focus, etc.
he has an “unusual gait” when walking which is actually one of the common traits of autism. he’s slouched and hunched all the time, only straightening out when Megatron is around (probably to show that he’s paying attention).
hyperfixates. not only on details to the point where he nitpicks what people say and replays recordings to them if he catches something, but also to the point where he hyperfixates on work almost obsessively. you could call this loyalty but my autistic ass calls it autism lmao.
He also has huge empathy and emotion issues, as explained above.
so yeah TLDR Soundwave is hugely represented to be autistic and no one can take autistic soundwave away from me
i think everyone eventually has that one super special person they lost @ some point in their life that they would literally just??? give anything to talk to again and have things be like they used to be. and u wonder how they are and what they’re doing and hope they’re doing so good bc u want nothing but happiness for them and you’ll always miss them
a good post is on its way my dudes and here u have it. the many reasons why ryan hawley should win his tv choice award:
1. his wide variety of impressions ranging from that of a police (which if u heard it on its own without visual evidence u would not realize it is, in fact, the character of robert sugden) to that of eric pollard and his breakfast banter 😌 the depth and accuracy provided to his impressions makes him an even better contender for this award
2. his micro expressions where his face goes from neutral to worried in a split second. if u look closely during a great deal of scenes where someone he loves is involved in something horrific, u can see the change in his face as his worry is so so evident. let’s take the moment where chas reveals to robert that aaron has received a 12 month prison sentence. you can identify the exact moment where his forehead creases upwards and his face turns into one of utter worry. to me, that is so astounding??? and his micro expressions are also so evident during the most recent scenes where u can see his scheming face soften in the presence of either vic or aaron as he feels guilty for lying to the two people who matter most to him.
3. his improvement especially in terms of emotional scenes: we all know ryan has always been so good with any sort of scene he’s been given throughout these 3 years, however during the past year or so, his performances have gained even more depth and emotion than before, which i didn’t even think was possible??? (considering how amazing his performances were even prior to this year!!) the emotions experienced by robert are so palpable and real and ryan’s portrayal is what provides them with this tangibility.
4. his (and danny’s) ability to turn a shitty storyline into something tremendous. it’s no surprise that danny and ryan’s acting ability extends so far and this is exhibited in the fact that they still manage to elicit some form of emotion from the viewers, despite the negative turn of the storyline and the lack of coherence & consistency present within diverse parts of the same storyline.
5. and last but not least, let us all remember how ryan replaced an actor (karl davies) who was highly praised for his portrayal of the infamous robert sugden, so he had some big shoes to fill. the pressure was definitely on and all eyes were on him and on how he would end up portraying such a well known and beloved character, so many years after his exit from emmerdale. and if anyone takes a look at him now, it’s evident how truly he portrays robert and how well he knows him. the fact that ryan is literally the polar opposite of robert contributes even further to why he deserves this award so much!!!
and these are just a few of the reasons why ryan hawley should win the tv choice award (this also applies to danny and john but the lanky giraffe deserved a lil post of his own since he needs to be hyped up a bit more!!!) and thank u for ur time xox
(2/2) Also, can shiro proposing to keith be a yearly thing( building on the "I'll say yez to you if you asked me 50 times they don't have to get married every year just think it'd be cute(though they'd definitely get married on the 50th year)) And, I think one of my favorite tropes in the family au so far is keith calling shiro nicknames (such as bro, dude ,man, etc.)and keith going monotone (I live for it)(I'm scrolling through your voltron family tag and it's amazing, so sorry for spam) xoxo ♡
[3rd] Keith was eating his cereal because he was stayed up late editing so he didn’t have the energy to cook anything for his breakfast. Also he woke up late, it was already noon. Shiro went down to the kitchen and saw his husband, still in his Adventure Time pyjamas, messy bed hair everywhere, eyes closing every 5 seconds, spoon hanging in the air.
Shiro: Good Morning, sleepy head. *gives Keith a kiss on the cheek* Keith: Who are you? *blinks sleepily* *spoon still hanging in the air* Shiro: *bends down to take Keith’s spoon and eat his cereal* Keith: What the hell? *tries to look angry but is still sleepy* Shiro: *gulps* *chuckles* Marry me? Keith: *eyes widens* *blinks repeatedly* Looking like this? Shiro: *examines Keith* Looking like a college student who had 10 minutes of sleep because of thesis paper and is definitely not ready to face the day to take not only one, but five of his final exams? *smiles* DEFINITELY. Keith: *rolls his eyes while smiling fondly* Fine. Gimme a second to wash my face and we can let the kids wed us. Shiro: Perfect. *leans in the give Keith a peck on the lips* KIDS!!!! DADDIES ARE GETTING MARRIED!!!! Pidge: AGAIN? *shouts back* Shiro: WHAT IS WITH THAT TONE, YOUNG LADY? YES. AGAIN.
[4th] Keith was washing the cars with the help of Shiro. He stepped on the stepping ladder to reach the top when he was met with Shiro on the other side.
Shiro: *beams* Marry me, oh sweet sexy car washer guy! Keith: This sweet sexy car washer guy will only marry the other sexy car washer guy if they actually finish washing the cars. *throws foams of bubbles at Shiro’s face* Shiro: *still beaming* *foam lands on his nose* I’ll take that as a yes!
[5th] They were doing groceries at the PRODUCE section with the kids when suddenly Keith turned around to call for Shiro and he saw him down on one knee, holding out a beansprout tied at its ends in a poor attempt of a ring.
Keith: I’m not that cheap! *places hand on chest* *scandalized* Shiro: *holds out another beansprout ring* *smiles* Keith: Now that’s what I’m talking about. I like my men rich. *holds out one hand for Shiro to put his rings on*
[6th] Keith was in the bathroom when Shiro knocked.
Shiro: *opens the door to enter* *slides the shower curtain aside* *frantic* Keith, will you marry me?!! Keith: *eyes widens* *tries to cover his body with more bubbles* SHIRO WHAT THE HELL? *slips in the bathtub* Shiro: *catches Keith in time* Why hello there, handsome. Did it hurt? When you fell for me? *wiggles eyebrows* Keith: Shiro, I love you but I swear to god I’m going to kill you. Shiro: Great! That’s settled then! I’ll pick you up at 8pm for our dinner date, fiance~ *winks* *leans down to kiss Keith on the lips* *blinks repeatedly as he tastes his own lips* Huh, soapy.
[7th] Keith received an urgent call from Shiro telling him to come immediately to the hospital, he wouldn’t tell him what the emergency was, just that Keith needed to be there ASAP. So Keith drove as fast as he could, leaving early from work. He looked for Shiro frantically until he found him, looking devastated in his own office.
Keith: Shiro, what’s wrong? *approaches him* *places hand on his shoulders* Shiro: Keith, I want you to be calm, alright? Keith: Okay. *nods* Shiro: I got my recent heart scan and I found out that… Keith: *gulps* *sweats nervously* Yes? Shiro: *sighs* I guess it’s better you see it yourself. *takes out a big brown folder from his drawer and hands it to Keith* Keith: *takes it and opens it* *the scan reveals Shiro’s heart but in there were white veins that spelled out “WILL YOU MARRY ME?”* Shiro: *smirks* Keith: *looks up* *slaps Shiro* *smiling* I FUCKING HATE YOU! Shiro: *laughs* *grabs Keith’s hand to stop him from slapping him further* Keith: Though I gotta hand it to you, this is really creative. Shiro: Yeah? You think so too? *looks at the X-Ray. Keith: Yeah… *looks up at Shiro and slaps him again* DON’T YOU EVER SCARE ME LIKE THAT AGAIN! Shiro: *chuckles* Sorry, sorry! But I just couldn’t resist. So? What’s your answer? *smiles fondly at Keith while interlacing their hands* Keith: Of course, it’s a yes. You still have 44 proposals to go. Shiro: *smirks* Wow. Someone’s counting. Keith: Someone has to. I wonder what you’ll do next year. Gonna get creative every year, aren’t we? Shiro: *sways them* I dunno. I could propose while I’m pooping— Keith: And I’d still say yes. *leans in to give Shiro a peck on the lips* Shiro: *chuckles* Wow, okay. I know you liked me, but I didn’t know you liked me THAT much, Keith!
I surprisingly have a lot of time for the first week of school! But I’m not here to talk about that, no I’m talking about a well-known manhwa that goes by the name of Killing Stalking.
Before I start “ranting”, understand that I respect people who don’t want to read it/uncomfortable with it/triggered by it/etc. I completely understand, and I wish you the best in life!
Now that we have the out of the way, I’m gonna be pretty blunt
Believe all readers and people who enjoy KS are homophobic/ableist/misogynistic/etc Then you may need to rethink a couple of things. If you would talk to some of the fans you would see that they aren’t the “monsters” you portray them as.
Believe that minors who read KS and enjoy it have been or are currently being manipulated by adult KS fans you probably should rethink some things or just not interact with me I am a fan of KS, I haven’t read up on it in a while but I do like reading it. I am 14 years old, to some of you I am practically a baby but believe it or not no one forced me to read it. It was more curiosity on my part. A YOI blog reblogged a post about it, I went searching, read the description and continued anyways. I knew it was not for me, I read it anyway. That’s just how it works.
Believe that gay men and survivors are the “bad kind” for reading and enjoying it you need to get your head out of your ass and rethink a lot of fucking shit stay the fuck away from me too while you’re at it Just, no, please stop.
Believe that all (female) readers of KS are “fujoshis” or “yaoi fangirl” You make me laugh and you should probably rethink a couple of things. Not saying that there aren’t yaoi fans making those cringy fics (UWU SANGWOO HU MP MEE :>>>>> IM A SINNER) Just know that no one on this site is fucking 10 and it isn’t 2010. Like dude I have yet to see someone do that shit, and if they do do it caaatch me hitting that block button lmao.
Believe that accusing KS fans of some really serious shit or harassing readers and shippers is ok because they read that “icky wicky nasty homophobic content uwu” Then fucking go away, why would ever even believe for one second that that shit is ok.
I bet you are starting to see a pattern here. Listen, KS isn’t a pure happy rainbow type of manhwa. You know that I know it, and I’m pretty sure everyone knows it.
I’m not saying you can’t be uncomfortable with it, no not at all. However, harassing and calling readers gross/homophobic/abusers is so fucking shitty and the fact that you would say that shit over a fictional manhwa is ridiculous. Listen if you read KS and you enjoy it, good. Let it stay that way, don’t let hateful people bring you down over fiction.
Make content, keep shipping and most of all stay safe. Because I love all of you guys, and you don’t deserve the shit you guy are going through <3
me: i can sound like an asshole when i talk about this, so maybe i should– me to me: MAKE THE POST, ASSHOLE
keep in mind, this is all my opinion! you are welcome to disagree! please don’t take this personally, i’m not calling anyone out, i just want to discuss some broad things i’ve seen in fic, and why it makes me hesitant to read, or very critical of, trans narratives. so, trans!fic! my problems with trans!fic typically boil down to a number of things:
a majority of trans!fic is written in the same style as an origin story. this inherently suggests that this is the major, defining narrative of someone’s life, as everything is typically written with every life event influenced or framed by transition. i think this really reduces a character to a single dimension, and suggesting that a trans person’s life is exclusively about their transition is kind of degrading.
transition is often seen as this dramatic thing. “i’m misunderstood, because i’m trans.” “no one will love me, because i’m trans.” and i hate seeing this narrative and mindset in stories, but also self-perpetuated within the trans community. transition can be a positive thing, and it should be celebrated.
i was linked to this lovely article that goes in depth about a lot of things, including how the transmasculine community itself can and does bolster the harmful idea that “the way things are” suggest that trans people are lucky to find anyone at all. a majority of the trans people i know IRL are in very happy, loving relationships, a majority of them with cis people whose sexual identity assumes their partner is also cis.
i think about how movies like “Boys Don’t Cry,” which are based off of true stories, are celebrated, and suddenly the public consciousness thinks, “this is a narrative that must be celebrated.” i think this is a good example of how we have to be more critical of our media intake and challenge ourselves to find new, more unique, yet still real and true narratives to pursue and celebrate. this isn’t an idea that we should let fester, because we’ve already begun to internalize it. “i’m unloveable because i’m trans.” fuck that. i might be unloveable because i’m an asshole, or because i fart too much in front of my girlfriend, or because i’m a messy drunk, but it has nothing to do with my gender identity.
a lot of stories featuring trans!narratives, written by both cis and trans writers, are really poorly researched. i feel like people rely too much on basic knowledge of the transition process, and think (for example, a transmale): okay, you cut your hair, you get on hormones, Things Change, you get surgery, ????, profit. and that seems to be the outline of literally EVERY FIC. but not only that, the characters all seem to be making the same decisions, having the same reactions, and experiencing the same changes as they do in every other fic. every trans body and the way they experience transition, dysphoria, whatever! is different. when i see a character going through transition, i want to see them making decisions on hormones, surgeries, etc. based on their character, their profession, their life, and i want those things to be EXTREMELY well researched, if you HAVE to get into it (and you don’t– you can literally write about a trans character without writing about ANY of those experiences, and yet.) again, it feels like people rely too much on the bare elements of the transition experience and their stories in turn go through character erasure, and then the aspects of the transition become less remarkable, less believable, less emotionally poignant, less weighted.
and aGAIN, you don’t have to write about any aspect of transitioning to write about trans characters! for many people, the way that they interact with their gender identity, especially if they’ve already made steps towards transitioning, doesn’t feature predominately in their life.
on the flipside of that, dysphoria changes shape. transitioning isn’t a linear thing.
an anon sent me this amazing post, which concisely describes a lot of my gripes as: 2-dimensional “xe transed nonbinarily down the stairs” issuefic, which LMAO ACCURATE
where are the stories where people trans people are doing things without reflecting on their Gender Angst or Body Awareness or transition, like??? there are so many potential stories out there. endless. for the same reason i write m/m fanfiction out of lack of mainstream stories featuring gay characters and gay relationships except when it’s ABOUT being gay or coming out, do i want to see just like, a trans!office!AU. fuck it, why not?
i don’t even want to get into how trans bodies are fetishized and romanticized in a way that really, really creeps me out, and makes me angry (typically just characterizing men as hypermasc women, for example). there are a lot of assumptions made about trans bodies, especially when writing smut, and then i just have to back out of that fic, and set my computer on fire, and my whole apartment on fire, and move to another state and start a new identity.
in closing, i will always be hesitant to read trans!fic, and above are some of the more common reasons why. i just like to ask that people question why they want to write a trans narrative, and what they are hoping to achieve through that. at the same time, i understand there are a lot of young authors out there exploring their gender identity and getting it out through fic, which i respect! but what i’m seeing is just that very narrow experience, like it’s been sliced away from the rest of a person and laid on a slide. it’s just a sliver of a human identity and experience that maybe adds another interesting layer, but not always, and only so much of life can be informed by that single experience. be diverse. celebrate happy narratives. get creative.
A/N: so a majority of you guys picked ‘bite’ by troye sivan! and i’m gonna try my best to make this good for everyone. this is probs gonna be short because I fail as a writer lmao. Also for anyone who lives in LA as well as Hershey, Pennsylvania, imma be visiting in September so it would be cool if you could recommend some nice (cheap) things for me and the fam to do lmao thank (or like, even some good places to eat, if you haven’t already ☺)
Pairing: Dan x Reader (might make a phan version who knows, it’ll be the exact same, just different people lmao)
Song(s) Used: Bite - Troye Sivan (💛💛)
Word Count: 773 words (Soz it’s pretty shit and I also say the word vulnerable about 500 times lmao)
Genre: fluff + mentions of smut 😏
“Why don’t you come back to my place?” she whispered in my ear sensually as her fingers daintily run down my arm, sending shivers down my spine. I can feel her warm breath hitting my ear giving me chills in a good way.
There’s something about going home with a girl that makes me feel vulnerable. It’s not something that I would usually do, but I really wanna do it now. I guess maybe I’m scared, I’m scared I can get hurt by this, I don’t know how, but I’m scared; once I’m involved, I can get hurt, and I don’t want to get hurt.
I nod my head, with slight hesitance but also with excitement. With that, she takes my hand, and we walk out of the club into a taxi that waits outside the club. And then the nerves hit me even more, I don’t know what I should do, should I just sit in silence? Or talk to her, get to know her, considering we’re about to have drunk sex, I should probably get to know her, right?
God I’m really nervous. Why am I so nervous? We probably won’t even remember anything in the morning, so why should I worry about it? ‘because this is something you never do, Dan…’ That thought just echoed in my mind, this is something I never do.
"Are you okay, Dan?” She questions casually, as if nothing worries her, like she doesn’t have a care in the world. God I wish I could feel the way she does right now.
"Yeah, I’m okay, why wouldn’t I be okay?” I nervously laughed. She kinda just nodded as if to see 'lolk’.
The only thing thats currently going through my head is 'why are you doing this?’ 'dan, this is something you never do’ the anxiety of all of it eventually got to me, and i contemplated jumping ot of the moving taxi right then and there, but I didn’t. I started thinking about this differently. 'yeah, its a one night stand, but this is an oppurtunity to finally get out of this dry spell.’
As I was just sitting there, thinking about how everything was gonna play out, we had finally showed up to her flat. I offered to pay for the taxi, like the gentleman I am, but she refused to let me pay. We quickly negotiated by splitting the cab fee in half.
Once we exited the cab (y/n) took my hand and led me inside, and the nerves started kicking in more. But, it almost looked like she was awkward and nervous, and didn’t know what to do. 'Come on Dan, do something exhilarating for once in your boring life.’ So I did. I made the first move and started kissing her.
And after that everything started to escalate, and we were in her bedroom, stripping down to our bare bodies, lost in lust and one thing on our minds, sex. Lost in lust but yet still so damn vulnerable. And now it feels like everything is happening in slow motion. I loved that feeling of everything happening in slow motion, but I can’t explain why, it’s just one of those things.
Her words and moans are echoing in my mind, her, moaning my name as if it’s the last time she’ll ever say it, singing my name, she sounds vulnerable, but I guess that’s what sex is about.
And at the end, I feel like I’m in ecstasy. I look over at her as we finish and flash her a smile. She comes closer to me and kisses me, but this time it feels different. There’s no feeling of lust behind it, but a feeling of happiness.
'Kiss me on the mouth and set me free, but please don’t bite…’
i was wondering how long it took before they started shitting and degrading alec. "i hope alec suffers if he hits magnus as valentine. if it takes long for him to figure out, he never knew magnus, only his body." or "alec gave him the pet warlock treatment and it's his fault magnus is suffering". i'm livid. i loathe this fandom with a fiery passion
ohhh man there goes me wanting to be discourse free for 2b lol thanks pal UNDER THE CUT don’t read if you don’t like the discourse™ lmao
I believe my feelings can be summed up in one gif:
Just watching the ‘previously on’ segment has me nervous.
Oh, god, we’re starting in the hospital with
flickering lights. That’s probably not a good sign.
And we’re staring with Liam. Definitely not a
good sign. And did his hair actually get worse? I think it got worse.
Okay, so, they’re actually in
nowheresville/alternate dimension? But why does nowheresville now have a
replica hospital instead of just being a train station?
Still not over the fact that they named a town
…so…wait…Liam is still actually in Beacon Hills? Why are the signs there? I’m less than 2 minutes in and already confused as fuck haha.
“SHERIFF: Give the boy some room!” So the ghost riders just let people come with their weapons lmao? And sheriff is dumb enough to shoot up
into a crowd? And can people actually get hurt here in nowheresville? Like, if
sheriff just straight up started shooting right now, what would even happen? The people were already erased from reality, can they even get hurt?
Also, how long was sheriff in there? Because, like, back in 6x05 when new people got dropped off, the ghost riders legitimately dropped them off right in front of everyone else, they didn’t just inconspicuously materialize. So, given that logic, sheriff’s been there at least a hot minute and, yet, he didn’t automatically go to Stiles? It’s not like Stiles was hard to find, he was standing off to the side all by himself? Or why didn’t Stiles notice him arrive? Maybe this was explained in another episode, but I kinda doubt it, so:
as I love Stilinski family moments, I’m still bitter as fuck over the fact that
Stiles wasn’t worrying about his father this whole damn time.
Well, that nice moment lasted all of 2 seconds before
getting shot down by stydia baiting.
“SHERIFF: We’ll find each other again.” What the fuck even?
Can’t let Stiles relationship with his own fucking father encroach on the
“SHERIFF: I’ll hold them back.” literally how the fuck?
True alpha scott and his pack couldn’t do that, but human sheriff can? How? We
already know guns don’t work against them?
Okay this is all ridiculous and I’m in pain, but
damn Dylan looks good
“LYDIA: When I kissed you!” …did they kiss again?
Somehow? Like through a mirror portal or some shit? Did I fucking miss it? Or are they
talking about when she slammed her mouth on his back in 3a? Because I swear to fucking god if they’re suddenly playing
that her stopping his panic attack was
because she has feelings for him….
Look how awkward her hand is:
And seriously I’m seeing nothing but:
Posey is me while watching this:
“MALIA: We didn’t see anyone.” Okay, so, one I’m really
over this whole ‘only Lydia has any connection with Stiles shit’ as if
Scott wouldn’t and the credits haven’t even rolled yet. Like, unless it’s because she’s a banshee, they can miss me with this bullshit. Two, why does Malia answer for other people? Like
how could she know what Scott saw? Three, get out of here with this scalia. I
can feel it coming.
So Stiles canonically has a stronger bond
with his jeep than he does with Lydia, Scott, or Malia? I’m here for it. #stoscoe
Question: how the fuck did Stiles make it through without being burned to death?
…how are the credits just now rolling? I feel
like I just sat through a half hour of bullshit and it hasn’t even been 5
Whoa, his hair did get worse:
He looks like a wet dog. I guess that’s fitting.
Seriously? They just wrote Scott out of that
scene because Liam doesn’t know how to use his words? So they could go full
throttle with the stydia bullshit with a stalia love triangle that is literally
seasons too late?
Aw, but Stiles still goes to Scott’s house
first. That’s how it should always be. Why they gotta play at this dumbass ship
baiting when they could focus on their friendship instead?
Still not over the fact that they change what
the McCall house looks like in every season haha.
Why would Stiles even go to the station? He knows his dad is missing? Who is he looking for? It’s not like Beacon Hills Sheriff’s Department has ever been any help to him lmao
And a radio? Why is he not just, y’know, getting
a fucking phone and calling people?
And if the whole town is gone, why didn’t we see
any of those people in the station when we saw sheriff?
Okay, how do they know Stiles actually made it
out into the real world? Like, I get that Lydia says she saw him, but when he
didn’t just walk through that tunnel thingy, why would they assume that this means he made it
into their world? Wouldn’t the logical conclusion be that it didn’t work and
he’s still stuck in nowheresville?
“MALIA: Stiles isn’t coming here. If he was, he
would have. And he hasn’t, so he’s not.” First of all, what the fuck kind of
logic? How long has it even been? 20 minutes? Chill the fuck out. Second, if
they all think Stiles is out running around, why the fuck wouldn’t they automatically all
split up and go to the places they think he would go? Like, y’know, his home,
or Scott’s home, or the sheriff’s station? Third, I hate when this show makes
it to where Lydia has-an-IQ-of-170 Martin is dumb as a fucking rock while Malia spent-the-better-part-of-a-decade-licking-her-own-ass-in-the-woods Tate is somehow the only with a
Okay, so the two worlds are converging…what’s
the point of this?
Oh god, not this fuck again:
Oh sweet baby jesus:
I got a whole list for this one:
Stop trying to put these two together, Teen
Wolf. They ain’t friends and Lydia doesn’t deserve this.
Why are they staring at the tread marks when
obviously the JEEP IS FUCKING GONE. LIKE, IS THAT NOT A BIG ENOUGH CLUE?
And wouldn’t they have been keeping tabs on the
jeep during this whole ordeal? So they should know it had to have been moved recently?
Is Lydia fucking Scooby Doo? She gonna sniff
that tire mark? The fuck she doing on the ground like that?
I am not fucking here for a Malia and Lydia
scene to be paralleling Stiles and Derek:
And how can Malia suddenly not smell him?
And what in the absolute fuck is Malia
Why is that shirt so fucking long? And look at those boots. Why does wardrobe hate her
“MALIA: Well, half the time he got it started with a
I get so mad when they act like Malia would be the only one to
know this and not Lydia. Lydia’s been around Stiles and that damn jeep way before Malia was even a thing.
Parrish is evil now? Or just controlled? Boy, they’ll literally do
anything to force stydia in this episode, won’t they lmao?
“NAZI: And I’ll have a true alpha by my side.” Lmao as
if that’s a selling point by now. Scott never does shit because they’re too busy trying to make Malia and Liam special.
All I’m getting from this scene is that even after
spending fuck knows how long in nowheresville, Stiles is still the only
competent one and he accomplishes more in the short time he’s been back than
all of them have in months lmao. Like, did he essentially save himself? And
then he found them? And then he’s probably gonna be the one to save the town
Watching that sciles hug, man, I started out like:
…then came the weird back patting…
…and then they completely destroyed it with Liam and a
cheap attempt at getting a laugh
Oh my good god:
“MALIA: Why is there a train station in the middle of
the library?” Is this line supposed to be funny? Teen Wolf, making the
character you just tried to play off as intelligent suddenly mentally challenged
is just confusing, not amusing. ·
“MALIA: Any chance they’re connected?” What
the fuck. No one is that goddamn stupid
“MALIA: ITS’ BAD WE HAVE TO GO!” Literally what I am saying to myself as I watch Shelley’s attempt at acting in this scene.
“LYDIA: Maybe there’s someone who can.” It better not be…
Aw fuck I managed to get forget about Mason
and Hayden until this point.
Look at Mason in that shirt:
transformation into Stiles 2.0 is complete, I see.
Now there are 57 rooms in the train station? What
Is that Randall on the train’s pa system? Why?
And how does Mason always know where Randall is? Is Mason supernatural or is this show just stupid? I’m guessing stupid.
if they don’t let me graduate, I swear to god!” Oh, I’m sure they will. Makes
as much sense as anything else in this damn show. I foresee a painful scene
with Natalie in this episode’s future. And I guess we know how they’re writing
Stiles/Dylan off. Love how the dropped this just 11 minutes into the
finale. Do I even need to keep watching now? He’s clearly gonna graduate and go
off to college or maybe the academy·
And, wait, he was gone for 3 months? Like, I know they’re doing that so graduation can happen, but there
was a 3 month time jump since season 5 which put us at January. Now it’s been
another three months so they’re at March, maybe April if the show wants to push
it. But they’re acting like graduation is happening right away? So either Teen
Wolf fucked up their timeline again which would not be a surprise or there’s
going to be a time jump of at least a month in this episode? I don’t know which option is worse…
How can they just grab Parrish when he’s on
fire? Werewolves aren’t fire proof? At all? Like the show is pretty heavily
based in werewolves not being fire resistant *cough * the Hales *cough* I mean, how many fucking time have they burned Peter now?
And Liam screaming? Is this supposed to be
funny because I’m too distracted by the fact that they are completely unharmed and
their clothes aren’t even singed to remember to laugh.
I’m still not over Parrish’s magical modesty
“STILES: Buddy, I love you, but we’re way past that.”
He wants the supernatural army in their world?
Okay, but, like, wasn’t it already?
You can divert it? They’re just gonna be like,
‘well, fuck the town to the left of us’
So now there’s a complete other world? Fuck this
plot, man haha.
“LIAM: We can’t move between worlds, but Corey can!”
Deus ex Randall strikes again. And I swear to fucking god they straight up
yanked his plot right out of monster’s inc. I’m predicting that someone is
gonna end up banished in the Himalayas at the end of this episode.
Why can’t anyone run like a normal fucking person on this show?
“STILES: Were we like that?” “SCOTT: Worse.” I love when this
show tries to play that angle and make it seem like the newbies are how the originals were. No. Nobody in the first three seasons was ever
that terribly written and illogical.
“SCOTT: You wanna split up?” “STILES: Never again.” All right,
you know I’m a sucker for some sciles, but does Scott never learn?
If they’re going to insist on all having all of these shots of
Liam running I am going to have to insist that someone teaches Sprayberry how
to run without looking like he just shit himself and is trying to hobble to a
“LIAM: I hate horses.”
Next season they’re bringing in a chick that’s
part horse and Liam’s gonna fuck it, calling it now.
Aw fuck what happened to Theo’s hair:
Liam’s bad hair contagious?
He just jumped off a balcony onto a horse. His poor dick.
Seriously, Lydia has a stronger
connection to Peter in canon than Malia does or ever realistically can at this point.
“MASON: I know his smile, I know his touch, and I know
that that’s his voice.” Lmao I know they’re trying to do some progressive ‘look
at our adorable gay romance’ moment here, but a voice is way more distinguishable
than anything he just said.
Oh and now Mason is having the same wires/PA
system moment that Stiles had in 6x05. You’re so fucking sly, Teen Wolf.
And now a slow motion kiss.
“HAYDEN: When’d you learn how to ride a horse?” “LIAM: Just
now.” These lines aren’t funny, Teen Wolf. And is that really the first fucking
question Hayden is gonna ask? Not ‘what the fuck are you doing here?’ Or ‘are you
fucking crazy?’ Or ‘Did you stop the ghost riders?’
As if Stiles is the one who would ever think something could be that easy. That’s Scott’s M.O.
“PETER: Where do you get this implausible optimism?”
“MALIA: Definitely not from my father.” “LYDIA: We don’t have time for this!” No, we really fucking don’t and yet you continue to waste it on this bullshit daddy/daughter relationship that is apropos of nothing. Knock it the fuck off.
“STILES: I finally saw the girl’s locker room. It’s not
that different. It’s kind of disappointing.” All right, I’ll give you that one, Teen Wolf. That line was actually pretty funny….except you really telling me
all those nights spent in the school and he never went in the girls locker room?
How many times have they done this shot this season?
How are Peter’s claws going through the ghost
riders now? Like now they suddenly don’t have a corporeal form?
Seriously, Teen Wolf:
*Malia gets hurt* ..me:
And now Peter is screaming for Malia because he’s oh so concerned about what should realistically be a minor injury. This seems like a good place to stop.
Squeeze is number 1 for you??? Lmao i'm assuming you don't like Angel that much and probably think CITC is better...
Why do you even feel the need to compare Angel and CITC? They’re two completely different songs from two different artists! I like both of them for different reasons, and I like Squeeze more than any other 5H or Camila Cabello songs so far, it’s my jam, I love it, makes me feel nice things and I loved it when they performed it live. Your opinion about my taste in music is irrelevant to me.
Hello guys! I haven’t posted any of my spells lately, so here’s some things from my BoS ♥ Really no one has seen these spells; so you’re a lucky bunch! (not really they’re just random spells that prob don’t even work smh)
*Star anise seeds
(Okay here’s the story of this; I made it for my Mum to try, since I don’t like the herbs I put it in it lol. It was supposed to make your have prophetic dreams, but it just made her not have any dreams. So take this recipe with a grain of salt lol)
Note; when salt water dries, it leaves clumps of salt.
–Put the candles in any order you want. Write what you desire on the paper, roll it up tightly and tie it up tightly with the thread. Wrap the cord around the candles, intertwining it all (put it thread down near the bottom of the candles so it doesn’t catch on fire.) Light your candles and deeply think of your intent and desire. Let the candles burn down.
Note; this is for good desires and intent only.
*White sea salt
*Crushed dried red pepper
–I’m not honestly sure why this is in my BoS? I don’t usually put curses in this one (I have about 4 book of shadows), and secondly, most of this stuff (like garlic and sometimes even cinnamon) is used in protection spells and not commonly used in curses? Like idk if I wrote the recipe down correctly, or mistranslated it (i wrote it in Rune alphabet) but idk I’m just confused about it lol. I personally don’t curses but I make things to use in curses lmao. But if you do use this, I made it for the intent of giving curses an extra kick.
Anyways, I’ll post more things like this soon. Love and Light, Amaryllis♥~