lmao oh god the way they looked at each other

Taekook rant:

Honestly, i always say lol taekook are boyfriends and real as shit and stuff but the thing i can mostly imagine that might have happened at one point is them sleeping next to each other (which they evidently do more or less often), being tired and drowsy and having this moment where they are comfy and like/ want to be really close to each other, its silent and they’re just breathing, almost being asleep but awake enough to cherish the fact that they can share this closeness in peace.
Maybe they even kissed like really short & soft and never talked about it afterwards bc there is no necessity and it just fits into their definition of closeness and some things just need to stay unspoken or are even unclear. Because i think especially with Taehyung things like that would feel normal and honest because thats how he expresses his affection anyway.
So they always have this need to be physically close but in a way where there is not too much emotional drama because thats something everyone (including us fans) would have caught onto sooner or later. But what we can see is that they are comfortable and they have this look ???? Its like watching a series where you know they are a side pairing and nobody cares to explain what happens behind closed doors….

So long story short: i think they are accidentally Kind of gay for/with each other but think its their kind of friendship or sth lmao does that make sense?


trashy-writer  asked:

Annie's inner monologue when seeing Armin in High School, probably: "Straight-A student, student council president, head of the chess and robotics club, all around nice guy. Possessor of my heart, but he didn’t need to know that."

I LOVE IT TBH especially if it’s Isa’s high school au. I honestly love the Bad Girl/Geek combo they have (I’m a sucker for opposites attract) like it’s so fun because no one would have ever guessed they’d be attracted to each other but. They are, and they get along and connect way too well lmao. 

It’s so cute though because Annie just does not know how to flirt with him. She’s socially awkward enough to begin with. She sees this scrawny nerd at his locker, glasses sliding down his nose, and my god she has never felt butterflies like that before. Oh, what she’d give to hold the hand that is currently clutching a weathered copy of the Dungeon Masters Guide. Yet as she stands there, to everyone else it just kind of looks like she’s glaring a hole into his head lmfao “shit what did Arlert do to get on her bad side rip kid”

Armin turns to see her staring and locks eyes and instead of being put off by her glare he just smiles and waves “Good morning, Annie!” and she. Freezes for a second “Oh my god he’s so fucking-”

“Yeah, for now.” and she just fucking speed walks away with a burning face.

For some reason I can see Reiner of all people noticing her crush on him and he’s. A bit of an ass about it lmao like right in the middle of the crowded cafeteria he’s just like 



anonymous asked:

Really sorry to bother you! But could you please rec me some good books with lgbtqia characters? Thank you sweetie :)

yessssss of course!!

  1. the half life trilogy by sally green!! half bad and half wild are out already! angry poc bisexual witchy boy that you can’t help but want to protect tbh. the initial writing style made me go ????? but don’t let that put you off PLEASE bc it’s rly wonderful and deals with so many things (trigger warnings for death, suicide, gore, and a lot more but those are the main things i think?)

  2. the torch keeper trilogy by steven dos santos. again, the first two books (the culling, the sowing) are out already and i’m praying we get the raising soon tbh. amazing books that feel really hunger games (i hate comparing ya dystopian to thg but there are certain similarities. anyway). poc gay main character. this books comes w a lot of trigger warnings as well tbh, going from death to gore and everything in between. 

  3. madeline miller’s the song of achilles. it’s queer iliad fan fiction tbh. prepare to have your heart ripped out. if you know the original story of achilles and patroclus,  but it’s like that only 18 times worse. 

  4. alison bechdel – fun home. this is a graphic novel and idk if you are into that, but it’s honestly so great??? there are a lot of lit references and sometimes it’s hard to catch them all, but tbh it doesn’t really matter because the story is still so good (it’s autobiagraphical but don’t let that stop you tbh) and it’s told in such a beautiful way? (ps also check out the musical once you read it) 

  5. boy meets boy by david levithan. tbh this is the lowkey easy queer ya romance novel we all deserve? it’s rly basic tbh, just boys falling in love, but it’s just nice to read something cute once in a while (though the story deals w more than that as well, but u know) 

  6. kissing the witch, honestly this book honestly. it’s written by emma donoghue and it’s not??? a novel in the tradition sense of the word i guess?? it’s more like a bunch of short stories w a smilar theme? anyway, it’s all retellings of famous fairytales, some of them w a queer twist on it (most of them, i guess). they’re all about women and the language is so so so beautiful, i love it so much. it’s sad but also happy and like………. it touches my soul tbh 

  7. alex london w proxy duology!!!!!! it took me so long to get to proxy lmao but really u should read it!!! it’s again dystopian, with as main character a poc gay cinnamon roll. the sequel to proxy is guardian and honestly i don’t have much to say abt these books except go read them please

  8. the line of beauty by alan hollinghurst. i had to read this book for my queer lit class and at first it was a pain in the ass to get through it lmao. i’ve cursed this book so many times and at one point i wasn’t sure if i’d ever finish it, but in the end i did and it was so worth it……. it’s probably one of my fave books i had to read for that class. the way it’s written is just??? plain poetry??? honestly??? and it deals w homosexuality in the 1980s, but also w racism and classism and the aids crisis and all that. if you have a lot of time and feel like frustrating yourself but also enjoying it, go read it!!! 

  9. the raven cycle by maggie stiefvater. okay tbh i’m not sure how i feel about putting this book on a queer books list but…… well, okay. this book has queer character(s) but the way they’re handled makes me feel kind of…… idk. their queerness is never mentioned and everything is Between The Lines and it’s all so under the radar that i’m just like??? fuck it tbh. but i enjoy these books a lot and all the characters make my heart bleed and i love the relationships so i can’t leave it out either? the books are wonderful in the way they deal w modern magic and friendships and relationships (platonic and romantic) and like, wanting thing and needing things and longing for things etc etc. so i would rec them for those things more than for the queer aspects lmao but anyway a rec is a rec

  10. aristotle and dnate discover the secrets of the universe by benjamin aire saenz. lmao okay confession time, the first time i saw this book  was when it was recced to me by goodreads, and i just looked at it like ??? what kind of fucking title is that??? and scrolled pst it lmao. but then it showed up again and i checked it out and it sounded nice to i bought it and FELL IN LOVE oh my god. don’t let the title foor you. this book is amazing, it’s so tragically beautiful??? but it’s also happy, and it feels so real to me? like nothing about it is fake or made to look differently or influenced in one way or another? it just feels real and raw and i love that about it. the main storyline is two mexican boys living in the 1980s meeting each other, but believe me when i say it’s so much more than that 

  11. lost and found by carolyn parkhurst. the queer aspects of this novel are….. hard to describe lmao. they’re only a small part of the storyline but then again they’re also a p big part? actually let me just copy the blurb of this novel tbh: “What do a suburban mom, her troubled daughter, divorced brothers, former child stars, born-again Christians, and young millionaires have in common? They have all been selected to compete on LOST AND FOUND, a daring new reality show.“ this book will definitely not be everyone’s cup of tea but yknow. 

  12. adaptation duology – malinda lo. ya scifi w a bisexual girl protag. i haven’t read the 2nd book (inheritance) so i can’t say much about that. tbh the pacing of this book felt rly kind of weird sometimes, but yknow. bisexual girl protags are rare so i won’t be picky. i’ll take it. 

  13. rebecca brown – the gifts of the body. again this is more a bunch of shirt stories and they are also hard to explain lmao. the main theme of this book is aids, the protag is a nameless person, a home care worker who helps people w aids. we read their storries and learn about their lives and what happened to them. it was??? surprisingly emotional to me tbh. 

  14. blue is the warmest color by julier maroh. if you’ve seen the movie: don’t let it fool you. the graphic novel is a lot less male gaze-y lmao 

anonymous asked:

Curious anon looking for queer movie recommendations. Do not let me down.

ok let’s Do This

  1. fucking amal: should get a special mention tbh. this was the first queer movie i watched (i got it from the library lmao i still remember checking it out all like DONT BLUSH ALSO DONT ACT LIKE U ARE ASHAMED BC U ARE NOT ASHAMED IT’S JUST A FUCKING MOVIE) anyway i was like 12 or 13 when i watched it for the first time and just…….. my tiny lesbian children sighs i was so happy when i watched this movie it was so cute and there were girls kissing girls and girls being in love w girls and it was so nice!!!! now tbh i haven’t seen it in like 4 or 5 years now so my memory about the actual movie is a bit blury lmao but i couldn’t not put it on the list
  2. in the same category: beautiful thing. first queer movie i bought myself lmao. v simple story of boys falling in love w each other and dealing w (internalized) homophobia and their environment and w each other. you can argue the movie is kind of blah but idk it has a special place in my Heart 
  3. usually i don’t like watching dutch movies tbh (i think it’s the language… idk) but jongens is rly worth checking out. two boys competing on the same team (i think it was running. i’m gonna pretend it was running) and falling in love. the river scene is rly cute. if u watch it you’ll know what i mean. 
  4. the angels of sex a movie w poly relationships!!!!!! or like, poly relationship that goes through a lot of trouble lmao. i don’t know many movies w poly pairings so that’s probably one of the main reasons i so latched on to this one but (weak shrug) whatever. boy and girl are in relationship. boy falls in love w another boy. girl decides boy an date boy and girl at the same time. it gets Complicated. it’s cute. it ends happy. HAPPY POLY RELATIONSHIPS!!!!!!!
  5. but i’m a cheerleader: i know a lot of ppl love this movie and i’m kind of ://// about it but i can’t rly dislike it??? idk anything that involves things like straight camp make me feel kind of uncomfortable lmao, no matter what the situation is, but the storyline in itself is sweet? again girls falling in love and going through Shit but in the end still choosing each other and finding each other in order to be happy sigh. also the aesthetics of this movie are v pretty
  6. okay definitely the way he looks oh my god this movie is so so so cute. honestly i have no words you should just watch it. it’s just such a happy movie sigh
  7. rent because i always rec rent. i’m truly sorry. but hey there is maureen and joanne and angel and collins so i shouldn’t feel bad abt reccing it right??? ok 
  8. private romeo which is probably again more personal but… it’s abt two boys in military academy and it uses the script/lines of romeo and juliet and it’s so…. beautiful. it’s so soft and gentle and so so so beautiful oh my god. the first time i watched it, it was kind of confusing in the beginning bc of the names and the characters and the roles they took in the story u feel but it’s so worth it, honestly. 
  9. boys don’t cry but i sure did l m a o. i don’t have much to say abt it tbh just watch it and Prepare urself
  10. ma vie on rose falls in the same category as boys don’t cry tbh. u will cry. also aesthetically really pretty of i remember correctly???
  11. do i need to add brokeback mountain or is that too obvious lmao????
  12. also can fame go on here? i’m just gonna say it. go watch it. 
  13. heavenly creatures i’m so???? abt this movie?? it’s so pretty but also so fucked up lmao and me saying anything abt it would immediately spoil everything so…… idk yea
  14. kyss mig let’s be real here i don’t remember much abt this movie but i have it twice on dvd for some reason so let me just rec it ok 
  15. there are a lot more but i’m kind of stuck and also answering this question took me like an hour already lmao so…. okay

mblaq  asked:

ok so for the shipping thingy...... u know what im gonna say........ yoonseok :^)

:^) my fellow yoonseok compatriot. this is my calling. *cracks knuckles* if you listen very carefully you can hear me cackling in laughter because my trashy shipping self has been released.

The ship is: the actual, unfaltering and absolute, one true pairing. they are celestial bodies; the moon and sun, ying and yang, fire and ice.

I consider this ship’s feelings:
Mutual | Mixed | Strange | Awkward | Platonic | Sibling-like | One-sided | They don’t really like each other

I’d consider the relationship:
| Awkward | Abusive | Doesn’t work properly | They’d never get together |

No | Yes | They’d think about it (i always view yoonseok with an element of realism, so while i think they’d consider it, and most likely venture forth positively, i don’t see it as a certainty. but oh my god they would be wonderful parents together; hoseok would dually nag his child to death with that steel discipline we occasionally see peeks of with dance but also have no bounds with making them laugh to the fullest. and yoongi would be so chill yet competent, balancing him out.)

General Opinion: at first, i shipped them merely because it was the most popular ship for hoseok who was unfortunately left out of the more popular pairings, and the two were my biases at the time. but it has grown so much from just that. and the amount of fics and fanart and textposts that have increased in recent months attest to the fact that more and more people have opened their eyes to the beauty of this ship. 

i have been asked this question multiple times and am pretty much going to repeat these two posts i’ve already written about them but i will gladly answer again. with shipping, ultimately i look for ‘diametrically-opposed equals’, wherein they contradict each other in personalities to enable the ‘opposites attract’ trope but also share a mutual trust and respect. and by god, yoonseok has that in leaps and bounds.

their humour and dynamic is so refreshing and beautiful to me. i keep stating it, over and over again, but they shift to accomodate each other so effortlessly and subtly, that it’s apparent it’s not fanservice, and just. so. genuine. hoseok engages yoongi in his stupid, cringey puns that the latter secretly adores, he melts and softens with his gummy smile that unfurls in the other’s presence, yet it’s hidden under sarcasm and dry jokes. but in return, hoseok just unleashes his inner savagery and parries back with equal scathing wit. there are so many examples of this, and of late, the amount of yoonseok has grown exponentially. ‘your fourth toe was wrong’ in the recent v app. the hwagae marketplace. the april fool’s day joke. their interactions at the isac and various variety shows where they cling to each other in laughter or point fingers and enjoy the other’s suffering with almost obscene pleasure. but when i look back at previous bombs, it’s there from the beginning. like in ‘Let’s test BTS’ nerve!’ where yoongi would not take his fucking hand off of hoseok’s thigh and was the first to notice the bruise on his shin, correctly deducing that he in fact was lying about being a ‘real man’ lmaooo. and ‘it’s the pose bts sleep in normally’ where yoongi is the one who guides hoseok with the pants over his head into the door as retaliation for hoseok’s earlier jokes at him. and there’s the new years thing which is like yoonseok 101.

then there’s the fact that they’re both rappers, and yoongi has already expressed such pride in how far hoseok has come from his origins of knowing next to nothing about rap when entering bangtan, stating that ‘The talent you are unaware of is the most frightening/powerful weapon.’ i can picture hoseok and yoongi, the insomniacs (shout out to my upcoming fic based on this concept), huddled together in the dead of the night writing lyrics in the crime scene of yoongi’ studio. 

and then there’s the fact that they share the same drive and passion for their respective crafts, yoongi’s being producing and hoseok’s being dance. they would empathise each other’s dedication and hard work for their careers, and comfort each other in their own way; understanding losses, successes, missed dinners because of late nights at the studio, instant bouts of inspiration, sharing and creating together.

yoonseok. will. rise. (lmao this fucking essay. save me.)


OKAY. So a lot of people have been asking me about tonight so I’m gonna make the obligatory concert post. We got there literally just as Shawn took the stage because NYC traffic is absolutely HORRENDOUS. We got to our seats and Shawn was adorable. I really really appreciated the fact that his entire set was acoustic and I have a real soft spot for singer-songwriters so I made sure to dance and sing along with him and Vance. A lot of the people around me were on their phones and not paying attention so I was literally the only person standing and dancing but YOLO. During their sets I saw Heidi on floor and she waved at me (LKASDFJA) and the USWNT from way high up.  I was also texting breakrinalikeapromise and palegingerbabies so we could meet up. Steph was in B stage pit so I was SO SADSIES I couldn’t meet her. HOWEVER, I did kind of meet Mac who was SO CUTE OH MY GOD. HER ACCENT IS THE BEST. First, Mac called my phone and I couldn’t hear a thing because of Vance, but it was so funny because we were totally yelling at each other on the phone LMAO. Then Vance’s set ended and I called Mac who picked up and said “HI.” in the funniest way. We started talking about where we were sitting and we realized that meeting would be difficult so she told me to find her from Floor in the section above me. After some running and looking around I finally found her and we were waving and screaming at each other as Mac leaned over her section railing LOL. She told me about meeting Taylor and how they talked about the app I gave Mac and I DIED. We blew each other kisses and then Mac returned to her seat with Perez who was rocking this awesome hat. HAIM COMES ON AND ME AND MY SISTER DIE. THEY WERE INCREDIBLE. SLAYED ME. So they finish and I realize that I was ridiculously dehydrated from dancing so hard. I went to go buy water because I was actually afraid I would pass out. So I get water and the line is hella long. I’m hanging out in the back of floor waiting on line and then Feel So Close comes on and ALL CHILL IS LOST. Taylor comes on and I’m ASLKDFJLA;KDSJF AND THEN MAMA SWIFT WALKS OUT OF NOWHERE. And I’m just starstruck honestly but all these fans literally started mobbing her and I didn’t think I should contribute because she looked like she was in a rush. So I watched as she took pictures then quickly left. I stuck around in the back of Floor until Blank Space and then went back to my seats. STYLE WAS AMAZING. I SAW THE WORLD FUCKING CUP IN REAL LIFE AND YALL KNOW HOW HUGE OF A SOCCER FAN I AM I STG IT WAS NOT REAL LIFE. AND WHEN THE WEEKND CAME OUT I LET OUT THE MOST BLOOD CURDLING SCREAM AND TAYLOR SINGING I CAN’T FEEL MY FACE SLAYED ME. During the end of IKP my sister really wanted water so I told her I would get it for her since I was closest to the aisle. So I get the water in the back and decide to check out B Stage Pit area where Taylor is literally hovering over and I’m like JDFKAKSLHFKALH and I see Scott feet away from me and I’m about to go to him but then security kicked me out. So I go back to my aisle and I’m waiting for Taylor to stop singing in order to be courteous to the other people in my aisle. That’s when GIGI, LILY, HAILEE AND HEIDI WALK RIGHT PAST LITERALLY RIGHT NEXT TO ME GUYS SO CLOSE AND I WAS DYING. THEY WERE ALL HOLDING HANDS AND IT WAS SO CUTE. A few minutes later Mama Swift starts walking straight towards my aisle and I’m like THIS IS NOW OR NEVER. So I RUN past security and I scream “Mama Swift!”. She had like two handlers with her and they were walking SO FAST they looked like they were in a rush. But SHE STOPPED FOR ME and I gave her a hug and launched into everything I had to say to her. I was talking so fast and hyperventilating and half crying because I could tell the people with her were trying to urge her away. But I was ONE ON ONE WITH MAMA SWIFT. Me: “YOURDAUGHTERINSPIREDMETOWRITEMUSICANDIENTEREDMYSONGINTHEINTERNATIONALSONGWRITINGCOMPETITIONANDIWASASEMIFINALISTINTHETOP10PERCENTANDIT’SALLBECAUSEOFYOURDAUGHTER” and guys, Mama Swift was SO HAPPY AND PROUD OF ME. She was so cute she was like, “Good, good!” and I was rambling so fast. It didn’t even register in me that Mama Swift was saying something to me again. So she repeated it, “What’s your name?” and I was like “Ariana. I need to tell her I love her. Can you please tell your daughter I love her and give this to her for me?” And I handed Mama Swift a letter with a message from me and a song I wrote. And she looked at me and said, “I will.” and I wholeheartedly believe that she will/did. Then she walked away and Taylor was singing CLEAN and I was SO EMO GUYS I KNOW I SAY I’M EMO ALL THE TIME BUT I WAS THE MOST EMO I’VE EVER BEEN IN MY ENTIRE LIFE. THE CONCERT WAS ABSOLUTELY AMAZING AND I HAD THE BEST NIGHT. IT WAS SO MUCH FUN AND I’M SO GRATEFUL THAT I COULD BE THERE. Thank you to all of you that reblogged my posts. Thank you if you sent me a message wishing me luck. Thank you if you were rooting for me. I did not meet Taylor, but like I’ve been saying these past few days, if it’s meant to be, it’s meant to be. And it wasn’t, but that’s okay. So many beautiful things happened tonight. And I can’t help but be thankful for them. This is really long and idk if yall will even read this but I love you guys!



anonymous asked:

Lmao it's cute how the Blarkes think we go out of our way to stalk their blogs. I ventured into the tag once and stopped shortly after 5 mins because I could physically feel my brain cells dying one at a time. Imagine being that delusional and self-absorbed to think people wasted precious time in their lives to consistently stalk you.

Clexakru: Spend their time writing detailed meta and making pretty fan art and gifsets about their canon ship. 

Blarkes: OH MY GOD! Clarke and Baboonscrotum were in the same room and may or may not have looked at each other! #Blarke is canon #Blarke is real #Blarke is love. 

Clexakru: Avoid the Blarke lunacy at all costs.