PAIRING: Luke/Y/N RATING: A for angst and S for smut WORD COUNT: 8000+ REQUESTED: yesssss!!! so many ppl wanted a second part so here u go!!
guess who’s back!!! well not rly bc i have so much work to do but i managed to churn out this monster fic in like….3 days lmao ! just letting u guys know, it deviates from the religious aspects that r mentioned in the first part; this part definitely deals more w their relationship and there’s literally sooooo much angst so y’all can thank me for that later ;-) anyways, hope u enjoy!!!
A/N: I was watching Stranger Things when I wrote this… oops
Word Count: 2,109
- Written by Kat -
Ever since you were a kid, you felt like you were supposed to be doing something more. Like there was more that needed to be said, but you never got the chance. As time went on, you pressed the feeling deep within yourself, becoming someone else entirely. In this day and age, women were expected to look and act a certain way. The feeling in your gut was always pulling you away from those ideas, prompting you to be more. But you never gave them a chance, too scared of what people would think. So you swallowed your heart, you wore the dresses and skirts and makeup. You went to the dances, and parties, you smiled and laughed and flirted. And when the captain of the football team asked you out, the only thing to do was say yes. Even though you played the part, the feeling never left, it sat in you gut - an idle threat.
this shitty edit took me more time than it should have
so um i somehow got to 500 followers ? i still don’t know how the fuck you all put up with me but thank you ?? i never got this far even with my other blog that i have for almost 2 years now haha
so, because i never did it before, here’s a follow forever with all my lovely mutuals that i never talk to bc i have nothing to say and am too awkward & shy but i admire you all from afar
but first, a huge thank you to @dramaqueendanand @theoncomingfrenchie. you two are literally the lights of my life, idk where i’d be without you. i had so many problems going on in my life since the beginning of the year (still have but that’s not the point) but you both helped me so much, encouraged me to keep doing what i liked and for that i’ll always be grateful. laura, elena, i love you with all my heart
if i forgot to mention you, well first of all, you can throw me into space, but also feel free to message me so i can add you !! and im sorry )):
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My 2 cents on the current arc in 19 days :) This is entirely my opinion and I do not speak for anyone,,
Okay first of all, I do like how the story has been going so far. This arc is creating new opportunities for so much more development!!! e.g. backstories of jianyi and the he brothers and possibly mo (who knows, mo’s father could be connected to all of these), development between he and zhan, and ofc development between zhan and jian. OX is taking 19 days to a much deeper level now, instead of the usual zhanyi/tianshan hanging out and having their moments. The arc started off with jian being kidnapped by an old dude (claiming to be mr jian’s old friend) which is then followed by jianyi’s mom finding out and the short revelation of the relationship between jian and his mom. And then the recent chapter where jianyi is shown to have been trapped in an old warehouse with said old dude. (It’s all been pretty dramatic but that’s to be expected)
So yea, I too, like many others, believe that jian is being kidnapped for revenge (possibly trying to lure mr jian out)(how he’s going to exact his revenge…..we don’t know yet) and looking at the past 3 chapters, am I satisfied with the way OX has played them out? Yes.
Chapter 192: Jianyi kidnapped!! This chapter provided a sort of base for the whole arc. In this chapter, before jian got kidnapped, there was the whole family thing again; jian was sad after seeing zhan’s family and wished he had one. And from here, I believe the possible overarching theme for this arc would be jian’s family.
Chapter 193: The reveal of Mrs Jian!! This chapter reinforces the theme of family (a continuation to jianyi saying “mum probably isn’t home yet” which I thought was a nice fit). So we find out that Mrs Jian isn’t the ice cold queen we all thought she was. We see that she cares tremendously for jian (she knows what she did to him and is remorseful) and is badaSS AF. Through this chapter, ox gives us hope that action is being taken to save jianyi. (And by his own family which is all the more heartwarming, don’t you think?) Again, a step into the revelation of jian’s family.
Chapter 194: Jianyi trapped!! OK this chapter was a hell of a ride so let me just say what I think about this chapter. The chapter started out pretty light hearted (almost ironical seeing how its juxtaposed next to jian’s dangerous situation - could this mean anything?) but I felt like it ended on a very serious note. OX basically injected comic relief into this chapter and I can honestly understand why’d she do that.
OK SO A BREAKDOWN OF WHAT HAPPENED: jian making jokes (the hetian thing) >> light hearted thoughts on jian’s part (zhan xixi, coming after my beauty) >> TURNING POINT: jianyi realising his mum could be in danger (FAMILY!!!) >> jian trying to attack (failed) >> threat by old dude.
There were criticisms regarding this chapter, about how weird it is, having light hearted comedy in such a dire situation (almost seemed as if OX didn’t know what to do). However, there are a couple of reasons why I think comic relief was injected into this chapter.
1) the last two chapters were emotional and serious although 19 days is known to be more of a comedy. Maybe OX thought it was fitting to tone down on the seriousness and lighten the mood?
2) jianyi’s personality at play (by my fav!!! jianyi enthusiast @19daysruinedmylife: jianyi tries to act all happy and positive in bad situations BECAUSE HE LEARNED IT THAT WAY. Ever since young, he was often alone and thus, needed a way to cope with it, which is acting all happy. It’s part of his childhood.) So yea it is an innate habit of jianyi’s to laugh at a predicament first, instead of crying.
3) assure the readers that jianyi is not in a particularly dangerous situation for now (his life is not threatened, he’s p much just locked up)
But of course, this light hearted comedy was only for the first half of the chapter. It got serious again after jianyi thought about his mom. Which brings me to my next point: jianyi’s kidnapping is still a big deal, the comedy was just a temporary relief from it. The ending was far from lighthearted, even ominous tbh, serving as a reminder of jianyi’s precarious situation.
Is the old dude really planning to hurt jianyi? For now, I don’t think so.
The act of pulling on the hem of jianyi’s pants was just a threat, to induce fear in jianyi. The old dude could have physically attacked jianyi while he was bound or could even have brandished a weapon, but he merely pulled the hem of jianyi’s pants (which is so much more harmless ngl).
so ya tldr: i am very satisfied with the arc rn and am vv excited to see more of what ox has in store for us :)) i am also looking forward to seeing tianshan being incorporated into this arc (would REALLY like to see mo and he’s backstory tbh)
“We’ll fall in love in a timeless land, Where no matter how far we extend our hands, Words like ‘tomorrow’ or ‘future’ or ‘fate’, Lie far out of reach for as long as we stay. As we look sideways at the hands of the clock, They’ll right back at us as they tick and tock. How I hope to have forever to spend, This life, no— all future lives, Right here in this world with you”
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one of the purest angelo/nero moments is in ep8 when nero is all stressed and sleep-deprived from the delphy investigation and angelo purposefully seeks him out to cheer him up?? like he has 0 reasons to do that if he was solely focused on getting his revenge 100% of the time. and kill me it was so cute angelo goes to meet him in the garden and cracks a joke??? this sweet child.
angelo: “nice weather, huh? want to go for a drive?” nero: “sorry, but i made up my mind to never get in a car you’re driving again.” *cue mutual chuckling/laughter*
AAAAAAAAHHHH and then angelo advises him on fango/being careful :’) and then nero angsting over protecting the family. AND THEN!!!
nero: “will you come with me?” angelo: “yeah.”
like what does this mean 👀 👀 👀 👀 👀 i never rly understood exactly what they were referring to lmao but i gUESS obvs angelo did lolol but ofc corteo observes this entire scene and is like not cool w/ their chumminess but ughhhh how can people say angelo always hated nero’s guts 100% of the time look at these children!!! i know it’s just a small subtle moment but a show like 91 days is all about the subtleties :’)
I GOT LIKE FOUR OR FIVE ASKS FOR SHIDGE BUT YES YOU WERE THE FIRST ONE TO SEND IT HAHAHA
HERE WE GO-
who takes longer showers?
PIDGE TBH shiro’s used to taking 5 minute showers once a day from garrison/kerberos training, but pidge puts off showering for like days on end so once she gets IN she doesn’t wanna get OUT lol
how do they make up after a fight?
i don’t see them really all out FIGHTING as much as i see them having lil disagreements or miscommunication errors, either way pidge would probably run off to a secluded area in the castle in a huff and shiro would give her some time to cool down going after her, and when he finds her she’s immensely calmed down and ready to talk rationally and they talk it all out to make up with little to no issues :> they probably cuddle a lot afterwards too LOL
who prefers rain and who prefers sun?
they both prefer the rain!! shiro finds the sound of it relaxing and for pidge it’s just another excuse to stay inside and tinker with robots LOL
what’s their favorite place to go together?
this is cheesy as hell but honestly, anywhere as long as they’re together LOL they both have their preferences individually, but as a duo they’re not picky :P
who’s more likely to be voted prom king/queen?
SHIRO DEFINITELY but i feel like neither of them would go to prom lol. pidge has absolutely no interest and shiro wouldn’t really be comfortable with the attention, so they probably just chill at home and watch star wars
do they celebrate anniversaries, etc.?
ABSOLUTELY OMG shiro is the most sentimental fucker on the castle next to lance are u kidding. he and pidge don’t make a big show out of anything because they’re not really ones for drawing attention to themselves or their relationship, but they DEFINITELY celebrate comfortably with each other all day and get/make each other really thoughtful gifts and make out a ton and all that good stuff LMAO
who’d pressure the other into singing karaoke?
casually slides this here LOL shiro wouldn’t so much PRESSURE pidge into singing with him as gently persuade her with all that dang charm and charisma of his (he probably says “please~?” really sweetly and bats those pretty lil lashes of his and pidge is WEAK) they actually sing pretty well together and pidge enjoys herself when she overcomes her shyness :3
what’s their nightly routine?
shiro gets in his pjs and gets in bed and sets an “emergency/just-in-case” alarm for 3am. if pidge isn’t in the room to shut the alarm off before then, it goes off and gets shiro up, where he proceeds to find wherever she is (which is usually the lab) and drag her gremlin ass to bed LMAO
(it’s not something shiro necessarily goes out of his own way to do tho, he usually doesn’t sleep too well without her with him anyways ;w;)
Imagine though Prussia gives a list to Germany’s date mate. And it’s a list of things as if Prussia was giving his brother up to a babysitter. Things like:
- He needs a hug at the end of every day
- Do not make him German food please. Just let him do it himself. You would probably suck anyway.
- When he wants to walk his dogs and doesn’t want you to come along, don’t take it personally. He just needs alone time.
- Please make sure he takes breaks from paperwork to eat, drink, and sleep. He will sometimes forget.
- Do not let him skip breakfast.
- I’m sorry but you will now be the designated driver on drinking nights.
- I better not hear about you drinking and driving with my baby brother.
- Do not hit Ludwig. For any reason.
- He gets allergies during Spring season so make sure you have plenty of tissues and medicine.
- Just beware that when he sleeps he tends to cling to whoever or whatever is in the bed with him.
- If you have any questions call me.
victor is more of the ler, but only by choice. when yuuri decides that he wants to be ler for the day, theres Not stopping him and victor is a goner lmao. but generally yuuri is more lee and victor more ler
2. Who (pretends) they hate being tickled and who openly admits it?
HAHA yuuri pretends to hate it. victor doesn’t mind it, so he’ll tease yuuri all the time like “you can tickle me if you want” especially when yuuri is in a really big lee mode and all he wants is to get tickled, and here victor is so easily admitting it himself while yuuri cant even say the fuckin word ‘tickle’ in the first place
3. Who prefers gentle tickles and who prefers getting Totally WreckedTM?
yuuri love both because he’s desperate af all the time. victor prefers gentle tickles, and even enjoys them and asks for them sometimes. especially light scratches up and down his spine. yuuri is generally the one who’s always asking victor to be More Merciless and victor is constantly amazed (and pleased) by how thirsty his bf is for tickling
4. What are each of their most ticklish spots?
yuuri: under his arms are the WORST for him. he melts completely. also his thighs and neck
victor: behind his knees oh my god. if yuuri manages to sit on his legs and just stroke his fingers up and down the backs of victor’s knees, victor will honestly start crying probably. also his sides are pretty sensitive too.
5. Bondage? Pinned down? Tickle fights? Quick tickles in passing? What do each of them prefer?
yuuri prefers being pinned down. he doesn’t mind bondage either, but getting pinned down is definitely his favorite. he loves the feeling of almost being able to get away, but then being tugged right back into place and tickled ever harder for trying to escape. 8))))
victor also likes pinning yuuri down, but he actually prefers bondage because he can use both of his hands and his mouth freely to torment his bf
6. Favorite tickle headcanons for this pair?
VICTOR IS AN ABSOLUTE MONSTER OF A TEASY LER honestly. yuuri had No idea what he was getting into when he finally confessed his kink to victor. he thought victor would find it cute and indulge him every once and while whenever he asked for it, but no. victor goes the whole ten miles, doing research and asking questions all the time and yuuri cannot take it he is so flustered 24/7 now that victor knows this secret abt him lol