Honestly I love my life currently like I’m praying on a more regular basis and even though I’m not at a point where I pray 5 times daily I’m getting back there again and I’m focusing more on trying to be active and toning my muscles which makes me feel so light and confident and even though I don’t eat the healthiest I’m trying to incorporate more healthy foods into my diet also I’m killin it academically which is surprising bc I’m not nearly as stressed abt tests and I place less of my self-worth on the grades I get, I’m usually so critical of myself and never enjoy anything bc I’m always shitting on myself but now that I stop to think about my life right now I’m so happy and grateful I have great friends and family, I’m surrounded by love and support I just need to get out of my own head and live in the moment and truly enjoy this period of my life

Monday 8:27am
I woke up with you on my mind.
You called me babe last night —
my heart is still pounding.

Tuesday 10:53pm
Today I realized we won’t work.
What we are is hurting her.
And I think she matters more to me than you do.

Wednesday 11:52pm
I broke things off with you today.
She barely said a word.
I’ve never regretted anything more than this.

Thursday 4:03pm
I shouldn’t have sent that message.
You shouldn’t have been so okay with receiving it.

Friday 9:57pm
I almost messaged you today.
I didn’t.

Saturday 8:49pm
I’m walking around town in search of alcohol.
They say that liquor numbs the pain of having a broken heart.
I want to put that to the test.

Sunday 2:32am
I heard you texted a girl you’ve never spoken to before.
I wonder if it’s because you’re trying to replace me.
I can’t help but wish you weren’t.
I thought I was irreplaceable.

—  a week with you on my mind, c.j.n.

- You’re getting good at this allura… 

 - …and i really enjoy doing it if i say so myself  

- So is this official now?

 - Only if you promise you’ll do my hair as an exchange…

 Deal then.  

Allura learning how to do the eyeliner thing to shiro as my entrance for shallura week! this was suppose to be for ‘tradition’ (?) but i’m not even paying attention to the prompts at this point…