living in a fantasy

While my white friends lived their Italian fantasies out while we were abroad, those of us of Color were assaulted and teased by fetishizing white Italians. I wish I remembered how to curse people tf out in Italian but I’m rusty.

anonymous asked:

lol i definitely dont hate trans people considering i am trans. i hate transtrenders. :) your tits are out, youre wearing makeup and fucking short shorts with tights and a crop top? YOURE A GIRL. stop fetishizing gay men. i bet no one calls you male pronouns irl, you just run to tumblr to live out your yaoi fantasy.

heres a prime example of how truscum hate gnc trans people! also of how theyre transphobic and apparently also hate closeted trans people who cant safely ask people to use their correct pronouns irl! anyways if ur a truscum u hate trans people

also before u say anything yes i do have dysphoria its just mostly bottom dysphoria so thats why im able to have my tits out all the time :)

-mod Casper

anonymous asked:

Stevie is SOOO self righteous! I always think of the Don't Stop documentary. She talked about making Tusk like she was there every single second of the entire year agonizing over every part, when everyone else said she just came in on the days she was needed for her parts! And she said like "Lindsey never got over me" even though he is married with children! Maybe he was just annoyed with her because he thought she was being annoying? She really thinks so highly of herself, it makes you grimace!

I don’t think it’s that bad, I just think that Stevie lives in her own little magical fantasy world and in that world she’s the queen and the world revolves around her.

Monday 8:27am
I woke up with you on my mind.
You called me babe last night —
my heart is still pounding.

Tuesday 10:53pm
Today I realized we won’t work.
What we are is hurting her.
And I think she matters more to me than you do.

Wednesday 11:52pm
I broke things off with you today.
She barely said a word.
I’ve never regretted anything more than this.

Thursday 4:03pm
I shouldn’t have sent that message.
You shouldn’t have been so okay with receiving it.

Friday 9:57pm
I almost messaged you today.
I didn’t.

Saturday 8:49pm
I’m walking around town in search of alcohol.
They say that liquor numbs the pain of having a broken heart.
I want to put that to the test.

Sunday 2:32am
I heard you texted a girl you’ve never spoken to before.
I wonder if it’s because you’re trying to replace me.
I can’t help but wish you weren’t.
I thought I was irreplaceable.

—  a week with you on my mind, c.j.n.

I think I could watch dust forever.

so I stayed at this cabin earlier this summer. one day I woke up at 5a.m. and saw the incredible light coming through the front door. I couldn’t just let it go and fall asleep again. I set my camera up, shook some old pillows and caught this beautiful second before the wind blew all of this out

The world is brighter than the sun
Now that you’re here

this lovely au courtesy of @beanpots

Looking back, I can’t remember the truth. I blew everything out of proportion so I could feel the hurt and betrayal and write about it in vivid detail. It was my own method of torture. My own undoing; and I enjoyed every second of it.
—  c.j.n.
Tragedy of Ignis

I feel like I already have a post like that. Well I’ll have two then. But you know what’s really sad? Ignis is a function character. It’s not me shitting on the story, there are actual real life people who live like that, molding all their lives around someone else. Typical thing for mothers, maybe that’s one of the reasons why fandom thinks about him as a mom-friend despite the fact that he is adventurous pun master dork. But really all his life since the early childhood was dedicated sorely to Noctis. There are Gladio and Luna who are quite literally live for Noctis to fulfill his role but still, Luna has her oracle shebang, Gladio expresses characteristics that has nothing to do to Noctis: he loves his sister, likes reading, hiking, getting stronger, even those cup noodles. 

Every habit or quality Ignis exhibits is there for Noctis. He may enjoy cooking but he got into it to lift the prince’s spirits after the Tenebrae attack. His knowledge, his manners, his skills at fight all were developed to guide a young king to his fullest potential. And not once he shows even a trace of resentment toward Noct, even having every right, even after this quest leaves him fucking blind. The depth of his devotion and selflessness is truly mind-boggling. 

And the saddest part? It’s all for nothing. He dedicated every second of his life to make Noctis a perfect ruler he never meant to be. 

King Regis never pressed his son to be a great leader because he won’t be, it was good enough if he lived happily for those short years he had. But Ignis didn’t get the memo so he kept on trying.  

I mean even the fact that each bro gets an episode to dive into their character, lives and motivations exclude Ignis. Because “his” episode is still emotionally Noct’s story of coming to terms with his father’s mortality and his own role as an heir.