…I hate myself. I feel like an idiot saying it because, blah, blah, teen angst, boo hoo, but I do. I hate myself. Almost all the time. I try not to tell anyone because I don’t want to burden them, but I feel like I’m falling farther and farther away from them. Like the well’s getting deeper and I’m running out of energy to climb it and any minute now, any second, it’s going to stop being worth even trying.
NIALL OPENED A FREAKING RECORDING STUDIO IN DUBLIN
NIALL IS RUNNING HIS OWN GOLFING BUISNESS NIALL IS DOING A CHARITY EVENT FOR A CANCER RESEARCH NIALL IS HAVING THE BEST BREAK NIALL IS TRAVELING THE WORLD NIALL IS WRITING MUSIC NIALL CAN PLAY THE PIANO THE DRUMS THE GUITAR MY HEART STRINGS NIALL IS MAKING HISTORY SOLO NIALL WILL RISE AND I AM SO HERE FOR IT
Diver type- Has tougher hide and are much heavier than common wailords. This allows them to live in deeper ocean levels and are suited best for competitive battling.
Butterfly type- Bred to have longer fins, and unique markings. This wailord seems to be popular among coordinators
Dwarf type- a natural mutation that seems to be favored by casual Pokemon owners. It is completely the same as the common just smaller and better suited for travel.
Mirage type- These whales are so buoyant they are unable to dive leaving there open back exposed to the sun. Many have grown complete living islands on their back. Many scientists believe this is the secret to why mirage islands disappear and reappear weeks later.
Aries: They get a bad rep for being selfish, but as the zodiacs newborn, their obliviousness is usually innocent. Aries Represents the beginning of life and intrigue with establishing a sense of self; like an infant obsessed with their own fingers and toes.
Taurus: They are known to be especially guarded and reserved at times, but in reality they love and commit so wholeheartedly they have to learn to protect their hearts for their own good.
Gemini: They are often called shallow, but in reality they are entirely more invested in discovering and exploring others than throwing their own private lives and deeper emotions in people’s faces.
Cancer: Forever known as the sign that just can’t let go, Cancer simply means to live up to every commitment and promise they make- and they don’t just give that kind of loyalty and unconditional love to anyone!
Leo: They’re infamous ego is often misunderstood to be an obsession with their own self, but usually it originates with their desires to be recognized for the larger-than-life love they invest in the things they care for. They need to be sure they are seen and heard, because being forgotten by those they love is what they fear the most.
Virgo: Most think that they wanna be perfect, but they are very aware of their flaws, so in no way do they want to be perfect. They just want to know and value all of their potential. Life is seen as a constant course of progression.
Libra: They are known as the indecisive ones, but mostly they just value taking the time to consider all aspects of the situation and decide what’s fair, reasonable, and what will keep things peaceful.
Scorpio: They always are perceived as possessive, but so often their desire to keep tabs on a lovers comes not from a desire to control them, but to shield them from outside forces or harm. Scorpios are fierce protectors of those they adore, fighting for them until the end.
Sagittarius: They are always pegged as commitment-phobic but they usually do settle down later in their life. They aren’t afraid; they simply have unconventional priorities and won’t sacrifice an ounce of freedom unless they see someone as truly special and remarkable.
Capricorn: They are well known as the most serious-minded of all the signs, but their incredible sense of humor is often overlooked. Caps are known to be hilarious, with a notable knack for saying the most clever things at just the right moment.
Aquarius: They are commonly referred to the most detached, aloof sign. In reality they aren’t unemotional or lacking feelings- they are however an expert at concealing them. An Aquarius misery usually does not want company.
Pisces: They are often called escapists and aimless daydreamers but its not necessarily because they can’t handle the real world. with their planetary ruler being Neptune, a deeply rooted transcend everyday, normal reality is ingrained in their nature.
If you can’t live longer, live deeper
step by step
Dreamer 11.06 still I rise Fortitude
Still I Rise by Maya Angelou
You may write me down in history With your bitter, twisted lies, You may tread me in the very dirt But still, like dust, I’ll rise.
Does my sassiness upset you? Why are you beset with gloom? ‘Cause I walk like I’ve got oil wells Pumping in my living room.
Just like moons and like suns, With the certainty of tides, Just like hopes springing high, Still I’ll rise.
Did you want to see me broken? Bowed head and lowered eyes? Shoulders falling down like teardrops. Weakened by my soulful cries.
Does my haughtiness offend you? Don’t you take it awful hard 'Cause I laugh like I’ve got gold mines Diggin’ in my own back yard.
You may shoot me with your words, You may cut me with your eyes, You may kill me with your hatefulness, But still, like air, I’ll rise.
Does my sexiness upset you? Does it come as a surprise That I dance like I’ve got diamonds At the meeting of my thighs?
Out of the huts of history’s shame I rise Up from a past that’s rooted in pain I rise I’m a black ocean, leaping and wide, Welling and swelling I bear in the tide. Leaving behind nights of terror and fear I rise Into a daybreak that’s wondrously clear I rise Bringing the gifts that my ancestors gave, I am the dream and the hope of the slave. I rise I rise I rise.
With the TVD finale, so many are either complaining about how little Damon/Elena we got or about Stefan being sacrificed for their happily ever after. Meanwhile, I’m over here super bitter about getting exactly zero Elena/Jeremy scenes. How did my Gilbert siblings not warrant even a three second reunion?
I crave those connections with people who love harder, care deeper, and live stronger everyday. Those who will not only help me grow into an even better version of myself, but will also keep me humbled by their ability to love and appreciate the beauty in friendships and relationships. I don’t want to talk about the weather, or the latest thing on tv. Tell me about your deepest fear and your greatest desires. I want to get to know the heart and soul, not the facade you put on for others. No more superficial none sense. True beauty is within what’s deep in our hearts. Those are the things I want to get to know.