when you realize that one of the very first things the series establishes about adam is that he’s a very pragmatic and careful and responsible person, but also that he and ronan dragged each other behind a moving car for fun
when you realize that despite their bickering, adam actually relaxes completely around ronan and sometimes even lets himself forget his responsibilities for a little while when they’re together
when you realize that ronan actually brings out adam’s carefree side more frequently than any of the other characters
when you realize that adam’s pov chapters tend to be calmer and more focused on the present when ronan is there with him
when you realize that ronan was making adam quiet all along
I really need some like, otayuri fluff in my life rn?? Like pls
•At the beach and Otabek cant swim so Yuri tries to teach him how to swim
•it turns into a giant mess tho because Yuri is apparently a really shitty teacher
•Otabek kisses his frustrations away and instead they make sand castles
•Otabek can draw?? What?? So Yuri lays down on the couch in the LEAST sexy pose and says “draw me like one of your french girls”
•Beka takes a whopping 5 minutes on it, coloring and all, and they laugh at it for 10 minutes
•Later when Yuri falls asleep during the movie at the other end of the couch, Otabek sneaks down and actually does a very nice portrait of Yuri asleep
•Yuri has them both framed in his apartment next to each other
•Yuri constantly buys shit for Beka because he has like no impluse control
•Guys this boy has like a $1,000 backpack okay dont talk to me
•Anyways one day he buys Beka this leather jacket that looks like it belongs in a Lady Gaga music video. Its a crop top jacket with studs and fringe EVERYWHERE and Yuri LOVES IT
•After mails it, like, a week later, Otabek posts a pic on instagram of him, leaning against his bike, in leather skinny jeans and the jacket with ray bands on and it goes like, viral over night. Yuri is s h o o k. Otabek texts him later like, “Oh, by the way, thanks for the jacket Babe”
Give me the boys being silly and stupid and in love p l e a s e
One day, years from now, you will be lying alone wondering what went wrong and I hope I cross your mind and you think “Man.. I fucked up.. she really loved me.. she was worth something and I broke her.”
You know how when we were kids and we used to play tag… sometimes we would get overwhelmed and scared because at the back of our minds we always had it that the ‘bad guys’ were coming to get us? Remember the sense of safety and peace that would wash over us when we reached to the home base? I think you were my home base.
Some days I think I’m over him and then there are days where I end up crying on the bathroom floor till 5:00 am staring at his picture, wondering why he thought I wasn’t good enough. Cursing myself for not being good enough for him.
I think the mistake people make is when they hear the word “soulmate” they immediately connect it with a romantic interest. I beg to differ, I think we have multiple soulmates but for different aspects of our lives.
We can have a best friend soulmate, a let’s get together everyday soulmate, a musical taste soulmate, a movie soulmate, there are so many soulmates that a romantic soulmate becomes a very small fraction of this.
And, I think you’re my soulmate. You’re my "on the other end of the world but still the only person who completely understands me" soulmate. You’re my “best friend from the other side of the world” soulmate. You’re my “grey’s anatomy "person” soulmate.
You live a million miles away and we’ve never met but I think you’re pieces of all my soulmates rolled into one and that’s what makes you special. You’re the one who I want to talk to when things go bad and the first one I want to tell my good news to.
You’re the one I look at and say “Hey… she’s my person!! She’s my best friend!! She’s my sister.!! She’s the one who makes me happy when I’m blue and the one who lets me yell when I need to. She’s the one who knows when I’ve had too much and lets me curl into a ball and cry it out. She’s the one who knows me better than I know myself.”
I think no matter how many “soulmates” I may meet in my life, you will always be the biggest, most important one. You will always be the one I need the most. You’re the one who was there when it all started and I know that you’re the one who will be here when it all ends, reach to catch me as I fall.