little nic

There’s that really cool conversation between Nomi and Amanita while they’re on their little sex-nic when Amanita says, “I can feel these other parts of you.“ She says, "Sometimes you’re really sensitive.” And Nomi says, “That’s Kala.” And she says, “Other times you get really aggressive.” And she says, “Oh, that’s Wolfgang (Max Riemelt)
— 

Jaime Clayton in Hollywood Reporter [X]

Okey, like crazy Kalagang fan I need that scene, that dialogue. I need it.

Am I Enough PT 2

Bucky X Reader 


Summary: An unexpected turn in your relationship with Bucky sends you on a journey that will hopefully find you back home one day.


Warnings: angst 


A/N: Hello everyone, I just wanted to start out with how thrilled and honored I was to have all of you read my new story. I am still getting the jitters from it all. Sorry it took so long but here it is. This chapter is more of a stage setter for what is to come and no bucky we catch up with where the reader is now.  

“When did this start between you two? How long has it been? Did it gradually come to be or did it just hit you one day? I asked if you had ever thought about the others, in a I-could-possibly-date way. Wait, was that when it all began? You actually thought about it and realized she would be better for you. I shouldn’t have asked, I mean I was so happy that you chose me over them but I brought this on myself didn’t I?“ 


“Can’t you just tell me? Answer me, dang It! Do I now mean so little you can’t even give me a proper answer. I love you with everything I have in me, but that’s not enough for you is it? I wanted to believe that this would last forever but….“ 


Two weeks that’s how long it had been since you left. The road had taken you out through several states till you stopped at a quaint town. Big enough that you could get confused but small enough for people to know almost eberyone and of all things it was call Normal, Illinois, because heavens knew you could use all the normal you could get. You managed to snag a place to stay at least for now and a job as well. Lucky for you the college had just gotten out so you found a room to rent for the next 2 months before school came back. 

It’s funny how in the movies people can just up and run away from their previous lives but not for you. The one plus side was that You could avoid all other text and calls from the team. It also kept your mind off if him. You spent part of your car ride on the phone with your boss telling, well lying that you had a family emergency that would take you away for a while. Luck struck again as she gave you the two months you asked for. The only problem now was your apartment. You couldn’t afford 2 rents. The rent in normal was about half it was in new York but still. This had taken quite a few more phone calls until you found a few friends that wanted to rent it out for a couple weeks at a time. It would be risky especially if they cancelled but you had a smidge of faith left that it would work out. 

Now that you were at least for the foreseeable future to remain here, you focus on your new job, mostly because the other option is soul sucking grief. It was a standard retail job in Uptown Normal, a little boutique that sold nic-nacs. It got you through the day and you made money. You threw yourself into it taking extra shifts and doing whatever necessary for the job. Anything to keep you from going home at night. 

The problem now was the nights, with nothing to occupy your thoughts, no tv or computer, you focused on what had happened. You had thought maybe the whole thing was a misunderstanding that Bucky would chase after you and explain. As each day went by your hope faded piece by piece. You weren’t hiding you still used your credit cards, your drivers license, he could find you, any one could find you. But no one came, you must have been right in everything you said. You would have at least expected one of the others Steve or Tony at least, but you guess that was too good to be trhe friendship as well. How did this happen you had always prided yourself on being a decent judge in character, but apparently not the people you were those closest to you. 

It turns out it was good you left. You would feel bad for ever forcing yourself onto others. When you thought this there was a knock on the door. Your head jerked up, zeroing in on the door, you weren’t expecting any one. Maybe it was a simple case of wrong door. Again the knock, but this time it was followed up with, ”(Y/N), I know you’re in there please just open up.“ 

Gah, it was Steve. You start to have a mixture of feelings the first was surprised, he had come to get you. You were great friends so why not but you would have thought he would stay with Bucky, support him in this time. This led to sadness, tears picking your eyes because Bucky couldn’t even come himself, he must have sent Steve. Which then provoked anger, that stupid pompous man couldn’t even take the time to come find you and fix things himself. When that thought hit you, grief ran through you wrapping it’s way through, making your limbs heavy and your breathing shallow. 

That was it Steve had come to say that Bucky didn’t want you back that you could stay right where you were. Far away from him, he didn’t need some has been hanging around his new girl. Once more the knocking began, “I’m coming in we need to talk." 

With that he quickly dismantled the lock and stepped in. You stare at him while he approaches, but as he gets closer you get scared you didn’t want to hear it. No you could move on right now, you could pretend this whole thing never happened. You scoot away from him whimpering slightly and shaking your head. 

"Whoa hey, I just want to talk.” He raises his hands, halting all forward movement. 

“No,” you shudder out, your voice weak. “I know what you want to say and I don’t want to hear it. I get it he doesn’t want me. I’ll stay away I promise.” At this point your voice has broken and tears run down your face. You keep shaking your head keeping Steve at bay. 

Steve heart breaks even more, his friend has done a real number on this girl. You were still huddled against the wall but now you had your hands over your ears, refusing anything he had to say. He sighed, kneeling down before you and wrapping his arms around you pulling you to his chest. For a moment, you resisted pushing against him, didn’t work very well as he continued to hold you in place. 

Finally you fell into him allowing his comfort, you start to cry, aobs that wrenched through your body. For you it was finally accepting everything that had happened to you. Taking in every feeling that you had held back through this whole thing. All this time you had refused to accept them, that everything that was happening you deserved, so you didn’t have the right to feel emotional about it. You were though, sad, angry the basic but fierce emotions held you. All you could do was cry while Steve held you. 

Eventually the tears took their toll rendering you exhausted and quickly sliding into sleep. Steve felt you go limp against him. Glancing down he took in the tracks from the tears on your face, carefully wiping a few more away. He couldn’t even imagine what you were going through, he knew in some sense, had seen and talked with you, about how much Bucky had meant. You had discussed hopes and dreams, what the future would look like and how much Bucky had changed you for the better. To have all that taken away would make anyone’s heart shatter. He still didn’t fully understand what would make Bucky do this to you. 

You shiver slightly more from the lingering fear than the cold. He finally took in the apartment while looking for a blanket to wrap you in. It was sparse to say the least you hadn’t taken much with you when you left. A small studio, no bed, no dresser just an open suitcase with your clothes spilling out of it. In your haste you hadn’t taken what you needed just enough to escape. From the info they had gathered they learned about your new situation and from what they could see you didn’t plan on coming back to New York anytime soon. 

He scoops your legs up draping you over him, but still firmly in his grasp. He pulls the blanket from your small blowup bed and wraps you in it. Looking down once more, he knows you intend to stay but not if the team and him have anything to do with it.

Lifting his hand up he whispers, “Guys, we have things to do. Let’s get started." 

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Lance and Keith LOVE Hunk's hands

(Based on a thing I sent to @wlwvoltron from my main blog a while ago that i couldn’t get out of my head. It just kkinda,,,turned into klunk)

Lance, affectionate as he always is, loves Hunk’s hands.

Lance loves touching them.

He loves pressing Hunk’s hands to his face, no matter how cold it is around them they’re always warm somehow??

He loves running his fingers over the calluses on Hunks palms, he knows the story of every scar on his skin, and kisses them all regularly.

Any time theres a cut of scape or bruise on Hunk’s hands (or the rest of him) Lance fawns over him and plasters his face and hands and neck and whole body with kisses. (Even if it was just a little nic from a sharp piece of metal Hunk was working with, and hes 100% okay!)

Lance loves making up stories about the lines and creases he finds there.

(“This is your hottie line, it runs really, really deep, which means you’re gonna be a total babe for the rest of your life.” “Aww– but, yknow that isnt a thing, Lance?”
“It is now!”)

Lance loves massaging them, when Hunk’s had a long day and just wants to relax, or when he’s so tense that it takes lots and lots of soothing words and gentle caresses to stop Hunk’s shaking and Lance just wraps his arms around his boyfriend and they stay there, close and holding hands, until things are Better.

He loves taking any and every excuse to hold them, and does it tight, because he never, ever wants to let go.

Keith isn’t as big on touching, but he loves Hunk’s hands all the same.

Keith loves watching them.

He loves the precision of watching Hunk’s hands work, whether on some intricate machinery, fixing up dinner, or braiding Allura’s hair (he’s the only one allowed to, and he does so excellently)

It isn’t just precision, its the care he puts into each movement, the love he puts into each touch.

Keith is fascinated.

He loves watching how Hunk talks with them, so full of feeling that his words and face don’t express it all.

Even when Hunk is sleeping, passed out on their bed, his fingers seem always in motion, twitching, curling, flattening out as he cuddles closer to Keith and Lance in ways so soft and gentle it makes Keith’s head spin.

And man, does he like to watch him lift. Those gentle hands are crazy strong.

He loves the encouraging thumbs up, watching him fidget absentmindedly with his cool space stim toys, and the way Hunk messes with his headband when he’s thinking hard or on edge, or the way somehow just Hunk always knows, and holds an offering hand out whenever Keith feels like he needs it the most.

Keith loves watching the way his own fingers slide so nicely into the spaces between Hunk’s fingers, like they were made to be there.

Hunk loves his hands too, cause he’s got two of them, and two boyfriends to hold them.

And life is good.

mycrawft  asked:

Hi! New to the Mendo community after watching him in Rogue One. :) What movies of his do you recommend checking out and why?

Hello and welcome!!!!

the must-sees for new Ben fans (amazing fantastic incredible movies)

  • Mississippi Grind: watch Ben and Ryan Reynolds act their socks off together in this wonderfully intimate and loose character study of a sad, sad gambling addict and his mysterious new boyfriend best friend. Their chemistry is fantastic and Ben’s character is one of the most painfully real I’ve ever seen on screen.
  • Starred Up: a sublime prison movie with forces-of-nature performances from Jack O’Connell and Ben. Very violent and explosive but also very touching and emotional (I highly suggest subtitles).
  • Animal Kingdom: the Australian crime epic that won a shit-ton of awards and catapulted the careers of most of those involved. The whole cast is great and characters extremely well-crafted. If you want to know why Ben’s always playing sketchy people nowadays look no further, he’s terrifying in this.

worth watching just to see Ben steal the show as side characters

  • The Place Beyond the Pines: it’s a decent movie and Ben’s freakin’ fantastic in it. Ryan Gosling’s obsession with him began here, for good reason.
  • Killing Them Softly: your mileage may vary with this one. A crime/gangster story with political/economic allusions, directed by Ben’s best friend Andrew Dominik. Ben plays a really gross low-life heroin addict and he’s phenomenal. If you don’t want to watch the whole thing, at least check out the heroin scene
  • Lost River: you’ll probably be okay with this if you like Nicolas Winding Refn. Even if you aren’t, you get to see Ben sing and dance
  • Slow West: Ben’s distractingly magnificent fur coat aside, it’s a very interesting revisionist Western with some gorgeous cinematography.
  • Black Sea: a solid enough submarine thriller, where Ben’s another weirdly almost-sympathetic scary mofo.

when you’re in deeper you’ll end up looking for these rather obscure but still good Australian films (Ben has lead/major roles in all of them)

  • Amy: Ben has a nice wholesome role in this surprisingly depressing movie about a traumatized deaf girl.
  • The Big Steal and Spotswood: they’re rather typical teen movies but Ben is a baby and cute as **** in both. They’re watchable and fun.
  • Beautiful Kate: the subject matter is off-putting but it’s a very well-acted low-key drama.
  • Cosi: random and kind of weird, but also kinda cute and Ben looks SO GOOD
  • Hunt Angels: a cool and surprisingly engaging little docudrama on Rupert Kathner, an early Aussie filmmaker.
  • Idiot Box: a dark comedy about suburban delinquents that’s probably not going to be to everyone’s tastes, but it’s a fairly iconic part of Ben’s filmography from what I can tell.
  • Metal Skin: strange, nihilistic and unpleasant but young long-haired womanizing Ben is 👌 👌 👌 👌 
  • The Year My Voice Broke: Ben’s breakthrough film role at age 17. A melancholic coming-of-age teen movie that pulls no punches, I’m really not joking.

for true Mendo completionists that still have some respect for their own time

  • Black and White: a meh movie with admirable intent and a tiny bit of Ben. It’s okay at best. 
  • The Dark Knight Rises: watch it if if you haven’t seen it by now I guess?
  • Secret Men’s Business: it’s an unremarkable made-for-tv movie, but Ben looks great…….. beach and shower scenes……..
  • Quigley Down Under and Sirens: Ben’s barely in these and they’re so-so movies, go for it if you want? 
  • Knowing: it’s not the worst thing ever but it’s really not good and Ben gets very little screentime. Nic Cage isn’t that entertaining either.

anything not mentioned here is either terrible, or I just haven’t seen yet so can’t judge. have fun descending into Mendelhell!

anonymous asked:

faceclaims can be creepy as fuck. imagine joining a guild and discovering everyone therein was using nic cage as a face claim. that would be terrifying. you stumble into the first guild meeting and everyone, as one, slowly turns to face you -- and suddenly there's a horde of nic cages staring cageily at you. big nics, little nics, orc nics, goblin nics, elf nics; nics in bear form, nics of all shapes and sizes. "join ussss" one nic cage hisses, "become one of usssss"

WE FUCKING DID IT GUYS, CHECK THIS SHIT THAT MY FRIEND SAW WHEN HE WAS SIGNING IN. 

Where Do the Flowers Go Chapter Twelve

Chapter Eleven

Summary: You and Bucky go undercover in Lenox Hill
Warnings: language
A/N: I’m sorry that this chapter is a bit shorter, I’m still getting back in the swing of things

Strangers rushed around you on every side and you wrapped your arms around yourself in an attempt to hide from the crowd and the noise. You flinched as a cold arm wound around your waist and spun toward Bucky with wide and terrified eyes. He reached out to take hold of your arms, rubbing them soothingly. “It is just me, pisoi,” he said quietly, smiling gently.

“Sorry,” you said. “You’re always so cold, I-I should have realized it was you.” Taking a deep breath, you closed your eyes and let Bucky pull you into his chest. “I just really fucking hate airports.”

“I know, but I am right here, soare,” he whispered in your ear, beginning to gently run his hands up and down your back, “and you are alright.”

Forcing yourself to relax into his arms, you smiled up at him. “How long until our flight boards, Nic?” you asked quietly.

“Ten minutes, my love,” he said, “and then we will be on our way to paradise.” You closed your eyes and rested your head against his shoulder, willing your heartbeat to slow and match his.

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