literally so happy this is done

anonymous asked:

warm memory from yesterday when I spent almost the entire day snuggling w my boyfriend and talking w him and opening up abt my depression and self harm and other stuff I've never told anyone about and he just held me close and asked me questions and let me know that he loved me and he was there for me and idk no ones ever done that for me and it was really nice I've had a crush on him since we were 12 and now we're seniors in high school and im so happy w him :~) thx for listening adam

THIS IS ADORABLE IM SHOOK LIKE WHAT i am literally so happy 4 u like omg

i was just going to bed but like…

an underwater au where sportacus is part of some ship’s crew but they make shipwreck in a big storm. sporty gets saved by merman robbie that brings him to his hometown, inhabited by merfolk.

here’s more drawings:

OKAY BUT LIKE IM HONESTLY SO DONE WITH EVERYONE TREATING SHERLOCK LIKE SHIT ALL THE TIME WHEN ALL HE DOES IS TRY HIS BEST TO HELP EVERYONE AND PROTECT EVERYONE BUT HES ONLY HUMAN AND CAN ONLY DO SO MUCH AND NO ONE CUTS HIM ANY SLACK LIKE EVERYONE ACTS LIKE EVERY MISTAKE HE MAKES IS DETRIMENTAL AND THAT HES NOT ALLOWED TO EVER MAKE A MISTAKE LIKE WTF IM JUST SO MAD SHERLOCK IS AN ANGEL AND DESERVES SO MUCH BETTER

You know Hinata would be like “I’M TALLER THAN YOU NOW, KAGEYAMA!” and they’d argue about whether it counts or not because he can fly and it totally doesn’t count, dumbass

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Remember when I said I had a tattoo appointment for today? Well…Here it is!

I’ve been thinking about getting this for literally months and I finally decided to go through with it. I’m honestly so in love with it.

I’ve been watching Jack for years but in recent months, he’s helped me so damn much, both in terms getting me out of my creative rut and for making me happy when nothing else does. I could go into excessive detail but I’ll spare you the long read. All I’m going to say is that I’ve been so happy watching him and I can never thank him enough for all that he’s done. I met my best friend @megsiplier through the channel and tbh I don’t think I would have had the courage to talk to her if it wasn’t for him.

So…Thank you for everything Jack. :)

((ALSO THANK YOU TO @selhukka FOR DESIGNING IT FOR ME AAHH))

Edit: No, I’m not going to regret this. Yes, I thought about this beforehand.

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hi im bagel and my favourite trope is “everybody loves and supports eridan”

((anyways happy eridan day!!!!))

how we live now

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the party in red hook (literally just fluff and happiness and dancing and public kisses)


When they get to the party, Lukas parks his bike against the house, and grabs Philip by the shirt, pulling his helmet off. Philip wipes the hair out of his eyes, making a face.

“I could have done that.” Philip says, arching his brows. Lukas grins.

“But it’s so much fun to mess up your hair.”

“You love my hair.”

“When did I say that?”

“You don’t have to say it.”

“Then how do you know?” Lukas counters, setting his own helmet on the bike’s seat.

“Because you always run your fingers through it when we-“ Lukas places a hand over Philip’s mouth, nose crinkling.

“Fine. Whatever.” Lukas says. Philip tilts his head, giving him a wide grin.

“Embarrassed, Waldenbeck?”

Lukas narrows his eyes, grabs Philip by the shirt, and pulls him against him. He tilts Philip’s chin up with a finger, noses touching.

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reasons why season 3 episode 5 “good form” is iconic and unforgettable:

- the mcfreaking ponytail that changed my life

- david saying “you’d have liked my brother” as his version of a Sick Burn & killian saying “you’d have liked my brother” bc his brother was his hero & idol Jokes On You, David Nolan,

- that one bit where david literally swoons into killians arms

- “you couldnt handle it” “maybe YOU couldn’t handle it” SmoothTM and SuaveTM CombacksTM property of captain killian jones

- davids happy golden retriever face when the poison drains out of his system

- “im not complaining” “ok, im complaining”

- when ur stuck in the amazonian rainforest saving ur abducted kid so instead of a Romantique First KissTM u just gotta go for some hardcore making out in the middle of the jungle instead

- & then leave the not-quite-bae staring into space for like 10 minutes afterwards like a lovestruck Fool while u go get stuff done

- u kno waht? rudolph the red eared pirate tbh

- also t b h smol leftenant jones??? biggest nerd in his majesty’s service??? bless his awkward heart

- when david thinks hes Gonna Die & hugs emma real tight n emmas like ????????????????? dad ur bein Extra & weird & davids just like ‘haha no this is my Normal Dad Reflex what r u talkin abt”

- snow: david r u sure everythings ok 

- david, close 2 Tears but laughing nervously: yah im fine i just LOVE U GUYS SO MUCH!!! not dying at all!!!!! cool!!!! let me hug u one last time. i mean one MORE time, hha, haha,,,

- The Princess Bride ReferenceTM

- davids Dad Smile when hes like “hook saved my life” & everyones like REALLY???? FORREAL??? that part was pure   

- anyways this was a good ep i should watch it again

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I am so so glad that my sweet boy found a home with people who actually care about him and love him with all of their hearts. This poor boy has been through so much heartbreak, loneliness, abuse, and neglect, that just having the option of being able to live with the Fujiwaras both breaks and mends his heart.

Touko and Shigeru love Takashi so much and I’m so glad that this sweet child is finally happy in a place where he gets so much love and affection. These two literally saved him and he is so grateful for everything they’ve done for him.


Right, this could get long. But I need to get it all out because it’s doing my head in.

Last night was awful to watch. I’m so happy I was watching it at home alone, because I’m not sure I’d have been able to mask my horror/upset at what I was seeing on my TV.

On the surface, it was like someone was literally shitting all over Robron, shitting all over the past years worth of Robert’s character development and erasing all the amazing work the writers have done at not only redeeming his character, but proving his unweilding, death-defying love for Aaron. We had an entire 30-minute episode dedicated to Robert’s love for Aaron, to Robron’s bond, to Robert’s truth. And last night felt like all of that had been shat all over.

HOWEVER.

I have a logical mind, I always think about things logically and that’s why I’m always so wound up by people who do things that just *don’t make sense*. And last night made no sense.

The only thing that *does* make sense, however, is that this is a part of Robert’s plan. That he is leading Rebecca on because he doesn’t trust that she’d actually sell Lachlan out when push comes to shove, and so he’s trying to keep her on side and give her hope, in order to manipulate her into giving him what he wants; Andy’s freedom.

“Now’s not the time.”

Why isn’t it? If he wanted to shag her, if he wanted them to start up an affair, why isn’t now the time? He had no problem banging her when he was engaged to Chrissie, her own sister, so why is now not the time?

Because it’ll never be the time. He wants to keep her hanging. He wants to give her faith that she will get what she wants in the end (him), and in return giving him what he wants (evidence against Lachlan, talking Lachlan in to confessing (which she does!!)).

Saying it was all about Home Farm was a part of the plan, because he knows Bex doesn’t really care about Andy. Bex cares about Home Farm and she cares about Robert.

These things all make sense. Aaron potentially being in on the plan too, whether pleased about it or not, would make even better sense, and would be a brilliant twist that I could totally get on bored with.

This is the logical path, or as I’ll call it, the Logical Explanation. This is the path that could lead to a Robron wedding that isn’t tainted and ruined. This is the path that won’t make people jump ship.

HOWEVER.

This is a soap, and the reason I’m feeling conflicted is because soaps don’t always go down the logical route. Things happen for shock value, for drama, and then they’re forgotten about. And I accept that, to a point. But this isn’t one of those things that can be forgotten about, if it turns out to not be the Logical Explanation. If it turns out to be something to throw doubt in the viewers mind about Robert’s feelings for Aaron, then that is a major let-down and incredibly sloppy and poor writing on Emmerdale’s part; something which totally contradicts that amazing work they’ve done this year, and something that was totally unecessary.

Now, we know that Robron don’t break up, and we know there’s a wedding. So in theory, that backs up the Logical Explanation that it meant nothing and that Aaron may even have known about it (I don’t think he did, but it would be amazing if that was the case).

What is freaking me out at the moment is that when Aaron finds out about the kiss (again, assuming he doesn’t already know either because A) Robert told him before he did it (unlikely), or B) because Robert told him straight afterwards (and us viewers are kept in the dark to add to the “twist”)) is Robert going to be totally honest about it? Because the idea of him lying scares me, of ED making him pretend Bex is lying, or that it wasn’t as bad as it was.

Because I would literally rather Robron break up than start their engaged journey based on lies. I don’t care if Aaron kicks off at the truth (again, assuming he doesn’t already know), as long as *it is the truth*.

I’m nervous and uneasy, conflicted between the (realistic) Logical Explanation, and the fact that it’s a soap that doesn’t always take the logical path and doesn’t always make sense.

Right now, we need to have faith, and I know a lot of us are trying to do so. Which leads me to the next thing…

There are viewers like us, who re-watch scenes over and over and remember every little line and detail. And then there are the casual viewers, like my parents for example, who miss episodes now and then, who watch them once, who sort-of care about what happens to certain characters but not on the level that we do.

So, basically there are the viewers that remember everything, and the viewers that forget everything. And this is where I get conflicted again.

Last night, did Emmerdale want us to remember everything that has happened with Robert/Robron, or did they want us to forget? Did they trust that us, the main fandom who analyses everything, would remember all the times Robert has pleaded his love for Aaron, has said he wouldn’t cheat, has said this is all about Andy? Did they trust that we’d keep that all in mind while Robert returned Bex’s kiss??

Some things:

  • When Bex offered herself and Home Farm on a plate, Robert told her; “You don’t do it for me anymore.” and proposed to Aaron the next day
  • When Bex said she’d give him 10% on anything she could get her hands on, Robert told her; “I want Andy’s freedom.”
  • “When something matters to me, I lie, I cheat, I do whatever it takes.” - Robert did this for Aaron, and he’s doing it for Andy too - two of only about four people that actually matter to him
  • “No one comes close.” - something Maxine quoted when trying to reassure panicked fans last night
  • Robert being prepared to die with Aaron, or at least die trying to save him
  • Robert diving back to the bottom of a murky lake where he could’ve died just an hour before, just to rescue an engagement ring

Now, did ED want us to remember all of that, or forget it?? It seemed on the surface they wanted us to forget it, by seemingly re-writing Robert’s entire character just to suit the plot.

OR, did they want us to remember all of this, like a little nod and a wink, like “you’re smarter than this. you know this isn’t how it seems. you know what’s happened, and you can trust us. we got this, even though it looks like we haven’t. you know Robert better than this, and we know you do. wait and see what happens. watch this space.”

Could that be what Danny’s tweet was referring to? Him referencing “twist and turns”, and telling people to chill….and you know what, I’ve never been more happy to see a winking emoji!!! Sometimes that little emoji can speak volumes, and that actually calmed me down more than anything. It was like “I obviously know what you don’t know, and I know you’re going to be cool about it. It’s all going to be groovy ;) ”

OR, you know, he could’ve just wanted to calm people down, to keep them watching…. but, I don’t actually think he’d do that if it really was going to turn into a total mess??

And then let’s look at the spoilers. 9 times out of 10, spoilers make out things are way worse than what they actually turn out to be; only this time was totally different. Why? Why was that? They didn’t even tease us like “will Robert give into temptation?” (like they did before); they flat out made out he rejected her. Which, yeah, he did in the end, but after he’d kissed her back for a significant period of time.

SO. Are the mags/spoilers/insiders/whoever trying to add to this twist, by helping last night be more shocking than we ever expected? By, quite frankly, tricking us into thinking it was going to be fine, just so the blow was more extreme/painful, which would ultimately make the “twist” more satisfying/more of a relief??

Is this all the create an even bigger shock when it turns out this is all some evil genius plan by Robert, and potentially an even bigger shock that Aaron was in on it too??

I mean, their scene happened very early in the episode, and we didn’t see Aaron again, and didn’t see Robert until later. Maybe they discussed it all then? Maybe Robert really does know he can’t trust Rebecca so wanted to screw her over too??

I’m not so sure about Aaron knowing about it right now, although I stand by that being an amazing twist.

Yeah, the spoiler says Rebecca blackmails Robert, but that could all be a part of the plan too. And it also says she tells Aaron, but it’s not to say he doesn’t already know. I mean what a better fuck you than being like “yeah, I already know, and it’s hilarious you think you actually had a chance with him. he was playing you, SOZ.”

The spoiler says they argue, but that could be about anything. As could “Robert has some explaining to do.” And would they really suddenly make up and Robert start thinking about buying them a house the very next day???

Like I said earlier, if they have Robert lying and twisting the truth into getting Aaron to believe him then you know what, I’d be fucking done. BUT that literally goes against everything that they’ve been building this past year, so would they really shoot themselves in the foot like that???

In a nutshell, there are three main options;

1a) This is a part of Robert’s genius plan to keep Bex on side/get her to do whatever he wants (and it works; she gets Lachlan to confess!) and Aaron completely understands this; “you’d do the same for Liv.”

1b) This is a part of Robert’s genius plan, and Aaron was in on it before it even happened (unlikely, but…WISHFUL THINKING).

1c) This is a part of Robert’s genius plan, and he fills Aaron in on it right away (without us viewers knowing until the hour long ep in two weeks….PLEASE)

2) Emmerdale are lazy and sloppy and want us to forget everything wonderful they’ve done for Robert and doubt his feelings for Aaron all over again, therefore shooting themselves in the foot, alienating fans, letting themselves and their fans down and kissing goodbye to any awards they might win next year

3) Emmerdale were lazy and sloppy for a single episode purely to create drama, but Maxine will somehow fix this and that hideous scene is to be banished to The Vault of hideousness along with the Shitman episode and the Teeth Picking scene, to be forgotten forever for being a lump of human shit and never to be mentioned again.

What will actually happen remains to be seen, but I have a feeling it’s going to be a long and nervous wait over the next two weeks, UNLESS some light is shed tonight when Robert talks to Diane (PLEASE GOD).

Basically, I don’t blame people for being upset/scared because I am too. But it might be a little too soon to lose faith completely. I think whatever happens, and even if it turns out to be a part of The Plan/Logical Explanation, it still could’ve been done better and a few more hints could’ve been dropped that it *is* a part of the plan, but I’d accept it. Anything else then…..well, I’ll be crushed. We all will be.

But for now let’s try and wait and see. It might be a little too soon to give up completely/jump ship. But if it turns out to be as bad as it could potentially be, then I could be jumping ship with you.

In the meantime, I think we need to remember everything ED has done for Robert/Robron this year, and hang onto that. And as Danny said, there are twists and turns ahead. And as Maxine said;

“no one else comes close.”

Do you ever think about thirteen years old Harry who just found out like twenty minutes ago that the man he thought got his parents killed is actually innocent and loved his parents so much and wants to already move in with this man?
He is so desperate for love and affection and a family that he wants to move in with a guy who until twenty minutes ago was considered an enemy.
Or about Sirius Black who just saw his godson in person for the first time in twelve years and all he wants to do is to live the life that he should have lived with him. To move in with him, and love him like he would have done all those years if he wasn’t locked away. To be a father to him like he promised his best friend he would. He lived twelve years in a place where they literally suck your happiness out of you- and all he wants is a happy life with the boy who should have could him uncle pads.
They are so desperate for a family and in such a great need for one another so for the short ten minutes after Sirius asked Harry to move in they both get to imagine the happy life that they finally will share.
Only for it to be taken away from them immediately.

  • fp: i'm not perfect, you shouldn't idealize me too much it's not healthy
  • me: oh yes i know!! i struggle w that but i know everyone makes mistakes and no one's perfect!!
  • me internally: you've never done anything wrong i worship the ground you walk on i'd do anything to make you happy you're so perfect and lovely in every way i'll do anything for you you're literally flawless i'd die for you i love you i love you i love y

I’m telling y'all right here right now that Jace and Alec, at least once in their lifetimes, have done the classic Drake and Josh Hug™ where one or both of them screams, “HUG ME, BROTHA!” and they run and literally smack into each other and it’s so joyous and messy and Jace lifts Alec into the air while holding onto his waist and Alec’s feet are kicking the air and his arms are around Jace’s neck and Jace is jumping up and down with excitement and they’re both laughing or screaming with happiness and it’s the cutest thing ever