literal love of my life: josh

Tyler and Josh are my heroes. They literally save my life time and time again. They literally are doing Jesus’s work of saving lives, giving hope, and telling people that they are worthy of love. They are a shining example of how Christians should be. God bless them. I love them.

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Originally posted by forevortreebro

Kept going ‘til I saw your heart bleeding // Conor Maynard Imagine

Summary: You want to help Conor, but he gets angry and says the wrong things.

A/n: Based on the lines “I kept going ‘till I saw your heart bleeding. Ruining the only thing I ever believed” from Conors song “This is my version”. It’s not very original, I know. Tbh, it turned out completely different than what I was aiming for. Apparently, I’m no good at writing arguments. But I hope you like it! Xoxo

Request!

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“He’s going bad again”, Jacks text read. Conor was your boyfriend for 7 months already. What not many people knew, was that he was struggling with a depression.

Conor put so much pressure on himself, that he eventually broke. He could only see the bad things. But then you came along and his life got purpose again. he smiled more, he ate more, his songwriting got better, …

But he still had some fallbacks. And today was one of those days.

You had just gotten back from grocery shopping as you walked in your apartment. You saw both the Maynards lying on the sofa playing Fifa. “Hey boys”, you called.

Jack turned around and waved as opposed to Conor who just grunted. “Jack, you staying over for dinner?”. “Nah, I think I’m going out with Josh”, he replied. “Speaking of Josh, I’m supposed to go get him from the train station. So I got to go. See ya!”, he said whilst taking his stuff and walking out.

You took a seat next to your boyfriend. He didn’t move or speak so you asked:” How was it in the studio babe?”. “Amazing. I don’t think I’ve written 10 words today”, he sighed. “Ah babe, that’s alright. everyone has a bad day sometimes. Just remember that something is always better than nothing”.

“Are you kidding me?!”, Conor yelled. “You honestly have no right of speaking. You don’t know what I’m going through. You don’t understand it so could you just shut up”. You were shocked. He never yelled at you. “I’m sorry. I just wanted to help, to make you feel better”.

“Y/N! Shut up! I don’t want to hear you. I don’t want to talk to you. I don’t even want to see you and I sure as hell don’t want your help!”, he yelled whilst standing up. “Conor you’re just having a bad day. You don’t need to work it out on me”.

“Are you really that stupid?! I just told you I don’t want you. Just leave already!”.

“Fine. If you want to act like this, fine. I’ve done nothing but help you. But I’m done with being treated like this. You’re depressed and I don’t know what you’re feeling or what’s going on in your mind, but I’ve tried. I’ve tried to help you. I’ve done everything I can, but if you don’t want help, that’s on you. I’m done. If you ever get your shit back together again, you can call me. Otherwise I’ll just live my life without you”. By the end tears were streaming down your face.

You watched Conors face closely, but all you could see was confusion. “Y/N, what do you want from me?”, your boyfriend asked. “I… Uhm I don’t know Conor. I just know that it would be nice to get some respect sometimes. I’ve given up everything for you, you know”.

“Well I never asked you to do that. I never asked any of this. All I wanted was a good night. You were the one who wanted more. If it was up to me we wouldn’t be together right now. If it was up to me I’d still be with Victoria”.

And that’s where your heart broke. You felt your whole body go numb. The only thing you could do was run out.

Everything was a lie. Your whole relationship was fake. You didn’t know where to go, so you just kept walking. Eventually, you found yourself in front of Jacks door. He wasn’t home of course, but you had nowhere else to go so you just sat down and waited.

I must’ve fallen asleep because next thing I knew, Jack was carrying me inside. “Y/N, what’s going on?”, the younger Maynard asked. And you explained everything that had happened.

During your explanation, you started crying again and Jack wept your tears. “Oh babe. He doesn’t mean it. He’s just broken, you know. He wants to do everything for everyone, he wants to make everyone happen, but that’s impossible. Right now, what he needs is for you to be by his side and support him”.

“I’m sorry Jack, but I can’t just do that. Not after what he said. He might be broken, but that doesn’t give him the right to break me too”, you cried.

“Alright Y/N, let’s make a deal. I know you’re stubborn and so is he, so if I make you talk tomorrow, you’ll just hurt each other more. So you can sleep here for the next week if you go talk to him on Friday, okay?”. You sighed. Talking to Conor was pretty much the last thing that was on your mind. “Okay, okay deal”.

Later that night you got a text. “I’m so sorry, babe. I didn’t mean any of it. I was just having a hard time at the studio and then I saw her and I got reminded of all the pain and I just lost it. I love you Y/N. Please talk to me. I can’t lose you. You are my everything”.

The following days were a nightmare. You didn’t have the energy to do anything. All you did was sleep, think and watch Conors youtube videos. Jack felt horrible too. He had to see two of the most important people in his life break down. Because that was what was happening.

Until Friday came along.

You had just woken up and went downstairs to get breakfast. And that’s when you saw him. Conor.

You stopped dead in your tracks. He stood up as soon as he saw you. “Now that you’re both here, TALK. I can’t stand you two arguing so just I don’t know make up and make out or something”, Jack exclaimed.

“Y/N”, Conor stepped forward,” I don’t really know what to say. Nothing can really make up for what I did”. “Well at least you know that”, you kind of laughed. He looked up confused. “Why are you laughing? You’re supposed to be hating me”.

“Oh believe me, I did. But I also realized that I love you. I love you too much to let a stupid argument ruin that”. “But I was an absolute bumhole. How can you forgive me so fast?”. “You complaining?”. Conor laughed. “No, not at all. I just don’t really get it.”.

“Listen, Conor, I overreacted. I should have left you alone when you asked me to. You didn’t have to be the bumhole that you were, but I understand. You went through a very rough time after her and I respect that. But you need to learn to talk to me. You can’t just keep shutting me out. That’s not how a relationship works”.

“I know, love. I know. And I’m trying but sometimes it’s just easier to not care about anything and to go back to the dark side. But I promise you that I will try harder. I will do anything for you. Because you do mean the world to me”.

When he said those words, you closed the space between you. Your lips found each other and things were getting more and more heated. That was until Jack decided to walk back in.

“Wow, wow, wow you guys. I know I said make up and make out but I didn’t mean like literally making out on my sofa. That’s just gross. But I am happy that you’re back together”.

And so were you, because you couldn’t even imagine life without the love of your life.

THEY JUST WON A FUCKING GRAMMY IM SHAKING AND CRYING TYLERS SPEECH HAS ME SOBBING I LITERALLY AM IN LOVE WITH THEM THANK U GUYS FOR EVERYTHING YOUVE SAVED MY LIFE SO MANY TIMES IM SO PROUD OF YOU OH MY GOD

anonymous asked:

Can you please do a request where josh and you are getting to know each other and definitely like eachother but shortly free he had to leave for tour again so he eventually invites you to join him for a week and the he asks you if you're ready to make it official?

I’m sorry that it took me a little bit, but I hope you like it! And sorry, if some things aren’t the exact way you requested them. But thank you! :)

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Getting to know each other

Words: 2074 words

Triggers: None (at least I think so, if not please tell me!)

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You met Josh at a party one of your close friends invited you to. At first, you were a little skeptical about him. Of course, you knew that he was a part of the upcoming band called „Twenty One Pilots“. And you expected him to be at least a little bit arrogant since he was somewhat a celebrity.

So as soon as Josh introduced himself to you, you anticipated him to be cocky and full of himself. He was probably used to get all kind of attention from women so you wouldn’t have been surprised if he made somewhat of a move on you. But this didn’t happen.

Instead, Josh was a truly a gentleman. He introduced himself as „Josh“ the friend of Tom, not as „Josh“ the drummer of Twenty One Pilots. Actually, he didn’t even bring his band up, only as he told you funny stories about being on tour with Tyler and the other members of the crew. Josh was genuine and a great guy to talk to. So as the night came to an end, you didn’t hesitate to give him your number, as he asked for it.



Now, a little over a week later, Josh asked you if you wanted to grab a coffee with him, at a little café. The two of you stayed in contact the whole time, messaging and talking on the phone occasionally. But you haven’t had time to properly meet again because you were busy with work.


It wasn’t hard for you to spot the bright yellow hair at one of the booths in the far back, where you could talk without being interrupted by the other loud customers who waited in line. To your surprise, you saw that Josh already ordered the drinks.

„(Y/N), Hi! I already ordered, since I was a little early, I got you a cappuccino with extra caramel syrup, that was it or not..?“

You couldn’t help but to grin, somewhat along the party, Josh asked you what your favorite order at a café was, and he remembered it perfectly.

„You’re right, thank you very much! How much do I owe you?“

As you heard him say, that it was on him, you slid into the bank opposite of him. Even if you wanted to argue about him paying for you, you knew that it would be pointless. Josh and you met only a few days ago and you already had the feeling of knowing him more than a lifetime. It just clicked with the two of you.

„So, how is it going for you? Everything alright with your co-worker or does he keep on annoying you?“ Josh smirked.

„Daniel is just an idiot, really. My boss told him to start working properly and he didn’t listen. Now I have to work twice as much because he got himself fired.“ You couldn’t help but pout. „But actually, I already did all of that, now that I think of it.“

Josh laughed. „Wow, maybe I should start working properly too! I wouldn’t want Tyler to throw me out of the band since I wouldn’t know what to do then. Literally.“

„What do you mean?“

„I wouldn’t want to work at a record store again. And since I didn’t go to college, my work options are very limited, you know?“ He chuckled lightly.

„Wait, what? You didn’t go to college?“ You couldn’t hide your astonishment. In no way were you meaning to be rude, but Josh took your outburst not so well. He got all defensive.

„I’m sorry that I don’t have a degree like you or anyone else for that matter.“ Josh looked away, being mad and slightly embarrassed.

As soon as you noticed your mistake, you took his hand in your own and forced him to look to you again. „I didn’t mean this in any bad way, I was just really surprised, that’s all. To be honest, I kind of envy you. You’re living your dream and didn’t spend many years at college, for a degree that you don’t even use. I’d love to be able to experience this, too. Actually, I majored in literature and where do I work now? At a little clothing store down the street. I don’t even know if I wanna do anything with literature for the rest of my life. But you knew what you wanted to do and you took any chance to get to your dream, even if it meant to take risks.“

Josh just looked at you. Completely amazed. He didn’t know what to say, what to answer. It took him some seconds to get your little monolog in. „I-… You’re literally the first person who told me that. Everyone said how dumb I am for throwing my chance at a good and save future away.“

„Well then, I’m glad to be the first, even if I think that the others are complete idiots.“ You smiled at him, still holding his hand. It felt nice and frighteningly comfortable. Like you’re used to it. What is happening to you? You never experienced those kinds of feelings that fast. You didn’t even know Josh that long!



„(Y/N), actually I wanted to meet with you because I had something to tell you.“ Just hearing those words, made your heart drop into your stomach. There never comes something good out of these kinds of messages.

„You know that Tyler and I tour a lot, and we’re actually leaving Columbus in less than a week again. For several months.“

There it was. You couldn’t help the pang in your heart. It was too good to be true, he’s gonna leave and forget about you.
You didn’t say anything, not because you didn’t want to but because you didn’t know what to say. You never had to experience this kind of situation before. What were you two gonna do? It’s not that you’re actually dating or anything like it, for that matter. Hell, you just met! But that didn’t stop you from falling hard for the yellow-haired drummer.

„I know this sucks. If I could, I would stay here… I really like you,(Y/N), even if we just met.“

You smiled sadly at him, squeezing his hand lightly. „I really like you too, Josh“

„I- okay screw this, I know this sounds absolutely crazy, but do you wanna join? Like, go on tour with me? Even just for a week! I can’t stand the thought of leaving you so suddenly when we are just getting to know each other.“

You were even more speechless than before. Going on tour with him? Like actually touring? That sounded so crazy. But what sounded even crazier, was your answer.

„You’re right, this is crazy… But yes? I wanna go on tour with you?“ Never did you think that you would even consider something like this. Leave everything behind and join some boy you met a few days ago on tour? Like actually touring? You are crazy. But it was Josh, and if you liked it or not, the first time the two of you talked it instantly clicked. You already felt so comfortable around him, which you weren’t even with some of your long-known friends. If you wanted to give this a chance, you had no other choice.

Josh grinned, practically from ear to ear. „Really?“

You nodded, grinning as well. This whole situation was so unreal, you couldn’t believe it.

Before you could even register what was about to happen, Josh put his one hand on your neck and kissed your cheek. „Thank you so much!“

You felt your blood rush to your cheeks. How on earth could you fall so easily and hard for this boy, who was sitting right across from you?



A week has passed and you were currently watching the third show of the boys. Tyler took his wife Jenna with him, who you got along really well. The two of you were watching them perform while talking.


„I’m really glad that Josh met you. He’s doing a lot better now and that’s all because of you. I’m sure he hasn’t told you all of that, but he was single a long time, because normally the girls he was interested in, weren’t so supportive with the band and touring. So he actually gave up on meeting someone, until he saw you.“

You felt your cheeks reddening, as Jenna assumed that the two of you were official. Sure, you both acted like a couple and confessed your liking to each other, but Josh hasn’t made any move for making it official.

„We’re not- Josh and I aren’t together.“

Jenna looked at you like you were crazy. „Please don’t tell me that Josh hasn’t asked you out yet? He’s such an idiot, really.“

You just shrugged, not sure of what you should answer. Hell, you weren’t even sure that he really likes you.

„I need to talk with him, or with Tyler so he talks to him. I’m sure that he already thinks of you as his girlfriend, he probably only forgot to properly ask you.“

„Please, don’t do that, Jenna! He probably has his reasons, why he wouldn’t want to make it official.“ You practically begged her. It would be so awkward if she asked Josh, why he hasn’t asked you out yet. Josh would assume that you asked her to do it and then everything would be over.

„Pfft, he’s head over heels for you, the only reason why he hasn’t made any move yet, is because his dumb head forgot it. Don’t panic, everything’s gonna be alright.“ Jenna smiled at you, which you eventually returned.


The two of you watched the rest of the concert in silence. Jenna watching her husband perform, while you watched Josh drum his heart out. You couldn’t help but stare, seeing him living his dream made your heart flutter. You hoped that Jenna was right because at this point there was no way you could deny your feelings for the yellow-haired boy any longer.

After the concert was over and Josh tackled you in one bone-crushing hug, ignoring the fact that he was a sweating mess, you noticed how Jenna and Mark silently talked while casually glancing in your direction. She wouldn’t…? Oh no.

„Hey, Josh! The others wondered if you and your girlfriend wanted to hang out later, at one of the busses.“ Mark looked at you, trying his best to hide his grin but failing terribly.

„Yeah, why not? You don’t have a problem with that, right (Y/N)?“ You just nodded your head, accepting the offer silently. Why didn’t he correct Marks assumption?


Just as you wanted to ask him yourself, because you couldn’t wait any longer, Josh noticed his little ‚mistake‘.

„Wait- Oh god, I’m sorry.“ Even if you didn’t understand why exactly he was excusing himself, it wasn’t like he hurt your feelings or so, your heart fluttered again because Josh was actually blushing. Probably because of embarrassment. But nevertheless was it cute.

„Don’t say sorry, it’s no problem.“ You gave him a reassuring smile, hoping that he would take the hint and finally ask you. 

But nope. Josh just kissed your cheek and told you that he was going to take a quick shower before you two meet the others.


As you wanted to go to the bus, where you were staying at, you heard Josh calling for you. „Wait (Y/N)! I forgot something!“

You turned around, looking expectingly at him. „What?“

„I- err,“ He took a deep breath, before answering your question. „Do you wanna be my girlfriend?“

You couldn’t believe your ears. Was he serious?

„I’m sorry that it took me Mark’s assumptions to finally ask you, but to be honest I already thought of you as my girl, so… I don’t know why I didn’t ask you sooner.“

As you heard him, you couldn’t help but chuckle. „Good to know that you already claimed me as yours, before I even knew it.“

Josh looked at you, shrugging lightly while smiling like the cute idiot that he is. „So, you wanna be mine officially?“

„Yes, I’d love that, you dork.“ And with that, you leaned in to kiss him. Just as your lips touched, you heard Jenna scream.

„Yes! Finally! Took you long enough, Josh!”

The two of you burst out laughing. Now, the yellow-haired drummer was finally yours, and you wouldn’t want to change that for anything in the world.

5

I just saw Comet for the third time on Saturday (4/22).

Let me start off by saying that Scott Stangland (I did not see him as Pierre, Josh Groban SLAYED as per usual) needs so much appreciation because he is the chillest and coolest dude (and I can’t wait to actually see him as Pierre at some point). He took us backstage and is so kind and down to earth (also backstage is AMAZING). Being able to freely walk around the stage was one of the coolest things.

Anyway some highlights from this experience:
-I GOT A LETTER. From the lovely accordion player killer ensemblist Kat (literally this was all I’ve ever wanted)
-Lucas Steele stood right in front of me and winked at me and I melted
-Alex Gibson came up to our table before the show because he saw my twin trying to make sense of the family tree
-at stage door I talked about War & Peace with Nick Choksi
-I GOT A FIST BUMP FROM LUCAS AT STAGE DOOR AND I MELTED AGAIN

THIS SHOW GIVES ME LIFE FAM

random ik but...

okay so,,, i was just thinking,,, i love my mutuals so much… so why not let them know randomly in an act of an appreciation post ?? im sorry this is so spontaneous i just feel like shouting out to all my best internet buddies so everyone else can check them out bc theyre literally ALL THE BEST. just saying. FOLLOW THEM NOW !!! (pls you wont regret it i promise) in no order:

@smol-anime-phan133 : ty for being with me through life, you’re literally my therapist and i need you to know that any time you need it, i’ll be there for you bc you’ve always been there for me (even during my 12 yo random phase im v sorry) and I appreciate you💕

@malecfangirl101 man we go wayyyyyy back, but i still appreciate you so much, you’re actually one of the most fabulous people i know. it’s a shame we don’t see each other irl as much but im so glad we text bc seriously it’s great to be able to be so open and yet random and weird to someone as accepting as you ✨

@nutellalester don’t even get me started you are such a bean, daniel !! you contribute some of the best bants to the gc and all the amazing creations (art/writing) you make is literally so good,,,also youve got literally the best music taste ty for existing 💛

@huphilpuffs okay so not only are you literally one of the sweetest people, but you make the prettiest gifs ??? how is this fair at all ??you’ve got so much talent and overall just loveliness and support im super happy to know you ty for everything ☺️

@misshktt oml where do i begin?? youre funny, supportive, open and generally just a really great person to be around !! you literally are toriel it’s not even funny the resemblance is uncanny,,, except less goat and more pure bean ty 💙

@actualhatter there’s so much to say about how great you are i literally could ramble on forever but for everyone’s sake i’ll try to be short: you’re funny, kind, really good at drawing AND you share my addiction to tøp and josh dun in general?? how could a person literally get any cooler?? ty for everything fren 😊

@phantastically-over-life phil lester defence squad unite haha thanks for listening and even agreeing with me when i ramble endlessly about my love and appreciation for phil, you’re really great and friendly, i love talking to you tysm fren💗

@philmeup-dildo i have a feeling this might be the longest paragraph purely bc you are literally one of the best people i know,,, you listen to everything i have to say (im sorry i ramble and complain a lot lol) and overall are just so supportive and kind, as well as we share heaps of interests (okay our music not so much bUT STILL) !! ty for being so open and letting me vent and bant with you bc seriously you have made me laugh when i really needed it so ty for everything 🤗 (also my mum loves you more than me im pretty sure)

@totallynotlevi // @totallynotfics you were one of my first internet friends, Levi, and although some of our interest have changed im so glad we still talk regularly bc you’re literally such a great person and im so happy I’ve found someone who loves pj and tøp as much as me 💚

@you-could-say-im-relocating-it you are the purest and funniest bean to ever exist, our gc owes you for making us laugh all the time with your supportive, funny and relatable personality !! if you ever need anything pls feel free to talk bc id love to get to know you better 😁

@little-cheeky-monkey you deserve the world, honestly im so glad we are mutuals, you’re pretty (even if you don’t realise it yet,, believe me), funny, supportive, really kind and just generally share my love of dogs and hp !!! (pls pet your dogs for me btw so pure) ty for everything and just being yourself you matter a lot ❤️

@heck-yeah-fandoms funny! great! supportive! those are only some of the many words i could use to describe you, ty so much for being a great fren i appreciate talking to you, you make me smile 😋

@pepperminthowell have you ever met someone that’s just so great and the thought of them being in your life fills you with joy??? you’re that person to me and basically the whole gc,,, seriously thank you for everything it means so much you are way too lovely and good for this world 💜

@isle-of-the-glowing-eyes although we talk on my other side blog, i just wanted to add you here bc you are really relatable, kind and im glad i feel i can be open around you bc you’ve just got such a great personality !! not to mention we also have a huge addiction with tøp oml ty for listening to me ramble haha 🌸

@dan-phil-obsessed we’ve been talking for quite a while now, and i can confidently say that you are honestly one of the nicest people to ever exist. everyone is kind in someway or another so you probably hear me say this a lot in this post, im not lying when I say that but for you seriously I can 1000% say that you are so genuinely considerate, not to mention really pretty, and great at photography/writing 💖

@phandomsandbandoms ty for being such a funny, witty, relatable and overall amazing person. your taste of music is one everyone should aspire to, not to mention your personality and sense of humour !! basically you’re goals tbh 👌

@glittering-litter i can relate way too much to you honestly you have all the tøp (yes I went there) notch memes and literally such a good music taste !! ty for always listening to me annoyingly talk about phan and emo bands whenever we talk hah you’re really great 🙌

@lestersdog ty for making the gc and Tumblr itself just a generally better place, you’re so nice and easy to talk to !!! your kindness and awesomeness is appreciated by me and so many others 💓 also your pride selfies were actually the cutest thing ive ever seen oml

@pasteldoothowell we haven’t talked one on one, but seriously from what i can tell when you talk in the gc you are a really fun person to be around !! ty for just your general awesome presence i feel blessed 😄

@peachou okay so we don’t really talk on private chat but seriously this may come off as creepy but i love your blog so so much and for you to actually follow me and like my posts blows me away !! you are so talented and i just wanna ty for being really amazing 💟

@softiednp this whole group chat, incase i missed someone individually, means the world to me tysm for everything you all are great people that i absolutely love talking to !!! you don’t even know how much i love y'all !! oml 😩👌

honourable (mostly) mutual mentions that i stalk and admire from afar: (pls feel free to message me seriously you’re all super cool) @wispyphil @fringegaps @florallylester @phanamored @philester @disgustinglygay @stardustphan @hazyphil @macaronidan @decaffeinated-shipper @yodastolemylightsaber @femtastico @britishteacup98 @lozzyg @lost-boy-ben @nonbinary-lester @suchaderp @sparklephil @adorkablephil @astronautdan @clouds-howell @shittywerewolfstudent @fallinghowell @opinionated-internet @stumpostar @tea-and-cozy-idek @purepastelphan @dansforeheadcurl @japhannie @eli-howlter

if i missed anyone pls punch me, chances are i either wrote you on my list but accidentally missed typing it out bc there’s so many names or literally thought we weren’t mutuals bc you are too cool to be following me :))

  • me: *never eats*
  • me: *sleeps two hours a night*
  • me: *is literally unable to do anything because of crippling anxiety*
  • me: *whole life is falling apart*
  • me: ok but i hope josh dun and tyler joseph ate a good breakfast this morning

anonymous asked:

Iyah binch it's me can I please have some headcannons for Josh and reader at a family gathering I need some entertainment in life 💫 thanks bae

Originally posted by heykeykey

HEY BINCH HAVE SOME FUCKING ENTERTAINMENT<3:

Josh and the reader at a family gathering: 

- You constantly reminding Josh to behave himself on the journey to your family’s home.

- Him never explicitly agreeing to behave and just telling you that he ‘got this’. 

- You quite literally shitting yourself because your boyfriend is an unpredictable idiot. 

“I swear to god, Josh if you refer to anyone as a pornstar or tell any kind of sex stories-”

“Chill babe. I won’t… Include any of the grisly details.” 

- But also you being really proud at how far he’s come with his issues to feel confident enough to meet your family. 

- Him turning on the charm the second that front door opens and you trying your hardest not to roll your eyes. 

- Your mom fawning over how handsome and polite he is. (You have to roll your eyes at this one.) 

“Thank you so much for inviting me Ms. Y/S/N. I’ve been bugging this one for months about when I get to meet the beautiful woman that raised the love of my life.” 

*Your mom practically fangirling*

*You literally wanting to jump out of a second storey window*

- Younger siblings/cousins gravitating towards the child-like side of his sense of humour. 

- Older siblings/cousins gravitating towards the wildly inappropriate side of his sense of humour. 

- You dying internally at the sight of him playing with younger family members and teasing them. 

- Josh in his element, engaging in all kinds of intellectual and adult conversations with the more reserved and hard to please members of your family. 

- You having to deal with your female (and/or male) relatives blatantly eyeing him. (Let’s face it, no-one can resist Josh Washington.) 

- Him holding the floor at dinner and telling funny stories about his own family, even telling some anecdotes about he and his sisters, which surprises you, but ultimately warms your heart. 

- Absolutely everyone laughing at the embarrassing stories Josh tells about you.

- Absolutely everyone ‘aww’ing at the cute stories Josh tells about you. 

- “When’s the wedding” jokes galore. 

“As soon as they say yes.” He smirks in response. 

Sing Me To Sleep - Part 1 - Joshua/Jisoo angst

Originally posted by svt17-carat

I’m very sorry for the long ass wait. Also, I wasn’t initially planning on splitting this into two parts, but I’m going away in a few hours and wanted to give you all something before I left. The second part should be posted shortly after I return home!
Thank you all so much for your continued patience! <3
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“Joshua?” you whispered in your tiny little voice, clutching your teddy bear to your chest.

“Mm?” the slightly older boy replied, rolling over in his bed to see you standing in his doorway, his heart melting at the sight of you looking so small and so scared. “What’s wrong?”

Joshua and his parents were close with you and your parents. You were two years younger than him, but that didn’t stop the two of you from being friends from the moment you were born.

“I, I had a nightmare.” you whispered, bottom lip trembling as you held in the tears. He sighed ever so gently, before lifting his covers and you darted across the room, leaping into the bed and snuggling into his chest.

“Do you want to talk about it?” he murmured in your ear, tucking the covers over you and resting his head on the pillow next to yours, cheek barely brushing the top of your head.

You shook your head, curling up tighter next to him and breathing out heavily.

“Can you just sing me to sleep?”

He hummed an affirmative, and opened his mouth. The notes that flowed so delicately from his mouth were soft, comforting, and they wrapped around you like a blanket. Gradually, you fell asleep, soothed by Joshua’s singing.

Two years later, on a Tuesday morning, you woke up sweltering, Joshua’s body heat proving to be too much for you to handle. The sun was only just beginning to peek through the crack in Joshua’s curtain, meaning nobody else in the house was going to be awake and it definitely wasn’t time for you to wake up either. You ever so slightly began to shift your way out from underneath Joshua’s suddenly surprisingly heavy arm, but the slightest movement from him made him instinctively tighten his muscles around you.

Sighing in frustration, you brushed the hair out of your face and tried again, but he moaned into his pillow and you froze.

“Stop wiggling around.” he groaned, followed shortly by a heavy yawn.

“Can you move your arm, you’re really hot.” You complained, pushing against him.

“No,” he said firmly, but he soon rolled over so the two of you were laying on your backs, side by side. You sighed in relief, the sudden cool air soothing, but you quickly wrapped your arm around one of Joshua’s. “Hey, Y/N?”

“Yeah?”

“You won’t miss church group today will you? I’m singing today.”

“I wouldn’t miss it for anything Joshua, I love your singing.”

“I would hope so, you ask me to do it for you often enough.” he laughed quietly, making your cheeks flush slightly.

“It’s just nice, let me live,” you complained, making him laugh again. “Besides, shouldn’t you be grateful I like your voice?”

He yawned again, stretching his arms in front of him and looking at the alarm clock on the bedside table next to him.

“It’s too early, but I don’t think I’ll be able to fall asleep again. What do you wanna do?”

“You might not be able to fall asleep, but I can. Goodnight.”

“You brat, you woke me up in the first place. I’m not letting you sleep now.” he said incredulously.

“But Josh…” you moaned, rolling over and smushing your face into his pillow.

“I’m not having that, you’re not ten years old anymore. Let’s just get ready early.”

“I hate you.”

“And I love you too, but this is hardly the time for confessions. I need to go through my lines again with you to make sure I’ve remembered them.”

*

“This is literally the worst day of my life.” Joshua moaned, slumping onto his desk next to yours.

“Worst day of your life so far.” You corrected him in a chirpy tone and he groaned again.

“Thank you, you raincloud, that input will be treasured for the rest of my days.”

“I’m just saying it how it is,” you told him, eyes returning back to the book you were reading.

It was break time, but the two of your preferred to sit together in a quiet classroom. Sometimes your other friends would join the two of you, but the two of you didn’t share that many classes together and this was one of the only times you could hang out.

“What’s up, buttercup?” You asked and he sighed heavily, piquing your interest.

Joshua was rarely so obviously glum and if he was, it was probably something important.

“I just hate school.”

“That’s not the only thing bothering you so don’t play this game with me. Spill.”

“I just…” He sighed again, shrugging his shoulders again before resting his head on his crossed arms again. “Do you ever think that you’re destined for greater things than… This?”

Cocking an eyebrow and sensing a deep conversation, you bookmarked your page and shut it, turning in your seat to look at him properly.

“You mean greater things than this town? This country?”

“Maybe.”

“All the time, then.”

“Really?” he asked, raising his head to look at you in shock.

“Of course. As soon as I’m able, I’m leaving California and moving to a different country. Why?”

“Can I come?”

“I was gonna go with you anyway, dumbass,” you said, turning back to face your book. “Who else is going to sing me to sleep?”

*

“Happy birthday, dickhead.”

It was a Thursday on the thirtieth of December and you had just barged into your best friends house, bowing hastily to his parents before bounding up the stairs to his room.

“Always a pleasure, Y/N…” Joshua’s Dad muttered.

He was sitting as his desk, working on some assignments when you flew into the room, shouting your birthday greeting, throwing his gift on the bed and following it, landing in a heap on his duvet.

“You scared me!” he yelped, making you snort into his bed. “Cute.”

“You know it.” You sat up hastily. “C’mon, let’s go out for ice cream or something. My treat for my elderly best friend.”

“You’ll be eighteen in two months, Y/N,” he reminded you, but getting up and looking in his wardrobe for a coat suitable for the weather. “And I don’t feel like ice cream today, it’s December.”

“Time is a manmade construct.”

“Irrelevant, it’s too cold for ice cream.”

“Bah. What does your highness demand?” You quipped.

“Your head.” he replied half-heartedly, taking two coats out and looking between them.

“Have fun with it, it’s full of sophisticated jokes a plebeian like you won’t understand and blasphemous insults.” you returned. “I prefer the long coat.”

“I demand a refund, in that case.” he said, putting the slightly shorter coat back in his wardrobe and slipping his arms into the sleeves, looking around his bedroom floor for shoes.

“What are we even going for?” You asked, stepping out of the house in front of him and waiting for a moment for him to say goodbye to his parents and shut the door.

“I was hoping you’d know.”

“Not at all, it’s your birthday, you choose.”

“But-”

“I chose last time, it’d be your turn anyway.”

“Fine. I could really go for a burger and fries.”

“Your wish is my command, ser.”

*

“Josh?” you mumbled, voice trembling slightly. You were sitting in the midst of messy sheets, the duvet completely kicked off the bed, drenched in sweat and trembling from head to toe.

“Mmm?” he moaned down the receiver of your phone and you took a deep breath, even that sound trembling slightly.

“I-It’s nothing, I, uh, I’ve just-”

“Another nightmare?” he asked, voice flooding with sympathy and concern.

You breathed a light laugh. “Yeah…”

“Want me to sing you to sleep?”

“…Yeah…”

*

“Y/N!” Joshua yelled, shoving you slightly. “Y/N?” A poke to the face. “Y/N, if you don’t wake up, I’ll-”

“Shut up, asshole, I’m trying to sleep.” you moaned. He laughed, only making your anger at having your slumber disturbed flare.

“At this rate, Jesus won’t want you for a sunbeam.”

“His damn loss, I’m radiant.”

“You have drool on your cheek.” he pointed out, laughing again.

“It’s a characteristic,” you grumbled, rubbing your eyes and sitting up, peering at the time on your face. “What the fu- Why did you wake me at the ass crack of dawn?”

“I can’t believe that’s the mouth you kiss your mother with.”

“It’s the mouth I kiss your mother with too.”

“I’m calling her and telling her what you’re like. You’ll never be allowed round again.”

“You have no evidence.”

“True. Anyway, I have exciting news! I was gonna wait until I saw you later but I couldn’t, I’m, like, buzzing with excitement.”

“What is it?”

“Okay, okay, so,” he started, taking a deep breath. “I got scouted to Pledis Entertainment in South Korea but I didn’t think much about it initially because, y’know how street scouting goes, nothing ever happens or it’s dodgy, but I did my research and got a call and guess what? I’ve been accepted into Pledis.”

Wait… What?

“Sorry, sorry, hold up, let my brain catch up… You got street scouted, here in America, for an entertainment company in Korea?”

“Yes.”

“You got accepted into Pledis Entertainment?”

“Yes.

3,

2,

1-

“OH MY GOD!” you screamed, leaping out of bed and launching yourself into Joshua’s arm, screeching the entire time. He laughed loudly, the noise ringing throughout the room, mixed with your repetition of ‘Oh my God!’

“This is so amazing! Joshua, I’m so proud of you!”

“Thank you, Y/N,” he said, hugging you tightly again. “I’m so… I don’t know, I’m just so excited!”

“Me too! This is exactly what you need, what you want, Joshua!” you said loudly, pulling away from his hug to look him in the eyes. His were twinkling with excitement, and you couldn’t help but hug him furiously again. “I’m so, so proud of you.”

“Thank you, Y/N. I love you.”
“I love you too, dumbass.”

I WILL WATCH MOCKINGJAY’S EPILOGUE EVERY DAY FOR THE REST OF MY LIFE BECAUSE OF EVERLARK FEELS BYE

anonymous asked:

arghh i've been thinking a lot about who should be killed and well i decided that it's best if the reader died?? i mean josh is a sweet baby and brendon is literally the love of my life, i can't choose between them!!

guys, stop begging for the reader to die, it’s not gonna happen

ok so imagine like fetus joshler with tyler being honestly so stereotypically emo with black clothing and going all ‘mcr saved my life’ thing, and josh being his geeky bestfren/boyfriend who is really into comic books and stuff like that and at some point having literally nothing to do with all those things tyler loves but okay he just has no choice

You know what I would most of all enjoy cuddling with you at night and making out on your bonnet and hanging out with you all the time and having phone calls with you whilst I just listen to you and your friends and I would like you to tell me everything that is going on with your life and for you to come to my house and to go out with you and eat BONANZA pizza so im incredibly sorry about how shitty I am and this little paragraph.

It’s literally 4am and I can only think about you and I don’t want to send you anymore shitty messages but I really wanna see you and I miss you and you’re all I can think about.

I can only think about your cute smile and your voice when you go to correct someone and when you say Indy and your cute sweater that you said is the reason you have no money and how you walk and that Thursday night and how you kept pulling back my hair and damn I am tired.

Josh said that I’m the love of his life and that I’m talking to another guy and it probably makes me a bad person because I’m texting you at 4:24 on a Monday morning about how much I miss you whilst my boyfriend is probably struggling with his mental stability and woah why do you even like me tyler and why is uraniums half life 4.5 billion years.

I wonder if last year me would be disappointed in who I am now, I feel like a lot of people are fuck I hate myself.

—  A love note I wrote at 4 in the morning

Psychic: *reads my mind* 

 My mind: Josh Dun Josh Dun Josh Dun Josh Dun Josh Dun Josh Dun Josh Dun Josh Dun Josh Dun Josh Dun Josh Dun Josh Dun Josh Dun Josh Dun Josh Dun Josh Dun Josh Dun Josh Dun Josh Dun Josh Dun Josh Dun Josh Dun Josh Dun Josh Dun Josh Dun Josh Dun Josh Dun Josh Dun Josh Dun Josh Dun Josh Dun Josh Dun Josh him I love Josh Dun Josh Dun Josh Dun Josh Dun Josh Dun Josh Dun Josh Dun Josh Dun Josh Dun Josh Dun Josh Dun Josh Dun Josh Dun Josh Dun Josh Dun Josh Dun Josh Dun Josh Dun Josh Dun Josh Dun Josh Dun Josh Dun Josh Dun Josh Dun Josh Dun Josh Dun Josh Dun Josh Dun Josh Dun Josh Dun Josh Dun Josh Dun Josh Dun Josh 

 Psychic: what the frick

cuddleeclifford  asked:

heyy tyler!! 1, 8, 21 😁

Hey Saoirse!!  wow, these are good questions.. you’re a literal angel! 

If someone wanted to really understand you, what would they read, watch, and listen to? 

Look at Josh Duns face,,then you will understand my soul purpose for life,, haha just kidding (not really) lmao. Fr tho umm listen to Paramore/Twenty One Pilots/Pretty. Odd. , first of all, and then lovingly listen to me go on about the things I love, (lo then watch me be an awkward idiot for the rest of my life and just make a total fool out of myself cos I’m just that much of a dork.

What musical artists have you most felt connected to over your lifetime?

To list individually is better because they inspire me not only by being in a band and making music as a group but as individuals with their own purpose and opinions in life that make their music so important not only to me and the listeners but themselves ig. Hayley Williams, Tyler Joseph, Gerard Way, Josh Dun, Brendon Urie, Lorde, Frank Iero, Ray Toro, Dallon Weekes. They are all I can think of rn lol but they’re the most important cos they popped into my mind first :PP

Do you love easily?

Annoyingly,, yea I would say that I do? Not just as like crushes but friendships and stuff too. I feel like i can trust a person very easily or maybe…I’ve just never been around bad people too often for them not to be trustworthy?? idk lol. But in the crushes sense I haven't really had any irl for a couple years lol but its definitely different when there’s someone you look forward to seeing every day and the feelings sorta hit you like a huge friggen spaceship crashing down from space and it will eventually always hurt but I feel like I'm kinda v unlucky in love or I go for really amazing people who are like,,i don’t wanna say out of my league but sorta just too perfect ig haha?? idk what I’m saying lmao but I haven’t really had time in the past 3 years to form crushes and that’s also a different problem as well with my sexuality and stuff but if I do like someone then it is genuine and not just a silly little feeling… um so my answer is sorta lmao.

Glob I am so sorry this is long lol but these were cool questions, thanks for the asks!!!

anonymous asked:

Riarkle obssesing over hamilton head canon

  • Okay so this obsession is 900% Cory Matthews’ fault
  • He’s the one that got his daughter obsessed with Broadway musicals because he used to get discount tickets and take her and Josh all the time
  • And then Riley is the one that got Farkle into all things theater because the boy is literally Billy Fucking Elliot
  • Because when they were like 8 or 9 the Matthew’s were babysitting him for a full weekend but Riley had ballet/tap dance class and he just tagged along expecting to read a book in the back the whole time
  • But quickly got obsessed so the teacher let him join in for the day
  • Talked his parents into enrolling him into the class and was there officially the next week lmao
  • So then he started looking up different musicals the kids in the class were referencing and got obsessed and then started tagging along on the Matthew’s Theater Trips
  • But anyway so they discovered Hamilton because Cory and Feeny got together over lunch to be nerds and discuss history (They SO do that all the time don’t even try to fight me on this)
  • And Cory was saying something about how he recently got into historical biographies and he was really annoyed by how much they just, like, never bothered to teach in class
  • Because most American history classes are rather like bullet points, anything not important to the Main Plot Summary gets ignored, and it was really pissing Cory off omg
  • And Feeny’s like “It’s so funny you mention that because I heard there’s going to be a new musical about Alexander Hamilton??? I haven’t had time to look it up but I definitely saw something about it”
  • So Cory was like I MUST L E A R N and researched the shit out of it basically
  • He was very confused how the hip-hop was going to work with this show but he had seen In The Heights so he figured Lin knew what he was doing lol
  • So before he even has time to consider seeing it, it suddenly blows the hell up and tickets are just too pricy for him omg
  • He settles for just finding out every detail possible and obsessing from a distance
  • And so he talks about it a lot bc duh
  • And all the kids (he brings it up in class) are confused but hey at least he’s technically talking about actual history today,
  • So he’s naming facts he found out about the show and they’re debating historical accuracy and stuff
  • Maya’s sleeping through all this
  • Farkle does not appear to be too impressed because one time he listened to one song by Eminem by accident and Jennifer started yelling about ‘devil music’ or some shit so he doesn’t have much experience with the genre
  • Meanwhile, Cory asks Riley what she thinks, and she just pulls the fucking musical-inspiring biography about Hamilton out of her backpack, places it on her desk, and whispers “I’ve been waiting for this day for so long” and Cory looses it laughing omfg this truly is his daughter
  • So life goes on for a while, Cory and Riley will occasionally burst out random facts about the musical but Farkle still isn’t too interested right
  • And then: the day the soundtrack dropped
  • Holy shit
  • Okay so Cory found out about it like a week in advance and had a fucking countdown to it’s release
  • Maya couldn’t figure out why Riley was so excited for this soundtrack cause she’s more of a pop punk kind of girl
  • However, little did Maya know that Riley had an extensive rap/hip hop collection of a playlist on her computer that she jammed out to privately. Tbh, only Farkle knew about that lol
  • Okay so anyway the soundtrack is out the Matthews have downloaded it Josh drove there from Philly so he could listen with Cory and Riley
  • Maya decided to stay for Josh
  • Farkle still didn’t care but Riley was like YOU’RE MY ONLY FRIEND WHO IS EQUALLY OBSSESSED WITH MUSICALS AND HISTORY AS ME WE ARE GOING ON THIS JOURNEY TOGETHER NOW TAKE MY HAND and at the very least he wasn’t about to pass up hand holding
  • So literally just these five sitting in the living room blasting the album right
  • They jam to all the songs and dance around a little but no one makes a sound through the whole thing omg
  • And by the last song everyone is just silently crying
  • And they sit there quietly for like 5 minutes before Josh whispers “Holy shit” and they all start FREAKING OUT OVER HOW MUCH THEY LOVED THAT
  • Everyone is freaking about different things
  • Riley’s about to pledge her life to Angelica
  • Cory is trying to figure out how to work this into literally every history class he has to teach for the rest of his life
  • Josh is already googling the lyrics to Guns and Ships because he has a new goal
  • Farkle is basically on another plane of existence at this point
  • Maya is just crying into a pillow saying “ELIZA DESERVED BETTER”
  • They can barely even begin processing what they just sat through. Topanga and Auggie get back from a piano class like 2 hours later and everyone is still screaming and fighting for control of the music to replay their already designated favorite songs
  • Josh discovers this show is hardcore all over social media so everyone sets to work following as many people as the can and freaking out over the littlest things
  • And they never even remotely calm down okay
  • 3 days after this and Lucas is trying to figure out why Riley and Maya have stopped vying for his attention and are instead screaming about their love of Daveed Diggs
  • Josh, trapped in Philly, convinces Feeny to listen so he can freak out about it with someone in person
  • Farkle really digs Ham and his work ethic and outlook on life and he gets SO MUCH SHIT about that because he’ll quote something and everyone’s like “FARKLE YOU ARE PART OF THE 1%
  • Maya cries every time she sees a picture of Phillipa Soo
  • Cory swears up and down that he used to see Leslie Odom Jr hanging around Chubbies. No one believes him.
  • When Riley found out Anthony Ramos and Jasmine Cephas Jones were dating she gasped really softly and Farkle was like what??? And she whispers “I can’t figure out which one I’m more jealous of help
  • Riley’s the type of fan that makes a bunch of ridiculous modern day AUs on tumblr
  • Maya’s the type that paints classical portraits of the Broadway cast
  • Farkle’s the kind that finds really ridiculous and obscure history facts to geek about
  • Shawn Hunter is so confused because no matter where he turns someone is talking about this damn musical. His best friend. His practical daughter. His God daughter. His teacher. His surrogate little brother. It’s just a musical. He doesn’t understand what the hype is.
  • After months of this he tries to get an actual explanation from Cory but Cory just sighs and whispers “I love this show more than mashed potatoes” and now Shawn is realizing how serious this obsession is omg
  • He still has no desire to learn anything about it because Tough Guy Hunter Don’t Need No Musicals (lmao) but he’s decided he’s going to be the very best friend/brother/student/uncle/father figure in the world and get everyone tickets for Christmas
  • So he’s logging on to ticketmaster all excited and proud of himself like “here we GO” and then he sees the prices and just. Cries.
  • He’s so not gonna win the “Best Everything” award this year one ticket costs more than his apartment omfg
  • Everyone lowkey is like ‘why is the billionaire’s son not rushing out to get us tickets’ but no one wants to actually say that
  • But then Riley discovers he’s trying to but Jen is against it for whatever crazy reason and for at least a month now it’s just been Stuart arguing with her over the fact that Farkle has different interests than her and she should respect that it’s all a mess
  • I just really feel like Farkle and Jen have the type of parent/child relationship that leads to:
  • What do you want to do with your life?!?!?!”
  • “….I wanna DANCE.”
  • Like do you feel me??? Okay good
  • So anyway she’s gonna throw a fit if Stuart buys him tickets (even tho it’s barely a dent for them financially) and since the kid is only 14 with no job or at the very least credit card he can’t get them behind her back lmao
  • So now they’re resigned to the lottery lmao
  • BUT THEY LOVE THE HAM4HAM SHOWS
  • Riley and Farkle go together to every single one and adore them
  • Were a little upset when they had to be online shows in the winter but understood the reasoning
  • It’s so crowded there and sometimes they get there late so Riley makes Farkle let her climb him so she can see better
  • See: Sometimes Farkle will purposefully hold them up and make them late just because he knows the end result will be Riley on his shoulders
  • Stuart usually donates to at least show a year for the sole purpose that it’ll get him a couple tickets to the Tony Awards- which he doesn’t care much for, but Farkle always has so much fun and always brings Riley as his date and Cory tags along and has no idea how to act around anyone even remotely famous so he’s usually entertained lmao
  • This has been going on for years right
  • So obviously they end up at the most recent Tony’s and both kids were freaking the hell out all night and Cory could barely handle himself it was great
  • Riley bumped into and met Renee Elise Goldsberry by accident and burst into tears and could barely articulate anything to her omg
  • Every freaked the fuck out/cried over their Yorktown performance OBVIOUSLY
  • Cory took so many selfies it was insane but like. He didn’t meet anyone. He’d see actors across the room and take a pic of him smiling in their general direction what a loser
  • When they ended the show with Schuyler Sisters Riley got a great pic on her phone, drew a heart around Pippa and snapchatted it to Maya who responded with a video of her singing ‘Burn’ while crying
  • Okay so fast forward a couple weeks now
  • Jen’s going on some trip to Martha’s Vineyard with her friends and they’re gonna be gone for like a week
  • The second the door closes Farkle yells “GO GO GO” and Stuarts already rushing to buy the damn tickets omfg
  • He got enough for everyone and Farkle told everyone and no one could possibly contain their excitement
  • So now they’re finally seeing it omfg
  • Farkle, Riley, Maya, Cory, Josh, and The Feen even tagged along
  • I’m 98% sure Ham doesn’t have an overture and the “DA DA DA DA DA DUMs oooohooohwooohooh~” opening just happens
  • That caught Riley so off guard she literally jumped in her seat and grabbed Farkle’s hand
  • Didn’t let go until she stood up to stretch at intermission, grabbed him again when Act 2 started ;-) ;-) ;-) ;-)
  • NO ONE COULD HANDLE THEMSELVES
  • They all freaked out and cried the whole show, danced in their seats, everything
  • Omfg Josh was like “I’m a tough guy I don’t cry” and then sobbed both times Anthony Ramos died
  • When Pippa first came onstage they literally had to cover Maya’s mouth because she was squealing to loudly
  • Riley sang all the songs but made sure to do it under her breath so she could annoy as little people as possible
  • Feeny listed off every single historical inaccuracy and Cory’s whisper shouting at him to hush up
  • (Feeny did love the show though make no mistake)
  • Oh my God like these nerds basically transcended off this planet could you even imagine
  • Stuart so managed to get them backstage
  • No one lived
  • They just all died
  • It was inevitable
  • Maya doesn’t think she’s ever cried so much in her life
  • Riley still had a grip on Farkle’s arm and kept squeezing him and bouncing when she got too excited
  • #u g h
  • (this isn’t exactly exclusive riarkle which was asked for but hey, if we put them in the current love-triangle time line it makes sense so whatever I couldn’t possibly leave the others out of this lol sorry this isn’t my best)