line survivor

There’s one moment of Paragon dialogue in Legion’s loyalty mission that kills me every time.

‘When individuals are separated, they develop in different ways. When they get back together, they don’t always get along.’

Why does this break my heart?

Because while Shepard is saying this about the geth, I feel like they’re thinking about someone else.

They’re really talking about the Virmire Survivor.

what i want in got s8 vs what i need

given last years post was somewhat a success, we need an updated version

what i want:


gendry and arya reunion

arya and sandor clegane reunion

sansa and sandor clegane reunion

sansa and tyrion reunion

basically all the reunions involving the start sisters we’ve waited 3+ seasons for

lyanna mormont to LIVE


jaime x brienne

gendrya that doesn’t end with one or both of them dying

jaime to choke the life out of cersei

a baby for daenerys

no baby for cersei

brandon stark to trek down to greywater watch and APOLOGISE to meera reed


an epic drogon and rhaegal vs viserion dragon battle sequence


edmure to get his family back

jon riding rhaegal

more than 2 seconds of nymeria

the theon greyjoy redemption arc alfie allen deserves

a flashback to the battle of the trident just so i can watch rhaegar targaryen die

absolutely nobody calling jon aegon

what i need:

for the “i’m like you arry, i’m a survivor” line to be nothing more than comedy and hot pie actually surviving and not being murdered by wights in some sadistic irony than d&d are completely capable of

Fallout 4 wasn’t perfect and has disappointing flaws, but I’m also thankful I got to make a middle-aged, bisexual woman who’s capability is never really questioned, who’s never really pigeon-holed into “just being a mom”, and gets to write her own story, make her own friends and enemies, build her own political agreements, find her own lovers, and isn’t punished by the storyline for building a rich, developed life for herself.

I can’t emphasize enough how fulfilling it is for me to be able to play an older female character like I can in Fallout 4.

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Ii was a bit of a scramble to finish in time but this is my half of the Reverse Fallout Big Bang fanfic/fanart exchange. Stories go live on monday.

The story isn’t ready just yet, but I will reblog with an edited version with links in the future!


Nora probably always had tension headaches, but particularly when she got pregnant with Shaun - she was pretty bad about getting new properly sized bras when her boobs started growing during pregnancy haha. :’D

Anyway here’s a Jay giving her a neck/shoulder rub, sometime, somewhere.

anonymous asked:

If someone were to be poisoned with arsenic for a long period, how might this affect them? What symptoms might they show, and what long-term effects might it have on them?

Hey there nonny! There’s an excellent chapter in Deborah Blum’s book [The Poisoner’s Handbook], which is a phenomenal history of poisoning and the development of forensic pathology as a whole, devoted to arsenic poisoning. 

Arsenic is a great mimic of other diseases, which means that it’s fairly easy to hide. In chronic poisoning like the one you describe, it causes skin lesions – either hyper or hypopigmentation, skin scaling. Hypertension. Kidney damage is very common. Fingernails develop whitish lines. 

Arsenic survivors have an increased tendency to develop cancer of the lungs, the bladder, the liver and the skin. 

But in acute poisonings – even those not severe enough to be lethal – arsenic produces gastrointestinal symptoms first, including nausea, vomiting, abdominal pain. Garlicky odor on the breath. Bloody vomit. Severe, watery diarrhea. Hepatitis. Arrhythmia, shock, hypotension. 

If the initial poisoning is survived, neurological problems are common and onset about 1-3 weeks after the poisoning. These include weakness, tingling, and sensory loss in the limbs which is rapidly ascending. It’s a form of bilateral neuropathy. 

One interesting thing about arsenic poisoning is that it tends to leave surprisingly well-preserved corpses. The arsenic prevents decomposition of the bodies by being toxic to the bacteria that typically break down the body. Bodies buried a year after dying of arsenic poisoning “did not differ from a living person” in appearance, according to a quote in Blum’s book. 

I hope this helped!! 

xoxo, Aunt Scripty


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The Black Indians
Growing up Dalit in the US, finding your roots, fighting for your identity

Running, passing, hiding. This is the litany of the Dalit American. Growing up in southern California, my family was one of the first Tamil families to immigrate to Los Angeles. Representatives of the Indian brain drain that started in the 1970s, we were part of the first wave of Indian immigrants whose functions, sangams and religious communities helped establish the little India enclave in the now-famous Artesia.

We were also Dalits living underground. Caste exists wherever Indians exist and it manifests itself in a myriad of ways. The Indian diaspora thrives on caste because it is the atom that animates the molecule of their existence. In the face of xenophobia and racism abroad, many become more fundamentalist in their traditions and caste is part of that reactionary package. So, what does caste look like in the US?

Quite like in India, it is the smooth subtext beneath questions between uncles, like, “Oh! Where is your family from?” It is part of the cliques and divisions within those cultural associations where Indians self-segregate into linguistic and caste associations. It continues when aunties begin to discuss marriage prospects. They cluck their tongues softly, remark about your complexion, and pray for a good match from “our community”.

Many Americans can’t imagine what it looks like to pass. For my family, it was finding clever ways to avoid the ‘jati’ query.

For second-generation NRIs, flashing caste becomes a part of their cultural street cred with other communities. Some do it intentionally to elevate their identity while others operate from a misunderstanding of their own roots and blindly accept the symbols of their culture. Punjabi rappers throw down lyrics about being proud Jats. Tam- Brahms show off their sacred thread, recreate Thiruvayur in Cleveland, and learn Bharatanatyam while using their powerful networks to connect and succeed in the diaspora. Ultimately, we trade and calcify what is seen as proper Indian culture. But hidden within that idea of ‘proper’ lies the code for what is aspirational and ultimately upper caste.
It’s dangerous, this culture of caste-based intolerance in the diaspora for it extends beyond individual relationships. Individuals build institutions and institutions are steeped in caste. From Hindu temples to gurudwaras, there is a separate yet unspoken policy of worship for those that are Dalit. Furthermore, in the over fifty south Asian and Asian studies departments in North America, there are less than a handful of tenured Dalit faculty. And, crucially, as the Campaign to Stop Funding Hate has shown, NRIs in the US have directly funded and fuelled communal violence in India by supporting cultural and aid programmes that are fronts for local Hindutva organisations.

Through it all, Dalits Run. Pass. Hide.

For while caste is everywhere in the diaspora, there is a damning silence about naming caste. And in the silence there is violence.

I know because my family passed for many years. It was confusing, painful and lonely. We could never truly unpack the memories that my parents fled in India, nor could we confront the same infrastructure being rebuilt here in the shining land of the American Dream.

Many Americans and Indians can’t imagine what it looks like to pass. For my family it was finding ever clever ways to sidestep the ‘jati’ question, attending temple functions and never speaking about “our community” in public functions ever. We got away with it because there were so few of us in the beginning, and every Tamil was a valuable connection while learning to navigate this new country.

The leverage of our new lifestyle however allowed my family to support Dalit causes back home and work underground through a network of uncles who debated caste issues over phone calls, meetings and conferences. And, of course, while the men were active in this way, the women, like my mom, would pass on Dalit songs and stories holding on to that space—which was important even if we could not share it.

For though it has been almost 100 years since Ambedkar came to study at Columbia University, Dalits like my family are still struggling to find a foothold that is uniquely our own. Unlike other Indians, Dalits do not have their own public institutions within the diaspora. There is no way to go into any city and find and connect with local Dalits unless you are already plugged in to the unofficial Dalit underground communities held together by mailing lists, Facebook groups and phone trees that help us survive the double whammy of racism and casteism.

I do not know exactly what age I understood I was untouchable, for it was always around me. But I knew exactly when it was that I became a Dalit. It was only when I was 17 and picked up a book about Ambedkar that had grown dusty in our family library that a lightning rod singed my soul. I read his work alongside my Dad’s battered copies of works by Black activists, Stokley Carmichael’s Black Power and Malcolm X’s Autobiography. Through their words, I found the courage and conviction to be able to address the profound lack of information and access to Dalit history in the diaspora. I was part of a powerful tradition of resistance.

Despite having two parents who are doctors, I returned to my caste’s profession of singing and telling stories and found dignity in this. When I assumed my performance name, Dalit Diva, it was a declaration of the joy of being part of such an incredible line of creators, survivors and leaders. And there have been repercussions. I have been served by Indian friends in ‘different utensils’, curses and even death threats have been hurled at me. But I have never regretted coming out. I sing the Dalit history of resilience, resistance, revolution.

FAHC Michael Origin

Three schools in three years.

Fuck were Michael’s parents gonna be pissed.

They were calm right now, trying to convince the principal to give their 8th grade child a good recommendation to the few schools that would be willing to take a child with such a bad reputation this late in the year, but Michael already knows the drill. He knows every word of the lecture his mother will give him. He knows exactly how hard his father will hit him once is mother leaves the room.

I mean, it’s not like he tries to get in so many fights, and honestly the whole “arson” situation was taken out of context.

That night, after the hour long lecture and a brand new bruise under his eye that his mother will pretend not to notice, he sneaks out of his room and wanders the town.

He walks for about an hour when three sure trucks wiz by. Without really thinking about it, Michael turns to follow them.

Turning the corner, Michael finds himself face to face with a blazing fire. It looks like an apartment building or something. Flames lick their way out of the windows on almost every floor. Firemen dash into the building looking for survivors.

“Gas line exploded,” he hears a fireman say to a woman. She has tears in her eyes and a blanket around her shoulders.

As the heat from the flames hits his face, Michael finds himself struck.

It was… pretty.


That’s how it starts. After that, Michael buys himself a lighter. He keeps it with him at all times. Whenever he gets stressed at school, or faces his father’s fists at hime, he takes out the lighter and stares at the little flame.

He starts going out more, which of course means he gets in more fights, which, on a few occasions, leads to police involvement. His father gets particularly angry those nights.

When Michael turns 16, he finds himself in front of an old abandoned house on the edge of the city. His legs shake as he pours gasoline over the weakened boards, but not out of fear.

For the first time in years, he feels excited about something.

He stands a few feet away and exhales as he throws a match onto the porch. Flames immediately surge upward, clawing their way through the rickety house.

He stands there, feeling the heat on the face until he hears sirens in the distance.

He was infatuated with flames before, but now… now he was in love.

Michael’s not stupid. He’s watched Forensic Files; he knows that the cops will find something to trace the fire back to him, so he buys himself a bus ticket and leaves New Jersey on the first bus West. He doesn’t know where he’s going, he just wants to get away from everything.

He thinks Los Santos sounds nice.


He makes his way west, occasionally stopping to burn down some old house or something.

Just outside of Los Santos, he sets fire to a gas station. The explosion is beautiful.

As gorgeous as a raging fire is, an explosion is 10x more stunning. Flames surge higher and higher in a cloud of debris and fire heat, and Michel finds himself feeling the same thing he felt so long ago, staring at an apartment fire.

You could say the explosion sparked something in him.

He finds people. Chemists and ex-military officers, anyone who has knowledge and experience with explosions. He learns and practices and eventually, he learns how to rig C-4 and sticky bombs. He can create grenades as easily as chefs can cook a meal.

Los Santos finally sees Michael Jones at his best (or his worst, depending on who you ask).

When Geoff Ramsey first approaches him, he turns him down. He likes being on his own. He likes being able to do whatever he wants whenever he wants.

But apparently Geoff Ramsey doesn’t take no for an answer, because he keeps showing up. In the motel room Michael’s renting, or leaning against is (stolen) car after a job, even bumping into him on the street.

After a few months, just after his 20th birthday, Michael gives in, and allows Geoff to introduce him to the three man crew known as the Fake AH Crew.


Imagine Nick and the SS doing this when they’re bored to entertain the settlements.