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Theory time

this moment got me concerned. amethyst seemingly lost control of her form for a few seconds but what gets me is steven and garnet’s facial expression they almost show more fear than concern, and the fact that garnet holds onto steven as if a monster is forming instead of plain old amethyst.

 Maybe this could be related to how corrupted gems and monsters are formed, through excessive regeneration. what made me think of this possibility was when amethyst first regenerated.

Look at her facial expressions she didn’t have any control over what happened with this regeneration and it caught her off guard. but what worries me more is the face she made when garnet shows up … 

It reminded me of a certain someone … when the crystal gems were looking at her.

I mean with centipeedle it could of been out of fear for the crystal gems but the fact that amethyst got scared around garnet made it almost look like garnet would of taken physical action if something happened to make amethyst lose control … and somehow amethyst knows that.

You know, she’s been really damaged. I think that [Natasha] very early on in the past probably learned to not care too much about people because they could be easily taken away from her and used against her. And she probably didn’t want to hurt the people that she loved the most. So she never needs them or never invested too much in them, knowing that it would probably put them in danger.

But I think she hopes that for someone like Cap, I think she sees someone who could have his life enriched by sharing it with somebody. She sees someone that kind of yearns for that, but, you know, is also scarred by the series of events that have changed his life. Maybe she kind of sees in Steve [Rogers] a little bit of herself and wants something more for him.
—  Scarlett Johansson
you can reblog this idgaf i can remake again if i need to

i haven;t really made a good post about this so i probably should now
ill start by explaining what happened. not putting this under a read more like last time.

around june or may or something like that i met kadeem (gatanaprince) through tumblr. we exchanged skypes and started talking and i never lied about my age like he said i did. i have no reason to do that and i’ve never done that with ANYONE. i told him i would be 15 soon because my birthday was coming up. if anything, he misread what i said and i did NOT lie.

he also said that i confessed to him which isn’t true at all. i might have said that i liked him as a person and he could have taken it the wrong way, but why would i confess to someone after knowing them for 3 days? that doesn’t make any sense. i’m way too scared to confess to people in the first place.. it just doesn’t make sense at all. not to mention i was still in love with someone else?? even if i did confess to him it’s really irrelevant to the situation? that doesn’t make it okay to start flirting and getting sexual with a (at the time) 14 year old.

anyways eventually things got sexual and i really don’t know who initiated it but honestly? it doesn’t even matter. what matters is that this 20 year old was doing sexual things with a 14 year old. im 15 now, but i was 14 then.

this is where he says that he remembers one of the sexual things i said to him. he’s trying to say that i should remember what he said to me if it were really that traumatic, but like i explained to him, at the time i obviously wasn’t thinking it was traumatic or bad. i only realized the things he was doing with me were bad at the end and then i began to avoid him. 

here he says he probably said things like “id like that” or “id let you” in response to things i said but hes saying that he didnt say anything overly sexual… like… really? you were obviously still responding and reciprocating because otherwise i wouldn’t be saying anything to you? i wouldnt have sent you a picture later on if i didnt feel like you were interested?? and he’s still literally saying he’d like it it doesn’t matter if you’re not saying shit word for word what you wanna do to me you’re still saying you’d like to have sex with a literal child

eventually, we stopped. he says it was because he started to get uncomfortable & at one point i believed him but after reading the newest logs that were posted with 3dgf i don’t believe that anymore. it sparked some memories; I remember him saying something along the lines of “im going to jail for this” or “im going to jail for talking to you” (ive vented to people about this before after a different callout post was made about someone saying shit just like that to another girl) and he just frequently mentioned that kind of stuff?? and i remember asking him if he was bothered by it (the stuff we were doing) and he said no. he said he was not bothered about the stuff we were doing. so really, were you uncomfortable? or were you just fucking lying to me? 

he still continued to flirt with me after it was over too. this was after my birthday on july 13th.

and i’m sure you’ve all seen the screencap where i said that i thought he cared about me. boy has my fucking opinion changed. the only reason i said that is because he was planting those thoughts into my head. before i had spoken with him on thursday i did not think he cared about me at all. 

but then he started saying things like this and i felt like he really did care about me. and then he turned around and posted all of those things and when i confronted him about it he said this.

yeah, really seems like you care about me, huh? so now i feel lost and confused and manipulated and my head hurts and all of this is stressing me out so fucking bad and i could care less about him he can burn in hell for all i care

fuck you, fuck anyone defending you.

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Pastel Canvases

I’ve had a few WCIF’s for these canvases so am sharing them with you guys today. I know they’re not really pastel but I really could not think of a name for them!! I haven’t used a filter on these, just taken a screenshot straight from game & then added text. They might look different in your game if you have lighting mods though.

  • 9 pictures total
  • Custom thumbnails
  • 1 package
  • Can be found easily in game with the search bar by entering DCS4
  • Base game default recolour
  • Will not override original

I hope you like them. Feel free to tag me if you use them in your blogs (it’s always nice to see them in someone else’s game) &’ll I’ll reblog :D

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Well the promo for girl meets new years was released last night and it went exactly the way i didn’t want it to go. 

I’m all for Farkle telling Riley that she has to tell the truth but i don’t accept the way he did it in the end. 

There’s things like asking someone to talk in private and he could have done that with Riley or Lucas but he decided to just say it all in front of everybody and specially in front of Maya. 

And this is exactly what i didn’t want to happen: 

Do you see the look on Maya’s face?? Because this is the face of someone that just had the world taken from her. 

This is the face of a girl that knows that what Farkle said is gonna change everything between them all (again) and not in a good way for her. 

No matter what the fans think, Maya is that one person that will do everything for Riley, and even if Lucas likes her, i believe she will fight against her own feelings for him just to have Riley happy. 

I just hoped that for once she would get to be happy and have something that wouldn’t be destroyed by other people. 

The Road Not Taken by Robert Frost

Okay, so I saw that someone had posted a nice little visual of the popular poem “The Road not Taken” by Robert Frost. You all know the one. “Two roads diverged in a yellow wood…” etc. 

And I felt like giving you all an impromptu poetry lesson today. First of all, here’s the poem:

1. The Road Not Taken 

TWO roads diverged in a yellow wood, 

And sorry I could not travel both 

And be one traveler, long I stood 

And looked down one as far as I could 

To where it bent in the undergrowth; 5 

Then took the other, as just as fair, 

And having perhaps the better claim, 

Because it was grassy and wanted wear; 

Though as for that the passing there 

Had worn them really about the same, 10 

And both that morning equally lay 

In leaves no step had trodden black. 

Oh, I kept the first for another day! 

Yet knowing how way leads on to way, 

I doubted if I should ever come back. 15 

I shall be telling this with a sigh 

Somewhere ages and ages hence: 

Two roads diverged in a wood, and I— 

I took the one less traveled by, 

And that has made all the difference. 20

Now, let me tell you why this poem is actually not the inspirational poem you may think it is - and why it’s actually a little bit bleak, if you take it as the author (potentially) intended. Let’s start by analyzing the content. 

First, look a little bit closer at the lines themselves. If you read the poem a little bit closer, you’ll notice that the roads themselves actually aren’t all that different. He says the roads are different, right? Look again. Frost actually says that “though as for for that the passing there had worn them really about the same” and that “both that morning equally lay in leaves no step had trodden black.”

So what’s the point of that? Well, the poet is trying to tell himself that he made the better choice. That “I took the one less traveled by and that has made all the difference.”

In reality though, he took a road that was traveled THE SAME by other travelers.

Which means that the poet is essentially trying to tell himself that he made a choice that made some difference in his life when it very likely meant nothing at all. So this poem that many people take to be a poem of independence and choice is actually quite bleak.

It doesn’t necessarily mean that the author is unhappy. It just means that perhaps your choices in life don’t mean as much as you would like to believe. 

Anyway, I hope you enjoyed this impromptu poetry lesson from your friendly neighborhood poetry enthusiast. 

A quick PSA

Hey kiddos! The mun of this blog here to just let you know about how to make and send a death threat to someone you hate! It’s really simple and it only takes a few quick and easy steps!

  1. Don’t you silly billy!
  2. Just don’t!
  3. Don’t!
  4. Don’t.
  5. Do not even try.
  6. DON’T.
  7. JUST DON’T.
  8. JUST,
  9. DON’T
  10. DO IT.

You understand what I’m trying to say? Sending hate is wrong. If you hate someone, fair enough, you hate them. But wasting your time and effort into making a stupid threat that you would most likely NEVER carry on it absolute bullshit. Did you know, that at least half of all suicides in the UK among young people are related to bullying?

Imagine all those people, who have taken their lives from people like you constantly bullying them so much that they consider suicide. Imagine all the talent those people had, who they could of become. But then people like you mess their lives up. Fan-fucking-tastic.

To be honest I can’t really say much. I’ve never received a death threat before and most of the bullying I got was just teasing. But I have seen how emotional people can be from experiencing shit like this.

So, to finish this off.

Just don’t be a cunt or else you will be forever known as a cunt for all your life.

Thank you for your time :-3

it really is a shame that they chose to have soldier 76, the white man, save the latina girl in “hero”. like, i know they needed to showcase his abilities, i get that, and i know reaper’s already had his appearance in “recall”, but imagine how powerful it could have been if he’d taken 76′s place.

gabriel reyes, on a dark path (possibly due to his own pride) saving a fellow latinx from violent thugs, speaking to her in their native tongue and showing that someone like her can be strong. a latino man, at this point predisposed to violence, showing the tiniest flash of good despite how jaded he’s become, all for the sake of a little girl.

to me it seems like it would be much more powerful than the white savior vein they chose to use instead.

I can’t help but wonder how things things would have gone if Adam had taken a different approach? If he had just calmly explained to Abigail that he had been alone for so long and just wanted to meet someone else like himself without threatening her, then who knows, maybe he could have been friends with both her and Henry.

Okay, sure

But do THEY understand what WE voted for

Do they know it wasn’t for one woman with a hundred failings just like anyone else, with a few that might be worse but that’s the game

Do they know it was for an open America, a welcoming one, a loving one, one where just because someone doesn’t look like you or talk like you or have the same kind of family as you we all have something to learn from one another?

Do they know it was for not being afraid?

Do they know it was for something that history shows over and over – that actions taken out of fear are swords with two edges? That fear is a miasma, fear is a fog, and fear doesn’t make lasting policy, it makes people do things they could never imagine themselves even so much as condoning?

Do they know that? Do they see that?

I will accept the consequences of not respecting people I should have listened to.

But I deserve respect as well.

My vision and my hope for the country I love is not foolish.

And my kindness is not weakness.

AMNESIA World Drama CD

Hey guys, I’ve decided to upload the AMNESIA World Drama CD parts to my YouTube.  I don’t know if someone has already done this or not, if so I’m very sorry I did not know, but I thought some people might like to have them if they didn’t already or couldn’t find them. I tried to upload them in the highest quality I could.  Hopefully these don’t get taken down, apologies if they do. 

Thank you so much I hope you guys enjoy.  

Shin: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=u8kWsYb9pZY

Toma: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=RvwaFChOF-c

Ukyo: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=3oaZGiFBAc4

Ikki: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=3Fq0fiTXpB4

Kent: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=zrIAkpGx7rc

Orion: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Jjrz_HkUK6M

Still trying to figure out why

Karma’s first thought when Liam says, “I wish there was a way that we could do this,” is, “We could have a threesome!” and not, “I could break up with Amy." 

He’s saying he has too much integrity to sleep with someone who’s taken, which she clearly knows is b.s. because he was more than willing to sleep with her in the car. So basically, she’s like, "Okay, if you don’t want to sleep with one lesbian, how about two?” Which makes no sense, because her whole reason for not sleeping with him in the car was because she wanted him to want her for her, and not because she’s a lesbian.

As an aside, I really wish Karma would stop calling herself a lesbian. Did she not encounter bisexuality at all while putting together that 300-page girl-on-girl guide for Amy? I know that Liam doesn’t seem like the sharpest X-Acto knife in the art studio, but she should at least expect him to know better. Have some standards, woman.

So, essentially, she just wants to sleep with him at this point, even if it means sharing him, having sex with a girl, convincing her best friend to lose her virginity in a threesome with a guy she doesn’t like, and potentially risking their entire friendship just because she doesn’t want to break up with Amy to date him? 

If Karma isn’t overcompensating/dealing with some hidden feelings for Amy and losing her mind in the process, then I don’t even know what’s going on.

source: MeetTheBeatlesForReal

Sara: “This is another example of what I believe is a fan traded photo. Here is what I believe happened. Many fans wrote to George’s lovely mother, Louise Harrison and she was a kind soul and wrote fans back. Fans would ask for photos of George and she would often send them some rare photographs of George with the family. The fans then get copies of these made and trade them within the Beatles fan pen pal circuits. This particular photo looks like someone tried to "zoom in” more on George and cut out other members of the family. Although it also could have been a bad photographer. I don’t know for sure that is how this photograph came about (except that Gina owned this particular one and scanned it) but that is my best guess. I still like to think of this blog as the “modern day” version of Beatle pen pal photo trading.“

Anonymous (from the comments): "I have this photo too with a slightly fuller crop. It was taken by George’s brother Peter Harrison May 19, 1968 at the christening of Peter and Pauline Harrison’s first child, son Ian Harrison (born Nov. 16, 1967). In the photo Ian is being held by his cousin Paul Harrison, age 8, (son of Harry and Irene). George and Pattie had flown back to London from the Cannes Film Festival that day and then drove to George’s parent’s home to meet up with the family and attend their nephew’s christening at St. Mary’s church in Penketh. They returned to London that evening in time for George’s recording session with the Beatles. This photo was sold through the Harrison Alliance fanzine in the 70’s and early 80’s, but prior to that it was sold through the George Harrison Chapter of the Official Beatles Fan Club.”

About Mary's Motives

I know that Mofftiss took Mary’s character and plotline quite far from the one in ACD canon. But would it be possible that like in the canon, Some bad guy (here CAM taken from another story) and Mary’s father had a common history? Could Magnussen be responsible for the death of Mary’s father (maybe even both of her parents?). Has CAM taken Mary’s family fortune or his father’s legacy/work somehow? There are three hints to this direction in season 3: CAM could have driven Mary’s father to suicide as he did to Smallwood. Mary’s father could have been responsible for something so shameful that Mary did not want to tell about it to John (or Mary might not know about the details). The other hint is Mayfly Man who tried to kill Sholto, not because Sholto had done anything personal to him, but because he was responsible for his brother’s death. If all this happened years ago, this could be Mary’s motive to become an assassin in the first place. Also there was a reminder to Mary’s original plotline in canon in Sherlock’s wedding speech, when he told about chasing the dwarf with a blowpipe. It could have been a funny nod to the canon, but placing it into the wedding speech might have a deeper reason, maybe even forshadowing HLV. All the other cases mentioned in the speech has been discussed in fandom in detail.

Current pet peeve: I have seen at least three frequently-reblogged text posts from different larry shippers, taking it as fact that Zayn and Perrie were together halloween night, when the ONLY “proof” of that is that Perrie posted a picture of Zayn in a batman costume on halloween night on her instagram. Neither Zayn nor Perrie were seen out anywhere in costume or not, and I’m sorry, if they actually both went to a party with more than like five people someone would have taken a picture of them. That picture of zayn as batman could easily have been from a few days before, and no one would know for sure. Not to mention it’s only Zayn in the picture, so there’s no guarantee Perrie was even with zayn when he was wearing the costume. We don’t even have any evidence Perrie dressed up in costume - the pic of her in makeup on her instagram is photoshopped (and not in a fishy way, she’s not trying to pass it off as not photoshopped, though a casual viewer might not realize this). The fact that all of the other little mix girls went out in costume and were papped makes this even fishier - why didn’t Perrie go with them? If she wanted to spend time with her fiance too, and they were both wearing costumes, why couldn’t both of them have gone out with the rest of the girls? Why was zayn dressed up as batman only to not go anywhere (as far as we know)?

This isn’t to say we couldn’t get pics of zerrie on halloween later (and it won’t surprise me if we do, even though it would only add to how fishy this is), but as of now we have no way to say for sure that they were together. And this is why you shouldn’t trust larry shippers about zayn or liam - they aren’t paying attention and accept zerrie and sophiam stuff as fact when you know if the same thing happened with elounor they’d be the first to dissect everything suspicious about it.

i wish there were more shops on fr

localized and specific. inspired by @shitmanletsbedragons with their boxed water post.

i mean how fun would it be to have food shops that sold stuff like tofurkey for dragons that didn’t like meat, but also didn’t enjoy going fishing?

a DMV of sorts. random tickets and stupid fines of like 1T for some randomly generated traffic violation. or over hunting or fishing. 5 hours later your fine is taken care of.

tattoo shops…obviously with skins and accents. but you could design them on site ON the dragon you want to have said skin or accent. they’d still get approved by someone but it have more personality, y'know?

gardening shops. like why can’t we do more with our lairs? gardening seems like a fairly not-overly complicated thing to implement.

schooling!! HELLO!! could you imagine having each flight have its own school that competes in site wise academic decathlons?

baldwins brew 2.0-10.0. make your own food and try to create something with the most food points with the least amount of impact on the environment.

hotels you could stay at when you can’t take care of your lair for a few days.

a better clothing shop. the marketplace is boring. no offense. why haven’t they made a dragon like crim that hangs out and loves selling clothes.

i’m just waiting for admins to use FR to it’s full potential instead of releasing a new venue here and there like that’s progress.

Today has been rough...

All day I’ve been in a sort of daze. I’m still in utter disbelief that Trump actually won last night. That we, as a country, actually went through with it and elected this person. I’ve been trying so hard not to let my emotions get the best of me today at work. Honestly holding back tears at times, even now. I wish I could had taken today off but I know they would know why and I’d be given shit for it tomorrow. I haven’t felt my heart break like this in so long. It’s like losing someone you love. That’s how it feels to me. That’s the best way I can describe it. All the progress we have made as a nation can be taken away overnight. I am truly saddened and worried as to the ramifications that his presidency may bring. If we continue to see all this hatred in this country, if it’s anything like what his campaign has inspired, it won’t be good. A lot of people, a lot of my friends may be put in danger. I don’t even feel safe right now, I can’t imagine how those who are women, of the LGBTQ community, POC, or countless marginalized groups feel.  And to know that people I work with, acquaintances, so called friends of mine, and even some of my own family are actually happy about the outcome. He may only be president for four years, but he has the potential to do a lot of damage in that time. And his pick(s) for supreme court over the course of that time is of even more concern. I’m honestly afraid for what may come of all of it. This is all too much. I feel so gutted, how could I be so naive? There are way more terrible, racist, sexist, xenophobic, bigoted, or simply misinformed, and uneducated people in the country than I thought. I should have known this would happen. I should have been prepared for this. This is all too depressing. The sadness I feel is overwhelming. I’m sorry. I just feel so helpless. I can only hope that we all take care one another, stand up for those who aren’t able to defend themselves, and that we continue fighting for what’s right moving forward. 

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This is another example of how Olicity’s relationship has evolved gradually. 

When Isabel asks Oliver about the blood on his face, he is flustered and a little taken aback. But then Felicity steps in, without being asked or prompted, to bail him out. She could have just stepped back and let him deal with the question (not in a mean way, but more like a he makes up excuses all the time). But she realizes that after the night he has already had, he needs back up, and even a little rescuing. Her “Don’t worry”, seems to be directed both to Oliver, saying “I’m here.” and also to Isabel Rochev almost projecting her feelings upon the conversation. Felicity is almost reassuring herself that it wasn’t his blood, he wasn’t hurt. He has come back safe and sound. 

And the fact that she wipes away someone else’s blood from his face with out a thought (or even flinching) speaks volumes to me. To me, she is almost saying, “I know its been tough out there. So don’t worry, I got this.”

Ah Olicity! 

I Wanna Do A Thing

I would love to do a special sort of thing for my birthday. If you reblog this before July 10, 2014, (my birthday) I will write down your URL.. Over the summer I will take random URLs with me and I will scatter them around wherever I go. They may get taped to bathroom stalls, they may be taken to a few concerts I am going to (Panic! At the Disco and 5SOS/1D), or wherever else I decide to go.


Someone may happen upon your URL and who knows what could happen??

You have until July 10th to reblog.(I’m not counting likes!) xx

Also if you would like to follow my account, you can stay tuned to a youtube video where I will be talking about this event on my birthday (JULY 10)! Maybe you will be featured in that too! ;)