like-I-ever-really-leave

i just want to say to fic readers that big long rambly comments on fics, where you say the things you loved about it and sometimes get capslocky and squeal and use exclamation points and quote parts and praise the smut or the characterizations or the world building or the chemistry or all of the above, comments like that are fucking incredible and every fic author loves you, thank you

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there will be people who use you. they are good at getting close so you care about them. when they see your scars, they’ll flash their own. you will feel kin to them. you know what it is to struggle with things.

and at first you think: they’ll help me if i help them.

but it doesn’t happen. you love them deeply so you always pick up the phone. it doesn’t matter that you have a test the next day or that you’re going through things of your own. you support them.

they are good at pretend. they will play like they are your friend, so you endlessly give to them. after a while you realize: it really doesn’t matter what’s happening in your life, some more pressing emergency is always happening to them. it is a hard thing to recognize, because you don’t want people to hurt like you do. 

i have a friend who never asks me if i’’m okay. she only ever texts me to tell me she wants to die, but never goes to therapy or does any of the things i tell her to do to help herself. once when i came back from my grandfather’s funeral she demanded to know why i’d been gone, and when i explained, she said that without me, she’d almost passed out of this world. i had to lay down on the floor; nothing made sense anymore. i want her to get better. i want to help.

but there are people out there who will use you. who don’t care about getting better, they care about you giving up your time, your effort, your everything. until you are drained of it. i don’t mean those who give back, who will gladly do anything for you, who you know you can trust. who you don’t mind giving up the test for, because you know they’d do the same in a similar spot.

i mean those who don’t know you. who pretend that they care about you but are using your empathy as a sore spot. who take more than they need. who demand your attention all of the time but don’t care if you bleed.

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breaking news: yu sungoh has left 24k to pursue his dream of having a kpop reaction channel; his first video featuring him being cute and quietly boppin’ along to EXO’s “LOTTO”

no but actually i don’t know what he’s doing, i hope he will return to 24k but if he is happier pursuing something else that’s okay too ♥ he said he would be uploading a cover next week so go subscribe to his channel; whatever he wants to do on youtube imma support him.

fair with jimin

- him buying you ice cream and treats to share 

- lots of forehead kisses while walking around

- him wrapping his sweater paws around your hands when you’re cold

- hiding in your neck when seeing a scary ride

- taking you on a love boat 

- getting hella shy when the person rows the two of you through gardens

- cuddling you near the end of the ride and looking at the sky 

- “i really like you, y/n, please don’t ever leave me” then shying to the other side of the boat when he realized you heard him

mwah ╰(⸝⸝⸝´꒳`⸝⸝⸝)╯

uh oh, i have terrible news for you, then, anonymous reviewer!! the rest of the story is just killian and emma sitting on the side of the road talking philosophy and waiting for the tow truck to come. sorry. no plot.

i mean at some point killian produces a carrot from his pocket, and cruella wanders in from upstage and gives a long disjointed monologue

but spoilers: the tow truck never comes, killian and emma bicker increasingly about the wisdom of continuing to wait, and the story ends as they sit there wondering if they can just hang themselves from a tree using emma’s belt

Is it weird that I just really want some kind of event where us Tolkien trashlings go like, camping in the woods for a weekend?  We could dress up like it was a convention, and pick Elvish/Dwarvish/whatever names and do silly/awesome things like practice archery and sing Elvish songs around a campfire and stargaze like we were LARPing, but it would be really chill instead and we could have lengthy discussions about barduil and bagginshield and trade crafts and go hiking and it would be so much cheaper than a convention- like, we could rent a cabin as our base camp, but then we could pitch tents outside and sleep under the stars

like… is this something other fans would want to do???

edit: I’m gonna do the thing.  Follow me here for information and updates if you’re interested!

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The Blacklist Rewatch: Berlin Conclusion
You can turn away and run from it. You can hide from it. And if you choose to do that, I’ll fly away. Or you can face it and confront it. Engage it. And maybe, maybe… you prevail and rise above it.

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is it said? yes. is it true? ehhhhhhhhhhh.

listen mate jin is such a bright shining gift to this world and if you still sleep on him then fam you’re missing out. you haven’t seen true sunshine ‘til you’ve seen seokjin