sorry guess i just needed this out of my system
A little vent I guess?
I don’t know how some people seem consider me a friend, even tho I barely talk to them or have disappointed them.
It’s not like I don’t want to be friends. I just feel like a burden. And if I don’t talk to you anymore is probably couse I either feel like I’m annoying you or that I feel like you’re better off without me.
I find it hard to communicate with people. It makes me nervous and anxious.
“what I they don’t like me in the first place?” “I’m probably annoying them” “they probably left me caouse I disappointed them”
These are thoughts I have constantly and that hold me back from socializing.
What IS wrong with me?