like you didn't all know this was coming

  • Me, before watching the Special Episode: Karamatsu is so pure.
  • Me, after watching the Special Episode: Oop, nevermind.
161108 RM’s Last Broadcast FC Post // Trans

Last Broadcast Rain.

Bangtan had their last broadcast. We had the last broadcast, and it’s raining.
It’s almost feels like the rain was waiting to come down.

Since I learned a bit of what loneliness is, or whenever it was I don’t really remember but, I’ve ended up really liking the rain. Even though no one would know, I would often do things like go around by myself chasing the rain without an umbrella. (Honestly, I still do sometimes.)

Rain is very similar to music. Depending on the background, the situation the expression changes and the nuance can be different. Sometimes you definitely feel the perfect sadness and sometimes it’s a complete opposite, and other times it’s purifying, rest, a bitter smile, and other such things.. But my likeness for the smell of rain is never changing. Maybe it’s because the dust is being cleaned down.

In the last few years, I’ve always wanted to write a song relating to rain (we do have ‘Rain’..but a version is that completely my own). Although I haven’t really thought it through, of the songs I like, a lot of them are about rain. Epik High hyungs’ Umbrella, Let it Rain, Younha noona’s Sound of Rain, X-Japan’s Endless Rain, FreeTEMPO’s Rain, Razah’s Rain, Teacher Kim HyunShik’s Like Rain Like Music, etc..it’s really a lot. That’s how much rain has gladly become someone’s muse.
And the world is a little bit more liveable thanks to the rain.

The contents we learned as a child from a science book - that fact that, the volume of Earth’s water is constant and it can become the sea, become the river, become the rain and so the Earth continues to spin - was so so fascinating. The idea that the rain droplets that are tapping against my window could be from the far Himalayan mountains. Ever mixing and being shared..I would think I too want to live like a rain droplet, but I also wonder what would happen if rain droplets understood loneliness.. It’s a bit sad. I keep going back and forth.

Anyways, Like the falling rain, a lot of things passed by like a panorama in one month. I still can’t believe, as much as I try, that we already had our last broadcast. I know it’s cliche but it really was like that this time. For you and me, it was a 4 weeks where the rain came down like none other before.

The world calls that rain ‘Korea’s Best Rainfall in Years’, ‘The First such and such Rain’, ‘_00mm’* and with words similar to these people will record and of course this is a very happy thing but, we can’t simply use such numbers to represent our rain. This is something just we know. Before this rain, there were a myriad of other rains that fell and in our eyes, in your eyes, whenever we’re standing on stage, and on my body rain is always falling. In every moment the floods and waves are collectively hitting.

In this moment I’m not at a faraway place, but I really like that I’m here with you guys mixing and falling together as rain droplets. And so I just really wanted to say that I didn’t want us to be remembered just by several numbers.

They say singers follow their song titles. As the song title says, this rain contains mine and all of your blood, sweat, and tears.

Listen carefully to the rain sounds right now!
What is it saying to you

P.S. Sorry of this was a bit cheesy. But since it’s the last broadcast! Here was my last broadcast thoughts.

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Trans by @bangtoori

I SEE WE ARE ALL IN AGREEMENT ON FAI AND HIS MOMENT OF SUDDEN HORROR. 

I’M SO GLAD. 

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Why yes, Amethyst’s Peridot impression (Perimpression) is coming along quite nicely, thanks for asking

a little part of me kinda hates that i grew up with hp????? idk harry potter feels like something i’ve always known and all my memories of it merge together and i can’t separate my experiences…like i don’t remember how i felt when you found out quirrel was actually the one after the stone not snape and i feel like i’ve always know that sirius was harry’s godfather and just loads of stuff ya know? i just wish i could reread the books for the first time now and really experience the plot and appreciate all the twists and turns and come up with theories and just really take it all in idk

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Here’s a few doodles from today~

Just a lot of crying and sadness. Sneak-peeks for my Klangst oneshot… ^^

(I ended up messing up Lances head, and somehow he ended up looking like Shiro. And omg i’m dying- I messed up so bad on that arm, I shouldn’t even post the picture until i’ve drawn it digitally)

we all know how bad isak is at maneuvering the internet™ so what if even helps isak get to know the gay side of the interwebs (beside the gay test of couse)

even introducing isak to gay youtube like:

  • “you never watched a coming out story???” and then proceeding to show him the ones that helped him come to terms with himself
  • showing him cute couples that vlog (and picking up their catch phrases)
  • “actually there are also gay people on youtube whose videos don’t revolve around being gay. like there is this science channel that even i like to watch and they are a gay couple” and isak is really surprised that they exist

even going “isak you know you don’t HAVE to buy every film you want to watch, right?”

  • and then showing him his favourite gay lovestories including, but not limited to, “The Way He Looks” and “Jongens”

slowly easing isak into pop music again by playing him his favourite songs byy out and proud gay artists

  • think about them listening to years & years while cuddling in bed
  • isak quietly singing along to Troye Sivan 
  • even convincing isak to listen to Pentatonix and then spending an evening marvelling at their talent. he even gets isak to admit that Scott kinda rally is his type. 
  • Frank Ocean
  • feel free to add to this list

I hear hurricanes blowing
I know the end is coming soon
I fear rivers over flowing 
I hear the voice of raze and ruin

~ Bad Moon Rising, Creedence Clearwater Revival

Sorry not sorry for the pun. All I could think of when I first heard his name…
I loooved that movie and I’m curious where they’re going with his story (cause that’s totally not over). Quick sketch, hope you like it!

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Since the wedding is getting close and I’m so excited, I decided to make a little au of the wedding. not my best, i know & i did in a couple of hours, so. :D hope you all like it. :)

Lucifer Sentence Starters S2.1

Where’d you learn to pick a lock like that?

Do you guys do this a lot? Like celestial planning sessions?

My word is my bond.

Can I keep him?

If you want to know if you’re a worthy romantic partner, ask yourself.

The self worth comes from within, bitches.

You’re like porn, stuffed crust pizza and a Hello Kitty blanket all rolled into one.

Actually, I think you’re more human than a lot of people I know. 

You need to see that you’re not meant to be together. You belong with your family.

Besides this is my fault. I should have remembered how selfish and thoughtless you can be.

What’s he objecting to? Air quotes?

Whoever put together this brochure should get special treatment in Hell.

He’s got a stick so far up his arse you can see it when he yawns.

Someone really popped his cork.

That was somewhere I was sent as punishment, like the DMV, but with less screaming. 

I’ve broken my therapist. Now she’s somewhere to the left of totally useless and to the right of babbling lunatic.

Order off menu for once. Maze and I certainly won’t judge.

I’ve dealt with filthy, screaming humans before. At least these are smaller.

There’s no way you can help me right now. You’re just…you’re too you.

You look like a homeless magician.

I so regret asking you guys this, although you’re oddly adorable.

It’s a chance to escape your reality for a moment. Some people need that.

You and Maze are like snow pants and elephants.You don’t mix.

I wish I got that on video. Oh! I can get that on video. Douche-cam!

Who doesn’t love a sex party? Then again if you’re me every party is a sex party of sorts.

Want a box of excrement in your house? Cat.

A few of the male species have been eyeing me hungrily. Do humans eat their own?

He means well, but in the end the only person he ever truly lies to is himself.

I love drugs. Love them! Yummy, yummy, yummy!

I watched a few tutorials on how to blend shit and this came out.

Actual Apollo/Elios Enjolras (the symbol was some shit I don’t know where it comes from but I’m p sure it means Sun)

there was an attempt (you tried Star here)

CONSIDER THIS

KYLUX HIGHSCHOOL VAMPIRE AU

(because I have yet to see anything vampire related in the Kylux fandom and I am honestly surprised?)

(don’t take this too seriously)

  • Ben Solo is the 17yo emo, loner who has no real friends
  • Everyone thinks he’s weird because he’s OBSESSED with vampires and full-heartedly believes they exist
  • He does extensive research on vampires, and believes all the common tropes
  • He has been known to get into very heated arguments of anything vampire related
  • He’s part of an online chat-room for “vampires” or other emo kids like him
  • He believes vampirism was meant for him, because “no one gets him” except for his “vampire” friends online
  • He calls himself Kylo Ren because, “that’s his vampire name”
  • He wears all black, and tries not to go out in the sun so he can maintain his pale “vampire” skin
  • he tried to drink blood one time but got sick, he was very sad
  • Hux is the new-in-town, 18 year old exchange student from Europe
  • Hes very pale with striking bright orange hair
  • He’s always dressed to the highest perfection, never a hair out of place
  • People try to befriend him at first, but he gives off creepy vibes, therefore, everyone steers clear of him
  • He mostly keeps to himself, never outwardly drawing attention
  • Kylo knows from the second he sees him that Hux is a vampire
  • He’s right
  • He begins to stalk Hux, following him around and taking notes in hopes to fully understand what a vampire is
  • He keeps all of his “findings” in a journal, its pretty much blank
  • Kylo think’s he’s being sneaky
  • He’s not
  • Hux knows about the lankly, emo boy following him from the very first day
  • He makes sure to act as any other normal 18yo would
  • Kylo starts to question himself, nevertheless, keeps the investigation up
  • After a couple weeks and no suspicious activity from Hux, Kylo is very frustrated, and is about to give up, when- 
  • He is sitting in some bushes, spying on Hux through binoculars. He puts the binoculars down for one moment to rub his eyes, when he looks again, HUX IS GONE.
  • He hurries to find him, in doing so, falls right out of the bushes, onto the sidewalk
  • Hux is standing on the sidewalk, watching him
  • Kylo starts to freak out, scrambling away and reaching for the makeshift cross stake he keeps in his back pocket
  • He threatens Hux, backing against the wall
  • Hux watches bemused, then easily plucks the stake from Kylo’s hands, tossing it away
  • Kylo freaks, and figures this is where he dies
  • Hux drags Kylo up by the collar, hearing him audibly swallow
  • He questions Kylo, “Why do you keep spying on me?”
  • Kylo tries to stammer out some lie, but there is no use, he finally admits it
  • “I want to become a vampire!”
  • Hux releases his grip in surprise, Kylo drops to the ground on his knees, and begins to beg Hux to make him into a vampire
  • Hux of course says “no”
  • Kylo pleads, and pleads, almost on the brink of tears, 
  • Hux takes pity on him, and allows Kylo to befriend him
  • They become one of the hot gossip topics of the school
  • Someway, somehow, these two fall in looooovvvvvveeeee

*:’~,*~ did you all know kary’s favorite color is pink?  ~*,~’:*

i saw a post saying you should imagine your oc’s in a princess dress, and this image popped clear as day into my head. kary really likes pretty clothes, but he’s a troll. where would he ever find anything so fashionable(?)–certainly if he did it would be rare indeed for it to come in such a luscious shade of cotton candy.

it has been literal years since i’ve done something this shiny and sparkly in my drawings. i feel so in touch with myself right now lmao <3

some sketches of demon boy onigawara! and handsome boy musashi, coming all the way from greece  (ノ^ヮ^)ノ*:・゚ @tengarine @nekojetto i hope its okay 2 tag you guys in this ajhfdskhfg