like nobody understand my love for them

penelopescarousel  asked:

Garnet for Character meme

general opinion: fall in a hole and die | don’t like them | eh | they’re fine I guess | like them! | love them | actual love of my life
hotness level: get away from me | meh | neutral | theoretically hot but not my type | pretty hot | gorgeous! | 10/10 would bang
hogwarts house: gryffindor | slytherin | ravenclaw | hufflepuff
best quality: Motherly understanding
worst quality: Miscommunication
ship them with: Nobody
brotp them with: Opal
needs to stay away from: Blue Diamond
misc. thoughts: Not square mom, but mom squared 

I don’t get it. I just don’t get why someone can leave a person who they claimed was their ‘true love’, their 'everything’, their 'world’ like they never meant anything to them just for another person they hardly know. Do you not fucking understand how much i have been through for you? I was the one that dealt with your bullshit not her, got that? I was the one that was there for you when nobody else was not her, got that? It was always me, she was never there for you. So now that you’ve chosen her over me I hope you regret it. I was your world, huh? 'I can’t live without you’ my ass. How the fuck are you alive then right now? It seems like it’s the other way around because whilst your living your life perfectly with your new girl, im the one struggling to breath, im the one with the broken heart and clearly i won the 'I love you more’ fights. And I am so bloody ashamed to say this but I miss you and I love you. I love you. I love you. I love you.
—  s.a.m.i

endlesscolddreams  asked:

Talk rusame to me that i am feeling like crap

Ahh actually I don’t really have many headcanon for them but lemme think of somee

My Headcanon for them (or more like how my brain works to see hetalia to fit my OTP glasses):

- Being a helpless RusAme fan I am, I headcanon that the only person they really fell in love is each other. Like they’ve seen each other at their best and their worst, and felt like nobody else could understand them better than each other. They may have other relationships too with other nations, but no one else could make them fall in love like how they used to be in the past.

- So like, I always read canon hetalia comic strips where they’re hostile / passive aggressive with each other, as a defensive mechanism for them to lie to themselves that they dislike each other. Because yeah let’s face it, most of their bosses aren’t very keen with each other ever since Cold War, and that’s why the passive aggressive acts are helping them to dislike each other like their bosses do.

- But no matter what, the nostalgia of their warm relationship they had, and how their personality contrasted, makes them still attracted to each other. Like, that Paint it White movie where Alfred immediately went to Ivan after Japan is reluctant to be his sidekick. Like won’t Canada/England/France would be the logical choice for him after Japan instead of Ivan, his rival? I’d like to see him choosing Japan first, totally expecting him to reject him, so when he chose Ivan next, it won’t be very transparent that he wants to choose Ivan from the start. Like a camouflage sort of thing, haha.

- When interacting with each other after cold war, they’re always careful to slip in the “passsive aggresive bits” so to not make their true feelings shown. Like that comic strip where France found them chatting and eating happily together, but when France greeted them, Ivan spouted lines like he wants to break America’s glasses etc. I’d love to see it as his self defense to justify why he’s willingly spending his time chatting and eating with his rival. 

- Also that Busby chair episode? Of course I saw it as Ivan intentionally sat on the chair multiple times to prevent Alfred from sitting on it and so spared him from death/damage that Arthur intentionally hope to inflict on him.

- That episode where Alfred points to Ivan that he’s bad guy and always kiss people on first meeting? My RusAme glasses sees it as Alfred’s jealousy to see Ivan does the kissing to everyone and not just to him :)))

I know some/all of them could be considered far reaching but hey, it’s canon both of them is a great actor behind their cheerful faces, so it’s very probable what they do is not what their heart tells them to do hha.

Hope it suffices and hopefully it could make you feel better, Danie! :)

delightfullyfree95 said: hi! so I’ve been checking (um stalking) your blog. and let me just say i was/am a lowkey v/min & yoon/min stan, but you made me convert to kook/min oh my god.. anyways i just wanna ask if you read the singles magazine interview(?) there’s a part where yoongi says “you will feel like falling for jimin if you look into his eyes” and another translation “everyone falls in love with jimin when they look at his eyes” like?? he highkey confessed?? tbh looks like all bts has/had a crush on jimin lmao   

I don’t quite remember that article but I understand exactly what Yoongi’s talking about. Jimin’s eyes are nothing short of magical. And nobody can resist them. Nobody.

 ^ (Around 7:45) The MC couldn’t stop talking about “Jimin-ssi, who has beautiful eyes.” He was legit flirting with Jimin in front of his boyfriend. The man went on to say: “It was the first time my heart fluttered because of a man.” Also, note JK and RM’s reactions throughout the whole exchange. 

And as you noted, Yoongi is well-known for liking Jimin’s eyes. But he’s not the only fanboy within the group. (Wow, I wonder who it is..)

 ^ Q. asks what each member finds the most appealing about Jimin. 

JK: Eyes  ♡ 

Yoongi: Eyes.

(Also, Taehyung said there was none. I love that kid)

…By the way, did I mention Jungkook really, really loves Jimin’s eyes? Because he does. 

JK: like, his eyes are.. pretty.

No, I’m serious. He will not stop talking about how much he loves Jimin’s pretty eyes and his pretty eye smile. It’s like he has this constant need to tell the whole world even though we all know that yes, Jimin is attractive and yes, Jungkook, we know that you find him pretty too. Like god, he’s so smitten. They all are. 

I’m still waiting for my official photoshoot photos to come back from Youmacon (I’m hype for them, but my photographer was graduating/finishing a thesis and I was like dude take your time QAQ) but in the meantime, here’s another shot fo my Zarya taken by the lovely Saurlock Photography on Facebook ;u;


little little tiny Alessonny

sentence prompts ➝ imagine dragons
  • ❝Don’t look back.❞
  • ❝Look into my eyes.❞
  • ❝I am hellbound.❞
  • ❝Is it my fault?❞
  • ❝Nobody can save me now.❞
  • ❝This is all for you.❞
  • ❝This is it, the apocalypse.❞
  • ❝I can’t escape this now.❞
  • ❝We don’t have a choice to stay.❞
  • ❝I’m on top of the world.❞
  • ❝No one can understand me like you can understand.❞
  • ❝Emptiness is all you know.❞
  • ❝Congratulations you are all alone.❞
  • ❝I can hardly stand myself.❞
  • ❝If you love someone, better tell them while they’re here.❞
  • ❝I’m never changing who I am.❞
  • ❝My age has never made me wise.❞
  • ❝So, this is what you meant.❞
  • ❝I’ll let you know that all this time I’ve been afraid.❞
  • ❝You don’t have to make it right.❞
  • ❝What was right is wrong.❞
  • ❝Nothing can fill your shadow cause you are all I am.❞
  • ❝I was never welcome here.❞
  • ❝Innocence is gone.❞
  • ❝I’m sorry for everything.❞
  • ❝Searching to find myself but all I find is you.❞
  • ❝Nothing really matters in the end.❞
  • ❝You don’t have to hold your head up high.❞
  • ❝There’s nowhere we can hide.❞
  • ❝I’m not gonna let you change my mind.❞
  • ❝This is just my luck.❞
  • ❝I broke some rocks right through your window.❞
  • ❝I’m wishing I had what I’d taken for granted.❞
  • ❝I won’t run away this time.❞
  • ❝Love is a game to you.❞
  • ❝Would you turn your back on me?❞
  • ❝I’m bleeding out for you, for you.❞
  • ❝Who knows what’s right? The lines keep getting thinner.❞
  • ❝I don’t sleep so well at night.❞
  • ❝Don’t get too close, it’s dark inside.❞
  • ❝It’s time to begin, isn’t it?❞
  • ❝I’ve turned into a monster.❞
  • ❝Don’t tell me that I’m wrong.❞
  • ❝I’m a reckless mistake.❞
  • ❝Don’t throw stones at me.❞
  • ❝I shot a hole through everything I loved.❞
  • ❝Stay with me, please.❞
  • ❝Oh, quiet down. I’ve had enough.❞
  • ❝How did it come to this?❞
  • ❝I’m dying to feel again. Oh, anything at all.❞
  • ❝I know that I did you wrong.❞
  • ❝You can leave, now it’s your choice.❞
  • ❝Show me what this life is for.❞
  • ❝The blood’s run stale.❞
  • ❝Life isn’t always what you think it’d be.❞
  • ❝The kiss of death will have to wait.❞
  • ❝I wanted your truth, but I wanted the pain to disappear.❞
  • ❝You can have it all but life keeps moving.❞
  • ❝I say it’s up to fate.❞
  • ❝Maybe you could save my soul.❞
  • ❝I’m trying not to face what I’ve done.❞
  • ❝But i’ll take your word. Cause after all, you’ve never lied.❞
  • ❝Come with me and we will run away.❞
  • ❝Just when I thought I was clear of the mistakes.❞
  • ❝If I seem dangerous, would you be scared?❞
  • ❝We still are made of greed.❞
  • ❝There’s always time to change your mind.❞
  • ❝Trust me when I say that I’ll make it up to you somehow.❞
  • ❝I’ve traveled all this way for something.❞
  • ❝Your eyes, they shine so bright.❞
  • ❝Nothing is forgiven unless you want it to be.❞
  • ❝I’m only gonna do you wrong.❞
  • ❝You’re all I know.❞
  • ❝We are apart of the same play.❞
  • ❝I’ve never seen this side of you.❞
  • ❝I don’t ever wanna let you down.❞
  • ❝Welcome to the new age.❞
  • ❝These days, you tend to lie.❞
  • ❝I know it’s hard when you’re falling down.❞
  • ❝This road never looked so lonely.❞
  • ❝I feel it in my bones.❞
  • ❝I’m waking up to ash and dust.❞
  • ❝This city never sleeps at night.❞
  • ❝It’s not me you’ll save cause I’m a lost cause.❞
  • ❝I never said that I want this, this burden came to me.❞
  • ❝All the emptiness inside of you is hard enough to fill.❞
  • ❝I wanna hide the truth. I wanna shelter you.❞


from various songs of the movie! 

  • “Wait for them to ask you who you know.” 
  • “This is all of me, for all of the world to see.” 
  • “Guess who’s back?” 
  • “I’ve created a monster.” 
  • “Now this looks like a job for me.” 
  • “Is this real life?” 
  • “Carry on as if nothing really matters.” 
  • “Take my hand through the flames.” 
  • “You don’t know the half of the abuse.” 
  • “You have trust issues, not to mention.” 
  • “Baby, you can have it if you say it nice.” 
  • “Think I don’t understand?” 
  • “Nobody loves me.” 
  • “I ain’t no fortunate one, no.”
  • “I’m the truth that you’re afraid of.” 
  • “I’m not what you think that I’m made of.” 
  • “You don’t own me.” 
  • “Don’t try to change me in any way.” 
  • “I get bored of basic bitches.” 

anonymous asked:

is it weird i feel like dogs make me less paranoid and cats make me more? like, i'll hold my dog in my arms and i feel safe but my cats just creep me out. its made me really love dogs and have a hatred for cats and nobody understands :(

its ok to feel that way as long as ur fear/dislike surrounding cats doesnt cause u to be unsafe or put them/yourself in any danger!! cope how u gotta


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Looks like you don’t understand what im saying….


Oh shit, maybe I was misinterpreting the anon and went off on them unjustly, maybe they meant that nobody wants Victuri to turn into this

In which case, then yeah absolutely nobody wants Victuri’s relationship to turn into a war machine, something so wholesome and full of love must never turn into an instrument of death, i’m sorry that I misunderstood you anon, you were absolutely right

nobody understands how much i love corellia okay like shit. Corellia is my favorite planet out of all the fucking planets in star wars. FRICK i remember doing all my research like a nerd and looking up the enclaves, the green jedi, the trades, farmin’ and the factories and how corellians were one of the first in mastering the jump to hyperspace oK NOBODY UNderstands my fucking undying love for the people, the tradition and the mother fucking food they have there

the people are prone to being hostile unless you’re close friend or family ok so just think about han?? bringing luke there?? like they would probably be like hell no to luke?? but bc they are TRADITIONAL people. his family probably still speaks the old corellian dialect and wow just wow

think about han bringing him to his 14 sisters or some shit on corellia and they warm up to him after a while after livin on the Solo estate w them. And they all oogle and coo over him and play w his hair and shit and they fucking accept him as one of the family and luke is nearly in tears because he never really had the feeling of being so welcome and he also doesnt really have family anymore other than leia and they pretty much DEMAND han and luke marry to marry and birth young so they can carry on the ‘solo’ name haha wow it wouldnt even matter if they did it via lab or surrogate its all tradition to them as long as they pass their name properly

can we talk about how corellians love cake too

they motherfucking love their cake

we all know they love their alcohol and are master brewers already but great food comes from there too like cORELLIAN FRIED ICE CREAM



I guess this is my best way to cope with my fears and problems and or anger issues… waited till you actually went to bed cuz i know you get the notifications. Im sorry im so jealous i just cant stand knowing your close with other guys. Ya i might come off like im jealous for no reason but i actually do have my reasons to be, first you have to understand that i came in at a time where you thought nothing was possible and just depressed, i made you feel needed and wanted i loved you and still do like nobody else ever will. Im the guy that came in and just swooped you off. Second i hate the fact that all your guy friends you would prob make out with them… i keep myself from being friends with girls for the only unique reason that you are majorly jealous, we are practically the same in some cases. I feel stressed and scared when i hear you talking about a guy or chilling with that guy then hearing people talk shit not cool ( you know who)… finally i dont wanna know that i was not enough i did not make you feel the way i did before maybe thats why you were scrambled inside but i guess i can see it. I just dont want you to have guy friends but i cant really stop you. But i live you so much i would hate to loose you and learn that you went for the friend. i just want you by my side for ever i dont want you going to other guys games like your my girl mine nobody else’s you cheer me on and i cheer you on nobody else me and you. Your my ride or die! I love you

Hope you dont get mad…

I dont like to share you know that.

We Have To At least Try

hello, this is something quick I’m doing to show off my skills i guess, i hope you enjoy

It is about Antisepticeye(Anti for short) and Jack whom share a body and Jack desperately wants someone to love, but nobody seems to understand what he is going through, because he has never met someone like him, that is until he meets Dark and Mark whom also share a body and things seem to look good for them. 

“There really is no point, Jack”

“Come on Anti we have to at least try”

“We’ve tried so many times I’ve lost count, this is getting useless”

Jack was speaking to his other half, not focusing on what was going on around him. He had his head down and obviously looked frustrated. They were once again arguing about the fact that Jack had just come back from another failed attempt at finding someone to love. To be completely honest, Anti was getting tired of this shit, he didn’t understand why Jack hadn’t just given up like he did many months ago. 

Although Jack had been dealing with Anti since he was a young lad. He still had trouble hiding the fact that he was having an internal debate with himself, which also led to crazy stares from people that he never seemed to notice because he was so focused on what Anti was saying to him. 

As this argument was happening Jack was wondering aimlessly through the streets of Ireland. Which was always a bad idea because he would often bump into people, and mostly get rude remarks or stares when he didn’t stop to apologize, but on this particular day something different happened. 

He still bumped into people, and got his usual dirty stares,except one person. Just as Anti was finishing a sentence he bumped into a wall of a man.

“Jack I’m telling you, it’s time you just ga- Woah tell this idiot to watch where he’s going”

As Jack did his normal routine of not even looking up, the man he bumped into grabbed his arm, which was  a shock for both Anti and Jack as this has never happened before. Jack slowly raised his head when he saw the man start to speak. 

“woah buddy, what are you doing? fighting yourself in that mind of yours?” The man smirked to show he was kidding. Jack took a moment to absorb the mans features. The first word that came to mind when he saw his hair was ‘raven-like’ meaning dark, extremely dark. He wasn’t much taller than Jack, but he still was. his face structure was something amazing that he couldn’t ignore.

“hm American, odd, but a nice change” Anti threw in also, admiring the man in front of them.

“I-I’m sorry I was focusing on something else, not paying attention” Jack spilled out, obviously frantic. The mans hand was still holding on to Jacks arm

“God Dammit Jack, toughen up a bit will yeh? Anti stated with shame dripping from his voice. 

The man had deep voice, he chuckled when he saw how scared Jack was 

“No need to fear me, you just seemed like you needed help” as he finished his last words he made a face that seemed to be annoyance.


“Not right now, Dark”.

“Mark it’s important”.

“okay, what do you need?”

“let go of his arm” Mark did as he was told. “now grab it again” he obliged. “I fucking knew it from the moment i saw him”

“Spit it out, Dark, Jesus!”

“He’s a half Mark, he’s like us” when Mark came to again he saw a very confused boy in front him, still holding onto his arm. 

“What the hell was that?” Jack stated clearly confused

“What was what?” Mark took the ‘maybe if I act like I don’t know what hes talking about he wont bring it up again’ approach, it failed.

“Your face just deadpanned while you let go and grabbed my arm again” Jack claimed obviously suspicious. Mark rubbed the back of his neck to show his embarrassment, Jack took this time to inspect at his muscles, he was much stronger than him, you could tell just by looking at him. 

“I’m sorry, I got…er.. distracted, but hey, do you you would want to grab a cup of coffee sometime?”

Jack smiled as he nodded, and for some reason even Anti nodded along with him. 

Hey! I hope you guys like this, its been awhile since ive written so sorry if it is a bit rough, but i will try to improve and i of course accept constructive criticism, and if you would like i could make a sequel? I wrote this on the fly, but thanks for taking the time to read this! 

I hope that after that episode nobody thinks that Ice doesn’t love his bros. I mean, sure, he never talks to them throughout the episode, but you can be pissed at your bros and still love them to death. He’s just an introvert, and expresses his love differently than Grizz and Panda, with things like making them food and knitting them sweaters, and cleaning the house for them.

Ice Bear loves his brothers.


***omigawsh I loved the Newt british accent one so much! can you please do a part 2? like them using stupidly english phrases that nobody else understands so the others are like what? sorry for my grammar Im terrible. love your blog!***

Part 2 of Mate. Again thank you Queen of The Hobbits (a.k.a Partner in Crime, Imagines of Every Fandom) who helped with the dialogue because I know bugger all (see what I did there?) about British Slang

“How was your first shift as a track hoe?” Newt asks with a smile as he pops a grape into his mouth.

You sigh. “I’m bloody knackered, I feel like my arms are about to pop off. The blinkin’ sun was so hot I swear I’ll go barmy by the end of the week… How d'you think it went, mate?

He nudges you gently. "Only day one of many, Greenie.”

“Oh, bugger it.” You groan, placing your head in your hands.

“Not your cuppa tea?” He asks.

“I don’t want to whinge but blimey mate I’d rather leg it into that bleedin' maze before I go near another chuffin’ weed.”

Thomas looks between the two of you. “Can you please talk in a language I understand?”

“Are you having a laugh, mate? I’m speaking piggin’ English, ain’t I?”

Thomas blinks a few times, try to comprehend the sentence just sprouted at him. “What?”

Newt looks like he’s having a grand old time watching him struggle. With a smile, he translates. “(y/n) just explained to you that we’re speaking English, Tommy. You got a few screws loose or what?”

You look over at Newt. “Maybe he’s just deaf as a doornail?”

“It’s not my fault you two say weird things!” He throws his arms up in exasperation. He gets up and walks away from you but before he's out of earshot you hear him ask himself, “What the hell is a "piggin’, anyway?”

Yandere rp starters 3

“Why…Why were you with that bitch?”

“You need to understand this, your mine… And nobody can take you from me!”

“W…Why did you kill them? WHY!?”

“Soon, you will understand how much i love you~”

“Don’t worry, i’m your Cinderella, correct? Now let me get rid of those pesky legs of yours before midnight rolls along…~! Why? Because i’ll no longer be Cinderella.”

“Give up, it’s useless now. You cannot escape from my love (Muse’s name)!”

“I love you so much, why don’t you understand!?”

“You don’t like how this ended up? Then why don’t you just start over… From the beginning to try to prevent this from happening~? No… Even if you do, i’ll burn myself into your memory.”

“Let’s start over, together… Maybe you won’t make the same mistake…”

“Stop struggling~! Geez. You really want to live this badly?”

‘Geez~! Don’t you understand? They were in my way for your love!“

"If i can’t have you… THEN NO ONE CAN!”

“How dare you, how dare you get in my way!!!!”

“P..Please you are scaring me!”

“Are you… Breaking up with me? No no no! You must be messing with me~”


“Don’t worry, we will met each other in the after life.”

“Ahahaha~! I should’ve done this from the beginning! It feels… SO REFRESHING~!”

“Don’t worry~! I’m paying you back with all my love~!”

“You should’ve stayed by my side… YOU SHOULD’VE STAYED BY MY SIDE!”

“I really did love you…. Such a shame…”

“Hey come with me… To a world where we can be together forever…”

“If you weren’t here, we could be happy… Then i have to do this…”

“I warned you… But you didn’t heed it, at all….”

“Jeez~! I warned you several times~! But you didn’t listen at all~! Hey c'mon… DIE FASTER!”

“You’re a dead man, thinking that you could get away with this~!”


I’ve always been heavily into the sciences. And I’ve been fortunate enough to have people that have supported my interests and my ambitions since I was young. My interests in science, research, and the medical field have afforded me the opportunity to travel to different parts of the country and study under some very affluent people. And I love it. But I also hate it. 

There’s a certain kind of discomfort that black people understand when they walk into a room and nobody looks like them. Or working in a building and the only time you see black people are when they are cleaning the bathrooms or distributing the mail. It’s a little heart breaking. Not because there’s anything wrong with those jobs. Honest work is nothing to be ashamed of. But there’s always this question of “why don’t the professions I aspire to have people that look like me too?” That, in conjunction with being reminded of how difficult, time consuming and strenuous a career in the medical field can be, has caused me to questions again and again whether this is right for me. And whether I’m supposed to be here. 

But I’ve made my decision and I’m sticking to it. I want to pursue an MD/PhD. I want to study and help treat diseases that are rampant in the black community. I’m nervous because it’s going to be hard, but I know that it will be worth it. I hate going to a doctor and feeling like they don’t get it. Or talking to people in my field and realizing how much their prejudices and their stereotypes are going to effect the way they treat their future patients. Its no secret about the history of racism and medicine. It’s no secret that the discrimination and the disadvantages still exist today. So I’m going to use what I love, what I’m good at to try to make it better. 

Dog Rock

So my mother-in-law has this stupid dog. She got the little mutt at an animal shelter ten-some years ago, and she’s deeply in love with the thing.

This dog is horrid. It has all sorts of behavior problems and she refuses to do any sort of discipline because ‘it had such a hard life’ before she adopted it. Now, it probably did have a crappy life. But I don’t think we’re doing it any favors by not disciplining it when it pees on people, bites them, and generally acts like crap.

However, she does love the creature, and it seems to love her back. Nobody understands what she sees in the demon, but I can’t deny that there’s some odd connection between them. I generally avoid the dog, and definitely planned on using my little parasite as a great reason to not have to hold the ‘precious little thing’ ever again. 

Then, last week, it died.

The rest of the family is generally pleased - it was sick a lot, and exceptionally unhealthy these last few months, and it was a tiny monster - but my mother-in-law is completely devastated. She keeps texting me pictures of the creature and reminiscing with me. I have zero fond memories of it, but apparently I’m one of the few that are listening to her talk without commenting on how much we all hated the thing. It’s sooo very obvious when she talks how much she loved the thing.

She had it cremated and has a little urn of ashes sitting on her bedside table. We all find that a little disturbing. I wanted to do something special for her so she could remember her demonic creature in a way that was a bit more healthy than sleeping with an urn. 

Among my completely random talents is the ability to memorialize dead pets on rocks. *shrug*

So I found a rock that was approximately the right size, used the pictures she’d been texting me all week, and painted a picture of her dog on the rock. I think it looks like a pretty good representation of what the thing looked like. I tried to make it have that ‘I didn’t bite her, I swear, and that pee definitely didn’t come from me’ look she always turned on my mother-in-law. It should fit in the dog bed the monster always slept in.

I think she’ll like it. :)