like i will use that tag again

Y'all I got a quickass proposal for y'all

Basically last year I made a petition, the goal was to get Phil Lester to present the news as a birthday gift? We ended up not getting enough signatures (even though we got like 17,000 come on BBC). I thought we could try again this year, since Phil said it was his dream job as a kid and I think it would be a great thank you for everything he has done for us!!!

The link to the new and improved petition is right here :)

Thank you so much for reading my jumble garbage message, let’s do this :D

Tag game on writing!

I was tagged by @kaguneko thanks my sweet!

I’ll tag @shippingeruri @ladymacbethsspot @erurifluff @kittyboo8015 @valisi-clark @lostcauses-noregrets @ackbang

1. How did you come up with your username and what does it mean?

I used to have another username which began with Z but I had to delete the account and start again, therefore Z was Dead. Also I like Pulp Fiction and my initials are ZD. Multi reason!

2. Which fanfic of yours has the most feedback? (bookmarks/subscriptions/hits/kudos)

In terms of Eruri fic, it is Thirst.

3. What is your AO3 profile icon, and why did you choose it?

It’s a vortex by HR Giger. I love him so so much. I would change it to something more fandom related but I am very visual so if I was to see a different pic pop up, it would confuse my poor brain.

4. Do you have any regular/favourite commenters?

Yes! They bring me life.

5. Is there a fanfic that you keep going back to read again and again?

Cardamom by @lostcauses-noregrets I am in love.

6. How many stories are you subscribed to? How many do you have bookmarked?

Subbed to nine stories, 76 bookmarks, 15 user subs.

7. Which AU do you find yourself writing the most?

Modern AU. I seem to drabble in canon if I’m in a mood.

8. How many people are subscribed and bookmarked to you in total? (you can view this on the stats page)

User subs is 126. Story subs 315. Bookmarks 699.

9. Is there something you’d like to write about but are afraid of people judging you for it? (Feeling brave? If so, share it!)

Hahaha oh god. Probably. But I can’t think of anything definite right now.

10. Is there anything you would like to be better at? Writing certain scenes or genres, replying to comments, updating better, etc.

Updating better, god yes. I used to be much quicker to update but life and, honestly, Tumblr got in the way. For this reason, I’m planning on writing my current work in it’s entirety before posting ANY of it.

11. Do you write rarepairs or popular ships more often?

I would say popular as Eruri is, in my mind, popular.

12. How many stories have you posted on AO3 to this day (finished and unfinished)?

40 works so far.

13. How many stories do you have saved in/with your writing program?

Three. My current, Thirst, and the start of a whiny drabble/one shot which may or may not ever be finished.

14. Do you write down story ideas, or just keep them in your head?

A lot happens in my head when I daydream at work (monotonous tasks give me a chance to live Eruri in my head). But the important parts get noted down. In fact, this just reminded me to make a note about a watch, thank you!

15. Have you ever co-authored a story?

Yes! Its fun but also the pressure of not fucking up someone else’s story is immense.

16. How did you discover AO3?

Google search results.

17. Do you consider yourself to be a popular or famous author in your fandom(s) on AO3?


18. Do you have a nickname or fandom name for your readers?

I don’t think so, no.

19. Was there an author who inspired or encouraged you to write?

Yes to both.

20. What writing advice would you give to a beginning author?

This is for fun! Have fun!

21. Do you plot out your stories, or do you just figure it out as you go?

Usually I have a vague plot line and then I follow it slightly, meander off into tangents and find myself 15 chapters deep with not much happening. Which is why this next one is planned and has an expansive narrative in the background which I’m following more strictly.

22. Have you ever gotten a bad comment on a story? If so, what did you do?

Yes! It was over two years ago and in the midst of some really bizarre ‘comment war’ which I had nothing to do with but somehow got dragged into it. I still believe the whole thing was perpetuated by one person. But that’s besides the point haha! I just laughed and carried on.

23. Is there a certain type of scene that you have a hard time writing? (action, smut, etc..)

Action. Getting people’s limbs and weapons in the right place without having an actual visual representation is tricky for me. You don’t want to break up the flow and tension with too much descriptive.

24. What story(s) are you working on now?

My new one. On chapter three so far. Hopefully it will be meaty and an interesting read.

25. Do you plan your next project(s) before you finish your current ongoing story(s)?

Always. Which can be a problem in terms of concentration.

26. Do you have a daily writing goal set for yourself?

Nope. I do it when I can and when I want to. I’m trying to not beat myself up about productivity.

27. Do you think you’ve improved as a writer since you first started?

Yes, I learn so much all the time.

28. What is your favorite story that you’ve written?

I tend to like what I just wrote until the next one pops up, so it changes I guess. I did enjoy writing a reincarnation AU last August 2016, 1960’s mods and rockers, Brighton beach. I liked the research for that one.

29. What is your least favorite story that you’ve written?

Probably all of them to some extent. My style has changed a fair bit this year so to look back is both painful and uplifting.

30. Where do you see yourself (as a writer) in 5 years?

Posting less, but spending more time planning and mapping out fics. I’ll save the impulsive ideas for one shots and drabbles.

31. What is the easiest thing about writing?

Im not sure if this is the right kind of answer, but having a creative outlet is incredibly soothing for my mind.

32. What is the hardest thing about writing?

Finding time. And the terrible self doubt.

33. Why do you write?

To get the damn story out of my head. To get shit off my chest. To share it. And for fun :)

Looks like @aeltrileaf is going deeper into the rabbit hole

It’s really not the first time that Aeltri said that Sophie was trolling her. Her erotomania is well documented. But I have a feeling this post is responsible for the hate she’s been getting:

Yet again, Aeltri proves what a complete piece of shit she is. She’s using the tragic death of Misty Upham to push her stupid narrative about Sophie and Scientology. And then, she tags her bullshit. No wonder she’s getting hate thrown her way. You reap what you sow, and when you spend your day seeding lies, don’t expect to have flowers thrown at you.


I had promised a KiriBaku kid something like months ago, and tbh most of the reason why it took me this long is because I couldn’t pick between these two so?? In the end just have them both I guess - some info about them under cut, in case you wanna know more!!

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LGBT representation in the media
  • My mother: (homophobically) Are there any shows these days that don't have gay people in it?
  • Me: Biting my tongue back because I could go into a whole rant about how underrepresented the LGBT community is in television and how when we ARE represented it's either stereotypical Gay Best Friends, or good looking, cis, gay white boys. I could tell her that all of it is usually blatant gross fan service and Hollywood throwing the dog a bone, and I could tell her that The Straights are freaking EVERYWHERE and since we've all been doomed to watch them fall into sappy repetitive overly dramatic cliched insta love over and over again in the least she could do is not be homophobic while the boyfriends in this show get their 30 seconds worth of allotted screen time (that was only given, in the first place, because Hollywood feel like they have no other choice but to be 'politically correct')
  • So I need backup here to show her.
  • Can you all PLEASE like and reblog the shit out of this post if you agree that the LGBT community on a whole is grossly mistreated and actually, contrary to what she may think, very underrepresented in the media.
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  • Edit:
  • It has been brought to my attention that I shouldn't use shipping tags on posts like these. I'm sorry for any inconvenience caused by that. It won't happen again! 😊
  • For an explination, though, the reason I tagged ships on this is because I figured you all would understand/relate to what I was trying to say.

drawings from the stream!! thank you so much again to everyone who came it was really fun <3!!


“I have a female friend who lives alone and she has BTS songs in her playlist, so I asked if she was their fan. “Oh, that’s for turning on when I go pick up the delivery,” she said. I asked her what she meant, and she told me they’re actually not songs but recorded conversations of the members called “skit”. You can see which skit it is in the photo below.

She said “Want to hear it?” and played the skit on on her computer’s speaker. It sounded like there were people inside when hearing from the doorway, and it became an even more plausible disguise with two pairs of dirty men’s sneakers on the shoe rack. I was heartbroken.

My friend started joining a hip hop club after she moved out to live on her own, and she learned a survival tip (?) when living alone from a senior member there, which was to turn on skits when picking up delivery. She said after looking through various skits, that group’s skits were the most natural-sounding.

My friend turned off the speaker and said, “I’m really thankful to them~ I think I’m gonna buy their album, to repay them~”. It’s just… It’s not like they did anything directly, but I’m kind of thankful to them too. They eased the anxiety of a girl living alone, even if it’s just for a while.

Sometimes when I listen to skits, I think “Why did they put these in?”. I just feel so bitter that someone is using them this way. Anyway, since this seems like a good method, I’m posting this to share with other people. The world is sad.“


I told you, I won’t run anymore.


So why are you still carrying me?


Please don’t repost, edit or claim as your own. Thank you.

its been so long but im still trying to figure out how you could go from “i love you” to “i don’t care about you anymore” in such a short amount of time

Everything Wrong With The Leaked MNet Schedule

(This title makes me feel like a CinemaSins video)

We’re not saying it’s fake, we’re not saying NCT things won’t happen there, we’re just listing observations that we have made about the schedule that are making us suspicious:

1) The entire thing is in English - this could be because it’s from “MNet America” or because the multiple countries require a universal language, but MNet schedules are almost always in Hangul.

2) EXO’s song is listed as The Power - it’s not called that, it’s official title is only Power.

3) Wanna One is said to perform Open Up - this isn’t on their album. In fact, Admin Beth is a huge Wannable and she can’t remember a time when they ever performed this song as an eleven membered group? The only songs from P101 that they remade together were Never and Pick Me.

4) They use the name Kim Jong-In - MNet don’t care about real names, for the sake of a performance they would use Kai. If they did use his real name, they would not hyphenate it and instead would just say Jongin.

5) Sunmi is performing Full Moon - she hasn’t promoted this song?

6) KARD are performing two songs, whilst GOT7 are performing one - it’s rare for a rookie group such as KARD to be a) performing alongside senior groups like NCT and GOT7 and b) get more songs than those senior groups. KARD are not that popular in Korea to justify this stage.

7) GDragon and Taeyang are performing - seriously, when was the last time they performed at MAMA? When was the last time YG liked MAMA??

8) The leaks are supposedly from CJ&M - they have links to MNet, but surely a MAMA schedule would come direct from MNet.

9) IOI are supposed to be reuniting - okay, MNet would do this and it’s been rumoured, but it’s also unlikely and their reunion is supposed to be in five years, not now.

10) ‘NCT Asia’ are supposed to be performing Lucifer and Mr. Simple - first of all, NCT’s go-to cover songs have always been Lucifer and Sorry Sorry, not Mr. Simple. Second of all, you don’t perform covers at MAMA. You perform songs from that year, or songs that are being released soon. If anything, NCT Asia would be performing their debut song. 

Debuting a new unit would probably include a new member, and there are not many rookies left at the moment who have been announced. If SM announce new rookies between now and MAMA, it’s likely a new unit is happening.

We’re not saying this leak is false, we’re just saying the reasons why it might be.


11) There are so many popular groups missing - yes, MAMA is over multiple days this year but Seventeen, Nu’Est, GFriend and even BTS seem like huge omissions on this schedule?

12) There’s only three girl groups - specifically, Twice, Red Velvet and Black Pink. There would at least be GFriend and multiple others. It’s suspicious to us that these three mentioned are also the popular groups that newer stans tend to know.

13) There’s not enough collaboration or special stages - there were so many last year, it’s a big part of the show. There are NONE here.

14) Black Pink are supposed to be performing Whistle - this is a song from last year, they wouldn’t perform it again at this MAMA.

Guys My Age (3)

Pairing: Bucky X Reader

Words: 4k

Warnings: Lap dance to rough Smut. NSFW gifs.

Anon asked “Can you please do a part 3 to ‘guys my age’ were Bucky asks reader for another lap dance”

A/N: The fic that started it all. I’m so glad people liked it as much as I enjoyed writing it. Let me know if you want to be tagged. Also, dominant/jealous Bucky is just wow. Let me know if you want to be tagged HERE or HERE. Go away kids! And please use protection y’all.

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A bunch of requests and misc sketches from this weekend! (I’ll probably work on the requests y’all sent in every now and again, its nice to have a sketch to go with my ask responses and stuff :P)

Check the captions!

The last image is a request for a scene from this fic!

They all go on my twitter before they get compiled here!

My sketches are (as of recently) tagged mal sketches, if you wanna blacklist! (I haven’t gone back in my blog to tag older stuff tho, its no use as a filter, sorry ;))

Now that I think about “The Ones Who Walk Away From Omelas,” I came up with a small theory/metaphor.

I wrote a summary here for those who haven’t read the short story yet.
So the whole idea is based around this ‘perfect’ town by the sea called Omelas. The people of Omelas have a young child that has been sacrificed to keep the townspeople happy (with happiness comes evil theme). This child is not allowed to be fed nor spoken to by anyone. People can go see the child in person, but some walk away from Omelas not bearing the true horror the townspeople hold.

My point is that Bangtan gave themselves their group name in order to block/guard youth. “So [our name] means that we will boldly defend our music and our value and worth as people.” Maybe the music video will hold a metaphor of Bangtan protecting the neglected child. They’re against what the townspeople of Omelas have done to a child to keep their happiness. So while some walk away and never return to Omelas, they stay to protect the youth. Y’all get me? I’m almost positive this might be the message Bangtan will try to get across in the Spring Day music video.

That Black Suit...

Author: Nat / @idontgiveaflyinggrayson69

Requested: Yes - Anonymous

Tagging: @claireisbetterthandom

Fandom: Thor

Relationship: Pre-Established; Loki x Reader

Summary: Reader likes Loki and can’t keep it a secret after seeing Loki in the black suit. 

Word Count: 1.2k


Comments: Gods… Tom looked so good in that suit… Tom looked good in the whole movie…

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