If Styles hadn’t yet adapted to global social-media attention, he was tested in 2012, when he met Taylor Swift at an awards show. Their second date, a walk in Central Park, was caught by paparazzi. Suddenly the couple were global news. They broke up the next month, reportedly after a rocky Caribbean vacation; the romance was said to have ended with at least one broken heart.
The relationship is a subject he’s famously avoided discussing. “I gotta pee first. This might be a long one,” he says. He rises to head to the bathroom, then adds, “Actually, you can say, ‘He went for a pee and never came back.‘ ”
He returns a couple of minutes later. “Thought I’d let you stew for a while,” he says, laughing, then takes a gulp of green juice. He was surprised, he says, when photos from Central Park rocketed around the world. “When I see photos from that day,” he says, “I think: Relationships are hard, at any age. And adding in that you don’t really understand exactly how it works when you’re 18, trying to navigate all that stuff didn’t make it easier. I mean, you’re a little bit awkward to begin with. You’re on a date with someone you really like. It should be that simple, right? It was a learning experience for sure. But at the heart of it – I just wanted it to be a normal date.”
He’s well aware that at least two of Swift’s songs – “Out of the Woods” and “Style” – are considered to be about their romance. (“You’ve got that long hair slicked back, white T-shirt,” she sang in “Style.”) “I mean, I don’t know if they’re about me or not …” he says, attempting gallant discretion, “but the issue is, she’s so good, they’re bloody everywhere.” He smiles. “I write from my experiences; everyone does that. I’m lucky if everything [we went through] helped create those songs. That’s what hits your heart. That’s the stuff that’s hardest to say, and it’s the stuff I talk least about. That’s the part that’s about the two people. I’m never going to tell anybody everything.” (Fans wondered whether “Perfect,” a song Styles co-wrote for One Direction, might have been about Swift: “And if you like cameras flashing every time we go out/And if you’re looking for someone to write your breakup songs about/Baby, I’m perfect.”)
Was he able to tell her that he admired the songs? “Yes and no,” he says after a long pause. “She doesn’t need me to tell her they’re great. They’re great songs … It’s the most amazing unspoken dialogue ever.”
Is there anything he’d want to say to Swift today? “Maybe this is where you write down that I left!” He laughs, and looks off. “I don’t know,” he finally says. “Certain things don’t work out. There’s a lot of things that can be right, and it’s still wrong. In writing songs about stuff like that, I like tipping a hat to the time together. You’re celebrating the fact it was powerful and made you feel something, rather than ‘this didn’t work out, and that’s bad.’ And if you run into that person, maybe it’s awkward, maybe you have to get drunk … but you shared something. Meeting someone new, sharing those experiences, it’s the best shit ever. So thank you.”
Harry Styles talking about Taylor Swift - Rolling Stone May 2017 (x)
I have at long last found an amazing local graveyard, and as I walked around it, I wanted to write some encouragement for you to go graveyard hunting!
It’s one of my fave hobbies. Its not only a great way to feel ghosty, but also to connect with your local area, learn some history, get out doors, and be immanent. I especially want to encourage my copingkin followers, or ghosts with mental health troubles, to go visit your local graveyard. They are such peaceful places, and a great excuse to go for a walk.
1. Respect the living The dead don’t care, as far as I can tell. Graveyards are for the living, and the living get pissed. Dress down - leave the black lace parasol at home. No pagan stuff or rituals unless what you are doing is indistinguishable from “a nice walk”. No make-outs. If you see another person - or as often happens, a funeral - simply make yourself scarce. Finally, if you are taking photos, avoid any graves from the 1940s or later - as they may have living relatives.
2. Good things to bring: good shoes, graveyards can be uneven to walk on. A camera. I like to bring plastic bags and gardening gloves. Appropriate weather gear. Some tissues - many yards will have toilets, but they aren’t always kept regularly.
3. Take care of your graveyard, and it will take care of you. I like to litter-pick as I go, as a way of saying thank you; I often stand planters back upright or clear away stones and debris obscuring a name (never do this at Jewish cemetaries, as leaving a rock each time you visit is a custom - it’s normal to see small piles of stones on their flat stones)
4. Photos look best with high contrast between light and shade. Overcast days and midday sun are only really good if you want a personal record of a cool stone you’ve found. For the dramatic, I-can’t-believe-how-easy-this-is photography, the long magic hours as the sun comes up and down gift you gold light, intense contrasts and deep black shadows. Even if you plan to make finished stills B&W, they will look better taken on a sun&shade day.
5. Cool things to look out for: * People from different eras. * People from different cultures, representing waves of immigration to your area. * terrible poems * symbols on gravestones, such as the anchor or Mason’s compass * people who died in unusual ways, including War graves * new features such as crematoria, ash gardens, children’s areas, chapels of memory, crypts etc * nature - trees, birds, etc. Yew trees are traditional.
Every graveyard I go to now, I spot something new. Last week, I found a graveyard with a sign up about their “grave reclaimation” program, the rules they follow to reuse old graves for new people. You can see as you walk around graves with “chosen for reclamation” signs on them; if no family member challenges them in over a year, the graves will be taken down.
i just saw the craziest post on tumblr,.com … do y'all really think stopping during a run is like blasphemy? i was a division I runner for 5 years and had national caliber teammates and guess what? we stopped. a lot ?? like one time we just played on a playground during our run cause it looked fun. i’m not talking about workouts or tempos or whatever but a normal training run?? fucking stop and take a walk if you want guys what the hellzzz.??? stop and pet dogs, stop and take photos, stop and pee. do what u want
Jack looks at Bitty, who is standing nervous in his doorway.
“I take a photography class,” Jack corrects. “I wouldn’t call myself a
“But you know about lighting and good camera angles and
stuff,” Bitty encourages.
Jack nods. “I guess. But so do you. What about those vlogs,
Bitty shrugs and bites his lip. “I want your help with
“Okay,” Jack agrees easily. He’s likes helping his
teammates and he always feels good after doing something for Bitty. “So should
I get my camera?”
“Please,” Bitty says, stepping properly into Jack’s room.
“So, what’s it about anyway?” Jack asks, lifting the camera out of its bag.
“Oh. Well. It’s ah… I was thinking. I want to set up a
Jack nearly drops the lens he’s fitting onto the camera. “Really?”
“Well, yeah,” Bitty says. “And I thought, you take nice photos, so…”
Jack keeps his turned while he tries to figure
out the sudden queasiness in his stomach. He doesn’t know why it’s there. He doesn’t normally feel this way when helping Bitty.
“Ransom and Holster keep trying to set me up with people,” Bitty continues, “and
I do want a relationship, but I want to do it on my own terms.”
“Grindr though?” Jack asks. “Is that the best place to be looking for a relationship?” He doesn’t know why he’s questioning Bitty’s decision. He’s not trying to be judgemental.
He’s blames the feeling in his stomach for it coming across that way.
“Well, where else?” Bitty asks him.
“I don’t know. Your classes?” Jack suggests, wasting time fussing
with his camera.
Bitty scoffs. “I’ve been in the same classes for months and
nothing has happened. I want–I’m ready to be with someone. So, like I said,
Jack turns to Bitty finally.
“What about parties or something. Student unions? You’re part
of some, aren’t you?” Jack swears he’s trying to be supportive.
“Yeah, but same problem.” Bitty’s got a shrewd look on
his face, staring at Jack like he’s puzzling something out. “Jack, are you—I don’t get it. Why are you so against me doing this?”
“I’m not against it,” Jack refutes automatically.
“It sounds like you are,” Bitty points out, crossing his arms.
“I’m not,” Jack’s says again, though he knows–is shamefully aware–there’s some truth to the accusation.
“Then why are you being so judgemental?”
“I’m not. I’m not judging you for it.” Jack would never
judge his friends like that. Their lives are their own and he respects that
“Then what are you doing,” Bitty throws his hands up. “Why are you pushing back on this?”
“I’m not,” Jack says defensively, reeling from the
accusation, feeling guilty and confused.
“Something’s going on in your head. This isn’t…” Bitty shakes his head, then says with clear disappointment, “It’s not what I expected from you.”
not his head,
Jack thinks, it’s his stomach. Something strange is going on, he feels like he’s swallowed
“I don’t know. I… really don’t,” he stammers.
Bitty narrows his eyes. “Sure you do, Jack.”
“Just tell me. I want to know.”
Jack clutches the camera to his stomach. “I honestly don’t.
You just—I just—I feel like—"
As his stomach clenches uncomfortably, Jack knows what the
Whatever sentiment Bitty was about to express melts away. His
expression goes from hurt to shock, surprise and then something softer. He folds his arms across his stomach again.
“Jealous?” Bitty asks.
Jack thinks it over. The unease in his gut,
his strong reaction.
He nods. “Yes. I’m jealous.”
“Why,” Bitty asks hesitantly, not like earlier.
“I don’t know,” Jack repeats, wondering that himself.
“Could you… try to figure it out? Please?”
Jack stares at Bitty. “I’m jealous because…” he starts, not knowing where the sentence will take him. “I want… I want to be that someone. Your someone.”
His gaze is so focused Jack can see Bitty swallow from across the room.
“Jack,” Bitty says, taking a step forwards.
Jack blinks. He feels shaky but doesn’t mind because Bitty’s not looking at him like he cares if Jack’s hands are trembling. Jack puts the camera down on his bed and makes his way over to
“Don’t get Grindr,” he says, stopping an armlength away.
“Why not,” Bitty asks of him, arms dropping to his sides.
“You won’t find what you’re looking for on there.”
“Because—” Jack takes a deep breath and another step toward
Bitty. “Because it’s here.”
Someone asked me for a few pics of him a while back- but I’ve not been able to unbox him since I initially got him- but finally got a glass case- so I got him out to take a few photos. I’m not gonna photo him in a ton of fight poses- but you can probably see those from the HT dioramas anyway- I didn’t really want to use the diorama base he came with- so mostly I’m figuring out ways to make him look like he’s sitting convincingly. I got the deluxe edition- partly cos the site i bought him from only had that edition- and mainly because I REALLY wanted a stormtrooper helmet. I’d honestly have liked the normal rectangular display, but I don’t think I was going to use it anyway? (Also, they’re pretty undignified. )
PS- unboxing is truly one of those creepy as heck moments. But the little props are amazingly detailed- esp the lightbow. The costume also has the tiniest snaps all over it to keep everything in place. The paintwork isn’t the same as the show pics (It’s less skin painterly and relies more on the underlying colour of the material his head and hands are made from.)
[TRANS] Haru Hana Vol. 41 Issue ‘Interview with NCT 127′
NCT127 who were the last to appear on stage at the 68th ‘Sapporo Snow KPOP Festival’ held on the 12th of February. Because of their Japanese member, Yuta, we were able to hear their stories on their first time in Hokkaido.
Q: What did you do in Sopporo? Taeyong: We saw the snow and everyone played like kids. Doyoung: We haven’t seen snow in a while and everywhere we go there’s piled up snow, we played happily. We also wanted to show our fans this scenery, so we took photos and shared them on SNS.
Q: What did you eat? Mark: Ramen. Taeyong: Shabu-shabu and sushi. Yuta: Can I speak Japanese? It was my first time eating miso ramen in Sapporo, it really is delicious, everyone all ate like they were possessed by a hungry demon.
Q: During your concert, Taeyong performed Kotori Yoshino’s gag, who showed it to him? Yuta: I showed it to him, and he seemed to like it a lot, so he decided to do it once.
Q: Yuta also worked hard to be the MC. Yuta: Normally it’s hard for me to express my feelings in Korean, but I can freely do so in Japanese, so I want to talk more and interact more, ad libs just comes out.
Q: How did the other members feel after watching Yuta? Johnny:This was my first time coming to Japan with Yuta, and because he was so used to Korea, I thought he is almost a Korean. But after seeing him in Japan I thought ‘ah, (he’s) Japanese’. Mark: That’s right, that’s right Taeyong: He came to Japan and did various things well. (He) organised our food menu as well. Haechan: When we arrived in Japan and asked about things we didn’t know, Yuta hyung helped us. Jaehyun: During the show when we were doing the ment, I also asked questions, Yuta hyung overcame it all.
Q: I am going to bring up a unique fashion topic, what kind of style of plain clothes do you like? Winwin: I like clothes that are clean (bright) and smart. Doyoung: I like comfortable clothes. Casual clothes. Taeil: For me, training wear. I really like being comfortable. Yuta: I like (wearing) entirely black. Or all black. Jaehyun: I like all kinds of colours. I also like anything monotone, simple but with a point. Haechan: I like comfortable clothes~ Taeyong: I like baggy clothes. For example, a t-shirt that I have at home for 5 years. Mark: It differs depending on how I feel. I pick clothes according to how I feel. Johnny: I also wear clothes depending on how I feel that day, I pick clothes that can express my feelings.
Q: Which member cares about their fashion the most? Mark: I think it’s Winwin hyung. Yuta: Isn’t it fashion terrorist Winwin? Doyoung: It’s high fashion (as in high fashion sense). Taeil: You will be surprised when you see it.
Q: What goals would you like to achieve in 2017? Taeyong: We would like to have more activities in Japan, and in Korea of course. Yuta: There will be a lot of chances this year to come to Japan so please look forward to them.
Q1:Food I can’t get sick of Q2:If I could go on a one-day trip without any distance restriction Q3: Member with who I want to always stay together Q4: Song that I like Q5: Praise for another member Q6: A word for Japanese fans
[ TAEIL ] A1. Samgyeobsal, Pizza （it has been my favorite food） A2. Gangwon-do. I want to go to a ski resort for skiing and snowboarding A3. Johnny. We talk well. Even if I ask strange questions, he answers well. It’s fun. A4. NCT127 LIMITLESS. The more you listen, the better it becomes A5. Taeil -> Johnny: He is calm. He is tall. Can communicate well with anybody. Language Skills (English, Korean, Chinese). He is strong. A6.Thank you for always giving us your support. From now on we’ll work hard to be able to show you a cool stage and music. NCT fighting!
[ JOHNNY ] A1. Sandwich. You can eat it wherever and whenever you want, there are a lot of types as well. A2. I want to sleep on my bed in our house in America. A3. I like all of the members!! A4. Coldplay – Yellow A5. Johnny -> Taeyong: Really handsome. Knows for sure what he is looking for. It’s cute when he tries to look cool. A6. I wish there were more fan signs where I can meet Japanese fans! Thank you so much for cheering (for us)!
[ TAEYONG ] A1. Sujebi. I have liked it ever since I was small, and I also like kneading. A2. Youngsters’ street, Shibuya. I like fashion so I want to see what it’s like. A3. Yuta. It’s comfortable (with him) because we’ve known each other for so long. A4. NCT127 Limitless A5. Taeyong (JT/N I think in the original text, it was misspelled as from Taeil) -> Yuta: a good friend who is joyful, cheerful, righteous, he always does his best, cool and manly A6. I will always appreciate the interest and affection we get from Japanese fans. I will continue to do my best to make NCT 127 reputable!!!
[ YUTA ] A1. Takoyaki. Isn’t Takoyaki the best? A2. Europe. Italy. The streets are very pretty. A3. I don’t have one. I don’t want to be together until we are old (I want to be) together with my beautiful wife in the future… A4. TVXQ sunbaenim’s Begin. I always listen to it when I sleep. A5. Yuta -> Doyoung: He sings well. I like his voice. Among the member, he is a person who is always stable. (well-controlled and organised) he is the mediator. He can talk about his personal opinions, but also care about his surroundings. A6. Japanese fans, it’s Yuta! I am always, always thankful for your cheers!! Please continue to look after us!!
[ DOYOUNG ] A1. Noodle soup (Udon) A2. Italy A3. Taeil A4. NCT127 Switch A5. Doyoung -> Jaehyun : I can’t choose one because he has so many charms. I just want to point out his ‘Reverse Charm’. He’s both manly and kind! The charm is coming from the gap. A6. To my fans in Japan, I will cheer you up because your love and encouragement.
[ JAEHYUN ] A1. Water. I never get tired of drinking it. A2. Neptune. I want to go to Neptune as the first person in the world A3. Winwin. He’s my friend. I don’t think I’ll get tired of him when we are together A4. NCT127 LIMITLESS A5. Jaehyun -> Winwin. Winwin’s is optimistic. He is very innocent but can also be serious at times. And most of all, he is very, very, very cute． A6.
Everyone please love us 'limitlessly’ We (I) will always be grateful.
[ WINWIN ] A1. Meat (chicken, beef) A2. I want to go to New Zealand. I like everything about it. A3. Friend. Jaehyun. A4. NCT127 Limitless A5. Winwin -> Mark: I really like his personality. He is always considerate and cute. He’s also good at dancing and rapping. He really, really has a lot of charms. Mark who has limitless charms. A6. Please continue to cheer for us.
[ MARK ] A1. Chicken. I can eat many different kinds of chicken. A2. I would like to walk around the town I lived in Canada one more time. A3. Winwin hyung. It’s interesting how there’s always a new feeling when being together with him. A4. Justin Bieber - Love Yourself A5. Mark -> Haechan: His legs are pretty. His energy is overflowing. He’s good at cooking. He’s not good at listening to me but he’s improving. His character is completely different from mine so it’s interesting. A6. To all our Japanese fans~! This is our first visiting Sapporo. After being welcomed by our pretty Japanese fans, I like Japan even more! I would be very happy if we can visit Japan more frequently from now on. Please anticipate the next time we see each other!!
[ HAECHAN ] A1. kimchi A2. Busan. I want to go to eat sashimi. A3. Doyoung hyung A4. Michael Jackson - Billie Jean A5. Haechan -> Taeil: He’s good at singing. He plays instruments well. He’s fun, kind, and good at sports. A6. Everyone, I’m so happy!! Thank you!!
Y'all I just want to say that lately I have been seeing more and more art posts on my dash that have image descriptions and I cannot describe how happy that makes me like I feel like real progress has been happening and I just want to say thank you to every single one of you that put captions on your image post or add captions to other people’s posts. Like it used to be that I would never in a million years see a post of fan art that had a description and like it was just normal and I would automatically scroll past lots of photo posts, but now it’s like I see one with the caption every couple days and like now I actually check for them just in case because more and more people are actually adding them lately??? It’s amazing and I am so here for this new piece of Tumblr culture thank you so much for adding image descriptions to your photo and fan art posts.
I was talking to a past SD who actually became one of my good friends and realized that the circle in AZ was getting a little too close together. When your past SD talks about you to current SD’s who have hit you up? It’s time to step back and search elsewhere. It also made me realize that my approach was also wrong, that I needed to step back and go back to basics on things.
One of my new best friends recommended another site that is actually pretty difficult to get in but some how I managed. The users have to vote you in and you have to photo verify yourself. The app itself costs $100 for just one month… Damn. However, the results have been pleasing.
I took @asiansugababy ‘s advise and just talked to these guys like normal as if I truly wanted to date them. This guy has never met me and I mentioned I was moving. I joked about my bed literally being almost 30 years old…next thing you know this guy buys me a new queen size bed for my new place! He even wanted to fly me out JUST to meet me. Unfortunately I couldn’t because I had a lot of other things going on. Regardless, this guy is VERY kind, generous and not too bad looking either.
There are good guys on SA. I found Blink who is my 1k per meet on there and my super young boyfriend guy on there too. Keep your eyes peeled. Try other sites too Bumble, Tinder ect.
pressed the buzzer on the door juggling takeout food in your arms along with a
bag of your things. You smiled when you heard Lori barking on the other side of
the door. You chuckled when you heard crashing sounds follow the barking.
Christian yelled from his apartment.
few moments later he opened the door and sported his usual grin. It must have
been hot in his apartment because he was wearing shorts with no shirt on.
An anon asked me if I ombred the hair in my icon, and I did not lol. Another anon asked me to make a tutorial for how I made the ombre in the icon, so I am making a tutorial for it for the 3rd time cause the other two times I tried the images broke and i didn’t save them so I had to redo the photoshop process :/ this time I saved them
A). Go in game and make your sim. Find the base hair color you want and I recommend downloading some recolors of that hair so that you have more options for the ombre.
B). Go through some poses and find the one you want, then pause CAS using the ‘cheat’ casclockspeed 0
C). Now find the angle you want for you screenshots. I normally just do the basic front angle. After this, click on the hair and it will zoom you in to the sims face, zoom out to however far you want, but make sure the hair category stays open.
D). Take your first screenshot with the color you want the base/root/natural color of the hair to be. Then (without clicking on anything on the sim) go in the hair category and find the recolor or the other color you want your ombre to be. DO NOT CHANGE ZOOM, CAMERA ANGLE, OR ANYTHING.
E). Select the 2nd color and screenshot, you may want to take a few extra screenshots of a few different colors so you have more options.
I am choosing these two:
A). Open both screenshots together in photoshop, with one layers ontop of the other.
B). Delete the backgrounds and add a new layer on the bottom with anything u want it doesn’t really matter okok:
A). Using the soft eraser tool(with 100% opacity), erase the top of the hair and keep going down until you get to where you want the ombre to stop.
B). (Optional) I turn the opacity down to 20% and go over the area where the ombre needs to fade to give it a slightly more fading effect. But it is fine without it imo
C). Merge the two sim layers and do whatever normal editing you would do to your photos
Many of you are amazing people who have made this community an amazing place and I am ever so grateful for that.
However, can we please please PLEASE be respectful to the creators who have made these all possible for us?
I understand that everyone’s hyped up about the spoilers of YOI BD/DVD Vol. 6, especially the “Welcome to the Madness” manga and EX Program. I, too, have been reposting and screaming over the leaks since yesterday because my own copy will only arrive next month.
But isn’t it common sense to not tweet those contents to the creators? Especially, and I mean ESPECIALLY, if those spoilers do not belong to you a.k.a. you don’t buy the BD/DVD.
First of all, these are supposed to be exclusive contents bundled with the purchase.
Secondly, it’s like you come up to an actor and tell them “Hey, hello, I like your movie that I watched from YouTube!”
Or coming up to a singer and saying “I love your new song that I downloaded from this website!”
Of course, it’s perfectly normal wanting to thank her for these amazing contents. Heck, I’ll worship her if I can. But there is no need to include screenshots/photos of the leaks, is it?
Kubo Mitsurou has been very nice to us. When we, international fandom, kept pestering her about the plot (kiss or not kiss???), character relationship, and many other things, she didn’t get angry. When Latin fans kept tweeting in Spanish to her, she did her best to respond even if she can barely speak English, let alone Spanish.
Honestly, right now she has all the rights to file a report on copyright infringement over these leaked Vol. 6 contents, but she didn’t do it, did she? All she asked is not to tweet her the spoilers.
I’m sure she knows that there is no preventing spoilers to be leaked on the Internet. I’m sure she knows it’s almost impossible to completely stop people from uploading contents online even if it’s illegal.
Therefore, the least we can do is be respectful to her and the rest of the creators if we really want to show them our appreciation. And of course, this doesn’t only apply to YOI, but all fandoms in general.
I am not writing this post to slam anyone, so I apologize if there are my words that sound offensive. Nevertheless, it would be great if us as fans can learn how to behave so we can really thank the creators in the most appropriate ways.
Can you do an imagine where one of the boys,(whoever you want) finds like a secret stash of pictures or like a photo album dedicated to the accomplishments of them as their superhero identity? Does this make sense?
@batman-robin I hope this is what you meant by your request. I did it based on my Jay-Bear and I tried really hard on this at 12:16 in the morning. I hope you like it!!
“Hey Y/N. Have you seen my black boots anywhere?”
You were too busy in the shower to actually look for his boots for him so you went ahead and yelled back at him. “They’re under the bed Jason.”
“I already looked under the bed hun.” he replied, looking under the bed again.
“Well maybe you didn’t look hard enough…” you mumbled under your breath.
“What was that sweet cheeks?”
“Uhh…I said I’ll be out in a minute to help you look for them.”
“Yea. That’s what I thought you said.”
You rolled your eyes as you rinsed the rest of the soap off of your body. You and Jason have been dating for over a year now and you guys have been living together for over 3 months. It’s been pretty good, considering the fact that Jason has been working night shifts from his job. You never noticed how many times he gets hurts on his job, with the amount of times he comes home bruised and bloody. You are concerned. Hell, you were just flat out worried. You don’t say anything though.If he’s happy, then you are happy. Besides, you have your own little hobby after he leaves for work.
You grab your (f/c) towel and wrap it around you. You then walk into the bedroom to help Jason look for his shoes. “Alright Jason. Last time I saw them, they were under the bed. So unless they got up and walked themselves straight out of that door, they have to be under the bed.”
Jason didn’t say anything to you when you walked in. You thought it was strange because Jason is NEVER quiet. EVER.
“Jason? Are you alright?”
That is when you saw it. Your little “hobby” that you have worked hard on for almost a year. It was your box. And inside that box, there were photos. Not just any photos. Photos of the vigilante himself, Red Hood. Every night, you would go out and look for the Red Hood. where ever he was, just to snap a photo of him. Whether it was fighting a bad guy or protecting a citizen, you were there with your camera getting every heroic deed. And now your boyfriend has found your little secret.
He looked at you with questioning eyes and all you could do was shrug. “You mind explaining these?”
You walked over your drawer and pulled out some underwear. “Where should I begin?”
“The beginning would be fine.”
You sighed as you looked for your favorite pair of underwear. “I’ve been taking pictures of the Red Hood.”
“For how long?”
“A little over a year.” You found your underwear and pajamas and motioned with your finger to tell Jason to turn around. When he did, you proceeded dressing. “It was a little bit before we were dating.”
“I can see that.” He sat on the bed and looked at some more photos. When you were done dressing, you came to sit next to him and looked at the picture he was looking at.
“This one was one of my favorites.” You said, grabbing the picture from him. “He was saving a little girl from a burning building on this date. I think it was April 23rd.”
“Do you have a crush on the Red Hood or something?” he asked, getting tense.
You looked at him questioningly. “It’s not like I have a crush on him. I admire him. He does a lot of good for the city.”
“But you know he is a bad guy right?” he said, “He killed a lot of people, ruled over crime bosses. Hell, even almost killed Batman. How could you admire him.”
You shrugged again. “Yeah well, I only get the good shots of him. He still does good deeds. He’s like Batman, but not in way. Batman puts fear into his enemies but Red Hood does things that Batman won’t do. He also does some heroic stuff of his own, Jason. Sure he’s done a lot of wrong but…” You took another picture out of the box and showed it to Jason. It was a picture of him hugging the little girl. “…he does a lot of good for the city too. I admire him Jason. I really do. I hope one day I could meet hi-.”
Jason interrupted you with a kiss. It wasn’t his usual kiss that he gave you. This one was like a sigh of relief kind of kiss. You didn’t know why he would feel that way but you gladly took the kiss anyway and holding him tight.
“You know I think you are crazy right?” he replied after the kiss.
“You’re the crazy one if it gets you hot and bothered from me talking about another man.” you replied. You got up from the bed and headed towards the living room. “I’m gonna order a pizza for dinner and put Netflix on. That cool?”
He smirked. “Sounds like a perfect Netflix and Chill night.”
“Say that again and you won’t get any “chill” tonight.” you said, smacking your ass as you walked away towards the living room.
He looked at all the photos again as he put them all back into the box. He would tell you that he was Red Hood eventually, but right now he just wants you to be able to live a normal life. Though hearing you say all that stuff about him and how you admire him, makes him feel a little more better about himself.
“Damn I’m so photogenic. I beat Dick by a mile. Can’t wait to tell him this.” He put the box under the bed and headed towards the living room with you.
Summary: It’s been 6 months, since Y/N and the boys spoken to each other. They’ve all moved on. Y/N even has a boyfriend now. But what happens when Y/N reunites with Ethan and Grayson? Does a reacquainted love occur? Are there more lies? Will more hearts be broken?
Word Count: 2,883
A/N: We had so many ideas for Twisted In Love, that it was only right we continued the series! So, SURPRISE! Here’s the sequel! As you can see it is called Twisted In Lies. Why? You’ll see as you read the series. Feedback is always welcome! Let us know what you guys think! Make sure you guys keep an eye out on @sniperdolan blog for part 2!
Hope you guys enjoy it!
Love you! :)
( the boys are 20 in this series.)
It’s been 6 months since I’ve spoken to either Ethan or Grayson. The last time I’ve seen them or spoken to them, was the night we got back from Playlist Live Orlando, and everything kind of blew up.
They ended up working things out, and I’m glad. Thank god the Dolans Twins were still together, and from what I see and hear on social media, the boys have been doing great. I tried to keep up with their videos, and watch they whenever they post but it was hard. I missed them. Before all of the craziness, we were friends. I missed being their friend.
I think about reaching out to them, to see if we could try to amend our friendship, but I wouldn’t even know what to say. Grayson was in a relationship now. He was dating a 21 year old college student named Gabriella. She wasn’t a model, or a YouTuber, or anybody in the social media world. She was your normal everyday college fan girl. She was really pretty, and they looked super cute together. I was happy for him. He deserved to be happy.
A lot has happened in the last 6 months. After all that drama passed, everything has been going great. I now have 4 million subscribers on YouTube. I have 5.9 million followers on Instagram, and I was 3,000 followers away from 3 million on Twitter. I’ve doing a little modeling here and there, and taking on some acting rolls for a few shows. I’m so grateful for all these amazing opportunities I’ve been blessed with.
Tonight was the Teen Choice Awards, and I have been nominated for 2 awards. Choice Female YouTuber, and Choice Female WebStar. It was an honor to even be invited to go, let alone be up for 2 big awards. I was currently in my apartment, getting ready with my best friend and my roommate Lena, and my boyfriend Cameron Dallas.
Cameron and I started dating a few months ago. 4 months to be exact. A few weeks after all the drama and stuff had gone down, I was asked to do a photo shoot for Calvin Klein, and Cameron was my partner for the shoot. We got along really well while we were on set. Cracking jokes, and just making each other laugh. He reached out to me on Twitter a few days after the shoot, and asked me to film a collab video with him for his channel. He was a flirt let me tell you! We ended up texting, and snapping each other, and went on a few dates, and now here we are. I really like Cameron, he makes me happy.
“Ready to go beautiful?” he asked, holding out his hands for me to take into my own.
Cameron, Lena, and I walked down stairs to the front of the apartment complex, and got into the Uber. We were finally on our way to my first TCAs.
* * * *
We pulled up to the venue, and as we were getting out the Uber, Cameron and I were immediately called over to the blue carpet. We walked over to the carpet and waited at the end before we were told to go on. I haven’t been here for 10 mins yet and I’m already seeing a ton of celebrities and I’m fangirling a little bit on the inside. There was so much going on. People interviewing, people taking pictures, cameras flashing everywhere. I wasn’t s nervous as I thought I would be, and I guess that was because I had Cameron with me, and he’s done this like a bunch of times already.
“You guys are next.” the lady said to Cameron and I.
“You ready?” Cameron asked. I nodded.
Cameron held my hand, as we both stepped onto the carpet. Immediately there were cameras flashing at us. We stopped and posed for some photos. We took some silly ones, and some normal ones. They wanted some pictures of us by ourselves, so Cameron went off to take his pictures, and I was over here taking mine. I did a few cute poses, and headed over to the next part which was the interview.
* * * *
“Y/N! You look gorgeous. So it’s your first TCA and have already been nominated for 2 awards! Congratulations!” the interview said before placing the mic in front of me.
“Thank you so much! I’m grateful to even be here, so being nominated for 2 awards, I’m truly honored! I hands down have the best fans in the world! I love you guys!” I said blowing a kiss into the camera.
The interview carried on for a little bit, with questions about my channel, and what else I’ve been working. Now here comes the one question I’ve been dreading the most. Great.
“So Y/N I think everyone is dying to know. Have you and the twins talked at all since all the drama happened? Do you think it’s possible to fix the friendship?” she asked.
I did not want to answer that question at all, and I didn’t know how to answer that question. That was a question I was hoping to avoid, but of course it was going to get brought up so am I surprised.
“We haven’t talked, but I mean I have nothing against them. I’ve been hearing a lot of great things, so I couldn’t be any more proud of them.” I said truthfully.
Thank god Cameron finished his interview because he came over shortly after I answered the question.
“Clearly everyone is talking about “You and Cameron’s Ship Name” How are you guys feeling about being nominated for Favorite Ship?” the interviewer asked.
“I think we’re a pretty cute couple, and I think the fans would agree.” Cameron said, giving me a kiss on the cheek.
“Before we let you guys go in, we have something for Y/N here.” the interviewer said, before walking off to the side to get something. She came back with a surfboard and I was so confused. Was it mine?
“Y/N you won Choice Female WebStar! Congratulations on your first award of the evening!” the interviewer cheered.
Cameron was cheering like one of those embarrassing mom.
“Oh my god! Thank you so much!” I said surprised. I was shocked to say the least. My first TCAs and my first surfboard! Tonight was going to be great!
* * * *
After the carpet Cameron head inside to meet Lena, who was already at her seat. I was seating down when Lena looked at me and kept motioning her head back, and mouthing for me to turn around. I gave her a weird look, but turned my around to see what she was trying to tell me.
It was them. It was Ethan and Grayson. They were sitting literally a row behind us. Grayson had his arm wrapped around some girl, who I realized was his girlfriend. Well I guess this will be interesting.
The award show went on, and it was time for them to announce Choice Male WebStar. A category both Cameron and the twins were nominated for. I was feeling so conflicted. Of course I wanted my boyfriend to win, but the twins also deserve it.
“And the winner for Choice Male WebStar is? …” the announcer paused as she opened the envelope. Cameron was holding my hand the whole time, while he was shaking his leg up and down nervously. It was cute how after all the awards he’s won he still gets so nervous.
“The Dolan Twins!” the announcer yelled into the microphone. I looked over at Cameron to see if he was upset or angry, but he wasn’t. Instead he was smiling and clapping for his friends.
As the twins were walking up to receive their award, they walked passed my row and Ethan did a little double take, as he tapped on Grayson’s arm making him turn around and his eyes landed on me. I flashed him a small smile, and he just turned around and made his way to the stage with Ethan.
“You okay?” Lena asked me.
“Yeah, it’s just weird seeing them since we haven’s spoken or anything you know.” I responded truthfully.
The boys gave their speech, and the fans went crazy! We went through a few more awards, a performance from Ariana Grande. Cameron had just won his Choice Comedian award, and I couldn’t be happier! They were announcing the awards for Choice Female YouTuber and Choice Male YouTuber next, and I was honestly freaking out! I was up against so many great YouTubers, there was no way I was winning that award. I was in my seat talking to Lena, and Cameron, when someone came and told me I needed to head backstage.
I was waiting backstage like the one of the backstage crew members told me to, but I wasn’t sure for what to be honest.
“Hey stranger.” I heard a familiar voice say from behind me. I turned around to see who it was.
It was Ethan.
“Hey!” I said, a little excited, but a little taken back at the same time.
“What are you doing backstage?” he asked me, nervously running his hand through his hair.
“I don’t know, they just told me to come back here and wait for something.” I shrugged.
“What about you? Why are you back here?” I asked.
“I don’t know either. Someone told Grayson and I the same thing.” he said, putting his hands in his back pocket.
There was an awkward silence between us for a few seconds before Ethan spoke again.
“I’m not mad anymore.” he said, causing me to drift my attention from the floor to him.
“I wanted to reach out but Grayson said you changed your number.” he finished.
“Yeah I did…” I paused.
“Ethan, I really am sorry about everything that happened.” I told him.
“It’s cool. I’m over it. I just miss my best friend.” he said flashing me his award winning smile.
“So friends?” I asked, as I was being pulled in for a hug by Ethan.
We both took out our phones, and decided to take a selfie. We posted a video on our Snapchat stories, and posted our selfies on Twitter with the caption …
@EthanDolan: “Ran into this stranger backstage. Congrats on your first TCA @YourTwitterName! Proud of you! 1 down 1 to go!”
@YourTwitterName: “Look who I met backstage at the TCAs! @EthanDolan”
As I was putting my phone away I saw Grayson coming from around the corner. I wanted to say something to him, but one of the crew members grabbed me and told me to stand over by the stage entrance.The announcer started making the announcement for the female and male YouTuber nominations.
“Good Luck.” Ethan said from behind me. The crew members had us standing in some kind of line up in front of the stage entrance, and I had zero idea as to why. Grayson was standing next to Ethan, paying attention on his phone and not once did he even try to look at me. I guess he wasn’t over it like Ethan was.
I smiled and wished him good luck as well.
“And your winner for Choice Female YouTuber is…”
“Y/N Y/L/N!” one of the announcers yelled.
As I was walking up the stairs to get on the stage to accept my award, the second announcer started announced the award for male YouTuber.
“And your Choice Male YouTuber is…”
“The Dolan Twins!” the second announcer yelled, and the boys came walking onto the stage behind me.
We accepted our awards, gave our speeches and continue off the stage. I had some interviews to do so Cameron waited for me backstage so we could go together.
“2 awards! I’m proud of you babe!” Cameron said pulling me into a hug, as he placed a kiss on my cheek.
“Yo E, congrats bro!” Cameron shouted to Ethan, turning around giving him one of those bro hugs.
We made our way to a room, that had a beach theme going on.There were surfboards, a little swimming pool with sand around it, and a beach balls getting thrown around everywhere. It was pretty cute. Ethan, Grayson, Cameron and I were all getting interviewed by Tyler Oakley.
“So Y/N. You tweeted a selfie of Ethan and yourself and Ethan you did as well. So can we confirm that everything is good between you guys? No more drama” Tyler asked.
“Yes, everything is good. The past is the past, and I’m just happy to have my best friend back!” I said, as Ethan pulled me into a side hug.
“What about you Grayson? Everything’s good between you guys?” Tyler asked Grayson. To be honest, I didn’t know how he was going to respond. I mean he has even said a single word to me. Not like I expect him too, but I figured if Ethan got over it maybe he would too.
‘Yeah, we’re good!” Grayson said, fake smiling at the camera.
We were all answering a few fan questions, Cameron was cracking a few jokes back and forth with Ethan. Grayson tried to interact but you can tell he wanted to get the hell out of here as soon as possible. I mean I’m sure this has to be awkward for him. Seeing me for the first time in months, and I’m here with my boyfriend who just happens to be a friend of his. Someone bought out an envelope and surfboard, handing it to Tyler. He opened the envelope and read it before turning his attention back to the camera.
“Congratulations “You and Cameron’s Ship Name” you just won the Favorite Ship award!” Tyler screamed. Turning around to hand Cameron and I the surfboard.
“Told you we’re a cute couple.” Cameron said, before giving me a kiss on the lips.
Everyone in the roomed started awing following with chants of our ship name. Even Ethan was chanting it. Cameron and I pulled apart from our kiss, and I turned my head to look at Grayson. His eyes met mine, but quickly left as he turned his head and whispered something into Ethan’s ear.
After the interview Cameron and I went to go meet up with Lena before we started heading out. The TCAs were now over, and besides the awkward tension between Grayson and I, I had an amazing time. As the three of us were walking through the hectic crowd, Ethan approached us with Grayson and his girlfriend following behind.
“Hey Y/N. Do you wanna go get some pizza and catch up? Cameron and your friend can come too.” Ethan said eyeing Lena. They never met before, but Lena being my best friend of course she knew all about him.
“Yeah, that sounds good actually! Cam you want to go babe?” I asked my boyfriend.
“Yeah, I’m down. Lets go! I’m starving!” Cameron said, wrapping his arm around my waist.
“Oh, I almost forgot. Ethan, this is my best friend Lena. The one I use to always be on FaceTime with.” I said introducing Ethan to Lena.
“So this is the infamous best friend we always use to hear about but never met.”
“Nice to meet you Lena, I’m Ethan.” he said shaking her hand, flashing her a wide smile.
We walked outside, and somehow managed to fit into one SUV. The car ride to the restaurant consisted of just jamming out, and taking snapchat videos. Well all of us except Grayson. He was sitting in the front seat on his phone the whole time.
“Babe are you okay?” I heard his girlfriend ask him.
She was really pretty. They really did look cute together. I hope she treats him well. He deserved to be happy.
I started making small talk with Gabriella and she was really sweet. We talked a little bit about her, and school, she was really nice. Perfect for Grayson to be honest. Meanwhile Cameron was FaceTiming his sister next to me, and Ethan and Lena were in the back seat talking, and taking selfies. If I didn’t know any better, I would say Ethan was even flirting a little bit. Lena and Ethan? Lethan? Okay I would totally ship that! I wouldn’t even be mad if they ever dated.
* * * *
We arrived at the restaurant, and the waiter sat us at a big circular booth near the back.
I was sitting next to Cameron, followed my Lena and Ethan, and with Gabriella and Grayson on the opposite side of me. We all ordered our drinks, and Ethan ordered us a big pineapple pizza pie.
We were eating and making small talk amongst each other. Everything was going great. The vibe with everyone was great, everyone except Grayson anyway. He was pretty much quite the whole time, unless he was talking to Gabriella or Ethan. He made small talk with Lena here and there, but as for Cameron and I he didn’t really speak to us.
“Does anyone want anything else?” Grayson asked, picking up the check. He offered to pay the bill, which I thought was sweet of him.
But I spoke to soon.
“What about you Cam? You could always go for seconds right?” Grayson said, smirking at Cameron.
I would normally post this as a Books and Coffee photo but I didn’t feel like it. This is the last day that I went to this particular Starbucks. It was going to close on April 2 and I just wanted to have one last afternoon having coffee and reading. I know it probably sounds silly but this was one of my favorite coffee shops before I would start errands or that I’d come to just to have a quiet moment. This was my quiet corner and it’s gone now. I think I just loved the peace that I’d get when I went there.
This post may seem stupid to some, but I have to admit that I, for once, am proud of myself.
I used to be very underweight. I never ate much, I was very self conscious. I had always been very worried about how I looked, and how others viewed my appearance. I was obsessed with never eating too much, or hardly eating at all, because I wanted to be a model and a singer, and to do that I needed to look like the girls in the magazines.
Looking back at photos of myself, I looked sick. I was extremely thin, at a very unhealthy level.
I went to the doctor today (I’m sick, that part sucks! - but stay with me). And, I weigh a normal, healthy weight for my height. I, for the first time in my life, this year, at almost 24 years old, am no longer underweight.
And I’ve never been happier with how I look, or more confident.
I'm newer to the fandom so maybe I just haven't seen it yet, but I haven't really thought of Harry as a big drinker? I thought that was mostly Louis and his friends.
LISTEN you are missing out, my friend. harry is the sloppiest drunk and it’s beautiful but it’s been suppressed lately because they’ve been pushing the louis! lads! clubbing! stuff for a couple months. but harry! gets! so! sloppy!!
(it’s my head canon that he’s an incredible lightweight but what do i know maybe he drinks like a fish)
here’s a roughly chronological (based on hairstyle) post of the sloppiest pop star of all time THIS IS SO LONG BYE
Entry #1 - About Last Night - Smut - By @maddie110201
Author: @maddie110201 Rating: NSFW 18+ Pairing: Dave Hodgman/Reader Words: 5,123 Prompt:
“I hope everybody saw that because I will probably never be able to do it again.”
“Y’know you haven’t changed a day since you turned 18?” My best friend, Natalie said aloud as we were sitting on my couch looking through old photos of the two of us. She was holding a picture of me from my 18th birthday up to my face, looking for any difference.
“That’s sooo not true.” I tried defending, but she was right. I hadn’t changed one bit. Normally, people wouldn’t have a problem with not aging. Pretty much everyone wants to look as young as possible, for as long as possible. But that was just not the case for me.
Everyone in this world ages like normal until they turn 18. But when their 18th birthday finally comes, they stop aging until they’ve met their soulmate, so that they can grow old together. Sounds cute right? I used to think it was cute too.
Justin and I have been together for 6 years now. We met when we were 19 through a mutual friend and have been together ever since. He was my best friend and i loved him so very much. From old photos to new ones, I could tell that Justin had aged since we have been together, and it made my heart flutter knowing I was his soulmate. There was a slight problem, however…I have not aged one bit.