like i know what i'm doing anymore guys

u know what’s really annoying? when people make fun of gerard for not looking like how he did during mcr

the guy fucking battled drug addiction, alcoholism, mental illness, struggled with body image and would literally starve himself during their last album who cares if he doesn’t look like a sex god anymore he’s happy and healthy and doing what he loves and i’m fighting every single person who talks shit

six of crows au where kuwei doesn’t exist

  • nina and matthias never have that moment where they realize they’re on the same side and therefore can’t trust each other
  • by some miracle they make it out of the ice court alive without nina having any parem
  • wylan never finds the courage to stand beside jesper on the way home because he’s too shy in his own skin
  • without the promise of reward for the scientist inej doesn’t consider her dream of hunting slavers possible, which means she never tells kaz so he has no reason to ask her to stay in ketterdam with him, and inej goes on thinking he doesn’t have deeper feelings for her
  • they go back to the barrel empty handed and their friendships never strengthen and most importantly to kaz—they never make their millions
  • pekka, heleen and van eck are still at large 
  • kaz never gets the help he needs to find inej’s parents
  • there’s really no reason to work with wylan again since raske is better with demolition after all and they’re not working with jan anymore
  • jesper’s life lacks chaos without any big heists and he goes back to gambling regularly
  • and poor matthias
  • he still meets his fate the same way when it’s found out he’s not in hellgate anymore. but the sad difference is it would have all been for nothing….

spoiler: it’s just not realistic.jpg stop acting like the story could exist without him. he’s a crucial character thanks bye

  • England: I didn't mean to, France!
  • France: t-that surprised me! How could you? After all that we've been through??
  • England: I'm sorry, it was a mistake. Please, don't end this. We've worked too hard for this special bond, this relationship to end!
  • France: I don't think I can... i-it's not normal... I'm just so shocked. It's too much for me to take in!
  • America: ... what are you guys doing?
  • France: England complimented me! He said that he liked my shirt! England! H-How could you??
  • England: no, no, I'm sorry. I meant that your shirt looks like you yourself shat on it. I promise, France, I promise!
  • France: no, now you're just being mean to cover up that compliment... I... I don't know if we should hate each other's guts and tear it to pieces anymore.

[Part 2/3] Continuation of the Reiner x Geek!Connie au (x)

Still can’t believe that I actually did part 2 and it’s not even finished. Part 3 is still in a VERY slow process. Haha. ha. 

anonymous asked:

The guy that I like started talking w/ me like a month ago. He send me a message. I know that I liked him. But he doesn't talk w/ me anymore. He barely look at me and I think I'm in love with him. Well.. not in love but I really like him. He doesn't even speak w/ me anymore. I want his attention but he might choose a better girl than me. What should I do?

Readers won’t stop sending the Bad Advisor their real-ass questions to answer, so the Bad Advisor is periodically going to try her hand at answering them.

Not every crush works out! The world is chock-damn-full of dudes who will talk to you. Talk to one of them, and leave this dude in the dust. Dudes who are interested in you will show interest in you, and they won’t need to be convinced or cajoled into enjoying and desiring your company. 

But let’s talk about “a better girl than me.” What makes a girl “better” than you? The fact that she has the romantic attention of a guy you like? That’s not being “better” – it’s being different. Your value is not predicated on whether a guy pays attention to you. Being “good” or “better” is not something that a guy can bestow on a girl. Men do not dictate the value of women and they cannot enrich women’s value by being attracted to them. If this guy becomes interested in another girl, it’s not because she’s “better” than you, it’s because we humans are vast, complicated creatures whose wants and desires are often unknowable even to ourselves. Don’t sweat it. Don’t try to be the “better” girl so that this guy will like you – try to be the best version of yourself so that you like you. Because you are gonna be hanging out with yourself well after the fleeting crushes have fleeted by.

anonymous asked:

i'm a trans guy, 30s, been fat all my life. i'm desperate for top surgery, but every surgeon says i have to lose weight. exercise with my huge chest is hard enough, but now makes dysphoria worse (it's like my boobs are the reason i can't have my boobs off). since age 7 (not a typo), i've been fatshamed and forced on every diet. these days i exercise reasonably, eat decently. i know i'm never losing the weight, though. i need top surgery more than anything. i don't know what to do anymore.

You shouldn’t have to face these barriers, I’m sorry you are dealing with fat-phobic and transphobic doctors. Your size is not the problem, their ignorance is the problem. And hugs to little seven-year-old you. I have a son, and no vulnerable little boy should ever be treated like you were treated. Your weight was just fine then and its just fine now.

If you search my “trans health” tag you will find a post with resources about top surgery that may help. Yours is, unfortunately, a very common problem.

Long story short is that not all doctors require weight loss before top surgery, but you may need to shop around widely to find someone who is both willing and competent to perform the surgery on fat people. As a rule, surgeons do not receive adequate training performing surgical procedures on fat bodies, and we all pay the price for their lack of knowledge and skill. 

Does anyone else have advice, validation, or lived experiences to share?

anonymous asked:

Wait are you seriously out of the fandom? Like as in not writing anymore? Please don't let the negativity of others make you stop writing for all of your fans. I'm sorry I didn't know how to put it but I love your writing !

#7 - Dennis

Anon(s) - Thank you for requesting, and thank you for telling me this.😊 To answer your question: Fuck no, I won’t stop writing as long as there are people who read and like what I do. 👏 Hope you all enjoy 💕

Pairing: You x Kevin/Dennis
Warnings: Fluff & Smut ahead.
Drabble challenge: #7 “Everyone keeps telling me you’re the bad guy.”

Loud moans and soft gasps filled the dimly lit bedroom. The bed rocked with each thrust of Kevin’s hips as he pounded into you. You clawed at his back when he bent down and sealed your lips with his. The kiss was sloppy and passionate; all teeth and tongue while his thrusts got softer, more deliberate.

You mewled beneath him as his lips left your mouth, and he started kissing and biting the skin along your neck and collarbone while he tried to keep a steady pace. Your legs started to shake as the pressure in your lower abdomen grew.

Your brain could not grasp a solid thought; everything was overshadowed by lust. Your senses were occupied by the man that lay between your quivering legs. All you did was see, taste, hear and feel him.

“Kevin…”, you breathed softly and watched a bead of sweat trickle down his temple. A cold shiver ran down his spine, despite the warm temperature inside the room, as soon as his name passed your lips. Kevin knew exactly what you asked for; knew the small plea behind your words.

Swiftly, he grabbed the back of your knee for leverage and increased the speed of his thrust. Hard and quick, and with little to no chance for you to gasp for air in between, before you climaxed with a moan of his name.

Your whole body jerked with bliss as you kept whispering sweet nothings into his ear while his strokes became erratic. “Come for me.”, you purred just as a low groan escaped his lips when he finally came.

You stayed in place, with him on top of you, as both of you caught your breaths.

“You’re getting all the hot water! I’m freezing!”

You laughed when Kevin suddenly pulled you into his arms. “Let me help you get wet then.”

A shiver ran down your spine as the water finally hit you skin. His hand slid along the curves of your body and you felt your nipples harden as your breasts were pressed against his naked chest.

“Kevin Crumb, we got into the shower to get clean, nothing else.”

His chest rumbled as he laughed and glided the soft yellow sponge over your back. “I just can’t help myself.”

You grinned up at him. The idea of shower sex was appealing, but the shower was barely big enough for both of you to fit in and your legs were still wobbly from the love-making before. “But I don’t think this is the place to do it again.”

“Does this mean you wanna do it again, love?”

You scattered quick kisses along his collarbone after you nodded, and you gasped when he suddenly grabbed your ass with both hands. “Let us not waste time then.”, Kevin muttered into your ear and when he bent down, you instantly wrapped your arms around his neck before your lips connected, – and the small bathroom slowly steamed up as the temperature rose.

You had ushered your boyfriend out of the shower to finish washing your hair without him constantly teasing you. So, you quickly finished up before you stepped out of the shower and wrapped yourself in a warm towel. You decided against putting on clothes. Kevin had already aroused you enough to skip the part where you take your clothes off this time and immediately get to the foreplay instead.  

You stepped out of the bathroom and watched as the steam around you dissolved into the air. Goosebumps formed on your skin due to the change of temperature, and you quickly toddled to your bedroom, barefooted.

You swiftly opened the door as soon as you reached it. “I hope you didn’t take care of yourself –“ You stopped mid-sentence as you spotted your boyfriend frantically picking up your clothes off the floor and folding it neatly. He was standing with his back to you and you were sure you could hear him mutter under his breath.


He froze and stopped moving.

“Is it you?”, you asked carefully and started to take a few steps towards him as he slowly turned around to you.

You knew it was not Kevin, nor any of the alters you had already met. The glasses, the stern look on his face, his whole posture gave him away.

“What are you doing? Dennis? Are you Dennis?”

You noticed how his hands gripped the fabric of the jacket he was holding a little tighter. His jaw was clenched as he eyed you up and down intensely. You crossed your arms in front of your chest and suddenly, you regretted your decision to only wrap a towel around your body. For all you knew from hearsay, Dennis was – different than the others. Troubled, and unstable.

The fact that he had not said a word since you entered the room did not make anything less awkward.

You cleared your throat. “Err, I – uh, I just got out the shower.” You mentally smacked yourself. You’re pathetic., you thought.

Another quick moment passed, before you heard him snort. “I can see that, (Y/N).” He averted his gaze from you and proceeded folding your jacket and the rest of your clothes while you stood offside, shifting from one foot to another while you watched him.

“You should” He peered at you curiously. “ – put on some clothes.”

You shivered and it only underlined his suggestion, but then again you were too intimidated to move and grab something to cover yourself with. After months of being in a relationship with Kevin, this was the first time meeting Dennis.

“No need to be afraid of me, and no matter what – they have told you about me, I won’t touch you without your permission.”, Dennis said all of a sudden as he noticed your hesitation.

“Hm” You walked over to him; your interest was roused and the tension between the both of you only helped challenging you. “Everyone keeps telling me you’re the bad guy.” You could visibly see how his body stiffened and his frown deepened.

“But – I don’t think that’s true.”

You were not afraid of him and you relaxed again. In fact, the thought of him touching you now filled your body with excitement. You bit your lip appraisingly, before an idea popped into your mind.  

“What would happen, if I indeed give you the permission to touch me?”

His eyes fixated on you, and for a quick moment you could see a look of bewilderment on his handsome face.

And before he could give you an answer, you let your towel slip and fall to the floor, agonizingly slow.

He exhaled the long breath he had been holding and rubbed his hand over his shaved scalp while his eyes roamed over your naked body. Somehow, he seemed to suppress his urges; the urges that you already knew about.

Originally posted by sadly-not-a-fictional-character

steal-me-a-dream  asked:

Hey again! I don't really know how to ask this so bear with me; I'm looking for some fics where stiles and derek reunite when they're older, like it's been a couple years since all the shit in beacon hills and then they meet again with derek not being dark and twisty anymore and things like such. Help?

i think ive got just what youre looking for

A Guy Walks into a Bar by 42hrb (1/1 | 3,123 | PG13)

The last person Derek expects to see on stage is Stiles Stilinski, but there he is, looking like sex and singing like it’s what he was born to do.

Reality Is So Much Better by tabbytabbytabby (1/1 | 1,027 | G)

Stiles often imagined how he would react when he finally saw Derek again. None of those scenarios come close to what happens when Derek shows up at his apartment in Washington, D.C. 4 years after leaving Beacon Hills.

second chances off highway 1 by bleep0bleep (1/1 | 2,380 | PG13)

It’s four am at Hale’s, and Stiles Stilinski has just walked back into Derek’s life.


It’s so soft and hesitant that Derek thinks he imagined it.

Potential by alocalband (1/1 | 2,071 | PG13)

Stiles finds him in a bookstore in Brooklyn and it’s like not a day has passed since they last saw each other, even though it’s been almost two years now. 

december to remember by Marishna (1/1 | 1,574 | G)

As he waited for the call to connect there was a tap on his shoulder and Stiles grinned as he ended the call and spun around.

Not his dad.

“Derek?” Stiles asked in disbelief.

Sugar Pine 7 crew as things I've said while Drunk
  • Steven: "Everybody stop trying to pick up the broken glass! Why am I the mom friend in this group? I can't even take care of my self! James put on a shirt!"
  • Cib: "Ok, but what if, what if, we robbed a bank with silly string and 26 stink bombs? We could do it, I know it."
  • James: "Oh I totally know a guy for everything. C4? I've got a guy. Rare comic Books? I've got a guy. Cheap vibrators? I've got a guy."
  • Parker: "Oh god, I'm dead. This is what death feels like. I'm literally dead right now."
  • Autumn: "I'm glad I'm losing my hearing, that way I don't have to hear your crazy plans anymore."
  • Andrew Dickbagel: "I swear to god everyone here has called me by the wrong name at least once tonight."
  • Jeremy: "Now I'm not saying I know where to hide a body, but I am saying I have a compact shovel in my car and a decent knowledge of the local forest."
Can I just

I just wanted to randomly talk about three things that made my day and got me all soft and ughhh. Feelings.

Keep reading

I’m blaming @hopeymchope for this one. I can’t and WILL NEVER get over the one shot you wrote me based about my headcanon. I cannot thank you enough ahhhhh!!

So here, have this!

Sent to Another Dimension starters
  • "...Ugh... Where am I...?"
  • "What- where am I?!"
  • "What happened? How did I-?"
  • "Who are you? Do you live in this place?"
  • "Please help me... I'm not from this world!"
  • "Hey, don't I recognize you from somewhere?"
  • "Don't look at me like I'm crazy! I swear to you, I don't belong in this world!"
  • "You guys do things really differently here..."
  • "Tell me about this world."
  • "(NAME)... I've a feeling we're not in (BLANK) anymore."
  • "You'll help me get home? You mean it?"
  • "Um... Are you okay over there?"
  • "You sure look really strange, stranger!"
  • "What's this you're saying about another dimension?"
  • "Quit paddling on about this nonsense!"
  • "I should take you to a hospital, I think you've gone and hurt your head."
  • "So... Are you some kind of "Extra-Dimensional"?"
  • "Tell me about your world. You know, the one you came from."
  • "Okay, I guess I'll help you out. But only because I pity you!"
The RFA has it's problems...
  • Saeyoung: Reblog to delete all the trauma.
  • Saeyoung: We're gonna delete all the trauma.
  • MC: Saeyoung.. It doesn't really work that way.
  • Saeran: You do know that you can't actually do that right?? You can't hack into the human fucking mind.
  • Jumin: What the hell does "reblog" mean??
  • Jaehee: It pains me to see your terrible logic.
  • Zen: *does it outta shear pity*
  • Yoosung: *smAShES THE REBLOG BUTTON*
  • V: I don't see it.
Heather's Lyric Meme
  • "I believe I'm a good person. You know, I think there's good in everyone."
  • "This ain't no high school. This is the Thunderdome."
  • "College will be the paradise if I'm not dead by June."
  • "I know life can be beautiful."
  • "What can I say? I'm a sucker for a happy ending."
  • "He is the smartest guy on the football team, which is kind of like being the tallest dwarf."
  • "She is a mythic bitch."
  • "Never bothered, never harassed. I would give anything to be like that."
  • "For a greasy little nobody, you do have a good bone structure."
  • "Let's make her beautiful."
  • "Ask me how it feels looking like hell on wheels."
  • "Time for you to prove you're not a lose anymore."
  • "That freaks not your friend."
  • "If she had your shot, she would leave you to rot."
  • "You just gotta prove you're not a pussy anymore."
  • "You can join the team or you can bitch and moan."
  • "You can live the dream or you can die alone."
  • "Time for you to prove you're not a lame ass anymore."
  • "Why when you see boys fight does it look so horrible yet feel so right?"
  • "Could you fight for me?"
  • "Could you be seen with me and still act proud?"
  • "I would fight for you if you would fight for me."
  • "You can set my broken bones."
  • "You've lasted longer than I thought you would."
  • "No point in planting your roots cause you're gone in a hurry."
  • "I don't learn the names, can't bother with faces."
  • "Freeze your brain."
  • "Happiness comes when everything numbs."
  • "I learned to cook pasta. I learned to pay rent. Learned the world doesn't owe you a cent."
  • "Fight pain with more pain."
  • "When the voice in your head says your better off dead, don't open a vein."
  • "Ain't nobody home tonight."
  • "The folks are gone, it's time for big fun."
  • "So, wait, it's lime then salt then shot?"
  • "Woah. A hot guy smiled at me without a trace of mockery."
  • "Dreams are coming true when people laugh but not at you."
  • "Showing up here took some guts. Time to rip them out."
  • "People wouldn't hate you so much if you acted normal."
  • "There's no alcohol in here! Are you trying to poison me?"
  • "The demon queen of high school has decreed it."
  • "I'm a dead girl walking!"
  • "I decided I must ride you til I break you."
  • "You're my last meal on death row."
  • "Slap me! Pull my hair! Touch me there and there and there!"
  • "Believe it or not, I knew about fear."
  • "No one thinks a pretty girl has feelings."
  • "No one sees the me inside of me."
  • "They've left me a myriad of scars."
  • "No one thinks a pretty girl has substance. That's the curse of popularity."
  • "This is the loveliest suicide note I've ever read."
  • "Don't talk mean like that."
  • "You make my balls so blue."
  • "You are the only thing that's right about this broken world."
  • "Our love is God."
  • "The new world needed room for me and you."
  • "I worship you. I'd trade my life for yours."
  • "Let's go hunt some jocks."
  • "They'll die because we say they must."
  • "It is ignorant, hateful talk like yours that makes this world a place our boys could not live in."
  • "I want the world to know I love my dead, gay son."
  • "We're damaged, really damaged, but that does not make us wise."
  • "We don't choose who lives or dies."
  • "Don't you want a life with me?"
  • "That's all I want to do if you could let me in."
  • "I could be good with you."
  • "Can't we be seventeen? Is that so hard to do?"
  • "Your loves too good to lose."
  • "I'll stay if I'm what you choose."
  • "You're the one I choose."
  • "Deep inside of everyone there's a hot ball of shame."
  • "If we show the ugly parts that we hide away, they turn out to be beautiful by the light of day."
  • "Everyday a battlefield when prides on the line."
  • "Who wants to share what's in their heart?"
  • "You're gonna die alone."
  • "I believe any dream worth having is a dream that should not have to end."
  • "Yo girl, keep it together. I knew you would come far."
  • "Your problems seem like life and death."
  • "You chucked me out like I was trash. For that you should be dead."
  • "They made you blind, messed up your mind. But I can set you free."
  • "I found you changed my heart and set loose all that truthful shit inside."
  • "I was meant to be yours!"
  • "We were meant to be one!"
  • "I am all you need!"
  • "You carved open my heart, can't just leave me to bleed!"
  • "Please don't leave me alone! You were all I could trust!"
  • "I let his anger fester and infect me."
  • "No one here deserves to die except for me and the monster I created."
  • "I wish we met before they convinced you life is war."
  • "I am damaged, far too damaged."
  • "Stick around, make things better."
  • "We are done with acting evil. We will lay our weapons down."
  • "Maybe then we'll never die."


So what if they do this, they stop playing with each other when they’re younger, because of the whole thing with Eren, but then, yeeeaaars later, when they’re ALL GROWN UP, it’s like DAYUM (remember we were talking about the Swan Princess?!?!) because puberty’s been good to them and I no longer have control of my life, goodbye friends

colorme-faded  asked:

I'm dating this guy I really like, before I dated him I was with his friend and I did some stuff that I really regret now. I've spoken about with the guy I'm with now but he has this girl who is his best friend and she is always texting me telling me that when I was dating his friend that I ruined him and sent him into a deep depression and she won't stop telling me this stuff I feel bad enough as it is and I just don't know what to do about it anymore she keeps making me feel like shit plz help

Your dealing with a “House Bitch” Patriarchal Puppy or step-ford wife in training. 

There is no magic wand that can fix this social grooming process.

And each person in this dynamic has their own level of patriarchal grooming about what is appropriate behavior on both the male & female side. 

You will put up with this dynamic to the level that you will sacrifice your boundaries and self-esteem to win him.  

If it was happening to me.  It all lies with him placing boundaries on her.   If he doesn’t want to, then he’s loving the jealousy dynamic.  

And also when you go for men’s friends; there is a alpha & beta male dynamics going on.  You do know that they asked each other’s  permission to go for you.  You are a commodity that was just traded or an ego quest over the beta. 

Your ex is more bruised because he lost you to his friend/competitor and this woman is licking his wounds.  Men love to create jealousy dynamics to feed their egos. 

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Chapter 19: Interspecies Romance [ AO3 ] | [ ]

“You can’t not go,” Hermione reminded him, interrupting bouts of careful lipstick application in the sitting room mirror to frown bossily at him. “Your father’s going to out us if you don’t, remember?”

“Oh, he knows nothing,” Draco muttered, tossing the newspaper aside. “So he knows I’m a contract killer and you’re a maniacal boxing sociopath. So what?” he prompted, throwing his hands in the air. “So we have our lives and reputations ruined. It’s fine. There are worse things.”

“Like what?” Hermione scoffed, and Draco rose to his feet, taking a few steps to stand behind her.

“LIKE THIS DINNER,” he barked, and she promptly dropped her lipstick, turning to scowl at him.


Imagine.. Being a pirate like Hook but actually doing something about Pan.

“I’ll get out of these chains and then you’ll be sorry, wench.” Peter growled at you. “Peter Pan never fails.” 

“Oh shut up, pretty boy.” 

Requests are open! Masterlist

I don’t know what’s more heartbreaking not talking to the guy you want to or staying up on the phone to talk to a guy who you know in your hearts of heart you do not like but he’s here and you aren’t and he is listening to me talk about you while you’re not anywhere near to hold me while I cry. I understand what they meant by what hurts more having your heart broken or breaking someone else heart…
—  SRC

anonymous asked:

I don't understand all the hate Peter (and Gillian) is getting. He seems like such a nice lad! You can see it in his eyes and the way he smiles. What is their problem? I don't even read their blogs anymore because I have better things to do with my life, like you know, live it, but I saw your posts about them and I'm shocked to see they're still going at it 😕 People who can't be happy for someone's happiness aren't worth anyone's time...

I reckon they are all just trying to ignore their butthurt by being spiteful. I don’t really know who can hate this guy. He seems fun and nice enough to me.