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Paper Planes (Lin-Manuel x Reader)

Summary: Soulmate AU where if you throw a paper plane out your window it always makes its way to your soulmate. You can’t write your full name, your location, or any contact info, anything else is fair game. It’s up to fate to bring you together.

Word Count: 1,775

Warnings: Zero proofreading. It’s strictly fluff though so you’re safe here.

A/N: This was such a cute idea and also reminded me of that one Disney short. You know the one. Also, I will jump at any opportunity I can to write sappy love notes and Lin’s messy handwriting. Please don’t ask me about logistics of this, I have no idea what happens if your window is shut and your soulmate throws a plane, I’m just here to write fluff.
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Your parents had told you the story all through your childhood. They would always weave you intricate tales at bedtime about how you might meet your soulmate. Your favorite stories always had a prince playing that role. As you got older the stories evolved from fictitious plots to questions and conversations. 

You received your first letter from him at seven years old. It took you by surprise when the paper plane made of blue construction paper landed on the floor of your bedroom. You scrambled from you bed to scoop it up and inspect it. You unfolded it carefully, flipping it over.

‘ Hi! My name is Lin! ‘

You yelped as if the paper itself had spoken and ran into the living room where your mom was preoccupied with a book. She seemed to notice your panic because her eyes immediately left the pages to study your face.

“They wrote you, didn’t they?” she asked wryly with a twinkle in her eye. You squeaked out a yes, shoving the blue paper towards her. She unfolded it to see the note before chuckling. “Well, are you gonna write them back or not?”

You spent the entire night debating and when your mom came into your room to kiss you goodbye before she left for work she saw you sitting on the floor surrounded in papers. 

“For them or from them?” she asked with an amused smile as she leaned against your doorway.

“For.”

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Okay but

AU where everything is the same except the shield is an artifact like Mjolnir. Maybe it’s a long-lost Asgardian thing, maybe it’s some other non-Earth object. Point is, the shield is enchanted so that it only obeys the will of the wielder if their primary goal is protection. It’s just about impenetrable, can absorb any shocks, and strong enough to cut through or destroy just about anything–which would make it a perfect weapon, if anyone could figure out how to fucking use the thing. It doesn’t obey any laws of physics or movement as we know it, and SSR spends years experimenting with it until they finally give up and stick it in a crate somewhere. 

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More Like Her || Archie Andrews

Originally posted by jubillee

word count :

pairing : Archie Andrews x Reader

warnings : upset reader, bitchiness??

summary : You’ve been friends with the gang for all your life, even dating Archie, you thought you’d like Veronica like everyone else but you start to think Archie is cheating on you with her so that’s not okay.

a/n : thanks you all for requesting for being on my tag list, but for now i will not be adding more people. also, i was listening to this song, it might put a good mood setter for this imagine! 

posting schedule : wednesday, friday, sunday!


     You thought she was a nice girl. Everyone thought Veronica would make a nice addition to your group of friends, you thought that Ronnie was cool that she would fit in nicely. You thought that for a while before you started to pick up on some things that never would add up in a normal person’s mind.

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@buryooooo

AHHHHH MORE FANFICS OH MY LORD

EXPECT ZERO!BILLxFIGHT!DIPPER IN THE FUTURE I PLAN ON MAKING FLUFF
AHHH SO MUCH FANFICS SO LITTLE TIME
BUT FOR NOW, HERES THE BROTHERS AU THING
TOOK ME FOREVER TO THINK OF SOMETHING OH MY LORD I HAVE NO IDEA WHERE THIS IS GOING AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH

Disclaimer: Nothing here belongs to me, and belongs to the person who created it. The only thing I own is the plot.

Also, sorry it’s short;;;; I’m writing this while I’m sick and tired and I feel like I’m dying, so I’m just gonna try and get this over with so I can take a nap or just sleep in general =^=

Also, really really sorry. It ended up shorter than I expected. Gosh I’m tired. Anyways, Imm gonna call it done, I don’t know what else to add to it. I’ll probably write something longer in the future

Classic:
Dipper - Majors in creative writing - 17
Mabel - Majors in mixed media art - 17

Reverse:
Mason - Majors in psychology - 21
Belle - Majors in fashion designer - 21

Fight:
Tyrone - Majors in sport science - 19
May - Majors in human physiology - 19

(None of the Mabel’s are in it)

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anonymous asked:

can i has more cr sense8 au percy pls? (if your up for it of course)

*slams 2,000 words on your desk five months later* MY HOBBIES INCLUDE PROCRASTINATING FOR FINALS BY WRITING SCENES FROM THE MIDDLE OF THE HYPOTHETICAL PLOT OF NICHE CROSSOVERS WITHOUT GIVING YOU ANY CONTEXT SAVE A COUPLE OLD POSTS OF BULLET POINTS (posts here. Take this fic as the inter-seasons holiday special, basically.)


“I’m still not certain we should be doing this.“

It was a meaningless statement even before he said it. With her arm in his, with the warmth of her against his side and the tinkle of her laugh fading in the air, Percy thought he would trust Vex to lead him down any icy path through the woods, with any blindfold on or off, even if he had never known her more intimately than he knew himself. Even if they had just met, somehow, one day, and she had smiled and beckoned, he would have followed.

Exaggerated gagging noises broke into his thoughts—Vax, visiting as almost always, making Vex laugh in the cold Northern darkness. The drugs all but gone from his veins, Percy could feel him again, that knife’s edge of sarcasm prickling over devotion deep enough to fill the sea.

Two (one? three?) months of isolation was turning him poetic. It was horrifying.

“It’ll be fine,” said Vex, tugging him forward. “Turn right—”

Percy followed her instructions obediently. “I don’t know where you get the confidence that she won’t be looking, just this one night. It’s not like the holidays have stopped them before.”

“Because she’s loony, Freddie,” Vax said with overwhelming fondness.

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allura-of-altea  asked:

hey, this is for Minty. I'm an anti, but right now i'm contacting you as a concerned adult who has seen your type of behavior before. You don't have to stop shipping sheith, I think it's toxic but honestly my main concern is real life minors like yourself. Right now it seems like the people around you are grooming you into thinking adult/teen relationships are ok so long as the teen is 'mature' enough. i've seen you say that you're 'practically an adult' which is concerning

i’m reaching out because I really want to help you. I know these messages will probably be ignored/brushed off but I have to try. I’m not saying that your fellow shaladin shippers are pedophiles, or anything of the sort, they probably don’t even realize what they’re doing. I’ve seen this happen before, telling a teen that they’re mature for their age, that they’re practically an adult is so normalized especially in fandom where adults/teens interact a lot.

but that doesn’t mean what they’re saying isn’t harming you. That doesn’t mean some other won’t predator will take advantage. you’re in a situation that’s very dangerous right now, and you should leave it. Continue to ship what you want but cut yourself off from anyone who tries to convince you you’re basically an adult. reach out to adults outside of fandom and let them know what’s being said to you. this is so important. I hope you at least think about what i’m saying.

I became an anti not because I am a minor or a CSA survivor but because i’ve seen fandom used to groom teens into entering unhealthy relationships with adults. My concern isn’t the fictional characters in adult/teen relationships but rather the minors in the fandom like yourself who i’ve SEEN get abused. I don’t care what you’ve said or done, you don’t deserve that no one deserves that. At the very least you should think critically about why someone would try to convince you you’re an adult.

there’s nothing else I can say other than I truly hope you seek out an adult outside of fandom to help you through this. and I hope you realize that the way this fandom portrays sheith and other adult/teen relationships isn’t how they are in real life. They aren’t happy and healthy, they’re abusive. It’s not worth the risk. whatever you decide, I hope you don’t get hurt.

ok ma’am. i’m going to start this off simply. there’s no need for help.

now, from your first paragraph with that “practically an adult”, when did i ever say that.

i’m going to teach you something: there’s no fun in being an adult.

what? you’re gonna get to drink and drive? then pay bills, taxes for bombs, having to see money go by. probably struggle some times. maybe get a shitty job here or there.

ma’am, i’m not rushing to be an adult. ive stated that being a teenager is to get ready to be an adult. there’s still many things i have to learn and experience and i know that. you shouldn’t be concerned if you haven’t read what ive said correctly

this fandom isn’t “grooming” me into thinking this or that. i know when im ready to have a relationship with anyone. it’s under my control. i know if the relationship is toxic, bounce the fuck out.

this fandom, is a fandom. it’s not a lifestyle, it’s a place where i can jump in with some friends and share tasty art and fics. nothing is damaging me because at the end of the day, it’s a fictional show for a fandom. so away with that.

“im not saying you or your shaladin shippers are pedophiles but they probably dont know what they’re doing.” no, they know what they’re doing. they’re shipping two characters together. end of story. its a character in fandom space, we can change ages, we can change stories for the fun of it. (aging up, au’s.) there’s no morals being tugged. just do whatever you want. if someone is uncomfortable, tag and tell em about blacklisting. blacklisting is the way to go most of the time.

now to the third one, i don’t think you understand how much i know. is it because i’m 15? look, i said this before, im a social junkie. ive seen toxic relationships no matter what age. no one is grooming me, im choosing what i want to see. not that hard to understand. just like how you might enjoy the popular ship k/ance, you would like to see it. (which has a mass amount of nsfw for it being underage kids but lets not talk about that ;) )

“i’ve seen fandoms groom kids into unhealthy relationships with adults.” three words: manipulation, fandom moms. when someone says “hey i like this too!”, you’re obviously going to strike up a conversation with them, correct? this is simply how they get minors with them. “that cool dude likes the same content as i do? awesome!” then they interact more and have that bond like any other normal person.

it just gets concerning when they start suggesting weird things to do. (start up discourse, ask for any nsfw content, etc.) 

look, thats the least of my problems, i can detect bullshit from a mile away, you got nothing to worry about my friend.

“there’s nothing i can say except i hope you contact an adult outside of the fandom.” wym, i see my mom everyday, she’s my ride or die. lmao wouldn’t me contacting and adult outside of the fandom backtrack what you said about adults in general? 

to wrap this up, i dont think you got the answers you wanted. what you probably wanted was a “omg im so sorry, ill listen to you ok!” which won’t leave my fingertips anytime soon. yallah my dude.

anonymous asked:

Hi... i have literally NO IDEA what goes on in Tumblr social circles, so i have a question: who is riptidescap and what did they do?? (I'm really sorry if this is insensitive or something, I just don't know who to ask...) (please don't feel obligated to answer if it makes you uncomfortable or anything tho!!)

Thanks for asking so nicely <3

I’m answering this one anon as a proxy for the dozen or so I’ve received asking what’s going on; I really would prefer not to talk about the details of it after this, if possible. (Under a read more because it got long.)

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anonymous asked:

So @ WhiteCastle on twitter is doing a thing where you use a hashtag in your tweet and they donate money. Unfortunately, the money is going towards Autism$peaks and I don't know what to do about it? I'm seeing people I follow use the hashtag and I want to say something but I also don't want to be accused of being the asshole trying to make people stop donating just because I have a problem with the company. Is there anything that can be done?

First: I’m going to link for evidence, with a warning that there’s gross posts referencing A$ and even photos with that bloody puzzle piece, to the account in question and the hashtag, just in case people are like me and ignorant of this going on. The tag is full of light it up blue and horrible, gross posts. I’ve looked at it so you don’t have to!

(Here’s the colouring-in flyer advising that donations up to $50 000 will be made until the end of July. Also not something you need to look at; warning for heavy lightbulb imagery and more puzzle pieces. So gross.)

I’m going to say that my recommendation is that we go further than merely asking people to not hashtag; my recommendation is that US folks also boycott White Castle altogether and get as many people as possible to do the same, if this is something they are in a situation to ask. (And we non-US folks can also ask our US friends and followers to do the same.) Telling White Castle they are supporting a toxic hate organisation won’t get them to stop, since they haven’t bothered to look beyond their ableist assumptions to see what A$ is; watching their profits fall as a result might. It’s not a great weapon, but it’s the only one we have, so we wield it as best we can and see how far we can get this message outside of autism/stimming/ND spaces.

(Please note that even if they raise that $50 000, there’s nothing to stop anyone from continuing that boycott until White Castle ends their association with A$. They’ve been associated with A$ for a long time, so we can boycott for as long as it takes.)

Second: This is a really hard situation, anon, and I’m afraid that I’m only going to make it harder. I don’t have a simple solution for you.

I’m going to tuck the rest under a read more cut, so this post is easily reblogged for folks wanting an easier-to-read resource for passing about Tumblr:

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Jerome x reader smut
Word Count: 1820
Warnings: NSFW, oral, breath play, sex, language.


Don’t wait up, I won’t be home, true romantics sleep alone 

Jerome has this way of turning things on you. Often, he appears at your door, wanting something from you. No matter how you’re thinking when you greet him, somewhere between the entrance and your bedroom he manages to make you feel like you approached him.

His face is so close to yours. You can see every freckle, the individual strands in the lock of hair that as fallen to the front of his face. Without thinking, you make an attempt to lean up and kiss him but Jerome jerks away, smirking lazily. “You want a taste?”

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Ford and Lee

Summary:  Ford’s seen a lot of himself over his years in the portal.  This one’s a bit different, however.  This one’s wearing a black t-shirt.

[Ao3]

Notes:  I’ve had this as a WIP for a very long time, here it is completed with an open ending (I do have loads of ideas…)  Half self-indulgent portal!Ford fic, half angst.  Featuring pre-NWHS/ATOTS fanon Mystery Trio era Author!Stanley. Thanks to @marypsue who gave me insight into characterization and general fandom theorizing of the time.

Written before Journal 3 and doesn’t take into account the whole ‘if two versions of the same person touch, the world implodes’ thing.  Or does it?

Stanford Pines wanders through the multiverse for months and years and decades, over an uncertain, not-quite linear progression of time he measures only by the growing number of aches in his tired body. Every new civilization brought with it another calendar system, based on twin suns or moons or the deep geothermal fluctuations of an alien world. Very quickly, he learns that time is just another dimension.

Once in awhile, he wonders exactly how long he has been here, on the other side. How long it had been since he had desperately flung his research at Stanley, momentary panic overriding all logical thought as he screamed and begged for his brother to save him, help him, do something, Stanley, anything -

In the quiet moments, Ford wonders about how long it had been since his brother had given up on him.

There had been anger at the very beginning, a fire that burned hotly in his chest that had smoldered with time down to white-charred coals. That… had been a long, long time ago. Back when he just started adjusting to the fact that yes, he was in an alien world with a single pair of cracked glasses and the worn-in clothes on his back, and no, there was no way back home. Not ever.

Because - Stanley just didn’t listen, and wasn’t that just typical? He had been so ready to burn Ford’s life’s work, he had been the one to push him into range of the portal, he had ruined everything, again, and -

…Ford was never going to see him again, was he.

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kitalene  asked:

Greetings *curtsies* I was just wondering if you could tell me about the publishing process of a book. I am hoping to be an author in future and I was just wondering if you could tell me anything, if you know anything. I'm only asking because I've looked it up and I still don't quite understand it :/

*Curtsies* Hi. So, it’s definitely something I have a better handle on than some simply because I’m in the middle of the process. There’s an explanation of literary agents and how they work here and a step by step process of how to go about getting one here (and there’s even more under the literary agents tag).

But here’s what happens after you’ve signed with an agent, because I don’t think I’ve done a blow-by-blow of that:

  1. Revise. Chances are your agent will have some thoughts about what you need to fix in your manuscript before you submit it to editors. I did three different drafts between querying and submission, but it’ll vary from agent to agent and book to book. 
  2. Submit. This is the part where you sit back and let your agent do the work. Your agent will probably ask if you have any specific imprints or editors you’d like them to look at, and they’ll probably ask for your approval of the final list, but that’s about all you do as the writer once your agent deems your MS worthy of submission. Usually how this works (again, depending on the book, depending on the agent), is that your agent will submit to editors and imprints at the Big Five publishers. If nobody bites, they’ll do a second round of submission with smaller publishers and so on. If they can’t get any interest, then the two of you will put your heads together, revise, and try again. My agent submitted my book to sixteen different editors in the first round and amazingly one of them wanted it so we never had to move past step one. (Your agent may also submit to international publishers once an English-language deal is struck, and the whole process will start again overseas.)
  3. Strike a deal. When an editor’s interested in your manuscript, they’ll talk to the agent first and then ask to talk to the author. I spent ninety minutes on the phone with the lovely lady who is now my editor, talking about what she liked about the book and what kind of revisions she was interested in. Everything she said make perfect sense–there were even a few suggestions she made where I went, “Holy hell, how did I not think of that myself?”–and I had a really great feeling about her. Ordinarily at this point if the editor is still interested after talking to the author (you have to make sure you’re going to get along), s/he and the agent will begin negotiating terms. If more than one editor is interested, the agent negotiates with all of them and the book goes to whoever is offering the better deal. Our situation was a little different because my editor actually pre-empted my book, which means they make an immediate offer on it and you have to close by the end of the business day and withdraw your other submissions; but that’s not something we really need to get into.
  4. Guess what? Revise again. Fixing books is what editors do, and they’re going to have a lot of (good) input about your manuscript. So you as the author will get all their notes, make your changes, and turn them in. Repeat this process until both parties are satisfied and you’re within the deadline specified in your contract. 
  5. Design. These things can happen sort of simultaneously, but once the text is approved, the next step is design. This includes everything from cover art to font usage. As the author you don’t get a whole lot of say in this–you get to provide opinions but the final decision usually rests with the publisher. This is one of those reasons to be sure you have an editor you really like and get along with; they’re your advocate in-house.
  6. Publicity. Art without an audience is pretty pointless. So the next step is marketing. Once all the design is done, paperback ‘galley’ copies will be printed and distributed to readers and reviewers in order to (1) get blurbs and (2) drum up interest. In the meantime, it’s in the author’s best interest to be talking about their book as much as possible both online and off and getting people excited for the release.
  7. BAM. You have a book. Most likely a hardcover, with a paperback to be released a year later. But the work isn’t done–once your book is out there you have to keep promoting it, because as callous as it sounds, sales are important. 

Obviously the whole process isn’t so simple that seven bullet points on Tumblr can really do it justice, but that’s the idea. The last thing I’ll say is this–it’s totally smart to do your research and make sure you understand the process, but don’t jump the gun. Worry about the writing first. You should only start thinking about agents when you’ve written a few novels (not just one) and you have one that you think is really worth a reader’s time, and you’ve done a dozen drafts of it. Writing takes time and rushing it never ends well. Once you’re ready–really ready–you can start doing your research and worrying about query letters. 

anonymous asked:

I'm a larrie and I don't really get this 'big larries lies!!', you are always so good to discuss things with and I'm always up for different opinions on things, so... I follow a lot of larry/larrie blogs obviously and some do post about "recipes" but 90% it's from an anon and the OP almost always say that they can't say if the story/information it's false or not. I never believe those things... I'm not sure if you understand that most people don't? If it's a story people mostly think it's cute.

im really glad u asked anon…seriously. bc antis can go on about “big larries lie!!!” all the time w/o elaborating so ur question is valid. and it gives me the opportunity to lay it all out as best as i can! thanks to @thelarrative for tagging stuff properly so i could find all of these posts! otherwise my undocumented ass would’ve been searching for years! 

okay let’s get started (we’ll go larrie by larrie):

vansandburberry: lied about danielle leaving during the x factor taping. someone who was actually there said that was a lie, that danielle stayed the whole time and left with louis.

lapelosa: hoo boy. perhaps the biggest liar of them all. claimed she knew briana did not give birth by saying “Yes I know the whole story is fake” but failing to give any sources. when asked if she knew “for a fact” if larry was still together, she simply said “yes i do”. no sources, no elaboration. just a yes bc DUH. who needs evidence or proof when you have lapelosa’s word. said she knows for “a fact” that azoff signed the whole band, that larry are definitely engaged to be married (from a reliable mysterious he/she-who-cannot-be-named-but-most-definitely-exists-of-course), that there “is no baby” in this lovely post that compiles her lies together.  a continuation on that whole azoff thing she claims to know in this post. on top of all of this…an anonymous entity submitted this story to lapelosa about meeting the tattoo artist at bondi ink who’d done louis’ dagger for him…it reads like a poorly, cheesily written fanfic, the most notable quote becoming larrie jargon: “the rose has already been taken care of”. to lapelosa’s credit she simply posts it and thanks the submitter for the story however the post gains almost 10k notes and as an anti blog at the time, i was FLOODED with anons quoting this bullshit at me and saying i’d lost. when lo and behold…the tattoo artist debunked the entire thing thru an instagram post that has now been deleted. but was the original submission updated with this debunk? nope! it was not! allowing it to conitnue on into internet eternity where unsupposing larries who’ve never heard the story to consider it as #fact (the debunk photo was posted by another larrie on this list however it only received 22 notes vs the 9k+ ppl who saw the original).

worshippedlove: has this document where she supposedly compiles all of the things she’s been told by “people” over the years about louis and harry being spotted together. source for the specific story in this post is ambiguous, story is exaggerated and details that actually place louis and harry together have been filled in (i.e. tattooed guy immediately became louis, no questions asked even though it could’ve been anybody with tattoos). 

conscious-ramblings: told a complete lie about Joe McElderry’s coming out under the guise of her supposedly “working in music” 

srslycris: talked complete nonsense about simon being “a wreck” over “a lawsuit” being waged by the entire band that aligned with the larries’ “it’ll be march soon” mantra. when march came and went without event, cris here had to do some improvising which proves to make absolutely no fucking sense.

aaronbutterfield: a “journalist” (i use that term oh so lightly) pretended to be “brand new” to the larrie culture when he wrote a heavily biased article on larry and why “things were shady”. turns out that was a big lie! @britishsoldierharry carried out the difficult task of exposing aaron for his larrie twitter likes and discovered that he actually wasn’t that new to the whole larry conspiracy after all! and to make matters even more sketchy…he then proceeded to unlike all larry-centric tweets sometime after britishsoldierharry created the original post! huh! fancy that. on top of this, he also said “no other celebrity child has ever had their birth certificate leaked” when that was a blatant lie. he also made this fucking ridiculous post that still makes my blood boil to this day about briana either “profiting off of someone’s closet” or “[sleeping] with a boybander all to become pregnant”, which he bases off of when he has interpreted she would have her first period (which ?????). uh huh. all the while not giving any sources as to how he KNOWS FOR A FACT all of that is true.

saracha33: misled her followers into believing that louis and harry were ALWAYS seen at the same time on the same day which….was proven to be very much not true.

lesbianslovelouis: the doll lady. convinced a very substantial portion of the larrie fandom that freddie was a doll (2 links there). was hailed for finding “the right doll” that was “obviously freddie”. was clearly wrong about freddie being a doll as he is very real and very lovely. a nice big fat lie that she never had to take responsibility for.

BONUS POST: @got-stars-in-your-eyes compiled this post a long time ago, which includes even more big larrie lies! rather than retyping them all out again, you can check out the post which includes other big larries like droppingtheveilofmaya, tellmethisisnotlove, zenlikejen, larryappreciation and more.

a bonus tidbit: this happened just before i ever ventured into the larrie tumblr world so i am not the expert as to what the entire situation involved or who exactly was involved…but it’s evidence that big larries purposely lied to their followers and manipulated what they were posting in order to keep the conversation “on track” to their liking. the post exposing it all is an interesting read.

finally, i am super glad to hear you don’t believe everything you read. but unfortunately others do not operate this way. u will just have to trust me when i say that larries do buy into this stuff and often do bring it up when they talk to me. i’ve had this blog for a year and had to constantly debunk stuff that i’ve debunked time and time again bc multiple larries buy into what the big larries are feeding them. it’s not good, seriously. and some larries will consider them facts until they’re called out on the bullshit and then retreat back into “it was just a headcanon it’s not that deep!!!!!!” which can be frustrating.

anyways, that doesn’t really even begin to scratch the surface with these larries but it’s enough to get a rough idea of the way these people behave! let me know if u have any questions at all :) 

anonymous asked:

hi! i just went through your whole ds headcanon tag and i'm really inspired! do you have any headcanons for willow?

oh boy man
here goes my lil fave’s headcanons

  • willow have been through a series of unfortunate events. most of her childhood was spent in the orphanage, her adoptive parents were killed in a fire she started, and after an year in an asylum she was even sent on the island. this sucks.
  • her name is not really willow - it was a name the doctors gave her after she forgot hers, because of the trees she could see from her window. she got used to it
  • for so long, she didn’t want to go back home, nor felt worth being helped.
  • it takes her a LOT of time to actually trust someone. i bet that she felt like killing wilson many, many times before actually understanding they needed eachother to survive
  • however, once she get used to anyone, she gets super hyper protective
  • she’s the rudest kindest person you’ll ever meet tbh
  • also brutally honest. she has no chill.
  • despite that, she’s way more feminine than anyone could think. during the time spent with her adoptive parents, she learned to play the flute and knit, and became a quite good ballerina. she loves it all
  • however, she can’t read nor write very well
  • having mrs. wickerbottom as a grand aunt and wilson costantly wanting to help her out makes her slowly learn it tho
  • she has many problems with physical contact, but with time she gets very used to hugs. she rarely gives them, but when she wants one she usually “fall” on someone (usually wilson), groaning a little until she gets one
  • about the physical contact thing, she hates when someone touch her hair without permission
  • she spent a whole year in the girl scouts, easily getting all the badges and learning some tricks that helped her survive on the island. after said year she burned down the entire camp and was kicked out
  • sometimes, she “talks” to bernie. nobody knows what they talk about. everyone knows there’s no ghosts or anything like that inside the bear
  • willow is awfully idrophobic. you can just imagine how annoying it gets during shipwrecked
  • the people she’s more close to are wilson, mrs.wickerbottom, wes and walani. there’s also some sort of love/hate relationship with wx-78 there, but she will forever deny the fact that he became one of her best friends
  • when her sanity gets lower, she thinks she is still in the asylum, often seeng the shadows and her own companions as doctors. in those cases, she gets first way more violent than usual, and then extremily fragile and scared
  • apart from wes, wx-78, webber and wendy, she’s actually the shortest of the team
  • yet she manages to go around and jump and somehow survive wearing high heels?? how the heck can she do it,,,
  • there are a few things that completely freeze her because of fear on the island, but the deerclops is surely the thing that terrifies her the most.
  • despite her BURNING HATE for lots of creatures on the islands (even some “neutral” ones - read as: beefalos, rabbits, pigmen), she loves any kind of fluffy adorable stuff. she tried to raise a koalafant puppy all by herself once
    didnt end well :(

…i actually write a lot lmao 
its not obvious at all shes my fave huh

some willowson relationship headcanons stuff under cut too bc im a filthy shipper

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anonymous asked:

Could I request a scenario (could be mildly smutty ;) I don't mind, ps I'm trash) based on the song Cherry Wine by Hozier. Thanks loves 🌸🌸🌸 I LOVE YOUR BLOG BTW It makes my heart happy. oh and can you tag @sparklypinktrashbag

@sparklypinktrashbag, I’m guessing the anon is a friend of yours :p Also, anonnie, you didn’t specify the member, but since your other request was Namjoon, and this blog you wanted me to tag seems to be Namjoon biased, I’m going with Namjoon! Hope you enjoy!!~
- Devi ,、’`<(❛ヮ❛✿)>,、’`’`,、

[Warning: themes of sex, domestic violence, and substance abuse]

{namjoon’s pov} cherry wine

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anonymous asked:

Hi do you know any canon Larry fics? Don't worry if you don't know any! :) x

hi darling!  i do!  i hope this list is sufficient!

okay, so one of the first fics in this fandom i ever read was bravery by @andthensusays and she hooked me.  it’s her fault.  she has some other ficlets that are also canon compliant, if i remember correctly, but all her stuff is wonderful.

between me and you is a sort of cute headcanon ficlet by @stylesforstiles.  it’s cute and i just really love it.

these next two are…kinda canon compliant.  it’s hard to explain, but i think they are both similar in a way.  they are kinda…parallel universe canon compliant future fic?  or at least.  they were when they were written.  but yeah.  so they kinda straddle the line of canon compliant and au, if that makes sense.  the first is and then a bit by @infinitelymint and the other is burn to ash by @bethaboolou.  they are very different from each other but both are fantastic and just.  read them if you haven’t already.

it’s just that it’s delicate is sooooooo adorable!  it’s the fluffiest x factor fic ever and i just.  i love it very much a lot.  

every arrow that i aim is true is kinda another one of those canon compliant future fics?  it’s super cute and takes place during a break in the band…or after the band breaks up (i’m the worst at remembering details), but yeah.  it’s great.

like you’ve been here before is another canon compliant future fic and it takes place years after the band had ended and is focused on the boys writing the true story of one direction.  it’s a good read for sure.

always in my heart by @tellmethisisnotlove is one of those fics that is canon compliant but not at the same time.  it’s canon compliant but under the condition that h&l broke up, if that makes sense.  it is heart wrenching and gorgeous and yeah.  for sure read it.

for a foreseen invocation this one is also canon compliant but has the boys breaking up before tmh and having to still be in the band together despite that and it’s just…sorry i’m tired and at a loss of words but it’s super awesome or i wouldn’t have bookmarked it!  haha

your hand in mine DON’T THINK TWICE JUST READ THIS IT IS THE FLUFFIEST OF FLUFF AND YOU CAN’T HELP BUT BE FILLED WITH WARM FUZZIES AFTERWARDS JUST DO IT!

speaking of fluff, check out everything by @fuzzypurplestuff because almost all of their stuff is canon compliant and is just fantastic.  their ao3 is found here.  another person with a good amount of canon compliant fic is @ashavahishta and their fics can be found here.

so this one is complicated.  midnight dancers is sooooo great and it is also kinda canon compliant…they tagged it as alt-canon and i like that.  that’s what a lot of these are…but anyway, it has multiple endings that you can choose between and it’s just…really good.  hard to explain but i love it.  it kinda pits tomlinshaw against larry and…it’s so well done.  

the things there might be pictures of series by @andyouknowitis is super fantastic.  it’s mostly canon compliant future fic with a bit of a twist, but it’s wonderful.  absolutely.  lj has an incredible gift with words and makes you just want to live with those characters.  highly recommend this series!

like a timebomb ticking is another fic by @infinitelymint and just.  if you need a good cry with a happy ending then do this one.  this fic is one of those fics that changed my life?  like…it’s amazingly well done and just…yeah.  it’s canon compiant future fic again and just.  yeah.  beautiful.

this crown of thorns is an incredible fic that is deep and not as fluffy and fun as some of the others on here.  it is a really interesting character study of how their situation could actually be affecting the boys, harry in particular, and it’s incredibly well done.

to the ends of the earth by @stylinsoncity is another that could be considered alt-canon and it’s gorgeous.  listen to the playlist while reading too, i promise you won’t regret it.  i call it the idaho fic, and you’ll easily figure out why.

let’s take the world by storm is the canon compliant kink exploration fic you never even knew you needed but you really REALLY do.

and if this ridiculous list isn’t enough for you, @allthelarryfics has a list of canon compliant fics for you here!  i hope this helps and sorry it got so long…i didn’t realize i had so many in my bookmarks that fit the canon compliant factor haha

Mistakes, part 1. (Neymar imagine)

The only sound in the room is the tapping of my nails on the table in front of me. I didn’t even realize i was biting my lip till i tasted the blood in my mouth. I sigh, and try to relax. My whole body is tensed, and i feel a nagging pain on the left side of my head. I’m just not patient enough, i need some news by now. I need to know if he’s alright. I stand up, and walk towards the door where a nurse is talking to a doctor, taking notes while he’s talking. They don’t look at me when i stand next to them, so i tap the doctor’s shoulder.
‘Excuse me, i need to see him.’ The doctor is young, not much older than me and looks at me with what seems like compassion in his eyes.
'We just finished the operation, he’s in a really critical condition right now and he can’t handle any vis-’ 'Is he awake?!’ I rudely disturb him. He sighs, and shakes his head.
'As i said..’ He begins, but i turn around, grab my jacket and walk away from the doctor and the nurse. He’s not awake. He’s in a critical condition, but how critical? It just can’t end, not here, not like this.. Not when the last thing i said to him is how much i hate him, and how i’d rather die than see his face again. If he dies tonight, i’ll never forget the look on his face before i shut the door in his face. I run towards room 209 on the second floor, where he’s just been operated. When i reach the window of his room, i stop and try to peek through the blinds. I can barely make out what part of the mess on the bed is his face. I gasp for air, and reach for my mouth with my hand when i see how bruised his face is. Tears roll down my cheeks as i close my eyes and start praying. Praying for him to wake up, and make and end to this mess our lifes have become.

Two months earlier.

'You’re finally home!’ I say happily, as i bury my face in his chest. My arms are wrapped around him, and his around me. We just stand there, holding each other after being away from each other for weeks. 

'I’ve missed you so much baby.’ He breathes in my ear, before pulling back and reaching for my face with his hands. As always his strong hands hold my face like i’m the most precious thing in the world.
'Take off your jacket! I made us dinner.’ I bite my lip, and step back so he can take of his wet coat. He cocks his head to one side, smiling at me. I see how cold he is. He got used to the hot weather in Spain, forgetting the harsh winters in England.
'Ney, hurry! I’ve been cooking all day, and you know how much i hate it!’ He laughs, and takes his cap off. I gape at his brown hair. When he left me 6 weeks ago, he was blonde. This boy just can’t keep one hairstyle for more than 5 minutes.
'You like it?’ He says, and runs his hand through his hair. I nod, and bite my lip. I take his ahnd and lead him to the kitchen. I’m not exaggerating when i say i’ve been in the kitchen all day. I woke up at 6 a.m, took a shower and just started cooking us a nice dinner. Only taking a break to put on make up, and make myself look presentable. I wanted Neymar to have a warm welcome home gesture, and by the suprised look on his face when he sees the table, i succeeded.
'You didn’t have to do all this, just for me.’ He says.
'I know, aren’t i great?’ I say, giving him my sweetest smile. He puts his arm around my shoulder and pulls me to him.
'I’m gonna shower, then we’ll eat your amazing dinner and i’ll pray that i won’t drop dead immediately.’ I swat his arm, and he laughs before running upstairs. I sit down at the table, and grab my phone. I instagram a picture of our thanksgiving dinner, and tag Neymar in it. Fortunately for me, i haven’t really received any hate from his fans. He told me everyone who even gets rumoured of dating him receives hate on a daily base. Literally five minutes after he ran upstairs, Neymar finally comes down in his grey sweatpants and a white shirt. His hair is wet and he looks amazing.
He sits down and rubs his hands. We have a little small talk while eating, when i tell him i got a role in the movie i’ve been talking about for months now. I frown when his only reaction is: ‘When do you start shooting?’
'Uhm, somewhere next month.’ I get kinda annoyed when he picks up his phone and starts going through his instagram. I’m the one who keeps trying to get the conversation going, while he’s been on his phone the whole time.
'You know, i already know my opponent in the movie.’ I say, trying to sound casual.
'Yeah?’ He answers, taking a bite from the chicken.
'Yes, he’s kinda cute.’ He stops chewing and slowly looks up to me, not saying anything.
I take a bite, and innocently play with my hair. I squeel when he suddenly stands up, and runs towards me. I try to run away, but he is too quick. He lifts me up and throws me over his shoulder, while i try to get down. Neymar isn’t really big, but i’m still way smaller than him so he easily carries me upstairs. He walks us into our bedroom and throws me on the bed, before yanking of his shirt.
'What are y-’ He disrupts me by kissing me, his body hovering over mine. I wrap my legs around his waist and try to pull him closer to me. He lets go of the kiss, and looks at me in a way that instantly makes me blush.
'I bet your 'cute’ opponent doesn’t make you feel as good as i do.’ He grins at me.

Waking up next to Neymar is one of my favourite things in the world. That’s why i’m dissapointed when i wake up, only to see the empty side next to me. He already got up? I put on my robe, and just as i walk towards the stairs when i hear a phone buzzing. I quickly walk back to the room, thinking it’s my phone. I just got the role in the new movie, so my agent has been constantly calling me. But it isn’t my phone. The buzzing comes from under Neymar’s pillow. I lift it up and pick up his phone. Someone called ‘Michael’ is calling Neymar, and i decide to not pick up. He’s probably taking a shower, and i don’t feel comfortable picking up his phone. I walk downstairs, to the kitchen and pour myself some orange juice. I get startled when my thoughts are disturbed by Neymars hands wrapping around my waist from behind me.
'Goodmornign beautiful.’ He says, kissing my head. I sigh and lean back to him.

'Who is Michael?’ I suprise myself, and apparently Neymar when i ask this question and he lets go of me, so i can turn around.
'I saw him calling you a few minutes ago. I don’t recall you mentioning his name?’ I take a sip from my juice and Neymar just stares at me for a second.
'Michael is just an old friend. I ran into him at a party a while ago, so we started talking again.’ I nod, but there’s something about his voice what makes me think abaout 1. I really never heard Neymar talking about this Michael dude and 2. how does he randomly run into him in a foreign country? But i decide not to push it by asking any more questions.
'I need to do some shopping today, do you wanna come with me?’ I ask. He doesn’t look at me, but somewhere behind me when he answers.
'No i’ve got some work to do.’ With a voice that sounds distant.
'Alright, i’m gonna get ready.’ I say, and give him a quick peck on the lips before going back upstairs.

When i get home, with multiple shopping bags there’s a weird atmosphere in the house. Neymar didn’t clean up the house, and i hear him talking to someone upstairs. Something tells me i shouldn’t call his name to make him aware of me being home. I take off my jacket, and walk upstairs on my tiptoes. His voice sounds soft and i can mentally imagine his smiling face, because of his tone. Before i realize what i’m doing i press my ear to the door. I wonder if i had done that if i knew what was coming. 

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So this wasn’t requested, but i got inspired so here’s part one of the mistakes series :)

last call, part 1

pre-series au, eventual NC-17, eventual wincest/weecest, character death (not the boys)

Art from this part, created by the incomparably kind and talented hellhoundsprey, can be found here. Please check it out!

1 // 2 // 3 // 4 // 5 // 6 // 7 // 8

Or: Read it all on AO3.

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Dean watches his father’s body burn on the funeral pyre, stares as though he can see through the brightness to skin melting, bones turning to dust. They stand downwind, the stench of burning flesh washing over and past them. Dean blames the sting in his eyes on the smoke.

He wraps an arm around Sam, pulls him against his chest. His little brother has a fist pressed to his teeth, muffling the sobs that Dean feels shaking in his shoulders.

They watch the fire until the pyre has been reduced to ash, and then they turn and walk away.

Dean is seventeen.

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ohmysangster  asked:

Hello! I beg you a Thominho set in the first book, when Thomas is punished because of going into the maze to help Minho and Alby, so Thomas has to stay a night in The Slammer and Minho goes to "punish"/show his gratitude for his help in the maze ewe

this isn’t really as sexual as it could have been but [shrugs] 

Rubbing his hands together to warm them, Thomas sighs for what feels like the fiftieth time that night and refrains from once again saying how unfair it is he’s locked in here.

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anonymous asked:

I recently moved in with my mother for the first time in all my life. Before I lived with my grandparents. My father doesn't exist. I'm two classes away from graduating with my Associates degree. I have no real job experience. I don't drive (it was everyone's way of keeping me at home) & on top of that I have torn ligaments in my right leg that require surgery. I don't know what to do, my grandparents are verbally abusive. So is mom & stepdad. I don't know what to do. More to say not enough room

I’m sorry that you’re stuck in this shitty situation. You have some options, but I will warn you now that they will all be hard. You’re going to have to make a lot of uncomfortable and difficult decisions that center on: which is worse.

  • Which is worse: living in a homeless shelter or living with abusive family members?
  • Which is worse: getting a meaningless job or being financially dependent on abusive family members?
  • Which is worse: uncomfortable conversations with police and social services, or continuing to suffer at the hand of abusive family members?

Since you grew up in unhealthy, abusive homes, you think very little of yourself. (No judgment. This is normal in abuse survivors.) Your message is full of negative things that your family has told you to make you feel worthless: you lived under their control, people were absent from your life, you aren’t done with school, you have no job, you have health issues… all of these are excuses your family has given you to keep you from becoming independent.

Learn how to counteract those thoughts. You are more than your family’s abuse.

And you can escape their abuse and start healing.

You will have to think long and hard about what you are willing to put up with, how much patience you have, and how driven you can be. You will have to leverage really hard choices: some of those choices may mean choosing between physical health (surgery) and mental health (escape), or choosing between financial security (staying with them) and having shitty jobs on your own (independence).

I can’t give you an easy answer for those choices because I don’t know your whole story. I believe in getting out of bad families, but ultimately you have to decide which is the most pressing issue to deal with today.

I know that even thinking about being on your own is hard, and scary, and it feels impossible. It is definitely those first two things–I can’t lie to you and tell you that it’s easy and fun–but it doesn’t have to be impossible.

A lot of people stay with their abusers because they feel dependent on them or think that maybe one day things will be better… or even that staying is easier than figuring out how to live differently. You probably won’t feel safe or secure in getting out until you reach a breaking point or get a good support network that makes escape more feasible.

But know that you are strong. You have survived this so far, and that should mean a lot more than the negative things they’ve said and done to you. You have the power to decide whether to do something scary and hard (getting away) or go with what you already know how to manage (staying in an abusive environment).

For now, I suspect your most important issue is the surgery. You might need to stick it out and put up with the things they say and do in order to get that surgery and make a quick physical recovery because short of a viral GoFundMe campaign, you probably won’t be able to get that surgery outside of your parents’ insurance and pocketbooks. 

So you might need to hang in there with them for a little while longer, even though it’s soul-crushing and damaging. You might need to agree to the things they want you to do, or stay silent when they tell you you’re worthless until you’re fully recovered from surgery. Focus on self-care and reminding yourself that you are not defined by their abuse. They are unlikely to change, but that doesn’t mean that you can’t. 

You may be stuck depending on them for the surgery right now, and it sounds like you’re probably depending on them for money, but you can make money on your own (without them even knowing or seeing it) and start taking steps to create a better future for yourself.

(Side note: before you say, “I have no job experience and can’t get a job with my health problems,” search for Work At Home Mom blogs. Without a full degree, you have roughly the same experience and skills as a SAHM. You obviously have access to the internet, and I’ve previously written about how to make money working online or using Swagbucks to earn PayPal cash. Check out my money tag for more info on internet money.)

While you’re waiting and dealing with them, take five or ten minutes a day to work on your plan to get out.

Supplies

Find a safe space (or several safe spaces) and gather the essentials for your Go Bag. 

Good places to hide stuff: 

  • between mattress and box spring
  • underwear drawer
  • coat/pants pockets
  • bottom of a clothes hamper or trash can
  • an air vent
  • friends’ houses
  • sticks of deodorant
  • old pill bottles
  • book/binder safe
  • potted plants
  • battery compartments

What do you need in your Go Bag? Anything that you might need or want if you had to get out of the house in less than five minutes.

  • Important paperwork like your birth certificate, driver’s license, social security card, degrees/diplomas
  • Documentation for your health and abuse: police reports, doctor’s records, social services reports
  • Money: you want to have some money for transportation or food, and shelter if possible. You also want to have documentation of any bank accounts that are in your name so that you can make sure your family never gets their hands on them again.
  • Sentimental items: photos, jewelry, notes.
  • Clothes: have a couple of days’ worth of clothes ready to go.
  • Toiletries: trust me, you’ll want to brush your teeth and put on some deodorant sometimes.
  • Misc: in this day and age you probably feel dependent on your phone or computer, so keep them close.
  • Information: keep a list of contact numbers and websites for the people and organizations who can support you once you’re out.

Support

What kind of things do you need on your Go Bag info list? Think about what you’ll need once you’re on your own. Money, food, housing, medical care, emotional support… Keep a list of all of the people and places that can give you that so you know where to go in the middle of the night. These can be:

  • friends
  • friends’ family members
  • your own sympathetic family members
  • social services/child protective services
  • the police
  • hotlines
  • domestic violence centers
  • shelters
  • food banks
  • employment offices
  • clinics
  • college financial aid offices
  • the library, which can put you in touch with all of the above

Plan

What should you plan? How do you even get started?

Having the things listed above will go a long way in helping you figure out where you can go and what kind of help you can get. The most important things you’ll need to know how to find are housing and money. 

If you had to get out of the house in two minutes, where would you go? How would you get there? What would you do the next day? How would you get food? How will you keep your parents from dragging you back into their abuse?

Come up with a concrete plan that covers those things. If nothing else, know where a homeless shelter and food bank are.

Part of your planning should involve reaching out to support systems like shelters or crisis hotlines to find out what all they can do for you in an emergency. They are bound by confidentiality rules, so your parents will not find out that you talked to them, and they can be very helpful in pointing you in the right direction and telling you what your actual realistic options are. 

Shelters and crisis centers won’t sugarcoat the situation or get your hopes up like friends would–but if you have supportive friends, those are always a good option to keep on the back burner. They may not know how to deal with things or really help you, but they can make you feel less alone.

Final Thoughts

Things will be hard, and you will hurt for a long time. But you can get through it. There are resources out there for you to get help, and people who have been through the same thing you have.

If you need to feel validated and supported, or you just want hope for your future, head to Raised by Narcissists and Parentless By Choice. These subs are full of people who have been in similar situations to yours, who either learned how to manage their families or escaped them altogether. They also have a great list of resources for domestic violence and therapy that I really recommend checking out.