like i don't even know how else to tag this

psa

no one fucking tells you this so here it is:

when signing out forms to apply for disability / filling out a form for diagnosis

you’re supposed to fill it out as you on your worst days

like, I filled out forms that said I could do most things usually

like, my doctor added in the conditions like “yeah, they can feed themselves when not stressed” “they can do this when not stressed

but how I should have filled it out was more like

“some days I can’t feed myself” “some days I can’t leave the house”

My doctor didn’t even know this, but I talked to someone who had worked with people with both developmental and intellectual disabilities for a number of years, and she told me to write down how it is for your bad days

this should be a thing they tell you, but it isn’t

part of the reason I didn’t get my autism diagnosis as soon as I should have is because I filled out forms wrong!

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infodumping about the ocean

sorry to ask this, but i’m really struggling financially for several reasons right now and donations would be really appreciated. my mental illness symptoms got so severe that i had to go to the hospital (i can provide proof if needed) and miss days of work + my hours were temporarily cut. additionally, my wallet, which had over 100$ inside, is missing. the financial issues are really taking a toll on my mental health. i’m not sure how i’ll pay for things like my medication, which is vital to my wellbeing.

any help would be appreciated- even just reblogging this post! if you want me to pay me back, let me know, and i swear, i’ll repay you as soon as i can. i can also make icons (i don’t have a ton of experience, but i’ve made some before) in return! a link to donate is paypal.me/khthree!

While the angels, all pallid and wan, uprising, unveiling, affirm/That the play is the tragedy, “Man,”  and its hero the Conqueror Worm.

THE FINAL BOSS: A SPURNED WOULD-BE LOVER

I have decided to make this “final boss” series a thing, because I sincerely love all the varied, weird and beautiful antagonists I’ve created over the years! This is K, who is the mysterious head of a great and powerful corporation who hires a thief to steal the secrets of his competitors. Over time, he eventually finds he has feelings for the thief, but unfortunately, the other rebukes him. So what is a man who has received everything in the world to do when he can’t get the one thing he truly desires?

Why, do everything in his power to ruin the life of the thief, kill his loved ones, break him down, and either witness his destruction or make him understand that he really should accept all the love that K has to give.

But if that wasn’t bad enough, K is not a simple ordinary man. He constantly carries an umbrella over him and avoids sunlight, and while some may joke he is a vampire, the truth is far more horrifying. Many years ago, he happened upon a terrible creature, and forced the creature to fuse with him, becoming something far more powerful than even he imagined. The umbrella is not for him. It’s for everyone else. For, as soon as he steps into the sunlight, he violently transforms into a giant, voracious worm-like creature that will rampage until nothing around him is left alive.

A man with an umbrella who holds so much fury in him that it squirms like a worm within his rotting excuse for a heart. What a guy!

No but think about a high school au

Random thought but imagine the cliche with:
Shirayuki as the bright first year with equally as bright hair who spends all her time studying in the library before being dragged out by fellow first year Yuzuri who is often accompanied by second year Suzu
Zen as the headmaster’s son (Izana’s in university or something idek I haven’t thought this through) and known as the handsome ‘prince’ of the school by the students who is both good at sports and gets good grades.
Finally the mysterious third year transfer student Obi. No one knows anything about him but he’s best known for his playful attitude and good looks.
Zen saves Shirayuki from a student from a nearby school who seems intent on dating her due to her hair (Raj???) and eventually Shirayuki ends up tutoring Obi because she’s just that dam smart???
EDIT: Ryuu is a middle schooler Shirayuki tutors and sometimes Obi tags along to their sessions.
EDIT 2: Yuzuri and Suzu have a betting pool for the students to bet on who Shirayuki will end up with.

anonymous asked:

Amazing prompts😍 Any prompts for how someone would earn forgiveness? One of my characters did something and the other needs to forgive them but I don't know how they'd earn it? Like what grand act would they do?

Thank you!! (I’m on mobile rn so I’ll tag this later!!)

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“What else am I supposed to do? I’ve gotten you flowers, chocolate, a basket of puppies, what else do you want?”

“I don’t know, to actually hear you’re sorry?”

——

“You really.. really didn’t have to get a plane.”

“But I wrote an apology letter in the sky!!”

“..Still very unneeded. Where did you even get the money?”

“…Welllll…”

anonymous asked:

You do not even know how to spell her surname correctly... That's what happens when graylufan pretends that he loves Juvia. Until the end of the manga 9 chapters, and you do not know about your "favorite" absolutely nothing.

Hey. You ever thought that there were… You know…

Multiple spellings.

I prefer Juvia Loxar. I am not the only one either.

Don’t go second-guessing somebody elses favorite just because you don’t like me or my ship. I WILL continue to tag her as Juvia LOXAR. I WILL continue to post and reblog photos of her.

YOU have NO say in the matter.

Do you?

Does anyone else consistently disassociate from their emotions? Like something happens, and your heart feels like it’s completely shattered, and you feel all the pressure welling up into tears of frustration and pain, and then this thought pops into your head “this is pointless” and you just.. don’t.. And it’s like you flicked a switch in your head and now you feel nothing - the emotion’s still there - you could feel it if you wanted, but only if you want to.
Or the same thing but when you’re angry but aren’t in a situation where that anger can be expressed in a productive way.
Or you’re feeling multiple emotions so you stop feeling the ones that wouldn’t get good reactions from people if you let yourself express them.
Can you reach for them again when you need them? Can you act completely normal all day at work, then then next day, when you want to tell someone what happened without sounding like you don’t care, feel everything as if you never stopped?
Can you amplify them?
Do you ever use that, your ability to manipulate your own emotions, to manipulate others? Do you ever use it to make yourself feel more than you might have otherwise, because it seems like the correct response for the current situation? Can you expess genuine sympathy/empathy with/to someone you normally passively dislike, and immediately after go back to wishing they would quietly vanish from your life?
Am I a sociopath?

You and I should crash
Into each other
And if we’re lucky
Not even the world will survive
I’ll spell your name
With blood dripping from bruised knuckles
You can spell my name
With oil dripping from wrecked cars
You almost bled to death
I was always meant to burn
Let’s meet in the middle
And fuck the world
—  90. Just fuck the world. (e.r.)

And So Live Ever - Or Else Swoon To Death

Pairing: James Flint/ Thomas Hamilton

Rating: T

Words: 1.786

Savannah offers warm, dark nights to lovers; Thomas’ words offer comfort to James.

Also thank you, @mattmurdick for actually going through with this and writing about Thomas and James and the Savannah night sky. ♥

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So this isn’t a pet or anything, but I thought it would be interesting to bring Dog Breed Discourse to this blog. The dog in this painting (by Thomas Gainsborough) is a Pomeranian from 1785. In not even 200 years the pom is now tiny and fluffy!! Wow! – @tsutachishio

You know, I had no idea what to expect when I first saw this image, ha.

That’s a Pomeranian, though? For everyone else, they now look like this:

To be honest, pure breeding worries me. We end up with dogs that we think look cute, but there end up being big issues with them, like the Rhodesian Ridgeback being bred for a spinal deformity, to the skin conditions of the Shar Pei and things like that.

It’s happening again. I’m falling for you all over again and I don’t know how to break the cycle. I don’t know how to move on when I have to see you all the time; walking around campus, sitting in the library or being tagged by mutual friends on Facebook. 

But it’s different this time, when I see you it isn’t the same longing I used to feel. It isn’t even infatuation anymore. Now all I feel is anger. 

Anger that I wasted so much time longing for you and so much time confused as to what I was really feeling. Anger that I can’t just look at you like I look at everyone else. 

I don't want you, I don’t want to be your friend or anything more that a friend. All I want is to see you and not be reminded of the time lost, to see you and not confuse how I feel now to how I used to feel. I still want your attention out of habit, I still try to intrigue you as I walk past.

I’m ready to move on, but the past keeps dragging me down and won’t let me close the chapter of you.

—  This isn’t what I want, I know that. But you were an addiction for so long, and I have never been good at quitting, and I have always been a master of the relapse. 

@varaenthefallen tagged me in this WIP game:

WIP Game Rules: Go to page 7 of your WIP, count down 7 lines, share 7 sentences, and then tag 7 other writers.

So here’s a bit from the current chapter of Anabasis, some of which people have already seen the notes for. By a bizarre coincidence, that scene ended up on page 7, so here it is in it’s final form.

(Also, I’m doing a little more than 7 lines because it doesn’t make sense otherwise. The actual seven lines start about half-way down.)

“What happened?”

Obi-Wan frowned, but it was Anakin who answered. “Someone offered Boba Fett one million credits to kill you,” he said. “Which is ridiculous. He should have charged at least three million.”

Padmé could only shake her head. She knew him well enough to know that was his idea of a compliment. She also knew it was sincerely meant, which really only made it worse. It was probably best to just ignore it.

“Oh?” said Obi-Wan. He sounded caught somewhere between annoyance and a morbid curiosity. “And how much are you worth, then?”

Padmé watched Anakin open his mouth to answer, and then close it again. Something old and sharp-edged appeared in his eyes, glinting like the stroke of a knife.

“Fifteen thousand Republic credits, roughly,” he said. There was no inflection at all in his voice. “I know it seems like a lot, but I’m a good mechanic, so that makes me more valuable.”

Okay I’ll actually tag some other people this time, but only do it if you want to: @scowlofjustice, @nimblermortal, @grand-duc, @terresdebrume and uh….anybody else on my dash who writes and isn’t writing TFA-related stuff.

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Look :’) how far :’) she’s come since her first appearance :’) So proud of her :’) She’s so much happier :’)

things my grandfather has said while in traffic:

“Just lay back and go to sleep. I’ll find my way back.”
“That looks like a mall over there." 
"It’s a bad time of day, _____. 5:30." 
"I don’t know where that road goes to!" 
"I don’t want that." 
"I don’t know if that’s far enough." 
"I thought for sure there would be an accident. That would’ve REALLY screwed things up." 
"It turned her into a groupie." 
"No, I don’t want to do that." 
"Guy back there turned around and went the other way. See, he probably knows another way!" 
"C'mon, show me where I’m at … " 
"Mooooo cows!" 
"Goddamnit, I hate this town. Always have." 
"Do you like Michael Jackson?" 
"The thing’s not even big enough for it. It sticks out on both ends." 
”‘Caution: Zombies ahead!’ Could be.“
 "C'mon, fool! Afraid of zombies, or something?" 
"The moment I shined that light in his face, I could’ve done anything I wanted!” “I stuck it right in his face." 
"I’m coming to get you!”

Its occurred to me that Force Choke really just constricts the airway, so who’s to say Leia or Luke couldn’t go and constrict something else when they face like Palpy.  Luke’s already shown a marked preference for going for the family jewels and it’d certainly distract Palpy.

- submitted by j99450 

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You make a compelling argument, friend.

:3

After drawing this last night cause of reasons, I decided I liked how it came out and clearly needed to draw more. Lil’ older here and more of em’. X3

Enjoy the ded from cute, everyone! :D

About Keith as an Altean and possibly a Korean character

Imagine him being old enough to remember seeing the Joseon dynasty in person (sort of like the character from the K-drama called “My Love from the Star”).

Imagine him during the Korean Empire period.

Imagine him safely making his way to South Korea just before the 38th parallel was set in place.

Imagine him trying not to become attached to anyone and moving from place to place (like Seoul and even Jeju Island) and eventually to other countries. 

Imagine him walking by a stranger’s house in the dead of night somewhere in a quiet, rural part of America bc he’s an insomniac and seeing Neil Armstrong step onto the moon on the stranger’s television. 

Imagine him being awake and wondering what it’s like to be in space. 

Let’s talk about moving on

And how to do it in a healthy way.

My biggest problem with Staron is NOT Steve moving on.  I mean, yes, I have the very personal idea that not everyone moves on, and that’s okay, and I think Steve is one of those people.  But that’s a personal thing.  The problem with Staron is the dual problematic ideas of

  1. Steve being imprinted on Sharon from a young age as the ideal man via her aunt and
  2. Steve projecting his feelings for Peggy on her nearest relative, because it’s familiar and easy.

Neither of those things are healthy or good for either character.  It’s a horrible trope to push on Sharon, who could be so much more than that.  And I don’t care about “it was in the comics” because it wasn’t healthy in the comics either, and that was even pointed out by the characters, that they’re better as friends.  As for Steve’s transference, sooner or later, that’s going to fall apart, because Sharon isn’t Peggy, and sooner or later, he’s going to have to admit that, and it’s going to end up hurting both of them.  I mean, sure, MCU could totally skate over those consequences, and probably will, but I can’t.

And it has nothing to do with not being able to see Steve move on.

Take another scenario, where instead of Brutasha to fill that vacuum created by separating Clint and Natasha with Clint’s family, they developed the relationship that already existed between Steve and Natasha.  Where Natasha knows that there’s a part of Steve that will always love Peggy, because that’s how it works, and doesn’t fault him for that.  Where they both have those pieces the other can’t have, but that’s okay.  Where Steve has someone who’s different from Peggy, but has some of the same qualities, so it’s a type and not projecting.  Where Nat has someone who she can trust and depend on, but will call her on her shit.  Where they’ve both loved before, and that doesn’t end, but it doesn’t mean they can’t love each other.

I don’t even ship Steve and Nat, like, at all, because Clintasha and Steggy and that’s my life and my prejudices.  Also because I really love the platonic relationship, and think those are super important too.  But I would find that a lot more resonant and a hell of a lot more palatable than Staron, because it’s not perfect or ideal, but it’s a lot closer to healthy than we’re likely to get with Staron.

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Hello internet, 

I cannot sleep, so obviously I decided it was a great idea to take quotes from Planet Earth, put them overtop of photos I have taken, and make odd motivational posters out of them. I’m so glad I’m putting my photoshop subscription to good use. 

You’re welcome. Use them wisely. 

Edited to add: I made a second set. They can be found here.