like i cant chose just one!

I need to find mr new vegas..so i can nicely ask him to stop playin johnny guitar so often 

anonymous asked:

Hmm...how about BOTW Link in Clear Fall Day or BOTW Zelda in Storm Brewing? You don't have to do both- I just love those two palettes and cant decide on a character. ;v;

believe it or not, you sweet anon are the first one ever to send me a thing like this, so I did both :D mostly because it was super fun and I love the palettes you chose, but also I was happy that I got an ask :3

I tend to draw the Wild Child with freckles :D

I saw a lot of gifs of Zelda crying, noone should make her cry >:(

bf!Doyoung
•suRpRISE SURPRISE
•time to get shit fluffy again after so much angst writing uh yes
•GLORY BEHOLD KIM DONGYOUNG
•okay so first things first
•he protec
•he also attack
•but most importantly,
•he gonna nag
gotcha ;) ;)) ;)))
•hes gonna nag 24/7 im telling ya
•you forgetting to pick up a pen could turn into a 30 minute nagging session on responsibility and how it affects your future
•nags at you upon evry single thing tbh
•but of course as much as you try your best to not tickle him to shut up you know that he does it out of love and care especially for you
•taeyong wld be that number #1 fan who ships the both of you real hard
•not even kidding i think tae wld have a folder specially dedicated to photos of the both of you hanging out or prolly selcas uploaded on SNS that he screenshot-ed
basically taeyong being that embarrassing mom 24/7 but not that you actually mind tho cuz its cute
•alsO when we talk about our Dobunny we cant forget abt him being savage
•like he wld tease you
•a LoT
•but of course he wld know his boundaries when teasing you
•and of which brings me to his mom side
•like i dont see him talking too much when you’re sick (especially after he nags at you abt your health)
•like he wld be the softest and most caring person then
•he wld whip up healthy but deLiCIOuS soups for you to eat
•and when ur asleep he wld come into the room and be the big spoon and stroke your hair
•he wld constantly wet the towel he places on your forhead to cool you down
•and if you tell him that you need any meds hed prolly already have all the medicine u usually take memorised and halfway to the nearest pharmacy already
there goes dat boi
•also i think he wld be a pretty clingy bf
•BACKHUGS ARE A MUST EVERY THIRTY MINUTES
•oH and FOREHEAD KISSES YES
•IM GETTING SOFT BYE
•the both of you prolly have a special day for the both of you
•like sundays are specially for the both of you to spend time together and no one shall interrupt the both of ur activities on that day
•and on those sundays be pRePARED TO GET SPOILED BY HIM
•probs he wld have hidden your wallet/purse in his closet so you cant pay AT ALL
•and if you didnt want to chose anyth to buy hed force you to get smth
•like hed just take a dress he finds cute on you and then forces you into the changing room and buys it afterwards
•i think he wld be that bf who wld list down all the things that you like and just suddenly surprise you with these items on your birthday, thanksgiving, Seollal/Chinese New Year, new years eve and Christmas
•basically doyoung is that mom-ish boyfriend
prolly gets along with ur mom well too
•welp
•APPRECIATE🗣KIM🗣DONG🗣YOUNG🗣
•thank you :)
• :“) soft (”:
Butterfly Love

For @juanichi

A/N: I chose jimin just because he is your bias!! I hope you like it :D

38.) I wanna be more than just friends with you

41.) Whenever we’re together I feel at home.

Pairing : Jimin x Reader  

Word count: 1.2k 

Excerpt: Its not some grand confession of love. It cant even really be classified as one. He didn’t confess anything to you. He merely spoke what his heart desired. Its all very poetic just like a butterfly shedding its cocoon. Maybe it really has shed its cocoon, and as you looked at Jimin you were reminded of butterflies. 



Your eyes follow his moving figure from one place to another. You have seen him do this countless times, yet your heart flutters at the sight. Jimin moves every part of his body in sync with each beat. Its almost like watching a butterfly come out of its cocoon. Thats what he reminds you of. His body moves effortlessly as if he is made of nothing but water.

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WE REACHED 100 + !!!!

OH MY LORD!!!! I cant believe so many people chose to follow me to see more of my art! Just imagine it! 100 people didnt just see your work, they decited to follow you in order to see more! 100! Imagine this many people in one room its quite amazing……so thank you guys….thank you so much.. I really appreciate every single one of you and you should never forget that! I’m serious here, I’m overflowing with happiness and excitement everytime I see one of you liking or sharing my crap, or even following me! I have a lot of things in mind that I want to do and I hope that you guys will also stick with me know the future! Again… Thank you SO much! As a reward I wanted to upload a speed paint (traditional art), but because tumblr is being too sassy to download it I just have this one digital one (it was just to test some things XD) SO I guess I will give you that instead. ╮(─▽─)╭ maybe I will be able to show the other one someday who knows XD For the next milestone I think I will do an art raffle, but that will probably take a whileXD (sorry I’m being too excited again X3) YOU GUYS ARE AMAZING, STAY AWESOME AND BYE!

anonymous asked:

still cant believe the 50th... like it could've just been 10 and rose! Why you do this moffat! ugh. They only thing i kinda enjoyed was how angry rose haters got that she was the one so special it chose her look or whatever lol suck it!

Lol I remember spending years like “I don’t want Steven Moffat to write Rose tho” and then Billie got cast and as it turns out Steven Moffat writing not-Rose was even worse than the alternative

then as the 50th approached it was like well I am still wary but how bad could it be really? it’ll still be fun to see david and billie together at least

woops

the 50th broke me tbh i hung in there for a while with doctor who after it but it was never ~the same and i no longer trust any canon to not do the worst possible thing it can think of to do

RANDOM CRAP THE ADMINS HAVE SAID TO EACH OTHER

admins: Hai everyone! To celebrate another follower milestone, we’d like to present-

RANDOM CRAP THE ADMINS HAVE SAID TO EACH OTHER (via announcements on our KakaoTalk)

(haha i hope this is funny and entertaining for you guys, also this was just us joking/messing around)

  • we sacrificed our sanity for this.
  • we need jisoos
  • MEMESOL DOES NOT APPROVE
  • i stay shook lol
  • YOU’RE WRITING NOT ME HEHE
  • IM JIHOON EVERYTIME THEY ASK HIM TO DO AEYGO
  • you can’t not love Diva boo
  • AND I FEEL PERSONALLY ATTACKED
  • im getting the joshua roll
  • WE’RE NEVER READY
  • jess do you like messi
  • i ship everyone with everyone
  • I STAN CHILDREN
  • JISOOS CHRIST
  • Every carat ever: before discovering seventeen) dang there’s thirteen members… how am I ever going to tell them apart. After like a week: That’s jun’s leg
  • Me: I refuse to be shorter than lee Jihoon by an inch. My friend: wtf why
  • WHERE ARE YOU HIDING JISOOS
  • LET ME BE SHOOK
  • ALL OF SVT WILL COME FOR YOU EVENTUALLY
  • //INCOHERENT SCREAMING//
  • So do me a favor and back up to Antarctica thanks
  • You didn’t see me REGRETTING MY LIFE while editing fam
  • I was walking out of the movie theater singing mansae
  • you go to sleep later but wake up earlier what kind of sorcery is this
  • VERKWAN IS JUST LIFE
  • And they just sat there like, “don’t interrupt the crazy Joshua stan unless you want to die"
  • LIKE SWEETIE THE GROUND AINT GOING TO GIVE YOU THE ANSWERS
  • TWO TEEN TWO TEEN
  • OUR FOLLOWERS ARE WILD
  • XU MINGHAO.
  • ZOOMING HOW.
  • IF JEONGHAN HAS A KID WHO WILL BE HIS BABY
  • I was just having a mental breakdown
  • Me: “My life is hamburger” | My grandmother: you like hamburger? Go to Mcdonalds | Me: LMAO NO ITS JUST SOMETHING WONWOO SAID
  • THATS WHAT I GET FOR QUOTING WONWOO
  • I. CANT. BE. LEAF. I. FORGOT. LEGIT. ONE. OF. MY. FAV. GROUPS.
  • i need to think of romantic cheesy stuff
  • LETS MAKE IT SO FLUFFY EVERYONE WILL WANT TO DIE
  • Whatever group it is GotSeventeen
  • drink water kids not alcohol
  • do drugs kids not school
  • hoshi just chose me i didnt do anything
  • IM NOT CRYJING YOU ARE
  • STAN TALENT. STAN CHINA LINE STRONG POWER THANK YOU.
  • “kidney function is not a right its a privilege”
  • CHAN IS A QT”
  • Waiting for confetti to fly out of my heart like in aju nice
  • the fun part is if people want to complain about asks being off, they can’t because asks are off
  • MY NAME IS SOONYOUNG AND I KNEW I’D CATCH YOU SOON
  • do you ever think of random svt moments at school and you’re about to explode and your teacher is like do you think the Pythagorean theorem is funny
  • does anyone else just feel attacked if your bias so much as breathes I’m sitting here trying to have lunch and a random Joshua moment comes along and I nearly choke
  • Jeonghan is my main competition with Joshua so you can understand my pain
  • MAN IF ANYONE’S GONNA DIG OUR GRAVES, IT’S GONNA BE SEVENTEEN
  • TUMBLR SHOULD PAY FOR OUR SUFFERING LOL
  • get you a boyfriend who can make your heart race as much as svt can
  • WTF WHO INVENTED ANGST LEMME HUNT THEM DOWN
  • right like yo we ain’t svt either empty your bank account and go to a fansign bc you ain’t getting answers for free
  • what svt crack watching fan would think of anything besides meanie HONESTLY

  • lmao I saw the post we are a disaster
  • we are a hurricane
  • yea haha no SATAN BEGONE
  • WHERE IS YOUR TAG
  • HONESTLY I’M LIKE SOONYOUNG YOU LOOK HOT AF BUT PLZ DON’T EVER LOSE WEIGHT BC YOU NEED TO KEEP THOSE CHEEKS
  • I’D RATHER HAVE “THAT WOULDN’T BE GREAT” TATTOOED ON MY ARM
  • you know you’ve spent too long on tumblr when you start referencing yourself
  • kpop ruined and fixed my life
  • (a photo of Memesol with chips in his mouth like a duck beak staring into your soul)
  • yeah yeah I hope they can start dating after like 5 years? bc I want to see mini seventeens
  • I HELP PEOPLE DATE SVT BY WRITING AU’S OKAY
  • (about the hip-hop team’s mixtape volume 14) I WANT TO KNOW WHO THE FUCK DARED TO TAKE OVER CHWE HANSOL’S BODY IMMA FIGHT YOU
  • AND WHO THE FUCK TAUGHT WONWOO HOW TO CURSE IN ENGLISH HANSOL I EFFING BLAME YOUR DRAKE SONGS
  • (Seri and me still dying over the hip-hop team’s mixtape) SEUNGKWAN COME COLLECT YOUR MAN
  • TBH I’M THINKING JOSHUA DEFINITELY NOT AS HOLY AS WE MAKE HIM OUT TO BE WITH HIS LONG SHOWERING HEADASS
  • AND TO THINK I WAS LISTENING TO EYES NOSE LIPS BEFORE THIS UN HAENG II CHI II CHI BULLSHIT
  • (a photo of Wonwoo crying with the caption “*ulgo shipji ana*”)
  • FRICK YOU AND SVT I HATE AND LOVE YOU ALL (finally done freaking out over the hip-hop team’s mixtape)
  • LEE JIHOON IS SHAKING IN HIS GRAVE
  • I KNOW WHO KILLED LEE JIHOON, YOU DID WITH THIS MDROXKBSNCOSWG
  • I’ve already sold my soul to seventeen, what more do you want
  • when you can’t Hangul properly
  • PLEDIS. STOP. FREAKING. SLEEPING.ON. TALENT. AND. DPERIVING. US. (about China line)
  • has Joshua ever cried bc of Naruto
  • Svt was an experimental group sent to us by other beings in the universe bc they thought the earth was too dark and depressing without them
  • I must have been too focused on Hoshi’s arms
  • where can I find a cup of black coffee that tastes like cotton candy
  • BASICALLY I WAS PUSHED INTO HOSHI LIKE SOMEONE WOULD BE IN OUR AU’S
  • I’M SORRY THAT THE MERE MENTION OF SHUA RENDERS ME AS USEFUL AS A BLADE OF GRASS
  • WOW KWON SOONYOUNG YOU DRINK SO PRETTY
  • tags you’d use on tumblr: #UM #THAT’S ILLEGAL
  • I NEED TO GO BACK TO SCHOOL I’M STUPID LOL
  • “hold up is soonyoung 17 years older than me?” “wow what a coincidence” “wtf seri he’s 7 years older than you”
  • me thinks, “okay cmon we can get like 3 au’s done today”
  • reality hits me like, “lmao watchu saying you don’t got no time turner”
  • SERI MY DAUGHTER I WOULD LIKE TO GIVE YOU SOME ENCOURAGING AND INSPIRING WORDS BEFORE YOUR FIRST DAY OF HIGH SCHOOL WHAT I’M ABOUT TO SAY IS CRITICAL FOR YOUR SUCCESS- stan svt
  • and I have the soonyoung syndrome
  • I think I just died and have no more lives left
  • I have to write dates for thirteen 18+ year old boys
  • pffffffftttt sleep is for the weak
  • you’re never gonna find another friend like me ;)
  • I CAN’T USE MY TIREDNESS AS AN EXCUSE FOR CRAZY GOSH
  • we’re fuckin screwed
  • I feel like a swimming fool
  • wow you doing drugs? lame, I’m writing svt au’s GET ON MY MOTHERFUCKA LEVEL
  • but all my svt songs are my night songs, my shower songs, my hw songs,,,
  • and I said, “you know I probably couldn’t eat that ice cream bc I’m too salty”
  • I said, “you’re a prefect match for that ice cream because you’re so sweet” ;)
  • may Hong Jisoo be my guiding light (crying emojis)
  • and I thought ‘I like suffering so might as well’
  • my relationship with angst is pretty much the same as my relationship with seventeen
  • HAVE AN EGG TART
  • MY FAV IS KWON SOONYOUNG AND NO I’M NOT BIASED OR ANYTHING PFFT
  • I can’t listen to boom boom without a flannel or dress shirt on so I can stick out the side like they do at the beginning choreo:,,,)
  • I like svt //finger guns// //runs away//
  • I’d gladly be collected by soonyoung thanks
  • where do I sell my soul to get a studio version?

anonymous asked:

I looked up how to get certain Hogwarts houses and Pottermore and I noticed that a lot of the Slytherin geared answers were all of the ones people wouldn't normally pick or just secondary options and it made me kind of upset at the unbalance. I don't know, it just doesn't sit right because it makes it seem like Slytherin is unreachable in a way? I cant find the right word but I hope you get what I mean

I think I get it but I also think that it kind of makes sense?
For me I thought the answers said a lot about your thought process. Like the question about the path for me I chose the Castle because I can always go back to the other paths and explore if I want. The smell question got me good tho, it was kind of a dice toss sort of question where any of the possible answers would be correct.

I think the answers that get you into Slytherin are what they are simply because we apply logic and thought in a different way to others. Gryffindors and Hufflepuffs are more likely to be adventurous and choose the familiar things, Ravenclaw generally chooses logic and the curious things and Slytherin it honestly depends but our logic is more based on possibilities, it’s possible I can do both so I’ll do the most functional first and go back to do the curiouser options later.

Basically I think that the sorting hat is probably one of the most accurate cannon Slytherin things that JK has, her books required a “bad house” and bad people so she chose Slytherin. I think that could play a part in the types of questions and answer combinations that will get you into Slytherin but I think it’s more the reasoning behind your answers that plays the part.

But the way JK write Slytherin sucks a little because I feel the cannon writing doesn’t quite fit with how Slytherin would be when you look at the qualities and what we value most? Which is ambition, self preservation and determination. We tend to value fraternity and tradition less because we know they aren’t always traits that will lend to self preservation.

A lot of people see some of our qualities as less attractive than others but that’s ok. We don’t particularly care if you don’t like us, unless you’re instrumental to our goals. Then we’ll charm and schmooze.

But our way of thinking is inherently different because we see possibilities and weigh the pros and cons for each then we make our decision. So I don’t think so much that the “Slytherin answers” are what they are to make Slytherin House less reachable or less likely to be the option for those sorted, I think that we choose those answers because it fits in with the way we view the world and our logic.

*heteronormative parent voice* you want the rose gold iphone?! But youre a boy!

i wont let you cut your hair any shorter. No man wants to date a girl who looks like a boy

i cant believe it! My daughter chose the blue one and my son chose the pink one!

he needs to cut his hair, people will think he’s a girl.

drag gueens arent ‘queens,’ theyre clowns who need to move on with their life.

you should wear more makeup!! It makes you look prettier!

i bought this cute shirt for my five month old baby boy! It says “lady killer” isnt that just adorable??

what the hell?! Theyre gonna stop putting genders on birth certificates?? This world is going to hell!!

i saw a lady with a beard today!! I guess she just wants to be a guy. She needs to buy a dress and shave it off, she’ll feel pretty again.

you used to wear lots of dresses when you were little! Now all you wear is jeans and sweatpants! Whats wrong with you??

you cant wear that shirt! Its pink! Youre a boy!!

why are you watching that?? Its about cars? Youre a girl??

no son of mine shows emotion, he needs to be a man like me!

i cant put the desk together. Thats a blue job.

no way am i cleaning up this mess. Thats a pink job.

you cant play with your sisters dolls, here, have some Action Figures™ that are literally the same thing

You have a new message!

Prompt: Group Chat!AU Where Hoseok just want to be loved. Week 2 of YoonMin Bingo that is 3 days late whoops.

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tygerwaters  asked:

🐝

🐝: Tag three friends and your three favorite things about them!

@ponietsunotori Lynn is super sweet and caring, they always make me smile, and theyre always super understanding!

@terrorwatt Terror is so super supportive, and uses a rlly pretty blue (purple?) in their art that i rlly like, and theyre just. Really fukin sweet all the time.

@biancabrosca Petra is pastel pink, she always tags me in super nice things, and i rlly like that she gets rlly excited abt the things she likes.

Bcos i cant just chose 3: @sometimesvictini Higgins is such a positive person, theyre always willing to listen, and theyre super fuckin cute omg

@thecotton-candy-queen Candy has been my friend for years and shes still one of the nicest people i know, its endearing when she gets into a new thing and tells me abt it, and all her art is super expressive and cute and i love it

@todorokideservesbetter Deku is someone ive only met recently, but i actually love them so much??? Theyre…. magnetic, and theyre super sweet all the time, and theyre always postive and ily

@thegempage Opal is… like, ive known opal for a while now and theyr such a calming presence? Like…. theyrr super understanding and theyre so cool and nice and sweet and we dont rlly talk much but just seeing them on my dash makes my day better.

If i get more ill tag different ppl! Ahhh, i rlly couldnt just choose 3? Hh

(Bonus: @tygerwaters Tyger is handsome, pretty, beautiful, and i love you💞💞💞)

agustlab  asked:

I'm here to discuss with u how Jimin went to Yoongi's family house and probably met his family and Min Holly and took her out on a walk together and went on a dinner date with each other and spent their break being caring and adorable boyfriends because I have nobody else to scream with. Also Yoongi /apparently/ bought Jimin all the mangas of One piece for his birthday and idk I'm just crying in the club right now because they're so good to us

LiSTeN i cant believe …

  • these boyfriends were chilling with Yoongi’s family like jimin was their own :))) 
  • jimin met the in laws :))) 
  • yoongi showed an embarrassing side of himself to jimin that he wouldnt show to anyone else :))) 
  • theyre with each other 24/7 and still chose to even spend their break together :)))

i literally am SO suspicious of bighit now…. like this and other things show us so clearly that yoonmin are arguably like the closest in bangtan, yet we never get to hear about it, we never get to see yoonmin moments on official camera, we get videos with edited out yoonmin…. something is up and i am 90% sure its gay

anonymous asked:

Did you see the instagram video where Arrow guy Chyler and Sarah idk her name were talking about ships ending etc lol I mean i know there are fans who are sad about sanvers some reallly really mad ones But idk I cant see not watching cause Alex is still on the show and I love her so much. Plus Floriana chose to leave so why punish Chyler least well still have an out and proud character.. Hell Gh just shipped another lesbian couple off to never be seen again. What are your thoughts?

I haven’t seen the video, but here’s my opinion:

I think it’s a legitimate reason to stop watching a show because one of your favourite characters is leaving. I did it before and I would do it again. I think it has little to do with the remaining characters on a show and a lot with why you watch a show to begin with. So, if you were watching the show for Sanvers and one of the characters involved in this pairing is leaving the show, you might not want to watch it any longer and that’s okay.

What is not okay is to tell others to stop watching the show or lashing out at the actors for their choices. It’s your decision and yours alone and people need to start to understand that.

Am I sad that Sanvers is ending? Hell yes.

Was Sanvers my main motivation to start watching Supergirl? No. So, I will keep watching it but I understand anyone who chooses to walk away from the show once Floriana is gone.

(And I will say it again, I totally understand Floriana’s reasons to leave. She thought she was going to have a minor role until the writers expanded on the Sanvers storyline and asked her to stay for that without actually giving her proper screentime. Any actor staying in that kind of job would be kind of crazy because you have full commitment to a show where you neither get the screentime you deserve nor the payment that comes with a full-time job)

anonymous asked:

Hi hi! It's my birthday today, so can I request a fic? ^^ can I have Jungkook and/or Jhope (whoever you prefer writing) gang!au fic and they have a girlfriend and gets really protective when they see people hitting on her? ^^ (sorry if you've already done a request like this, i'm on my phone so i cant find it ^^)

Happy birthday sweetie!!! I hope you have an amazing day filled with smiles!!!

Here’s your little one-shot!

I chose Jungkook because I haven’t done a Jungkook one-shot in a while!

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When Jungkook wasn’t around, you were free to do what you liked. Not that he restricted you and kept you locked in the house - although people would expect that of people like him - it was just that he didn’t like people looking at you. He was the jealous type, and when he liked something, he kept it for himself, maybe shared with family.

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Understanding the Spiritual side of Mushrooms

Hello hello! Love your page, makes me feel good reading about people experiencing their own unique awakenings.
I messaged you to ask if you could check out a post on my page about a spritual mushroom experience I had not to long ago. I would like to hear someone elses take on it in orde4 to analyze it from someone elses point of view.
Thanks for reading and have a great day. :)
ishouldhavebeenawolf

Story here: http://ishouldhavebeenawolf.tumblr.com/post/144485970627/trip-report

Wow Thank you! Always a pleasure to hear <3

Um this was a lot to soak in, what’s interesting is mushrooms always has that particular effect of being highly analytical. I actually asked my wonderful husband to be about this because he’s more advanced when it comes to mushroom experiences and the neurology of them. He’s my grounding rock, you can see how we balance eachother out lol.

Take it from him: Psilocibyn creates a very associative experience where everything that you experienced within your life starts associating with your current experience, it blurs the boundaries of different parts of your brain and as a consequence you start experiencing an intersection of different thought patterns. Therefore you’re able to make new connections between different memories and your association with reality. The distinction between those regions become less defined and allow memories to intersect with one another. They basically intersect with one another while forming a highly subjective and associative experience. 

psilocibyn, the active compound in mushrooms, releases a flood of neurotransmitters in the limbic system, particularly the hippocampus, the thalamus and the anterior cingulate gyrus. the hippocampus is the part of the brain that controls memory, the cingulate cortex coordinates the signals between the hippocampus and the prefrontal cortex. it causes the brain to recall a wide variety of memories, and emotions all at once. what we experience in a psychedelic state of mind is highly personal to the individual and represents the sum total of an individuals personality and experiences up to that point. By removing the distinctions between regions of the brain, one is able to review these aspects of oneself in a symbolic and analytical manner, allowing the individual to control the emotional response one has to these individual and personal phenomena. in summary it allows you to see who you are, and how you feel about the world around you, therefore its up to you to decide how you will chose to act on the information you have about your identity 

a psychedelic trip is a lot like a waking dream. we see symbols and interpretations of the world that reflect our current world view. i cant interpret what the symbols your subconscious chose to present to you should mean. the whole point of a trip is to find out the contents of your mind and establish what personal meaning exists for you to discover. every experience is unique to the observer. this is your opportunity to decide who you are, and who you want to become, no one else can tell you that, just as no one can tell you what your hopes and aspirations are, or what you love and why. these things are defined by your response to specific phenomenological events that can only be experienced once, and that is what defines your identity. your trip is also unique, and it is a defining experience that has allowed you to shape your identity.

 this is the kind of thing for which you need to take a great deal of time for tremendous consideration. its nothing to be taken lightly. i still consider the meaning of my very first trips, as much as my most recent, and i am still discovering meaning in each of them, they have defined me in an extremely subjective and subtle manner. there is a great of dialectical tension in these experiences. the more you look for an objective truth, the more you will find subjectivity, and consequently, the more you seek subjectivity, the more objectively you will see the world around you, and the closer you will be to truth

its all very ambiguous and postmodern in nature, and its something you just have to make yourself comfortable with. our nature is to strive for certainty, but we must accept the fact that there are many things we can never know completely and that includes ourselves. we are compelled by these extremely atavistic and primal urges which are controlled by the limbic brain, every aspect of who we are as a species is defined by these urges. the two most compelling drives of any species are the drive to continue the species and the will to live, which in the common vernacular are drives of love and fear. the tension between these two drives are source of the most profound cognitive dissonance. 

we seek to know what is beyond our immediate perception, what exists over the horizon so that we may have certainty in our lives, yet we seek danger because our subconscious mind knows that there is a balance between risk and reward, and when we go to danger we are not only the most alive we will ever be, but also that we will have opportunity to control that which compels us. it is fundamental phenomenological paradox. we are are all individuals, and we are compelled by the same drives, yet we are all different, and outfitted with different capabilities, we seek to know the world around us and control our environment, but we are beholden to the forces of chaos and uncertainty.

The universe is deterministic, established on a series of parameters of specific initial conditions, and continuous in nature, and yet it is absolutely unpredictable. we are evolved to be individual, and yet to function as a group. that is the nature of society and the world we live in and yet it tells us nothing about what it is to be human, it tells us nothing of the joy of triumph, or the crushing blow of loss. 

Psychedelics help us glimpse these things, but its up to us to make the connections. they cannot give you something you do not already have. i do however view it as a rite of passage, and initiation into the mysteries of life. to me my experiences have been sacred, and helped reveal these deep truths. 

Sincerely, 
Adam

Fairy tail and sexism

You know what really bothers me? When “fans ” start to bash fairy tail and its plot due to the so called fanservice .What even is fanservice and why is it always directed at the girls? On tumblr I have seen thousands of posts that talk about how girls shouldnt be ashamed to show their bodies and they shouldnt be made to feel uncomfortable but when it comes to lets say lucy people freak out because she shows skin? Same goes for every other girl in the manga.They show skin, they are comfortable being what they are and you also know what they look stunning.Mashima writes amazing women who have passion, smarts, love, who support one another and are kind yet can probably kick your ass but yes “mashima cant write women and the manga is all about breasts and butts”.Why isnt any of this directed at the guys though? Gray (god bless his abs ) walks around nake
d half the time and natsu isnt too far off either but when it comes to bashing no one says a word.And of course the ripped clothes during battles .Excuse me but if you were fighting off demons, dark mages, dragons and etc im pretty sure that your clothes getting ripped ia unavoidable like I once ripped my jeans by just bending.So dont blame Mashima for being realistic.Lastly its Mashimas manga and he can draw what he desires and how he sees it fit, you probably cant do better so show some respect because this man barely gets sleep so we are happy and satisified and I will not have people bash him.If you dont like fairy tail okay its your opinion no ones forcing you to but dont insult mashima and the way he chose to draw HIS manga.
Ps.sorry for the rant

7 Steps to Cosplaying A Book Character.

This post was requested by an anon, and I`m doing this because I`ve also wanted to blog about my cosplaying times in book events. This will include pictures of my friends and I dressed up as book characters. (Steps + examples or ideas)

June Iparis in red gown (me), June Iparis in her Republic uniform (Dianne), Enzo Valenciano (Godwin), and Adelina Amouteru (Jera) Photo credits to Dianne Giron.

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Lucifer

I’m so conflicted. On one hand, I love Mark Pellegrino’s Lucifer from Supernatural because how could you hate him?

I mean, look at him!

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he’s just childish and lovable

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and has a wicked sense of humor

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he can be scary when he wants

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and you just can’t hate him

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AND THEN THIS GUY SHOWS UP

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AND I HAVE TO DECIDE WHICH LUCIFER I LIKE BETTER

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BECAUSE BOTH LUCIFER MORNINGSTAR AND FREAKING LUCI HAVE SIMILAR PERSONALITIES AND SENSE OF HUMOR!

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HOW CAN I CHOOSE?

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I CANT BE THE ONLY ONE WITH THIS ISSUE RIGHT?

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Damn. Damn. And more damn! Ughhhh his face..his hair..his muscles.. his everything, i just want to say to God thank you for creating this angel of a hulk. Smokin, SMoKiN HoT bOy is here. Like look at his smile over there, so so so so so so hot. But, he in that leather jacket, i just died. But, then that selfie thou, ughh, you cant chose one photo for this hot monster. I didnt catch his name , oh wait, he caught my eyes but not his name! haha. I’ll stop. Giovannni Bonamy. SLAY the Smokin Hottness. XOXOX

140903 Bangtan Ilsan fansign

The first fansign for bangtan’s new album was this wednesday allll the way out at the very end of line 3 in ilsan at kintex. The seats were first come first serve and since I wanted to take pics I went early in the morning to get on the fanmade list so i’d be early on in the order and therefore close to the front. i ended up being #28 in the second row right in front of suga, jimin, and taehyung which was great for me since they’re my top 3 hehe if i /have to pick/ sob…

we came back at 6pm for the name check and then went and had dinner at lotteria where i prepared my questions and got made fun of for not being able to pick a favorite member by my friends ㅎㅎㅎ but all and all it was a good time. i had brought a stuffed penguin to give taehyung along with a picture i took of him once where i really thought he looked like a little penguin, but i wasnt sure what the atmosphere would be like what with the tragic news of Ladies’ Codes’ accident. I was a bit worried,honestly, that it would be kind of a subdued first fansign and wasn’t really sure that kind of present was appropriate, but when the boys came in they were as bright as ever. they seemed super happy and excited to finally be meeting their fans again and were quite playful and smiley dispite the circumstances. I think being an idol means being skilled at compartamentalizing things, so even though they were probably affected by that they could also enjoy seeing their fans, happily.

The order of the fansign was Jeongguk-Jin-Hoseok-Namjoon-Taehyung-Jimin-Yoongi, which was a nice for me, but weird having Jeongguk be first. The members im usually the most awkward with are Jeongguk and Jimin actually ;; for some reason i can never think of things to say to them, but this time at least i had a built-in lead in for jeongguk since i could wish him happy birthday.

I knelt down across from him and gave him my album and he smiled and asked my name, which he wrote with a heart next to it. I asked him how his birthday was and he very emphatically told me it was really good, and then i mentioned that i was actually at simply kpop that day so i saw him haha. Then he read my question for him which was “Which hyung gives the best presents? What kind of present did you get from him?” and he wrote seaweed soup, so i said “oh so Jin hyung?” and he was like yeah~ and that was pretty much the whole conversation with him. Oh, and he told me I spoke Korean well. i told him i’ll see him on friday too and then moved on to Jin.

Jin greeted me with a “Hi~ What’s your name” and when I told him “Kat” he was like “oh like your headband?” because I had a cat ear headband on, but i think he might have just pointed, not actually said headband bc he was speaking english and i dont think he knows the word haha, his english pronunciation is so nice though wow. Then he went to read my post it, but i got really embarrassed so i covered it up and told him “dont read it, im shy now!” hahaha;; and he was like haha it’s okay, so i uncovered it and he started to read it again but i kept getting shy (basically i wasn’t sure if i’d be able to speak korean properly so i wrote a note just kind of rambling that he’s super attractive and lately every time i see him he gets more attractive to me, but I just.. got soo… embarrassed! aha…). And then he was like “Do you know my part in danger?” and I was like “yeah??” and he started singing it and like… made me sing a long lmao. and then he asked me if i knew jeongguk’s part, like he wanted me to do it? but i was confused so i asked which part he meant and was like 귀요미 지못미? haha. i told him I was coming again on friday so he should try to remember my name and he told me he would and gave me a high-five.

Hoseok greeted me with the opening of Hormone War, “Hello hello, hello hello~” which was cute haha he asked me my name and I was like it’s kat and he wrote it but he was talking to me without actually looking at me but I was like yeah I saw you last promotions too you don’t remember? and he looked at me really confused haha i don’t think he remembers meeting me at all despite me also seeing him all summer at airports and such. i told him i cut my hair so maybe he doesn’t recognize me but i think he was still confused. he kept drawing hearts next to my name to make up for it though haha. my question for him was “What’s a song you really want to make choreo for?” and he immediately wrote “We On” I asked him what about a non-Bangtan song and he he thought for a second and wrote “Wiz Khalifa~♥︎” so i told him I really wanted to see more of his choreography and said bye and moved on.

Namjoon greeted me with a big smile and said “LTNS”… to which i replied…“sorry?” and he got all flustered and was like “oh like long time no see haha…” and I was like “ohhh! yeah… wow namjoon you know more english slang than me, I know!” and he got all bashful like “naww man hahhahaa” it was cute. Then he asked me where I was from and even though in my head I was like… namjoon we’ve been over this, I just said California and of course it spurred him into an excited tumble of words about how great California was and i told him it looked like they had a really good time. i asked him to write a poem with each line starting with one letter from my name (like you can do in korean with characters in people’s names, but you can do it in english with letters). So he hid the post-it as he wrote it and kind of giggled to himself. he quickly turned the page so i couldn’t see it and he wouldn’t let me turn back to it either. he started laughing a lot and was like, “don’t look at it now, and it’s just a joke okay?”. I was like, “wh..y…?? what did you write omg” but he just kept smiling and laughing.

This is his beautiful poem. such lyrical genius and this is the poem i get haha:

V was next and he greeted me brightly with his cute “hello~!” and i said hi, and he asked me my name and I said Kat. He started to write cat with a c, but corrected himself and crossed it out and was like, “oh no, K! K! right??” and I was like yeah! that’s right, and he goes, “yes!! i remember! you came to gwangju right!!” and I was like yes! omg and he goes in English, “I missed you!!” and I just was like “I missed you more taehyung!” and i gave him the penguin and he kind of played with it and put it under his arm while he signed (i really want to see a pic of it T^T if anyone sees it let me know please!!) and i tried to explain that it reminded me of him in the picture i gave him with the thing but im not sure if he understood what i was saying to him lol. anyway, he was really cute and he didnt look at my post-it but i dont even careeee because TAEHYUNG T^T.

Jimin greeted me and asked me name and just.. jimin is so handsome his skin is such a nice tone and i just get really overwhelmed by looking at him because i think he’s so handsome T^T. he signed my album and answered my question, which was “you did really well at sukira by yourself! if you could go on a show with one member who would you choose?” and he picked Jhope. i said i think that would be entertaining, and then we just stared at each other. i should have asked him why he picked hoseok… or something… but i just… stared at him haha. eventually i was like “you become really really handsome;;” but then i had to move on. idk… park jimin does something to my brain T^T

Yoongi greeted me in korean with a “long time no see” and asked me name. he asked me if i went back to the states between promotions and i told him no, i’ve just been here^^ and he was like really?? you didn’t go home? and I was like, “no… you didn’t see me at the airport and stuff? cos i saw you guys a lot haha” and he was like ah.. yes… but im pretty sure they just dont look around when they’re doing stuff. like the only time they actually look at their fans are when they’re right in front of them at fansigns.. sigh. anyway, then he answered my post-it which hairstyle do you like the best on you? and he went down all the options and checked them all saying, i like them all! and i was like ok… well pick a favorite? he thought about it a bit and chose haruman. i told him it was my favorite on him too. he told me my korean has improved since last time he saw me and i told him thanks and i’ll see him friday ^^

and that was my fansign. nothing too exciting to be honest, but it was nice to see them again in such good moods. and V remembered me T^T I cant… the rest of the fansign i just took pics and waved at them every so often. some other cute things that happened though:

-at one point V accidentally drew a dot on his face and everyone shouted at him about it. he made a lot of funny faces but didn’t actually try to get it off. finally someone gave him a hand mirror and he made a super exaggerated tragic face haha. he tried to get it off with a tissue but couldn’t so a staff had to give him some kind of cream lol.

-jimin got some kind of packaged toy and playfully tried to hit taehyung with it but accidentally hit him in the face with the sharper part of it and taehyung made a pained/surprised face so jimin apologized a lot and reached his arm around him like ‘are you okay??’

-and then like 15 mins later he got a soft toy and hit taehyung in the face with it to which taehyung just made an “unamused” resigned face haha.

-someone gave jimin a big rainbow slinky which he played with but accidentally threw it over the table to the audience side and someone had to retrieve it for him. everyone was teasing him about it lol

-a few minutes later suga was playing with a stuffed whale plushie and threw it in the air, but it also fell to the otherside of the table. all the fans were like “its okay!” and jimin made a really affronted face and was like, “no its not!” (like why do you guys tell him it’s okay but make fun of me T_T)

-a fan gave each member little red flowers, jeongguk, jin, suga and jhope all put them behind their ears while namjoon and taehyung only kept them briefly, but jimin really liked it. he held it through the entire fansign in his left hand, and even during their picture time and carried it out with him.

-at the end their mics weren’t working very well, they kept cutting out. hoseok’s wasn’t working at all so namjoon took it and it worked fine. hoseok took it back and it stopped… so namjoon took it again and it worked.. and hoseok made such a cute annoyed face haha like whyyyy??

-jeongguk sang part of Rain for us

-they asked us to be extra careful going home tonight because the roads were dangerous.

(feel free to take out anything from my fanaccounts, but please credit back to me thank you!)