like he did this on purpose

Scared of loosing you//Shawn Mendes

A/N: YikeS this is shitty, this isn’t edited whoops

Prompt: “Whatever happens next, I want to make sure that you know that I loved you.“

You knew when you got the call what it was about, you fucking told him and he didn’t listen, now look where he’s ended up. Shawn had a habit of Snap-chatting while he was driving, no matter how many times you told him to stop he never did, now look what happened.

You weren’t angry at Shawn, quite the opposite actually, but you were anxious and scared- you needed to blame someone, And Shawn seemed like an easy target, yeah it was partially his fault but he didn’t do it on purpose. it was a mistake, that could cost you your boyfriend.

You wanted to hate him right now but you couldn’t, no matter how much you wanted to be mad at Shawn right now you couldn’t allow yourself to be, he looked so broken, lying there in that hospital bed, barely living.

It tore your heart to pieces seeing him like this, in so much pain, but it hurt you more knowing there was absolutely nothing you could do to help him, all you could do was watch as Shawn slowly lost his grip on this world- on you.

“We’ll leave you alone with him, then we have to do some tests.” The doctor gave you a sympathetic smile and a small pat on the back and went on his way, the small nurse that had been tending to Shawn followed after him, when they closed the door you broke down, leaning against the armchair for balance, you couldn’t even look at Shawn, it stung too much.

You gently ran your hand down his cheeks, careful not to press down on his bruises, it killed you to see him like this, so helpless. The beeping of the heart monitor was driving you crazy, just knowing that at any second it could go completely silent terrified you.

You hadn’t had much experience with grief, you’d never lost a lot of people that you loved, your grandmother died when you were younger but you don’t remember her, you wouldn’t know what to do or how to act if Shawn didn’t wake up, there was always a risk that he wouldn’t, and if he did who knows if he’d even remember you.

You needed more time, to tell Shawn how much he meant to you, and how much you needed him. The ache in your heart grew bigger and bigger every second you had to spend without him, this was your own personal hell, cooped up in a small cramped hospital room, The love of your life slowly dying beside you. The clock that hung on the wall haunted you, every moment that went by felt like a hundred years, you needed time, but it was your enemy, you didn’t have any left.

You glanced at Shawn’s face, he looked somewhat peaceful, like nothing in the world could hurt him anymore. You wanted to hold onto the hope that he would wake up, but it had been days and there was no sign of improvement. At this stage the only thing keeping Shawn Alive was the life support machine.

What where you supposed to do? You couldn’t abandon Shawn- no never. That wasn’t an option, you knew that if it were the other way around Shawn would be there for you a hundred percent. You weren’t going to let him down, not now, not ever

“Shawn baby, I know you can hear me, I know it hurts to move and to breathe, and to live.” You thought carefully about your next words, if Shawn could hear you what would be going through his mind? Would he think you’ve given up on him?

“I don’t know what’s going to happen and I’m scared Shawn, I’m scared of loosing you and of being alone, you were the only person who ever made me feel like I was worth something. Please try to fight, do it for me Shawn, do it for us, try your hardest to stay. But if you can’t fight that’s okay, if you want to leave I’ll support you. Whatever happens next, I want to make sure that you know that I loved you.”

That’s all it took for you to break down, you never thought you’d have to say goodbye to Shawn so soon, there was still so much left to say, to do, but there was no time left, it wasn’t supposed to end like this, Shawn was at the peak of his career, he had so many people to look out for, they depended on him for their happiness. And now he’s gone. A memory more distant every day, until one day he’s forgotten, all the happy memories, laughs and jokes, gone. As if they never existed to begin with.

The heart monitor beeped one more time, then never again.

SOOOOOOO that TWD premiere huhh!?? Rick was all “ARGGHH” and Daryl blew stuff up and everybody shot a lot of machine guns and ZZZZZZZZZZZ.

*If you don’t to see negativity, scroll past*

I love these characters. I really do. But that episode? There was essentially NOTHING important that happened that I couldn’t gather from the trailer. Not a single thing. Here are my issues:

  • Why does Rick look 20 years older and Michonne looks EXACTLY the same?? And clearly it’s only been like 5 years?? And what purpose did that flash forward serve? I don’t get it.
  • Why were people shooting machine guns and using ammunition up at these weird ass times when it didn’t seem to serve a purpose? Like shooting up the windows?? What was that for?? 
  • Why didn’t they just shoot Negan when he first walked out?? Like….he’s right there!!?!? Just fucking shoot him!?!? What are you waiting for???
  • Why didn’t Gabriel shoot Negan the second he heard his voice in that trailer?
  • Why can’t anyone hold a proper conversation on this show? Just a full sentence, that’s all I’m asking. A sentence with a subject, verb and a noun. Maybe eve, dare I say it….a couple sentences!!! (And Rick doesn’t count. He gets way too much time giving inspirational survival speeches)

Good things:

  • I love King Ezekiel!!! Omg he’s so great. And while I am hard and fast not here for Carzekiel,  I do love that he so clearly appreciates and cares about Carol. Anyone who recognizes and values Carol is A++ in my book.
  • Obviously, Caryl hug=wonderful. And I felt like even though their dialogue was stilted and didn’t totally make sense, it felt like it was supposed to be a bit loaded? I hope.

Okay, venting is over. Caryl on, and here’s to hoping that the best is yet to come!!!

anonymous asked:

Hcs of jared's son getting caught sneaking out.

Jared goes to check on him and see’s him sneaking out his window, instead of lashing out then and there he calmly and quietly goes outside to where the window leads and waits there for his son to notice him.

He tries to talk to his son, not wanting or having the patience to fight, just wanting to really know why he’s leaving but his son is a hothead just like he was at that age and refuses and locks himself away in his room.

While Jared is at the door trying to talk through it to reason with him, he realizes his son did that on purpose to trick him and take another shot at leaving. 

Jared drives all around LA refusing to let his son learn the hard way, kicking himself while he does that maybe he should, but can’t stop himself. Desperate for his kid not to repeat all the things he did.

Until he gets the call from his brother that his son crashed at his place, Shannon tells him to just let him spend the night but Jared is too stubborn to put aside what he thinks is best for what may be and goes directly to the house and makes his son come home.

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Sorry if this comes in again I swear tumblr eats my asks on mobile 😖just here to rant about how awesome I thought the show handled oz's leg (even though it's via manipulation) I thought Sofia was so great and Oz reaction was so perfect (bonus points for no condescension/ableism yess)--im just a bit sad we couldn't have had a moment like that with ed when they were living together I feel like ed would've been great about it!! 😭Hope you're having a good day!

For all we know it could have happened! Maybe Ed did help him with his leg at some point and we just never got to see it.  But I like the theory about him giving her the long con, when I saw someone mention that he never really shows his injury to people. He doesn’t make it apparent at all that it’s hindering his ability to function, and  I think it’d be a very interesting and intelligence way for Gotham to go if he was making himself seem in pain on purpose, though his acting skills must be through the roof.

But knowing Oswald, maybe it doesn’t take much effort to feign an emotional moment with tears. ANYWAY. I thought it was shot well, and it showed how…far Sofia is willing to go to pretend to be almost his mother, and how far she can stretch her manipulation. I love her. I don’t doubt Oswald has something up his sleeve though.  

stop taking pictures or he’s gonna get grumpy 

The Arkansas Sleep Experiments

by reddit user nazisharks

To Those Who Sleep

This happened a few years ago. You may have heard rumors if you’re on campus. Some even circulated online. Nobody knew what really happened. Because I’m the only one who knows and I kept quiet. For a multitude of reasons. None of them matter now. Here’s what really happened.

The four of us were handpicked for this experiment by Prof. Richardson because we’d all studied under him, worked under him, and, as much as anyone can, earned his confidence.

He said this one was different. We had to keep it quiet. He wanted to keep details to a minimum. All he would tell us before going in was that he required a month of our lives and that if he succeeded sleep would never again be a necessity.

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My Way - Chapter 01

Description: Jungkook doesn’t appreciate your boyfriend’s insistence that he stop sleeping with you and he knows just how to prove that you like it his way.

Pairing: Jungkook x Reader

Genre: Smut, some underlying angst

Word Count: 9,324

Warnings: Fuckboy!Jungkook, Dom!Jungkook, infidelity, rough sex, thigh riding, very light breath play, gratuitous and shamelessly self-indulgent bragging via sext

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Imagine Bill letting it slip that you are dating during an interview.

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“So here we also have a photo of-” Jimmy paused, taking a look at the screen, just like Bill, and the entire audience that went crazy and started cheering and clapping the moment they saw you.

Bill himself chuckled as he took in the sight of you looking stunning as ever in your red dress, standing on your tiptoes even if you were wearing high heels to kiss his cheek; one hand on his chest and the other on your shoulder as he had an arm wrapped around your waist and the other cupping your cheek. 

He didn’t even know how they had managed to snap that photo because it wasn’t exactly in front of the cameras. You had mostly been standing on the side with his brothers, and great friends of yours, and he had rushed to you to get that good luck kiss. He didn’t expect there to be evidence of that so he was glad he’d kept himself from kissing you properly on the lips.

“(Y/n) and you.” he completed with a smile, glancing for a moment at the enthusiastic audience “You two-” he turned back to the actor “You two are great friends right? I’m- I’m just asking because that could, you know, be misinterpreted by some.” he motioned to the photo, giving a look at the audience and everybody laughed at that.

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what she says: i’m fine.

what she means: niall james horan really defied all of the odds and went to harry’s show last night AND he did it lowkey. he didn’t attract too much attention, didn’t really take pictures, took a couple of friends but stayed by himself in a corner and he just watched, like he was truly only there for harry. it wasn’t the first time he saw him perform but it was the first time he watched harry from the outside, from the crowd, where nothing he was doing was really directed at him, and yet he still had that same fond smile on his face which he gave harry so many times over the years before. 

anonymous asked:

What do you think Shiro's backstory is? Do you think he has family back on earth, or is Keith all he has?

At this point, I’m pretty sure Shiro is estranged from his family. If he were just an orphan, then I think his official character bio would have said so–like it did for Keith. So I think there must’ve been a family at some point, but they seem to be out of the picture. There’s also a few things that I think indicates Shiro may have lost his dad. 

And we see this reflected in Sam. In a way, I think he definitely reminds Shiro of his father, or at least ended up being a kind of fatherly figure. When Shiro rescues Matt from the gladiator arena, the last thing he says is, “Take care of your father.” This message sounds deeply personal, like there’s a history there and maybe Shiro was unable to save his own dad at some point. 

This is taken a step further when Shiro decides they can’t afford to waste time looking for Sam and Matt. He’s only convinced when Pidge mentions they’re family, and Shiro just stops and says, “Commander Holt is your father?” before immediately agreeing. So as much as Shiro cares about Sam, he wasn’t willing to risk the mission until he found out that Pidge was trying to save her dad. I really do think that must’ve resonated with Shiro on some level, like he’s been in that position before 

Also, something about this last shot–look at Keith’s face here. He also looks visibly affected. And I mean, we know Keith would give just about anything to be able to find his dad, so I think Shiro also having some kind of troubled past involving his father is very likely. Shiro and Keith are present for this scene instead of Lance and Hunk for a reason. 

Of course, it could also be that maybe something happened and Shiro ended up parting with his dad on bad terms, and it’s something he really regrets. After all, when calming down Pidge, he tells her something her father said instead of giving advice from his own dad. I think that says Shiro was never really all that close with his own father or maybe he just grew up without one. 

And honestly the first red flag for me was how Shiro reacted to being held prisoner for a year. The Kerberos crew was announced dead, and any family he had would’ve been told that. They must’ve mourned him, held a funeral for him. His picture was all over the news alongside the headline Pilot error

And yet?? Shiro never expresses any desire to see his family again or return to Earth like the other paladins–despite the fact that he’s been gone the longest. On top of that, he never even once asks anyone for news on his family–you’d think he’d talk to Keith or Pidge at least. What person is declared dead for a year and then doesn’t think about how their loved ones must feel? Doesn’t want to go home to them and tell them not to worry, that they’re okay. 

Shiro’s behavior is bizarrely abnormal, there’s just no way to account for that kind of response unless Shiro was either already distant from his family or absolutely dreading going home–and this is also very possible, as Shiro’s changed, he’s not the person he was before. He has his trauma, his PTSD–he believes the galra have turned him into a monster. He has to go home and try to explain why he was gone so long and lost his crew and has only one arm and his hair’s gone white. So maybe Shiro’s just terrified because all sense of normalcy would be gone and there’s no sense trying to return to it. Shiro’s not like Lance, Hunk, or Pidge–he can’t just go back. But as understandable as that would be, I more so think that Shiro doesn’t have very much to return to in the first place.

So far, the closest thing Shiro really has to a home is Keith. When he crashes back to Earth, he never asks about his family or tries to at least visit his house before he leaves. But I think it says a lot that Shiro does end up back at Keith’s home. And Keith is the one who offered him his little shack as shelter, has a warm heart-to-heart where he welcomes him back. This is Shiro’s homecoming. And given that the shack has always been a symbol of home for Keith, we can infer that Shiro will always have a place there as well. 

I think it’s very telling that there’s an episode where everyone but Shiro and Keith express wanting to go home or find their families–Shiro never voices an opinion on the matter. He’s completely silent and only steps in to try to calm Keith down and settle things with Pidge. But I think we get even more insight to how Shiro feels from Stayin’ Alive in season 2. Everyone’s reminiscing about their fond memories, and they all look so happy. But then there’s Shiro, with his back turned away from everyone. He looks pretty deep in thought, like something’s really bothering him 

And when he does turn back to face the group, he says this:

You realize once we defeat Zarkon, the universe won’t need Voltron anymore.” Just as a refresher here, Shiro was basically the most excited about being a paladin–“Defenders of the universe huh? That’s got a nice ring to it.” Shiro found a purpose, and he took pride in it. He felt like, even as much as the galra have tormented him and tore him apart, he finally found a place where he belonged

And that’s why so much of his fear is wrapped up in this idea that he’s not worthy of the job–“Did you ever think a monster like you could be a Voltron paladin?” Fighting the good fight and saving lives meant something to Shiro. His connection with the Black lion and having a team were both very healing for him. He doesn’t want to lose that 

And it only gets worse because everyone else automatically has something planned, they all have something in mind after Voltron. And they all want to go home or return to their families, but Shiro says nothing. Because there is no after for him, nothing back on Earth waiting for him. After Pidge says, “I could search for my family,” Keith adds, “I guess I could look for mine.” But Shiro never says anything about his plans for the future. He doesn’t have any 

And Shiro looks pretty tense this whole time. When he talks about how if everything goes according to plan this will all be over–you really get the feeling he doesn’t want it to end. Like being a paladin is this amazing dream and he just doesn’t want to wake up. 

Even when Kuron believes he’s dying, the only significant memories that resurface are all to do with Team Voltron. Nothing related to his own background or family. And the fact that Keith welcoming him back is the first thing he sees says a lot–that’s home to him 

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  • me this summer: oh boy, i have so much spare time!! i would love some new content, or even the album!!
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Niall Horan reveals a secret lover he had in 1D inspired his best songs — and it has inspired his emotional debut album Flicker

FOR his five years in ONE DIRECTION – and the nearly two years since they went on hiatus – NIALL HORAN has been linked to a string of beautiful women.

But while his bandmates HARRY STYLES, LIAM PAYNE, LOUIS TOMLINSON and ZAYN MALIK have had plenty of girlfriends since shooting to fame, Niall always insisted he was single . . . until now.

In his first Bizarre guest-edit since going solo, Niall revealed his incredible debut album Flicker, out today, was inspired by a secret relationship.

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I rang up such a cute couple the other day??? They had both just come from church so they were really dressed up and the lady was wearing this elaborate and vibrantly colored paisley dress. Her husband had a quiet demeanor but when I looked over at him I noticed that he was wearing a tie that was almost as intensely paisley-patterned as his wife’s dress. When I mentioned how well-coordinated they looked, the guy suddenly had this huge grin on his face and his wife looked over (apparently just now noticing his outfit) like “Oh my God? You did that on purpose didn’t you????” and the guy smiled EVEN BIGGER and they both were just so adorably happy like dude it was such a seemingly simple thing but I’m still reeling

Johnny The Pirate Crab

Context: Our party (A Tiefling Bard named Lucky, a Halfling Ranger named Fletcher, a Human Sorcerer named Light, Me [a Half-Elf Druid named Katium], and a human Fighter named Wu [who was out this week], along with one NPC, a Human Paladin) has been tasked by a group of pirates to venture into a waterlogged cave to find their captain, who supposedly had a treasure map and had fallen in through a collapsing roof/floor. They described his figure and wear, which included a classic three-point pirate hat.

DM: You wade through the water into the sandy alcove, and there is a large crab staring back at you from a corner, with a pirate hat on his head. It skitters from side to side clicking its claws.

Lucky (OOC): I squat down and start clicking my hands together like a crab.

DM: You notice that it does imitate you. 

Katium (OOC): Does the hat seem like the one the crew described to us?

DM: It does fit the description, but you’re not sure.

Katium (OOC): I’d like to use thorn whip to snatch the hat off his head and bring it over to me.

DM: Roll for an attack.

Katium: *Rolls 21*

DM: The hat gets pulled right between the middle of both of you. If you want to bring it over to you with another thorn whip, roll initiative for the purpose of beating him to it.

Katium: *Rolls 14*

Crab: *Rolls 6*

Lucky (OOC): I would like to intercept in front of the crab as he pulls the hat over.

DM: You and the crab have a side-to-side crab stand-off.

Light: Katium, can you do a speak with animals thing? What if this is the captain?

Katium: Good idea. *Casts Speak with Animals* Can you understand me?

Crab: My hat my hat my hat my hat-what?

Katium: Do you have a name?

Crab: Nope. Never needed one. Gimme my hat back.

Katium: Where did you get it from?

Crab: Floatin’ in the water. Gimme.

Katium: Alright, I’ll hand it over.

Lucky: What’s going on there? Is it the captain?

Katium: Nope. Just a crab. Doesn’t have a name or anything.

Lucky: I want to name him Johnny. *Turns to crab* Can I call you Johnny?

Crab (in crab): Sure. Works for me.

Katium: You can understand him?

DM: Light, you would know that this is an Awakened Crab, so he’s basically a really smart crab that can understand Common.

Katium: Could you help guide us around these caves? We’ll make it worth your while.

Johnny the Crab: Sure. Just let me in on some of the treasure and let me keep the hat.

Eventually we cleared out the rest of the caves, and Johnny decided to stick with us. He’s Lucky’s pet now, and Lucky plans to teach him how to speak Common and sing. So long as Johnny is allowed to keep the hat, which we were happy to agree to.

nefarious ❖ chanyeol

anon requested: Heyo could I request some step brother chanyeol smut where they don’t get along and are constantly teasing each other (in a sexy way?). One day chanyeol is going through the girls Phone and finds her daddy kink bdsm Tumblr and decides to punish her ;) in turn some kinky sex with spanking and bondage. (Lol sorry this is so detailed chanyeol has been fucking me up lately)


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✎ Nefarious: wicked, villanous, despicable or simply Park Chanyeol.


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Do you think Jungkook’s jeans breathe a sigh of relief when he takes them off at the end of a long performance? Like, “Oh Praise Be To God! Those thighs are finally gone. I can breathe! My nerves have been stretched and frayed like the very fibres of my being. When will he read my memo about going a size up?”

And his white shirts must have meetings like, “Whose turn is it today? Gary? Is it you? Or is it me? Who is on for White Shirt Duty? Does anyone here remember who is meant to be doing the Wednesday White Shirt Shift?”

Taehyung’s clothes would eye-roll at them like, “Oh, you guys think you’ve got problems? Look how……OH MY GOD CAROL! RUN! He’s coming at us with scissors again!!!!”

Meanwhile, the rest of Tae’s wardrobe would be like, “Francesco and I are from the Milano Gucci store, we’re OG. I heard there are some sandals here from the New York branch. No offence but they can’t sit with us if they’re from the 2014 S/S collection. They’re not vintage, darling. They’re just tragic.”

Down the corridor, Yoongi’s clothes would have their own meeting like, “Look, I know it’s summer but we’re all just going to have to deal with the heat and fade okay? He’s bought us the special fabric softener for black clothes so it’ll be okay you guys. We can do this! Courage for our human!”

All of Jin’s clothes are like, “Wheeeeeeeeeee! We love Jin! We look so pretty! Oh dammit, Steve! Everybody stop! Red Steve just jumped into the laundry and now we’re all pink……..oh well. Wheeeeeeee!”

I know for sure that somewhere in the back of Namjoon’s closet all his shirts are sitting in a circle like, “I clothe him. Yes. We all clothe him. We are nothing but a social construct. But he gives us purpose! This symbiotic relationship is the true essence of being. Hey, where’s Cornelius? Did he get lost again? He’s not still in Japan is he? Because Namjoon lost his passport in Germany.”

Jimin’s sweaters are probably the sweetest kids at the laundromat. “Guys, remember what our human said. It’s not the size of the dog in the fight, it’s the size of the fight in the dog. If you run into one of Jungkook’s punk ass t-shirts, bite the shit out of it and don’t leave any evidence behind.”

Hobi’s clothes have the best life for sure. “Our human is better than your human. That punk ass kid Jungkook got soy sauce all over me but our human gave me a nice pre-wash-soak. Then I got the gentle spin cycle, Huggy Bear fabric softener and full sunlight so I’m looking and feeling fresh again. Our human should run for president.”

“I hope I deserve it”

Is what Dany days as Jon “verbally” bends the knee. But why exactly?

Dany is a proud woman, and when she’s not, she puts up a facade of being proud. Her neverending list of titles prove it, but it’s not like it’s not right for her to be or that there’s no reason to be - in the contrary, she both needs it and deserves it. She did endure all that she explained to Jon and she did achieve all that her titles means. The fact that so many - me included, at times - don’t like it, is because it’s a tad repetitive, but it’s completely true, and because it’s often put in comparison with Jon who, on the other hand, is extremely humile, and for whose honour Davos himself had to step in - because he doesn’t care. He came to Dragonstone for a diplomatic purpose and that’s what he’d doing, being the honourable, severe son of his adoptive father Ned Stark. All that he did, he did for others, never for himself, fully knowing he’d gain but hatred but for it. And if he doesn’t bend the knee all the times Dany asks him is because he and his men and women in the north have now different matters to take care of, much less “trivial” than a war in the south. Let alone “brag”, he doesn’t even state what he’s done exactly. David has to, in his place. And that’s when he says

“He took a knife in the heart for his people…!”

But Jon sends him a stare and stops him. Why? Because it’s already difficult to believe in dead armies and White Walkers, let alone resurrections.

But Dany is still a tad curious. This man is the North is a ruler of about her age, humile, mysterious. He’s here for a very specific purpose and doesn’t seem to be afraid of her, nor of her dragons. If she wants to kill him, so be it, he’s come simply to serve his people. And that’s how she starting to see him as very similar to her, unengaged in day-to-day personal matters. Because Dany too, for as proud as she is, wants to serve the people.

So she asks Tyrion about it, and he doesn’t give the matter importance. She then asks Jon in person, but they are interrupted.

Then he leaves for the mission beyond the wall. She can see again just how much of a leader. Just like she took Drogon and met the Lannister army in open field personally, so he wouldn’t let his men do something so stupid dangerous without taking part in it himself. He’s again honourable, severe, uninterested. When she arrives to save them, he’s about the take her hand and get away

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But he doesn’t. He lets the other go first while fighting off the wights. Selfless to a fault, so much that he almost loses his life for it, but he manages to return. And she sees his scars. At this point I guess she asks Davos for clarifications and this time, he gives them to her, explanaining that the King in The North did take a knife in the heart for his people.

At this point, to her, he’s the most honourable leader she’s ever met. He’s nothing like the lords and ladies she’s fighting, not even like her now deceased allies. He’s merciful and self-sacrifical. And after weeks spent together she should understand better the situation in the North and what exactly it implied for him to do what he did.

That’s where the “I hope I deserve it” lies. He’s a man she admires, not one of those sheep she either has the win over or threaten. What he did for his people, the kind of things he did, is what she’s like to do when she sits on the iron throne.


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Jon, at the same time, understood her better. What she did, at the cost of one of her children, to save them, is in the same way something he has profound respect for. The North doesn’t like southern rulers because they are not understood by them, it’s two completely different worlds. But this one dared to go north as see with her own two eyes what it is. Jon respects her now. He never had much love for power anyway, he doesn’t want it: if he didn’t bend the knee it’s because of his people most and foremost.

Whether you ship them or not, I think this relationship is beautiful because in this season we slowly see two people come together from opposite sides, backgrounds, experiences, even geographic places, united only by the so hard to find willingness to always put others before themselves. That they love each other is a consequence of this, because they both see this beauty of character in each other, which is indeed firstly in themselves.


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170811 The War Fansign: Kyungsoo fanaccounts

@hello_apriler: Kyungsoo talked about his pets because so many people were curious. He said he’s raising two and when EXO-L said “cute~” he asked why that was cute haha. They’re toy poodles and he named one Ink because it’s black and one Pepper because it’s gray. When he brought the gray one home, the members competed to name it. Baekhyun suggested Dusty  

@dyohyun9293: […] Chanyeol said if Kyungsoo kept a brown poodle, it would probably be called Doenjang

@Dearcloi, @Only_k_s: Kyungsoo was the cutest thing in the universe, seeing him between Chanyeol and Jongin but not pay attention to their games. He commented that the weather this morning was really nice, that on nights like these when the dust levels are low, it’s good to visit a playground or go on a walk in the park or by Han River with your loved ones. 

@neri_1227: Kyungsoo said he’d like to take a walk if there was time today, so Sehun asked what he was doing after this. Kyungsoo has two more things scheduled TTT and he’d come to the fansign from another thing too TT

@xoxo_elephant: I said to Kyungsoo it must be hard because you’re so busy, that it looks like you’ve lost weight TTT He asked if it really looked like he did, and that he isn’t trying to lose weight on purpose but seems to be anyway. Don’t lose weight, Kyungsoo TTT  

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