rework our costumes? special attacks? fools, do you think i am an idiot, do you think i havent spend hours upon hours figuring all this out in the years leading up to this. look at my costume, it counteracts my quirk's weakness perfectly what the fuck are all of you doing slacking off, i have like fifteen Named Attacks and they are Cool and they Kill people and-
The “perks” disabled people receive are not perks to the disabled. They only seem like perks if you have full bodily function. They aren’t benefits at all, they are the minimum required effort to help disabled people and they barely cut it.
Special seating is to fit a wheel chair, our butts and legs are in the same amount of space as you. We’re also cramped and uncomfortable and in pain, don’t be telling us how you have it worse. Most of those seats aren’t even in good spots in the theater.
Special parking is so we can even access the store. The walk from the middle of the lot for you is the same as the walk/wheel from the front of the lot for us. Many of us can barely make it inside from the handicapped parking.
Boarding planes first is because it takes extra time to do everything, including get in and out of chairs. They do not want US to block YOU. This is for YOUR benefit.
This also applies to the special lines at roller coasters- They do not want US to block YOU, the majority, from having a good time. Odds are a disabled person can only ride a few rides before having to go home (as well as many rides bar people with health conditions), few to no disabled people are using this line. It is a SAFETY precaution as well, because a disabled person cannot handle the strain of waiting in line in the heat as long as an abled person can. In fact, most abled people barely tolerate it. Why would you expect a disabled person to not pass out and need emergency services and halt the line if abled people do it, too?
Using the Elevator is not a privilege. How the hell are we supposed to get wheel chairs, damaged body parts, and our generous helping of pain up the stairs? If you think this is a benefit, pinch yourself immediately because you are dreaming. And yes, elevators often make disabled people with sensitive constitutions (most of us) feel ill. It’s not even pleasant.
Being Granted extra time on tests is because many of our brains freeze up when placed in a stressful situation. It also often takes longer for us to remember or process a question or answer. If you have testing anxiety, you are eligible too! Do not think it is limited to disabled people and it is a benefit. It’s so we don’t fail every test. It’s so we can KEEP UP with you.
“Getting” to take their dogs everywhere, is the most misconceived of them all. The dog is specially trained to preform a task so we do not DIE suddenly in public. Sure, the dogs are loyal friends, but I am not exaggerating when I say it is to prevent DEATH. Please understand the dog is for personal safety. Like a rescue inhaler or an alarm. Do not complain that you cannot have a dog in public and do not bother our dogs. You are downplaying our illness. It is both rude and cruel. Are you at risk of dying suddenly that could be easily preventable with an assistant? No? Then leave us and our service animals alone because it is none of your business.
Please think about WHY disabled people need this rather than decry the whole system that barely supports us. I am sure you mean well, but if you think that these things are “perks” or “benefits”, then you are part of the problem.
A large population of disabled people don’t even get access to all of these things because of the extremely harmful “faker for benefits” mindset that has been widely adapted. It is killing us. Literally. Please be considerate of the needs of all human beings, not just those like you.
Derek Hale is two hours late. At each passing minute, Stiles feels angrier and the only reason he hasn’t left is because Derek needs to come home at some point and when he does, Stiles is going to yell at him so hard he’s going to give him this interview just to send Stiles away.
Stiles can be pretty annoying when he wants to, that’s how he gets most of his job done.
Derek Hale though, he’s been fucking infuriating. For starters he lives in the middle of nowhere, Stiles got lost twice before he found someone who actually knew where Derek’s freaking cabin is. And there’s also the fact that he’s a nobody - Stiles’ only picture of him is from his High School graduation, like, fifteen years ago.
And that’s the most fascinating thing – not many people know about him but the ones who do can’t stop praising his work. The guy is an angel, but instead of protecting people he protects wolves. According to Scott’s boss – who’s like, the one person who has seen Derek in person and can attest he’s real – Derek has a vet degree, doesn’t like people and built his own cabin in the woods. To live amongst the wolves.
Stiles needs to interview this guy. At first because he got curious about a thirty-one year old guy living alone and now it’s about pride. He doesn’t just spend two hours outside someone’s house, especially when it’s snowing.
“Come on.” He groans. It’s freaking Alaska. Angel or not – Derek Hale is also a huge dick.
Stiles is beginning to think about breaking into the guy’s house (he can’t feel his toes) when he hears a car and a minute later a battered truck is parking next to Stiles’ rental car.
The man who steps out looks nothing like the High School picture Stiles found. For starters he look like a mountain man with a beard that does nothing but make him look hotter, the jeans doesn’t leave much to imagination either when it comes to his ass and the huge winter coat only accentuates his broad shoulders.
Stiles swallows. “Hey!” He yells, watching as Derek opens the back door. “Derek Hale?” He can’t hide his groan when Derek barely spares him a glance. “Hey, it’s freaking freezing here, you know?”
Derek lets out a groan of his own as he lifts something in his arms and steps away from the car. “I know.” He walks towards the house and as he gets closer, Stiles notices Derek is carrying a wolf. “Now, help me out here, yeah?”
Stiles doesn’t even think twice before dropping his bag and stepping closer. “What can I do?”
“Grab the key,” Derek instructs, “it’s in my back pocket.”
Later, Stiles will want to hide his face in embarrassment but now he can only think about the poor wolf whining in Derek’s arms as he touches Derek’s ass to find the key to open Derek’s house.
Once inside, Derek deposits the wolf on the floor, wrapping him further with blankets and asks Stiles to light up the fire as he goes around the house collecting things. “Is he going to be okay?” Stiles asks as Derek kneels in front of the wolf and runs a soothing hand over his head.
“Hopefully.” Derek answers. “And it’s a girl.” He tells Stiles. “She’s in labor.”
“What.” Stiles squeaks. “Really? But –”
“In the kitchen,” Derek interrupts him, “get some hot water, and close the fucking door.”
Stiles blinks, watches as Derek tells her everything is going to be okay. She’s obviously uncomfortable, but stops squirming when Derek smiles and runs his hands over her belly.
“Water.” Derek growls.
“Right.” Stiles gets on his feet. He so didn’t sign up for this.
“So,” he collapses on the floor, “does this happen a lot?”
Derek collapses next to him, eyes on the mother wolf and her six pups. “Is this part of your interview?”
Stiles snorts and rolls his eyes. “No, this is just me trying not to freak out.” He turns to look at Derek – his eyes are green, he realizes, and beautiful, he adds mentally.
“No, this doesn’t happen often.” Derek answers, finally. “Thankfully.”
Stiles nods and smiles when Derek turn to him. “You’re amazing.” He blurts out and Derek blinks, surprised. “Anyway,” Stiles shakes his head, tries to pretend the butterflies in his stomach are just from the adrenaline rush, “we’ll have to postpone the interview, but I think that’s justifiable.” He gets up, looks at his hands and realizes they are covered in blood. Ew. “Uh, can I use your bathroom before I go?”
“Go?” Derek asks, standing up too.
“I’m gonna get a hotel in town.” The nearest town is two hours away, but what can you do? He glances at the sleeping wolves. It’s not like this was Derek’s fault. “I think.”
“Don’t be stupid.” Derek says, bluntly. Stiles snorts – yeah, Derek really doesn’t have a way with people. “I have a spare bedroom.”
Stiles smiles. “Thank you.” He says. “I don’t really like driving in the snow.”
“Who does.” Derek says, asks maybe. Stiles still doesn’t know him, but as he follows Derek up the stairs, he realizes he really wants to.
Pacing back and forth around your trailer almost drove you dizzy. Back and forth. Back and forth; as if that was going to simultaneously solve all of your problems. It wasn’t. Not even close.
You had just gotten the memo that your intimate scene with Jensen was moved to today, not that you weren’t sweating buckets the second you got the script, but the fact that the scene was moved to today instead of five days from now had you ripping your hair from your head. You were going to be very exposed to him, and no matter how long the two of you had been friends, this was something you weren’t comfortable with on so many levels.
Aries: You’re cool peoples, man. I can usually count on you to have fun with me. But sometimes you shut down. I don’t think you ever really let me know what your true feelings are. I wish you would let loose a little more and have fun like we both know you can.
Taurus: You’re too reserved for me sometimes. You never really talk and you can be really selfish sometimes. It would be cool if you actually started up a conversation with me so that I won’t be so insecure and think that you don’t like me.
Gemini: You’re my bestie. I love hanging out with you and going to all the hottest parties. You know how to have a good time the same way I do. But you can be really flaky and you lie to me a lot, which makes me mad. I wish you would be more honest with me.
Cancer: I love you so much and I don’t even know why. You’re clingy and babyish and emotional, which I usually hate, but, for some reason, I can’t even be mad at you. I love how caring you are and how much attention you give me. You love just as hard as I do. I just wish you weren’t so depressed sometimes.
Leo: You’re the bread to my butter and the peanut butter to my jelly. We’re like yin and yang. You are just as fabulous and fun as me and we always have fun for days every time we hang out. The only thing that sucks is we know how to push each other’s buttons which makes us fight a lot. I wish we didn’t have to go through that so much.
Virgo: You get on my nerves so freaking much. At the end of the day I still love you, but we just can’t ever seem to get along. I hate how much you criticize me and tell me I’m not living my life right. I also don’t like to be around you all of the time because it can be kind of depressing.
Libra: I love you so much. You’re super fun to talk to and you always have the latest gossip. You’re really fun and nice and you always try to get along with everyone. The only thing I don’t like is that you can be kind of nosy and get into my business.
Scorpio: You’re cool, but you’re fucking crazy, too. You get a little to hyped on your exes and want to talk about revenge plans, which puts me off. You can find better. You can handle a lot of liquor and fun when you’re not moody, and I like seeing that part of you more.
Sagittarius: You’re the person I can always call when I need a little pick me up. You’re a clown, but in a good way, and you’re really down to earth. I enjoy cracking jokes with you and just chilling and smoking weed together.
Capricorn: You’re the one I call when I need advice and someone to listen to y problems. You always know how to examine both sides of the story and figure out every possible solution. When I come to you for advice, I know I’m leaving with the best answer. The one thing I don’t like is that you never call me…you get so wrapped up in your work that you never reach out unless I reach out first. It makes me feel less important.
Aquarius: You’re pretty out there, and I think that’s why we get along. You accept me for who I am and don’t judge me for anything. You’re always doing something crazy that makes me laugh. Sometimes, you get pulled into your own dimension and I have no idea what you’re thinking about. I don’t like to feel like our relationship is detached.
Pisces: You truly know how to make me feel special and loved. You’re always complimenting me on all of the things that make me insecure deep down inside. You like to talk with me one on one and hear about my problems without anything in return. Then you make me feel better. The only thing that throws me off is how sensitive and emotional you can be. I don’t like to have to bite my tongue in case I might hurt feelings.
A little bit of Prey fanart, because that game has swallowed me whole. Morgan Yu (of course I picked the lady version, who do you think I AM) and a particular Operator I won’t name just because minor spoilers
Thank you Arkane, for all these good games with queer female leads. I feel blessed
aquiver (adj.) [uh-kwiv-er] in a state of trepidation or vibrant agitation;
pairing—min yoongi x reader genre/warnings—
mentions of death,
slight angst, mentions or mature themes, fluff words—10,495
Yoongi can’t remember the last time he was able to successfully bring himself
to the point of orgasm, then Namjoon gives him a business card advertising
‘Healing Hands’, and that’s where he meets you; pretty and innocent looking,
who gets paid to provide hand jobs for a living…
inspired by the novella ‘The
Grownup’ by Gillian Flynn, literally just the main character’s past occupation
Modify pronouns and wording as necessary! Some may be slightly unsafe for work / sexual in nature.
“Why did you come here when you knew I’d only send you away?” “I thought I made it clear I didn’t want to see you.” “I look at you, and all I can think about is how much better you deserve.” “Why haven’t you left me yet?” “The things I would do for you terrify me.” “Nobody likes a tyrant. Show the people you can be reasoned with.” “Your people will only tolerate so much.” “If you want to ruin your life, be my guest, but leave me out of it.” “Can’t you touch anything without breaking it?” “Please don’t leave me. Please.” “I’m sorry. I’ll do anything.” “My life was grey before I met you. Now it’s so colourful I can barely stand it.” “I don’t know what I’d do without you.” “I’d do anything for you. I’d kill, lie, cheat and steal for you. You wouldn’t even need to ask.” “For the purposes of tonight, you and I will be taking on certain roles. You are not to break character under any circumstances lest you blow our cover, is that understood?” “I am not here to make friends. I am here to offer you something you cannot refuse.” “You don’t have to play coy with me - what do you really want?” “You really fucked me over, you know. You really messed me up.” “You piss me off so much sometimes I can barely stand it.” “Why are you like this? Why do you have to ruin everything?” “You really would do anything for me, wouldn’t you?” “I like the way you beg, boy.” “Do you drop to your knees for everyone that shows you attention, or am I a special case?” “Shh, it’s okay. I know how much you need this. I know how much you want to be wanted.” “I can think of better uses for that mouth of yours than back-talking me.” “Just let go. It’s alright, I’ve got you.” “Don’t talk. Just open your mouth.” “Tell me what you want from me.”
a burden:there’s a bucket of reasons why you should not feel like one. perhaps you’re overthinking, worried, or feeling down. but don’t ever feel like you’re being such a burden. you are part of the population. you are important. without you, this world would lose the opportunity to be changed in your own simple ways. you are necessary. you are loved and it’s okay to be your own priority.
a disappointment: you’re not! i’m proud of wherever you are right now. im proud of your progress; no matter how enormous or minute it might be. if you failed your test, it’s okay. if you didn’t win the competition, it’s alright. im pretty sure you did your best and it’s that part that will always matter. don’t let other people’s “what a shame” bring you down. YOU. ARE. NOT. A. SHAME. you are blooming in your own simple ways. and I am proud and happy for you. continue growing, aspiring, believing in yourself. i’m proud of you.
a weirdo: most definitely never a weirdo! if you like doing things that are quite different, that does not make you a weirdo. that makes you special and even more precious. it was such a perfect combination of atoms and dna that led to a beautiful creature that is you and oh dear god, you’re amazing. your way of thinking is creative and the way you do things is totally out of this world. you are beyond the things earthly. you are meant for greater things. and you are most definitely not a weirdo.
ugly: whoever said you were, should most definitely need to get their eyes checked. when was the last time they went to the eye doctor anyway? if there’s anything that i’d like to be, it is to be as beautiful and as bright as you, a total human version of sunshine. your eyes light up like a ray of sunlight, your lips are perfectly carved like cherries, and your noise is huge or small and it’s cute. most definitely cute like a button. and the world should be in awe every time you wake up.
not good enough: you are good enough. you should feel good enough. if somebody’s making you feel like you’re not, then that only means he does not deserve you, the brightest star light in the universe. you deserve to feel loved. your strength and your smiles make this world a better place. you are good enough: always have been, forever will be.
alone: i’m here for you, your dogs are there for you. your cats are waiting for you. your pets will always be at your back, giving sweet and soft head bumps to make you feel loved. your music playlist is there for you to blast when you’re feeling a tinsy bit down. you are never ever alone. we’re constantly caring, loving, and waiting for you. please stop frowning and crying, you are loved.
stupid:you are, as a matter of fact, really really intelligent and even smart! perhaps you’re having difficulty in understanding your math or chemistry lessons, but that’s part of the process! at least you’re learning. i’m pretty sure some people will not be able to understand it just like you. but that doesn’t equal to being stupid. you’re just learning. continue to crave for knowledge and continue to make your curiosity work. you are not stupid.
annoying:you are never annoying! just keep on talking if you feel like sharing the entire story of your life. if you want to hit me up, that’s perfectly fine too. you haven’t even said anything to make me feel uncomfortable. people would love to hear you out, to befriend you, to be part of your social bubble. no you’re not being extra annoying, friendliness does not equal to being annoying. honestly, just keep on doing you. if that’s what makes you feel happy, then you’re doing fine.
I like double texts and calls when I least
expect them. I like knowing that if I don’t
respond to your messages, you miss me
enough to message me again. I like good
morning texts and I like good night texts.
I like knowing you think of me from the
moment you wake up and in the moments
just before you sleep. To put it simply, I like
being cared for. It’s usually me that ends up
breaking myself for people who wouldn’t do
the same. I like cute paragraphs every once
in a while. I like cute gifts. A matching
bracelet or the same hoodie; to me it makes
our bond more special… I like actions. So
prove to me that I matter and come see me
even if we’re miles away. Prove to me that
I am something special and there isn’t a
thing you wouldn’t do to see me smile.
Love me the way I love you and I promise
I’ll never leave.
Excerpt from a book I will never write #38
Jenseternity / instagram
<b></b> *inner circle at the altar waiting for the bride *<p/><b>Mor:</b> *fixing Rhys' collar buttons* You might be my cousin but hurt my bestie and I will cut you up...<p/><b>Rhys:</b> Good to know you have my back cousin<p/><b>Lucien:</b> I failed her once I won't do it again. Hurt her and you will regret it<p/><b>Rhys:</b> Little Lucien, aren't you a delight<p/><b>Amren:</b> It will be a mess if you upset her so DON'T<p/><b>Rhys:</b> Noted<p/><b>Azriel :</b> I have your coordinates, My shadows will be monitoring<p/><b>Rhys:</b> I am your brother and HIGH LORD<p/><b>Azriel:</b> she is my high lady and we have a special bond and she is precious<p/><b>Rhys:</b> This is.... Greeeat<p/><b></b> *Meanwhile Cassian takes a loud bite of an apple and smirks at Rhys*<p/><b>Rhys:</b> Don't YOU have a threat for me too Cassian... Aren't you going to kick my ass if I upset Feyre<p/><b>Cassian :</b> oh no no.... I already made sure SHE will do that ..<p/><b>Rhys:</b> .....<p/><b>Cassian :</b> why do you think I trained her so hard...<p/><b>Rhys:</b> This has been great but now if you don't mind I would like to wait here in silence for the deadliest being in Prythian to marry me<p/><b>Mor:</b> *whispers* I told her all your embarrassing childhood stories<p/><b>Azriel :</b> *whispers* I told her all about your weak spots<p/><b>Cassian :</b> *whispers* Nesta is her sister<p/><b>Feyre:</b> (walking down the aisle, smiling, eyes fixed on Rhys) *through the bond* : There you are... I have been looking for you 😏😘😍<p/></p>
“It’s ok to be rough with me sometimes Dean. I’m not made of glass.”
The Virgin and The Sex God: Chapter Sixteen
Summary: Dean finds out you’re a virgin and begins to try to charm his way into your pants. Little does he know he’s about to fall in love.
Word Count: 2,200 Warnings: Language. Flangst. Some adult content.
Feedback is always appreciated. ;) SO YEP. I can’t get enough of these two. I fucking ship them, lol. Anyone else ship them? No just me? I just wanted to make the announcement that I will be writing both a prequel and a squeal to this series. Look for “Ps. I never told you.” Soon. It’s the story of how they met. But what do you think of this chapter? Are you ready for table sex? She’s a coming. Special thanks to @wotinspntarnation for her help with this chapter! I am also taking suggestions for sexy time funs. You know like blindfolds, being tied to the bed, DOM!Dean, DOM!Reader, Roleplay… Etc. Hit me up in my ask if you have a suggestion or message me gif. I’m on vacation so dirty ones are ok. lol
TAGS: I AM STILL ACCEPTING TAGS FOR THIS SERIES. I HAVE ROOM FOR ABOUT 30 MORE PEOPLE. :) Please send me an ask to be added. Thank you and happy reading, Kristina
I’m so addicted to all the things you do When you’re rollin’ round with me in between the sheets Oh the sounds you make, with every breath you take It’s unlike anything, when you’re lovin’ me… From Addicted by Saving Abel
You were a bundle of nerves as you bounced on the passenger seat of Charlotte’s mustang. According to your GPS, you would be in Lebanon in just a few hours. You felt like puking as the thought of seeing Dean settled itself firmly in the front of your mind. You reached up and vigorously scratched your head and groaned. You had no idea how to act around him with other people now. The buzzing from your pocket caused you to jump and you quickly yanked it from it’s place.
Your eyes widened in surprise when it was Dean requesting to video chat with you. Swallowing back the nerves, you tapped the accept button and waved hello. You watched in confusion as the smile fell from Dean’s lips instantly.
“What the hell happened to your eye?” He demanded as he frowned deeply. Your eyebrows furrowed together as you gently touched the black eye a ghoul had given you the night before. You frowned back at him before answering him.
“A ghoul punched me.” You said with a shrug of your shoulders.
You didn’t really understand Dean’s sudden change in demeanor, but ever since you had left from Kentucky, he had been texting you to lecture you. Was your knife sharpened? Did you have holy water? Did you pack your shells with rock salt? It was beginning to drive you up the wall and made you want to ask him what his damage was, but you didn’t because you knew it was coming from a place of concern.
“Damn it, Y/N. You’ve got to be more careful.” He grunted as his frown turned into a scowl.
Your lips twitched a bit and you mirrored his hardening look. Where was this coming from anyway? He had never spoken to you like a child before and he had known you for years.
Jsuki; DIABOLIK LOVERS “5th Anniversary” Book - Ayato’s Special Interview
── Right now, what are you into?
Ayato: Hehe…I’ll let in you on what that is to yours truly! Take a look, isn’t this pencil something? If you’ve got this, tests are a piece of cake! Just by turning the pencil, it can reveal answers. Isn’t it just the best?
── What in your fashion are you particular about lately?
Ayato: Fashion? So long I can move around easily in it, anything is fine. I don’t wear anything that is too tight. Clothes that have useless strings or too many layers are troublesome, and I don’t want to wear them. But the colour red! Since red-coloured clothes suit yours truly the most, I have plenty of them!
── What habits do you have that you’ll do without realising?
Ayato: There’s no such habit. Ah, but it’s fun to swivel around on chairs! If classroom chairs are like those kind, it’ll be a bit more interesting.
── How do you spend your off-days?
Ayato: I’ll go around to takoyaki shops! I love going around all kinds of takoyaki shops and eating! I’ll make chichinashi make a super huge takoyaki on our next off-day!
── What do you wear to sleep?
Ayato: Ah? I don’t nitpick on what I wear to go to sleep. It’s just sleeping, so anything is fine isn’t it? I don’t like tight-fitting stuff, so there are times where I’ll take off my top when I feel like it and just sleep like that. So long they are relaxing clothing, whatever’s fine.
── What do you definitely do before sleeping?
Ayato: I don’t have anything that I definitely will do. Yours truly will sleep when he likes, and I don’t nitpick on every tiny thing. Well, if there must be something, it’s me sucking her blood isn’t it?
── What is one part of your body that you like best?
Ayato: My fangs! If I don’t have them, I can’t suck her blood. Plus, the shape of my fangs are great! Chichinashi likes my fangs too. She definitely thinks that they are the best in the whole world.
── What’s something you like in your room?
Ayato: It’s definitely the iron maiden! It feels good to sleep in, and the smell of dried blood on it is the best thing ever. But having it in my room feels a bit squeezy, so I hope for a larger room. If I can have it, me and her can do all kinds of things there too.
── Tell us one memorable impression that you have of yours brothers.
Ayato: Memory? With those guys? Oh yeah, last time, it was in Kanato’s room…those small cream puffs? Whatever it’s called, I ate those things that looked like takoyaki and he really raged at me. It thought they were takoyaki, but it was so sweet and I got scolded for it, so it was the worst.
── What do you think of Karlheinz?
Ayato: …Don’t give a damn. That asshole of a father, nitpicking on everything, he’s noisy. Telling me to go for lessons, to go study. A little more and he’ll be banning me from takoyaki. …Having one shichisan megane around is annoying enough. I’m not being petty, but stop increasing these stupid small rules!
── Where will you go if going on a date?
Ayato: The home, the home! It’s troublesome to head out, so isn’t it best to just not go anywhere? Plus, when I try to take that fellow’s blood outside, she turns me down since we’re outside. Ah? Give an answer that is not in the house? Isn’t anywhere fine then? So long she wants to go somewhere, anywhere’s fine.
── What does a girl do that makes your heart skip a beat?
Ayato: Something a girl does? Ah─…that. Like when she ties her hair up or when she tucks her hair behind her ear. Isn’t it nice? You can see her nape well, and it’s easy to bite down. Anyway, stuff like her showing her nape and asking me to suck her blood.
── How does her blood taste?
Ayato: Sweet. Her blood; once you start, you can’t stop. No matter how much I take, I never get bored of it, and the more I suck the more I think it’s not enough.
── Which part do you like to suck from best?
Ayato: Anywhere tastes good, but it’s the nape after all! It’s the easiest place to suck from, and easy to bite, so somehow that’s the best.
── What is her existence to you?
Ayato: Chichinashi is Chichinashi. But well, she’s something special, isn’t she? There isn’t anyone else like her. From now on, it’s fine so long she stays by yours truly’s side, to say I am the best and to smile at me. She’s the girl of the coolest Ayato-sama!
This time last year I was suffering because of math. My grades were literally shit and I failed every single test. Math was the most stressful thing in my life. I felt so stupid bc I tried really hard but nothing changed. It came to a point where I didn’t even care anymore. I stoped studying and was like YOLO before every single test. I didn’t hate math…but it made me suffer so much.
But now I am in college, studying something that has A LOT of math (really A LOT). And guess what? I love it. I just discovered a beauty in math that high school didn’t show me at all. Now I know why 1+1=2 and why 8x7 is the same as 7x8. It is amazing, and everyday I discover new things and I see math everywhere.
But don’t get me wrong, I’m still not a math genius, I don’t study a lot, and I procrastinate bc I don’t want to do my algebra homework. But my grades are getting better, not perfect but I understand the topics and I am able to think about new creative ways to solve problems. And I am in love with math. Yes, I still suffer, but it’s like eating something spicy…I suffer, but I can’t stop, bc I just love it so much.
What I want to say with this post is that whatever you are struggling right now with in school might be your favorite thing next year. And maybe it is just going to change alone, bc I did nothing to like math, I just didn’t let it intimidate me and even if I was bad I continued doing math. Don’t give up. Specially with math, if you are not good at math but you want to study something that has a lot of math, don’t give up. You will get better at it, little by little, maybe you will be slower that the rest, but you can do it. I know.
Remember when doing long multiplication was hard? One day limits won’t be hard, geometry won’t be hard, calculus won’t be hard.
There’s a point around 2 a.m. where the Samwell campus … well, it doesn’t exactly die, but a hush falls upon the narrow streets and green spaces. Bitty feels it, like a curtain dropping over his senses. It’s silent between him and Jack for now, out on the roof, but the quiet that surrounds them is new.
They’ve been talking for hours. At least two, maybe three. Jack’s been unusually free with his words, telling Bitty this and that about his future, his hopes for a NCAA champtionship before he graduates, the teams that have courted him, and his considerations as to which offer to take. “It’s strange,” Jack said a minute ago. “It’s all I’ve ever wanted, and now I’m this close to it. I spent so long trying to get here and now signing is really just around the corner.”
“It’s exciting,” Bitty offered, though his own heart is drooping at the thought. He gets depressed every time he thinks about it. Something very special is ending, he thinks, and he can’t hold onto it. No matter how hard he tries.
Summary: (Modern Au) After a bad breakup, your roommate insists that you need to a one night stand to end your dry spell. Following her advice, you have a bad one night stand with Bucky Barnes, but what happened when you are forced to spend time with him?
Paring: Bucky x Reader
Warnings: This is vaguely inspired by a movie of the same name. In the future, the series will be having smut so be warned. This chapter has taks about bad sex and bad puns.
Bucky leads you to his bedroom, he sits on his bed before saying “Okay, so here we are. Be honest, but don’t be cruel and then I can give you, my feedback.” You arch your eyebrows, your feedback? If you remember correctly he was having a really good time.
You sit by his side, not believing that he could have any tips for you, not that you were a sex goddess, but come on, he had an orgasm.
“Your feedback? Please, you first. I’m very curious.” You say trying not to sound sarcastic, the way he smiles at you shows you that you failed “Yes, don’t get me wrong you were pretty good but there are a few things that… you might wanna improve.” You can see that he is teasing you and you really hate that you are falling for it.