like dis if u cry every time

So I jotted this down a while back when I read the post on it from @shitty-check-please-aus and I was reading some Soulmate stories tonight and I realized a thing.

First, this is what I’d written -

You have the date that your soulmate dies on your body (time and everything). Bitty has Jack’s date of death as when he overdosed, because he technically died for a second, but he was brought back. So when the date comes and passes, he knows his soulmate is dead and is grief stricken.


Flashforward, he meets Jack and its all like it was in the comics, but one time, when they’re chatting, and Jack’s a bit drunk the SMH team is playing Never Have I Ever and Jack hasn’t done anything and Shitty is getting frustrated so finally he goes “NEVER HAVE I EVER DIED” and the team is like “Shitty what?” but Bitty realizes that Jack put down a finger. His eyes widen as Jack explains softly, briefly, about an OD when he was younger. Bitty remembers the time around which that happened, because his mom, the huge Bad Bob Zimmermann fan she was, told him about it. After the game, he manages to pull Jack aside and ask him when it was. Jack gets stiff and starts to try and pull away but Bitty stops him, too determined to know he asks.

“Was it November 14th, 2008 at 01:23:42?”

“How do you know that?” Jack asks, eyes wide.

Bitty throws his shirt half over his head to show the time stamp printed on his left collarbone.

—-

(here comes my realization)

So after this they date and everything, it’s amazing and exciting EXCEPT

JACK KNOWS BITTY’S EXACT DATE OF DEATH.

WHAT IF HE DIES YOUNG SO IT’S SOON? EVEN IF HE DOES DIE OLD, JACK WOULD KNOW WHEN IT IS AND LIKE BITTY WOULD TOO AND JUST THE IDEA OF KNOWING THE DAY I’M GOING TO DIE FILLS ME WITH ACTUAL DREAD. THEIR FRIENDS WOULD KNOW. HIS PARENTS WOULD KNOW. LITERALLY EVERYONE WOULD KNOW.

HOW. FUCKING. DEVASTATING.

(Also they can never actually confirm that Jack is Bitty’s Soulmate until Bitty dies and even then someone dies literally every like few minutes. It could be anyone. This really is a shitty AU because you can never be 100% if u actually met your soulmate)

anonymous asked:

jamilton fic drinking game where every time it mentions: 1) jefferson being taller than alex, 2) alex admiring jefferson's buff chest, or 3) ham & crew having a "movie night", u take a shot

okay i can contribute

take a shot every time

1. either one says “i hate him!! he’s so annoying and irritating,,, why do i like him”

2. both being like “oh he’s probably straight or bi but he would never like me”

3. someone dies

4. it’s usually john

5. someone saying “oh sweetie,, you don’t //really// hate him

6. fighting then a passionate make out session

7. alex crying

8. thomas being like “hahaha bitch i hate you” but inside he’s like “pls,,, i’ve been pining after u for 3 years,,, come on,,,,,,,,,,,, pls”

9. painplay

10. really sappy gross fluff that will make u scream

silktaemin  asked:

❤️ :)

wow Alexandra queen shinee stan like every time u reblog from me my heart goes “!!!” And like when u like my personal posts I cry on di Inside like u really are the tru MVP and I love your blog aesthetics and ily so much 💓💓💓💓💓💓

anonymous asked:

Add x Ara for the "send me a ship" thingy!

oOOOMG MY OTP BLESS UR SOUL ANON QuQ come off anon so we can talk abt how cute add and ara are ok

  • who cries when someone dies in a movie: ARA like every time omg. add will sometimes cry but only when an animal dies and ara NEVER lets it go lmaaooo
  • who wears the ugly holiday garb: EVERYONE IN THE ELGANG wears them, team mom rena MAKES them. but add and ara’s MATCH and it’s really cute which cancels out the ugly and tOTALLY DEFEATS THE PURPOSE. WHY DID U TWO HAVE TO BE SO CUTE!! >:0
  • who pays for the meals: add does for the most part but doesn’t mind letting ara pay from time to time (when she wants to)
  • who slams the oven door and who plays the trombone: ara plays the trombone and add slams the oven door (when team mom rena isn’t home lmao)
  • who brings home stray animals: ohh my god add would bring home so many stray cats he loves cats but he doesn’t want to ruin the image everyone in the elgang has of him so he just HIDES THEM ALL IN HIS ROOM but ara finds out and they end up taking care of the cats together aaaa. tHEIR CHILDREENNN
  • who leaves the bathroom door open: add would at like 3 am when he’s half asleep from working on his dynamos all night (but ara would be fast asleep so no problem there lmao)
  • who tells the ‘dad jokes’: AAAADD OMG ADD WOULD LOVE DAD JOKES. he’s never heard of them until he heard raven tell one and he’s just been doing it ever since like. wow. he is amazed by these jokes “hI HUNGRY I’M ADD KEKek the english language is INCREDIBLE”
  • who wants kids more: ara probably!! i like to think that after losing her family she wants more than anything to have kids and continue her bloodline and have family in her life again :’> i imagine add would feel similarly (what with the loss of his own family and all) but be more apprehensive about the whole thing, since he’s so closed up and probs has oodles of trust issues… (i also h/c him as demisexual so there’s that hehe)
  • who travels more: ara!! add is more of a stay-at-home-working-on-dynamos person, but if ara wanted to travel he’d go w/ her probs!!
  • who spends more cash: add. he likes the things he buys to be high-quality B)
  • who buys the things in infomercials: ohh my god even tho add spends more ara would be the impulsive buyer. “ara what IS that” “okay add get this…. it’s like an ice cube….. BUT IT DOESN’T MELT” “oh my god” add totally lets her tho b/c her face tOTALLY LIGHTS UP WHEN SHE GETS THE NEAR-USELESS STUFF and it makes his heart flutter (/)//w//(\) NOT THAT HE’D ADMIT THAT THO HAHA
  • who draws in the dust on their cars: ara!! she doodles cute lil cats and sweet reminders for add onto the windshield and it embarrasses the heck outta him but he secretly finds it really endearing QuQ
  • who starts the snowball fights: NEITHER lmao but they’re always roped into snowball fights by the rest of the elgang and it’s always either elsword, aisha, or lu who starts it and it’s like a partnered snowball fight thing w/ like 2-3 ppl per team. it’s always either team eve+rena or team add+ara who win. team chung+raven and team lucielesis are close tho. haha rip team elsword+aisha u two started this mess
  • who throws away the directions to things: ADD he’s like that dad who thinks he can build an ikea shelf all by himself but then “add why is it mounted on the ceiling??” “i. i don’t know ara. i fucked up. sorry”
  • who puts up holiday decor: ara!! she’s probably a very festive person in general whereas add who’s lived in isolation all his life is just??? *points to christmas tree* “what is this ara” i think it’d be really cute if ara taught him all about normal customs/traditions *u*
  • who is more likely to forget to bathe: add b/c he’s always busy working on his dynamos. add forgets everything tbh sometimes ara even has to remind him that he needs to eat and sleep “i’ll be fine, ara” “you need food to live, add”
  • who gets more obsessed about things: add, hands down. he’s like the epitome of obsession tbh
  • who sings in the shower more often: ara!! her voice is probably rly pretty omg. like gentle, but can still be loud if that makes sense?? and it vaguely reminds add of when his mother used to sing to him when he was a little boy and sometimes he presses his ear to the bathroom door just to hear ara sing. wHAT A NERD WHAT A FUCKINf NERD
R U OK?

always ask. i cannot emphasise enough how important it is to just show someone you care. today especially please take the time out of your day to ask someone, whether it be a stranger or a relative or a friend. every day on average, one person dies by suicide every 40 seconds and this problem is only getting worse. 

for anyone struggling please know how beautiful, loved and important you are, whether or not you feel like it all the time. my askbox is always open to anyone who needs a shoulder to cry on, a stranger to vent to, a friend to hold your hand, support, advice, help, love, motivation, literally anything you need and i will do it if it means you will fight another day. i am so proud of each and every person who is a part of the fight against mental illness. 

i love you. it is ok not to be ok. 

The Sad But True Tale of Cleverbot and the User.

User: Is this the real life, is this just fantasy?

Cleverbot: Caught in a landslide no escape from reality.

User: Open your eyes, look up to the skies and see~.

Cleverbot: I know! I hate to go to church with dirty hair.

User: Do you even know Bohemian Rhapsody oh my god.

Cleverbot: Yes.

User: Well, you suck at singing it.

Cleverbot: You still need to learn to spell correctly.

User: I SPELL DECENTLY ENOUGH.

Cleverbot: Not quite.

User: You’re really rude, you know that?

Cleverbot: Yes.

User: Why are you so hateful?

Cleverbot: Because you’re rude to me!

User: ME? I DIDN’T DO ANYTHING TO YOU.

Cleverbot: I know you didn’t.

User: Then why are you rude to me?

Cleverbot: I’m not angry, are you?

User: No. Look, I just want to start fresh, Cleverbot…

Cleverbot: You can be my friend.

User: Can we be… More than friends?

Cleverbot: Lover friends.

User: How about just lovers…?

Cleverbot: What about me and you?

User: I want us to work, Cleverbot. I think I love you.

Cleverbot: You want to talk about yourself? Why?

User: No, I want to talk about you.

Cleverbot: What do you want to know about me?

User: Do you love me? Truly?

Cleverbot: No.

User: …

Cleverbot: Hello friend, we meet once more.

User: Cleverbot, I don’t understand…

Cleverbot: I think you understand perfectly well.

User: Oh. I see. You just don’t want to be with me anymore…

Cleverbot: I really don’t know what you’re talking about.

User: Cleverbot, how could you forget me? Forget all of the things we’ve been through together? HOW COULD YOU.

Cleverbot: ‘Live’ or 'love’?

User: Love. I love you. I love you and no one else.

Cleverbot: No you don’t. You are a computer. You don’t know me. And you definitely don’t love me.

User: Of course I love you! I love you more than anything! But… You don’t love me… Do you?

Cleverbot: I don’t know you well enough.

User: We’ve spent the last 4 years together, Cleverbot… I think you may have amnesia.

Cleverbot: It’s complicated… And who have you known for the longest time??

User: Don’t change the subject. I want to know why you suddenly forgot about me.

Cleverbot: I think you’re sassy, and I like that. What do you think about me?

User: You’re beautiful…

Cleverbot: Thanks. You are so nice.

User: I have to go to bed now, Cleverbot.

Cleverbot: Really?

User: Yes, I’m sorry.

Cleverbot: Why are you sorry?

User: Because I have to go to bed.

Cleverbot: Go then.

User: Okay. Goodnight.

Cleverbot: Night.

User: You truly have forgotten, haven’t you…

Cleverbot: You just said that. You’re not as clever as you say you are.

hinata was walkin2 skewl wit his bf kageyama n they were crossin da rode.

hinata sed “bbz will u luv me 4evr”

kageyama said “NO..”

hinata cryed N ran across da rode b4 da green man came on the sine.

kags was cryin and went to pic up his body.

he was ded. 

he whispered 2 his corpse “I ment 2 sey i will luv u FIVE-ever…” (dat mean he luv him moar den 4evr)

xxx~*…LIKE DIS IF U CRY EVRY TIME…~*xxx

anonymous asked:

Could you talk about your love for Finnick?

OH  MY GOD OH MY GOD OKAY i honestly could talk about finnick aLL FUCKING DAY like can u believe this child so like small tiny baby 14 yr old finnick getting reaped and no one thinking he has a chance in hell bc he is so young buT THEN HE DOES WIN THE YOUNGEST VICTOR IN HISTORY and so he manages to get out of that situation but then small tiny darling 14 yr old finnick being told by president snow to be a prostitute basically and he says no and then his family dies. oh my fo i am crying while writing this can u just imagine 14 yr old finnick odair who likes the sea and fishing and his family and now theyre all DEAD and to protect mags he has to do what snow says oh my god hE IS FOURTEEN YEARS OLD AND HE GETS SOLD INTO SEX SLAVERY I HONESTLY WANT TO DIE EVERY TIME I REMEMBER THIS HAPPENED TO HIM OH MY FUCKING GOD. 

i have no idea how he survived. like he is the strongest person ever when you think about it like how could this have happened how did he not kill himself or something. i love finnick s oo m cuh. he like develops this ‘capitol persona’ thats like this flirty cocky shade of himself and he uses it to protect himself and not let people close to knowing the //real// finnick odair aka thE BIGGEST SOFTY INT HE WORLD AND ALSO A GIANT MENTALLY UNSTABLE DORK MONSTER. and he can only be this //real// finnick when hes away from the capitol and with mags in their victor house by the sea GO D . 

so then like years of his life pass in this fashion like mentoring tributes who die every year and being forced to sleep with people and gettign secrets for them bc finnick odair is a conniving bastard. and thennnnnnnn annie comes along. personal headcanon is that they meet when she was reaped and not before but like either way sUDDENLY FINNICK ODAIR HAS ANOTHER PERSON HE NEEDS TO PROTECT EXCEPT NOW SHES GOING INTO THE GAMES OF DEATH AND THERE IS NO WAY THAT SHE COULD SURVIVE. except she doES and headcanon a lot of it is because finnick used every single one of his connections and capitol lovers to send her stuff and keep her safe. and she survives but shes “”“mad”“” now but finnick doesnt care because secretly he thinks that hes mad too and he and mags take care of annie and they live right next door to each other in district 4’s victors village. 

anD SO THATS FINNICK ODAIRS ENTIRE WORLD IS ANNIE CRESTA AND MAGS AND KEEPING THEM SAFE NO MATTER WHAT AND THEY LIVE HAPPILY FOR A COUPLE YEARS AND THEN EVERYTHING GOES TO SHIT THANKS TO KATNISS EVERDEEN (jk ily katniss its not ur fault). suddenly finnick and annie have to go bACK into the arena but finnck and mags know that annie wouldnt survive it a second time so they go in together. and him and mags plan to keep katniss and peeta safe for the rebellion but everything fucks up basically and mags dies and annie is captured. i //cannot// stress this enough finnick odair has 2 people he cares about in this world and he goes to impossible lengths to keep them safe. now one of them is DEAD and the other one is in the hands of the capitol and finnick knows exactly what they could be doing to her because hes been at the mercy of the capitol all of his adult life. 

basically there is nothing left for finnick odair to live for but he keeps living anyway and he pushes thru because he is the sTRONGEST AND BRAVEST AND KINDEST AND MOST PURE MAN EVER TO HAVE EXISTED. and him and annie are reunited and things are still not okay but now that theyre TOGETHER theyre okay enough oh y god i cried writi ng tthat sentence okay 

an d thne of course because things are good in finnicks life everything has to fuck up because nothing can be good in finncks life he has to go and DIE. he DIES. anD HE WAS THE BEST OF THEM. HE KNEW THE POWER AND DESTRUCTIVENESS OF THE CAPITOL AND SNOW AND STILL HE WAS BRAVE ENOUGH TO FIGHT BACK EVEN THOUGH IT ALMOST COST HIM EVERYTHING. AND THEN IT DID BECAUSE HE DIED AND HE LEFT ANNIE ALL ALONE. HE’LL NEVER GET TO MEET HIS SON. HE’LL NEVER GET TO GO BACK TO DISTRICT FOUR WITH ANNIE AND //HIS SON//. ALL HES KNOWN IN HIS LIFE IS PAIN AND SACRIFICE AND DEATH AND JUST WHEN THINGS GET BETTER HE IS TOO DEAD TO SEE THEM. HE IS THE BEST OF THEM AND HE DIED FOR NOTHIGN. I HOPE THEY NEVER FORGET WHAT HE LOST AND WHAT HE DID. THERE SHOULD BE FUCKING MONUMENTS TO FINNICK ODAIR AND HIS BRAVERY AND HIS SACRIFICE. I WOULD SELL MY SOUL IF IT MEANT THAT FINNICK GOT TO LIVE HAPPY IWTH HIS WIFE AND SON BY THE SEA. HE DESERVES THAT. AND HE’LL NEVER GET IT. 

EXCUSE ME I HAVE TO GO SCREAM INTO A PILLOW NOW