like a gay man

anonymous asked:

I SWEAR I AM A SHERLOCK'S NERD JUST LIKE MARK AND I BET THAT HE, AS A GAY MAN, FANTASIZED ABOUT SHERLOCK AND JOHN BEING IN LOVE JUST LIKE US. HE HAS TO SHIP THEM IF HE HAS READ THE BOOKS THERE'S NO WAY HE DOESN'T SHIP THEM. SO WTF MARK? DO IT! LET THEM BE HAPPY AFTER 130 YEARS OF PAIN AND LONLINESS! WHY? WHY CAN'T THIS BE THE MOST BEAUTIFUL, HEARTWARMING LOVE STORY OF THE CENTURY I DONT UNDERSTAND

I KNOW NONNY. I’M WAITING ON THE 29TH.

if you’re a gay man? that’s no excuse to like killing stalking. if you’re mentally ill? that’s no excuse to like killing stalking. if you “don’t ship them”? that’s no excuse to like killing stalking. if you like the art? that’s no excuse to like killing stalking.

Monday 8:27am
I woke up with you on my mind.
You called me babe last night —
my heart is still pounding.

Tuesday 10:53pm
Today I realized we won’t work.
What we are is hurting her.
And I think she matters more to me than you do.

Wednesday 11:52pm
I broke things off with you today.
She barely said a word.
I’ve never regretted anything more than this.

Thursday 4:03pm
I shouldn’t have sent that message.
You shouldn’t have been so okay with receiving it.

Friday 9:57pm
I almost messaged you today.
I didn’t.

Saturday 8:49pm
I’m walking around town in search of alcohol.
They say that liquor numbs the pain of having a broken heart.
I want to put that to the test.

Sunday 2:32am
I heard you texted a girl you’ve never spoken to before.
I wonder if it’s because you’re trying to replace me.
I can’t help but wish you weren’t.
I thought I was irreplaceable.

—  a week with you on my mind, c.j.n.