i suck balls at science and can’t remember anything at all from any of my classes but i think it’s one of the most interesting and unfathomable concepts in the world - and in my world, so does wonu so enJOY
wonwoo and his specs gave me this idea and it ki l l ed m e
so i knew i had to write a lil something abt it :-)
ok where do we start
remembered his mama camping out in the kitchen all the time and then heard the occasional “ah!” as she nipped her finger cutting some onions
and raced like usain freaking bolt to the medicine cabinet to reach the bandaids
and the look in her eyes when he quickly patched it onto her
it was just a bit of blood, but 4 year old!wonwoo was still hopped up on the high kitchen counter with one hand on his hip, the other wiping an imaginary sweat drop from his head, and gave a nice long “phew! you’re ok, ma! scared me there”
then proceeded to yell at her with his extremely not-deep-yet voice (om g can u imagine) for not being careful enough and interrupting his power ranger episode
but a few nipped fingers and a million thank-you smooches (“eW MOM gEt awAY i’m 4, i’m too old for kisses) later, jeon wonwoo decided to become a surgeon
bc how is it not cool to sew severed fingers back together???
so through elementary and junior high, he walked into science class everyday with a little hop in his step for his favourite subject and ready to learn about cells and mitochondrial functions and enigmas of the muscle and much more
until he discovered more than just sewing severed toes and ears back together
he remembered his 7th grade teacher talking about how the brain is the most powerful thing in the world, and just a simple nug to the head can send it all crashing down
he also went on to explain that the brain will never be a mystery solved, but those who try will never be short of acclaim
and since then, he delved into the world of neurology
by delved, i mean, dove the fuck into it, then drowned, then woke, then dove some more
through high school, he topped every single one of his bio classes and won every single science award in the school board
HE’S A GENIUS
and also stays in on sunday afternoons to read his bio 4.6 textbook instead of sushi with friends
leading to best friend mingyu’s endless grumbling and whining that they never get to hang out anymore
meanwhile mingyu has his socks and sweaters and clothes all at wonwoo’s place; has a toothbrush there, buys food for his parents, uses the stove at wonwoo’s more than wonwoo does the pOINT IS HE BASICALLY LIVES WITH WONWOO
but everyone around wonwoo knows how much it means to him to be able to make this work
he marvels about science bc it’s a practicality but finds beauty in its enigma and endless endeavours of research and study
(jeon wonwoo is basically a nerd)
(but a hot one)
but yes, all his life, books, textbooks, textbooks, and books are all he’s known
so with all this accumulated knowledge he literally fucking powers through his undergrad and masters programs like. .. … bruh
he then gets accepted into the second top med school in the country boY
and this was such an eye opening experience for him because as much as his undergrad and masters did for him with theoretical aspects of science, he finally got to do hands on experiments and witness clinical trials and watched a live!! open!! brain!! surgery!!
so finally he goes through his internship and residency for a few years at this amazing hospital in the heart of the city and has already become most renown neurosurgeon the hospital has seen in years despite his age
imagine little wonu in faded green scrubs, with a tiny notepad in his hand and occasionally pushing his glasses up his nose, as he scurries around with his resident trying to take notes during rounds
to this hot-ass, confident, head of neurosurgery surgeon that has nurses and residents (even interns and PATIENTS) slipping on their drool for him in his white coat and cerulean blue dress shirt, the top button left untouched (seungcheol had to slap his hand away multiple times during breakfast to keep him from trying to button it again)
but lbr he still trips over his laces bc he forgot to tie them before he left in the morning and buttons his dress shirt wrong under his white coat when coups doesn’t come in the morning to check up on his wardrobe choices for the day
one time, accidentally brought mingyu’s grocery shopping list from his briefcase to the pharmacy rather than the prescription for ibruprofen for his patient jesus christ wonwoo
the point is, knowledge has always come easy for him, the other stuff have not
,,,,,,and then there’s u
science is ur nemesis
the first time you ever stepped foot into your science class in the sixth grade, every word that came out of ur teacher’s mouth, to you, was just a complete ,,,, , , ,what??
and ur not stupid (actually very completely opposite), ur brain just physically, literally, cannot comprehend the concept of science
even if it may be so extremely fascinating to u, chem!!! physics!!!! and bio!!! are allergic to sticking to ur brain so u just learn to avoid science at. all. costs.
remember when i said that jeon wonwoo was a classic genius and a social termite like he’s so shy and weird around new people that he just deflects it at all costs?
WELL NOT YOU
so u went into journalism bc instead of memorizing formulas and using every unit of area in ur brain, ur communication is ur best friend
through high school and university, you were the campus butterfly
you knew everyone and everyone knew you, and any event that needed an mc? a motivational speaker? a presenter? that’s you!
you and best friend soonyoung always do those stuff together and you fell in love with the art of communicating, articulating, and analyzing information, all the while keeping the listeners intrigued and focused the entire time
but unfortunately the years after ur undergrad trying to look for gigs with ur firm has been extremely unsuccessful and it was to the point where u didn’t know if u wanted to stop this or continue bc it was just too low of a demand
until one day!
u come into ur office and find a piece of paper on the bulletin board talking about the new neural clinical trial happening at this huge hospital near u, and they were looking for someone to cover it!
and at first u were like um kk clinic? try? what?
but .2 seconds later it hits you that thERE’S AN OPEN OPPORTUNITY
and u vow to plow through it as boring as it may be, bc it’s been just sitting there and people haven’t signed up probably cause medical cases are usually a failure and such a bore to talk abt
you need this
so u quickly apply with all the info you need to and two days later, you’re stepping foot into this huge hospital and escorted to the neuro ward to get things started
when u get to the floor ur led by nurse!jeonghan to the head surgeon on this case
i think y’all know where this ish is going
and jeonghan begins asking u a few questions abt the case, trying to gauge where you are with the info, and its safe to say u have nada dirt on this
so he laughs and begins to explain
this was the first clinical trial this hospital has done in 14 years, and despite being a renown teaching and surgical hospital, it has never quite reached its potential on the research aspect
so the new head of neuro, dr. jeON, has decided to go forth with the new clinical trial (an experiment where those with the sickness subjected to the study will volunteer to be apart of the research, using themselves as a way to find a cure) for huntington’s disease, an inherited brain disorder that slowly deteriorates one’s ability to move, speak, function, as brain cells being to die off
he’s already got you so hooked on the case that you begin to wonder why no one at ur firm did an extra bit of research in the first place to snatch this gig
but ur glad anyway CAUSE ITS NOW URS
u probably looked so flabbergasted and numbly excited that jeonghan mistook it for ur cluelessness and nerves, so he goes
“dw, it’ll be fine! dr. jeon here will walk through everything with you anyway, and you’ll basically be with him for the entire course of this trial to document everything, so tomorrow, just immediately head up here”
and knocks on the door labeled “dr. jeon wonwoo, ph.d, m.d., head of neurosurgery”
and for the head of neuro, for someone taking forth in an idea that hasn’t been touched in over a dozen years in such a renown hospital, you did not expect the door to be opened by a
his glasses sat perfectly atop his face as his sharp yet kind eyes rested upon urs
and his white coat and black dress shirt today and nice slim pants and a pair of $200 light brown dress shoes bOI
and when he opens the door and finds ur mouth agape and eyes shining with excitement he feels like a leap in his chest
like who is this beautiful person
and he scolds himself, no wonwoo stop this nOW
and he doesn’t know if it’s bc he hasn’t been on a date in like forever or if it was simply u
answer: it was simply u
but we’ll get to that
and jeonghan notices the tension so begins giggling and retreating from the scene
so wonwoo clears his throat when it’s just the two of you left
introduces himself and you m e l t bc
and you stutter ur name and in his head he’s like o h m g what a pretty name what do i do with myself
so you enter his office and its surprisingly extremely tidy and put together for someone that probably has to worry about so much in a day
and begins to talk about the case with you
and remember the cute and stuttery person that opened the door to see u like 2 minutes ago
bc here’s jeon wonwoo talking about science and his eyes light up brighter than anything you’ve ever seen
he talks about huntington’s first to give you a bit of background as to what it is, and then delves right into his plan
his hands begin to move with his words and he smiles when he begins to talk about how no one has attempted this before and maybe this could make a difference in this hospital, his career, and even medical history!!
and he kinda noticed you blanking when he talked about the logistics of the science so he kinda laughs to himself, knowing that science might not be ur thing
but for some reason, ur ok with science if u have this man talking to u abt it 24/7 ;)))))))
and u take notes on this and he notices ur pretty handwriting so gathers up his GODDAMN COURAGE to ask u a simple question
“so you’re a journalist?”
and u begin to tell him that you loved being able to tlak about something that reflected on someone’s experiences and share them with the world, just liek this one
and he smiles and thanks u, knowing that it must have been difficult to agree to a medical case
u assure him its no problem, meanwhile swooning over his s m i l e
and it’s only been like 30 minutes but u’ve already developed a crush like wow
so for the first week, your conversations are a wholesome mixture of science, stutters, facepalming when u say something cringey and accidentally, and hoping to make the other laugh
in the second week, you begin to meet the patients coming in, taking each of their stories and details with huntington’s
and for the first time, you see how wonwoo interacts with his patients
and that crush that you developed become sso much more - you have this whole new found respect for him as a doctor
with care and intent, he asks his patients abt their day before going right into details of the treatment, knowing that all these people are doing his career a favour and the least he can do before they risk their lives into this experiment is at least be their friend
and even 70 year old women that can barely move anymore still manage to blush at the sound of his voice
u see the way he holds their hand when he’s explaining the process and the courteous nod of his head as they talk to him and u know this man is more than just a surgeon and that he’s just an amazing human
by the third week, your conversations have now transitioned to telling each other what u did last night and what ur planning for dinner tonight
and u know to bring him coffee every morning now
the first time u did it, he legit had STARS in his eyes bc o mg u r so cute
and u guessed it right the first time, that he liked his coffee black with just a dash of sugar
GET THE METAPHOR
by the end of the month, the more you learn about him, the more you’re amazed
you guys become closer and share the passion of wanting to help ppl in some way
and ur relationship now has become a complete budding and teasing relationship and there’s literally never a dull moment with u
ur fav thing to do together is to do acrostic poems
u also take bets on who’s sleeping with who in the hospital
he always wins
“its not fair u OBVIOUSLY know more abt them than i do!!!”
“hey babe, dont hate the player, hate the game”
and then u have to keep ur knees from buckling bc bABE ? ?? ? ?
the nurses always comment on how you’ve brought him so far out of his shell and he never really used to talk to anyone besides his patients, but he’s been treating his residents to dinner, helping the nurses out with the paperwork, and it’s only been happening since u came
and u r like
. . ,,, ?? me?
and they’re like yes! do u not notice how red he turns everytime u walk into the room?
you soon learn his favourite colour is blue
his favourite band is my chemical romance
im kiddin g
his best friend is mingyu and he’s a chef
you learn that he has a younger brother and his first ever splurge was buying him and his parents a cottage by the ocean
also that he never really eats at home and he barely ever gets to go home bc of the gruelling hours and so he tends to just eat in his office before he checks up on his patients during night rounds
you also learn that he’s having a housewarming party for his new condo this saturday and was wondering if yoU’D LIKE TO COME ALONG???
by this point, your research was mainly complete and you were a third finished with ur piece on this
so ur like y know what? SURE
and u try ur fucking best not to blush, but as you leave for the night, jeon wonu does a HUGE happy dance in his office before realizing that his walls and doors are glass and peopLE CAN SEE U WONWOO GODDAMn
but he texts u his address with a smirky face
“jeon wonwoo why are u sending me a text w a smirky face”
“idk that was my attempt to be cool did it work”
so it was ur day off on the day of his party and u know wonwoo doesn’t really throw stuff like this cause he only has a “small” group of friends
“it’s only gonna be u and my small group of friends”
“well i grew up with these guys, there are abt 13 of us”
“THIRTEEN ISN’T SMALL”
and usually you’d be fine bc u have no problem meeting ppl but like these are wonwoo’s brothers???
you wanna try so hard to impress these people bc–
wait wonu isn’t ur bf??? WYD
SNAP OUT OF IT
so u slap urself and then take like four hours to find the right outfit and do ur hair nicely
and u show up in ur fav outfit and look bomb asf yas
and he opens the door after u knock
he’s wearing a simple white t-shirt and ripped jeans
head of neurosurgery
in ripped jeans
and as u lose ur words, he also loses his and ur both just standing there clearly REALIZING THAT UR IN LOVE WITH THE OTHER PERSON AND THIS IS THE FIRST TIME YOU’VE EVER WORN ANYTHING OTHER THAN PROFESSIONAL CLOTHING AND WOW? SO? NICE?
so he snaps out of it bc yes i’m hosting this party thts right, and brings u inside
you hear a bunch of exclaiming and hushing from inside the rooms and a lot of limbs knocking into the walls as 13 human beings sprint from inside of the condo to mEET THE JOURNALIST THAT JEON WONWOO HASN’T SHUT UP ABOUT IN TWO MONTHS
and they all rush out and ur a bit overwhelmed but introduce urself and then scan through all the faces
you notice nurse!jeonghan, head of pediatrics!chan, his best friend, mingyu, and–
yes ur best friend from uni also happens to have grown up in the same neighbourhood as surgeon jeon and u cant believe ur luck
so hoshi jumps out from the herd of men and tackles you with a hug and u can’t believe this until wonwoo explained he didn’t tell them ur name bc they would go crazy stalker-bitch mode, hence why they were so excited to meet u today
so the rest of the night was spent with everyone being completely loud and tipsy and pushing the two of u together in an attempt to be slick they’re not
and u see the bond that all the boys have and how boisterous wonwoo is around them too and u feel so lucky and ur heart is so full to witness a group of people truly in love and as close with one another
so by the end of the night, as they all leave, soonyoung stops u at the door before he goes and tells u how happy he is that after losing touch post-uni, u’ve managed to bump into each other today again
but he also hugs u and tells u that wonwoo hasn’t shut up abt u
and that he hasn’t been in touch with his brothers in a rlly long time bc of stress and anticipation with this new project
and that although wonwoo doesn’t do this much, he can tell that he’s super comfortable around u and that he seems to glow when he talks abt u
and ur like omg s o noyougn st op po
so after he leaves, you stay behind to help clean up
but you’ve also decided
bc ur project is almost over and the paper is almost finished and ur ok with leaving on this note, regardless of if he reciprocates the feelings or not
u just had to tell him, it was in ur nature to
and u almsot back out but at the door, just as ur about to leave
you were gonna say it
his lips are on urs and god they’re soft and ur eyes just close immediately and his two hands cup ur face, intensifying the kiss, holding u up and taking up ur space as if he owns it and wow, it does things to u
after what feels like an eternity, you part and u look at him with his swollen lips and rosy cheeks and glistening eyes and u almost cried right then adn there
bc wow ur in love with jeon wonwoo and u can’t believe u haven’t even told him that
“i’ve been waiting to do that for so long”
“idiot, i was gonna confess first”
shrugs “i guess i just beat u in everything then”
that gets a smack on the head
until he asks u to stay the night and he can drive u both to work in the morning tomorrow and u agree bc how can u say no and so u end up staying over and wearing his sweater to bed and he lies there in bed literally hyperventilating bc SWEATERS ARE HIS WEAKNESS LIKE WHAT
so u drive into work the next morning with ur hands intertwined and in the corner of ur eye as ur walking in, u see head of pediatrics!chan slap a fifty dollar bill into nurse!jeonghan’s hands
so the rest of that month is spent going through with each patient and stealing chaste kisses in the x-ray viewing rooms and getting teased by everyone in the hospital
even the patients
until by the third month, the trial hits its first roadblock
patient 04 had died on the table just as jeon wonwoo was inserting the second tube, and as surprised as u are that this was the first malfunction with the trial, it hits u nonetheless
hearing the news, u drop everything and go to his office after the surgery
this was the first taste of adversity in ur relationship too and u were curious to see as to how you guys were going to deal with this, esp since ur work was integrated into ur personal life
but u walk in and there he is
eating a freaking popsicle
jeon wonwoo’s patient just died on the table and he’s in here eating ice cream
and u didn’t know if u were confused? angry? horrified?
and u close the door behind u as u walk in and draw the blinds for the glass walls and windows
and as u turn around from doing that, he chucks the popsicle into the bin, walks up to you slowly and drops his head onto ur shoulder
you freeze, unsure if he’s crying or not, but u hear steady breathing and his arms slowly creeping around u and ur sure he isn’t
but u can tell that he’s exhausted and scared, even if no words are shared between the two of u
so you both stand there for god knows how long, holding each other, breathing each other in, releasing all tension and heartache from the day without a single word, just the sound of heartbeats and breathing
until finally he lifts his head, eyes droopy and a small smile on his face, arms still around you, when u cup his face and tell him that ur so damn proud of him
everything is going to hit a roadblock at some point, and this was bound to happen. we entered this knowing that it was science; anything can happen. just hang in there, wonu, we can do it
and that was the first time wonu said i love u out loud
and for all the people that doubted he was going to ever get a girlfriend with his head stuck in so many textbooks, it was the head stuck in the textbook method that even got him here to meet u in the first place SO SUCK IT
and so by the time u finish ur paper and the trial is reaching its end, there was a mixture of patients that successfully responded to the trial and those that didn’t make it
but ur paper gets high acclaim from hospitals across the province for its research and editorial skills
and wonwoo received the highest achievement award from the board for his endeavours with the trial
and after many long and gruelling months filled with work and chaste kisses here and there
you finally have time to take a seat and take in everything
and marvel at wonu as a surgeon and as a human
bc how in the damn world did u ever get so lucky with science??
this,, ,, ,, is so long but enjoy bc i love jeon wonwoo
I really love Guren and Shinoa’s interactions in the manga she’s so sarcastic and bratty with him all the time it’s hilarious XD I think she has a kind of grudge against him for “stealing” her sister, but that she’s also kind of fond of him too.
Guren: If you don’t hold on properly I’ll drop you.
A/n: Here’s a little taste into my fics
of the wizarding world! I’ve got a Percival Graves x Reader one too! Happy
Your date excused
himself to the restroom, leaving you to keep yourself entertained for several
lonely minutes. Glancing around, you picked up the menu that sat on the table and
pursed your lips, blowing a cool gust of air over the words that started to
make the letters rattle. Soon, the characters started to pair up to create
limbs and began to dance across the page in sync with the music playing at the
“Be careful with
that, you don’t want to startle the Muggles.”
You jumped and
dropped the menu on the plate, where the magic faded and the words fell back
into their rightful places. Looking up, you saw a very familiar young man with
light brown curls and dressed in a bright blue and yellow jacket and vest – your
best friend, Newt Scamander. The man took a seat opposite and stared at you with
a warm smile after having not seen you in a year.
• Ensemble for a Quaker Woman: Two Fichus, Bonnet, Cap, Cape, Dress, and Shawl.
Place of origin: United States
Date: ca. 1830
Medium: First Fichu: white silk; Second Fichu: white cotton; Bonnet: beicam silk; Cap: sheer net; Cape: light brown wool; Dress: beige silk satin; Shawl: beige silk.
Warnings: Angst, violence, use of drugs, nothing too serious yet
Author’s note: Omg I do not know why I am doing this to myself but that is probably the only way to satisfy all of you since I got the request three time with different people :D Please tell me if you liked it my lovely anons ♥
Request: For the Drabble game can I request taehyung (bts) with the mafia with numbers 6&16??? love yew
Bts Yoongi Mafia au with 6 & 16 pls?✨🌙
Can I request a drabble with EXO’s Chanyeol, mafia #6 and #16?? Anyway, I love your blog!!😍😍
6: “Look at me when I’m fucking talking to you”
16: “Looks like I’m going to have to punish you, babydoll”
What if a handsome gang leader, a smart assassin and an admirable drug
dealer were head over heels for one girl. A girl which was called
“ordinary” so often that no one would ever believe their intentions could be real. But they were and the girl we just talked about, is you.
Prompt: Nursemz87 Requested:
Adam panicking about Belle being out on the road by herself on horseback after he’s told the carriage broke down at the village and her not being directly back at the castle. Him going out into the woods on horseback himself only to find her at a stream nearby cooling off from the hot summer air. Cue some quality alone time. (Entirely up to you on rating level but I’m thinking more M than Teen)’
(This is G rated - there is no smut of any kind because of my own restrictions)
Cogsworth thumbs his pocket-watch
open and checks the time. He snaps it shut again and stuffs it back into his
breast pocket, looking over his shoulder back to the opened front door of the
palace. Lumiere stands beside him, arms folded over his chest. “How does one
lose a princess?” he directs at the head of the house-staff. The withering look
he gets from his friend should be enough to make him laugh, but with the
severity of the situation looming over his head, he doesn’t even crack a smile.
“The carriage should have been
back almost ten minutes ago,” Cogsworth mutters. “Alfred is one of our best
carriage drivers: he’s never late!”
Lumiere huffs. “We’ll have to
send someone out. I’ll tell someone to get one of the horses saddled-”
“-Thinking of going on a ride
Lumiere?” a voice sounds from behind the two men. They both spin around to see
the prince stepping down on to the cobblestone courtyard. He gestures to the
sun perched high in the clear sky. “It’s a beautiful day for it.”
Synopsis: One year after the first arrival of Gladers, the box comes up with a pretty surprise.
Indeed, the new Greenie was pretty. They might get a Newbie every month ever since they woke up in the bloody maze, but now they also get a chick every year. Jane just happens to be the first one.
The only girl among more than twenty boys, all trapped in the same place?
That should be interesting.
At the sound of the pounding alarm, all the gladers headed towards the box, watching it come up with the usual supplies and the new greenie, who’d doubtlessly ask a billion questions in the follow hours. Alby shook his head, anticipating the questions, but he’d simply tell him the usual stuff: shut your shuck mouth, follow the rules and stop asking questions. That’s it, that’s all the green bean needed to know, the rest would follow quickly. Most of the time, what really bothered them wasn’t even the actual Glade and the fact that they were trapped, but their slang which they couldn’t understand and confused them at first. Newt jogged to catch up on him, his steps slightly uneven because of his limp.
“You go greet the newbie,” Alby told him before Newt even got the chance to say anything. The blond boy nodded and then ran off to the box, getting there at the same as Gally. Both of them opened the grids. Slowly, all the gladers gathered around the opened box, hiding the sun an diving the box in the dark.
“Is he asleep?”
“I can’t see him!”
The voices around Newt whispered as the boys’ curiosity grew. The blond boy jumped into the box, but even that didn’t make the greenie move. He was laying on his face. He’s got short light brown hair and was dressed just like the others, a shirt and a hooded sweater, along with brown trousers and worn-out leather boots.
“Turn him around!” Alby ordered and Newt carefully pushed the body with his foot, causing the newbie to roll around so his face was visible. A concerto of whispered and shocked expressions made the blond boy look up, squinting his eyes when a ray of sun blinded him.
“What’s the matter? Why are you all bloody whispering about?” He asked, annoyed.
Summary: the avengers go for a walk and bucky talked to some kids
Warnings: F L U F F ! ! ! !
A/N: THIS IS SOOO CUTE ! ♥
It had been a great day. Autumn begun which caused the leaves to fall of. The sun was shining brightly in an orange hue and the fresh fall air went through the city and made your hair flow in the wind. It was late in the evening and the sky looked beautiful with soft shades of pink, orange, and blue. Matching the picture of a sunset perfectly, surrounding everybody in a calm and lovely atmosphere. The temperature was low and the wind made it almost cold, giving you the perfect opportunity to wear thick closes, such as a scarf or boots. The others didn’t care about the cold as much as you did. Especially Bucky he didn’t even wear a thick jacket, only one which would cover up the metal arm.
You convinced them to go for a walk in NYC. They weren’t fond of the idea at first but you could convince them by telling them it was the first day of autumn and that it was going to be worth it. After also mentioning that you would love to spend some time with all of them, you saw their heart melting and they finally gave in.
Bucky still didn’t want to go, he hates it to go to places with many people around. He barely went out when it wasn’t already dark outside. But you wanted everyone to come along so you just forced him.
You guys had been dating for a couple of weeks now ,and you weren’t completely sure if that wasn’t the reason ,that he didn’t say no to you twice. Maybe he didn’t want you to be upset with him.
He just changed into a sweater which disguised his left arm perfectly and walked now next to you.
You guys were now on your to the famous times square, because you wanted to go to an event which took place there.
You could only imagine what it must have looked like to other people. Seeing ten very well known persons with crazy abilities, who were by coincidence also superheros, walking through the streets of new York.
Some of them only stared, some took photos from a distance and some even asked for a photo or an autograph, which all of you gave them happily.
Bucky hesitated, he was insecure bit even he took photos with them. He didn’t want to disappoint them. And inside of him he had a feeling of joy and happiness mixed with relief ,at the fact that they didn’t run away from him in fear.
Natasha was annoyed whenever they asked for a photo. She always complains about the leak of privacy, but you could see that her heart bursted every time one of those kids was happy to have a photo with her.
Steve and tony talked on the whole way, just like Clint and Natasha, and Wanda and vision. Sam made sure that Steve’s and Tony’s conversation wouldn’t end in a fight. Even if they were all okay again, they just seemed to like to argue, like … A lot. The problem was tony just liked to be right.
Scott listened to music, he was just at the tower as you had this idea so he had to join you. He practically didn’t have another choice.
Bucky held your hand, one reason was that you were his girlfriend and that he wanted to hold your hand. The second reason was that he was extremely nervous about being outside and around so many people. He still was insecure. He was afraid he could hurt them. It made you realize how hard it must be for him to walk around without having a panic attack.
It was not only that he didn’t want to hurt them, it was also that people know what he did over the years and they know who he is. He killed dozens of people involuntary, but most people don’t get that. They just see the death.
He must be really afraid that people do the same thing to him. Maybe out of revenge
Because they don’t care if he’s sorry or not. He’s just afraid and now you realized why.
You squeezed his hand , signaling him that you were there for him and taking care. He looked at you with a slight smile as the group of you made your way to the park.
There were many people with there kids wanting to spend one of the last days before it got cold outside. All of you sat down at a table chatting and talking about the upcoming days. After a while you felt Bucky squeezing your hand and nodding at you as you looked at him. Both of you stood up and excused yourself before you went for a walk.
The two of you walked around the park holding hands in comfortable silence before Bucky broke it. “You know I love you right?”
You stopped turning to look into his eyes as you stood in front of him. “Yes bucky, and I love you”
usually he’d smile at you at this point or kiss you. But he didn’t. You took his face in both of your hands and looked into his eyes before hugging him. He hugged you back tightly and you knew that something was wrong. You closed your eyes taking him in before pulling away and looking at him again “what’s wrong”
“I don’t know, I just think, what I do is not fair” you take his hand in yours and drag him with you further.
“What are you talking about?”
“You know you are such a happy person always so excited and loving and me ? I destroy everything for you with my fears.”
“But you don’t destroy anything bucky.”
“You know I don’t think I could ever have kids, I’m a threat and they probably wouldn’t even like me, no kid would like me. So I’m destroying the dream of having kids for you”
You stop him again frowning at him “what exactly do you -”
“excuse us miss?” You stopped mid-sentence as a little boy tugged at your hand. His friends standing behind him. He was probably only six or seven years old and his friends too.
You crunched down on his level “hey how can I help you little one.”
“Hey I’m not little”
“oh sure excuse me I didn’t pay attention. So can I help you with something ?”
“Yes” he tugged at your shoulder and made you lean down a little further. He whispered into your ear “is that bucky Barnes there ?”
You looked at him with wide eyes and then back at bucky and noticed that he was slightly uncomfortable by the fact that the boy whispered so he wouldn’t hear.
You looked back at the boy smiling widely “Yes, yes” the boy and his friends beamed with excitement their smile growing with each second.
He whispered again “that’s so cool !”
“It sure is.” you smiled at him and looked back at bucky , who now felt much more uncomfortable since you were whispering as well but he tried to remain calm and not pay as much attention.
You turned back and looked at the boy smiling widely “hey why don’t you go over and talk to him.”
But suddenly his face went white and he looked at you with wide eyes, you already wondered if you had said something wrong and you were a little scared of what he must be thinking about.
“do you think I can do this ? I’m too excited”
you smiled at him again, all the worries washed away. You quickly hugged him and promised him that it was gone be okay, then you stood back up and walked over to bucky, grabbing his hand and smiling widely. “What did he want”
“oh nothing” that’s when the boy and all of his friends walked to bucky and your direction and came to a hold just in front of bucky.
He shifted uncomfortably and looked slightly concerned but you could only smile to yourself at the thought of what was about to happen. You always were sure that Bucky had much more fans than he believed he had, and it was nice to finally meet them in person and the fact that they’re kids is even more adorable. You just hoped that this would happen one day and finally the day has come.
The boy looked back at his friends and suddenly a girl in a light green dress with brown hair stepped forward she was older than all the.others, maybe eleven. “Ugh you’re such a coward Tim.”
“Hey I’m not a coward I’m just excited, Stella.”
“Oh is that what we call it these days ?” She answered, annoyed by her friend.
You chuckled at the conversation the two of them had, it was really cute though. Bucky still didn’t pay as much attention to the scene in front of him. You tried to control your laugher as you watched Stella walking over to bucky, she tugged at his metal arm and you just wanted to squeak because of that much cuteness.
Bucky’s head snapped down to her and he looked a little shocked, afraid of what she probably could say to him. “Hello mister bucky ?”
“Uhm yeah that’s me , without the mister would be great though, makes me feel old.”
He smiled at her
After bucky finished his sentence , another boy from the crowd behind stella piped up “No offence but you are old”
Stella turned around to him with a death glare , obviously angry at how rude he was. You were impressed, she was so young but also so powerful for her age, she ,sure as hell, is not someone to play tricks on, that’s for sure.
“I’m sorry that was my very young , VERY DUMB brother” she shouted the ‘very dumb’ part to make sure he would hear. “But me , my two brothers and our friends are here because we want to tell you something bucky.”
Bucky looked slightly terrified, but tried his best not to show his concerns.
“We want to tell you that we think that you are great, and you are very brave, you are quite a role model actually and you make us want to be stronger.”
He stood there not knowing what to say, he was speechless and you could see it , so both of you just kept listening.
“We all know what your story is, well we don’t know everything but we know that you’ve been through a lot of bad stuff and we also know that you are a man out of time so to speak. And just between you and me its great that you try using a smartphone, my mom is following all your social media accounts.” She whispered the last part making you and bucky laugh.
“But anyway, it’s just so great that you keep on fighting and that you are helping and protecting people now, its something I’m really grateful for and I hope you’ll have a great time and that there will never be such bad things again. Thank you for being an avenger and caring about everyone of us, but mostly thank you for being you and showing us , especially us kids , that no matter how hard it is ,we can only get stronger as long as we stay brave and fight. We love you.”
Bucky was nearly crying but didn’t allow himself to, you knew he wouldn’t but at the same time you noticed a small tear slipping down your own cheek. Bucky was so afraid of what she was about to say and that she maybe only heard bad stuff about him. But this was the best thing that she could have told him.
He went down a little and hugged her tight , whispering a quiet thank you. And telling her how much those words meant to him, he told her whenever she needed something no matter when she should just ask for him. She hugged him back smiling and you couldn’t help and do the same. You knew now , she had a special place in his heart from now on, forever.
This was probably the most cute and adorable but at the same time emotional and deep moment you’ve ever witnessed.
They let go of each other and he hugged all the other kids as well, all of them telling him stuff like ‘you are so cool’ and ‘you’re my favourite avenger’ which made him laugh a lot but he could not forget what this little , lovely girl had said to him.