lifejourney

It’s been a long couple of months with all of the series of unfortunate events impacting me. But what I’ve come to realize is only the strongest people were meant to be able to handle the hard times, although no one truly deserves them. Life is too short to continue to let these things hold me back, & I hope this in fact will be the first steps of my journey towards positive outcomes. 💭💙👼🙏👣🌻 #lifejourney #inspiration #positivevibes

Newday NOW! ✨#destiny #success #positivity #wisdom #attitude #blessings #lifejourney #positiveattitude #girlboss #believe #stayhumble #words #livevisionnow #activateyourhustle #faith #dreams‼️ #invest #pursueyourpassions #dreamchaser #action #works #hustle #typists #lifepoems #inspirationalquotes #instagram #writersblock #poets #typography✨

Smiling on the outside; crying on the inside. That’s just how life is, I suppose #inspirational #blogger #author #DearAlekkz #thestoryofmylife #faerietale #lifejourney #happilyeverafter #happyendings #PLUR #colormePLUR #raver #artist #dreamer #believer #goodvibes (blog posts can be found on my bio 💋 colormeplur.blogspot.com). #narcissistic #perfectionist #narcissisticperfection #truebeauty #naturalbeauty #QOTD #quotes #motivation #dailyquotes #asian #korean #selca #selfie

A 9 piece mural I am finishing, adding detail one panel at a time. This painting is about the #transformation of life and the journey we were sent here to enjoy.

This mural and my other “Water is Life” Mural will be on display next week at the ‪#‎ConsciousLifeExpo‬ .

#sacredgeometryArt #LifeJourney #fredrixcanvas #MuralonCanvas #posca #paintpens (at Drew Brophy Art Studio)

4/27/2015

Today’s theme: Education Regrets

Song of the Day: The Light by The Album Leaf

Book of the Month: The Handmaiden’s Tale

Something new I tried: Berry Blast thing (some alcoholic beverage, that wasn’t terrible)

I don’t know why this has become the theme of the day. Perhaps, it’s my terrible habit of comparing myself to others, or maybe a chain of thoughts just lead me there. Whatever it was, it got me feeling a bit down. I am 19, and I have one year of school left, and I know that should be something to be proud of. The regrets still get to me. I wish I would’ve gone off to a better college, but I know that I would’ve never been able to afford it. I honestly can write pages of what I wish could be. I do not have the time, nor would it be time well spent. Instead, I’m going to write some goals down, some years of when I’d like to have them complete, and perhaps, some details.

Goals:

-Get License 2015

-Get Car 2015-2016

-Graduate ASN 2016

-Graduate BSN 2018-2020 (Giving myself wiggle room for getting adjusted to my new job)

-Get Apartment 2018-2022 (Depending on the costs of school, car, insurance, food, etc.)

-Travel Out of Country 2020-2025 (I want to start young before I settle down)

-Get Masters 2020-2030 (Getting a masters is a shit ton of work)

-Get Doctorate 2030-2040 (It’d be awesome to get a doctorate before my 60’s, if I could teach nursing for a few years before retirement, I could help educate future health care professionals. I would be giving back, before leaving, and I think that’d be a great accomplishment.)

*These things I hope are not altered if I were to wed and have children. I have added wiggle room to the categories if things were to sway my path a bit.

Today’s Accomplishments:

-I ate three meals, this sounds like a silly accomplishment, but for me it isn’t.

-I finished my case study

-I finished my concept map

-I went to class

-I went to work

Short term goal:

-Pass finals

-Get another job

-Cash checks

-Go to club mixer, represent book club

Super short term goals (weekly):

-Finish clinical work

-Finish smoking case study

-Study for the following: HESI, Pharmacology, Anatomy and Physiology, Nursing theory, and AP Lab

-Do 300-500 NCLEX problems

Not only will I talk about feelings, answer questions, or support others, I will keep this to track progress. Like a weight loss or food blog, I need a way to track success, so one day I can look back on this a be proud of my accomplishments. Thank you, Tumblr World.

Trial and Error? Why not right?

Before going to college, many people told me that college is going to change me and It’s going to be amazing. They told me that it was going to be a life-changing experience where I would find out who I am and where I’m going to find my confidence. Sadly, here I am almost ending my second year in college and feeling lost and don’t know where I went?

It is currently 9:40 p.m. and I wasted my whole sunday inside my room doing homework and watching netflix. I cried a couple of time, but I didn’t completely cry and so I just brushed my tears away. Here I am writing this, wondering where did I go? Where did that cheerful girl who is full of life go? I really do miss her so much. She used to smile and laugh so much and now she’s full of frown and cries. The social butterfly now spends most of her days looking down with her headphones on as she walks around her campus and stay inside her room as if her room is a protective shell. The girl who used to have so much confidence now lost it all, I don’t know where to but I know she lost it all maybe into the oblivion. The girl who used to have friends now is scared to talk to people and making friends thinking that they are going to hurt her. The girl who used to live so passionately day by day now dragging through her days with little motivation to do anything. So when did this begin and why? Where did she go?

The answer to that is sadly a giant IDK. And that is why I am going to do some trial and error. As a molecular biology major, I have learn from most of my science classes that our life is full of trial and error. As humans we experiment with many situations that happens in our life and sometimes we do get a successful results and we are content. Unfortunately, our life is not all about ups but it is also full of downs. When scientist do not get a successful results, they conduct multiple experiments until they get a successful results that they are content with. My goal is to be like those scientist and conduct multiple experiments until I am content with the results of the person I will become. With that, this blog will capture the journey of those trial and error until a successful results will finally be achieved.


A journal of The Wandering Donuts Day 1

I see, I want, I grind, I get.. New collection😎#lv #truereligion #bepositive #motivate #motivation #success #succeed #determination #inspiration #inspire #mensfashion #lifejourney #prada #aspirations #leadership #work #nevergiveup #luxury #leaders #grind #luxuryquotes #greatness #fitness #business #entrepreneurs #startup #entrepreneur #models #millionairemindset #boss (at Double Tap for👖👓)

#nationalsiblingday #happysiblingsday this one goes out to my little sister who I call sibling sometimes instead of her name because i like the sound of it. @jasminedugette is my sister and best friend. I am blessed to have grown up with her. Even when we argue (like all sibs do) our love is strong enough to over come mood swings, selfish moments, poor word choices… ect. you get the point. We are tight forevah!!! She is my main homie who is there for me up or down. She is my brain when I’m unorgamized. She is my legs when I struggle with a handy cap. She is my heart when I’m afraid. I love you sis. Believe in yourself and in who God created you to be. He made you awesome. K, LOVE YA SOOOOOO MUCH!!!! #longpost #sister #sisterhood #lifejourney #blessedwiththebest #RideOrDie 😘😍👸👰👼💁💙👑💄👗 (at casa de Mila)

My walk today #exercise #cardio #calisthenics #fit #fitfam #fit2fab #fitness #fiftyandfit #fitnessjourney #gettingfit #gettinghappy #gettingbackup #healthyliving #healthylifestyle #losing #lifejourney #lifestylechange #mapmywalk #myfitnessjourney #myweightlossjourney #neverquit #nevergiveup #onedayatatime #onestepatatime #stepbystep #topshape #tryingtobebetter #walk #walkrun #weightloss #workingout #weightlossfam #weightlossjourney