1.O5.17 - 27.O5.17 // Hi guyss
I know it’s been a while, but I’m back. During this month I’ve been taking a lot of photos of my studyspo but I’ve never posted them and I don’t know why. So, here it is, my whole month of study.
The last picture is the photo of today. I woke up and I baked a strawberry pie for my family (I just tasted it since I’m on a diet! But it’s light). Then I made coffee and now I’m about to revise for my Swedish test which it’ll be on monday. I’m very nervous about it. I don’t know if I’m going to go to do it but still, I’m studying anyway.
I really don’t know what is wrong with me. I can’t decide about my future. I’m not sure about anything anymore and I don’t know how to face everything. I’m just feeling blue, not enough.
This session/semester I’m going to have just two exams while I left other two exams for september. I’m not doing my best and I can’t do anything about it. I’m really depressed since I have this feeling that I’m going to fail.
But I’m trying, I want to, stay positive.
I’ve done a lot of things this year and I’m satisfied. Any time soon I will have to make a super important decision but as for now I’m focusing on my studies. I was sure of this choice and now I have to be more secure about it. I need it to be the right path. I’m afraid and I feel like I don’t have anyone’s support. Nobody gets me seriously.
I’ve annoyed you, so have a good day and a good life!! I really hope that what you’re doing is right for you and that it makes you happy and peaceful. I wish you well.