life's decision

anonymous asked:

about sending stuff to bighit- I know they used to read letters loads after debut but they're so busy lately I'm not sure they still accept or read anything past the fansite presents.I've been wanting to send something to namjoon (not a fangirl letter haha) but it's personal and i would love if he could read/see it but i'm not sure if it's even worth sending since they must get tons now and it's probably a long shot..i just wondered what your realistic opinion is or any advice? :)

I honestly think they still read letters, Especially namjoon. In the summer package they did in Kota Kinabalu, joon had a bunch of fan letters with him aside from books. He said he likes reading them while he’s on the plane ^_^ I advice to still send it out! there’s a better chance of it getting read if you send it out than not at all ^_^ 

My rule in life, in whatever decision making situation I’m faced with, I promise myself to always go with the option that I will absolutely regret NOT doing. Like “If I don’t do this thing, will I look back at it and regret that I didn’t do it?” If the answer is yes then I do it. hehe~

lately, i’ve been having really bad anxiety. my family has been breaking down, and while i trust that things will be okay, it’s still hard to see everyone fighting. ironically, i’m stuck, trying to keep everything together even though i’m the furthest from home. things in my personal life have been pushing me to the edge, too. i haven’t eaten or slept in the past three days, and it all caught up. i was really weak and almost passed out a few times during my shift last night. it was bad. i haven’t been running– i’ve rested and taken it easy. (at least i made one right decision. ) life is getting the better of me, and i feel like i’m slowly losing my mind. 

But still- it is well with my soul. i’ve been wrestling with God, yet He continues to bless me with mercy and love. 

Grace is ever overflowing, and I’m trusting in it again.

Guys, I love Snotlout so much, and I’m so proud of him for realizing he should be the one making his life decisions, not his father. Snotlout can be mean at times, but I think deep down he means well. Also, can we talk about the fact that he gave Tuffnut flowers? SNOTLOUT GAVE TUFFNUT FLOWERS. PURE.

anonymous asked:

Lol lol he wasn't good but really he wasnt complacent man! Infact i liked the fact that he knew he wasnt playing great and stepped up and was very decisive in the latter part of the game he was trying really hard stepped up when it counted.

he has saved us over and over again this season (dude pretty much every season). Whenever they aren’t playing as they should, that little genius does what he is suppose to do. Even when he is playing the worst game of his life he is still decisive and that isn’t something you can say about a lot of players. (if any)

Inanimate appreciation

The only love i’ve come to know is the gentle and generic touch of my soft pillow. Dirtied with unrequited love interests, honey roasted peanut crumbs, and residual splotches of man-tears (because it’s ok if a man cries).
When in the moments of aggression, I abuse my pillow violently, releasing the anger that built up, but when was never released. When in the moments of love, I snuggle to my pillow tightly and caress its external pillow case as if it were the face of my fantasized lover, or just to have the feeling of my arms surround an object. When in moments of confusion and disarray, I simply lay the back of my head flat on its surface and contemplate my life decisions. No matter what the situation, my pillow has always been there for me. No matter how many times the world rejects me, my pillow awaits my arrival with the intent to heal, unlike the world and its broken promises.

little bad memory things :)
  • not knowing if you said something out loud or if you only thought it
  • “did i already ask you that?”
  • “what did you say”
  • raising your hand and putting it down multiple times in class because you can’t remember your question/comment
  • pausing in the middle of simple tasks because you can’t remember what you’re doing
  • “where is my [object i had in my hands literally 30 seconds ago]?”
  • not knowing someone’s name even though it’s the 5th time you’ve met them
  • rereading/rewatching books/movies because you can’t remember basic plot details
  • forgetting to look at the list of things you need to remember
  • forgetting the end of your sentence before you even start it/trailing off